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That is when suspicions and uncertainties go away
Questioner: I am not saything that my suspicions have gone away, but suspicions do not arise within me.
Dadashri: Yes, it is a different matter that suspicions do not arise. You will feel that way for a certain period of time. Then when difficulties come, suspicions will arise again. It is all going to change. Does anything ever remain the same? Just as day and night keep changing, time keeps changing, circumstances will constantly change.
So when do man's suspicions go away? They go away after he becomes vitarag and fearless but not otherwise. As long as there is peace of mind, everything will be fine and convenient. But when difficulties come, does that not lead to agitation? Then everything inside becomes perplexed and that gives rise to suspicions.
Then suspicion leaves
Questioner: I am not saying that I have become free from suspicions, but suspicion do not arise within.
Dadashri: Yes, they may not arise, that is a different matter. This may go on for a while, but when difficulties arise in life, then suspicions will arise. All this is changing. Nothing remains the same for ever, does it? It is just like the night changing into day, these circumstances are constantly changing.
Therefore when will man's suspicions leave? When one becomes vitarag detached and nirbhaya fearless. Otherwise, suspicions will not leave. As long as there is peace, it will appear to be comforting and easy. When external problems arise, then turmoil and restlessness begins. Then inner entanglements commence and these give rise to all kinds of suspicions.
Who has suspicion about the Atma?
Questioner: Srimad Rajchandraji has written in the Atmasiddhi:
'Atma ni shanka kare Atma potey aap,