Parimal

Author(s): Padmasagarsuri
Publisher: Arunoday Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008729/1

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sahAyaka8 zrI padhdha bhakti mA prAptisthAna : zrI bhakti mukta pA C/o. himmatabhAI zAha (vakIla) 36, preAphesara kAlAnI, DrAiva Ina roDa, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda-9 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 'T.NO www.kobatirth.org 443126''Oiff. 443672 Resi. pAbhakti maMDaLa pU. gacchAdhipati AcArya deva zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI preraNAthI zrI puruSAdAnIya pArzvanAtha jaina derAsara devakInandana sAsAyaTInAM pratiSThAnAM divase vividha prakAre prabhubhakti karavAnAM uddezyathI sthApavAmAM AvyuM hatu. prativisa snAtrapUjA, temaja nimantraNa ApavAmAM AvavAthI pUjAe bhaNAve che. khUba ja sundara rIte bhAvapUrvaka pUjAe Adi bhaNAve che, je keI e saMparka sAdhavA hoya teoe nIcenAM saranAme saparka karavA. : mudraka : sAgara prinTara mAdazAhanI peDaLa, rilIpha roDa, amadAvAdanuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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parimala # pravaktA pU. pavasAgarasurIzvarajI ma. sA. dharma eTale? dharmanI vyAkhyA zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtee guNasthAnakanA krame judI judI batAvI che. dharma zabda zuM ghAtumAMthI baneluM che. mithyAtva guNa sthAnake rahelAM AtmAne mATe dharmanI vyAkhyA karatAM pharamAve che...ke... durgatimAM patA jIvane je dhAraNa karI rAkhe te dharma. dezavirati guNasthAnaka upayoge dharma pramattA,masa guNa sthAnake AzA e dharma, sagI guNa sthAnake...vastune svabhAva eja dharma. Ama AvI rIte. jema jema jIva vibhAvadazAne choDIne svabhAva dazAmAM AgaLa vadhatuM jAya che tema tema tenA mATe dharma ucca-uccatara koTIne banatuM jAya che. jJAnI purUSe pharamAve che ke je AtmA e caramAM varta kALamAM praveza karyo hoya, mehanIya karmanI 69 keDIkeDInI sthiti kSaya tharI hoya evA zALI AtmAne ja A ja zabda zravaNa karavA maLe che.

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jema guNa ane guNI banne sAtheja hAya, guNa vinA guNa rahI zake nahIM tema AtmA paNa dharma vinA na ja rahI zake. jema agnine dharma che. uSNutA, e uSNatA vinA agni rahI zake nAha, pANIne dharma che zItaLatA, ane zItaLatA vinA pANI na rahI zake tema dharma vinA AtmA paNa rahI zake nahIM zrI bhagavAna mahAvIre paNa jaNAvyuM che ke vastune svabhAva eja dharma..tema AtmAne svabhAva che popakAra vRtti, sadAcAra vRtti, sadAcAra vRtti vi. tene dharma che. pUrvanA mahApurUSe dharmane mATe pitAnA prANa tyAga karatAM acakAtA nahIM... ajayapALa rAjAnI sabhAmAM eka paramAtmAnI AjJA rUpa kezaranA tilakane kAyama rAkhavAne mATeja zrI vAgabhaTa maMtrIe ukaLatI kaDakaDatI telanI kaDhAImAM pitAnuM jIvana kurbAna karI dIdhuM. sAthe sAthe e dharmane TakAvavA mATe naveDhA ekavIza yugalee paNa temAM Ahuti ApI dIdhI. AvA te aneka AtmAoe potAnA jIvanamAM dharma vaNI nAkhyuM hatuM... ane AvAja prakArane dharma AtmAne AnaMdaghana maya mekSa sukhane apAve che. para mokSano artha zuM ? taijasa ane kAmaNa zarIra rUpI dIvAne bujhavI nAkhave enuM nAma mokSa..!

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jema dIpakanuM kArya che baLavAnuM enI aMdara jema jema tela purAtuM jAya tema tema jalyA ja kare che ane jyAre emAM tela khUTI jAya che tyAre te bujhAI jAya che....prakAza adRzya thaI jAya che. tema tema A jIva karma rUpI tela vaDe puSTa banatuM jAya che tema tema e saMsAranI aMdara paribhramaNa karate rahe che. ane jyAre e karma rUpI tela khUTI jAya che, taijasa kAmaNa zarIrarUpI dIpaka bujhAI jAya che tyAre AtmA nirvANa prApta kare che. tenuM punarAgamana thatuM nathI. e prakAza pachI dIpakanA keIpaNa prakAranA baMdhanamAM AvatuM nathI. enuM kAraNa, kArya, ane karma e naSTa thaI jAya che AvIja AtmAnI paripUrNa sthiti che. ke jyAM koI baMdhana nahIM, nahIM karma, nahI IcchA, na tRSNA, na koI lebha-lAlaca, saMsAramAM pharI Agamana nahIM, kaI kAraNa nahIM, AvA prakAranI sthiti eja mekSa. jagatahitavatsala zrI paramAtmAe mokSane prApta karavA mATe tIrtha siddha, atIrthasiddha Adi paMdara bheda jaNAvyA che. jIva jyAre mekSa jAya tyAre A 15 bhede siddha thaI zake che. jyAre AtmA svabhAva dazAmAM lIna bane, zaileSI karaNa kare, tyAre mekSane prApta kare che. zrI marUdevA mAtA pitAnA putranI kavalyajJAnarUpI rAja

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addhine jovA mATe hAthInA hoddA upara besIne jAya che tyAM devabhinA nAde ekAeka harSanA AMsu dvArA netranA paDala khulI javAthI.... paramAtmAnI trAddhi jotAMja-duniyAne ekAMta svArtha joI anitya bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvatAM ja kaivalyajJAna-darzana prApta karI ekSanA sukhane prApta karI lIdhuM..je sukha che sAdianaMta, avyAbAdha, jyAM duHkhane leza nahIM. sadAya Atma ramaNatA sarvatra basa AnaMda, AnaMda ane AnaMdaja !

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kurAna zarIphamAM akSara keTalA ? AvA prakAranA prazno puchanAra mAtra zarIranA paricaya ne ja Irache che. paraMtu zarIrano paricaya haMmezAM jenA sAthe niyata thayeluM che evA Atmatatvane bhulI jAya che. 2 kurAna zarIpha, bAIbala, bhAgavata gItA, rAmAyaNa, mahAbhArata ke cAhe koIpaNa dharmagrantha hoya temAM zabdonI gaNatarIthI e dharmagranthanI kiMmata karavAmAM AvI nathI. paraMtu e zabdanuM rahasya zuM che? e zabdo AtmAne keTalA aMze asara karanAra banaze eja A dharma granthanuM mahattva che. mAtra zabdanI jALamAM ja rAcanArAo Atmatatvane hRdaye sparza karI zakatA nathI. e zabdanI jALamAM phasAIne te ke AtmAe durmati jamAlI nI jema durgatimAM dhakelAI jAya che. mAtra vIramA kare e zabdane pakaDI e jamAlI prabhu zrI mahAvIranA zAsanamAM pAsatkA-kuzIla sAdhu banI durgatimAM paTakAI gayA che. e zabda mAtra heTha upara ja rahI che. hadaya sudhI pahoMcatA nathI. zabda te AtmAnuM zarIra che. ane temAM je bhAva che te ja tene AmA che.

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eka mulA eka vakhata raste jaI rahyA hatA. tyAM kuvAmAM paDI gayA. tyAMthI keI bauddha sAdhu nIkaLyA. mullAjI buma pADatA hatA ke mane bacAvo-mane bacAve huM mArI rahyo chuM bauddha sAdhu popakArI hatA. paNa emanA haiyAmAMthI zAstronuM rahasya cAlyuM gayuM mAtra zabda pakaDI rAkhyA. sAdhue kahyuM...are! bauddha dharmane Adarza che ke karma kSaya karyA vinA kayAreya mekSa maLatuM nathI. tene A karma kSaya karavAne suavasara prApta thayela che. ane je huM tane emAMthI bacAvuM te na saMsAra vadhaze, navI samasyA vadhaze ane jIvanamAM saMgharSa vadhaze.....Ama mAM ja tti tamArA tamAku tArA karmakSayamAM huM aMtarAya karatuM nathI. mATe samabhAva pUrvaka je maLyuM che tene svIkAra kara ! | mullA :- huM marI jaIza. ! baudha sAdhu - tArA mRtyuthI zuM thaze? paNa mAre evuM pApa nathI karavuM ke huM tane bacavuM ne pharI tuM pApa kare...! eve avasare eka netAjI pharatA-pharatA AkhyA. ane emaNe A mullAjInI buma sAbhaLI. mane acAve.." paNa bicArA netA ane eka bhASaNa ja karavAnI Teva.! ane pachI koI carcA mATe PointnI ja zedha kartA hatA. tyAM A mulAjI temane

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athaDAI gayA.....mullAjI mane bacAve. huM marI rahyo chuM ! netAjI - tArA ekalAnA maravAthI zuM thavAnuM che? have jyAre bhASaNa karavAne avasara Avaze tyAre huM kahIza ke bhAratanA sAta lAkha gAmaDA che, ane te sarve gAmanAM kuvAomAM kAMThA baMdhAvavA joIe. | mullAjI :- jyAre kAMThA bAMdhavA hoya tyAre bAMdhajo. huM hAla marI rahyo chuM mane bacAve ! netAjI -kAMThAo baMdhAvavA ati jarUrI che temAM tuM eka marIne ane zahIda banI jaze. huM kahIza ke tuM AdamI marI gayuM ane mane kahevAmAM bela maLaze. Ama kahIne netAjI paNa chuM-maMtara thaI gayA.... have tyAMthI eka krizcIyana pAdarI tyAMthI nIkaLyA. mullAjI mane bacAve...huM marI rahyo chuM pAdarI - amArA kAIsTe bAIbalamAM kahyuM che ke sevAthI ja mokSanI prApti thAya che. sevAthI mATe bIje kaI dharma nathI. tame aMdara paDIne mATe upakAra karyo. mane bacAvavAno avasara maLe. pAdarI : e pharI kahyuM ke tame pharI aMdara paDe te mane vadhu puNya prApta thaze. Ama kahI mullAjIne kuvAmAM dhakelI dIdhA. mullAjI - tame zuM kare che?

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pAdarI - vAre-vAre sevAno lAbha mane maLe evuM IcchuM chuM. ATalI sastI sarvisa zeDI re ja roja maLavAnI che? mulAjI :- paNa vAre-vAre aMdara dhakelI- dhakelIne mane mArI nAkhaze ! ! ! AvI rIte je dharmagrantha bhaNI-bhaNIne Ama mAtra zabdajJAna ja meLavaze to e dharmanI asara ene kevI rIte pahoMcaze? saMta tulasIdAse paNa kahyuM che ke, graMtha patha saba jagata ke bAta batAvata dAya! mukha diye sukha heta hai, du:kha dIye du:kha hAya !!! tulasI dayA na cheDIe jabataka ghaTameM prANu...! saghaLAya rdhama zAstrone A nicoDa che. ke zabda. mAtra nahIM paNa zabdanA rahasyane meLavo. vacana vizvAse puruSa vizvAsa nahIM paNa puruSa vizvAse vacana keLave.... Aja zabdane paramArtha che. gupta bheda che.... ane rahasya paNa che.... !!!

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OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH no artha zuM ? pratyeka dharmamAM A kAranuM uccAraNa Ave che. akSaramAM pracaMDa zakti hoya che. jyAre mananA vicArane ApaNe abhivyakta karIe chIe tyAre te eka prakAranA saMgItane zravaNa kare che. jJAnI purU pharamAve che ke jema AtmA anaMta zaktino mAlika che. tema pudagala paNa anaMtI zakti dharAve che. zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha Adi pudgale paNa AtmA upara asara karI jAya che. AjanAM virAne sAbita karyuM ke ApaNe ahIM beThA beThA paNa amerikA, IMglaDa sudhI sukhethI vAte karI zakIe chIe. paraMtu parama tAraka paramAtmA te pharamAve che ke ApaNe mAtra 4 zabda je belIe te e zabdanA pudgala paramANuo eka samaya mAtrAmAM 14 rAja loka spazIne ApaNA kAne athaDAya che. AvI zakti pudgalanI rahelI che. he kArane arthapaMca parameSThi maya che. arihaMtu no a, azarIrI siddhane ja a+gara saMskRtamAM sajAtIya svaranI saMdhI thatAM laMbAI jaya che. A AcAryano maLatAM ar+= uparanA niyamAnusAra mA thAya che. 31 upAdhyAyane 3. eTale mAru thatAM saMskRtamAM 5 ke 1 pachI 4, 3 Ave te pachInA svarane

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guNa thAya che. mArU maLI zo thAya che. ane munIne maLatAM zona e thAya che. A R e prANu bIjA che. tethI keIpaNa maMtra gaNatAM pahelAM te gaNavAthI je anuSkAnamAM ApaNe lIna banIe chIe temAM te gaMdakI (azubha vicAra)ne dura kare che. ane manane sthira banAve che. paraMtu jo emAM zraddhA hoya te ja AvA maMtre phaLIbhuta thAya che. jema bhayaMkara viSadharanuM viSa zarIramAM vyApta thayuM hoya to e gAruDInA maMtre ApaNe nahI jANatA hovA chatAM zraddhA mAtrathI e gArUDI maMtra dvArA viSayanuM viSa vilina thaI jAya che. Ama maMtrAkSa paNa AtmAne zAMti ApanAra bane che...!!! puNya ane pApa eTale zuM? gNa AmA rena 1 ta6 guLyuM je karma vaDe karIne AtmA poSAya eTale ke jJAnAdi guNAmAM AgaLa vadhe te puNya. athavA je karma dvArA AtmA pavitra bane te puNya. zAstrakAra maharSie pharamAve che ke puNya nava prakare baMdhAya che. pAtrane (yogya vyaktine) bhAta, pANI vasati Adi ApavAthI sudeva, sugurU, sudharma

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11: ne namaskAra karavAthI jagatanA jIvonI anukaMpA ciMtavavAthI-paropakAra karavAthI vi. sukRta kAryo karavAthI puNya baMdhAya che. ane A nava prakAre baMdhAyeluM karma kara prakAre bhagavAya che. mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI muni mahAtmAne ekamAtra khIra herAvavAthI zAlibhadra zreSThI uttama sukha sAmagrIne pAmyA. ane pApa eTale? jenA dvArA AtmA kaSAyethI kaluSita bane, saMsArane vadhAre, ane lekemAM paNa apayaza, daurbhAgya Adi paNAne prApta kare. A pApa prANAtipAta adi 18 prakAre baMdhAya che. ane 82 prakAre bhegavAya che. puNya ane pApanI anubhaFgI thAya che. (1) puNyAnubaMdhI puNya :-AnaMda ane kAmadeva zrAvakanI jema. (2) pApAnubaMdhI puNya:-vartamAna moTA netAonI jema. (3) puNyAnubaMdhI pApa :-puNIyA zrAvakanI jema. () pApAnubaMdhI pApa :-kAlasArika kasAInI jema vyAsa munIe paNa jaNAvyuM che ke puNya e papakArane mATe che ane pApa e bIjAne pIDavAne mATe ja che.

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Ama puNya ne zrAvake upAdeya ane pApane heya (tyAga karavA 5) mAnIne cagya AcaraNuM kare te makSa te hAthaveMtamAM ja che.... ciMtana eTale zuM ? ciMtana e divya agni che. A ciMtanarUpI agni evI bhayaMkara cheke jemAM saghaLAye karmo ekI sAthe baLIne bharama thaI jAya. jyAre AtmA zukaladhyAnanA cothA pAyA upara ArUDha thAya che je samaye vyavaskina kriyA apratipAti rUpa dhyAnanuM ciMtana kare che te samaye asat kalpanAe jagatanA prANI mAtranA karma dhana je emAM nAkhavAmAM AvatuM. e saghaLAye jInA saghaLA karmo baLIne bhasma thaI jAya sarva jIvamAtra karmanA baMdhanathI mukta thaI jAya. paraMtu A kadI banatuM nathI. kAraNa...karmane kartA, hartA, ane bhoktA AtmA pite ja che. jenA sathavA baMdhanathI mutra kartA, hato ciMtana paNa zubha ane azubha baMne prakAre che. je AtmA ciMtAne TALI ne ciMtanamAM mazagula bane te e ciMtana ene...paramAtmAnI sanmukha pahoMcADI de che. jevI rIte mATInA gharamAM purAyelI bicArI IyaLa, bhamarIne gaNagaNATane vAraMvAra sAMbhaLatAM

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13 sAMbhaLatAM enA dhyAnamAM mazagula bane che. ene ciMtanamAM garakAva banI jAya che ane chevaTe e IyaLa teIndriya paNAno tyAga karI caurindriya bhamarI paNe thaI jAya che. je A ciMtananI mastI bhamara-IlikAnA nyAya pramANe pariNamI jAya te AtmA virAganI mastI bharapeTa mANI zake....vitarAga bhAvane pAmI zake. anyathA azubha ciMtanamAM masta banelA AtmAo subhama cakavartAnI jema sAtamI naraka sudhI paNa pahoMcI jAya che. mATeja ciMtA ne cittathI cALI azubha vicAre ne raLI ciMtanane manamAM peLIye teja A ciMtana... karmanI cinagArI ne jalAvI AtmAnI divALI pragaTAve che...!!! brahmacarya zA mATe ? jinamaMdira jinapratimA kaMcananAM kare jehA brahamacaryathI bahu phaLa lahe namena ziyala sudeha to 1 . anAdi anaMta saMsAramAM rajhaLate A jIva

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14 krodha rUpI agnithI khaLyeA. mAyA rUpI rAkSasI vaDe chaLAye, matsara rUpI luMTArA vaDe lu'TAye, ane meha rUpI madirA vaDe unmatta banyA....viSaya vAsanA emAM cakacUra banyA. Ama A jIva saMsAranI musApharI karIkarIne thAkI gayA. kAMca naraka-niAdamAM paTakAI paDayA....na ene! rA AvyA. na ane e vAre dekhAya. have A jIva jo deva gurU-ane dharmanu puSTa AlaMbana laI ne saghaLIye jhaMjhALa ne cheDI daI, brahmacArI banI koIpaNu anuSThAna kare te kharekhara A jIva karmAMnA baMdhanathI mukta khanI jAya. anya dharmoMmAM paNa yama-niyama-Adi avazyaka mAnelA che. vaijJAnika dRSTie ApaNe joie te ApaNe je khArAka laIe chIe te sAtadhAtu rUpe pariNAma pAme che. koIpaNa eka dhAtu rUpe pariNAma pAmatAM tene sAtadivasa lAge che. 45: divase ApaNA khArAka vIya rUpe pariName che. ApaNe ekamaNa anAja khAie temAMthI ekazera lAho ane che. ane temAMthI 1teAlA mAtraja vIya ane che. te AvA vIya ne abrahmanA sevanathI jo veDaphI nAkhavAna Ave tA e jIvamAM mAtra nabaLAi, zuSkatA, Dara pAkapazu', mAMdagI vi. nA ja praveza thavAne! paraMtu yama-niyama vaDe e vIya nu jo udhvI karaNa karavAmAM

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15 Ave te e AtmAnuM ja-teja khIlI jAya che. mananI saghaLIe IcchAo phaLIbhuta thAya che. jagatanA azakya kAryo paNa enA hAthe zakya banI jAya che. bhAratanA koI nAnA gAmaDAmAM sukhI daMpatI rahetA hatA. eka divasa e zrImAna gharamAM pravezyA. ane pitAnI patnI sivAya koI gharamAM nahI dekhAvAthI yuvAnI paNAnI utsuktAthI ane viSaya mAMdhatAthI potAnI patnIne cuMbana karyuM. paraMtu A ceSTA karavI e zuM Apane ucita che? patie joyuM ke pitAne putra pAraNe jhUlI rahyo hate. e vIramAtA pitAnA putrane paNa para purUSa mAnya. ane A kharAba saMskAra pitAnA putramAM pravezI na jAya, ALaka kusaMskArI na bane eTalA mATe teNIe pitAnI ja jIbha kacaDIne prANene tyAga karyo... A bALaka divase jatAM meTa thaze. yuvAvasthAne prApta thaye ane dhaMdhA rojagAra mATe paradeza gaye....eka zeTha-zeThANIne tyAM nokarI rahyo. eka divasa zeThANIne piTamAM khubaja dukhAve thaye....ghaNu DokaTare, ane vidyAne IlAja kAma na AvyuM. chevaTe zeTha hAtha khaMkherIne nirAza vadane beThA hatA. tyAM A nAkara Avya ane udAsInatAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM...zeThe saghaLI e hakIkta jaNAvI. nokare eka glAsa pANI

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16 maMgAvyuM ane eka rUmamAM jaIne potAnA zarIranA parasevAnA TIMpA e pANImAM nAkhI zeThane kahyuM . A pANI zeThANIne pIvaDAvyuM. zeThANIe jyAM pANI pIdhuM ke turtaja peTanuM darda kayAMya palAyana thaI gayuM. zeThe kAraNa puchayuM...tyAre nokare pitAnI vAta saghaLIce jaNAvI. kharekhara jenA mAtA-pitAbrahmacArI hoya che tenA putra paNa sadAcArI rAzIla bane che. vanane rAjI kezarI siMha pazu hovA chatAM pitAnI siMhaNa sAthe varSamAM eka ja vakhata maithuna seve che. tethI tenA baccAonuM khamIra hajAre gheTAM-bakarAM ne bhagADI de evuM hoya che. e siMhayunuM dUdha enA baccAM ja pacAvI zake. ane jo e dUdha nAnA bhAjana sivAya keIpaNa bhAjanamAM mukayuM hoya te bhAjanane phoDI nAkhe che. A che zakti brahmacaryanI. AvA te keTalAye AtmAo pethaDazAha maMtrI, sudarzana zeTha ane satI-satAo brahmacaryathI pitAnuM satva dekhADI jagatanA jIvane zIyaLavratane Adarza pUro pADe che. mATeja sAdhanAnI pagadaMDIe caDhatA AtmAne brahmacarya ati Avazyaka che. e na hoya te AtmA patananI khAImAM dhakelAI jAya che.

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17 jJAna ane dharmamAM zuM pharaka che? jJAna e prakAza che. [nAd vari ] ane dharma enI gati che. jJAnanA prakAzamAM ja dharmanI, gati thAya che. ekaluM jJAna luMluM che ane eka dharma. AMdhaLe che. dharma eTale? zubha anuSThAnamAM pravRtti karavI.... bane vacce saMgharSa thaI gaye. jJAnane te ajIrNa thayuM mAna AvI gayuM huM kaMIka chuM... tyAre dharmane paNa thayuM... ke am something. mArA vinA gati kevI? AvI rIte baMne saMgharSamAM AvI alagaalaga beThA hatA. acAnaka jagalamAM Aga lAgI. prazna thaye have zuM karavuM... AgamAthI bacavuM zI rIte? baMne alaga-adhara beThelA hatA. jiMdagIne savAla hate... tyAre meM kahyuM mArAmAM gati che. jJAne kahyuM mArAmAM prakAza che... dhame kahyuM tuM mArA khabhA upara besI jA. jJAna-dharmanA khabhA upara besI gayuM. jJAne prakAza karyo. dharme gati karI. AthI baMne hemakhema aTavI utarI gayA. umAsvAti vAcakavare zrI tatvArtha dhigama sUtramAM paNa jaNAvyuM che ke... jJAnavikhyAma mokSa jJAna vinAnI kiyA e saMmU7ima kiyA che.... daSTAMta eka muni mahAtmA hatA.. gAmegAma vicaratA

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18 eka nAnA gAmaDAmAM AvI caDhayA ... munI zrIne hisTeriyA (vahI ) nuM ` hatu` sAMje pratikramaNane TAIma thaye. zrAvakone puchyu. tamAre pratikramaNa karavAnuM che? zrAvakeIe kahyuM amane kaI paNa nathI. AvaDatuM. munizrIe kahyuM huM karUM tema tame karajo... adhA zrAvako pratikramaNanA jJAnathI ajANa hatA... tethI 'hA ' kahI dIdhI.... pratikramaNa zarU thayuM. munizrI jema kare tema te karavA lAgyA aDadhuM tee pratikramaNa thayuM ane munizrIne tAra phITa (vahI AvI... ane moMDhAmAMthI phINa nIkaLavA lAgyuM... zrAvake paNa te pramANe karavA lAgyA.... badhuM ja kare che paNa mAMDhAmAMthI phINa nathI Avatu... thoDI vAra pachI munizrIne bhAna AvyuM... ane zrAvarkane puchyuM... tame kharAkhara kriyA karIne ? tyAre zrAvakAe kahyuM ke ame kharAkhara tamArA jevu ja karyuM che. paNa mahenata karavA chatAM paNa amArA moMDhAmAMthI phINa nIkaLyuM nahIM. A sAMbhaLI muni paNa kSeAbha pAmyA. A rIte je AtmAe kriyAnA jJAnathI ajANya hoya che. sArA-narasA khATA-kharAne viveka nathI. hAtA teo kriyA karavA chatAM kaI paNa prApta karI zakatA nathI. mAtra AvI kriyA kAya kleza rUpa ane che.

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19 mATe ja jJAnI bhagava MtA pharamAve che ke, tame gameteTalI kriyA karI enI sAthe koI matalakha nathI paNa tame kriyA kevI rIte karI, kevA bhAvapUrvaka karI. tenI sAthe matalaba che. ahIM kavAnTiTI (jaththA ) nahIM paNa kavAliTI-(zuddha mAla)nI jarUra che. AthI ja zAsakAra mahuSi A e kAIpaNa kriyA karavA mATe nIcenI traNa khAkhatA upara bhAra mukase che... (1) vidhine khapa (2) gItA gurunI nizrA. 3) lakSya jAgRti A traNa jo jIvanamAM AvI jAya te e jJAna ane e dhama.... che- mekSanA abhaMga dvArA ne paNa khAlAvI Ape che...!!! maMdiramAM traNa pradakSiNAe zA mATe? jJAna daIne cAritra e ratnatracI nirdhAra pradakSiNA te kAraNe bhavadu:kha bhaMjanahAra ... maMdiramAM je paramapitA paramAtmA birAjamAna che te svarga mRtyu ane pAtALa e traNe lenA

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20 adhipati che. guNane asIma bhaMDAra jenAmAM rahela che. traNa lekanI ThakurAI nA je svAmi che. e pUjya pitAnA guNo ApaNAmAM Ave e ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA nirmaLa bane eTalA mATe A pradakSiNA che. bIju ke be sarakhI sAhelIo rastAmAM maLI jAya ane potAnA hAthamAM rahelA bALakane thAka khAvA mATe nIce mukI vAtomAM tallIna thAya tyAre e nahIM samajatuM bALaka zuM karaze? pitAnI mAtAnI sADIne cheDe pakaDI mAtAnI pAse ja geLA geLa ghUmyA karaze rakhene mArI mAtA mane mUkIne cAlI na jAya... huM azaraNuM na banuM ! tema A paramAtmA e paNa ApaNA upara asIma karUNa ane vAtsalyanA jharaNA vahAvatI mAtA che. enAM zaraNathI ApaNe rahita na banIce... ane ApaNA upara sadAya kRpA varasAvatI rahe... eTalA mATe ja... A traNa pradakSiNAnuM vidhAna che...!!! pATa pragaTa kare puNya chupA... !!! pratikramaNa sUtramAM paNa jaNAvyuM che. ke.. ' mArA niri guru pAse gurunI samakSa sAcA bhAvathI pApanI niMdA kare. pApa te kadAca

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21 thaI jAya. paNa jo ene chupAvI rAkhe te e pApa10-20-hajAra guNI phaLane ApanAra ane che, jyAre gurunA caraNAmAM nikhAlasa bhAve khALaka jema mAtAne nikhAlasa bhAve peAtAnI saghaLIye vAta jaNAve tevI ja rIte karelA pApe gurunI samakSa prakAsa karavA joie. ApaNI ajJAnatAnA kAraNe ApaNe Aja sudhI puNyane pragaTa karatA rahyA ane pApane chupAvatA rahyA enA pariNAme ApaNe....puNyanI mAdabAkI karI ane pApano guNAkAra karyAM....pApa vadhatuM rahyuM puNya ghaTatu rahyuM. jema mAtA bALakane stanapAna karAve che tyAre koInI najara na lAge te mATe tenI upara sADIne DhAMkI de che....tevI rIte puNya paNa DhAMkIne karavuM joie jethI kanI najara enA upara lAgI na jAya....puNya kriyA e stanapAna jevI che. AtmAne rakSaNa ApanArI che.... dRSTAMta eka bhillakumAre viSayoMdhatAzI peAtAnI vhena sAthe kAmakrIDA karI pachI khabara paDI ke A mArI mena che...raste thaine nIkaLe che rAstAmAM prabhuzrI mahAvIra svAmI samavasaraNamAM besIne dezanA ApatA hatA. tyAM jaIne jillakumAre puchyuM ke

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22 mayanA lA-te mArI vhena hatI? bhagava tekahyuM. lA-ttA--hA-eja tArI vhena hatI. Ama padAnI AgaLa peAtAnA pApAnI niMdA prabhu samakSa nikhAlasa bhAve karI te e billakumAra paNa sadgatine bhAtA banyA... AvI rIte haMmezA pApane guru samakSa pragaTa kare. ane puNyane zAlibhadranA pUrva bhava (bharavADa)nI jema gupta rAkhe jethI AtmA karmAMnA bhArathI. haLavA ane che. tallInatAnI tAratamyatA jenI prApti mATe moTA-moTA Siene paNa saphaLatA maLI nathI. pAMDicerInA AzramamAM aravi da aMtarmukha thaI gayA. cAlIsa varasa sudhI ekaja jagyAe besIne tallIna thaI peAtAne zeAdhavA peAtAnI jAtane khAI nAkhI. te bhAvAne vyakta karavA mATe kyAMya javAnI jarUra nathI. kAyAMya bhaTakavAnanI jarUra nathI. sAdhakanA AtmA sthira bane che. te. sthiratAmAM tRpti meLave che. resanA gheADAne te ghAsa-cAro maLe che. paNa kamANI mAlikane maLe che. teja pramANe zarIra

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 23 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir paNa ghATa.nI jema doDayA kare che. kamANI iMdriya laI jAya che. eTalAja mATe prathama sadananI bahAra nIkaLavu vheIe. cAlIsa (2) vaSa sudhI aravidajI khAja karyAM pachI paNa kahe che ke " mArI kheAja adhurI che." mana mizranI tallInatA na maDana mitre lagna pachI cInu mukha joyuM na hatu. te aneka zAstromAM pAragata thaI gayA hatA, ekaja jagya para 35 varSa rAta-divasa esI rahyA hatA khAvAnA samaye je maLe te khAI letA, tyAMja sUtA, tyAMja jAgatA. ane svapnamAM paNa teja vicAro thALyA karatA pratyeka kSaNe manamAM eja vicArAne chUTayA karatA eka divasa saccA samace dIpakamAM tela khuTI gayu` hatu` tethI tela pUravA mATe temanI patnI tyAM AvI. temanI ekAgratAnA bha Mga thaI gaye.. jyAre te dIpakamAM tela pUravA lAgI ke tuMja AMkhe, uMcI karIne mizrae pUchyu ke tu kANu che ? ahI kevI rIte AvI ? www.kobatirth.org lekhana kAryoMmAM e sarva bhulI gayA hatA. e strI belI :- huM ApanA kAryomAM sahayoga deva: AvI chu huM ApanI patnI bhAminI chuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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24 maMDana mizrane evuM lAgyuM ke zuM A mArI patnI ! vRddhatva AvI gayuM ATalA varSanA lekhana kAryamAM patnIne paNa bhulI gayA hatA. nAma rAkhI dIdhu bhAminI-TIkAmAM temaNe lakhyuM ke je mane bhAminIne sahaga na maLyuM hota te A grantha na ja lakhI zakaye hAta!" jJAnanI zodhamAM kevI tallInatA ! AtmAnA zodhamAM je AvI magnatA AvI jAya te ghara, dukAna parivAra sarva bhulAI jAya. "huM keNuM chuM?" e vAtane vicAra AvI jAya to ! A vAta zabdonA mAdhyamathI thaI zake tema nathI. e zabdonuM varNana karavA zabdane paNa dukALa paDaze. AtmAne paricaya zabdathI nahIM paraMtu anubhavathI thAya che nAhaM e parama AnaMda che. huM kaIka jANuM chuM e ahaMnI bhUmikAmAM jJAna vikRta banI jAya che. dekhADanI kriyA baMdha kare. jovAnI kriyA zarU kare. dekhADanI kiyA pradarzana thaI jaze. emAM kavadarzana nahIM thAya!!!

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 25 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pradarzanathI patana ! ekavAra DemulAne bAdaza ha taraphathI namAja paDhavAnuM AmaMtraNa AvyuM. mullAjIe khIkhIne kahyuM. Aje mAre mAdazAha sAthe namAja paDhavA javAnu che ane pachI zAhI bheAjana paNa maLaze. eTale huM Aje bhuce! DIza. kahevata che ke, pAnna ati turtamam| khImI :- jevI marajI. mullAjI savAranA bhUkhyA namAja paDhavA gayA. namAja paNa leAkeAnA manane dekhADavA mATe mATethI khelavA lAgyA ke jANe khudAnI aMdagI ekalA mullAjI ! bhAvathI na karatA hAya! namAja paDhyA pachI vividha jAtinA pakavAnna meja upara hAjara thayA. sarve vyaktie jamavA besI gai. zAhI mahemAnA tA eka be koLiyA laine uDI gayA. bicArA mullAjI vicAravA lAgyA ke A leke uDI gayA te mAre paNa uThI javu paDaze ! nahI. te leAke mane vivekahIna gaNaze. mullAjI te bicArA bhUkhyA ghare pAchA AvyA. prImIne kahyuM, tuM jaldI rasoI anAva mane bhUkha lAgI che! www.kobatirth.org khISI :-kema zAhIkhANuM khAine paNa peTa na bharAyu ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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26 mullA :-kharAkhara huM zuM kahuM. adhA uDI gayA eTale huM paNa uDI gaye.. mArA peTamAM uMdarA doDAdoDa kare che ane tane majhAka sujhe che ? khIkhI samajadAra hatI teNe mullAjIne kahyuM, sArU have tame aMdara jAe ane pharIthI namAja paDhIne Ave. mullAjIe Azcaya thI kahyuM kema ? bIbI :-paheluM namAja zAhI hatu. te mAdazAha ane amIrone khuza karIne InAma meLavA mATe hatuM dekhAva mATe hatu. muddA mATe nahatu te khudA sudhI na pahoMcavAne kAraNe zAhI bhojana ApanA peTa sudhI na pahoMcI zakayuM ! mATe ja dekhAva mATe karelA dharma AtmA sudhI kayAreya pahoMcatA nathI...!!! sAdhanAthI saphaLatA sva ane sava apa Nu karavAmAM Ave tA jIva nanI sAdhanA pUrNa thAya che. jagatanA jIvAne va bhAva che ke, dhammassa phalamicchati dhammaM necchanti mAnavA | dharmAMnA phaLane sahu koI mAnava icche che, dha ne dhane

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27 kaI IcchatuM nathI. paraMtu pApanA phaLanI kaI IcchA. karatuM nathI. paraMtu jIve pApane AdarapUrvaka, premapUrvaka kare che. puNyanA phaLanI sahu keII kare che paraMtu te AcaraNa vinA zakaya nathI. sAdhanAnuM prathama sAdhana zarIra para AdhArita che. jIvananI sAdhanA kayAMthI zarU karAya che je AtmAne upayogI bane ? jIvananI sAdhanA mukhathI zarU karAya che. nAnI sthiti tUTI jAya che ke huM keha ane pachI sehanI sthiti prApta thaI zake. maha6 nI divAla tUTe te ja 4 nI prApti thAya. kuvAmAM bAdhI sIdhI nAkhe te te bharAtI nathI bAdI name teja te pUrNa bharAya che. jyAre signala name che tyAre Trena paNa sTezanamAM dAkhala thaI zake che. tevI rIte jIvananuM signala che, saddagurU, paramAtmA Adi sAme namana thAya te dharma tatva jIvanamAM praveza kare che. nahIM te te mohathI mUcchita banaze, mATe ja jIvanamAM laghutA Avazyaka che. saMta tulasIdAse paNa kahyuM che ke, " laghutAse prabhutA mile prabhutAse prabhu dUra" / jIvananI sAdhanA mukhathI zarU thAya che. ahIMthI

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28 adam nI durgadha dUra thAya che. ane seenI sugaMdha pragaTa thAya che. tapelAmAM zuM che te cama batAvI Ape che. ema aMtarAtmAmAM zuM che? te mukharUpI camace. batAvI Ape che. svAda pUrNa dUdhapAkamAM rahelA camacAne pUchavAmAM Ave ke tane tRpti maLI? javAba maLaze ke kAMI TesTa ja nathI. ApaNI paNa Aja paristhiti che. dharmasthAna rUpI dudhapAkamAM paramAtmAnuM maMdira sAdhanA mATe suMdara sthaLa che. je ApaNuM jIvana camaca jevuM che. nIkaLatAM kaI pUche ke sAdhanAmAM svAda Ave? te javAba maLaze ke kAMI nahIM, svAdahIna Taste less reja dharma sthAne javA chatAM AtmAnI tRptinuM samAdhAna thayuM ? na thayuM hoya to samajavuM ke sAdhanAmAM kacAza che ! lakSya vinA lAbha nathI...!!! sAdhanA tarapha vadhavA mATe prayatna karavuM jarUrI che. muMbaI javuM hoya te tyAM paNa dizA kArya nizcita karavuM paDe che. jIvana yAtrA mATe mokSa rUpI sTezana

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29 nakkI karavu paDe che. dharUpI AgagADImAM puNya rUpI TIkITanI emAM khAsa jarUra paDe che. eka vakhata droNAcAya gurUe kauravA ane pAMDave.nI parIkSA lIdhI. temaNe kahyuM Aja tamArA lakSyanI, sAdhanAnI parIkSA levAze, sAme vRkSa che. enA para leAnu mrUtara che enI DAbI AMkhane nizAna manAvI tamAre e vIMdhavAnu che..! eka eka kauravane khelAvIne droNAcAya darekane pRchatA hatA ke tame tyAM zuM jue che? - darekanI pAse eka ja javAba maLatA, kaI AkAzane, koI jhADane, koI DALane, te koI pakSIne dekhIe chIe e pramANenA javAba sAMbhaLI droNAcAye anukrame kauravAne ane cAreya pAMDavAne besADI dIdhA. have eka mAtra arjuna ja khAkI hatA. droNacAye tene premathI puchyu... jo meM tane premathI zikhavyu che kheAla tane tyAM zu dekhAya che? arjuna :- kAMI ja dekhAtu nathI mAtra DAyI AMkha sivAya ! droNAcAya :- te lagAvI de nizAna ! ane tuMja santana karatu khANa chUTayuM' ane DAbI AMkha vIdhIne pAchuM AvI gayu ! arjuna eka ja pAsa thaI gayA. A rIte jyAre arjunanu

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30 daseya-lakSya siddha thayuM te tene gurUnI saMpUrNa kRpA. paNa maLI ! huM paNa tamane reja mokSanuM lakSya batAvuM chuM karmane kaI rIte mAravA te paNa batAvuM chuM! ane mAM parIkSA lauM te ? A rIte sAdhanA dvArA sAdhyanA lakSyane paricaya. karavuM jarUrI che jIvananI sAdhanA mukhathI zarU thAya. che. jyAre jIvanano vyavahAra sudhaze tyAre te sAdhanA : pUNa banaze ! mATe ja sAdhanAnI tarapha jhUkatA pahelAM (1) ranI nizrA, (2) vidhine khapa ane (3) lakSyanI jAgRti e traNane jarUra Agraha rAkha. jarUrI che !! niyaMtraNa je mana zetAna che tene saMta banAvavA mATe mananI cAre tarapha niyaMtraNa jarUrI che. yuddhamAM zuM karavAmAM Ave che? vaeNra polIsI zuM che? beMba pheka ereDroma, sTezana, pula Adi para karAya che. kAraNa tyAMthI phUDa saplAya, sainika zasa vi.nI madadanI saMbhAvanA che eTale tyAMthI saplAya kaTa karavA, prathama ahIM boMba pheMkAya che. rezana ane zastra na maLe te senika laDI zake ?

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31 ka sAthe paNa A rIte yuddha karavAnu che. bilkula saplAya kaTa. nahI. teA niSphaLatA !!! pAMca indriyA ane viSayenI saplAI baMdha karI devI joie. evuM karavAthI sa sAra svarga ane che. je divase te saplAI kaTa thaI jAya. te ja vakhate pUrNatA prApta thaI jAya che, saplAI kaTa karavA mATe satyanI upAsanAnI jarUra che. ene mATe m ne aham nArA ane nAhanI AvazyakatA jarUrI che. Ama karavAthI mananeA zetAna cAlyuM jaze. mana sthira banaze. ane sthiratAmAM AtmAnubhava thAya che. mana jJAtA ane dRSTA samAna daNa jevu khanI jaze..... daNane svabhAva che.... jevu che tevu jovAne ! darpaNu jevuM hRdaya manAvavu joie ! manane! svabhAva che jovAnA ! paricaya karavAnI ! daNane badhAne paricaya heAya che paraMtu te keine! ce sa'graha karatuM nathI. manane paNa evu manAvA. te sarvane paricaya kare paNa saMgraha kAine ye na kare ! nahI teA sagraha karaze teA sagha janmaze. eTalA mATe ja manane rAtA, dRSTa ane ane sthira manAvA. manane sthira banAvavA mATe bhASAmAM viveka ane ahAra upara saMyama jarUrI che....!!!

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32 tI thayA trA vyakti sudhare che te samaSTi sudhare che, parivAra sudhare che, samAja sudhare che, ane rASTra paNa sudhare che. A deza rAmarAjya samAna bane che. paramANuMnuM ricArja thavAthI saMpUrNa pRthvI tIrthabhUmi bane che. pachI tyAM sAdhanA karanArAomAM zuddha paramA Aija bane che. mATe ja tIrthayAtrA karavAnuM kahyuM che. tIrtha bhUmimAM aneka avatArI purUSonA paramANu sparza thayela che. te sparzathI suSupta manamA jAgRta bane che. tenI bhAvanA udhvagAmI bane che. suvicArenI puSTi thAya che. te paramANu nA prabhAvathI strI banyAti dhanya bane che!!! nIrA zakta ghaNAM varSo pUrve Adya zaMkarAcArya paNa karI rahyA hatA. emanA emanA manamAM vicAra Avyo ke sAdhanA mATe maThanI sthApanA karyA kathvI? e parama sAdhaka hatA. e samayanA yugapurUSa, vedajJAtA, nispRhI hatA, AdhyAtmika mArgo para vicaranArA, saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM tyAgI ane saMsAthI alipta hatA.

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33 dharmane kAraNe vairAgya manathI saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa saMsAranI Asakti te vyaktine bhIjavI zakatI nathI enAmAM rahelI vAsanA sukAI jAya che. AvA zaMkarAcAryajI bramaNa karatAM (2) dakSiNamAM AvIne AzramanI sthApanA karI. tyAM temaNe eka Azcarya joyuM. e AzcaryanuM samAdhAna karavA temaNe AsapAsamAM rahelA kaSi munIone puchayuM. AvA baLabatA tApamAM eka ghAyala thayelA deDake garama retImAM paDa hatuM, taraphaDatA hate ! ane te deDakA upara eka nAgarAja phaNA karIne chAyA pAtharIne beThA hatA. ke jenAthI deDakAne tApa na lAge. temanA mananA Azcaryane samajavA mATe trASi munione pUchayuM ke AnuM rahasya zuM che? kAraNa deDakAM ane sApane te jAti vara hoya che. chatAM Ama kema? paramANuMno prabhAva...? RSimunie kahyuM, ahIMnI bhUmine paramANuMone e prabhAva che ! ke rahI hiMsaka prANI paNa ahiMsaka banI jAya che...! ahIM varSa sudhI zRMgerISie Atma sAdhanA karI. teonA AhAra vihAra, AcAra-vicAra ati pavitra hatA. eTalA mATe enA zuddha paramANuthI A bhUmi pavitra banI gaI. A kSetranI parisImamAM AvanAra pratyeka jIve mUrzita avasthAmAM paNa jAgRta banI jAya che AcArathI kemaLa ane hRdayathI dayALu bane che.

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34 '' A sAMbhaLI zaMkarAcAryajIe A pavitra bhUmi mAM ja maThanI sthApanA karavA nizcaya karyuM. karyAM. A bhUmi pavitra tItha che. eTalA mATe emaNe prathama maThanI sthApanA zRMgerImAM karI. vicAranI kuzAgratA :-eka vakhata zakarAcA cha nadI kinAre snAna karIne AvatA hatA. kAraNasara gusse bharAI gayA. eka hirajana jhADu vALatA hatA ane acAnaka e DenA sparza emane thaI gaye...ane gussAmAM ja elI gayA...! ... re.... cAMDAla ! AMdhaLA ! jANate nathI ke huM' keNa chuM? nadImAM snAna karI pavitra thaine AvatA hatA ane tArA sparzathI hu* apavitra thaI gaye...! hArajane te vakhate samajAvyA... hejine hAtha joDIne kahyuM mahArAja ! mane mApha kare. mAre paNa Aje nadImAM snAna karavuM paDaze !!! zaMkarAcAya vicAramAM paDI gayA....jijJAsAthI sahajabhAve pUchyuM kema ? harijana elye....! sa MtamahAtmA Aje te mane mahAcAMDAlane sparza thaI gaye.... mATe mAre snAna karavu paDaze ! harijananu hRdaya sa MtanA jevuM nimaLa hatu, jJAnanA jANakAra hatA, jIvananAM Adarza uttama hatA. upazama kI gaMgA :-sAdhanAnI bhUmikAmAM uparAma

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35 joIe. upazama vinA cittanI sthiratA nahI ane cittanI sthiratA vinA satyanI pratitI thatI nathI harijana bolyA :-bhagavana! Apa jevA pavitra purUSanI aMdara krodha e mahAcAMDAla je che e mahAcalanA sparzane kAraNe mAre snAna karavuM paDaze. A sAMbhaLI zaMkarAcAryane ghera pazcAtApa thaye. temane harijanane khUba dhanyavAda dIdho ane kahyuM te mane Aje jAgRta karI dIdhuM che. Aja huM kharekhara saMta banI gaye....! meM akArya karyuM che, saMte mATe A neTI bhUla che.... vAtrAnuM tim nAnuM che bhUlane svIkAra karanArA enA saMzodhana mATe jAta rahe che ane jAgRta avasthA ja saMzodhana kare che....!! AtmadazAne paricaya AtmadazAne bhAva Avaze te popakAravRtti Apa Apa janmaze. ane pachI e aMdhakAramAM svayaMne prakAza mArga batAvaze. dharmagrantha ane svAthAya dvArA svayaMne paricaya thAya che. paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcavAnI prakiyAne rAjamArga maLe che. - paramAtmAne prApta karavA mATe rastA aneka che.

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36 paricayanA sAdhana alaga alaga che. eTale ekavAra paricaya thatAM AtmA pU`tA prApta kare che. dRSTAMta ekavAr siMhanuM baccuM jaMgala mA bhUlI gayuM ane ziyALanA ToLAmAM bhaLI gayuM ziyALanI sAkhatathI tenu si MhapaNu adRzya thai gayuM e kAyara manI gayuM peAtAnA sa MskAra bhUlI gayuM. anukrame te yuvAna manyu. ekavAra eka si hu zikAranI kheAjamAM tyAM ANye. ane jorathI garjanA karI. siMhanI eka khAsiyata che ke te gajranA karyAM vinA zikAra kayAreya paNa karatA nathI. AtmAmAM paramAtmAnI pukAra heAya che. sahakA ne nahI paNa kAraNane pakaDe che. jyAre kRtI pattharane pakaDaze. patthara mAranArane nahIM! siMhu gALIne nahIM paNa. gALI zeDanArane ja pakaDaze...! siMhanI garjanAthI DarapeAka ziyALIyAe bhAgI gayA. sihanA baccAmAM paNa varSoMthI kAyaratA jIvatI. hatI, vIyatva cAlI gayuM hatu. tethI te paNa bhAgavA lAgyuM. siMhe ene pakaDIne puchyu ela ! A kAyaratA kyAMthI AvI ? jyAM pazrciya tyAM pUrNatA H-svaya MnA paricaya

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37 bhUlAI gaye huM paNa ziyALachuM evuM mAnavAthI te DarapeAka banI gayu....hatuM....enAmAM svayaMnI pratItI naheAtI rahI. te svayaMne ja bhUlI gayuM. siMha ene pakaDIne jaLAzaya pAse lai gaye.. sthira pANImAM tene mAM jovA mATe kahyuM...."tuM tArU mAM pANImAM jo" ! tArAmAM ane mArAmAM ApaNA anemAM kAMi phka nathI. ApaNuM svarUpa ekaja che. paricaya maLatAMja te pUrNa thaI gayu siMhe kahyuM...have garjanA kara...sava tArAthI bhAgI jaze...ane sihunu accu siMhanI sAthe cAlI nIkanyu. ApaNI paNa AvIja sthiti che....sasAramAM rahIne ziyALIyA jevA kAyara anyA chIe...have ekaja jAgRti pUrvaka virAganI bUma pADavAnI jarUra cheke jenAthI viSaya-kaSAya-mAha mAyA prapaca Adi rUpa ziyALIyAo dUra bhAgI jAya...vArevAre AvIne herAna na kare..! ApaNAmAM ja koI mahAvIra che, rAmakRSNa che. ekaja gajanA mAtrathI dha-kayAMya vilina thaI jaze ! ane zAstra rUpI dapa NamAM ApaNAmAM ane mahAvIramAM kaI pharaka dekhAze nahI. tamane jAgRta karavA mATeja hu' cillAi rahyo chu....!!! te parama satya che. A rIte je AtmA

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38 svayaMne jANI jaze te svayaMmAM sthiratA ane pUrNatA prApta karaze. eTalA mATe ja AtmAne jovA mATe ciMtananI jarUra che. jenAthI AtmA zuSka banaze. dharma kiyA. pragaTa thaze. saMsAranA kaSAyane Aga lAgatAM baLIne bharama thaI jaze. AtmApUrNa banI jaze...!! maunanuM mahatva :-- "vacana ratana mukha koTaDI, bhayaMkara dIjIe tALa. grAhaka hoya te khAlIe, vacana ma ALa paMpALI" 1che vacana e ratnane bhaMDAra che. keI uttama grAhaka AvI jAyate mukharUpI bhaMDAra kholI nAkhe. ane be-cAra. ratna ApI de...teno aMtarAtmA tRpta banI jaze! prema saMpAdana karyA pachI je grAhaka cAle jAya te pharI e mukharUpI (TaDI) bhaMDAra baMdha karI gho....! maunanI ArAdhanA te sAdhanA che. belavAthI sAdhanA lUMTAI jAya che.

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39 nathI cittanI sthiratA prApta thAya che. bolavAthI cittanI caMcaLatA vRddhi pAme che.! vacana tAta vIghAta !" vacana-vANInA patanathI zarIranI zaktine nAza thAya che. A vaijJAnika raSTi e paNa satya che. eka pauDe dUdha pIvAthI je zakti maLe che. te eka zabda bolavA mAtrathI nAza pAme che. DokaTara pAsethI Arogya prApta thAya che. sAdhu pAsethI AtmA nirogI lAiva prApta kare che ochu belavAthI vicAre uttama ane umadA ane che. svAnubhUti jAgRta thAya che. mauna e sAdhanAnuM sAdhana che. hita, mita, ane pathya bolavuM joIe ane hita, mita, ane pathya khAvuM joIe... viveka vinA belavAthI kaTutA ubhI thAya che. mATe belatA pahelAM emAM mIThAzanI zAkara nAkhe. saMta purUSane zabda AMtarika jAgRtimAMthI janma che rAmakRSNa paramahaMsanI vANI para keM kurabAna thaI jatA. - vivekAnaMda bolatA te garjatA thatI. e jevuM bAlatA tevuM ja AcaraNa karatA hatA. sadAcArInA vacanamAM garjanA heAya che...!

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40 bhAratIya tatvanI zreSThatA : eka divasa amerikAmAM eka pAdarIe svAmi vivekAnaMdane AmaMtraNa Apyu. temanA ghare temaNe bAlAgyA. pAdarIe jANIbujhIne bhAratIya tatva para vyaga karyAM.... ane Tebala upara pustakA evI rIte geAThavyA ke svAmi vivekAnaMdanI najara enA upara paDe... pAdarIe sauthI nAca gItA rAkhI. ane sauthI upara bAibala rAkhyuM.... tyAMthI pasAra thatAM svAbhAvikatAthI pAdarI khelyA.... are jue tA... svAmijI....! A kevA sa`cAga...! sauthI upara Akhala ane sauthI nIce gItA...! bhAratIya saMta sahiSNu hAya che. teo koinA upara vyaMga karatA nathI. ayeAgya mAga kayAreya apa nAvatA nathI. sava dhama pratye AdaravALA hAya che. ane.... svAmijI jarA hasyA.... ane ane pAdarIne dhanyavAda ApatAM AdarapUrvaka khelyA...huM tamane namra nivedana karUM chuM... bAibala upara che ene huM Adara karUM che paraM tu * eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke gItA jyAM che te tyAM ja rahevA dejo... ane tyAMthI kadI UMcakatA nahI... kemake aMte phAunDezana che. ene ucakI leze te AIbala nIce paDI jaze... te enu muLa che... AvI hatI svAmi vivekAnandanI bauddhika pratibhA... !!!

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