________________ najanme tyan sudhi paap na chute! After confessing and repenting for our sins, if we fail to hate them, we will fail to get rid of them. Till we do not feel hatred for our wrong actions, in spite of performing Aalochana and Ninda for them, our sins cannot be eradicated. Confessions and repentance will not completely help us eliminate our sins! We will have to accept this fact! To commit sins and to repent for them is one thing, but to feel a sense of hatred for our sins is altogether a different thing. Just think that we must not eat, because the basic nature of soul is non-eating (anharak). The fact that I am eating is wrong. O God! When will my soul go back to its original anharak self? O God! What am I doing? I am providing alien object (par padarth) to my body. When the thought process is on these lines, one will then reach the anharak state. We do fast, but we do not feel hatred towards food. The day, hatred develops for food, we will stop eating. If we get know that this is some one's vomit, what will be the reaction? Will one even feel like looking at it? = 118 =
