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________________ pa50 gaI kAle tamAruM lakheluM patra 1 prApta thayuM che. muMbaI, mAgazara vada 11, ravi, 1951 parama snehI zrI sobhAga, gaI kAle tamAruM lakheluM patra 1 prApta thayuM che. atrethI parama divase patra 1 lakhyuM che te tamane prApta thayuM haze. tathA te patra pharI pharIne vicAryuM haze; athavA vizeSa karI vicAravAnuM bane to sAruM. e patra ame saMkSepamAM lakhyuM hatuM. tethI vakhate tamArA cittane samAdhAna pUratuM kAraNa na thAya, e mATe chevaTe temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke A patra adhUruM che. ane tethI bAkI lakhavAnuM AvatI kAle thaze.' AvatI kAle eTale gaI kAle te patra lakhavAnI kaMIka icchA chatAM AvatI kAle eTale Aje lakhavuM te ThIka che, ema lAgavAthI gaI kAle patra lakhyuM nahotuM. gayA parama divase lakhelA patramAM je gaMbhIra Azaya lakhyA che, te vicAravAna jIvane AtmAnA paramahitasvI thAya tevA Azaya che. e upadeza ame tamane ghaNI vAra sahajasahaja karyo che, chatAM te upadeza AjIvikAnA kaSTaklezathI tamane ghaNI vAra visarjana thayo che, athavA thaI jAya che. amArA pratye mAvatara jeTalo tamAro bhaktibhAva che, eTale lakhavAmAM aDacaNa nathI ema gaNIne tathA duHkha sahana karavAnI asamarthatAne lIdhe amArI pAsethI tevA vahevAranI yAcanA be prakAre tamArAthI thaI che - eka to kaMI siddhiyogathI duHkha maTADI zakAya tevA AzayanI, ane bIjI yAcanA kaMI vepAra rojagArAdinI. bemAMnI eke yAcanA tamArI amArI pAse thAya, te tamArA AtmAne hitanuM kAraNa rodhanAra, ane anukrame malina vAsanAno hetu thAya; kemake je bhUmikAmAM je ghaTe nahIM te jIva te kare to te bhUmikAno tene saheje tyAga thAya, emAM kaMI saMdeha nathI. tamArI amArA pratye niSkAma bhakti joIe, ane tamane game teTaluM duHkha hoya chatAM tene dhIrajathI vedavuM joIe. tema na bane topaNa eka akSara amArI pAse to tenI sUcanA paNa na karavI joIe. e tamane sarvAga yogya che ane tamane tevI ja sthitimAM jovAne jeTalI mArI icchA che, ane jeTaluM tamAruM te sthitimAM hita che, te patrathI ke vacanathI amArAthI jaNAvI zakAya tevuM nathI; paNa pUrvanA koI tevA ja udayane lIdhe tamane te vAta visarjana thaI pAchI amane jaNAvavAnI icchA rahyA kare che. te be prakAranI yAcanAmAM prathama jaNAvI che te yAcanA to koI paNa nikaTabhavIne karavI ghaTe ja nahIM, ane alpamAtra hoya topaNa tene mULathI chedavI ghaTe; kemake lokottara mithyAtvanuM te sabaLa bIja che, evo tIrthaMkarAdino nizcaya che; te amane to sapramANa lAge che. bIjI yAcanA che te paNa kartavya nathI, kemake te paNa amane parizramano hetu che. amane vahevArano parizrama ApIne vahevAra nibhAvavo e A jIvanI sadavRttinuM ghaNuM ja alpatva batAve che; kemake amArA arthe parizrama veThI tamAre vahevAra calAvI devo paDato 1 AMka 548.
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________________ hoya to te tamane hitakArI che, ane amane tevA duSTa nimittanuM kAraNa nathI; evI sthiti chatAM paNa amArA cittamAM evo vicAra rahe che ke, jyAM sudhI amAre parigrahAdinuM levuM devuM thAya, evo vahevAra udayamAM hoya tyAM sudhI jAte te kArya karavuM athavA vahevArika saMbaMdhI dvArAdithI karavuM, paNa te saMbaMdhI mumukSu puruSane to parizrama ApIne na karavuM. kemake jIvane malina vAsanA tevA kAraNe udabhava thavI saMbhave. kadApi amArUM citta zuddha ja rahe evuM che, tathApi kALa evo che ke, jo ame te zuddhine dravyathI paNa rAkhIe to sAmA jIvane viSamatA udabhava na thAya; ane azuddha vRttivAna jIva paNa tema vartI paramapuruSonA mArgano nAza na kare. e Adi vicAra para mAruM citta rahe che. to pachI tenuM amArAthI paramArthabaLa ke cittazuddhipaNuM ochuM hoya teNe to jarUra te mArgaNA baLavAnapaNe rAkhavI, e ja tene baLavAna zreya che, ane tama jevA mumukSu puruSe to avazya tema vartavuM ghaTe; kemake tamAruM anukaraNa sahaje bIjA mumukSuone hitAhitanuM kAraNa thaI zake. prANa javA jevI viSama avasthAe paNa tamane niSkAmatA ja rAkhavI ghaTe che, evo amAro vicAra te tamArA AjIvikAthI game tevA duHkhanI anukaMpA pratye jatAM paNa maTato nathI, paNa sAmo vadhAre baLavAna thAya che. A viSayaparatve tamane vizeSa kAraNo ApI nizcaya karAvavAnI icchA che, ane te thaze ema amane nizcaya rahe che. A pramANe tamArA athavA bIjA mumukSu jIvanA hitanA arthe mane je yogya lAgyuM te lakhyuM che. ATaluM jaNAvyA pachI mAro potAno mArA AtmArthe te saMbaMdhamAM kaMIka bIjo paNa vicAra rahe che te lakhavo ghaTato nahoto paNa tamArA AtmAne kaMIka ame dUbhavavA jevuM lakhyuM che, tyAre te lakhavo ghaTArata gaNI lakhyo che; te A pramANe che ke, jyAM sudhI parigrahAdinuM levuM devuM thAya evo vahevAra mane udayamAM hoya tyAM sudhI jo koI paNa niSkAma mumukSu ke satpAtra jIvanI tathA anukaMpAyogyanI je kAMI amArAthI tene jaNAvyA sivAya tenI sevAcAkarI thaI zake te dravyAdi padArthathI paNa karavI, kemake evo mArga RSabhAdi mahApuruSe paNa kyAMka kyAMka jIvanI gaNaniSpannatArthe gapyo che, te amArA aMganA vicArano che ane tevI AcaraNA sapuruSane niSedha nathI, paNa koI rIte kartavya che. mAtra sAmA jIvane paramArthano rodha karanAra te viSaya ke te sevAcAkarI thatAM hoya to tene satparuSe paNa upazamAvavAM joIe. asaMgatA thavA ke satsaMganA jogano lAbha prApta thavA tamArA cittamAM ema rahe che ke kezavalAla, traMbaka vagerethI gRhavyavahAra calAvI zakAya to mArAthI chUTI zakAya tevuM che. bIjI rIte te vyavahArane tame choDI zako tevuM keTalAMka kAraNothI nathI, te vAta ame jANIe chIe, chatAM pharI pharI tamAre lakhavI yogya nathI, ema jANI tene paNa niSedhI che. e ja vinaMti. praNAma prApta thAya. 2. AMka 548
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