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________________ kahAnI 1. vaira aura vairI krodha jaba sthAyitva grahaNa kara letA hai to vaira kA rUpa dhAraNa kara letA hai / krodha kI avadhi sImita hotI hai, para vaira pIr3hI-dara-pIr3hI, janma-pratijanma taka bhI calatA hai / krodha ghAtaka hai to vaira mahAghAtaka hai / acAryaM rAmacandra zukla ne vaira ko krodha kA acAra yA murabbA usake sthAyitva ko lakSya karake kahA hai / kulaputra kA bhrAtRviyoga krodha meM aura krodha vaira meM badala gayA thA / usane pratijJA kara DAlI - jaba taka maiM apane bhrAtRhantA kA vadha nahIM kara lUMgA, taba taka ghara nahIM lauTaMgA / kSatriyoM ke svabhAva meM yaha ukti ghulamila gaI hai - jinake zatru jIvita DoleM, tinake jIvana ko dhikkAra / santa jana bhale hI yaha kahate hoM ki "badalA" amAnavIya zabda hai | para kSatriyoM kA mAnanA yaha hai ki jaba taka zatru se badalA na le liyA jAe, taba taka kSatriya kSatriya nahIM / yaha kulaputra bhI to kSatriya thA, to phira apane bhAI ko mArane vAle se badalA lene kI pratijJA kyoM na karatA ? kisI nagara meM eka kSatriya parivAra rahatA thA / ghara meM cAra prANI the- pati-patnI aura do bacce / donoM bhAiyoM meM tIna varSa kA antara thA / bar3A bhAI pA~ca varSa kA thA aura choTA do kA, tabhI inake pitA kA dehAnta ho gayA / asamaya meM hI ThakurAnI vidhavA aura bAlaka anAtha ho ge| phira bhI ThakurAnI ne himmata nahIM haarte| gujAre ke lie usake pati kI chor3I gaI paryApta sampatti thI / usane donoM putroM ke lAlana-pAlana aura zikSA kA kartavya pUrI saptama khaNDa : vicAra manthana niSThA se nibhaayaa| donoM bhAI lAThI calAne se lekara, bhAlA, khaDga Adi zastroM kA saMcAlana bhI bar3I kuzalatA se karate the / donoM mallavidyA meM bhI pAraMgata the / zatru kI lalakAra sunakara bhAiyoM kI bhujAe~ phar3aka uThatI thIM / mA~ ko apane putroM para garva thA / donoM bhAI jaba mallayuddha karane akhAr3e meM jAte the to mA~ unheM AzIrvAda dete samaya eka hI bAta kahatI " mere dUdha kI lAja rakhanA, pitA kA nAma U~cA karanA aura yaha siddha karake AnA ki kSatriyaputra maranA jAnate haiM, DaranA nahIM / " donoM bhAI, jisase bhI bhir3e, use parAjita karake hI Aye / eka bAra bar3e bhAI ke eka pratidvandvI ne, jaba vaha ghara lauTa rahA thA, pIche se usa para vAra kiyA aura bhAga gayA / choTA bhAI to hakkA-bakkA raha gayA / usakI cIkha sunakara mA~ dor3I AI | pAsa-par3osa ke loga bhI ikaTThe ho gae / mAtA aura bhAI kA karuNa krandana dekhA nahIM jAtA thA / ThakurAnI pachAr3a khA rahI thii| bhAI chAtI pITakara rudana kara rahA thA / saMsAra kI hara vastu kSaNika hai / viyoga kA zoka bhI samaya ke sAtha ghaTatA hai / rote-rote tIna cAra ghar3I kA samaya bItA to mAtA ko putra IT aura anuja ko agraja kA zoka kucha kama huA - kucha sthira ho gayA / aba ve paristhiti para vicAra karane lage / ThakurAnI siMhanI-sI uThakara khar3I ho gaI aura apane putra ko dhikkArane lagI sAdhvIratna kusumavatI abhinandana grantha 505
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________________ TKE "tere bhAI ko mArakara hatyArA bhAga gayA aura dama caukannA ho jaataa| gA~va-gA~va, nagara-nagaramA tU kAyaroM kI taraha A~sU bahA rahA hai ? aba taka ghUmatA thA kulaputra / usake sAmane khUna se lathapatha : / hAra-jIta to akhAr3e ke khela kI hAra-jIta thii| bhAI kA zava bAra-bAra A jaataa| kabhI socatA, tere kSAtra teja kI kasauTI to aba hai putra ! uThakara 'jarUrI to nahIM ki maiM zatra ko khoja hI lU~ / khar3A ho jA / apane bhrAtRhantA kA vadha mere sAmane yadi nahIM khoja pAyA to AtmadAha kara luuNgaa| lAkara karegA, taba merI chAtI ThaNDI hogii| kyA kSatriya jaba apanI pratijJA pUrI nahIM kara pAte to merA dUdha tune yahI dikhAne ke lie piyA thA ?" AtmadAha hI karate haiM / lekina maiM use DhUMr3hakara hI ___ "mA~, aba kucha mata kho|" choTA kulaputra rhuuNgaa| dharatI kA cappA-cappA chAna ddaaluuNgaa|' uThakara khar3A ho gayA-"mere bhAI ko dhokhe se mAra sacamuca, kalapUtra ne cappA-cappA chAnanA hI zurU kara bhAgane vAlA kahIM to milegaa| vaha dharatI meM kara diyaa| jaMgala, bAga-bagIce, kheta-khalihAna, chipA hogA to maiM dharatI khodakara use yahIM laauuNgaa| maraghaTa, mandira, madyazAlAe~, jue ke aDDe, coroM use bAMdhakara tere caraNoM meM DAla dUMgA aura tere kI palliyAM, nadI ke dhAra-kachAra, khAI-khandaka, sAmane hI usakA vadha kruuNgaa| jahA~ mere bhAI kA parvata-TIle sabako dekhatA-chAnatA vaha rAta-rAta khUna bahA hai, usI sthAna para usakA khUna bhaauuNgaa| bhara bhaTakatA rahatA thaa| bItate-bItate isa abhiyAna || mA~, maiM jAtA huuN| aba tabhI lauTUMgA, jaba apanI meM kUlapUtra ko bAraha varSa bIta ge| ina bAraha pratijJA pUrI kara luuNgaa| __ varSoM meM vaha yuvA se praur3ha-jaisA bana gayA thA / dAr3hI mAM, kulaputra ko jAte hue dekhatI rhii| use bar3ha gaI thI aura thaka bhI gayA thA, para nirAza nahIM apane dUdha para vizvAsa thaa| vaha jAnatI thI ki huA thaa| merA putra bhAI ke hatyAre ko lekara hI lauttegaa| bAraha varSa bAda kA eka dina-cA~danI rAta / kulaputra calA gyaa| nagaravAloM ne bar3e kalaputra eka TIle ke nIce kulaputra ne eka vyakti ko dekhaa| kI antyeSTi kii| kucha logoM ne TippaNI kI- sandeha huA to lapakakara usake pAsa pahu~cA / kula-TU "Aveza meM bhAI ko agni bhI nahIM de gyaa|" putra ko dekhate hI saMdigdha vyakti bhAgane lgaa| ___ "kSatriya kA krodha aisA hI hotA hai / " dUsare ne sandeha nizcaya meM badala gayA aura kulaputra pUrA (6 sana TippaNI kI-"bAta para maranA kSatriya hI jAnate bala lagAkara daur3ane lgaa| thor3I hI dera meM usane apane zatru ko daboca liyaa| vaha gir3agir3Ane / x lagAkulaputra ko na nIMda kI cintA thI, na bhojana 'mujhe mata mAro, maiM tumhArI zaraNa meM huuN|' kI bhUkha / usakI A~kheM zatru ko khojane meM lagI thiiN| 'abhI tujhe nahIM maaruuNgaa|' kulaputra ne kahAjo bhI vyakti use saMdigdha dikhatA, vaha jhapaTakara 'tujhe maiM vahIM le jAkara mArUMgA, jahA~ mere bhAI ne usake pAsa pahu~ca jAtA aura pahacAna kara kahatA- dama tor3A thaa|' ___ "jAo, jAo, tuma vaha nahIM ho|" ___ kulaputra ne apane sira kI pagar3I khola lI aura usakI ina harakatoM se use loga pAgala sama- usI se bhrAtahantA ke hAtha-paira bA~dhakara pITha para jhate the / yadi gaharAI se soceM to vaha pratizodha ne lAda liyA aura cala diyA gA~va kI or| rAtapAgala hI banA diyA thaa| vakSa ke mUla meM baiThA- bhara calatA rhaa| dina meM bhI rukA nhiiN| badalA baiThA UMghatA rahatA aura pattA bhI khar3akatA to eka lene kI tIvratama bhAvanA ne usakI cAla bar3hA dii| saptama khaNDa : vicAra-manthana 60 sAdhvIratna kusumavatI abhinandana grantha 506
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________________ 1 thii| zatrutA ke Akroza ne zatru kA bojha bhI halkA kAraNa hai ajJAna aura ise chor3a dene ke aneka kAraNa kara diyA thaa| pITha para lade zatru ne kahA- haiN| 'mujhe khola do to maiM tumhAre sAtha paidala 'vatsa, ise mAranA adharma ke atirikta kucha bhI cluuNgaa|' nhiiN| ise mArane se 'kucha bhI' lAbha nahIM hogA_ 'maiM itanA mUrkha nahIM haiM ki aba tajhe bhAgane kA hAni-hI-hAni hai / para ise na mArane se dharma hI avasara duuN|' kulaputra bolA-'tujhe lekara calanA dharma hai aura lAbha-hI-lAbha haiN|' mere lie kaThina nahIM hai / bAraha sAla kI tapasyA 'lAbha-hAni kI bAta to vyApAriyoM ke lie ke bAda tU mujhe milA hai|' hai|' kulaputra bolA-'kSatriya hAni sahakara bhI apane kSatriya dharma kA pAlana karate haiN|' __ zatru ko ghara ke A~gana meM paTakakara kulaputra ne ___to tU kSAtra dharma jAnatA hai !' kSatrANI bolIAvAja lagAyI 'rakSA karanA kSatriya kA dharma hai, mAranA nahIM / phira zaraNAgata ko mAranA to kAyaroM kA kAma hai, ___ 'mA~, tere putra aura mere bhAI kA hatyArA aba tere sAmane hai| yaha khaDga le merA aura apane putra prANa dekara bhI kI jAtI hai| kSatriyoM kA nhiiN| zaraNAgata ko rakSA to apane kA badalA le le|' ___'putra, ise mArakara kyA tU apane divaMgata bhAI ThakarAnI kucha kahatI ki baMdhana meM par3A zatru ko pA sakegA? kabhI nahIM pA sakatA / lekina ise gir3agir3Ane lagA mukta karake tU ise bhAI ke rUpa meM pA sakatA hai / _ 'mujhe mata mAro / maiM tumhArA dAsa huuN| jIvana- sabase bar3A kSatriya to vaha hai jo zatra ko bhI mitra shaahuuN| mere marate hI merI bUr3hI mA~ rote-rote prANa de ___'vatsa, maiM jAnatI hU~ ki putra ke marane para mA~ 4 degI / mere bacce anAtha ho jAyeMge / patnI vidhavA para kyA bItatI hai| jo mujha para bItI hai, vahI ho jaaegii| chor3a do mujhe / ' ___ isakI mA~ para bhI bIte isakI kalpanA se bhI maiM ___ 'zatra, agni, sarpa aura roga-inheM kabhI zeSa 5 kAMpane lagatI huuN| nahIM chor3anA cAhie / ' kulaputra ne kahA-'maiM apane / 'beTA, tU apane asalI zatru ko nahIM jaantaa| bhAI kA badalA tujhe mAra kara hI lNgaa| basa, tU mAratA hai to pahale usI ko maar| krodha hI tA apane iSTa kA smaraNa kara le|' yaha kaha kUlapUtra ne khaDga Upara uThAyA to hai ki vaha rakta ke dAga ko rakta se dhalavAne kA usakI mAM cIkhane lagI asaMbhava prayAsa karavAtA rahatA hai| agni se agni HAR 'nahIM I iiN| ise mata mAra / chor3a de ise / ' kabhI bujha pAI hai, jo tU Aja bujhAnA cAhatA hai| __'mA~ ! kyA tU pAgala ho gaI hai ? kyA tU aba 'lADale, eka agni taba jalI thI, jaba isane ThakurAnI nahIM rahI ?' kulaputra ne Azcarya se kahA- tere bhAI ko mArA thaa| dUsarI agni yaha jala rahI 'bAraha varSa bhaTakane ke bAda hAtha Aye zatru ko hai, jaba tU ise mArane ko khar3A hai| phira isakA putra bacAnA cAhatI hai tU?' tujhe maaregaa| phira terA putra isake putra ko maaregaa| 'taba maiM hoza meM nahIM thI, jaba maiMne tujhe lalakArA putra na bhI mAre to agale janma meM yaha tujhe mAregA, thA / ' kSatrANI ne kahA-'ise mAra dene kA eka hI phira usase agale janma meM tU ise aura janma-janmAM (zeSa pRSTha 512 para) saptama khaNDa : vicAra-manthana 507 EO C . sAdhvIratna kusumavatI abhinandana grantha Cedo Jaileducation International SF Private & Personal Use Only