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Glimpses of Sentiments
I do not depend upon acquired things, powers in any exchange. I even do not wish to get praises and prestige in doing welfare of others. I do not wish to come to you with a mob of devotees or flatterers. I do not wish to meet you with ornamental materials outside. I never wish to meet you becoming a worm of desires; being a worm, I do not wish to embrace. I do not want to hold you with a pair of pincers of the intellect or tongs of logic. I do not want to talk to you with noise of arguments and crude, harsh, false pride. I want to leave my crude, hot, evil nature and reach you with great speed. I want to catch you by running with my feet full of devotion. Oh, I forgot Adevotee full of devotion and a devotee's devotion with emotional feelings; this is the hypnotism to embrace 'Bhagwan'. Without 'Mantra,' Tantra' and 'Yantra,'I want to embrace you with my both hands having tremendous loving strength of emotional feelings,sentiments. With my tongue full with prayers, I want to talk with you heartily. I wish that my hungry eyes because of eagerness due to separation have 'PARANU' of your 'Darshan. I want to hear you with my ears full of sentiments. You do postmortem of each part and each layer of my body. In the stone inscription in the land of my heart your name carved there will be seen. On the wall of my heart I want to see your photograph
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