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Questioner: But Dada, actions occur through human beings. It is only when God manifests in a human being that one becomes free of suspicions. The final suspicion would not go away from reading books, would it?
Dadashri: There is nothing in the books and you will not get anything out of them in this regard. Can you taste sweetness by merely reading, 'Sugar is sweet,' in a book? What good does it do for you? Would the experience of sweetness not come only when you put the sugar in your mouth?
Questioner: So one cannot find a human being in whom God has manifested and the scriptures do not work. Does that mean that one has to wander around life after life?
Dadashri: Yes, one has to wander, that is all.
Questioner: From one shop to another, and from that one to another.
Dadashri: Yes, one has to one wander from shop to shop.
Questioner: And the more shops we wander from, the more there is an increase of the stock filled from the shops.
Dadashri: Yes, that increases. And suspicions like, 'Will I get it from here or will I get it from there?' keep on increasing. Only when one finds the ultimate shop will he fine the solution. In that shop all the suspicions about everything leave.
Knowing causes suspicion
When does suspicion arise? If a person reads too much, it creates projections of intellect in the path, which leads to entanglements and confusion.. That confusion leads to suspicions and they will not let him come out of the worldly life. Suspicions arise from the familiarity of reading scriptures for many life times. Therefore the more one reads, the more it troubles him. This kind of knowing, the Lord has referred to as 'overwiseness'.