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XXV
PAVANANJAY'S RETURN
"Anjana! Please, would you tell me one thing."
“What is it?"
"After coming to uncle's house, was have been quite happy in every respect. We have been enjoying all comforts. All have been greatly honouring us; and have been showering their affection upon us. If we ask for one comfort they extend a hundred comforts to us. Yet.... In spite of all this...."
"We do not lack anything here. All are always eager to give us whatever we desire. Yet you have not been cheerful. Sometimes you laugh no doubt; always you try to look cheerful but in spite of it your eyes reveal that you are deeply agitated .... It is evident that you have been experiencing some deep agitation."
Vasanta Tilaka finding a suitable opportunity, one day, asked Anjana why she was always sad and depressed. Of course, after having come to the house of her uncle much of her sorrow had abated. She mingled with her uncle's daughter and others in the family like sugar mingling with milk. She had become the apple of everyone's eyes. All treated her with the greatest affection. More than everything else, the lovely child, Hanuman also enabled her to forget her sorrow. Yet whenever she was alone; whenever she was in solitude, she used to become immersed in deep anguish. Sometimes, she also shed tears. Vasanta Tilaka had observed all this; and was worried about it.
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