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highest perfection. Hear (them) from me, () Ganardana !
The Siddha said: Mortals, O dear friend'! by their actions which are (of) mixed (character), or which are meritorious and pure, attain to this world as the goal, or to residence in the world of the gods ? Nowhere is there everlasting happiness; nowhere eternal residence 8. Over and over again is there a downfall from a high position attained with difficulty. Overcome by lust and anger, and deluded by desire, I fell into uncomfortable and harassing states (of life), in consequence of (my) committing sin. Again and again death, and again and again birth. I ate numerous (kinds of) food, sucked at various breasts, saw various mothers, and fathers of different sorts; and, O sinless one! (I saw) strange pleasures and miseries. Frequently (I suffered) separation from those I loved, association with those I did not love. Loss of wealth also came on me, after I had acquired that wealth with difficulty; ignominies full of affliction from princes and likewise from kinsmen; excessively poignant pain, mental and bodily. I also underwent frightful indignities, and fierce deaths and captivities; (I had a) fall into hell, and torments in the house of Yama“. I also suffered much from old age, continual ailments, and numerous misfortunes flowing from the pairs of opposites. Then on one occasion, being much afflicted with misery, I abandoned the whole
The same word as at Gitá, p. 72. • Cr. Khandogya-opanishad, pp. 356–359, and Gich, p. 84. · Sec Gitá, p. 76, and cf. Katha, p. go. • For the whole of this passage, cf. Maiuri-upanishad, p. 8. · See Manu VI, 61.
• See Gita, p. 48.
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