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________________ only onto No 0+0+ samAdhimaraNa zrI candana muni [ yugapradhAna AcArya zrI tulasI ke ziSya ] janmanA aura maranA anAdikAla se saMsArI jIva ke pIche lagA huA hai / janme aura na mare - aisA kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai / vastutaH janmanA marane kA hI dyotaka hai aura maranA janmane kI hI pUrva bhUmikA hai| kahIM se marA hai tabhI to kahIM utpanna huA hai| kevala rUpAntaraNa hai| eka urdU zAyara ne kyA khUba kahA hai- nA janma kucha nA mauta kucha, basa eka bAta hai / kisI kI AMkha laga gaI, kisI kI khula gaI // " parantu jInA kaise cAhie aura maranA kaise cAhie ? isakA jJAna kisI virala vyakti ko hI hotA hai| aMgrejI meM kahAvata hai-- 'lAipha ija ena ArTa' jInA eka kalA hai| lekina jJAnI kahate haiM-- maranA bahuta bar3I kalA hai, kyoMki pUre jIvana kA vahI nicor3a hai| pUrI samudrI yAtrA kA vahI kinArA hai| pUrI par3hAI kA vahI parIkSA pariNAma hai| jaina gaganAMgaNa ke jyotirdhara AcArya pUjyapAda svAmI 'mRtyumahotsava' nAma ke grantha meM kahate haiM-- taptasya tapasazcApi pAlitasya vratasya ca / paThitasya zrutasyApi phalaM mRtyuH samAdhinA / / arthAt tape hue tapa kA, pAle hue vrata kA aura par3he hue jJAna kA samAdhiyukta mRtyu hI phala hai / yadi mRtyu asamAdhi sthiti meM huI to tapa, vrata aura zruta se kyA lAbha hai ? yathArtha meM pUrI sAdhanA kA samAdhimaraNa hI phala hai / bhagavAna mahAvIra ne sakAma-maraNa tathA akAma-maraNa, aise mRtyu ke do bheda kie haiN| akAma-maraNa to bArabAra huA aura hotA hI jA rahA hai, parantu sakAma-maraNa kisI virala sAdhaka kA hI hotA hai| akAma maraNa se tAtparya hai-- mRtyu ko nahIM cAhanA tIvra jijIviSA ke vaza mRtyu kA nAma sunate hI romAMca ho jAnA / hAya mRtyu A gaI, aba merA kyA hogA ? mere bAla-baccoM kA kyA hogA ? kaise bhI maiM jIvita rahU~ -- aisA upAya karo, aisI davA do, aise anubhavI DAkTara yA vaidya ko bulAo isa prakAra dilagIra ho jAnA, apane Apako asahAya mahasUsa karanA, akAma-mRtyu ke lakSaNa haiN| bAla ajJAniyoM kI prAya: aisI hI mRtyu hotI hai| ve rote hI Ate haiM aura rote hI jAte haiN| sunA hai, aravI ke vikhyAta sAyara se sAdI eka bAra kisI bacce ke janmotsava para hone vAle prItibhoja meM sammilita hue| loga ha~sate- khilate khAnA khA rahe the, uvara navajAta zizu tIkSNa svara se ro rahA thA / isa sthiti para zekha sAdI ke dimAga meM eka bhAva ubhara AyA / zAyarI meM bA~dhate hue unhoMne kahA jaba tuma Aye jagata meM jaga ha~samukha tuma roye / aisI karanI kara calo, tuma ha~samukha jaga roye // .
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________________ samAdhimaraNa 243 . -. -.-.-.-.-.-. -. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-. -. -. -.-.-. -. -.-.-. -. -.-.-.-. parantu rote hI AnA aura rote hI jAnA jIvana-kalA kA sUcaka nahIM hai / ajJAna kA hI vaha pariNAma hai| sakAma-maraNa se tAtparya hai, icchApUrvaka mRtyu kA varaNa krnaa| vAsanAoM se vimukta hokara mauna kI goda meM praviSTa honA / jainAgama kahatA hai-ihaloka kI AzaMsA, paraloka kI AzaMsA, jIvana kI AzaMsA, maraNa kI AzaMsA aura kAmabhoga kI AzaMsA mujhe maraNa ke samaya na rhe| sAdhaka saMkalpapUrvaka kahatA hai ki 'mA majjha hujja maraNaMte' arthAt ye uparyukta vAsanAeM-AzaMsAeM mere paraloka-gamana ke samaya na raheM / mahAvIra kA adbhuta cintana hai ki jIvanAzaMsA kI taraha maraNa kI AzaMsA bhI nahIM honI caahie| kyoMki rogAdi kaSToM se ghabarAkara kucha maraNa kI bhI mAMga karane laga jAte haiM / sAdhaka ko usa samaya jAgrata rahane kI AvazyakatA hai| mRtyu samaya kI parAdhInatA ko dhyAna meM lete hue kabIra sAhiba pharamAte haiM kabIrA ! saba hI sadhI, eka rahI mana mAMya / kAyAgar3ha ghero diyAM, ijjata rahasI ke nAya / / arthAt-jaba kAyArUpI kile para yamadUtoM kA gherA lagegA usa samaya merI ijjata rahegI yA nahIM, yaha cintanIya hai / isa sthiti kA cintana karate hue zAntasudhArasa geyakAvya meM upAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajI likhate haiM pratApApannaM galitamatha tejobhiruditairgataMdhairyodyogaiH zlathitamathapuSTena vapuSA / pravRttaM tadravyagrahaNa-viSaye bAndhavajanairjane bInAzena prasabhamupanIte nijazam / / isI bhAvanA kA upajIvI padya maiMne eka gItikA meM likhA hai mukha se kucha kahanA cAhegA, para na kahA jAyegA, teja-pratApa kSINa hogA, tana zItala par3a jAyegA, aMtima cihna eka hI hoMge, zAha aura kaMgAla ke, jaba baje nagAr3e kAla ke, jaba uThe kadama bhUcAla ke / prANa paMchI ur3ane vAlA, rakhanA khuda ko saMbhAla ke, jaba baje nagAr3e kAla ke / phira bhI Atmastha sAdhakoM ko vahA~ kiMcit bhI bhaya nahIM hotaa| ve kahate haiM--- jA marane se jaga Dare, mo mana meM Ananda / kaba marihoM kaba pAihoM, pUraNa paramAnanda // daraasala mauta hai hI kyA ? mauta to zarIra kI hai| AtmA to ajara-amara hai| vaha to na kabhI marI aura na kabhI maregI / paraloka-gamana ko lekara gItA meM kitanA mArmika citraNa huA hai vAsAMsi jIrNAni yathA vihAya, navAni gRhaNati naro'parANi / tathA zarIrANi vihAya jIrNAnyanyAni saMyAti navAni dehI / / tAtparya yaha hai ki maraNa to kevala jIrNa vastroM ko tyAga kara navIna paridhAna pahanane jaisA hai| zarIra jIrNa ho cukA hai / indriyA~ kSINa ho cukI haiM / aba inake parityAga meM phikra kaisA ? bhaya kisakA ? yaha to avazyaMbhAvI bhAva hai / sahI dekhA jAe to janma ke kSaNa se hI mauta kA prArambha ho jAtA hai / eka thailI meM sau rupaye haiM, yadi eka-eka rupayA pratidina nikAlA jAya to thailI ke khAlI hone meM kyA sandeha hai| hA~, antima rupayA nikalate hI vaha pUrNarUpeNa zUnya
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________________ 244 karmayogI zrI kesarImalajI surANA abhinandana grantha : caturtha khaNDa -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-............................................ ho jAtI hai, parantu rikta honA to pahale se hI thaa| prabhu mahAvIra ke zabdoM meM ise 'AvIcimaraNa' kahA jAtA hai| jo isa tattva ko hRdayaMgama kara letA hai, vaha kabhI mauta se bhayabhIta nahIM hotA / saptamAcArya zrI DAligaNi ke samaya meM sAdhvIpramukhA ke rUpa meM kAma karane vAlI mahAsatI jeThAMjI kA samAdhimaraNa bar3A vicitra DhaMga se huaa| bIkAnera ke thalI pradeza meM 'rAjaladesara' nAma kA eka acchA kasbA hai| zrI jeThAMjI vRddhAvasthA ke kAraNa varSoM se vahA~ sthAnApanna thiiN| eka bAra acAnaka ve yAvajjIvana anazana ke lie taiyAra ho giiN| kAraNa pUchane para Apane apanA anubhava sunAte hue kahA-'mere kAnoM meM divyavAditroM kI dhvaniyAM A rahI haiM jo azrutapUrva evaM avarNanIya haiN| basa merA mahAprayANa sannikaTa hai|' aisA kahakara unhoMne pUre saMgha ke madhya uccasvara se AjIvana anazana svIkAra liyaa| svayaM satiyoM ke madhya sthita thiiN| pArzvavartI sadhviyA~ ArAdhanA Adi kA zravaNa karavA rahI thiiN| namaskAra mahAmantra kA parAvartana ho rahA thaa| do-tIna ghaMTA taka aisA kAryakrama calA / sAre saMgha ke samakSa isI vAtAvaraNa meM mahAsatI zrI jeThAMjI baiThI-baiThI svargagAminI bana giiN| sArA samAja dekhatA hI raha gyaa| logoM ke Azcarya kA pAra na thaa| sabhI mAna gae ki ise kahate haiM, samAdhimaraNa / kintu aisA tabhI sambhava ho sakatA hai jabaki hamArI pUrva taiyArI yayArthatayA se huI ho| samAdhimaraNa ko pAne vAlA hI bhavajala kA kinArA pA sakatA hai| yahI hamAre jIvana kA carama lakSya hai| X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X xxxxx X X labbhanti vimalA bhoe, lambhaMti sura sNpyaa| labhaMti putta mittaM ca, ego dhammo na labbhaI // saMsAra meM uttama bhoga, deva saMpadA tathA putra-mitra Adi svajana saMbaMdhiyoM kI prApti sulabha hai kintu eka saddharma kI prApti honA durlabha hai| xxxx xxxxx xxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxx