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________________ 10 janavarI 2011 jinavANI .34 jIvana ke kalAkAra : sadguru upAdhyAya zrI puSkara muni jI ma.sA. sadguru hamAre jIvana ke prakAza-stambha haiM / ve sacce mArgadarzaka evaM kuzala nAvika haiN| pApiyoM ke jIvana ko bhI ve ujjvala evaM nirmala banAne meM sakSama haiN| sadguru kA milanA saubhAgya kA sUcaka hai| upAdhyAya zrI puSkara muni jI kI prabhAvapUrNa zailI meM nibaddha yaha pravacanAtmaka Alekha sadguru ke mahattva kA kuzalatApUrvaka nirUpaNa karatA hai| -sampAdaka eka yAtrI rAtri kA samaya hai| andhakAra se bhUmaNDala vyApta hai| netra sampUrNa zakti lagAkara ke bhI dekha nahIM pA rahe haiN| sunasAna jaMgala hai| eka yAtrI usa ghanAndhakAra meM cala rahA hai, kintu timira kI atyadhikatA ke kAraNa mArga dikhalAI nahIM de rahA hai| usake paira lar3akhar3A rahe haiM, vaha do kadama Age bar3hatA hai aura dasa kadama punaH pIche khisakatA hai| vaha kabhI caTTAna se TakarAtA hai aura kabhI garta meM gira par3atA hai| vaha kabhI nukIle tIkSNa kA~ToM se bIMdhA jAtA hai to kabhI komala-kusumoM ke sparza se nAgarAja kI kalpanA kara bhayabhIta hotA hai| kabhI use ajJAta pazu aura pakSiyoM kI vicitra dhvaniyA~ sunAI detI haiN| bhaya kI bhISaNatA se usakA hRdaya kA~pa rahA hai, buddhi cakarA rahI hai tathA mana vikala aura vihvala hai| vaha soca nahIM pA rahA hai ki mujhe kidhara calanA hai aura merA gantavya mArga kidhara hai? aisI sthiti meM eka vyakti hAtha meM sarcalAiTa lekara Aye aura usa pathika se kahe- ghabarAo nahIM, bhaya se kA~po nahIM, maiM tumheM tumhAre abhISTa sthAna para pahuMcA detA huuN| calo, isa camacamAte hue divya prakAza meM, to batAiye! usa pathika ke antarmAnasa meM prasannatA kI kitanI lahareM hoMgI? usa samaya vaha kitanA prasanna hogA? kauna batAve vATa hama aura Apa bhI yAtrI haiN| Aja se nahIM, apitu ananta-ananta kAla se yAtrA kara rahe haiM, saMsAra rUpI bhayAnaka jaMgala meM / ajJAna kA gaharA andhakAra chAyA huA hai jisase sahI mArga dikhalAI nahIM de rahA hai| kabhI hama svarga kI caTTAna se TakarAye haiM aura kabhI hama naraka ke mahAgarta meM gire haiM, kabhI tiryaMca ke kA~ToM se biMdhe haiM aura kabhI mAnava-jIvanarUpI phUloM kA bhI sparza huA hai, kabhI krodha-mAna-mAyA aura lobha-rUpI pazuoM ne hama meM bhaya kA saMcAra kiyA hai| hamArI sthiti bhI usa pathika kI taraha DAMvADola hai| usa samaya sadguru jJAnarUpI sarcalAiTa lekara Ate haiM aura ziSya ko kahate haiM ki ghabarAo nahIM, maiM tumheM sahI mArga batAtA hU~, jJAna ke nirmala prakAza meM cale calo, bar3he calo apane lakSya kI ora / usa samaya sAdhaka kA hRdaya bhI Ananda vibhora hokara gA Jain Educationa International For Personal and Private Use Only
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________________ 10 janavarI 2011 uThatA hai jinavANI guru bina kauna batAve vATa / patha-pradarzaka sadguru saccA pathapradarzaka hai| vaha bhUle-bhaTake aura gumarAha insAnoM ko mArga dikhalAtA hai / hatAza aura nirAza vyaktiyoM meM vidyuta sadRza preraNAe~ detA hai| kumArga se haTAkara sanmArga kI ora bar3hAtA hai / vaha moha, mAyA aura mithyAtva ke aMdhakAra se ubAratA hai, etadartha hI kezavadAsa ne gAyA hai cinagArI sadguru zaraNa bina, ajJAna timira Talaze nahIM re / sadguru kI zaraNa grahaNa kiye binA ajJAna - andhakAra kabhI naSTa nahIM hogaa| guru zabda kA artha hI vaiyAkaraNoM ne gu-andhakAra, ru-nAza karane vAlA kiyA hai| jo ajJAna andhakAra ko naSTa karatA hai vaha guru hai / kahA bhI hai 35 'gu zabdastvandhakArasya', 'ru' zabdastannirodhakaH andhakAranirodhatvAd gururityabhidhIyate // hameM jJAna kI cinagArI dete haiM, jaise eka bahina jise bhojana nirmANa karanA hai, para pAsa meM mAcisa nahIM hai to vaha sannikaTastha par3ausI ke vahA~ jAtI hai aura usake cUlhe meM se eka cingArI lAtI hai tathA use sulagA kara bhojana kA nirmANa kara letI hai vaise hI sadguru ke pAsa meM se jJAna kI camacamAtI cinagArI lekara hameM apane jIvana kA nava-nirmANa karanA hai / - pAvara hAusa Jain Educationa International sadguru jJAna kA pAvara hAusa hai| pAvara hAusa meM pAvara pUrNa ho, para yadi balba meM vikRti ho athavA negeTiva-pojiTiva tAra TUTe hue hoM to Apa kitanA hI svica dabAveM to bhI prakAza nahIM hogaa| sadguru rUpI pAvara hAusa meM jJAna kA pUrNa pAvara bharA huA hai| yadi hamAre jIvana rUpI balba meM mithyAtva kI vikRti hai yA vinaya aura vivekarUpI tAra TUTe hue haiM to bar3e se bar3e guru kI zaraNa prApta karake bhI hama apane jIvana ko prakAzita nahIM kara sakate / bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra ke pAsa svarNa mahaloM meM rahane vAle samrAT Aye, rAjA Aye, rAjakumAra Aye, rAjarAniyA~ AIM, rAjamAtAe~ AIM, aura rAjakumAriyA~ AIM, U~cI aTTAlikAoM meM rahane vAle ibhya seTha Aye, seThAniyA~ AIM, seTha - putra Aye, seTha-putriyA~ aaiiN| TUTI-phUTI jhopar3iyoM meM rahane vAle dIna Aye, anAtha Aye, para jinake jIvana-rUpI balba meM mithyAtva-rUpI vikRti nahIM thI, jinake vinaya aura viveka rUpI tAra TUTe hue nahIM the unakA jIvana prakAza se jagamagA uThA thA, aura jinake jIvana rUpI balba kharAba the, aura vinayaviveka rUpI tAra TUTe hue the unake jIvana meM prakAza nahIM ho sakA / For Personal and Private Use Only
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________________ 36 jinavANI | 10 janavarI 2011 | bhagavatI sUtra meM bhagavAn zrI mahAvIra ke jamAI jamAlI kA varNana hai / vaha bhagavAna ke pIyUSavarSI pravacanoM ko zravaNa kara pA~ca sau kSatriya kumAroM ke sAtha pravrajita hokara bhagavAna kA ziSya banatA hai| AgamoM kA gaMbhIra adhyayana bhI karatA hai, tapa se AtmA ko tapAtA bhI hai, para jIvanarUpI balba vikRta thA jisase bhagavAna sadRza sarvajJa sarvadarzI ko prApta karake bhI apane jIvana ko camakA nahIM sakA / maMkhalIputra gozAlaka bhI mahAvIra kA antevAsI banA / chaha varSa taka nirantara chAyA kI taraha sAtha rahA; kintu vaha andhakAra meM hI bhaTakatA rahA, apane jIvana ko prakAzita nahIM kara sakA / bhagavAna ke avarNavAda se usane apanI AtmA adhika kAlI banA lii| sadguru kI zaraNa meM pahu~cakara bhI usane apanA divAlA nikAla diyA, etadartha hI maiM kaha rahA hU~ ki sadguru meM jJAna kA akhaNDa prakAza hone ke bAvajUda bhI yadi ziSya meM yogyatA nahIM hai to vaha apane jIvana ko Alokita nahIM kara sktaa| kalAkAra ___ sadguru eka saphala kalAkAra hai| kalAkAra jaise eka anaghar3a patthara ko aisI sundara AkRti pradAna karatA hai jise dekhate hI darzaka Ananda-vibhora ho jAtA hai vaise hI sadguru bhI asaMskArI AtmA ko aisI saMskArI banA detA hai ki jisameM jIvana bolane lagatA hai| arjuna mAlAkAra jo eka dina hatyArA thA, jisake nAma se rAjagRha ke nivAsI kA~pate the, nagara se bAhara nikalane kA nAma nahIM lete the; kintu sudarzana ke sAtha vaha bhagavAn zrI mahAvIra ke caraNAravindoM meM pahu~catA hai aura mahAvIra kA ziSya bana jAtA hai| bele-bele vaha pAraNA karatA hai aura pAraNA ke lie pratijJAbaddha hokara jaba nagara meM jAtA hai taba use aneka tAr3anA, tarjanA aura trAsa diyA jAtA hai taba bhI vaha Akroza nahIM karatA hai, yaha hai sadguru kI kalA / aMgulImAla jo eka dina bhayaMkara DAkU thA aura apane gale meM aMguliyoM kI mAlA pahanA karatA thA, jisakI A~khoM se khUna barasatA thA, kintu jIvana ke kalAkAra sadguru mahAtmA buddha ne usake jIvana ko badala diyA, hiMsaka ko ahiMsaka banA diyA / samrAT pradezI jo krUra, kaThora aura nirdaya thA, manovinoda ke lie hI usane anekoM ko mauta ke ghATa utAra diyA thaa| prajAvarga jisase sadA bhayabhIta rahatA thA, para catura citta kI prabala preraNA se utprerita hokara mahAzramaNa kezI mahArAja usake jIvana kA nirmANa karane hetu zvetAmbikA Ate haiM aura usake jIvana ko aisA badala dete haiM ki mahArAnI sUryakAntA ke dvArA viSa-dAna dene para bhI samrAT zAnta, prazAnta aura upazAnta rahate haiM / yaha hai sadguru kA cmtkaar| sTezana sadguru jIvana rUpI Trena kA sTezana hai| Trena yadi sTezana para rukatI hai to use vahA~ kisI bhI prakAra kA khatarA nahIM hotA, yadi usameM kisI bhI prakAra kI koI vikRti utpanna ho jAya to vahA~ zIghra hI durusta kI jA sakatI hai| sTezana para hI use pAnI milatA hai, koyalA milatA hai aura vizrAnti milatI hai| jIvana rUpI Trena kA sTezana sadguru hai, yadi hamAre jIvana meM kisI bhI prakAra kI vikRti paidA ho gaI hai to sadguru use zIghra hI ThIka kara Jain Educationa International For Personal and Private Use Only
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________________ | 10 janavarI 2011 jinavANI 37 deNge| dIkSA kI Aja prathama rAta thI, megha muni kA Asana dvAra ke pAsa lagA thA / andhakAra ke kAraNa muniyoM ke paira va rajoharaNa ke sparza se megha muni kI nidrA bhaMga ho gii| cintana cintA meM badala gyaa| maiM jaba rAjakumAra thA taba ye muni-jana merA satkAra aura sammAna karate the, mujhe prema karate the| Aja muni banate hI yaha sthiti hai kiThokareM khAnI par3a rahI haiM / zreyaskara yahI hai ki prAtaH mahAvIra ko ye sAre vastra-pAtra sa~bhalA kara gRhastha bana jaauuN| rAta bhara isa prakAra mAnasa meM udher3abuna calatI rahI, prAtaH mahAvIra ke caraNoM meM pahu~ce / sarvajJa sarvadarzI mahAvIra ne unako rAta ke samaya mAnasa meM uThI vicAra-lahariyoM para prakAza DAlate hue batalAyA ki megha tU pUrvabhava meM kauna thA, aura kisa prakAra ke kaSTa tUne sahana kiye aura aba tanika se kaSTa se ghabarA gayA hai| megha kA mAnasa durasta ho jAtA hai| viveka kA nirmala nIra tathA cintana kA khAdya milate hI usane pratijJA grahaNa kI ki Aja se maiM netroM ke atirikta sarva-zarIra se santoM kI sevA hetu samarpita karatA huuN| kuzala nAvika sadguru jIvana-rUpI naukA kA saphala aura kuzala nAvika hai| jo saMsAra rUpI sAgara meM se tathA krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha rUpI tUphAna meM se sakuzala pAra pahuMcA detA hai / etadartha hI sadguru kI mahimA kA baqhAna karate hue eka vaidika RSi ne kahA hai gururbrahmA, gururviSNu, gururdevo mahezvaraH / guruH sAkSAt paraM brahma, tasmai sadagurave nmH|| mahattva- bhagavAna se bhI sadguru kA mahattva adhika hai| eka vaidika RSi ne to yahA~ taka kahA hai- bhagavAna yadi ruSTa ho jAya to sadguru bacA sakatA hai, para sadguru ruSTa ho jAya to bhagavAna kI bhI zakti nahIM jo use ubAra ske| harI ruSTe gurustrAtA, gurI ruSTe na ca shivH| tasmAtsarvaprayatnena, gurumeva prsaadyet|| durlabha kyA? ___ eka jijJAsu ne eka vicAraka se pUchA- isa saMsAra meM durlabha kyA hai? 'kiM durlabhaM?' vicAraka ne gaMbhIra cintana ke pazcAt usase kahA-anya vastue~ milanI sarala hai, sahaja hai, para sadguru kA milanA kaThina hai, kaThinatama hai 'sadguravastriloke' / vastutaH sadguru kA milanA bar3A hI kaThina hai| eka sajjana ne batAyA ki bhAratavarSa meM isa samaya nabbe lAkha ke lagabhaga guruoM kI phauja hai, jinake pAsa rahane ke lie bhavya bhavana haiM, phirane ke lie hAthI, ghor3e aura kAreM haiM, aura mauja karane ke lie tijoriyA~ bharI par3I haiM? kyA vastutaH ve guru haiM? ye guru kaise? eka dArzanika jA rahA thA, gaganacumbI maThoM ko dekhakara usane sAmane Ate hue eka sajjana se pUchA- ye Jain Educationa International For Personal and Private Use Only
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________________ 38 jinavANI | 10 janavarI 2011 || sundara maTha kisake camaka rahe haiM? usane uttara dete hue kahA- udAsiyoM ke / vaha socane lagA ki jo saMsAra se udAsa haiM aura unake maTha! yaha kaise sambhava hai? madonmatta hAthI jhUmate hue dikhalAI diye / usane phira prazna kiyA- ye hAthI kisake haiM? to usa sajjana ne kahA vairAgiyoM ke haiM? vaha soca nahIM pA rahA thA ki jo vairAgI hoM, jinake mana meM vairAgya kI jyoti jala rahI ho unake pAsa hAthI kaise ho sakate haiM! kucha aura Age bar3hA to kucha bacce khelate hue dikhalAI diye, usane pUchA ye bacce kisake khela rahe haiM? uttara milA- brahmacAriyoM ke? brahmacArI aura phira bacce? Age bar3hane para kucha bahineM AtI huI dRSTigocara huIM? pUchA kisakI haiM? to uttara milA-santoM kii| santa hokara jo patniyA~ rakheM ve santa hI kaise haiM? hA~ to, yaha hai nAmadhArI guru kahalAne vAloM kA zabda citra! vastutaH ve guru nahIM haiN| jo isa taraha svayaM bhoga-vilAsa meM nimagna rahate hoM aura vyasanoM se vyathita hoM, ve guru kaise bana sakate haiM? aise nAmadhArI guruoM ne hI sadguru ke mahattva ko kama kara diyA hai| sadguru sadguru ke lie apekSita hai ki vaha pA~ca indriyoM ko vaza meM karane vAlA ho, tathA navavidha brahmacarya guptiyoM ko dhAraNa karane vAlA ho / krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha se mukta ho; ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha se yukta ho; jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa aura vIrya se sampanna ho; IryA, bhASA, eSaNA, AdAnabhaNDamAtra aura uccAra prasravaNa-khela-jalla saMsthApanikA samiti tathA mana, vacana aura kAya kA gopana karane vAlA ho| isa prakAra jo ina sadguNoM kA dhAraka hai, vahI vastutaH sadguru hai| jo ina sadguNoM ke parIkSaNaprastara para kharA utaratA hai use hI bhAratIya maharSiyoM ne sadguru kahA hai paMcidiya-saMvaraNo, taha navaviha baMbhacera guttidhro| cauviha-kasAya-mukko, ia avarasa guNehi sNjutto|| paMca-mahavvaya jutto, paMcavihAyAra-pAlaNa smttho| paMca samio tigutto, chattIsa-guNo guru mjjhaa|| vastutaH sadguru kA mahattva aparampAra hai| dIpaka ko prakAzita karane ke lie jaise tela kI AvazyakatA hai, ghar3I ko calAne ke lie cAbI kI jarUrata hai, zarIra ko hRSTa-puSTa banAne ke lie bhojana Avazyaka hai vaise hI jIvana ko pragatizIla banAne ke lie sadguru kI AvazyakatA hai| sadguru hI jIvana ke sacce nirmAtA haiN| - 'dharma kA kalpavRkSa : jIvana ke AMgana meM' pustaka se sAbhAra Jain Educationa International For Personal and Private Use Only