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________________ sarva mitra gRhastha-saMta [8] paMkhI AkAzamAM UDe tyAre enI chAyA nIce dekhAya che. UDavAnuM baMdha paDavuM ke chAyA adazya thaI kALapaTamAM AvatA mANaso viSe paNa ema ja che. teo mRtyuvaza thayA ne temanI chAyA gaI. A sAmAnya niyamane paNa apavAda che. keTalAka puruSo kALapaTamAM AvI adazya thAya che, tyArabAda paNa temanI chAyA lepAtI nathI. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa uttarottara temanI chAyA vadhAre gADha ane sthira paNa banatI jAya che. buddha, mahAvIra, jIsasa Adi prAcIna puruSo A keTinA che. ApaNe hamaNAM ja gAMdhIjIne paNa joyA ke teo e ja koTinA che. zrI kizoralAlabhAI nathI avatArI ke nathI koI AcArya, chatAM temanI kaTi paNa e ja che. temanuM sUkSma pRthakkaraNapradhAna tema ja dalIlavALuM vivekI lakhANa jema jema vadhAre vaMcAtuM ane samajAtuM jaze, tema ja teo kevI anokhI rIte jIvana jIvI gayA enI jANa vadhatI jaze tema tema temanI chAyA vAcakonA hRdayamAM vadhAre ne vadhAre paDavAnI ane sthira thavAnI. ApaNA dezamAM pahelethI be paraMparAo cAlI Ave che, je parasparavidhI dekhAya che. pahelI paraMparAmAM evuM vidhAna che ke gRhasthAzramamAM dAkhala thayA pachI temAM ja rahI saMtati, parivAra, zikhya Adine dhArmika banAvavA ane AtmasaMyata tema ja ahiMsaka rahI AkhI jIvanayAtrA pUrI karavI. bIjI paraMparA evI che ke, je divase vairAgya Ave te ja divase pratrajyA svIkArI cAlI nIkaLavuM- bhale te vakhate uMmara sAva nAnI hoya. AvI che paraMparAo hovA chatAM jaina, bauddha Adi bhikSuonA vadhatA jatA prabhAvane kAraNe, brAhmaNaparaMparAmAM paNa saMnyAsamArganuM prAdhAnya divase divase vadhatuM gayuM che. tethI sAmAnya rIte AkhI prajAmAM evuM mAnasa ghaDAyuM che ke, gRhasthAzrama ane saMnyAsane meLa nathI. AvA saMskArane lIdhe samAja tema ja dharmamAM aneka gALAo dAkhala thayA che, saMnyAsane vAstavika artha bhulAve che ane te vezabadalAmAM manAya che. e ja rIte gRhasthAzramane khare artha paNa vIsarAyo che ne te kevaLa artha ane kAmamAM
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________________ pacha ja samA hoya ema manAyuM che. AvI adhUrI samajane lIdhe lAMbA vakhatathI prajAjIvana atyaMta visaMvAdI banI gayuM che, ema chatAM samaye samaye ApaNA dezamAM evA samajadAra ane vyApakadaSTi dharAvanAra puruSAthI pAkatA rahyA che ke jeoe pitAnI jIvanakaLAthI lekene sAcuM mArgadarzana ApyuM che. gAMdhIjI evA aMtima mahApuruSa thaI gayA. temaNe je gRhasthasaMnyAsI ke gRhastha-saMtane padArthapATha pitAnA jIvanathI A tene pacAvanAra eka nAnakaDuM paNa samartha maMDaLa dezamAM taiyAra thayuM. e maMDaLamAM zrI. kizoralAla mazarUvALAnuM sthAna mukhya ane UMcuM che. teo AkhuM jIvana rahyA te gRhastha, paNa sAthe sAthe e jIvana saMnyAsanuM ja vitAvyuM. temaNe gRhasthanAM yogya kartavyo pratye kyAre paNa upekSA na sevI ane saMnyAsanA kharA arthane jIvanamAM mUrta karyo. gItAnA tAtparya viSe aneka pakSe pravarte che. kaI jJAnamAM, te kaI -bhaktimAM, te kaI karmamAM ne koI dhyAnamAM--ema enuM tAtparya varNave che. zrI kizoralAlabhAInA jIvanamAM ApaNe e badhAM tAtparyone sumeLa pUrNapaNe je che. teo eka kSaNa paNuM Avazyaka ane yogya karma vinA rahyA hoya evuM koIe joyuM, jANyuM nathI. emanA pratyeka karmamAM jJAna keTalo hato e te emanAM lakhANa ja kahI de che. vicAra ane tadanusArI AcAra pratye temanI je nichA hatI ane je ekAgratA hatI tene je bhAgye ja jovAmAM Ave che. gItAmaMthana"mAM te temaNe gItAno artha rajU karyo che, paNa temanuM pitAnuM svataMtra jIvana-darzana te "gItAmaMthana'nA uddaghAtamAM jovA maLe che. temaNe je je lakhyuM che te mAtra lakhavA khAtara ke bIjAne upadezavA khAtara nahIM, paNa je pote jIvanamAM utAryuM. pacAvyuM te rajU karavA khAtara. A bAbatamAM teo gAMdhIjInA jIvanapathane pUrNapaNe anusaryA che. temaNe e rIte anAsakta kama ga jIvI batAvyuM che. kiralAlabhAIe kayA viSaya upara nathI lakhyuM e ja zodhavuM paDe. sAmAjika, dhArmika, Arthika, rAjakIya, sAMskRtika, tAtvika, AdhyAtmika Adi aneka viSaye upara temaNe chUTathI lakhyuM che ane tethI ja temanAM pustakenI saMkhyA paNa ThIka ThIka kahI zakAya evaDI moTI che. teo gujarAtI, hiMdI, marAThI ane aMgrejI e cAre bhASAmAM chUTathI lakhatA ane gAMdhIjInA varada haste zarU thayela ane aneka bhASAmAM prasiddha thatAM
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________________ 58] darzana ane ciMtanA harijana" patranuM taMtrIpada saMbhALatA. temanI sAme parasparavidhI evA aneka vAdonA prazno Ave, aneka pakSonA prazno upasthita thAya, dezaparadezane lagatA savAle carcavAnA Ave, Arthika ane audyogika prazno bAbata paNa mArgadarzana ApavAnuM prApta thAya--A badhAM kAmane teo pathArIvaza jevA chatAM pUrNapaNe chevaTa sudhI nyAya ApI zakatA tenuM mukhya kAraNa temanI satya ane ahiMsAnI satata upAsanA hatI. game tevA moTA manAtA rAjapuruSa ke saMnyAsIne suddhAM spaSTa satya kahevAmAM teo leza paNa saM kecAtA nahIM, ane nirbhaya kathana karavA chatAM keI dubhAya evuM vacana paNa uccAratA nahIM. jemane jemane emanuM kathana rucatuM nahIM teo paNa ekasvare temanI taTasthatA ane mAyALutAnI muktaka ke prazaMsA ja karatA. buddhanuM vizleSaNa vizvavidita che. mahAvIranI ahiMsA paNa ajANI nathI. zaMkarAcAryane advaita-pegAma apUrva che. vAcaspatinI sarva vaidika darzanene sparzatI buddhi gavAya che. ema dareka yuge thayelA che te puruSonuM gaurava jevuM tevuM nathI. tema chatAM te puruSonA vicAra ane siddhAMta temanA pitAnA saMpradAyanA kocalAmAM ja gUMgaLAI kAMIka aMze vikRta paNa banyA. che. ane bIjA saMpradAyanA lekamAM tenI sAravattA jevAnI daSTi bhAgye ja dekhAya che. e vicAra ane siddhAMta samaye samaye badalAtA mAnavajIvananI sAthe meLa bese ane tene upagI thaI paDe, e rIte punaHsaMskaraNa na. pAme te e mAtra bhUtakALanI yazogAthA jevA ja banI jAya che. pratyeka saMpradAyanA anuyAyInI pitAnA mAnya puruSanA vicAra ane siddhAMta pratye evI kAMIka gUDha zraddhA hoya che ke, te e zraddhA-thine lIdhe tenuM parIkSaNa ke punaHsaMskaraNa karI nathI zakato. kizoralAlabhAImAM paNa kyAreka evI ja saMpradAya-graMthi hatI. teo pote ja evA matalabanuM kahe che ke, svAminArAyaNa paraMparAnI praNAli ja ane sahajAnaMda svAmInA vicAre ja temane mana sarva kAMI hatuM. paNa koI dhanya kSaNe emane aiyi-bheda che, ane janmasiddha antaprajJAnI sera vahevA lAgI tene pariNAme atyAra sudhInA badhA ja dhArmika ane tattvajJAnIya vicAro ne vyavahArane temaNe pharI tapAsyA, cALyA ane satya tema ja ahiMsAnI kasoTIe kasyA. tene lIdhe temanI. sAme eka evuM AcAra-vicAranuM vizva khaDuM thayuM, je temaNe aneka lakhANomAM aneka rIte vizada karyuM che. koI paNa paMtha, dharma, paraMparA, tatvajJAnane jarAya anyAya na thAya eTalI AhaMsaka sama kALajI rAkhavA chatAM paNa temaNe pitAne anubhavAtuM satya kahevAmAM jarAya AMcake khAdha nathI. eka bhAIe
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________________ ame [59 temane pUcheluM ke, "tame ATaATalA bImAra ane kaI bIje ukelI na zake eTalA badhA bhinna bhinna viSayenA, bhinna bhinna prazno karyo abhyAsa, kyA vAcana ane kayA baLane lIdhe ukele che?" AvI matalabanA praznane uttara temaNe namra vANImAM eTale ja ApyAnuM yAda che ke, "mAruM vAcana ati alpa che. paNa mArI pAse ekamAtra kasoTI satya ane ahiMsAnI che. e kasoTIe huM badhuM vicAruM chuM ane je kAMI sUjhe te lakhuM chuM." emanA AkhA jIvananI cAvI ja A che. gAMdhIjIe navajIvana ghaDavAnA vicAro ane siddhAMti pUrNa rUpe mUkyA. kizoralAlabhAIe pitAnAM aneka lakhANamAM e pUNIone kAMtI bhApI na zakAya eTalA sUtaranI phALakIo. pIrasI. kizoralAlabhAI rUDha guru-ziSya bhAvamAM na mAnatA. eTale teo, jema bIjAne pitAnA vicAramAM mUMDavAne jarAya Agraha na sevatA, tema bIjAnA vicAramAM mAtra zraddhAthI mUMDAvAnI vRtti paNa na sevatA, tethI ja, ApaNe joIe chIe ke, temaNe potAnAM dhArmika, AdhyAtmika vivecanavALAM lakhANamAM pitAne mAnya hoya evA meTA moTA puruSanI paNa sAdarA samIkSA karI che. teo sAMpradAyika graMthithI para thayA ne temanI sAme mAnavajAtinA bhUSaNarUpa badhA ja dharmapurUSa samAna bhAge upasthita thayA. e ja virala kSaNe temaNe rAma-kRSNa, buddha-mahAvIra, Isu khrista, sahajAnaMda jevA sAMpradAyika lekhAtA mahAna puruSonI jIvanakathA vivecaka bhaktane zobhe evI pratItikara rIte lakhI che. kizoralAlabhAInA paricayathI mane je Do paNa dRSTilAbha thayele tene yAda karI meM 1938nA mArA jIvaleNa oparezana vakhate kaI hAra, vardhA evA samAcAra kahevaDAvyAnuM yAda che ke, huM A oparezanamAMthI bahAra nahi AvuM te paNa tamArA dvArA thayela daSTi-lAbhane mane UMDe satiSa che. tyArabAda temanuM eka kArDa tarata ja AvyuM, jemAM lakheluM ke atyAre mArI tabiyata kAMIka ThIka che. huM zuzraSAmAM DI paNa madada karI zakati heuM te mane tarata sUca. meM A mArI aMgata vAta e sUcavavA lakhI che ke, emanI karmaparAyaNa zabaSAvRtti e sahaja karuNAmAMthI pragaTelI. jene cittamAM gamArge kAMI paNa asara karI hoya che tenA citamAM maitrI, karuNa Adi bhAva saheje phUTI nIkaLe che. tethI ja kizoralAlabhAI sAcA arthamAM sarva-mitra ane ajAtazatru hatA. -buddhiprakAza