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worries about the future, and live only in the present as a mere observer and knower. To live like this is extremely difficult.
A traveler on this spiritual path (sadhak) often needs a guide to pull him out of human weakness, and uncertain moments. Even a determined sadhak is sometimes tired and may want to take a break, or feel like quitting. It is an emotionally challenging and slippery path. Sometimes, the emotions and passions become too overpowering. After all, a sadhak is also a human being!
Bhagwan Mahavir has recognized this and has recommended atonement - a self-improvement technique - rather than punishment, for those who are unable to keep their vows. It involves the errant himself reviewing his faults, seeking pardon of those affected by his fleeting weakness, reinforcing his determination to avoid such weaknesses, and undertaking harsh penances. True atonement reopens the doors for the sadhak to continue on his path. External pressures are ineffective in spiritual journey. Everyone in our order has full freedom of will within the limits set for the smooth operation of the community. One who joins the sangh accepts the responsibilities of respecting, obeying, and helping each other. As it is, life is a crooked path full of slippery and dangerous curves. One needs capable co-travelers who can help navigate that path.
This is how an organized, four-fold sangh of truth-seekers was formed in which Mahavir, the lone sadhak himself, blossomed into the sangh - the community of sadhaks. He who had once left behind his royal lineage in search of the ultimate truth and happiness now became a source of ultimate truth and bliss.
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