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________________ pratikramaNa kA pahalA caraNa : AtmanirIkSaNa AcArya zrI mahAprajJa 15.17 navambara 2006 jinavANI, 47 vrata jIvana ko maryAdita evaM saMyamita banAte haiM / vratavihIna vyakti ke mana meM doSa zIghra praveza kara jAte haiM / vratoM ke pAlana meM bhI kahIM koI chidra raha sakatA hai| ataH usake nivAraNa hetu pratikramaNa Avazyaka hai / pratikramaNa kA pahalA caraNa hai- AtmanirIkSaNa | AcArya zrI mahAprajJa ne prastuta Alekha meM AtmanirIkSaNa kA mahattva sthApita kiyA hai / -sampAdaka AdhyAtmika bhUmikA para vyakti Atmika vikAsa ke lie niyamoM meM rahatA hai arthAt vaha binA vrata grahaNa kie nahIM rahatA, khulA nahIM rhtaa| kyoMki khule rahane meM asurakSA hai| AdhyAtmika kSetra meM hI nahIM saMsAra meM bhI khulI vastue~ asurakSita haiN| jaise- dUdha kA pAtra khulA par3A hai to bhItara makkhI par3ane kI saMbhAvanA rahatI hai| isIlie usa para Dhakkana de dete haiN| ghara kI chata ko koI khulA nahIM rkhtaa| pratyeka ghara kI chata banda hotI hai, isalie ki dhUpa se bacAva ho sake, sardI-garmI se bacAva ho sake, A~dhI aura varSA se bacAva ho sake / pratyeka ghara meM daravAje lage hue haiM, isalie ki hara koI usameM na ghusa jaae| vAMchita Ae, kintu avAMchita na aae| pratyeka vyakti ne hara dRSTi se surakSA kI vyavasthA kara rakhI hai| AdhyAtmika vyakti bhI surakSA kI vyavasthA rakhatA hai / bhautikavAda: adhyAtmavAda Aja kI duniyA do vAdoM meM ba~TI huI hai - bhautikavAda aura adhyAtmavAda | dArzanika bhASA ko chor3a deM, kevala adhyAtmazAstrIya bhASA meM bAta kareM to kahA jA sakatA hai jo vyakti sarvathA khulA hai, mAnanA cAhie ki vaha padArthavAdI AdamI hai| jisa vyakti ne apanI khulAvaTa para koI Dhakkana rakha chor3A hai, chata banAI hai, kivAr3a lagAe haiM, usakA nAma hai adhyAtmavAdI / adhyAtmavAdI bilkula khulA nahIM rahatA, kahIM na kahIM AvaraNa jarUra rakhatA hai| isalie rakhatA hai ki yaha jagat aneka malinatAoM kA ghara hai| rAga aura dveSa kI malinatA kA niraMtara vikiraNa ho rahA hai / saMkrAmaka hai duniyA Ajakala aNudhUli kA vikiraNa bahuta ho rahA hai| kevala una rASTroM meM hI nahIM, jinhoMne aNu visphoTa kiye haiM, kintu unameM bhI aNu-vikiraNa ho rahA hai, jahA~ aNu-parIkSaNa nahIM hue haiN| isIlie Aja kahA jAtA hai ki dUdha ko binA ubAle na piyA jaae| pahale yaha kahA jAtA thA ki dUdha ko binA ubAle piyA jaae| Aja to pAnI bhI binA ubAle pIne lAyaka nahIM raha gayA hai| kahA jA rahA hai ki sacitta kA tyAga ho yA na ho, ubalA huA pAnI hI
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________________ 48 jinavANI 15, 17 navambara 2006 | piyA jaae| baDe zaharoM meM to yaha anivArya-sA ho gayA hai| DAkTara yaha bhI sujhAva dete haiM ki ubAle binA phala bhI na. khAyA jaae| sacitta aura acitta se bhI mukhya prazna ho gayA hai svAsthya aura bImArI kaa| isakA kAraNa spaSTa hai| kucha na kucha Upara se A rahA hai, z2ahara ke rUpa meM barasa rahA hai aura nIce se bhI A rahA hai| urvarakoM aura rasAyanoM ke rUpa meM dharatI para jo gholA jA rahA hai, usake pariNAma kyA lAbhakArI hoMge ? pratyeka AdamI ke peTa meM roja anna-pAnI ke sAtha nizcita mAtrA meM z2ahara praveza kara rahA hai| bacAva kA koI rAstA nahIM hai| aisA bacA hI kyA hai, jisake sAtha meM z2ahara na jAe? eka prakAra se pUrI duniyA hI saMkrAmaka ho gaI hai| mAnasika stara para mAnasika stara para dekheN| mana para kitanA vikiraNa ho rahA hai? rAga-dveSa prAyaH hara vyakti meM haiN| aNuvisphoToM ne adhUli kA jitanA vikiraNa kiyA hai aura jitanI bImArI kI saMbhAvanAe~ paidA kI haiM kyA mAnasika stara para usase kama vikiraNa ho rahA hai? pUrA vAyumaMDala hI rAga-dveSa ke paramANuoM se bharA hai| isa avasthA meM usa para koI Dhakkana na DAleM to vaha kitanA bhArI aura bojhila bana jaayegaa| mAnasika samasyAe~ isIlie bar3ha rahI haiN| eka bhAI ne apanI samasyA prastuta kI- "mana itanA caMcala aura becaina rahatA hai ki usa para aba merA koI niyaMtraNa hI nahIM raha gayA / aneka duSkalpanAe~ niraMtara AtI rahatI haiM, isakA kAraNa kyA hai?" maiMne kahA- " kAraNa to bahuta sApha hai| jaba taka mana para koI Dhakkana nahIM DAloge, taba taka aisA calatA rahegA / " mahatva vrata kA bhAratIya ciMtana meM vrata kA bahuta mahattva rahA hai| isakA bahuta vikAsa bhI huA hai| isa zabda kA mUla artha hai AcchAdana yA AvaraNa / saMskRta kI dhAtu hai 'vRtu varaNe' arthAt AcchAdana kara denaa| kisI cIja ko DhAka dene kA nAma hai vrata / chata banA lI, vrata ho gyaa| mana para eka chappara DAla diyA, vrata ho gyaa| kucha nahIM DAlA, mana khulA raha gayA to hara cIja ghusa jaayegii| khule ghara meM cora ucakke ghusa sakate haiM aura jaMgalI jAnavara bhI ghusa sakate haiN| eka paMDita yAtrA para nikalA / jaMgala meM use bhUkha lgii| eka jagaha ko sApha kara use lIpA aura cUlhA banAyA | phira IMdhana ikaTThA karane kucha dUra nikala gyaa| vApasa AyA to dekhA, vahA~ eka gadhA baiThA hai| caukA khulA thA, gadhe ko vahA~ baiThane se kauna roka sakatA thA? paMDita hairAna raha gyaa| vaha bolA- "gardabharAja ! koI dUsarA isa taraha Akara baiThA hotA to usase kahatA- dekhate nahIM, gadhe ho kyA? jaba Apa svayaM yahA~ Akara virAja gae haiM to kyA kahU~, Apako kyA upamA dU~ / " saMskAra vrata kA ghara khulA rahegA to usameM gadhA bhI ghusegA aura kuttA bhI / yaha khulAvaTa eka bar3I samasyA hai| isIlie jIvana meM vrata kA vidhAna kiyA gayA hai| purAne saMta logoM ko isa bhASA meM samajhAyA karate the- "bhAI ! adhika nahIM ho to kama se kama eka vrata le lo ki kaue ko nahIM mArU~gA, kisI cir3iyA ko nahIM mArU~gA / kaue ko mArane kA kaba kitanA kAma par3atA hai? lekina yaha isalie kahA jAtA thA ki isase eka saMskAra zurU hotA thaa| jIvana meM koI na
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________________ 149 15,17 navambara 2006 | jinavANI koI choTA sA vrata yA tyAga honA hI cAhie, kyoMki vrata kA bar3A mahattva hai| jisa vyakti ne isakA mUlyAMkana kiyA hai, usane eka taraha se apanI mAnasika samasyAoM ko sulajhAne kA prayatna kiyA hai| mana kI gati bahuta tIvra hai| vijJAna abhI taka aisA koI yaMtra vikasita nahIM kara pAyA hai, jo isakI raphtAra ko mApa ske| jaba itanI teja raphtAra ho aura usa para koI niyaMtraNa na ho to durghaTanA avazyaMbhAvI hai| mana ke azva kI lagAma hAtha meM honI caahie| vrata kA matalaba hai mana kI lagAma ko apane hAtha meM lenA, mana kI Dora apane hAtha meM rkhnaa| Atma-nirIkSaNa vrata hone para bhI mana kI caMcalatA vidyamAna hai| caMcalatA ekadama samApta nahIM huI hai| chata meM bhI kabhI-kabhI koI darAra yA cheda raha jAtA hai| kivAr3a meM bhI surAkha raha jAtA hai, daravAje DhIle raha jAte haiN| isake lie kyA karanA cAhie? upAya batAyA gayA - pratikramaNa kro| pratikramaNa kA pahalA kArya hai AtmanirIkSaNa / apane Apako dekhanA zurU kreN| baDA kaThina kAma hai apane Apako dekhnaa| hamArI indriyoM kI banAvaTa hI aisI hai ki inake dvArA hama bAhya jagat se samparka sthApita karate haiN| vahA~ dUsarA hI dUsarA najara AtA hai, apane nAma kA koI tattva vahA~ nahIM hai| A~kha kA kAma hai dekhanA / hama dUsaroM ko dekheNge| kAna kA kAma hai sunanA / hama dUsaroM kI bAta suneNge| hamArI prakRti hI aisI bana gaI hai ki indriyA~ kevala bAhara hI kendrita rahatI haiM, sva-darzana bilkula vismRti meM calA jAtA hai| AtmanirIkSaNa kA artha hai apane Apako dekhnaa| A~kha khulI ho yA banda, usase apane Apako dekheN| apane AcaraNa ko dekheM, apane kartavya ko dekheM, kriyamANa ko dekheM aura kariSyamANa ko bhI dekheN| dhArmika lakSaNa AtmanirIkSaNa pratikramaNa kA pahalA caraNa hai| jo Atma-nirIkSaNa karanA nahIM jAnatA, vaha zAyada dhArmika nahIM ho sakatA aura AdhyAtmika to ho hI nahIM sktaa| dhArmika hone kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai apane Apako dekhnaa| kisI ne jhagar3A kiyA, gAlI dii| usase pUchA jAe ki aisA kyoM kiyA? vaha yahI kahegA ki maiM kyA karUM? usane mujhe gAlI dI to maiMne bhI dii| yaha kabhI nahIM kahegA ki maiMne dii| sadA yahI kahegA ki pahale usane dI isalie maiMne bhI dii| vyakti hara bAta meM dUsare ko sAmane rakhatA hai| kisI se pUchA jAe ki tumane aisA kyoM kiyA? yahI uttara milatA hai mujhe aisA karanA par3a rahA hai| vaha aisA kara rahA hai to maiM kyoM na karU~? yaha kabhI svIkAra nahIM karegA ki merI bhUla huI hai| maiMne jo kiyA yA kara rahA hU~, vaha acchA nahIM hai| dUsare pakSa kA bhI yahI uttara hogaa| donoM hI apane ko nirdoSa btaayeNge| doSa kahA~ hai, isakA patA hI nahIM cala pAtA ! yaha saba isalie ho rahA hai ki AtmanirIkSaNa nahIM hai| AtmanirIkSaNa kI bhAvanA jAga jAe to vyakti yahI kahegA ki hA~, merI bhUla huI hai| AdhyAtmika vyakti vaha hotA hai, jo pratyeka sthAna para yaha dekhatA hai ki merI kamI kahA~ hai? jahA~ dUsarA AtA hai, adhyAtmavAda vahIM samApta ho jAtA hai| jo apane Apako dhArmika aura AdhyAtmika mAnate haiM, kyA ve aisA AcaraNa nahIM kara rahe haiM, jo eka bhautikavAdI karatA hai| yadi eka dhArmika vyakti aisA kahe ki dUsare ne mere sAtha aisA kiyA isalie hama bhI vaisA kara rahe haiM to mAnanA cAhie ki vaha dhArmika banA hI nahIM hai| nizcaya hI usakA mastiSka
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________________ 150 || jinavANI | 15,17 navambara 2006 abhI bhautikavAdI banA huA hai| isalie vaha svayaM kI ora se A~khA mUMda kara dUsaroM para doSAropaNa karatA hai| eka saMnyAsI jA rahA thaa| rAste meM dekhA- eka strI per3a ke nIce leTI huI hai| pAsa meM hI eka botala rakhI huI hai| eka puruSa usa strI ke samIpa baiThA usake sira para hAtha phera rahA hai| saMnyAsI kI bhRkuTi tana gii| vaha kaThora vANI meM bolA- "saMdhyA kA samaya hai| dharmadhyAna karane ke samaya tuma aisA nikRSTa AcaraNa kyoM kara rahe ho?" aneka durvacana kahatA huA vaha saMnyAsI Age bar3ha gyaa| sAmane kalakala nadI baha rahI thii| usI samaya nadI meM bahatI huI eka naukA teja havA meM jora se ddgmgaaii| kaI AdamI lar3akhar3A kara nadI meM gira ge| per3a ke nIce baiThA AdamI yaha dRzya dekhakara kSaNa bhara kA vilaMba kiye binA daur3atA huA AyA aura pAnI meM kUda gyaa| svayaM kI paravAha na karate hue usane taira kara eka-eka kara saba logoM ko pAnI se nikAlA aura phira cupacApa per3a ke nIce usa strI ke pAsa calA gyaa| saMnyAsI apanI A~khoM se yaha sArA dRzya dekha avAka raha gayA / vaha punaH per3a ke pAsa gayA aura bolA- "bhAI, tumane to bar3A upakAra kA kArya kiyA hai, sAdhuvAda hai tumheM / vaha vyakti bolA- "mujhe ApakA sAdhuvAda nahIM caahiye| Apa saMnyAsI jaise dIkhate jarUra haiM, kintu maiM Apako saMnyAsI nahIM maantaa| binA kucha dhyAna diye Apane mujha para ghRNita Aropa lagA diyA aura Apa nahIM jAnate haiM yaha merI mA~ hai, jo bImAra hai aura yaha zarAba kI nahIM davA kI botala hai|" jahA~ vyakti dUsare ko dekhatA hai vahA~ Aropa kI bhASA calatI hai| pratyeka ghaTanA meM apane Apako dekhanA zurU kara deM to jIvana meM eka apUrva parivartana kI anubhUti hone lgegii| pratikramaNa kA pahalA caraNa zurU ho jAyegA, jIvana kI bahuta sArI samasyAeM sulajhanI zurU ho jaayeNgii| Atma-nirIkSaNa kA prArUpa bhagavAn mahAvIra ne AtmanirIkSaNa kI sundara vidhi pratipAdita kii| pratyeka vyakti yaha anuzIlana karekiM me kaDaM-Aja maiMne kyA kiyA? kiM ca me kiccasesaM - mere lie kyA kArya karanA zeSa hai? kiM sakkiNijjaM na samAyarAmi- vaha kauna sA kArya hai jise maiM kara sakatA hU~, para pramAdavaza nahIM kara rahA huuN| kiM me paro pAsai kiM va appA- kyA mere pramAda ko koI dUsarA dekhatA hai athavA maiM apanI bhUla ko svayaM dekha letA huuN| kiM vAhaM khaliyaM na vivajjayAmi - vaha kaunasI skhalanA hai, jise maiM chor3a nahIM rahA huuN| yaha AtmanirIkSaNa kA eka prArUpa hai| jo vyakti isake anusAra AtmanirIkSaNa karatA rahatA hai vaha sacamuca pratikramaNa kI dahalIja para pA~va rakha detA hai|