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Questioner: I have decided that as long as Dada is there above me, I don't have to worry about anything.
Dadashri: Those kashays will sneak in. They will know, 'It is hollow here.' Now you have been made a purush. You have Dada until you attain the Self. Now I have placed the purusharth (spiritual effort) in Your hands. Dada will be present for you when you have difficulty, but he will not come every day.
You have been graced with parmatma yog, the union with the supreme Self. So now do not let go again. This cannot be attained in any lifetime. It has happened to You only in this lifetime. This is the eleventh wonder of this era of the current time cycle. The union with the Self (yog) has occurred. This union has occurred for You because of your merit karma. You have seen everything from the top. You have seen everything up to a certain limit. You have it in Your awareness of what you have seen, don't you?
Questioner: Yes I do.
Dadashri: And this 'furnace' (the suffering of the worldly life) has always been there, has it not? When has it not been there? All these 'leftovers' have always been there, have they not?
Questioner: Why do worldly pressures cling to the one who has become a Shuddhatma?
Dadashri: If this Shuddhatma that you have attained was attained after all your karmas are settled, then nothing will get in. But You have attained this state with karma still pending. What I am saying is that now You have to quickly settle all those karmas which are pending. Clear up all your debts. Otherwise, there was no way to clear up all your karmic debts without attaining the Shuddhatma. Therefore, you have to find a way of becoming rich from the state of bankruptcy. This debt is endless. And now, whoever is left wandering will wander another 81,000
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years. That is why 'we' are picking people up, so whoever has attained this union with the Self, get your work done. Otherwise, this is a slippery era. It is a time of slipping. 'We' have given you this awareness in the midst of your heavy karmic debt. Are You aware or not?
Questioner: I am.
Dadashri: You need to sit at the very top level of awareness (jagruti) and 'see.' If something within moves as much as a fraction, You should 'see' that. You should immediately know whether it is for Your benefit or to your detriment.
Everyone in the world is asleep even though their eyes are open. What are they awake to? They are awake to money and sex. People have become tired of trying to figure out everything. That is why I am telling you that everything is scientific circumstantial evidences (vyavasthit). It means that it is all your own karmic account (hisaab). There is no one who can change that. So do not even try to analyze and understand your life. You just continue doing Your work and vyavasthit will continue to be your friend.
Now maya (illusionary worldly conduct) should remain at a distance. It should not sneak in. It gradually swallows you up like a python by enticing you with little trinkets, and You come into Your Shuddhatma state only during major predicaments. So You should remain aware (jagrut) in everything. Mistakes are no longer acceptable here.
Questioner: But, Dada, one should not lose his way again, should he?
Dadashri: He should not get lost, but illusionary worldly conduct (maya) will still confuse and entangle him. For how long will maya do that? Up to three years. Now, it is possible for this maya of anger-pride-deceit-greed to remain underground and hungry for up to three years. 'We' have taken the authority from