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XXIII. REACTIONS OF FEAR
Preksha meditation is an endeavour for enlightenment. Enlightenment and complete freedom from fear go together, just as darkness and fear are inseparably united. They are synonymous terms-darkness and fear. Fear is darkness and darkness fear. The scar that permeates our life leads us to darkness, to illusion. It may be natural darkness or the darkness of our mind, the illusory nature of our approach. Or it may be the gloom and sorrow of life. Whatever its quality, darkness remains what it is. But someone may say, what is wrong with darkness? What is wrong with fear?
It is a very natural question. The answer would depend upon our approach. It would be wrong to conclude on the basis of a particular point-of-view that fear is definitely bad. For in certain circumstances scar can be good. It all depends on the function it performs. Fear is of two kinds: creative and constructive, and negative and destructive. Likewise, fearlessness, much often constructive, can also be at times destructive. Every fact or thing must be looked at from a holistic, many-sided point-of-view.
Today's discussion on fear will be based upon the reactions it provokes. Reactionary fear-fear that provokes reactions, like disease, old age, death, forgetfulness, and madness-is taboo; it docs no good. There are five reactions of fear mentioned above.
The first reaction of fear is disease. It is an indisputable fact that we ourselves invite diseases. How else can so many diseases enter our body uninvited? There may be one or two gatecrashers, but will fifty people come to your house unsolicited? Diseases inhabit our body because we invite them. We tend them so tenderly, so religiously that they do not want to leave us. All disease is a reaction of fear. Man is afraid and because of it he harbours diseases. You witness another man suffering from a disease and you are instantly filled with fear that you might also contract it. This very reaction constitutes an invitation. Most people react like that in the face of disease and become highly perturbed.
The disease in itself is not so productive of pain as disease mixed with fear. Ofcourse any disease causes some pain, but when fear is combined with the disease, the resultant anguish is terrible and it becomes a torture. One disease gives rise to another and all man's power is laid waste.
The second reaction of fear is old age. One grows old fast because of fear. He who is free from fear, never grows old. His hair
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