Main Kaun Hu

Author(s): Nityanandvijay
Publisher: Z_Jayantsensuri_Abhinandan_Granth_012046.pdf
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/211759/1

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/ maiM kauna hU~? ] (munirAja zrI nityAnaMda vijayajI mahArAja) vAdoM tathA vivAdoM se ghirA mAnava apane jIvana kI kaI saphalatA nahIM hai| zarIra kA bananA gutthiyAM hala karane ke lie prayatnazIla hai| usakA svayaM ke bAre yA miTanA sirpha pudgala kA parivartana meM bhI pramapUrNa cintana hai| vaha AsamAna meM bAdala ke choTe se hai| jo usakA apanA nahIM hai, usake Tukar3e ko dekha kara pUre AsamAna kA viziSTa jJAna ho jAne kA prati Asakti jAgrata ho jAne ke kAraNa bhrama pAle hue hai| ananta AkAza gaMgA kI asIma kSamatAoM ko yaha bhramapUrNa sthiti hai| apanI muTThI meM baMda kara lene kI prAmaka sthiti meM vaha jI rahA hai| prazna yaha uThatA hai ki yaha vaha svayaM ke sAtha dhokhA kara rahA hai| svayaM ke prati hI vizvAsaghAta jAnate bUjhate hue bhI ki mAnava apanI kI kRtrima sthiti usane utpanna kara rakhI hai| vaha kue ke meMDhaka dharohara ke rUpa meM jise mAna rahA hai, kI taraha uchalatA hai tathA pUre mahAsAgara kI sImAeM nApane kA dAvA zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI ma. vaha usakI apanI vAstavika dharohara karatA hai| isa kAraNa use spaSTa nahIM ho pA rahA hai ki usakI nahIM hai, vaha eka dina dhokhA dene vAlI hai, mAnava kyoM usake prati svayaMkI dizA kyA hai? usakI Atmika sthiti kyA hai? bAvalA hai? spaSTa hai ki anAdikAla se calI A rahI hamArI vyakti kA apane Apake prati pramita rahanA hI sarvAdhika visphoTaka AtmA jina kusaMskAroM meM ruci banAe rakhane kI AdI bana gaI hai, sthiti hai| vyakti samajha hI nahIM pAtA ki vaha kyoM jI rahA hai? kyA ve kusaMskAra hI use acche lagane lage haiN| indriyAM kSaNika sukhoM janma lenA aura mRtyu ko prApta karanA, usake lie koI bAdhyatA hai? kyA aisA karanA usake lie kisI vijAtIya zakti ke kAraNa ke prati mohita hai| aise kSaNika sukha jinakI paramparA du:khoM se anivAryatA hai? kyA vaha apane Apako isa duScakra se ubAra nahIM pUrNa hai tathA jinakA pariNAma duHkha hai| viSThA kA kIr3A viSThA kI sakatA? kyA mAnava jAnatA hai ki usakI apanI zakti ina sabhI gaMdagI meM hI AnaMda manAtA rahatA hai| yahI sthiti hamArI hai, kusaMskAroM pramajAloM ko tor3akara AtmAko ucca sthiti taka pahuMcA pAne meM sakSama kI hamArI pUrva pravRttiyAM kusaMskAroM se hameM alaga nahIM hone detii| hai? uttara sakArAtmaka prApta hoNge| vaha bher3oMkI revar3a meM bharatI ho jaba hamAre pUrva meM baMdhe karmoM kA udaya hotA hai aura usase hameM phala jAne ke kAraNa apane zaktimAna siMha svarUpa ko vismRta kara gayA milatA hai, taba hama apane puruSArtha kA sambala dekara usa phala kA hai| use AbhAsa hI nahIM hotA ki bher3oM ke sAtha rahanA, usakI mUla svAda lete hue prasanna hote haiN| hamArI yaha prasannatA hI hamAre apane sthiti nahIM hai| apane Apako bhUlA hone ke kAraNa vaha apane astitva svayaM ke prati kiyA gayA dhokhA hai| isI prama ke kAraNa hama sahI ko saMkaToM meM phaMsAe hue hai| dizA ko prApta nahIM kara pA rahe haiN| sukha tathA du:kha kI bheda rekhA jIvana ke jina mUlyoM ke prati mAnava ko AtmArpita honA kA spaSTa antara kara pAne meM hama vivekahIna banate jA rahe haiN| indriyAM cAhie, ve mUlya spaSTa nahIM haiN| Aja kA mAnava na jAne kyoM hamArI mitra nahIM haiM, apanA Atma puruSArtha kara hama unheM apanA mitra bhautikatA kI aMdhI AMdhI meM bhaTakatA jA rahA hai| usakA AkarSaNa banA sakate haiM lekina banAne kI icchA taka kA hamameM abhAva hai| Atmika sukha nahIM, bhautika AzaMsAeM bana gayA hai| indriyoM ke indriyoM ko manamAnA vyavahAra karate rahane dene ke kAraNa indriyajanya sukhoM ke lie nita nae AviSkAroM meM juTA huA hai| bhautika sukhoM kI visphoTaka pariNati samajha pAne meM hama viphala haiN| phira samRddhi ko usane jIvana kA rahasya mAna liyA hai| bhautikatA meM anAdikAla se burI pravRttiyoM meM sukha kI anubhUti karane kI hamArI use kSaNika sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai| vaha nahIM samajha rahA ki Adata hI hamAre vikAsa ke mArga meM Ar3e A rahI hai| jo nAzavAna hai, usameM ruci banAnA vyartha hai| zarIra usakA apanA mAnava ghirA huA hai| vaha kupravRttioM meM najarabaMda sA hai| nahIM hai, indriyAM usakI sahAyaka mitra nahIM haiN| jisa dina zarIra vaha svastha zvAsa lene taka meM apane Apako akSama pA rahA hai| miTanevAlA hai, vahI usakI yAtrA kA antima par3Ava nahIM hai| vaha bhautika sAdhanoM kI bahulatA usakI dRSTi ko AdhyAtmika to nae bhava kA prAraMbha hai| eka bhava kA anta dUsare bhavake zrIgaNeza (zeSa pRSTha 4 para) kA saMketa hai| eka bhava kI samApti ke bAda use dUsare bhavakI ora bar3hanA hI hai| bhavoM-bhavoM kA paribhramaNa usakI yAtrA kI zrImada jayaMtasenasUri abhinaMdana maMtha/vAcanA 18 rAga dveSa ho citta meM, antara bharA ajJAna / jayantasena dUSita mana, pAtA kaba sadajJAna-brary.org