Tran Smarano

Author(s): Sukhlal Sanghavi
Publisher: Z_Darshan_ane_Chintan_Part_2_004635.pdf
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/249291/1

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traNa smaraNA [19] kAntanI kRtio uparathI ane bIjA mitroe teozrInA karAvela paricaya uparathI mArA upara je chApa paDI che te A sthaLe huM nathI jAvatA. ahIM to te sAthe thayela sAkSAt samAgamA ane tenA pariNAme te vakhate tathA pAchaLathI thayela mArA uparanI asaro bahu ja TUMkamAM jaNAvavA IcchuM chuM. huM kAntanA samAgamamAM traNa vAra Avyo chuM ane traNe vAra bhAvanagaramAM. emAMnA eka paNa samAgama mATe me ke kAntazrIe prayatna nahi karelo. e samAgame mAtra keTalAka madhyavatI sahya vidyAvilAsIonA pariNAme ja gaNAya. lagabhaga tera varSa pahelAM grISma RtumAM huM pahelavahelA bhAvanagara gayA tyAre AtmAnaMda jaina sabhAmAM kAntanI mulAkAta mATe eka nAnakaDuM mitramaGaLa ekaThuM thayelu, bIjI vAra asahayeAganA jamAnA I. sa. 1921-22 mAM sAMje pharavA jatAM rastAmAM maLavuM thayuM. trIjI vAra I. sa. 1922-23 mAM gAMdhIjInA 18 mI tArIkhanA ladivasa nimitte bharAyelI sAjanika sabhAmAM ame banne maLyA. pahelIvAra maLyA tyAre kAnta parIkSaka athavA praznakartA tarIke mArI sAme hatA. kadAca te vakhate mitrae upasthita karelA e samAgamanA hetu ja huM na jANuM tevI rIte kAnta mAraphata mArI parIkSA karavAne hoya evI sAcI ke khoTI chApa mArA mana upara pAchaLathI paDelI. game tema he, paNa te vakhatanA parIkSaka kAnta sAme huM kAzIvAsI patinI jema parIkSya sthAna laI AdarapUrvaka beThelA hatA. kAnte maLatAM veMta ja mane 'prAmANya ' viSe zAstrIya prazno karyAM, jenuM kAMIka vistRta varNana kAntamAlA nAmanA pustakamAM ApyuM che. bIjI vAra ajANapaNe raste cAlyA jatA kAI mitre dhyAna kheMcavAthI kAnte mane UbhA rAkhyA ane kuzalaprazna bAda thoDAM vAkyomAM pharI maLavAnI IcchA jaNAvI judA paDyA. trIjI vAra eka sArjunaka sabhAmAM mane vyAkhyAna ApavA khelAvyeA. elAvavAmAM kAntanA ja hAtha hatA, kAraNa

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134] darzana ane ciMtana teo te pravRttinA maMtrI hatA ema mane pAchaLathI mAlUma paDayuM. prathama samAgama vakhate kAntane parIkSaka rUpe kaDaka chatAM snehALa svabhAva hoya evuM mane bhAna thayuM. paNa kadI nahi sAMbhaLelA ane nahi. vAMcelA e kAntanA bahuzrutapaNe viSe ane UMDA manana viSe mArA manamAM Adara UbharAye. mane thayuM ke vyApArapradhAna ane aMgrejapradhAna gujarAtamAM paNa zAstranI vividha zAkhAonuM UMDuM parizIlana karanAra kaI kaI masta kayAMka kayAMka khUNekhAMcare paDyA che kharA. kAntamAM bahuzrutapaNuM ane gaMbhIra manana uparAMta jijJAsA tema ja parIkSaka daSTi hatAM e mane prathama samAgamane pariNAme krame krame vadhAre spaSTa thayuM. bIjA samAgamane pariNAme mane ema bhAna thayuM ke A keI mananazIla alakhavyA che. vAta karatAM ane bolatAM paNa temanuM ciMtanazIlatva sAmA upara asara pADe che e mane vadhAre spaSTa thayuM. trIjI vAra mAre mukhya vaktApe dharma ane vyavahAranA saMbaMdha viSe besavAnuM hatuM. sabhApati eka suMdara svabhAvI vidvAna maulavI hatA. sabhAnA upasaMhAramAM maMtrI tarIke kAna jyAre bolavA UbhA thayA tyAre teone pUrI pAMca miniTa paNa nahi evA TUMkAmAM TUMkA bhASaNa vakhate huM kharekhara samAdhinimagna thaI gaye. eka paNa vAkya vadhAre ke ochuM nahi. bhASAmAM ke vicAramAM jarA ce asaMbaddhatA nahi. kathanane eka paNa aMza aprastuta ke arUcikara nahi. uccAra ke dhvanimAM kRtrimatA nahi, jAti ke saMpradAyane mithyA moha nahi. satya kathanamAM saMkoca ke bhI nahi. A teonI vizeSatA ane te vakhate ane pAchaLanAM smaraNothI krame krame vadhAre spaSTa thaI mane ema paNa lAge che ke meM jeTalA gujarAtI vaktAone sAMbhaLyA che temAM kAntanuM sthAna kAMIka nirALuM ja che. A badhA uparAMta chellA be samAgamee mArA upara je vadhAre UMDI chApa pADI te teonI rASTrIyatA viSenI. jo ke teo hatA kavi, lekhaka, mananazIla sAhitya sevI ane prakRti tathA prakRti paranA tatvanA gaSaka, chatAM teomAM guNajJatA, samayajJatA ane namratA vilakSaNa rIte ekatra maLelA hatAM. teo gAMdhIjInI ahiMsApaNuM ane rASTradezamAM vicArapUrvaka mugdha thayelA ema mane spaSTa jaNAyuM. khAdI teone mana kinakhAba, atalasa, ke jhIkathI paNa vadhAre prANaprada tema ja mahattvanI vastu hatI e eka ja vAta teonI samayajJatA samajavA mATe basa che. -prasthAna. jayeSTha 1983