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Udvega (emotional agitation): Shanka (suspicion): Nondha (deep intense mental note)
Against emotional agitation: udvega
So become straight sarad like a child if you want to attain moksha. A child does things without an understanding and the Gnani Purush does it with an understanding, that is all. Both are childlike and innocent. Does the worldly life not continue for a child without any worldly understanding? The child's life runs very well. In fact, his worldly life gets worse as he begins to understand. The Gnani Purush is straight like a child. Obstinacy is form of ego; an ego that says I don't want to be straight and I want to do it my way. Obstinacy is a result of wanting to have one's own way. Obstinacy will go away in a person who does things according to the will of others.
Questioner: When events do not happen as one has planned and willed, one becomes agitated and emotional udvega. What one has willed, when that result is not obtained, then he remins agitated and emotionally upset.
Dadashri: The events never happen as one has willed. Therefore, before throwing the dice, think within that they are going to fall the wrong way. Thereafter, whichever dice falls the right way, is correct. But if we say that all four of you fall my way, then that day will never come and and there will be entanglements, uneasiness, and emotional agitation udvega. Instead by saying in advance all four of you fall thew wrong way, when one or two come up right, you will be pleased with the result and feel easy. So all the value is of making the right internal adjustments.
Questioner: Dada, it a hundred percent fact that such an adjustment is only possible if one has this Akram Vignan, otherwise it is impossible.
Dadashri: Yes, otherwise it is impossible; such adjustment would not remain, what support can it have? In those situations, whatever adjustment one takes will be blown away and one will become distraught and