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In great pain I rolled restlessly in my bed. The humming of the hordes of bees pierced me keeping awake in grief the whole night with unwinking eyes, not getting any sleep, I reciated a Vastu, A Gāthā and A Doha,//147
The dark clouds covered, the sky in all directions. These Rising high dark clouds threatenindly thundered. the trenuluous lightning was constantly producing creaks in the sky. The terrific crooking of frags was unrearable everywhere. How can I endure the constant, heavy downpour of streams of water and the unbearable cries of cuckoos from the tree-tpos.//148.
The summer fire was extinguished with streams of water by the coming rains. But it was wonder that the fire of Separation blazed much more in my heat.//149
The pearls threaded and worn oin the neck (as necklace), eventhough they are borne in water-drops and are a storehouse of good qualities are not ashamed: along with big tear drops they cause burning to the hard breasts,//150
Reciting this Doha feeling great gief and laziness because of Separation and becoming subject to delusion, I saw in dream my darling who had gone aborad since long. I identified him and holding his hand I spoke thus :// 151
Those whoare borne in a noble family, is it porper to go away leaving their beloved at this time that is full of thundering clouds and constantly and sharply cracking lighting ?//152
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