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ABUNDANT JOY OF SENTIMENTS
Will you please not do this much for me? In these new words, if tears are not there you also create new tears. Do you understand ? I do not know if you are hearing me or not? But believing that you must be hearing, I continue to speak; as you are knower of all things, seeing all things and of all the three tenses. Isn't it? Talking with you is like, to my mind, abundant joyful freedom of devotion. Of course you have established yourself on the summit of the mountain of virtues. I am in the deep, dirty, ditch full of evil things and guilts. How my sound from so far should be reaching you ? That also is, for me, an unresolved dilemma. It is felt that my sentiment itself is one step. Daily I shall make steps of my sentiments and in that manner I shall reach you. I do not have any capacity to reach you flying the entire distance like a 'SADHAK bird. If by steps of my sentiments you also come down how simple and nice that would be ! But no, I do not want you to come down. How many times will you come down to meet me ? Now I only want to come up. Though difficult but the best path is only this one. Isn't it ? Thereafter, there will never be our separation between you and
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