Pita ki Chaya me

Author(s): Allen Goodman
Publisher: Z_Jain_Vidyalay_Granth_012030.pdf
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/211354/1

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7 elena guDamaina tabhI usakA 13 varSIya beTA ballebAjI ke lie sAmane AtA hai| haphtoM, mahInoM kA vakta lagA kara usane isa khela para adhikAra bhI pA liyA hai aura bar3hiyA khilAr3I bana gayA hai vaha...usakI kalAiyA~, usake khar3e hone ke DhaMga aura usakI A~kheM bhI yahI jatAtI haiN| lagatA hai usake zarIra kA aMga aMga Aja kisI aMtima parIkSA kI taiyArI meM kriyAzIla rahA hai| vaha ballA ghumA kara zAnadAra pradarzana bhI karatA hai-pahale besa se dUsare besa meM pahu~ca jAne kaa|| pitA isa khela ko ThIka usI taraha dekha rahA hai jaise ki mA~bApa dekhA karate haiN| eka kSaNa gaurava kI anubhUti hotI hai, to dUsare hI kSaNa chidrAnveSaNa zurU ho jAtA hai| phira abhibhAvaka hone kA matalaba hI hotA hai atizaya apekssaaeN| paraMtu Aja usakI anubhUti eka bhinna prakAra kI hai-kahIM vismaya va utkaMThA kA mizraNa hai to kahIM sneha va vichoha ke bIca kA bhii| choTI-choTI bAteM yAda A rahI haiN| skUla se milane vAle gRhakArya kA svarUpa bhI aba badalatA jA rahA hai| lakar3I ke Tukar3e jor3a kara choTI meja banA kara lAne kI jagaha aba lakar3I ke zamAdAna kA mahIna kAma milane lagA hai| momI raMga ke citroM kA pitA kI chAyA meM sthAna aba nAgarika zAstra kA laMbA caur3A paracA le cukA hai| [hara pitA ko lagatA hai ki usake beTe usI rAha caleM jisa usakA kahanA hai ki vaha bhI zAyada eka prakAra kI para vaha calA hai, hara bAta ko isa taraha sIkheM jaise Aja taka kizorAvasthA ke daura se gujara rahA hai| apane baccoM ko lekara kisI ne nahIM sIkhA hai|] saMbhavata: mA~-bApa ko usa daura se dobArA gujaranA hI par3atA hai jabaki bacce bar3e hote jA rahe haiM uske| jaba yaha apane Apa meM koI eka ora to baccoM ke phUlate-phalate rahane kI sukhada anubhUti hotI khAsa khabara bhI nahIM, phira bhI pAsa vAlI beMca para baiThI mahilA ko hai aura dUsarI ora apanI chA~va se unake nikala calane kI vyathA yahI batAtA hai vh| yahI to karate haiM bcce| unake sAtha yahI to bhI sAlatI hai| lagA rahatA hai| ye donoM strI aura puruSa bAteM kara hI rahe hote haiM ki TImeM apanAisake bAvajUda besabAla ke maidAna para najareM gar3Ae vaha yahI apanA sthAna badala letI haiN| bApa kA teraha varSIya beTA lapaka kara kahatA hai| usakA khayAla thA ki bacce dhIre-dhIre bar3e hote jaaeNge| khela kA dastAnA uThA letA hai aura tIsare besa kI ora bar3ha jAtA paraMtu isake viparIta ve dhacakate se eka se dUsarI umra kI dUrI taya hai, tabhI koI jora kI hiTa lagAtA hai, bAla jamIna ko chUtI huI kie jA rahe haiN| bar3e ko hI lo, vicitra DhaMga se gAr3I badalatA hai usake samAnAMtara uThatI hai aura beTe ke hAtha meM Akara bhI usa se to kaisI dahalAne vAlI AvAja hotI hai| chUTa jAtI hai| use yAda hai, bar3A kula tIna barasa kA thA aura narsarI skUla pitA kSaNa bhara ko apanI sITa se ucakatA hai, phira baiTha jAtA jAtA thaa| eka bAra vaha DaiDI kI uMgalI pakar3e skUla jA rahA thA hai| vaha mahilA ko batAtA hai : do sAla pahale yahI naubata AI hotI to usane kisI ko rAha calate hue helo khaa| Akhira yaha kaise to isake A~sU nikala jAte, para aba yaha jaldI hI saMyata ho jAtA saMbhava hai ki beTA kisI se paricita ho aura bApa nhiiN| taba bhI use hai| mahilA kahatI : do sAla pahale to Apa bhI use bAra-bAra aise svataMtratA kI usa bijalI kA halakA jhaTakA mahasUsa huA thaa| khelo, vaise khelo kaha rahe hote; para Aja dekhiye to kaise cupacApa aba lar3akoM kI jIvanadhArA badala rahI hai| bar3e ko kAra calAne baiThe usakA khela dekha rahe haiN| kA lAiseMsa milane jA rahA hai aura sabase choTA bhI mAdhyamika skUla hAmI bharate hue vaha bola uThatA hai, hama donoM hI bar3e hote jA meM dAkhile kI ora agrasara hai| rahe haiN| kabhI yahI puruSa socatA thA ki pitRtva ke bAre meM vaha bahuta zikSA-eka yazasvI dazaka vidvata khaNDa/79

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kucha jAnatA hai| Akhira vaha khuda bhI to kabhI baccA thA, usake bhI pitA the| vaha kalpanA karatA AyA thA ki vaha apanI javAnI ke kaMTakoM se bacA kara apane baccoM ko saMbhAle lie jA rahA hai| socatA thA ki usane jo nIMva rakhI hai, jahA~ taka nirmANa kiyA hai; usake bacce Age kA gaganacuMbI nirmANa kreNge| paraMtu usake lar3ake bahuta kucha vaise hI nikale jaisA ki kabhI vaha svayaM thaa| aba dhIre-dhIre usane suprasiddha aMgarejI upanyAsakAra Dorisa lesiMga ke isa kathana ko svIkAra karanA bhI zurU kara diyA hai : "usake lar3ake ko ekadama usI rAha para calanA hogA jisa para vaha svayaM yA usake samakAlIna cala cuke haiM tAki vaha saba bAtoM ko isa taraha sIkhe jaise ki Aja taka koI nahIM sIkhA hai|" isa hisAba se, vaha svayaM bhI vahI saba sIkhatA rahA hai jinheM kabhI svayaM usake pitA ne bhAvanAoM kI gaharAI, baccoM ke prati Asakti aura unheM aMtata: unmukta chor3a dene kI AvazyakatA ko ha~sate ha~sate jInA lekara sIkhA thaa| __tabhI maica khatma ho jAtA hai| vaha dubalA-patalA, laMbA sA baiMka meM Ae luTere ne khajAMcI ko eka purajA likha kara thamA laDakA laMbe-laMbe Daga bharatA usakI ora AtA hai| vaha use apanA diyA : "sArA paisA thaile meM DAla do aura hilo nahIM. samajhI dastAnA aura geMda thamA detA hai| aba vaha apanI TIma ke sAthiyoM ke bulabula?'' sAtha jAkara pItsA khAne ke lie paise mAMga kara vahA~ se ur3anachU ho saMdeza par3hane ke bAda khajAMcI ne kAgaja ke usa puraje ke pIche letA hai| maidAna kI abhI AdhI hI dUrI usane taya kI hogI ki palaTa kucha likha kara luTere ko vApasa de diyaa| usakA saMdeza thA : kara cillAtA hai, "DaiDa, Ane ke lie thaiks|' "apanI TAI to ThIka kara lo coNc| surakSAkarmI gupta TI.vI. kaimare pitA bhI hAtha hilAtA hai| ThIka hai, ThIka hai| saca yahI to para tumhArA thobar3A dekha rahe haiN|" hamezA hotA hai| bacce dekhate hI dekhate bar3e ho jAte haiN| eka bar3e kaMpanI samUha ke adhyakSa kI acUka nirNaya kSamatA kI bar3I khyAti thii| eka bAra usane kara kI mAra se bacane ke phera meM eka yojanA para paisA lgaayaa| sArI yojanA dhokhAdhar3I siddha huI aura eka lAkha DAlara kA nukasAna ho gyaa| usake vyAvasAyika sahayogI 'usa para phabtiyA~ kasate aura Ayakara vibhAga ne bhI sAre mAmale kI jA~ca par3atAla zurU kara dii| isa sthiti ko sahanA bar3A kaThina thA so eka dina apane daphtara ke moTe kAlIna para vaha bhaharA kara gira par3A aura rone lagA, "maiM rojAnA lAkhoM karor3oM kA saudA karatA hU~, para zAyada hI kabhI nukasAna hotA ho| isa bAra maiMne itanI bar3I bevakUphI Akhira kara kaise kii|" tabhI daphtara kA pharanIcara Dolane lagA, rozanI maMda par3a gaI tathA usake kampyUTara se garjana huI : "tuma samajhate ho ki akele tumhIM tuma parezAna ho| mujhe dekho, maiM khuda isa khela meM kama se kama pA~ca lAkha ke vAre nyAre kara lene ke phera meM thaa|" vidvata khaNDa/80 zikSA-eka yazasvI dazaka