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________________ 503 suratathI munizrI lallujIno kAgaLa eka prathama hato muMbaI, vaizAkha vada 0)), 1950 zrI staMbhatIrthakSetre sthita, zubhecchAsaMpanna bhAI zrI aMbAlAla pratye yathAyogya vinaMtI ke :tamAruM lakheluM patra 1 pahoMcyuM che. atre kuzaLatA che. suratathI munizrI lallujIno kAgaLa eka prathama hato. tenA pratyuttaramAM eka kAgaLa ahIMthI lakhyo hato. tyAra pachI pAMca cha divasa pahelAM temano eka kAgaLa hato, jemAM tamArA pratye patrAdi lakhavAnuM thayuM, tenA saMbaMdhamAM thayelI lokacarcA viSenI keTalIka vigata hatI. te kAgaLano uttara paNa atrethI lakhyo che. te saMkSepamAM A pramANe che. prANAtipAtAdi pAMca mahAvrata che te sarva tyAganAM che, arthAt sarva prakAranA prANAtipAtathI nivartavuM, sarva prakAranA mRSAvAdathI nivartavuM, e pramANe pAMca mahAvrata sAdhune hoya che; ane e AjJAe varte tyAre te muninA saMpradAyamAM varte che, ema bhagavAne kahyuM che. e prakAre paMcamahAvrata upadeyAM chatAM temAM prANAtipAtanuM kAraNa che evA nadInA UtaravA vagere kriyAnI AjJA paNa jine kahI che. te evA arthe ke nadI UtaravAthI je baMdha jIvane thaze te karatAM eka kSetre nivAsathI baLavAna baMdha thaze, ane paraMparAe paMca mahAvratanI hAnino prasaMga Avaze, evuM dekhI tevo dravya prANAtipAta jemAM che evI nadI UtaravAnI AjJA zrI jine kahI che. tema ja vastra, pustaka rAkhavAthI sarvaparigrahaviramaNavrata rahI zake nahIM, tathApi dehanA zAtArthano tyAga karAvI AtmArtha sAdhavA deha sAdhanarUpa gaNI temAMthI pUrI mUcha TaLatAM sudhI vastrano niHspRha saMbaMdha ane vicArabaLa vadhatAM sudhI pustakano saMbaMdha jine upadezyo che; eTale sarva tyAgamAM prANAtipAta tathA parigrahanuM sarva prakAre aMgIkRta karavuM nA chatAM e prakAre jine aMgIkRta karavAnI AjJA karI che. te sAmAnya draSTithI jotAM viSama jaNAya, tathApi jine to sama ja kaheluM che. beya vAta jIvanA kalyANa arthe kahela che. jema sAmAnya jIvanuM kalyANa thAya tema vicArIne kahyuM che. e ja prakAre maithunatyAgavata chatAM temAM apavAda kahyo nathI kAraNa ke maithananuM ArAdhavuM rAgadveSa vinA thaI zake nahIM, evuM jinanuM abhimata che. eTale rAgadveSa aparamArtharUpa jANI maithunatyAga anapavAde ArAdhavuM kahyuM che. tema ja bRhatkalpasUtramAM sAdhue vicaravAnI bhUmikAnuM pramANa kahyuM che, tyAM cAre dizAmAM amuka nagara sudhInI maryAdA kahI che, tathApi te uparAMta je anArya kSetra che, temAM paNa jJAna, darzana, saMyamanI vRddhine arthe vicaravAno apavAda kahyo che. kAraNa ke Arya bhUmimAM koI yogavazAt jJAnIpuruSanuM samIpa vicaravuM na hoya ane prArabdhayoge anArya bhUmimAM vicaravuM jJAnIpuruSanuM hoya to tyAM javuM, temAM bhagavAne batAvelI AjJA bhaMga thatI nathI. te ja prakAre patra-samAcArAdino jo sAdhu prasaMga rAkhe to pratibaMdha vadhe ema hovAthI bhagavAne 'nA' kahI che, paNa te 'nA' jJAnIpuruSanA koI tevA patra-samAcAramAM apavAdarUpe lAge che. kAraNa ke jJAnI pratye
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________________ niSkAmapaNe jJAnArAdhanArthe patra-samAcAra vyavahAra che. emAM anya kaMI saMsArArtha hetu nathI, UlaTo saMsArArtha maTavAno hetu che; ane saMsAra maTADavo eTalo ja paramArtha che. jethI jJAnI puruSanI anujJAe ke koI satsaMgI jananI anujJAe patra-samAcAranuM kAraNa thAya to te saMyama viruddha ja che, ema kahI zakAya nahIM, tathApi tamane sAdhue pacakhANa ApyAM hatAM te bhaMga thavAno doSa tamArA pratye AropavA yogya thAya che. pacakhANanuM svarUpa atra vicAravAnuM nathI, paNa tame temane pragaTa vizvAsa Apyo te bhaMga karavAno hetu zo che? jo te pacakhANa levA viSemAM tamane yathAyogya citta nahotuM to te tamAre levAM ghaTe nahIM, ane jo koI lokadAbathI tema thayuM to teno bhaMga karavo ghaTe nahIM, ane bhaMganuM je pariNAma che te abhaMgathI vizeSa AtmahitakArI hoya topaNa svecchAthI bhaMga karavo ghaTe nahIM, kAraNa ke jIva rAgadveSa ke ajJAnathI saheje aparAdhI thAya che, teno vicArelo hitAhita vicAra ghaNI vAra viparyaya hoya che. Ama hovAthI tame je prakAre bhaMga te pacakhANa karyuM che, te aparAdha yogya che, ane tenuM prAyazcitta paNa koI rIte ghaTe che. 'paNa koI jAtanI saMsArabuddhithI A kArya thayuM nathI, ane saMsAra kAryanA prasaMgathI patra samAcAranI mArI icchA nathI, A je kaMI patrAdi lakhavAnuM thayuM che te mAtra koI jIvanA kalyANanI vAta viSemAM che, ane te jo karavAmAM na AvyuM hota to eka prakAre kalyANarUpa hatuM, paNa bIjA prakAre cittanI vyagratA utpanna thaI aMtara klezavALuM thatuM hatuM, eTale jemAM kaMI saMsArArtha nathI, koI jAtanI bIjI vAMchA nathI, mAtra jIvanA hitano prasaMga che, ema gaNI lakhavAnuM thayuM che. mahArAje pacakhANa Apela te paNa mArA hitane arthe hatAM ke koI saMsArI prayojanamAM ethI huM na paDI jAuM; ane te mATe temano upakAra hato, paNa meM saMsAra prayojanathI e kArya karyuM nathI; tamArA saMvADAnA pratibaMdhane toDavA e kArya nathI; topaNa eka prakAre mArI bhUla che to te alpa, sAdhAraNa prAyazcitta ApI kSamA ApavI ghaTe che. paryuSaNAdi parvamAM zrAvake zrAvakanA nAmathI sAdhu patra lakhAve che, te prakAra sivAya bIjA prakAre have vartavAmAM na Ave ane jJAnacarcA lakhAya topaNa aDacaNa nathI,' e vagere bhAva lakhela che. tame paNa te tathA A patra vicArI jema kleza na utpanna thAya tema karazo. koI paNa prakAre sahana karavuM e sAruM che; ema nahIM bane to saheja kAraNamAM moTuM viparIta klezarUpa pariNAma Ave. banatAM sudhI prAyazcittanuM kAraNa na bane to na karavuM, nahIM to pachI alpa paNa prAyazcitta levAmAM bAdha nathI. teo vagara prAyazcitte kadApi te vAta jatI kare tevuM hoya to paNa tamAre eTale sAdhu lallujIe cittamAM e vAtano pazcAttApa eTalo to karavo ghaTe che ke Ama paNa karavuM ghaTatuM nahotuM. have pachImAM devakaraNajI sAdhu jevAnI samakSatAthI zrAvaka tyAMthI amuka lakhanAra hoya ane patra lakhAve to aDacaNa nahIM eTalI vyavasthA te saMpradAyamAM cAlyA kare che, tethI ghaNuM karI loko virodha karaze nahIM, ane temAM paNa virodha jevuM lAgatuM hoya to hAla te vAta mATe paNa dhIraja grahaNa karavI hitakArI che. lokasamudAyamAM kleza utpanna na thAya, e lakSa cUkavA yogya hAla nathI, kAraNa ke tevuM koI baLavAna prayojana nathI. zrI kRSNadAsano kAgaLa vAMcI satva harSa thayo che. jijJAsAnuM baLa jema vadhe tema prayatna karavuM e prathama bhUmi che. vairAgya ane upazamanA hetu evA 'yogavAsiSThAdi' graMtho vAMcavAmAM aDacaNa nathI. anAthadAsajIno karelo 'vicAramALA' graMtha saTIka avalokavA yogya che. amAruM citta nitya satsaMgane icche che, tathApi
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________________ prArabdhayoga sthiti che. tamArA samAgamI bhAIothI jeTaluM bane teTaluM sagraMthonuM avalokana thAya te apramAde karavA yogya che. ane eka bIjAno niyamita paricaya karAya teTalo lakSa rAkhavo yogya che. pramAda e sarva karmano hetu che.