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I can recollect the morning of my death. It was almost ten o'clock; my parents and family had gathered around my bed. Pain in my chest was quite severe and became so agonisingly unbearable that it seemed impossible to breathe. I felt as if a million scorpions were stinging me all at once the world around me was beginning to sink ... and all at once... suddenly, my pain disappeared completely. Where was I? It wasn't the interior of my house, I was in the open somewhere
in a lovely garden ... where I found myself resting in the shade of a luxuriant tree. When I opened my eyes, I found myself alone there; then, I saw someone dressed in silvery white robes approaching me. As he came closer, he greeted me with a smile and spoke, "Come along, I shall take you around".
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What things are we going to see around here ? "Well, your lodgings and the rest of the things too."
"I tried to lift myself up bodily and found to my great surprise that I could do so with so much ease and without any pain. I took a few steps gingerly and realised that I could now walk with a brisk stride. There was no bodily pain or discomfort at all."
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" When I looked at my body, I found it to have undergone complete transformation. I looked quite bright, beautiful and full of verve and vigour. "
Where had my old form gone? To heck with it, I couldn't care less. There was nothing but agony and suffering in it which I did not wish to undergo again even if it meant losing my parents and my darling fiance whom I was so yearning to see before. The memory of
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