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Dadashri: You need such teachings as long as you want to remain in the worldly life but if you want to go to moksha, you need to learn not to keep notes nondha.
Questioner: In the worldly life one is taught to keep a precise note of, 'what he did, what that other person did, and what I have to do.'
Dadashri: When you keep such notes you are deeply entrenched in worldly life sansari and the world will not let you go as long as you maintain such intense mental notes. The worldly life ends when you cease to keep notes.
Questioner: In the worldly life, I am in the are in the habit of making notes like, 'this man is very careful and well organised' or 'this is what happens when one is careless and disorganized'.
Dadashri: The fact that you see this disorganiszation and carelessness is the same as saying that the support of the worldly life is now disintegratinng. Would the worldly life remain when that happens? Once the support of the worldly life collapses, can the worldly life continue to exist? People will begin to wonder 'what's happening here?'. But it is when one becomes carefree and disorganized, lack of any mental notes, that one goes to moksha. Otherwise, the same old clothes and guise, being particular about this and particular about that, particular about money; how can one achieve anything this way? There should not be any note taking. Here you keep a note of everything someone told you yesterday.
What do people assert? They say 'Only this man can go to moksha. Only when one is so particular and alert will he go to moksha.' Whereas I say that only a carefree and disorganized person will go to moksha. The solution will arise when the becoming bankrupt in the worldly shop. So you will have to bankrupt this worldly shop sansaar if you want moksha. You want to be careful exact and organized, and at the same time you want to go to moksha, both are not possible. How many persons are there who are without intense mental notes, amongst all these seekers of moksha?
Questioner: The desire of moksha is only in words, no?