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make all the arrangements.
Questioner: Does parakram bhaav come under a strong decision (nischay)?
Dadashri: Yes, of course, You should have Your nischay, should you not? The nischay is, 'I want to remain as the Self." Then, whatever happens, who can stop You? Then the energy of pragnya (pragnyashakti- the direct light and energy of the Self) will express its force. And energy of ignorance (agnyashakti) will use its force. But ultimately, agnyashakti will lose because God dwells with pragnyashakti.
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The Secret of the Bliss of the Self
Questioner: There is constant awareness of Shuddhatma, yet many times the mind becomes depressed. Why is that?
Dadashri: Our Gnan says just keep 'seeing' what is happening to 'Chandubhai.' There is no other solution. Would you not recognize that he has brought more garbage with him from the past life?
Questioner: At that time, the relationship of that which is to be known and the knower (gneya-gnata) does not remain. The awareness, 'I am separate from this mind, speech and body,' does not remain.
Dadashri: If that gneya-gnata relationship did not prevail, then you would not be able to know that this is happening to Chandubhai. Who comes to know about this? Therefore, the gneya-gnata relationship remains completely for You. The knower knows that which is to be known every minute.
Questioner: But it should stop after the knowing takes place, should it not? Should it, the non-Self, not turn towards the Self again?
Dadashri: It will not turn even if you try. How are you going to turn it around?
Questioner: So, Dada, when the machinery is going on the wrong path, am 'T' to just keep 'seeing' it?
Dadashri: What else are you going to do? The wrong