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scenes of his past life came thronging into his mind. The learning he had acquired had produced no results, the penances he had undergone were vain, his disciples had left him alone in the world. Would he now return to his happy home, to the arms of his loving widowed wife, to his little child now a sweet boy of six years, to his affectionate father and his loyal people? This was possible, but where would be the satisfaction? What would become of the mission to which he had devoted himself? Long he sat in contemplation and doubt, until the doubts cleared away like mists in the morning and the daylight. Truth flashed before his eyes. What was this truth which learning did not touch and penances did not impart ? He made no new discovery, he had acquired no new knowledge, but his pious nature and his benevolent heart told him that a holy calm life and love towards others were panacea for all evils. Self-culture and universal love-this was his discovery, this is the essence of Buddhism.
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The conflict in Gautama's mind which thus subsided in calm is described in Buddhist writings by marvellous incidents. Clouds and darkness prevailed the earth and oceans quaked, rivers flowed back to their sources and peaks of lofty mountains rolled down.
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Gautama's old teacher Alara was dead and he therefore went to Benaras to proclaim the truth to his five former disciples. On the way he met a man of the name of Upaka belonging to the Ajivaka sect of ascetics who, looking at the composed and happy "Your counexpression on Gautama's face asked : tenance, friend, is serene, your complexion is pure and bright. In whose name, friend, have you retired from the world? Who is your teacher and what doctrine do you profess? To this Gautama replied that he had no teacher, that he had obtained for by the
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| SR No. | 002019 |
| Book Title | Systems of Indian Philosophy |
| Original Sutra Author | N/A |
| Author | Virchand R Gandhi |
| Publisher | Mahavir Jain Vidyalay |
| Publication Year | 1993 |
| Total Pages | 212 |
| Language | English |
| Classification | Book_English & Philosophy |
| File Size | 10 MB |