Vachanamrut 0082

Author(s): Shrimad Rajchandra
Publisher: Jaysinhbhai Devalali
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/330202/1

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82 dukhiyAM manuSyonA pradarzananA zirobhAgamAM - aMtaraMgacaryA kholI zakAya evAM pAtronI durlabhatA e ja mahA duHkhamatA vi.saM. 1945 dakhiyAM manuSyonuM pradarzana karavAmAM AvyuM hoya to khacIta tenA zirobhAgamAM huM AvI zakuM. A mArAM vacano vAMcIne koI vicAramAM paDI jaI, bhinna bhinna kalpanAo karaze ane kAM to bhrama gaNI vALaze; paNa tenuM samAdhAna ahIM ja TapakAvI dauM chuM. tame mane strI saMbaMdhI kaMI duHkha lekhazo nahIM, lakSmI saMbaMdhI duHkha lekhazo nahIM, putra saMbaMdhI lekhazo nahIM, kIrti saMbaMdhI lekhazo nahIM, bhaya saMbaMdhI lekhazo nahIM; kAyA saMbaMdhI lekhazo nahIM, athavA sarvathI lekhazo nahIM; mane duHkha bIjI rItanuM che. te darada vAtanuM nathI; kaphanuM nathI ke pittanuM nathI; te zarIranuM nathI, vacananuM nathI ke mananuM nathI. gaNo to badhAMyanuM che ane na gaNo to ekkanuM nathI; paraMtu mArI vijJApanA te nahIM gaNavA mATe che. kAraNa emAM koI ora marma rahyo che. tame jarUra mAnajo, ke huM vinA-divAnApaNe A kalama calAvuM chuM. rAjacaMdra nAmathI oLakhAto vavANiyA nAmanA nAnA gAmano, lakSmImAM sAdhAraNa evo paNa Arya tarIke oLakhAtA dazAzrImALI vaizyano putra gaNAuM chuM. A dehamAM mukhya be bhava karyA che, amukhyano hisAba nathI. nAnapaNathI nAnI samajaNamAM koNa jANe kyAMthIye moTI kalpanAo AvatI. sukhanI jijJAsA paNa ochI nahotI ane sukhamAM paNa mahAlaya, bAgabagIcA, lADIvADInAM kaMIka mAnyAM hatAM; moTI kalpanA te A badhuM zuM che tenI hatI. te kalpanAnuM eka vAra evuM rUpa dIThuM , punarjanma nathI, pApe nathI, puNya nathI, sukhe rahevuM ane saMsAra bhogavavo e ja kRtakRtyatA che. emAMthI bIjI paMcAtamAM nahIM paDatAM, dharmanI vAsanAo kADhI nAkhI. koI dharma mATe jUnAdhika ke zraddhAbhAvapaNuM rahyuM nahIM. thoDo vakhata gayA pachI emAMthI ora ja thayuM. je thavAnuM meM kayuM nahotuM, tema te mATe mArA khyAlamAM hoya evuM kaMI mAruM prayatna paNa nahotuM. chatAM acAnaka pheraphAra thayo; koI ora anubhava thayo, ane je anubhava prAye zAstramAM lekhita na hoya, jaDavAdIonI kalpanAmAM paNa nathI, tevo hato. te krame karIne vadhyo; vadhIne atyAre eka 'tuMhi tRhi"no jApa kare che. have ahIM samAdhAna thaI jaze. AgaLa je maLyAM nahIM hoya, athavA bhayAdika haze, tethI duHkha haze tevuM kaMI nathI; ema khacIta samajAze. strI sivAya bIjo koI padArtha khAsa karIne mane rokI zakato nathI. bIjAM koI paNa saMsArI sAdhane mArI prIti meLavI nathI, tema koI bhaye mane bahalatAe gheryo nathI. strInA saMbaMdhamAM jijJAsA ora che ane vartanA ora che. eka pakSe tenuM keTalAka kALa sudhI sevana karavuM samata karyuM che. tathApi tyAM sAmAnya prIti-aprIti che. paNa duHkha e che ke jijJAsA nathI, chatAM pUrvakarma kAM ghere che ? eTalethI patatuM nathI, paNa tene lIdhe nahIM gamatA padArthone jovA, sUMghavA, sparzavA paDe che ane e ja kAraNathI prAye upAdhimAM besavuM paDe che. mahAraMbha, mahAparigraha, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ke evuM tevuM jagatamAM kaMI ja nathI. ema vismaraNadhyAna karavAthI paramAnaMda rahe che. tene uparanAM kAraNothI jovAM paDe che. e mahA kheda che. aMtaraMgacaryA paNa koI sthaLe kholI zakAtI nathI. evAM pAtronI durlabhatA mane thaI paDI e ja mahA duHkhamatA kaho.

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