Vachanamrut 0339

Author(s): Shrimad Rajchandra
Publisher: Jaysinhbhai Devalali
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/330459/1

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339 koIno doSa nathI, ame karma bAMdhyA mATe amAro doSa che. muMbaI, phAgaNa suda 14, 1948 koIno doSa nathI, ame karma bAMdhyAM mATe amAro doSa che. jyotiSanI AmnAya saMbaMdhI keTalIka vigata lakhI te vAMcI che. ghaNo bhAga teno jANavAmAM che. tathApi citta temAM jarAya praveza karI zakatuM nathI, ane te viSenuM vAMcavuM, sAMbhaLavuM kadApi camatkArika hoya, topaNa bojArUpa lAge che. thoDI paNa temAM ruci rahI nathI. amane to mAtra apUrva evA satanA jJAna viSe ja ruci rahe che. bIjuM je kaMI karavAmAM Ave che, ke anusaravAmAM Ave che, te badhuM AsapAsanAM baMdhanane laIne karavAmAM Ave che. hAla je kaMI vyavahAra karIe chIe, temAM deha ane manane bAhya upayoga vartAvavo paDe che. AtmA temAM vartato nathI. kvacita pUrvakarmAnusAra vartAvuM paDe che tethI atyaMta AkuLatA AvI jAya che. je kaMI pUrve nibaMdhana karavAmAM AvyAM che, te karmo nivRtta thavA arthe bhogavI levA arthe, thoDA kALamAM bhogavI levAne arthe, A vepAra nAmanuM vyAvahArika kAma bIjAne arthe sevIe chIe. hAla je karIe chIe te vepAra viSe mane vicAra AvyA karela, ane tyAra pachI anukrame te kAmanI zarUAta thaI tyArathI te atyAra sudhImAM kAmanI dina pratidina kaMI vRddhi thayA karI che. ame A kAma prereluM mATe te saMbaMdhI ... bane teTaluM majUrI jevuM kAma paNa karyAnuM rAkhyuM che. kAmanI have ghaNI hada vadhI gayelI hovAthI nivRtta thavAnI atyaMta buddhi thaI jAya che. paNa .... ne doSabuddhi AvI javAno saMbhava, te anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa .... ne thAya ema jANI jema bane tema cittanuM samAdhAna karI te majUrI jevuM kAma paNa karyA javuM ema hAla to dhAryuM che. A kAmanI pravRtti karatI vakhate jeTalI amArI udAsIna dazA hatI tethI Aja vizeSa che. ane tethI ame ghaNuM karIne temanI vRttine na anusarI zakIe evuM che; tathApi jeTaluM banyuM che teTaluM anusaraNa to jema tema citta samAdhAna karI rAkhyA karyuM che. koI paNa jIva paramArthane icche ane vyAvahArika saMgamAM prIti rAkhe, ne paramArtha prApta thAya ema to koI kALe bane ja nahIM. A kAmanI nivRtti pUrvakarma jotAM to hAla thAya tevuM dekhAtuM nathI. A kAma pachI 'tyAga' evuM ame to jJAnamAM joyuM hatuM ane hAla AvuM svarUpa dekhAya che, eTalI AzcaryavArtA che. amArI vRttine paramArtha ADe avakAza nathI, tema chatAM ghaNo kharo kALa A kAmamAM gALIe chIe; ane tenuM kAraNa mAtra temane doSabuddhi na Ave eTaluM ja che; tathApi amArI vartanA ja evI che, ke jIva teno jo khyAla na karI zake to teTaluM kAma karatAM chatAM paNa doSabuddhi ja rahyA kare.

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