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dissolution of 'I-ness'. If the awareness is weak, then one's I-ness will go away slowly.
But after attaining this Gnan, You have a hundred percent 'I-ness'. If the awareness jagruti is strong, then a ten percent of the 'I-ness' will suddenly go away and if the awareness is weak then only two percent of the 'I-ness' will go away.
Questioner: Then a ninety percent of the 'I-ness' will remain, will it not?
Dadashri: Yes. Those with greater awareness have ninety percent remaining and those with lesser awareness will have ninety-eight percent remaining
Questioner: How does the remaining 'I-ness' then go away?
Dadashri: It will come out the next time.
Questioner: Therefore, does the 'I-ness' go away as the udaya karma unfolds?
Dadashri: Yes, but the speed at which it goes away depends on the degree, intensity and strength pramaan of the awareness jagruti. Therefore by whatever percentage the 'I-ness' diminishes, awareness jagruti will increase proportionately. Also, as the jagruti increases potapanu decreases.
The Exact Awareness of Separation
Questioner: If awareness prevails as circumstances unfold, then ten percent or two percent of the 'I-ness' has gone away. So what kind of awareness is that? How does the awareness jagruti that makes the I-ness diminish, work?
Dadashri: It is the awareness of 'I am Shuddhatma', it is the awareness of the five Agnas. There is awareness of 'Who is this? Who am I?' There is awareness that 'the 'one' abusing is not the abuser, he is a Shuddhatma.'