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My almost burnt body wants a change in touchnow not ghama (heat)
but may get dhama (home)! These days the internal dimension has also moved much farther,
the vigour of the cupid
has definitely decreased,
the contemplation, the churning of the tattvas (basic truths)
has been much done, is continuing
also.
Now,
the mind feels somewhat tired,
the body feels somewhat static
not jhaga (foams) now...
but may get paga (sweets)! Admitted that
there are innumerable possibilities in this 'bud',
but how long this 'bud'
will remain a 'bud'?
When will that fragrance burst from its inner joint?
This ghumghata (veil) is a hinderance
in the appearance of that ghata (one's heart)
not raga (attachment) now... but may get paraga (pollen, state beyond attachment)!".
140 Silent Soil
