________________ within a person's heart......when the sense of awe and wonder for Parmatma are expressed in words, then only can a person's surrender be worthwhile. Suppose if a girl falls in love with a boy. After waiting for the whole day to meet him she is not able to meet him till late night. Then at midnight she takes a paper and a pen in her hand and starts writing that boy's name. She keeps on writing his name. One page.....second page... five pages.....ten pages....and so on. When she was on the last page she saw that her grandfather was watching her. In fact he had been watching her for quite some time. The girl had not realized this because she was engrossed in the thoughts of the boy. Her love for the boy....her good will for him...her soulful love for him..... ..her respect for him makes her helpless. She becomes extremely anxious when she is not able to meet him. What is the extent of your affection and attraction for Dev Guru and religion? What is the extent of your liking for Dev Guru? The day you cannot attend the discourse or a spiritual lecture, you feel extremely anxious, you feel uneasy... "Today I have not heard the words of Parmatma.......I could not go due to unfavorable circumstances"... you feel disturbed for not being able to attend the discourse. If this is what you experience, then understand, that -- 159 =