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with their dear ones go to bleds. At that time, being lonely in the bed and maddened with Love. I sent my mind as a messager to my darling.//196,
I thought it will bring my darling and satisfy me, but I did not know that wicked and shameless one also will abandon me. My darlig did not come and catching hold of that messanger it stayed there only. My heart indeed was filled further with a load of misery.//197
Hoping to get profit in the form of the compnay of my darling, I lost my capital. Listern, O traveller, to the Vastu I recited wailongly.//198
After suffering great miserly, I sent my mind as a messenger. It did not bring my darling, but on the contrary it got attached to him. While I was spealing thus with a vacant heart, the night dancened. I lost interest in doing any work, as I was feeling remorse. I gave my heart but my darling did not arrive. This situation was comparable to (that expressed in the proverb) that the she-ass went to obtain horns but on the contrary lost her ears.//199
(The Spring) Siśira, burning up the forest grass passed and the charming month of spring arrived here. The Malaya wind blowing constantly blazed the Lovefire of those in separation.//200.
The Ketaki boolmed attractively in all direction making people happy. Various trees I got fresh leaves
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