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ABUNDANT JOY OF SENTIMENTS
Because of that I shall get much warmth. But I feel that I do not have even the right to get your warmth.
Because even after telling that "I have given you everything to keep with you," I behave as if I have given everything to me to keep that safe.
Once I give the entire reins to you, thereafter, I do not have any right to interfere in your plans and schemes of things.
Even then, without having any right, by doing something improper I might have put you in an embarrasing situation.
You kindly pardon me for this harrasment.
Many of my such peculiar behaviour you may have to tolerate.
Even if they are not convenient and not in good taste you may have to tolerate them.
All that you may know.
Only an injured can know, the pain of the wounded.
But you kindly make me wise by removing my madness of injuring you frequently; so that I do not repeat my mistakes and I transform myself.
You kindly give me pure, righteous intellect so that after giving you the reigns of a chariot of life I do not commit a sin of taking the reigns again in my hands.
Oh Lord!
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