Brahamacharya Sankshipt

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008848/1

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita samajathI prApta brahmacarya (saMkSipta) are, AvuM to na jANyuM kada ! lokone abrahmacaryanI vAtamAM zuM nukasAna ame zuM phAyado, tathA enI keTalI badhI javAbadArIo che, e samamAM Ave ane brahmacarya pALe, eTalA mATe ja brahmacarya upara ame bolyA chIe, enuM A "pustaka" banyuM che. baghAM e evuM kahyuM che ke 'abrahmacarya khoTuM che, brahmacarya pALavuM joIe? 'alyA bhaI, kevI rIte abrahmacarya baMgha thAya ?' eno rasto ja batAvyo nathI. mATe A'pustakamAM bagho rasto ja che. te loko vAMcIne vicAre ke ATaluM badhuM AmAM nukasAna thAya che ? are, Aq to ApATokAzatASa na hatA!" -dAdAzrI

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha ) samajathI prApta brahmacarya che. evuM AmAM brahmacarya e pudgalasAra che Akho ! eTale A jagatamAM be vastu na veDaphavI joIe. eka lakSmI ane bIjuM vIrya. jagatanI lakSmI gaTaromAM ja jAya che. eTale lakSmI potAne mATe nA vaparAvI joIe, vagarakAmano durupayoga nA thavo joIe ane brahmacarya bane tyAM sudhI pALavuM joIe. je khorAka khAIe chIe, teno arka thaIne chelle e abrahmacaryathI khalAsa thaI jAya che. A zarIramAM amuka naso hoya che, te vIrya sAcave che ane te vIrya A zarIrane sAcave che. eTale bane tyAM sudhI brahmacarya sAcavavuM joIe. praznakartA : paNa haju mane e vAta samajAtI nathI ke mANase zA mATe brahmacarya pALavuM ? khaMDa : 1 viSayanuM svarUpa, jJAtI-draSTie ! [1] vizleSaNa, viSayatA svarUpanuM ! praznakartA : kudaratane jo strI-puruSanI jarUriyAta na hoya, to brahmacaryanuM zA mATe ApyuM ? dAdAzrI : strI-puruSa e kudaratI che ane brahmacaryano hisAba e paNa kudaratI che. mANasa jevI rIte jIvavA mAge, te jevI bhAvanA pote kare che, e bhAvanAnA phaLarUpe A jagata che. brahmacaryanI bhAvanA gayA avatAramAM bhAvI hoya to atyAre brahmacaryano udaya Ave. A jagata projekaTa che. praznakartA : paNa brahmacarya zuM phAyadA mATe pALavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe ahIM AgaLa kaMI vAgyuM ne lohI nIkaLyuM hoya, to pachI baMdha kema karIe chIe ? zuM phAyado ? praznakartA bahu lohI jatuM nA rahe. dAdAzrI : lohI jatuM rahe to zuM thAya ? dAdAzrI : mArI vAta tamane ThokI besADavAnI nathI. tamane tamArI potAnI ja samajamAM AvavuM joIe. brahmacarya na paLAya enI vAta judI che, paNa brahmacaryanA virodhI to na ja thavuM joIe. brahmacarya to moTAmAM moTuM sAdhana che. e leTa go karo ApaNe. brahmacarya nahIM pALavAnuM. huM kaMI evA matano nathI. huM to lokone kahuM chuM ke paiNI jAva. koI paiNe emAM mane vAMdho nathI. praznakartA : zarIramAM bahu vikanesa AvI jAya. evuM che, jene saMsArika sukhonI jarUra che, bhautika sukhonI jene IcchA che, teNe paiNavuM joIe. badhuM ja karavuM joIe ane jene bhautika sukho nA ja gamatAM hoya ane sanAtana sukha joItuM hoya, teNe nahIM. praznakartA : paiNelAM hoya, e lokone jJAna moDuM Ave ne ? ane brahmacarya pALe che, e lokone jJAna vaheluM Ave ne ? dAdAzrI : to A bahu abrahmacaryathI ja vikanesa AvI jAya. A badhA roga ja abrahmacaryanA che. kAraNa ke badhA khorAka je khAva cho, pIvo cho, zvAsa lo cho, e badhAnuM pariNAma thatuM, thatuM, thatuM enuM.... jema A dUdhanuM dahIM karIe, e dahIM e chelluM pariNAma nathI. dahIMnuM vaLI pAchuM e thatAM thatAM pAchuM mAkhaNa thAya, mAkhaNanuM ghI thAya, ghI e chelluM pariNAma dAdAzrI : paiNelAM hoya ane jo brahmacaryavrata le to AtmAnuM kevuM sukha che, e ene pUrepUruM samajAya. nahIM to tyAM sudhI sukha viSayamAMthI Ave che ke AtmAmAMthI Ave che e samajAtuM nathI ane brahmacaryavrata hoya

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : eTale A bene kaMI evo nimitta naimitika saMbaMdha samajathI prApta brahmacarya to, ene AtmAnuM sukha mahIM pAra vagaranuM varte. mana sAruM rahe, zarIra badhuM sAruM rahe !! praznakartA : to baMnene jJAnanI avasthA sarakhI hoya ke emAM phera hoya ? paiNelAnI ane brahmacaryavALAnI ? kharo ? dAdAzrI : kharo ne ! kema nahIM ? mukhya vastu che e to ! brahmacarya hoya to pachI tamAruM dhAryuM hoya e kAma thAya. dhAryA vrata-niyama badhAM pALI zakAya. AgaLa jaI zakAya ne pragati thAya. pudgalasAra to bahu moTI vastu che. eka bAju pudgalasAra hoya to ja samayano sAra kADhe ! dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, brahmacaryavratavALo koI dahADo ya paDe nahIM. ene game tevI muzkelI Ave to ya paDe nahIM. pachI ene sephasAIDa kahevAya. brahmacarya to zarIrano rAjA che. jene brahmacarya hoya tenuM magaja to kevuM suMdara hoya. brahmacarya e to Akho pudgalano sAra che. praznakartA : A sAra asAra nathI thato ne ? koIe lokone AvI sAcI samaja ja nathI pADIne ! kAraNa loko pote ja pola svabhAvanA che. pahelAnAM RSimunio cokhkhA hatA. mATe teo samaja pADatA hatA. viSayane jhera jANyuM ja nathI. jhera jANe to ene aDe nahIM ne ! tethI bhagavAne kahyuM ke jJAnanuM phaLa virati ! jANyAnuM phaLa zuM ? ke aTakI jAya. viSayonuM jokhama jANyuM nathI, mATe temAM aTakyo nathI. dAdAzrI : nA, paNa e sAra UDI jAya, 'yujhalesa' thaI jAya ne !! e sAra hoya, enI vAta to judI ne ? mahAvIra bhagavAnane betALIsa varSa sudhI brahmacaryasAra hato. ApaNe je khorAka laIe chIe, e badhAno sArano sAra e vIrya che, e eksTrakaTa che. have ekasTrekaTa jo barobara sacavAI rahe to AtmA jaladI prApta thAya, sAMsArika du:kho nA Ave, zArIrika duHkho nA Ave, bIjAM koI du:kho Ave nahIM. praznakartA : brahmacarya e to anAtma bhAgamAM Ave ne ! bhaya rAkhavA jevo hoya to, A viSayano bhaya rAkhavA jevo che. bIjI koI A jagatamAM bhaya rAkhavA jevI jagyA ja nathI. mATe viSayathI ceto. A sApa, vIMchI, vAghathI nathI cetatA ? anaMta avatAranI kamANI kare tyAre UMcuM gotra, UMcA kuLamAM janma thAya. paNa pachI lakSmI ne viSayanI pAchaLa anaMta avatAranI kamANI khoI nAkhe !!! dAdAzrI : hA, paNa e pudgalasAra che ! praznakartA : to pudgalasAra che, e samayasArane helpa kaI rIte kare dAdAzrI : e pudgalasAra hoya to ja samayasAra thAya, A, meM che to A jJAna ApyuM, ne e to akrama che eTale cAlyuM. bIjI jagyAe to cAle nahIM, pelA kramikamAM to pudgalasAra joIe ja, nahIM to yAda ya nA rahe kazuM ya. vANI bolatAM phAMphAM paDe. mane keTalAka mANaso kahe che ke, 'A viSayamAM evuM zuM paDyuM che ke viSayasukhane cAkhyA pachI mArI jAta maraNatulya thaI jAya che, mAruM mana marI jAya che, vANI marI jAya che ?" meM kahyuM ke, A marI gayelAM ja che badhAM, paNa tamane bhAna nathI AvatuM ne pharI pAchI AnI A ja dazA utpanna thAya che. nahIM to brahmacarya jo kadI sacavAya to eka eka manuSyamAM to keTalI zakti che !! AtmAnuM jJAna kare e samayasAra kahevAya. AtmAnuM jJAna kare ane jAgRti rahe eTale samayano sAra utpanna thayo ane brahmacarya e pudgalasAra che.

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya mana, vacana, kAyAthI brahmacarya pALe to kevuM sarasa manobaLa rahe, kevuM sarasa vacanabaLa rahe ne kevuM sarasa dehabaLa rahe ! ApaNe tyAM bhagavAna mahAvIra sudhI kevo vyavahAra hato ? eka-be baccAM sudhI 'vyavahAra' karavo. paNa A kALamAM e vyavahAra bagaDavAno, evuM bhagavAna jANatA hatA, tethI emane pAMcamuM mahAvrata ghAlavuM paDyuM. samajathI prApta brahmacarya phasAmaNa !!! ATalI badhI phasAmaNa joDe Avaze evI khabara hota to A mAMgaNI ja nA karata baLI ! ApaNe to TeMDara bharyuM hatuM vAIpha ekalInuM, te A badhuM zuM karavA ApyuM ? tyAre kudarata kahe che, "bhaI, e ekaluM to nA apAya, mAmI sAsu, phoI sAsu e badhuM ApavuM paDe. tamane tyAra vagara game nahIM. A to laMgara badhuM hoya tyAre ja barAbara majhA Ave !!" have tAre saMsAramAM zuM zuM joIe che ? e kahene. praznakartA: mAre to A zAdI ja nathI karavI. A pAMca indriyanA kIcaDamAM manuSya thaIne kema paDyA che e ja ajAyabI che ! bhayaMkara kIcaDa che A to ! paNa e nahIM samajavAthI, bebhAnapaNAthI jagata cAlyA kare che. eka saheja ja vicAre to ya kIcaDa samajAya. paNa A loko vicAratA ja nathI ne ?! naryo kIcaDa che. to manuSyo kema AvA kIcaDamAM paDyA che ? tyAre kahe, 'bIjI jagyAe cokhkhuM maLatuM nathI. eTale AvA kIcaDamAM sUI gayo che." dAdAzrI : A deha ja naryo upAdhi che ne ? peTamAM duHkhe tyAre A deha upara kevuM thAya che ? to bIjAnI dukAna sudhI vepAra mAMDIe, to zuM thAya ? keTalI upAdhi Ape ? ane pAchA be-cAra chokarAM hoya. baI ekalI hoya to ThIka che vaLI, e pAMsarI rahe paNa A to cAra chokarAM !! te zuM thAya ? pAra vagaranI upAdhi !! praznakartA : eTale kIcaDa mATenI ajJAnatA ja che ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, enI ajJAnatA che. eTale ja kIcaDamAM paDyo che. pAchuM Ane jo samajavA prayatna kare to samajAya evuM che, paNa pote samajavA prayatna ja nathI karato ne !! yonimAMthI janma le che. te yonimAM to eTalAM badhAM bhayaMkara duHkhomAM rahevuM paDe che ne moTI uMmarano thAya ke yoni upara ja pAcho jAya che. A jagatano vyavahAra ja evo che. koIe sAcuM zIkhavADyuM nathI ne ! mA-bApe ya kahe ke paiNo have. ane mA-bApanI pharaja to kharI ne ? paNa koI sAcI salAha nA Ape ke AmAM AvuM duHkha che. A jagatamAM nirviSayI viSayo che. A zarIrane jarUriyAta mATe je kaMI dALa-bhAta-zAka-roTalI, je bheguM thAya te khAva. e viSaya nathI. viSaya kyAre kahevAya ? ke tame lubdhamAna thAva tyAre viSaya kahevAya che, nahIM to e viSaya nathI, e nirviSaya viSaya che. eTale A jagatamAM AMkhe dekhAya te badhuM ja viSaya nathI, lubdhamAna thAya to ja viSaya che. amane koI viSaya ja aDato nathI. lagna e to kharekharuM baMdhana che. bheMsane DabbAmAM pUre che evI dazA thAya che. e phasAmaNamAM nA pesAya e uttama, peThA hoya to ya nIkaLI javAya to vadhu uttama ane nahIM to ya chevaTe phaLa cAkhyA pachI nIkaLI javuM joIe !!! A karoLiyo jALuM vaTe, pachI pote mahIM pUrAya. evI rIte A saMsAranuM jALuM pote ja UbhuM kareluM che. gayA avatAre pote mAMgaNI karI hatI. buddhinA AzayamAM ApaNe TeMDara bharyuM hatuM ke eka strI to joIze ja. betraNa rUma haze, ekAda chokaro ne ekAda chokarI, nokarI eTaluM ja joIze. tene badale vAIpha to ApI te ApI, paNa sAsu-sasaro, sALo-sALAvelI, mAsI sAsu, kAkI sAsu, phoI sAsu, mAmI sAsu, ...... heya phasAmaNa, eka bhAI mane kahe che ke mArI vAIpha vagara mane ophise gamatuM nathI. alyA, eka vAra hAthamAM paru thAya to tuM cATuM ? nahIM to zuM joIne strImAM moha pAme che ?! AkhuM zarIra pathI ja bhareluM che. A poTalI zAnI che, enA vicAra nA Ave ? manuSyane enI strI para prema che, enA karatAM bhUMDane bhUMDaNa para vadhAre prema che. A te kaMI prema kahevAto

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya haze ? A to pAzavatA che narI ! prema to konuM nAma ke je prema vadhe nahIM, ghaTe nahIM e prema kahevAya. A to badhI Asakti che. bAkI viSayabhoga e to naryo eMThavADo ja che. AkhI duniyAno eMThavADo che. AtmAno Avo khorAka te hoto haze ? AtmAne bahAranI kazI vastunI jarUra nathI, nirAlaMba che. koI avalaMbananI ene jarUra nathI. samajathI prApta brahmacarya | vicAravAna mANasa viSayamAM sukha zI rIte mAnI beTho che, tenI ja mane navAI lAge che ! viSayanAM pRthakkaraNa kare to kharajavAne valUravA jevuM che. amane to khUba khUba vicAra Ave ne thAya ke arere ! anaMta avatAra AnuM A ja karyuM ?! jeTaluM ApaNane nathI gamatuM, te badhuM ja viSayamAM che. narI gaMdha che. AMkhane jovuM nA game. nAkane suMghavuM nA game. te suMghI joyuM'tuM ? suMdhI jovuM hatuM ne ? to vairAga to Ave. kAnane ruce nahIM. phakta cAmaDIne ce. jyAM bhrAMtirasamAM jagata tadAkAra paDyuM che. bhrAMtirasa eTale kharekhara rasa nathI, chatAM mAnI beTho che ! zuM ya mAnI beTho che !! e sukhano phoDa pADavA jAya ne, to narI UlaTIo thAya !!! viSaya e to buddhipUrvakano khela nathI, A to manano khAlI AmaLo ja che. A zarIranI rAkhoDI thAya che ane e rAkhoDInAM paramANuthI pharI zarIra baMdhAya che. te anaMta avatAranI rAkhoDInAM A pariNAma che. naryo eMThavADo che ! A to eMThavADAno eMThavADo ne teno ya eMThavADo !! enI e ja rAkhoDI, enA e ja paramANu badhA, enuM pharI pharI baMdhAyA kare che !!! vAsaNane bIje dahADe ajavALIe eTale e dekhAya cokhkhAM paNa ajavALyA vagara emAM ja roja roja khA khA kare to gaMdavADo nathI ? mane to A viSayano eTalo badho gaMdavADo dekhAya ke mane Ama ne Ama saheje e bAjuno vicAra nA Ave. mane viSayano koI dahADo vicAra ja nathI Avato. meM eTaluM badhuM joI nAkheluM, eTaluM badhuM joyeluM ke mane mANasa ArapAra dekhAya evuM joyeluM. are, Ama sarasa dUdhapAka khAdho hoya, te ya UlaTI karI nAkhe to kevo dekhAya ? rUpALuM hAthamAM jhalAya evuM dekhAya ? vADako cokhkho hoya, dUdhapAka sAro hoya paNa mahIM reDIe, ne eno e ja dUdhapAka pachI UlaTI karIne Ape ke pharI pI jAva, to nA pI jAya ne kaheze, je thavAnuM haze te thaze, paNa nahIM pIuM. eTale A badhuM bhAna rahetuM nathI ne !!! mANasane roMga bilipha che ke viSayamAM sukha che. have viSayathI ya UMcuM sukha maLe to viSayamAM sukha nA lAge ! viSayamAM sukha nathI paNa dehadhArIne vyavahAramAM chUTako ja nahIM. bAkI jANI joIne gaTaranuM DhAMkaNuM koNa khole ? viSayamAM sukha hoya to cakravartIo ATalI badhI rANIo hovA chatAM sukhanI zodhamAM nA nIkaLata ! A jJAnathI evuM UMcuM sukha maLe che. chatAM A jJAna pachI tarata viSaya jatAM nathI, paNa dhIme dhIme jatAM rahe. chatAM paNa pote vicAravuM to joIe ke A viSayo e keTalo gaMdavADo che ! puruSane strI che evuM dekhAya te puruSamAM roga hoya to strI che" evuM dekhAya. puruSamAM roga nA hoya to strI nA dekhAya. pAMca indriyanA viSayamAM eka jIbhano viSaya ekalo sAco viSaya che. bIjA badhA to banAvaTa che. zuddha viSaya hoya to A ekalo ja ! pharsTa klAsa hAphUsanI kerIo hoya, te kevo svAda Ave ?! bhrAMtimAM jo kadI zuddha viSaya hoya to ATalo ja che. - viSaya e saMDAsa che. nAka, kAnamAMthI, moDhAmAMthI badhethI je je nIkaLe che, e badhuM saMDAsa ja che. DiscArja e ya saMDAsa ja che. je pAriNAmika bhAga che, te saMDAsa che paNa tanmayAkAra thayA vagara galana thatuM nathI. keTalAMya avatArathI gaNIe to ya puruSo ATa ATalI strIone paiNyA ane strIo puruSone paiNI to ya haju ene viSayano moha tUTato nathI. tyAre Ano kyAre pAra Ave te ?! enAM karatAM thaI jAva ekalAM eTale bhAMjagaDa ja maTI gaIne ?!

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya kharekhara to brahmacarya e samajIne pALavA jevuM che. brahmacaryanuM phaLa jo mokSa nA maLatuM hoya e brahmacarya badhuM khasI karyA jevuM ja che. chatAM enAthI zarIra sAruM thAya, majabUta thAya, dekhAvaDA thAya, vadhAre jIve ! baLada paNa hRSTapuSTa thaIne rahe che ne ?! 10 samajathI prApta bahmacarya keTalAMka mANaso ahIM mana-vacana-kAyAnuM brahmacarya le che ane keTalAMka strIvALA hoya, tene ame rasto batADyo hoya te rIte eno ukela lAve. eTale 'ahIM' vikArI pada ja nathI, pada ja 'ahIM' nirvikArI che ne ! viSayo e viSa che, te tadana viSa nathI. viSayamAM nIDaratA e viSa che. viSaya to nA chUTake, polIsavALo jema pakaDIne karAve ne kare tema hoya, to, teno vAMdho nathI. potAnI svataMtra marajIthI nA hovuM joIe. polIsavALo pakaDIne jelamAM besADe tyAM tamAre besavuM ja paDe ne ? tyAM kaMI chUTako che ? eTale karma ene pakaDe ne karma ene athADe, emAM nA kahevAya nahIM ne ! bAkI jyAM viSayanI vAta ja hoya, tyAM dharma nathI. dharma nirvikAramAM hoya. game tevo ochA aMze dharma haze, paNa dharma nirvikArI hovo joIe. praznakartA : lagna karavAnI icchA ja nathI thatI mane. dAdAzrI : ema ? to lagna karyA vagara cAlaze ? praznakartA : hA, mAre to brahmacaryanI ja bhAvanA che. ene mATe kazI zakti Apo, samajaNa pADo. praznakartA : vAta barAbara che, paNa e je vikArI kinArAthI nirvikArI kinArAmAM pahoMcavA mATe kaMIka to nAvaDuM hovuM joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, enA mATe jJAna hoya che. enA mATe guru evA maLavA joIe. guru vikArI nA hovAM joIe. guru vikArI hoya to AkhuM ToLuM narka jAya. pharI manuSyagati ya nA dekhe. gurumAM vikAra nA zobhe. dAdAzrI : enA mATe bhAvanA karavI paDe. tAre roja bolavuM ke, "he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane brahmacarya pALavAnI zakti Apo !' ane pelo viSayano vicAra utpanna thatAM ja kADhI nAkhavo. nahIM to enuM bIja paDe. e bIja be dahADA thAya to to mArI ja nAkhe pachI. pharI Uge, eTale vicAra UgatAM ja ukhADIne pheMkI devo ane koI strI pratye draSTi nA mAMDavI. draSTi kheMcAya to khaseDI levI ne dAdAne yAda karI mAphI mAMgavI. A viSaya ArAdhavA jevo ja nathI evo bhAva niraMtara rahe eTale pachI khetara cokhkhuM thaI jAya. ane atyAre ya amArI nizrAmAM rahe to enuM badhuM pUruM thaI jAya. jene brahmacarya ja pALavuM che, eNe to saMyamane bahu rIte cakAsI jovo, tAvI jovo, ne jo lapasI paDAya tevuM lAge to paiNavuM sAruM. chatAM paNa te kaMTrolapUrvakanuM hovuM joIe. paiNanArIne kahI devuM paDe ke mAre AvuM kaMTrolapUrvakanuM che. [2] vikArothI vimuktitI vATa..... praznakartA : 'akrama mArga'mAM vikAro haThAvavAnuM sAdhana karyuM ? dAdAzrI : ahIM vikAra haThAvavAnA nathI. A mArga judo che. koI dharme vikArano svIkAra karyo nathI. vikArano svIkAra kare e vAmamArgI kahevAya. pahelAnA kALamAM vAmamArgI hatA, vikAra sAthe brahma khoLavA nIkaLelA. praznakartA: e paNa eka vikRta svarUpa ja thayeluM kahevAya ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, vikRta ja ne ! tethI vAmamArgI kahyuM ne ! vAmamArgI eTale mokSe jAya nahIM ne lokone ya mokSe javA de nahIM. pote adhogatimAM jAya ne lokone ya adhogatimAM laI jAya. praznakartA : kAmavAsanAnuM sukha kSaNika jANavA chatAM kyAreka tenI prabaLa icchA thavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? ane te kaI rIte aMkuzamAM laI zakAya ?

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya bhogavanAro mANasa e vAsanA kADhI zake e vAtamAM mAla nathI. ethI ApaNAM lokonI, zAstronI zodhakhoLa che ke A brahmacaryano rasto ja uttama che. eTale moTAmAM moTo upAya, aparicaya ! samajathI prApta brahmacarya 11 dAdAzrI : kAmavAsanAnuM svarUpa jagate jANyuM ja nathI. kAmavAsanA zAthI utpanna thAya che, e jo jANe to e kAbUmAM laI zakAya. paNa vastusthitimAM e kyAMthI utpanna thAya che, e jANato ja nathI. pachI zI rIte kAbUmAM laI zake ? koI kAbUmAM laI nA zake. jeNe kAbUmAM lIdheluM che, evuM dekhAya che, e to pUrvenI bhAvanAnuM phaLa che, bAkI kAmavAsanAnuM svarUpa kyAMthI utpanna thayuM, e utpanna dazA jANe, tyAM ja tALuM mAravAmAM Ave to ja e kAbUmAM laI zake. bAkI pachI e tALAM mAre ke game te kare to ya kazuM cAle nahIM. kAmavAsanA nA karavI hoya to ame rasto dekhADIe. praznakartA : viSayomAMthI vALavA mATe jJAna mahattvanI vastu che. dAdAzrI : badhA viSayo chuTI javA mATe jJAna ja che jarUrI. ajJAnathI ja viSayo vaLagyA che. te game eTalAM tALAM vAse to ya kaMI viSaya baMdha na thAya. indriyone tALAM mAranArA meM joyA, paNa ema kaMI viSaya baMdha thAya nahIM. ane eka phero e vastuthI cheTe rahyA ne, bAra mahinA ke be varasa sudhI cheTe rahyuM eTale e vastune ja bhUlI jAya che pachI manano svabhAva kevo che ? cheTuM rahyuM ke bhUllI jAya. najIka gayuM eTale pachI koca koca kare ! paricaya manano chUTo thayo. "ApaNe" chUTA rahyA eTale mane ya pelI vastuthI cheTuM rahyuM, eTale bhUlI jAya pachI, kAyamane mATe. ene yAde ya nA Ave. pachI kahe to ya e bAju jAya nahIM. evuM tamane samajaNa paDe ?! tuM tArA bhAIbaMdhathI be varasa cheTo rahyo, to tAruM mana bhUlI jAya pachI. praznakartA: manane jyAre viSaya tarapha bhogavavA mATe ApaNe chUTa ApIe chIe, tyAre e che to nIrasa rahe che ane jyAre ApaNe ene viSayo bhogavavA mATe kaMTrola karIe chIe, tyAre e vadhAre uchaLe che. AkarSaNa rahe che, to enuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, manane kaMTrola AnuM nAma kahevAya nahIM. je ApaNo kaMTrola svIkAre nahIM e kaMTrola ja hoya. kaMTrolara hovo joIe ne ? pote kaMTrolara hoya to kaMTrola svIkAre. pote kaMTrolara che nahIM, mana nathI mAnatuM, mana tamane gAMThatuM nathI ne ? jJAnathI badhuM jatuM rahe. ApaNe A badhA brahmacArIone vicAra sarakho nahIM Avato jJAnathI. praznakartA: sAyakolojI evuM kahe che ke tame eka vakhata dharAIne khAI lo AIskrIma. pachI tamane khAvAnuM mana ja nA thAya. dAdAzrI : evuM duniyAmAM banI zake nahIM. nA, e dharAIne khAdhAthI to khAvAnuM mana thAya ja. paNa je tamane nA khAvo hoya ne khavaDAya, khavaDAya kare, reDa reDa kare. te pachI ulTIo thAya tyAre baMdha thaI jAya. dharAIne khAya to pharI jAge e to. A viSaya to haMmezAM jema jema viSaya bhogavato jAya ema vadhAre vadhAre saLagatuM jAya. manane AMtaravAnuM nathI. mananA kaoNjhIjhane AMtaravAnA che. mana to pote, eka pariNAma che. e pariNAma batAvyA vagara raheze nahIM. parIkSAnuM e rijhalTa che. pariNAma badalAya nahIM, parIkSA badalavAnI che. e pariNAma jenAthI UbhuM thAya che e kAraNone baMdha karavAnA che. tyAre te zI rIte pakaDAya ? zAnAthI UbhuM thayuM che mana ? tyAre kahe, viSayamAM coTeluM che. 'kyAM coTeluM che" e khoLI kADhavuM joIe ane pachI tyAM kApavAnuM che. nA bhogavavAthI thoDA dahADAM herAna thaIe vakhate mahino, be mahinAM. paNa aparicayathI bilakula bhUlI ja javAya pachI. ane praznakartA : vAsanA choDavAno sahelAmAM sahelo upAya kayo ? dAdAzrI: mArI pAse Avo te upAya. bIjo zo upAya ? vAsanA

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 13 tame jAte choDazo to bIjI pesI jaze. kAraNa ke ekalo avakAza raheto ja nathI. tame vAsanA choDo ke avakAza thayo ne tyAM pachI bIjI vAsanA pesI jaze. 14 samajathI prApta brahmacarya nA apAya. ame amukane ja A ApeluM che. jJAnInI AjJAthI badhuM ja pheraphAra thaI jAya. sAmAe khAlI nizcaya ja karavAno ke game te thAya, paNa mAre A joItuM ja nathI. to tene pachI ame AjJA ApIe chIe ane amAruM vacanabaLa kAma kare che. eTale pachI enuM citta bIje nA jAya. praznakartA : A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha tame kahyuM ke, te A viSaya zemAM Ave che ? "kAma" zemAM Ave che ? dAdAzrI : viSaya judA ne A kaSAya judA che. viSayone jo kadI ApaNe tenI hada oLaMgIe, hadathI vadhAre mAMgIe e lobha che. A brahmacarya jo koI pALe ne, jo TheTha sudhI pAra nIkaLI gayo ne, to brahmacarya to bahu moTI vastu kahevAya. A 'dAdAIjJAna', 'akrama vijJAna' ane joDe joDe brahmacarya e badhuM hoya, pachI emane zuM joIe ? eka to A "akrama vijJAna ja evuM che ke jo kadI e anubhava, vizeSa pariNAma pAmI gayo, to e rAjAono rAjA che. AkhI duniyAnA rAjAoe paNa tyAM namaskAra karavA paDe !! [3] mahAbhya brahmacaryanuM ! praznakartA: je bALabrahmacArI hoya te vadhAre uttama kahevAya ke paraNyA pachI brahmacarya pALe te uttama kahevAya ? praznakartA : atyAre to paDozI ya namaskAra nathI karato ! praznakartA : samajavA chatAM jagatanA viSayomAM mana AkarSAyeluM rahe che, samajIe chIe ke sAcuM-khoTuM zuM che, chatAM viSayomAMthI chUTAtuM nathI. to eno upAya zo ? dAdAzrI : bALabrahmacArInI vAta ja judI ne ! paNa AjanA bALabrahmacArI kevA che ? A jamAno kharAba che. temanuM atyAra sudhI je thayuM che te jIvana tame vAMco, to vAMcatAnI sAthe ja tamAruM mAthuM caDhI jAya. jo tamAre brahmacarya pALavuM hoya to tamane upAya batAvuM. te upAya tamAre karavAno hoya, nahIM to tamAre brahmacarya pALavuM joIe evuM e pharajiyAta vastu nathI. e to jene mahIM karmanA udaya hoya to thAya. brahmacaryavrata levuM e to emano pUrvakarmano udaya hoya to sacavAya. pUrve bhAvanA karelI hoya to sacavAya, agara to jo tame sAcavavA dhArazo to sacavAze. ame zuM kahIe chIe ke tamAro nizcaya joIe ne amAruM vacanabaLa joDe che, to A sacavAya evuM che. dAdAzrI : je samajaNa kriyAkArI hoya te ja sAcI samajaNa kahevAya. bIjI badhI vAMjhiyA samajaNa kahevAya. praznakartA : e samaja kriyAtmaka thAya, te mATe zuM prayatna karavo ? dAdAzrI : huM tamane vigatavAra samajaNa pADuM. pachI e samajaNa ja kriyA karyA kare. tamAre kazuM karavAnuM nahIM. tame ulaTo Dakho karavA jAva to bagaDI jAya. je zona, je samajaNa kriyAkArI hoya, te sAcI samajaNa che ane te sAcuM jJAna che. praznakartA dehanI sAthe je karma cArja thaIne AvelA hoya te pheraphAra to nA thAya ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, kazo pheraphAra nA thAya. chatAM viSaya evI vastu che ne, ke jJAnI puruSanI AjJAthI A ekaluM ja pheraphAra thAya. chatAM A vrata badhAne A duniyAmAM koI cIjanI niMdA karavA jevI hoya to te abrahmacarya. bIjI badhI eTalI niMdA karavA jevI cIja nathI.

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 15 praznakartA : paNa mAnasazAstrIo kahe che ke viSaya baMdha thAya ja nahIM, cheka sudhI rahe. eTale pachI vIryanuM urdhvagamana thAya ja nahIM ne ? samajathI prApta brahmacarya anya sagAsaMbaMdhI lagna mATe dabANa kare che. to mAre lagna karavAM ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : jo lagna karavAnI icchA ja nA hoya to ApaNuM A "jJAna" tame lIdhuM che eTale tame pahoMcI zakazo. A jJAnanA pratApe badhuM ja thAya ema che. huM tamane kevI rIte vartavuM, te samajAvIza ane jo pAra UtarI gayA, to to bahu uttama. tamAruM kalyANa thaI jaze !!! dAdAzrI : huM zuM kahuM chuM ke viSayano abhiprAya badalAya ke pachI viSaya raheto ja nathI ! jyAM sudhI abhiprAya badalAya nahIM tyAM sudhI vIryanuM urdhvagamana thAya ja nahIM. ApaNe ahIM to sIdho AtmAmAM ja ghAlI devAno che, enuM nAma ja urdhvagamana che ! viSaya baMdha karavAthI ene AtmAnuM sukha vartAya ane viSaya baMdha thayo eTale vIryanuM urdhvagamana thAya ja. amArI AjJA ja evI che ke viSaya baMdha thaI jAya che. brahmacaryavrata levAnA vicAra Ave ane jo eno nizcaya thAya to enA jevI moTAmAM moTI vastu bIjI kaI kahevAya ? e badhA zAstro samajI gayo !! jene nizcaya thayo ke mAre have chUTavuM ja che, te badhA zAstro samajI gayo. viSayano moha evo che ke game tevA nirmohIne paNa mohI banAvI de. are, sAdhu-AcAryone ya TADhA pADI mele ! praznakartA : AjJAmAM zuM hoya che ? sthaLa baMdha karavAnuM? dAdAzrI : dhULane ame kaMI kahetA ja nathI. mana-buddhi-citta ne ahaMkAra brahmacaryamAM rahe evuM hovuM joIe. ane mana-buddhi-citta ne ahaMkAra, brahmacarya mATe pharI gayAM eTale dhULa to enI meLe Ave ja. tArAM mana-buddhi-citta ne ahaMkArane pherava. amArI AjJA evI che ke A cAre ya pharI ja jAya che !! praznakartA : brahmacaryano nizcaya karyo che, ene vadhAre majabUta karavA zuM karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : pharI pharI nizcaya karavAno che ane "he dAdA bhagavAna! huM nizcaya majabUta karuM chuM, mane nizcaya majabUta karavAnI zakti Apo." evuM bolyA ke zakti vadhe. praznakartA : e vacanabaLa jJAnIne kaI rIte prApta thayuM hoya? praznakartA : viSayanA vicAra Ave to paNa joyA karavAnA ? dAdAzrI : pote nirviSayI hoya to ja vacanabaLa prApta thAya, nahIM to viSayanuM virecana karAve evuM vacanabaLa hoya ja nahIM ne ! mana-vacanakAyAthI saMpUrNa rIte nirviSayI hoya tyAre emanA zabdathI viSayanuM virecana dAdAzrI : joyA ja karavAnA. tyAre zuM ene saMgrahI rAkhavAnA ? praznakartA : uDADI nahIM devAnA ? thAya. khaMDa : 2 'tA ja paraNavA'tAM nizcayI mATenI vATa.. dAdAzrI : joyA ja karavAnA, joyA karyA pachI che te ApaNe caMdrezane kahevuM ke enAM pratikramaNa karo. mana-vacana-kAyAthI vikArI doSa, icchAo, ceSTAo, e badhA doSo je thayA hoya, enuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. viSayanA vicAra Ave che paNa pote emAMthI chuTe, to keTalo badho AnaMda thAya che ?! to viSayathI kAyama chUTe to keTalo AnaMda rahe ? [1] viSayathI, kaI samajaNe chUTAya ? praznakartA: mAre lagna karavAnI icchA nathI, paraMtu mA-bApa temaja mokSe javAnA cAra pAyA che. jJAna-darzana-cAritra ne tapa. have tapa

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18 samajathI prApta brahmacarya A badhI strIo kaMI ApaNane AkarSatI nathI, je AkarSe che te ApaNo pAchalo hisAba che; mATe tyAM ukheDIne pheMkI do, cokhkhuM karI nAkho. ApaNA jJAna pachI kazo vAMdho nathI Avato, mAtra eka viSaya mATe ame cetavIe chIe. draSTi mAMDavI ja guno che ane e samajyA pachI jokhamadArI khUba vadhI jAya che, mATe koInI joDe draSTi ja nA mAMDavI. samajathI prApta brahmacarya kyAre karavAnuM Ave ? manamAM viSayanA vicAra AvatA hoya ane potAno sTroMga nizcaya hoya ke mAre viSaya bhogavavo ja nathI. to Ane bhagavAne tapa kahyuM. potAnI kiMcitmAtra icchA nA hoya, chatAM vicAro AvyA kare tyAM tapa karavAnuM che. abrahmacaryanA vicAro Ave, paNa brahmacaryanI zaktio mAMga mAMga kare, e bahu UMcI vAta che. brahmacaryanI zaktio mAMga mAMga kare eTale koIne be varSe, koIne pAMca varSe paNa evo udaya AvI jAya. jeNe abrahmacarya jItyuM eNe AkhuM jagata jItyuM. brahmacaryavALA para to zAsanadeva-devIo bahu khuza rahe. eka cetavA jevuM to viSaya bAbatamAM che. eka viSayane jIte to bahu thaI gayuM. eno vicAra AvatAM pahelAM ja ukheDI nAkhavuM paDe. mahIM vicAra Ugyo ke tarata ja ukheDI nAkhavuM paDe. bIjuM, Ama draSTi maLI ko'kanI joDe, to tarata khaseDI nAkhavI paDe. nahIM to e choDavo AvaDo amatho thAya ke tarata emAMthI pAchAM bIja paDe. eTale e choDavo to UgatAM ja kADhI nAkhavo paDe. bhAvanidrA Ave che ke nahIM ? bhAvanidrA Ave to jagata tane coMTaze. have bhAvanidrA Ave, to tyAM e ja dukAnanA zuddhAtmA pAse brahmacarya mATenI zaktio mAMgavI ke, "he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, mane AkhA jagata joDe brahmacarya pALavAnI zaktio Apo.' amArI pAse jo zaktio mAMge to uttama ja che, paNa peluM DirekTa, je dukAna joDe vyavahAra thayo che tyAM mAMgI levuM e sArAmAM sAruM. praznakartA : AMkha milAI jAya to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : ApaNI pAse pratikramaNanuM sAdhana che, tenAthI dhoI nAkhavuM. AMkha maLe to to pratikramaNa tarata ja karI nAkhavuM joIe. tethI to kahyuM che ne ke citarAmaNavALI strIno phoTo ke mUrti nA mUkazo. praznakartA : viSayamAM sauthI vadhAre mIThAza mAnelI che, to kayA AdhAre mAnelI che ? je saMgamAM ApaNe phasAIe evuM hoya e saMgathI bahu ja cheTA rahevuM, nahIM to eka phero phasAyA ke pharI phasAya phasAya ja thayA kare, mATe tyAMthI bhAgavuM. lapasavAnI jagyA hoya tyAMthI bhAgavuM, to lapasI nA paDAya. satsaMgamAM to bIjI 'phAIlo' bhegI nahIM thavAnI ne ? eka jAtanA vicAravALA badhA bhegA thAya ne?! dAdAzrI : e je mIThAza ene lAgI gaI ane bIjI jagyAe mIThAza joI nathI, eTale ene viSayamAM mIThAza bahu lAge che. jovA jAya to vadhAremAM vadhAre gaMdavADo tyAM ja che, paNa mIThAzane lIdhe ene bebhAnapaNuM thaI jAya che. manamAM viSayano vicAra Avyo ke tarata tene ukheDI nAMkhavo joIe ane kaMIka AkarSaNa thayuM ke enuM tarata ja pratikramaNa karavuM joIe. A be zabda pakaDe tene brahmacarya kAyama rahe. praznakartA : bilakula gamatuM ja nathI, to ya AkarSaNa thaI jAya che. eno bahu kheda rahyA kare che. A bIjano svabhAva kevo che ke paDyA ja kare. AMkho to jAta jAtanuM jue eTale mahIM bIja paDe, to ene pachI ukheDI nAkhavAnuM. jyAM sudhI bIja rUpe che tyAM sudhI upAya che, pachI kazuM nA vaLe. dAdAzrI : e kheda rahe to peluM jAya. eka AtmA ja joIe. to pachI viSaya zeno thAya ? bIjuM joIe, to viSaya thAya ne ? viSayanuM

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya tane pRthakkaraNa karatAM AvaDe che ? samajathI prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : viSayano vicAra nA Ave. jene krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nA thAya, ene zIlavAna kahevAya. praznakartA : Apa jaNAvo. kasoTInA koIvAra prasaMga Ave to, ene mATe upavAsa karI nAkhavA be-traNa. jyAre karmo bahu jora kare ne tyAre upavAsa karyA ke baMdha thaI jAya. e upavAsathI marI nA jAya. dAdAzrI : pRthakkaraNa eTale zuM ke viSaya e AMkhe game evA hoya che ? kAne sAMbhaLe to game ? ane jIbhathI cATe to mIThuM lAge ? ekya indriyane gamatuM nathI. A nAkane to kharekharuM game ne ? are, bahu sugaMdha Ave ne ? attara copaDeluM hoya ne ? eTale AvuM pRthakkaraNa kare, tyAre khabara paDe. AkhuM narka ja tyAM paDyuM che, paNa AvuM pRthakkaraNa nahIM hovAthI loka mUMjhAyuM che. tyAM ja moha thAya che, e ya ajAyabI ja che ne ! [2] draSTi ukhaDe, "thI vijhave' '"eka viSayane jItatAM, jItyo sahu saMsAra, nRpati jItatAM jItiye, daLa, pUra ne adhikAra." - zrImad rAjacaMdra eka rAjAne jItyo hoya to daLa, pUra ne adhikAra badhuM ApaNane maLI jAya. mAro je prayoga karelo hato, e prayoga ja vAparavAno. amAre e prayoga niraMtara goThavAyelo ja hoya, te amane jJAna thatAM pahelAM ya jAgRti rahetI hatI. Ama suMdara kapaDAM paheryA hoya, be hajAranI sADI paherI hoya to ya jotAMnI sAthe ja tarata jAgRti UbhI thAya, te nekeDa dekhAya. pachI bIjI jAgRti utpanna thAya, te cAmaDI vagaranuM dekhAya ane trIjI jAgRti pachI peTa kApI nAkhe to mahIM AMtaraDAM dekhAya, AMtaraDAMmAM zo pheraphAra thAya che e badhuM dekhAya. lohInI naso mahIM dekhAya, saMDAsa dekhAya, Ama badho gaMdavADo dekhAya. pachI viSaya Ubho thAya ja nahIM ne ! AmAMthI AtmA cokhkhI vastu che, tyAM AgaLa jaIne amArI draSTi aTake, pachI zI rIte moha thAya ? praznakartA : ApanA jJAna pachI ame A avatAramAM ja viSaya bIjathI ekadama nigraMtha thaI zakIe ? dAdAzrI : badhuM ja thaI zake. AvatA bhava mATe bIja nA paDe. A jUnAM bIja hoya e tame dhoI nAkho, navAM bIja paDe nahIM. praznakartA : eTale AvatA avatAramAM viSaya mATe eke ya vicAra nahIM Ave ? zrImad rAjacaMdra kahyuM che ke, 'dekhata bhUlI TaLe to sarva duHkhano kSaya thAya." zAstromAM vAMcIe chIe ke strI para rAga nA karavo ane pAchA strIne joIe chIe ne bhUlI javAya che, tene 'dekhata bhUlI' kahevAya. 'dekhata bhUlI TaLe' eTale zuM ke A mithyA draSTi che, e draSTi phare ane samyaka draSTi thAya to badhAM duHkhono kSaya thAya ! pachI e bhUla nA thavA de, draSTi kheMcAya nahIM. praznakartA : eka strIne joIne koI puruSane kharAba bhAva thAya, emAM strIno doSa kharo ? dAdAzrI : nahIM Ave. thoDuM ghaNuM kAcuM rahI gayuM hoya to pahelAnA eTalA thoDA vicAra Ave paNa te vicAra bahu aDe nahIM. jyAM hisAba nahIM, tenuM jokhama nahIM. praznakartA : zIlavAna kone kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, emAM strIno kaMI doSa nahIM ! bhagavAna mahAvIranuM lAvaNya joIne ghaNI strIone moha utpanna thato hato, paNa tethI

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya nAma nizcaya kahevAya. samajathI prApta brahmacarya bhagavAnane kazuM nA aDe ! eTale jJAna zuM kahe che ke tamArI kriyA sahetuka hovI joIe. tamAre evA paTiyAM nA pADavAM joIe ke evAM kapaDAM paNa nA paheravAM joIe ke jethI sAmAne moha utpanna thAya. ApaNo bhAva cokhkho hoya to kaMI bagaDe tema nathI. bhagavAna zA hAruM kezanuM locana karatA hatA ? ke mArI upara koI strInI A vALane laIne bhAva bagaDe to ? mATe A vALa ja kADhI nAkho eTale bhAva ja nA bagaDe. kAraNa ke bhagavAna to bahu rUpALA hoya, mahAvIra bhagavAnanuM rUpa, AkhA varlDamAM suMdara ! nizcaya eTale zuM ? ke badhA vicArone baMdha karI daIne eka ja vicAra para AvI javuM, ke ApaNe ahIMthI sTezane javuM che ja. sTezanathI gADImAM ja besavuM che. ApaNe basamAM nahIM javuM. eTale pachI badhA evA gADInA saMjogo bhegAM thAya, tamAro nizcaya hoya to. nizcaya kAco hoya to gADInAM saMjoga nA bhegA thAya. praznakartA mAMDe ? strI parano moha ne rAga jAya, tyAre ruci khalAsa thavA praznakartA: nizcaya AgaLa TAImIMga badalAI jAya ? dAdAzrI : rucinI gAMTha to anaMta avatAranI paDelI che, kyAre phUTI nIkaLe e kahevAya nahIM. eTale A saMgamAM ja rahevuM. A saMganI bahAra gayA ke pharI e rucinA AdhAre badhuM phUTI nIkaLe pAchuM. eTale A brahmacArIonAM saMgamAM ja rahevuM paDe. haju A ruci gaI nathI, eTale bIjA kusaMgamAM peso ke peluM tarata cAlu thaI jAya. kAraNa ke kusaMgano badho svabhAva ja evo che. dAdAzrI : nizcaya AgaLa badhAM TAImIMga badalAI jAya. A bhAI kahetA hatA ke 'huM banatAM sudhI tyAM AvIza, paNa vakhate nA avAya to nIkaLI jajo.' te ame samajI gayA ke AmaNe nizcaya polo karyo che, te AgaLa eviDansa evA maLe ke ApaNuM dhAreluM thAya nahIM. praznakartA : ApaNA nizcayane toDAve che koNa ? paNa jene ruci uDI gayelI hoya to kusaMga nA aDe pachI. dAdAzrI : e ApaNo ja ahaMkAra. mohavALo ahaMkAra che ne ! mUchita ahaMkAra !! praznakartA : dAnata cora hovI e nizcayanI kacAza kahevAya ? amArI AjJA pALazo to tamAro moha jaze. mohane tame jAte kADhavA jazo to e tamane kADhI mUke evo che ! mATe emane kADhI mUkavA karatAM emane kahIe, 'beso sAheba, ame tamArI pUjA karIe!" pachI judA thaIne ApaNe tenA para upayoga dIdho ne dAdAnI AjJAmAM AvyA ke mohane tarata enI meLe javuM ja paDaze. dAdAzrI : kacAza nA kahevAya, A nizcaya ja nahIM. kacAza to nIkaLI jAya badhI, paNa e to nizcaya ja nathI. praznakartA : dAnata cora na hoya, to pachI vicAra bilakula Avato baMdha thaI jAya ? [3] draDha nizcaya, pahoMcADe pAra ! nizcaya konuM nAma kahevAya ? ke game tevuM lazkara caDhI Ave to ya ApaNe tene gAMThIe nahIM ! mahIM game evA samajAvanArA maLe to ya ApaNe tene gAMThIe nahIM ! nizcaya karyo, pachI e phare nahIM, enuM dAdAzrI : nA, cho ne vicAra Avato. vicAra Ave emAM ApaNe zuM vAMdho che ? vicAra baMdha nA thaI jAya. dAnata cora nA joIe, mahIM game tevI lAlacane ya gAMThe nahIM, sTroMga ! vicAra ja kema Ave che ?

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 23 kUvAmAM nathI ja paDavuM evo nizcaya che, tene cAra dahADAthI UMdhyo nA hoya ane kUvAnI dhAra upara besADe to ya nA UMdhe tyAM. tamAro saMpUrNa brahmacarya pALavAno nizcaya ane amArI AjJA, e to kAma ja kADhI nAkhaze, paNa jo mahIM saheje nizcaya AghopAcho nA thayo to ! amArI AjJA to, e jyAM jaze tyAM rasto batAvaze ane ApaNe saheja paNa pratijJA nahIM choDavI. viSayano vicAra Avyo to aDadho kalAka sudhI to dho dho karavo ke kema haju vicAra Ave che ! ane AMkha to koInA ya sAme mAMDavI ja nahIM. jene brahmacarya pALavuM che, eNe AMkha to maMDAya ja nahIM. A strI jAtine khAlI hAtha Ama aDI gayo hoya to paNa nizcaya DagAva, DagAva kare. rAtre UMghavA ja nA de evA e paramANuo ! mATe sparza to thavo ja nA joIe ane draSTi sAcave to pachI nizcaya Dage nahIM ! praznakartA : koIne brahmacarya mATe nizcaya Dagumagu thAya, e enI pUrvanI bhAvanA evI haze, eTale ? dAdAzrI : nA, evuM nahIM, A nizcaya che ja nahIM eno. A pahelAMno projekTa nathI ane A je nizcaya karyo che, e lokonuM joIne karyo che. A khAlI dekhAdekhI che eTale Dagamaga thayA kare che, enA karatAM zAdI karane bhAI, zI khoTa javAnI che ? koI chokarI ThekANe paDaze ! brahmacaryamAM apavAda rakhAya evI vastu nathI. kAraNa ke mANasanuM mana pola khoLe che, koI jagyAe AvaDuM amathuM kANuM hoya to tene mana moTuM karI Ape ! praznakartA : A pola khoLI kADhe, emAM kaI vRtti kAma kare che ? dAdAzrI : e mana ja kAma kare che, vRtti nahIM. manano svabhAva ja evo pola khoLavAno che. praznakartA H mana pola mAratuM hoya to, ene kaI rIte aTakAvavuM? samajathI prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : nizcayathI. nizcaya hoya to pola mAre zI rIte te ? ApaNo nizcaya che, to koI pola mAre ja nahIM ne ? jene 'mAMsAhAra nathI khAvuM' evo nizcaya che, e nathI ja khAto. praznakartA : eTale dareka bAbatamAM nizcaya karI rAkhavA ? dAdAzrI : nizcayathI ja badhuM kAma thAya che. praznakartA : AtmA prApta karyA pachI nizcayabaLa rAkhavuM paDe? 24 dAdAzrI : potAne rAkhavAnuM ja nathI ne ?! ApaNe to 'caMdreza'ne kahevAnuM ke tame barAbara nizcaya rAkho. A vAtanA prazno pUchavAnA thAya to e pola khoLe che. mATe A prazno pUchavAnA thAya tyAre ene 'cUpa' kahIe, 'geTa AuTa' kahIe, eTale e cUpa thaI jAya. 'geTa AuTa' kahetAMnI sAthe ja badhuM bhAgI jAya. tAre zuM thAya che ? praznakartA : divasamAM evo eviDansa bAjhe to viSayanI ekAda gAMTha phUTI jAya, paNa pAchuM tarata zrI vijhana Ama mUkI dauM. dAdAzrI : nadImAM to eka ja phero DUbyo ke marI jAya ne? ke roja roja DUbe to marI jAya ? nadImAM eka phero ja DUbI mare, pachI vAMdho che ? nadIne khoTa javAnI che kaMI ? zAstrakAroe to eka ja vakhatanA abrahmacaryane maraNa kahyuM che. marI jaje, paNa abrahmacarya nA thavA daIza. karmano udaya Ave ne jAgRti nA rahetI hoya tyAre jJAnanAM vAkyo moTethI bolIne jAgRti lAve ane karmonI sAmo thAya, e badhuM parAkrama

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 25 kahevAya. sva-vIryane skUrAyamAna karavuM e parAkrama. parAkrama AgaLa koInI tAkAta nathI. samajathI prApta brahmacarya pramANe cAlatuM hoya, to eTaluM eDajasTa (goThavaNI) karI levAya. ApaNA jJAnanI viruddha cAle to baMdha karI devAya. jeTalo tuM sinsIyara eTalI tArI jAgRti. A tane sUtrarUpe ame ApIe chIe ne nAno chokaro ya samaje evuM phoDavAra paNa ApIe chIe. paNa je jeTalo sinsIyara, enI eTalI jAgRti. A to sAyansa che. jeTalI AmAM sinsIyAriTI eTaluM ja potAnuM thAya ane A sinsIyAriTI to TheTha mokSa bhaNI laI jAya. sinsIyAriTInuM phaLa morAliTImAM AvI jAya. juo ne cAraso varSa upara kabIre kahyuM, kevo e DAhyo mANasa ! kahe che, "manakA calatA tana cale, tAkA sarvasva jAya.' DAhyo nahIM kabIro ? ane A to mananA kahyA pramANe cAlyA kare. mana kahe ke "Ane paiNo." to paiNI javuM ? praznakartA : nA. evuM nA thAya. dAdAzrI : te haju to bolaze. evuM bolaze te ghaDIe zuM karazo tame ? brahmacarya vrata pALavuM hoya to sTroMga rahevuM paDe. mana to evuM ya bole ane tamane hau bolAvaze. tethI huM kaheto hato ne ke kAle savAre tame nAsI hau jazo. enuM zuM kAraNa ? mananA kahyA pramANe cAlanArAno bharoso ja zuM ? praznakartA H te divase Apa kaMI kahetA hatA ke javAnImAM ya "rIja poInTa" hoya che, to e "rIja poInTa" zuM che ? dAdAzrI : 'rIja poInTa' eTale A chAparuM hoya che, te emAM "rIja poInTa' kyAM AgaLa AvyuM? Toca upara. praznakartA : have ame ahIMthI kyAMya nAsI nA jaIe. yuvAnI jyAre 'rIja poInTa" upara jAya e vakhate ja badhuM pADI nAkhe. emAMthI e 'pAsa' thaI gayo, pasAra thaI gayo to jItyo. ame to badhuM ya sAcavI laIe, paNa enuM jo potAnuM mana pheraphAra thAya to pachI upAya nathI. eTalA mATe ame ene atyAre udaya thatAM pahelAM zIkhavADIe ke bhaI, nIcuM joIne cAlajo. strIne jozo nahIM, bIjuM badhuM bhajiyAM-jalebI jo jo. A tamAre mATe gerenTI nA apAya. kAraNa ke yuvAnI che. dAdAzrI : are, paNa mananA kahyA pramANe cAlanAro mANasa ahIMthI nA jAya, e kaI geranTInA AdhAre ? are, lo, huM tane be dahADA jarA pANI halAvuM. are, chabachabiyAM karuM ne, to parama dahADe ja tuM jato rahe ! e to tane khabara ja nathI. tamArA manamAM zuM ThekANAM ? [4] viSaya vicAro pajave tyAre... ko'ka dahADo mahIM kaMIka vicAra kharAba Ugyo ane kADhI nAkhatAM vAra lAgI pachI enuM moTuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. e to vicAra Ugyo ke tarata kADhI nAkhavAno, pheMkI devAnuM. atyAre to tamAruM mana tamane "paiNavA jevuM che nahIM, paiNavAmAM bahu duHkha che' evuM helpa kare. A siddhAMta batADanAruM tamAruM mana paheluM. A jJAnathI tame siddhAMta nathI nakkI karyo, A tamArA manathI nakkI karyo che. 'mane' tamane siddhAMta batAvyo ke 'Ama karo." praznakartA : jJAna karIne nizcaya thayelo hoya to enuM mana sAmuM thAya ja nahIM ne AvuM ? [5] ta calAya, matatA kahyA pramANe ! mananA kahyA pramANe calAya ja nahIM. mananuM kahyuM jo ApaNA jJAna dAdAzrI : nA. nA thAya. jJAna karIne nizcaya thayelo hoya to enAM

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya phAunDezana (pAyA) ja judI jAtanAM ne ! enAM badhA Ara.sI.sI.nA phAunDezana hoya. ane A to roDAMno, mahIM kroMkrITa kareluM. pachI phATa ja paDI jAya ne ? 27 [6] 'pote' potAne vaDhavo ! A bhAIe juone khakhaDAvyo hato potAnI jAtane, dhamakAvI nAkhyo. A raDato hato hauM, e khakhaDAvato hato, beu jovA jevI cIja. praznakartA : eka vAra be-traNa vakhata caMdrezane TaiDakAvelo, tyAre bahu raDelo paNa kharo. paNa mane ema paNa kaheto hato ke have AvuM nahIM thAya, chatAM pharIthI thAya che. dAdAzrI : hA. e to thavAnuM to kharuM, paNa e to vAreghaDIe pAchuM kahevAnuM, ApaNe kahetAM rahevAnuM ne e thayA karavAnuM. kahevAthI ApaNuM judApaNuM rahe. tanmayAkAra nA thaI jaIe. e pADozIne vaDhIe evI rIte cAlyA kare. ema karatuM karatuM pUruM thaI jAya ane badhI phAIlo pUrI thaI jaze ne ! viSayano vicAra Ave to ya kahIe, 'huM nhoya' A juduM, ene TaiDakAvo paDe. praznakartA : tame je prayogo batAvo cho ne, arIsAmAM sAmAyika karavAnuM. pachI prakRti sAthe vAtacIta karavAnI, e prayoga badhA bahu sArA lAge che. pachI be-traNa divasa sAruM thAya, pachI emAM kacAza AvI jAya che. dAdAzrI : kacAza Ave to pAchuM pharI navesara karavuM. jUnuM thAya eTale badhuM kacAza ja Ave. pudgalano svabhAva jUnuM thAya eTale bagaDatuM jAya ane navI pAchI goThavaNI karIne mUkI devAnuM. praznakartA : eTale e prayoga dvArA ja kArya siddha thaI javuM joIe. e thatuM nathI ne adhavacce pUro thaI jAya che prayoga. dAdAzrI : ema karatAM karatAM siddha thAya, ekadama nA thaI jAya. 28 praznakartA : amuka vakhata to pratikramaNa karavAno kaMTALo AvI jAya che. ekadama eTalA badhAM karavA paDe. samajathI prApta brahmacarya [7] pastAvA sahitanA pratikramaNo ! dAdAzrI : hA, A apratikramaNano doSa che. te ghaDIe pratikramaNa nA karyA, tene laIne Aje A banyuM. have pratikramaNa karavAthI pharI doSa Ubho nahIM thAya. praznakartA : kapaDuM dhovAI gayuM kone kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : ApaNane potAne ja khabara paDe ke meM dhoI nAkhyuM. pratikramaNa karIe eTale. praznakartA : mahIM kheda rahevo joIe ? dAdAzrI : kheda to rahevo ja joIe ne ? kheda to jyAM sudhI A niveDo nA Ave tyAM sudhI kheda to rahevo ja joIe. ApaNe to joyA karavAnuM. kheda rAkhe che ke nahIM te. ApaNe ApaNuM kAma karavAnuM che, e enuM kAma kare. praznakartA : A badhuM cIkaNuM bahu che. emAM thoDo thoDo pharaka paDato jAya che. dAdAzrI : jevo bharelo doSa evo nIkaLe. paNa te bAra varSe ke dasa varSe-pAMca varSe badhuM khAlI thaI jaze, TAMkIo badhuM sApha karI nAkhaze. pachI cokhkhuM ! pachI majA karo ! praznakartA : eka vakhata bIja paDI gayuM hoya eTale rUpakamAM to Ave ja ne ? dAdAzrI : bIja paDI ja jAyane ! e rUpakamAM AvavAnuM paNa jyAM sudhI eno jAma thayo nathI, tyAM sudhI ochA-vattA thaI jAya. eTale maratAM

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30 samajathI prApta brahmacarya pahelAM e cokhkho thaI jAya. tethI ame viSayanA doSavALAne kahIe chIe ne ke viSayanA doSa thayA hoya, bIjA doSa thayA hoya, tene kahIe ke, ravivAre tuM Ama upavAsa karaje ne Akho dahADo e ja vicAra karIne, vicAra karI karIne ene dho dho karyA karaje. ema AjJApUrvaka kare ne, eTale ochuM thaI jAya ! praznakartA : viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhInuM sAmAyika-pratikramaNa karavAnuM kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : atyAra sudhI bhUla thaI gaI hoya tenA pratikramaNa karavAnAM, bhaviSyamAM bhUla nahIM thAya evo nizcaya karavAno. praznakartA : ApaNe sAmAyikamAM to je kaMI doSa thayA hoya, te pharI pharI dekhAtA hoya to ? samajathI prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : hA, paNa viSaya evI vastu che ke jo emAM ekAgratA thAya to AtmA bhUle. eTale A gAMTha Ama nukasAnakAraka che, te eTalAM ja mATe ke e gAMTha phUTe tyAre ekAgratA thaI jAya che. ekAgratA thAya eTale viSaya kahevAya. ekAgratA thayA vagara viSaya kahevAya ja nahIM ne ! e gAMTha phUTe tyAre eTalI badhI jAgRti rahevI joIe ke vicAra Ubho thatAMnI sAthe ukheDIne pheMkI de, to ene tyAM ekAgratA nA thAya. jo ekAgratA nathI to tyAM viSaya ja nathI, to e gAMTha kahevAya ane e gAMTha ogaLaze tyAre kAma thaze. praznakartA : eTale e gAMTha ogaLI jAya to pachI pelo AkarSaNano vyavahAra ja nathI raheto ne ? dAdAzrI : dekhAya tyAM sudhI enI kSamA mAMgavAnI, kSamApanA karavAnI, enA para "e' pastAvo karavAno, pratikramaNa karavAnuM. praznakartA : A hamaNAM sAmAyikamAM beThA, A dekhAyuM chatAM pharI pharI kema Ave che ? dAdAzrI: e vyavahAra ja baMdha thaI jAya. TAMkaNI ane lohacuMbakano saMbaMdha ja baMdha thaI jAya. e saMbaMdha ja nA rahe. e gAMThane lIdhe A vyavahAra cAlu che ne ! have viSaya sthULa svabhAvI che ane AtmA sUkSma svabhAvI che evuM bhAna rahevuM bahu muzkela che, eTale ekAgratA thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM ne ! e to jJAnI puruSanuM kAma che, bIjA koInuM kAma ja nathI ! | viSayanI gAMTha moTI hoya che, tenA nikAlanI bahu ja jarUra, te kudaratI rIte ApaNe ahIM A sAmAyika UbhuM thaI gayuM che ! sAmAyika goThavo, sAmAyikathI badhuM ogaLe ! kaMIka karavuM to paDaze ne ? dAdA che. tyAM sudhImAM badho roga kADhavo paDaze ne ? ekAda gAMTha ja bhAre hoya, paNa je roga che te to kADhavo ja paDaze ne ? e rogathI ja anaMta avatAra bhaTakayA che ne ? A sAmAyika to zAne mATe che ke viSayabhAvanuM bIja haju sudhI gayuM nathI ane e bIjamAMthI ja cArja thAya che, e viSayabhAvanuM bIja javA mATe A sAmAyika che. dAdAzrI : e to Avene, mahIM paramANu hoya to Ave. teno ApaNane zuM vAMdho che ? praznakartA : A Ave che eTale ema ke hajI dhovAyo nathI. dAdAzrI : nA, e to mAla haju ghaNAM kALa sudhI raheze. haju ya dasa-dasa varasa sudhI raheze, paNa tamAre badho kADhavAno. [8] sparza sukhanI bhrAmaka mAnyatA ! praznakartA : A je be pAMdaDIe cUMTavAnuM vijJAna che, ke viSayanI gAMTha phUTe tyAre be pAMdaDe ukheDI nAkhavuM. to jItI javAya ne ? viSayanA gaMdavADAmAM loko paDyA che. viSaya vakhate ajavALuM kare to potAne gamatuM nathI. ajavALuM thAya ne bhaDakI jAya. tethI aMdhAruM rAkhe.

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya eTale e zakti maLyA kare. samajathI prApta brahmacarya 31 ajavALuM thAya to bhogavavAnI jagyA jovAnI game nahIM. eTale kRpALudeve bhogavavAnA sthAnane zuM kahyuM che ? praznakartA: 'vamana karavAne paNa yogya cIja nathI.' praznakartA : to sparzanI asara thAya ne ? praznakartA : chatAM strInA aMga tarapha AkarSaNa thavAnuM kAraNa zuM hoya? dAdAzrI : te ghaDIe ApaNe mana saMkucita karI nAkhavAnuM. huM A dehathI chuTo chuM, huM "caMdreza ya na hoya, e upayoga rahevo joIe, zuddha upayoga rahevo joIe. ko'ka dahADo evuM bane tyAre zuddha upayogamAM ja rahevuM, 'huM "caMdreza ya na hoya.' dAdAzrI : mAnyatA ApaNI, roMga bilipho tethI. gAyanA aMga tarapha kema AkarSaNa nathI thatuM ?! mAnyatAo khAlI. kazuM hotuM nathI. khAlI bilipho che. bilipho toDI nAkho eTale kazuM ya nahIM. sparzasukha mANavAno vicAra Ave to te AvatAMnI pahelAM ja ukheDIne pheMkI devo. jo tarata ukheDIne pheMkI nA de to pahelI sekaDe jhADa thaI jAya, bIjI sekaMDe ApaNane e pakaDamAM le ne trIjI sekaMDe pachI phAMsIe caDhavAno vAro Ave. praznakartA : e mAnyatA UbhI thAya che, te saMyoga bhego thavAthI thAya che ? dAdAzrI : lokonA kahevAthI ApaNane mAnyatA thAya. ane AtmAnI hAjarIthI mAnyatA thAya eTale draDha thaI jAya ane emAM evuM zuM che ? mAMsanA locA che ! hisAba nA hoya to Tace ya nA thAya. strI-puruSa eka rUmamAM hoya to ya, vicAre ya nA Ave. praznakartA : Ape kahyuM ke hisAba che, tethI AkarSaNa thAya che. to te hisAba pahelethI kevI rIte ukheDI devAya ? manamAM vicAra Ave, te vicAra enI meLe ja AvyA kare, to ene ApaNe pratikramaNathI dhoI nAkhavAnuM. pachI vANImAM evuM bolavuM nahIM ke, viSayo sevavA e bahu sArA che ane vartanamAM evuM rAkhavuM nahIM. strIonI sAme draSTi mAMDavI nahIM. strIone jovI nahIM, aDavuM nahIM. strIone aDI gayA hoIe to ya manamAM pratikramaNa thaI javuM joIe, ke "arere, Ane kyAM aDyo !" kAraNa ke sparzathI viSayanI badhI asaro thAya che. dAdAzrI : e to te ghaDIe, ona dhI momenTa kare to ja jAya. pahelethI nA thAya. manamAM vicAra Ave ne ke 'strI mATe bAjumAM jagyA rAkhIe.' te tarata ja e vicArane ukheDI devuM. 'hetu zuM che te joI levAnuM. ApaNA siddhAMtane anurUpa che ke siddhAMtanI viruddha che. siddhAMtanI viruddha hoya to tarata ja ukheDIne pheMkI devuM. praznakartA : e tiraskAra karyo nA kahevAya ? praznakartA : te mAre sparza karavo ja nathI. paNa koI chokarI sAmethI sparza kare, to pachI huM zuM karuM ? dAdAzrI : e tiraskAra nA kahevAya. pratikramaNamAM to ApaNe enA AtmAne kahIe chIe ke "amArI bhUla thaI gaI, pharI AvI bhUla nA thAya evI zakti Apajo." enAM ja AtmAne evuM kahevAnuM ke mane zaktio Apajo. jyAM ApaNI bhUla thaI hoya tyAM ja zakti mAgavAnI dAdAzrI : barAbara. sApa jANI joIne aDe, tene ApaNe zuM karIe ?(!) aDavAnuM kema game, puruSa ke strIne ? jyAM narI gaMdha ja che, tyAM aDavAnuM kema game ?

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 33 praznakartA : paNa sparza karatI vakhate A kazuM AmAnuM yAda nathI AvatuM. dAdAzrI : hA, e yAda zenuM Ave paNa ? te ghaDIe to e sparza karatI vakhate, eTalo badho poIjhanasa hoya che, te mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra badhAM upara AvaraNa AvI jAya che. mANasa bebhAna banI jAya che. jAnavara ja joI lo ne te ghaDIe ! sparza thAya ke evuM tevuM thAya to mane AvIne kahevuM ne huM tarata cokhkhuM karI ApuM. strI agara viSayamAM ramaNatA karIe, dhyAna karIe, nididhyAsana karIe to e gAMTha paDI jAya viSayanI. pachI zenAthI ogaLe e ? tyAre kahe, viSayanA viruddha vicArothI ogaLI jAya. draSTi badalAya pachI ramaNatA cAlu thAya. draSTi badalAya to enuM kAraNa che, enI pAchaLa gayA avatAranA kojhijha che. tethI karIne badhAnuM joIne draSTi badalAtI nathI. amukane jue tyAre draSTi badalAya che. kaoNjhIjha hoya, eno AgaLano hisAba cAlu Avato hoya te ane pachI ramaNatA thAya to jANavuM ke vadhAre moTo hisAba che eTale tyAM vadhAre jAgRti rAkhavI. enI joDe pratikramaNanA tIra mAra mAra karavA. AlocanApratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna jabarajasta hoya. A viSaya e evI vastu che ke manane ane cittane je rIte rahetuM hoya, te rIte nathI rahevA detuM ne eka phero AmAM paDe ke AnI mahIM AnaMda mAnIne UlaTuM cittanuM tyAM ja javAnuM vadhI jAya che ane 'bahu sarasa che, bahu majhAnuM che' ema mAnIne naryA pAra vagaranAM badhAM bIja paDe che. praznakartA : paNa e pUrvanuM laIne Avelo hoyane evuM ? dAdAzrI : enuM citta tyAMnuM tyAM jatuM rahe, e pUrvanuM laIne nathI Avyo. paNa pachI citta enuM chaTakI ja jAya che, hAthamAMthI ! pote nA 34 samajathI prApta brahmacarya kahe to ya chaTakI jAya. eTalA mATe A chokarAo brahmacaryanA bhAvamAM rahe to sAruM ane pachI ema ne ema je skhalana thAya, te to galana kahevAya. rAte thaI gayuM, dahADe thaI gayuM, e badhuM galana kahevAya. paNa A chokarAMone jo eka ja phero viSaya aDyo hoya ne, te pachI rAtadahADo enA e ja svapnAM Ave. tane evo anubhava che ke viSayamAM citta jAya tyAre dhyAna barAbara rahetuM nathI ? praznakartA : cita jo saheja paNa viSayanAM spaMdanone Taca thayeluM hoya to keTalAya kALa sudhI potAne sthiratA nA rahevA de. dAdAzrI : eTale huM zuM kahevA mAguM chuM ke jagata AkhAmAM pharo. koI paNa vastu tamArA cittane haraNa na karI zake to tame svataMtra cho. keTalAMya varSathI mArA cittane meM joyuM che ke koI cIja haraNa karI zakatI nathI eTale pachI mArI jAtane huM samajI gayo, huM tadana saMpUrNa svataMtra thayo chuM. manamAM game tevA kharAba vicAra Ave teno vAMdho nathI, paNa cittanuM haraNa nA ja thavuM joIe. jeTalI cittavRttio bhaTake teTaluM AtmAne bhaTakavuM paDe. jyAM cittavRtti jAya, te gAma ApaNe javuM paDaze. cittavRtti nakazo dore che. AvatA bhavane mATe javA-AvavAno nakazo dorI nAkhe. e nakazA pramANe pachI ApaNe pharavAnuM. to kyAM kyAM pharI AvatI haze cittavRttio ? praznakartA : citta jyAM ne tyAM nathI jhalAI jatuM, paNa eka ThekANe jhalAyuM to te Agalo hisAba che ? dAdAzrI : hA, hisAba che to ja jhalAya. paNa ApaNe have zuM karavuM? puruSArtha enuM nAma kahevAya ke hisAba hoya tyAM ya jhalAvA nA de. citta jAya ane dhoI nAkhe tyAM sudhI abrahmacarya gaNAtuM nathI. citta jAya ne dhoI nA nAkhe to e abrahmacarya kahevAya.

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 35 je cittane DagAve e badhA ja viSaya che. jJAnanI bahAra je je vastumAM citta jAya che, e badhA ja viSaya che. praznakartA : Ape kahyuM ke vicAra game te Ave teno vAMdho nathI, paNa citta tyAM jAya teno vAMdho che. samajathI prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : ApaNe draSTi ja nA mAMDIe. ApaNe jANIe ke A jALa kheMcanArI che, eTale enI joDe draSTi ja mAMDavI nahIM. dAdAzrI : hA, cittanI ja bhAMjagaDa che ne ! citta bhaTake e ja bhAMjagaDane ! vicAra to game tevA haze, e vAMdho nahIM. paNa citta A jJAna maLyA pachI AghuMpAchuM nA thavuM joIe. jyAM ApaNane lAge ke A to ahIM phasAmaNa ja che, tyAM to ene bhegA ja nA thavuM. koInI joDe draSTi milAvIne vAta karavI nahIM, nIcI draSTi rAkhIne ja vAta karavI. draSTithI ja bagaDe che. e draSTimAM viSa hoya che ane viSa pachI caDhe che. eTale draSTi maMDAI hoyane, najara kheMcAI hoya to tarata pratikramaNa karI levuM, ahIM to cetatA ja rahevuM joIe. jene A jIvana bagaDavA nA devuM hoya eNe bivera rahevuM. praznakartA : vakhate evuM thAya to enuM zuM ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe, tyAM AgaLa 'have evuM nA thAya' evo puruSArtha mAMDavo paDe. pahelAM jeTaluM jatuM hatuM eTaluM ja haju paNa jAya che ? jyAM mana kheMcAtuM hoya, te phAIla Ave te ghaDIe mana caMcaLa ja rahyA kare. te ghaDIe mana caMcaLa thAya ne amane mahIM bahu duHkha thAya. AnuM mana caMcaLa thayuM hatuM. eTale mArI AMkha kaDaka thaI jAya. praznakartA : nA, eTaluM badhuM slIpa thatuM nathI, chatAM e pUchuM chuM. dAdAzrI : nA, paNa citta to jevuM ja nA joIe. manamAM game tevA kharAba vicAra Avaze teno vAMdho nahIM, ene khaseDa khaseDa karo. enI joDe vAtacItano vyavahAra karo ke phalANo bhego thaI jaze to kyAre e karazo ? enA mATe lArIo, moTo kyAMthI lAvIzuM ? agara to satsaMganI vAta karIe eTale mana pAchuM navA vicAra dekhADaze. phAIla Ave te ghaDIe mahIM kUdAkUda karI mele. upara jAya, nIce jAya, enA vicAra AvatAMnI sAthe, e to mahIM naryo gaMdavADo bharelo che, kacaro mAla che. mahIM AtmAnI ja kiMmata che ! vadhAremAM vadhAre citta phasAya zemAM ? viSayamAM ane citta phasAyuM eTaluM aizvarya tUTI gayuM. aizvarya tUTayuM eTale jAnavara thayo. eTale viSaya evI vastu che ke enAthI ja badhuM jAnavarapaNuM AvyuM che. manuSyamAMthI jAnavarapaNuM viSayane lIdhe thayuM che. chatAM ApaNe zuM kahIe chIe ke A to pahelethI saMgharelo mAla che, te nIkaLe to kharo paNa pharI navesarathI saMgharo nahIM karo, e uttama kahevAya. - phAIla gerahAjara hoya ne yAda rahe to bahu jokhama kahevAya. phAIla gerahAjara hoya to yAda nA rahe paNa e Ave ke tarata asara kare e sekaMDarI jokhama. ApaNe enI asara thavA ja nA daIe. svataMtra thavAnI jarUra. ApaNI te ghaDIe lagAma ja tUTI jAya. pachI lagAma rahe nahIM ne ! [9] "phAIla' sAme kaDakAI ! praznakartA H e je mohanI jALa nAkhe to enAthI kevI rIte bacavuM? jene phAIla thayelI ja hoya, ene mATe bahu jokhama rahyuM. enA mATe kaDaka rahevuM. sAme Ave to AMkha kADhavI joIe. to e phAIla DaratI, rahe. ulaTuM phAIla thayA pachI to loka caMpala mAre, to pharI e moTuM dekhADato ja bhUlI jAya.

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38 samajathI prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : phAIla hoya, enA upara ApaNane tiraskAra Ubho nA thato hoya to jANI-joIne tiraskAra Ubho karavo ? dAdAzrI : hA. tiraskAra kema Ubho nA thAya ? je ApaNuM ATaluM badhuM ahita kare che, tenA para tiraskAra nA thAya ? mATe haju pola che ! dAnata cora che ! samajathI prApta brahmacarya e pAzavatA sArI haju, paiyAnI ! paiNavuM nahIM ne khoTA cenacALA karavA, e to bhayaMkara pAzavatA kahevAya, narkagatinA adhikArI ! ane te to ahIM hoya ja nahIM ne ? paNavuM e to hakkanA viSaya kahevAya. brahmacarya bhaMga karavuM e moTo doSa. brahmacarya bhaMga thAya tyAre muzkelI, hatA tyAMthI gabaDI paDyA. ropeluM jhADa hoya dasa varSanuM ane paDI jAya to pachI AjathI ja ropyA evuM ja thayuM ne pAchuM dase ya varSa nakAmAM gayA ne ! ane brahmacaryavALo paDI gayo. eka ja dahADo paDI jAya eTale khalAsa thaI garyo. praznakartA : bahu paricaya thayo hoya to eno aparicaya kevI rIte karavo ? tiraskAra karIne ? dAdAzrI : "nhoya mAruM, nhoya mAruM karIne, ghaNAM pratikramaNa karavAM. pachI rUbarUmAM maLI jAya te ghaDIe ApI devuM joIe. "zuM moTuM laIne pharyA kare che, jAnavara jevI, yujhalesa !" pachI e pharI moTuM nA dekhADe. praznakartA : nizcaya to che paNa bhUlo thaI jAya che. praznakartA: sAmI phAIla e ApaNA mATe phAIla nathI, paNa enA mATe ApaNe phAIla chIe evuM ApaNane khabara paDe to ApaNe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : bhUlo bIjI thAya to calAvI levAya. viSaya saMyoga nA thavo joIe. dAdAzrI : to to vaheluM vadhAre uDADI devuM. vadhAre kaDaka thavuM. e cItaravAnuM ja baMdha karI dene. nA hoya to gAMDuM haluM bolavuM. ene kahevuM ke 'cAra dholo mArI daIza, jo tuM mArI sAme AvIza to ! mArA jevo cakrama nahIM maLe koI.' evuM kahIe eTale pachI pharI pese nahIM. e to AvI ja rIte khase. be kalamo, eka viSayI vartana, viSayI vartana thAya to ame jAte nivRta thaI jaIzuM, koIne nivRta karavA nahIM paDe. evuM lakhavAnuM. jAte ja A sthAna choDIne ame cAlyA jaIzuM ane bIjuM A pramAda thaze dAdAnI hAjarImAM jhokAM khAvAnuM to saMgha je amane zikSA karaze te ghaDIe. traNa dA'DAnI bhUkhyA rahevAnI ke evI tevI, je kaMI zikSA kare te svIkArIzuM. [10] viSayI vartata ? to DisamIsa ! [11] sephasAIDa sudhInI vADa. ahIM draSTi bagaDe tyAre e khoTuM kahevAya. ahIM to badhA vizvAsathI Ave ne ! brahmacarya pALI zakavA mATe ATalAM kAraNo hovAM joIe. eka to ApaNuM A 'jJAna hovuM joIe. pAchI ATalI jarUriyAta joIe to kharI, ke brahmacArIonuM ToLuM hovuM joIe, brahmacArInI jagyA zaherathI jarA dUra hovI joIe ane pAchaLa poSaNa hovuM joIe. eTale AvAM badhA 'kaoNjhIjha' hovAM joIe. ane A to bIje pApa karyuM hoya ne, te ahIM Ave to dhovAI jAya, paNa ahIMnuM pApa kareluM narkagatimAM bhogavAya. thaI gayAM hoya tene leTa go karIe paNa navuM to thavA nA daIe ne ! thaI gayAno kaMI upAya che pachI. pAzavatA karavI, tenAM karatAM paiNavuM sAruM. paiNavAmAM zo vAMdho che? praznakartA : eno artha evo thayo ke kusaMga nizcayabaLane kApI nAkhe ?

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 39 dAdAzrI : hA, nizcayabaLane kApI nAkhe ! are, mANasanuM AkhuM parivartana ja karI nAkhe ane satsaMge ya mANasanuM parivartana karI nAkhe. paNa eka phero kusaMgamAM gayelo, satsaMgamAM lAvavo hoya to bahu agharo paDI jAya ane satsaMgavALAne kusaMgI banAvavo hoya to vAra nA lAge. 40 samajathI prApta brahmacarya ja. A bahAranuM sukha le che eTale aMdaranuM sukha bahAra pragaTa thatuM nathI. ame UNodarI tapa TheTha sudhI rAkheluM ! beu TAIma jarUriyAta karatAM ochuM ja khAvAnuM, kAyamane mATe ! UNuM ja khAvAnuM eTale mahIM jAgRti niraMtara rahe. UNodarI tapa eTale zuM ke roja cAra roTalI khAtA hoya to pachI be karI nAkhe, enuM nAma UNodarI tapa kahevAya. praznakartA: badhI gAMTho che, temAM viSayanI gAMTha jarA vadhAre pajave praznakartA : khorAkathI jJAnane keTalo bAdha Ave ? dAdAzrI : e amuka gAMTha vadhAre pajave. tene mATe ApaNe lazkara taiyAra rAkhavuM paDe. A badhI gAMTho to dhIme dhIme ekjhosTa thayA ja kare che, ghasAyA ja kare che; te eka dahADo badhI vaparAI ja javAnI ne ?! dAdAzrI : bahu bAdha Ave. khorAka bahu bAdhaka che. kAraNa ke A khorAka je peTamAM jAya che, teno pachI dArU thAya che ne Akho dahADo pachI dArUno kepha, meNo ne meNo cahyA kare che. praznakartA : lazkara eTale zuM ? pratikramaNa ? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa, draDha nizcaya, e badhuM lazkara rAkhavuM paDe ane 'jJAnI puruSa'nAM darzana, e darzanathI chuTA paDI jAva to ya veSa thaI paDe. eTale sephasAIDa e kaMI sahelI vastu nathI. praznakartA saMpUrNa sephasAIDa kyAre thAya ? jene brahmacarya pALavuM che, teNe khyAla rAkhavo ke amuka khorAkathI uttejanA vadhI jAya che. te khorAka ocho karI nAkhavo. carabIvALA khorAka jevA ke ghI- tela nA levAya, dUdhe ya jarA ochuM levuM, paNa dALa-bhAta-zAkaroTalI e badhuM nirAMte khAva ane te khorAkanuM pramANa ochuM rAkhavuM. dabANapUrvaka khAvuM nahIM. eTale khorAka keTalo levo joIe ke Ama meNo nA caDhe ane rAte traNa-cAra kalAka ja UMgha Ave eTalo khorAka levo joIe. dAdAzrI : saMpUrNa sephasAIDa kyAre thAya, tenuM to ThekANuM ja nahIM ne ! paNa pAMtrIsa varSa pachI jarA enA divasa AthamavA mAMDe, eTale e tamane bahu herAna nA kare. pachI tamArA dhAryA pramANe cAlyA kare, e tamArA vicArone AdhIna rahe. tamArI icchA nA bagaDe, tamane pachI koI nukasAna nA kare. paNa pAMtrIsa varSa sudhI to bahu ja jokhamadArI !! AvaDAM nAnAM nAnAM chokarAne magasa ne guMdarapAkane e badhuM khavaDAve che, te pachI enI asaro bahu kharAba paDe che, e bahu vikArI thaI jAya che. eTale nAnA chokarAne bahu nA ApavuM joIe, enuM pramANa sacavAvuM joIe. huM to cetavaNI ApuM chuM ke brahmacarya pALavuM hoya to kaMdamULa na khavAya. [12] titikSAtAM tape keLavo mata-deha !! praznakartA : upavAsa karyo hoya, e rAtre judI ja jAtano AnaMda lAge che, enuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : bahAranuM sukha nA le eTale aMdaranuM sukha utpanna thAya praznakartA : kaMdamULa na khavAya ? dAdAzrI : kaMdamULa khAvuM ne brahmacarya pALavuM, e roMga philosophI che, virodhI che.

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya samajathI prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : A jJAnamAM rahIe to enI meLe Urdhvagamana thAya ja praznakartA: kaMdamULa nahIM khAvAnuM, jIvahiMsAne lIdhe ke bIjuM koI kAraNa che ? ne ? dAdAzrI : e kaMdamULa to abrahmacaryane jabarajasta puSTi ApanAruM che. AvA niyamo karavA paDe ke jethI enuM A kema brahmacarya rahe-Take. dAdAzrI : hA, ane A jJAna ja evuM che ke ApaNA jJAnamAM raho to kazo vAMdho nathI, paNa ajJAna UbhuM thAya tyAre mahIM A roga Ubho thAya. te ghaDIe jAgRti rAkhavI paDe. viSayamAM to pAra vagaranI hiMsA che, khAvA-pIvAmAM kaMI evI hiMsA nathI thatI. [13] na ho asAra, pudgalasAra ! brahmacarya e zuM che ? e pudgalasAra che. ApaNe je khAvAnuM khaIe-pIe, e badhAMno sAra zuM rahyo ? "brahmacarya'! e sAra jo tamane jato rahe to AtmAno je ene AdhAra che, te AdhAra 'lUjha' thaI jAya ! eTale brahmacarya mukhya vastu che. eka bAju jJAna hoya ne bIjI bAju brahmacarya hoya, to sukhano pAra ja nahIM ne ! pachI evuM cenja mAre ke na pUcho vAta ! kAraNa ke brahmacarya e pudgalasAra che ne ? A jagatamAM sAyanTisTo ne badhA loko kahe che ke vIrya-raja adhogAmI che. paNa ajJAnatA che, tene lIdhe adhogAmI che. jJAnamAM to UrdhvagAmI thAya che. kAraNa ke jJAnano pratApa che ne ! jJAna hoya to kazo vikAra ja nA thAya. A badhuM khAya che-pIve che, enuM zuM thatuM haze peTamAM ? praznakartA : lohI thAya. praznakartA AtmavIrya pragaTa thAya eTale emAM zuM hoya ? dAdAzrI : AtmAnI zakti bahu vadhe. praznakartA : to A je darzana che, jAgRti che, e ane AtmavIrya e benuM kanekazana zuM ? - dAdAzrI : jAgRti e AtmavIryamAM gaNAya. AtmavIryano abhAva eTale vyavahAranuM solyuzana nA kare, paNa vyavahAra khaseDIne UMco mUkI de. AtmavIryavALo to kaheze game te Avone, e gUMcAya nahIM. paNa have e zaktio badhI utpanna thaze ! A lohInuM pachI zuM thAya ? praznakartA : lohInuM vIrya thAya. dAdAzrI : ema ! vIryane samajuM chuM? lohInuM vIrya thAya, te vIryanuM pachI zuM thAya ? lohInI sAta dhAtuo kahe che ne ? emAMthI ekamAMthI hADakAM thAya, ekamAMthI mAMsa thAya, emAMthI pachI chevaTe chellAmAM chelluM vIrya thAya. chellI dazA vIrya thAya. vIrya e pudgalasAra kahevAya. dUdhano sAra e ghI kahevAya, evuM A khorAka khAdhAno sAra vIrya kahevAya. lokasAra e mokSa che ane pugalasAra e vIrya che. jagatanI sarva cIjo adhogAmI che. vIrya ekaluM ja jo dhAre to UrdhvagAmI thaI zake. eTale vIrya UrdhvagAmI thAya evA bhAva bhAvavA joIe. praznakartA: e zaktio brahmacaryathI UbhI thAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, brahmacarya sArI rIte paLAya tyAre ane saheja lIkeja nA thavuM joIe. A to zuM thayuM che ke vyavahAra zIkhyA nathI ane emane ema A badhuM hAthamAM AvI gayuM che ! jyAM ruci tyAM vIrya varte AtmAnuM. eTale A lokone ruci zemAM?

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya AIskrImamAM kharI, paNa AtmAmAM nahIM. 44 samajathI prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : emAM rAtrino khorAka mahatvano. rAtrinuM ochuM karavuM joIe. A saMsAra game nahIM, bahu rUpALImAM rUpALI cIja sTeje game nahIM. peluM ja, AtmA tarapha ja gamyA kare, gamo badalAI jAya. ane dehavIrya pragaTa thAya tyAre peluM AtmAnuM game nahIM. dAdAzrI : rAtanA khorAka ja nA joIe, A eka ja vakhata mahArAja AhAra le che. praznakartA : AtmavIrya pragaTa thAvuM kevI rIte bane ? dAdAzrI : nizcaya karyo hoya ne amArI AjJA pALavAnI, tyArathI urdhvagatie jAya. chatAM DiscArja thAya eno vAMdho nahIM. e to bhagavAne kahyuM, vAMdho nahIM. e bharAya pachI bUca khullo thaI jAya. Urdhvagamana thayuM nathI brahmacarya, tyAM sudhI adhogamana ja thAya. Urdhvagamana to brahmacarya levAnI zarata karI, tyArathI ja zaruAta thAya. vIryane evI Teva nathI, adhogatimAM javuM. e to potAno nizcaya nahIM eTale adhogatimAM jAya che. nizcaya karyo eTale bIjI bAju vaLe, ane pachI moDhA para bIjA badhAne teja dekhAtuM thAya ane brahmacarya pALatAM moDhA para kaMI asara nA thaI, to "brahmacarya pUruM pALyuM nathI" ema kahevAya. cetIne ApaNe cAlavuM sAruM. mahinAmAM cAra vakhata thAya to ya vAMdho nahIM. ApaNe jANI-joIne DiscArja karavuM nA joIe. e guno che, ApaghAta kahevAya. ema ne ema thAya teno vAMdho nahIM. A to A badhuM ADA-avaLuM khAvAnuM pariNAma che. AvI DiscArjanI koNa chUTa Ape ? pelA bhaI kahe che, DiscArja ya na thavo joIe. tyAre zuM marI jauM ? kUvAmAM paDuM, kahIe ? praznakartA: vIryanuM urdhvagamana zaru thavAnuM hoya to enAM lakSaNo zuM ? dAdAzrI : tejI AvatI thAya, manobaLa vadhatuM jAya, vANI pharsTa kalAsa nIkaLe. vANI mIThAzavALI hoya. vartana mIThAzavALuM hoya. e badhuM enuM lakSaNa hoya. e to vAra lAge ghaNI, ema ne ema atyAre e nA thAya. atyAre ekadama nA thaI jAya. praznakartA: vIryanuM galana thAya che e pudgala svabhAvamAM hoya ke koI jagyAe ApaNI lIkeja hoya che eTale thAya che ? praznakartA : svapnadoSa kema thatAM haze ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe joIe ane ApaNI draSTi bagaDI, eTale vIryano amuka bhAga che te "ekjhosTa' thaI gayo kahevAya. praznakartA : e to vicArothI paNa thaI jAya che. dAdAzrI : upara TAMkI hoya pANInI, te pANI nIce paDavA mAMDe eTale nA samajIe ke ubharAI ! svapnadoSa eTale ubharAvuM. TAMkI ubharAI ! te koka nA rAkhavo joIe ? dAdAzrI : vicArothI paNa 'ekjhosTa' thAya, draSTithI paNa ekajhosTa' thAya. te 'ekajhosTa' thayelo mAla pachI DiscArja thayA kare. eTale khorAka upara kaMTrola kare to svapnadoSa nA thAya. tethI A mahArAja A eka vakhata AhAra kare che ne tyAM ! bIjuM kazuM levAnuM ja nahIM, cA-bA kazuM nahIM levAnuM. praznakartA : paNa A je brahmacArIo che temane to kaMI evA saMjogo nA hoya, teo strIothI dUra rahe che, phoTA rAkhatA nathI, kelenDara rAkhatA nathI, chatAM emane DiscArja thaI jAya che. to emanuM svAbhAvika DiscArja

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46 samajathI prApta brahmacarya samajathI prApta brahmacarya nA kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : to paNa emane manamAM A badhuM dekhAya che. bIjuM, e khorAka bahu khAto hoya ane enuM vIrya bahu banatuM hoya, pachI e pravAha vahI jAya evuM ya bane. vIryanuM alana kone nA thAya ? jenuM vIrya bahu majabUta thaI gayuM hoya, bahu ghaTTa thaI gayeluM hoya, tene nA thAya. A to badhAM pAtaLAM thaI gayelAM vIrya kahevAya. ema ja cAlyA karaze ? brahmacarya Ama keTalAMka varasa jo kadI sacavAI gayuM kaMTrolapUrvaka, to pachI vIrya UrdhvagAmI thAya ne tyAre A zAstro-pustako e badhAM magajamAM dhAraNa karI zake. dhAraNa karavuM e kAMI saheluM nathI, nahIM to vAMce ne pAcho bhUlato jAya. praznakartA : manobaLathI paNa ene aTakAvI zakAya ne ? dAdAzrI : manobaLa to bahu kAma kare ! manobaLa ja kAma kare ne ! paNa te jJAnapUrvakanuM hovuM joIe. ema ne ema manobaLa rahe nahIM ne ! praznakartA: A prANAyAma kare, yoga kare, e brahmacarya mATe kaMI helpaphUla thaI zake kharuM ? dAdAzrI : te brahmacarya mATenA bhAvathI kare to helpIMga thaI zake che. brahmacarya mATeno bhAva hovo joIe ane tamAre zarIra sAruM karavA mATe karavuM hoya to enAthI zarIra sAruM thAya. eTale bhAva upara badho AdhAra che. paNa AvA tevAmAM tame paDazo nahIM, nahIM to ApaNo AtmA rahI jaze. praznakartA H svapnamAM DiscArja je thAya che, e pAchalI khoTa che ? dAdAzrI : eno koI savAla nathI. A pAchalI khoTo svapnAvasthAmAM badhI jatI rahe. svapnAvasthA mATe ApaNe gunegAra gaNatA nathI. ApaNe jAgRta avasthAne gunegAra gaNIe chIe, ughADI AMkhe jAgRta avasthA ! chatAM paNa svapnAM Ave. mATe ene bilakula kADhI nAkhavA jevuM nathI, tyAM cetatA rahevuM. svapnAvasthA pachI savAramAM pastAvo karavo paDe, enuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe ke AvuM nA ho. ApaNI pAMca AjJA pALe to emAM koI dahADo viSaya-vikAra thAya evuM che ja nahIM. brahmacarya vrata lIdhuM hoya. kazuMka avaLuM-havaLuM thAya tyAre gUMcAya. eka chokaro muMjhAto'to, meM kahyuM, 'kema bhaI, muMjhAu chuM?" tamane kahetAM mane zarama Ave che. meM kahyuM, zuM zarama Ave che ? lakhIne Apa baLyuM.' moDhe kahetAM zarama Ave to lakhIne Apa. 'mahinAmAM be-traNa vakhata mane DiscArja thaI jAya che.' kahe che. 'mera gAMDiyA, emAM to zuM ATalo badho gabharAu chuM ! tArI dAnata nathI ne ? tArI dAnata khoTI che ?" tyAre kahe, 'bilakula nahIM, bilakula nahIM." tyAre meM kahyuM, 'tArI dAnata cokhkhI hoya to brahmacarya ja che' kahyuM. tyAre kahe, 'paNa AvuM thAya ?" meM kahyuM, bhaI, e galana hoya ? e to pUraNa thayeluM galana thaI jAya. emAM tArI dAnata nA bagaDavI joIe. evuM rAkhaje, e sAcavavI. dAnata nA bagaDavI joIe ke AmAM sukha che. mahIM muMjhAyane bicAro ! to cokhuM tarata karI ApuM. hamaNe koI viSayano vicAra Avyo, tarata tanmayAkAra thayo eTale mahIM mAla kharIne nIce gayo. eTale pachI bhego thaIne nIkaLI jAya haDahaDATa. paNa vicAra Ave ke tarata ukhADI nAkhe to mahIM khare nahIM pachI, A to tamAre brahmacarya pALavuM hoya to A badhuM cetatA rahevuM paDe. vIrya UrdhvagAmI thAya tyAra pachI enI meLe cAlyA kare. haju to vIrya UrdhvagAmI thayuM nathI. haju to eno adhogAmI svabhAva che. vIrya UrdhvagAmI thAya, tyAre badhuM ya UMce caDe. pachI to vANI-bANI phakkaDa nIkaLe, mahIM darzane ya UMcI jAtanuM khIleluM hoya. vIrya UrdhvagAmI thAya pachI vAMdho nA Ave, tyAM sudhI to khAvA-pIvAnuM bahu niyama rAkhavA paDe. vIrya UrdhvagAmI thavA mATe tamAre ene madada to karavI paDe ke ema ne

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya urdhvagAmI thAya. eTaluM badhuM mahIM vijJAna che AkhuM !! praznakartA : vicAra AvatAMnI sAthe ja. 48 samajathI prApta brahmacarya saMsArI rahevuM hoya to tyAM tame tamAre besajo, rahejo. praznakartA : to kharekhara to vicAra ja nA Avavo joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : ona dhI momenTa. bahAra nA nIkaLe paNa mahIM aMdara paDI gayuM juduM e. bahAra nIkaLavA lAyaka thaI gayuM e zarIrano mAla rahyo nahIM. praznakartA chUTuM paDI gayuM pachI pratikramaNa kare to pAchuM UMce Avaze ke urdhvagamana nA thAya ? dAdAzrI : vicAra to AvyA vagara rahe nahIM. mahIM bharelo mAla che eTale vicAra to Ave, paNa pratikramaNa eno upAya che. vicAra nA Avavo joIe evuM bane to guno che. dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa kare to zuM thAya ? ke tame enAthI judA cho evo abhiprAya dekhADe che ke amAre emAM levAdevA nathI. praznakartA : tyAM sudhInI sTeja AvavI joIe ema ? dAdAzrI : hA, paNa e vicAra nA Avavo, e to ghaNe kALe Devalapa thato thato AgaLa Ave che. pratikramaNa karato karato AgaLa jAya, eTale pachI ene pUrNAhuti thAya ne ! pratikramaNa karavA mAMDyAM eTale pachI pAMca avatAre - dasa avatAre ya pUrNAhuti thaI jAya ne ! eka avatAramAM to khalAsa nA paNa thAya. bharelo mAla e to nIkaLyA vagara rahevAnuM nahIM. vicAra Avyo tene poSaNa ApyuM, to vIrya maDadAla thaI gayuM. eTale koI paNa raste DiscArja thaI jAya che ane jo TakyuM nahIM, viSayano vicAra ja nA Avyo to UrdhvagAmI thAya. vANI-bANI badhAmAM majabUta thaIne Ave. nahIM to viSayane ame saMDAsa kaheluM ja che. badhuM UbhuM thAya che te saMDAsa thavA mATe ja thAya che. brahmacarya pALe tene badhuM Ave. potAne vANImAM, buddhimAM, samajaNamAM badhAmAM Ave, pragaTa thAya. nahIM to vANI bole to khIle nahIM, ugeya nahIM ne. e urdhvagamana thAya to pachI A badhI vANI pharsTakalAsa thaI jAya ne badhI zaktio UbhI thAya pachI. AvaraNo tUTI jAya badhA. A to loko jANatA nathI ke A vicAra Avyo, to zuM thaze ? A to kaheze ke vicAra Avyo mATe zuM bagaDI gayuM ? lokone khyAla nA hoya te vicArane ane DiscArjane e bannene liMka kevI rIte che. vicAra jo ema ne ema nA Ave, to bahAra javAthI paNa vicAra Ubho thAya. viSayano vicAra to kyAre Ave ? Ama joyuM ane AkarSaNa thayuM eTale vicAra Ave. koI vakhata evuM paNa bane ke AkarSaNa thayA vagara vicAra Ave. viSayano vicAra Avyo eTale manamAM ekadama maMthana thAya ane saheja paNa maMthana thAya eTale pachI e alana thaI ja jAya, tarata ja, ona dhI momenTa, mATe ApaNe choDavo UgatAM pahelAM ja ukhADI nAkhavo joIe. bIjuM badhuM cAle, paNa A choDavo bahu vasamo hoya. je sparza nukasAnakartA hoya, je mANasano saMga nukasAnakartA hoya tyAMthI dUra rahevuM joIe. tethI to zAstrakAroe eTaluM badhuM goThaveluM ke Ama strI jyAM beThI hoya tyAM e jagyA upara beso nahIM, jo brahmacarya pALavuM hoya to, ane jo [14] brahmacarya pamADe brahmAMDato AnaMda ! A kaLiyugamAM, A duSamakALamAM brahmacarya pALavuM bahu muzkela che. ApaNuM jJAna che te evuM ThaMDakavALuM che. aMdara kAyama ThaMDaka rahe, eTale brahmacarya pALI zake, bAkI abrahmacarya zAthI che ? baLatarAne lIdhe che. Akho dahADo kAmakAja karIne baLatarA, niraMtara baLatarA UbhI thaI che. A jJAna che eTale mokSane mATe vAMdho nathI, paNa joDe joDe brahmacarya hoya to eno AnaMde yu Avo ja hoya ne ?! he ya... apAra AnaMda, e to duniyAe cAkhyo ja nA hoya evo AnaMda utpanna thaI jAya ! eTale AvA vratamAM ja jo pAMtrIsa varSano e pirIyaDa kADhI nAkhe, tyAra pachI to apAra AnaMda utpanna thAya !

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paC samajathI prApta brahmacarya AtmabhAvanA hovI joIe. eka kalAka bhAvanA bhAva bhAva karaje ane vakhate tUTI jAya to sAMdhIne pAchuM cAlu karaje. samajathI prApta brahmacarya 49 brahmacarya vrata badhAne kaMI levAnI jarUra hotI nathI. e to jene udayamAM Ave. mahIM brahmacaryanA khUba vicAra AvyA karatA hoya, te pachI vrata le. jene brahmacarya varte, tenA to darzananI vAta ja judI ne ? ko'kane udaya Ave, tenA mATe ja brahmacarya vrata che. udayamAM Ave nahIM to ulaTo vAMdho paDI jAya, loco paDI jAya. brahmacarya vrata varasa dahADAnuM laI zakAya ke cha mahinAnuM paNa laI zakAya. ApaNane brahmacaryanA khUba ja vicAra AvyA karatA hoya, e vicArane ApaNe dabAya dabAya karIe to ya vicAra AvyA karatA hoya to ja brahmacarya vrata mAMgavuM, nahIM to A brahmacarya vrata mAMgavA jevuM nathI. ahIM brahmacarya vrata lIdhA pachI vrata toDavuM e mahAna guno che. tamane kaMI koIe bAMdhyA nathI ke tame vrata lo ja ! jagatanuM kalyANa vadhu kyAre thAya ? tyAgamudrA hoya tyAre vadhAre thAya. gRhastha mudrAmAM jagatanuM kalyANa vadhu thAya nahIM, upalaka badhuM thAya. paNa aMdarakhAne badhI pablika nA pAme ! upalakatAmAM badho moTo moTo varga pAmI jAya, paNa pablika nA pAme. tyAga ApaNA jevo hovo joIe. ApaNo tyAga e ahaMkArapUrvakano nahIM ne ?! ane A cAritra to bahu UMcuM kahevAya ! 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e niraMtara lakSamAM rahe, e mahAnamAM mahAna brahmacarya. enA jevuM bIjuM brahmacarya nathI. chatAM ya AcAryapada prApta karavAnA bhAva mahIM hoya tyAre tyAM bahAranuM brahmacarya joIe, tyAM leDI nA cAle. A kALamAM to brahmacarya AkhI jiMdagInuM apAya evuM nathI. ApavuM e ja jokhama che. varSa dahADAnuM apAya. bAkI AkhI jiMdagInI AjJA lIdhI ane jo e paDe ne, to pote to paDe paNa ApaNane paNa nimitta banAve. pachI ApaNe mahAvideha kSetramAM vItarAga bhagavAna pAse beThA hoya to tyAM ya Ave ne ApaNane uThADe ne kaheze, "zuM kAma AjJA ApI hatI ? tamane koNe DAhyA thavAnuM kahyuM hatuM?" te vItarAganI pAse ya ApaNane jaMpavA nA de ! eTale pote to paDe paNa bIjAne ya kheMcI jAya. mATe bhAvanA karaje ane ame tane bhAvanA karavAnI zakti ApIe chIe. paddhatisaranI bhAvanA karaje, utAvaLa nA karIza. utAvaLa eTalI kacAza. A ekaluM abrahmacarya choDe to badhuM AkhuM jagata AthamI jAya che, haDahaDATa ! eka brahmacarya pALavAthI to badhuM AkhuM jagata ja khalAsa thaI jAya che ne ! ane nahIM to hajAro cIjo choDo, paNa e kazuM bhalIvAra Ave nahIM. jJAnI puruSanI pAse cAritra grahaNa kare, khAlI grahaNa ja karyuM che, hajI to paLAyuM ja nathI. tyArathI to bahu AnaMda chUTe. tane kaMI AnaMda chUTyo che ? jo A brahmacarya vrata laIza ne saMpUrNa karekTa pALIza, to varlDamAM ajAyaba sthAna prApta karIza ane ahIMthI sIdho ekAvatArI thaIne mokSa jaIza. amArI AjJAmAM baLa che, jabarajasta vacanabaLa che. jo tArI kacAza nA hoya to vrata tUTe nahIM, eTaluM badhuM vacanabaLa che. praznakartA : chUTyo che ne, dAdA ! te ghaDIthI ja mahIM Akho ughADa thaI gayo. tyAM sudhI badhuM mahIM tAvI jovAnuM ke bhAvanA jagata kalyANanI che ke mAnanI ? potAnA AtmAne tAvI jue to badhI khabara paDe evuM che. vakhate mahIM mAna raheluM hoya to ya e nIkaLI jaze. dAdAzrI : letAMnI sAthe ja ughADa thaI gayo ne ? letI vakhate enuM mana klIyara joIe. enuM mana te vakhate klIyara hatuM. meM tapAsa karI hatI. Ane cAritra grahaNa karyuM kahevAya ! vyavahAra cAritra ! ane peluM 'jovuM'-'jANavuM rAkhIe, te nizcaya cAritra ! cAritranuM sukha jagata samakyuM ja nathI. cAritranuM sukha ja judI jAtanuM che. eka ja mANasa sAco hoya to jagata kalyANa karI zake ! saMpUrNa

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51 samajathI prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : viSayathI chUTyo kyAre kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : ene pachI viSayano ekeya vicAra nA Ave. samajathI prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : pudgalano svabhAva zAne karIne rahe to AkarSaNa nA rahe, e nA samajAyuM. viSayasaMbaMdhI koI paNa vicAra nahIM, draSTi nahIM, e lAIna ja nahIM. e jANe jANato ja nA hoya evI rIte hoya, e brahmacarya kahevAya. dAdAzrI : eTale zuM ke koI strIe ke puruSa game tevAM kapaDAM paheryA hoya to kapaDAM rahita dekhAya, te jJAna karIne pharsTa darzana. bIjuM, sekanDa darzana eTale zarIra parathI cAmaDI khasI jAya tevuM dekhAya ane tharDa darzana eTale badhuM ja aMdaranuM dekhADe evuM dekhAya. pachI AkarSaNa rahe kharuM ? [15] "viSaya' sAme vijJAnanI jAgRti ! praznakartA : e vastu potAne samajAya kevI rIte ke AmAM pote tanmayAkAra thayo che ? koI strI UbhelI hoya tene joI, paNa tarata draSTi pAchI kheMcI lIdhI. chatAM te pachI draSTi to pAchI tyAM ne tyAM ja jatI rahe, Ama draSTi tyAM ja kheMcAyA kare e 'phAIla" kahevAya. eTale ATalI ja bhUla A kALamAM samajavAnI che. dAdAzrI : 'ApaNo emAM virodha hoya, "ApaNo' virodha e ja tanmayAkAra na thavAnI vRtti. "ApaNe" viSayanA saMgamAM coMTavuM nathI, eTale "ApaNo' virodha to hoya ja ne ? virodha hoya e ja chUTuM ane bhUlecUke coMTI jAya, gothuM khavaDAvIne coMTI jAya, to pAchuM tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. praznakartA : vadhAre phoDa pADo ke kevI rIte draSTi nirmaLa karavI ? praznakartA : potAno virodha nizcaya karIne to che ja, chatAM paNa evuM bane che ke udaya evAM Ave ke emAM tanmayAkAra thaI javAya, e zuM che ? dAdAzrI : 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e jAgRtimAM AvI jAya, pachI draSTi nirmaLa thaI jAya. nA thaI hoya to zabdathI pAMca-dasa vakhata bolIe ke, 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM, huM zuddhAtmA chuM, huM zuddhAtmA chuM to ya pAchuM AvI jAya athavA 'dAdA bhagavAna jevo nirvikArI chuM, nirvikArI chuM" ema bolIe to ya pAchuM AvI jAya. eno upayoga karavo paDe, bIjuM kazuM nahIM. A to vijJAna che, tarata phaLa Ape ane jarAka jo gAphela rahyo to bIjI bAju uDADI mAre evuM che ! dAdAzrI : virodha hoya to tanmayAkAra thavAya nahIM ane tanmayAkAra thayA to 'gothuM khAI gayA che" ema kahevAya. to evuM gothuM khAya, tenA mATe pratikramaNa che ja. e to beu draSTi rAkhavI paDe. e zuddhAtmA che, e draSTi to ApaNane che ja. ane pelI bIjI draSTi to jarA jo AkarSaNa thAya to jema che ema rAkhavI joIe, nahIM to moha thaI jAya. praznakartA : jAgRti maMda eTale "emyulI' kevI rIte bane che ? pudgalano svabhAva jo jJAna karIne raheto hoya, to to pachI AkarSaNa thAya evuM che ja nahIM. paNa pudgalano svabhAva jJAna karIne raheto hoya, evuM hoya ja nahIMne koI mANasane ! pudgalano svabhAva amane to jJAna karIne rahe. dAdAzrI : eka phero AvaraNa AvI jAya ene. e zaktine sAcavanArI je zakti che ne, e zakti para AvaraNa AvI jAya, e zakti kAma karatI buTTI thaI jAya. pachI te ghaDIe jAgRti maMda thaI jAya. e zakti bukI thaI gaI pachI kazuM thAya nahIM, kazuM vaLe nahIM. pAcho pharI mAra khAya, pachI mAra khAyA ja kare. pachI mana, vRttio, e badhuM ene

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 53 avaLuM samajAve ke, 'ApaNane to have kazo vAMdho nathI. ATaluM badhuM to che ne ?" praznakartA : e zaktine rakSaNa ApanArI zakti eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : eka phero slipa thayo, te slipa nahIM thavAnI je mahIM zakti hatI te ghasAya, eTale ke e zakti lapaTI paDatI jAya. eTale pachI bATalI Ama ADI thaI ke dUdha enI meLe ja bahAra nIkaLI jAya, peluM to ApaNe bUca kADhavo paDato hato. 54 samajathI prApta brahmacarya jeNe jagata kalyANanA nimitta banavAno bhekha lIdho che, ene jagatamAM koNa AMtarI zake ? koI zakti nathI ke ene AMtarI zake. AkhA brahmAMDanA sarva devaloko enI para phUla varasAvI rahyAM che. eTale e eka dhyeya nakkI karo ne ! jyArathI A nakkI karo tyArathI ja A zarIranI jarUriyAtanI ciMtA karavAnI rahetI nathI. jyAM sudhI saMsArIbhAva che tyAM sudhI jarUriyAtanI ciMtA karavI paDe. juone, A 'dAdAne kevI jAhojalAlI che ! A eka ja prakAranI icchA rahe to pachI eno ukela AvI gayo. ane devasattA tamArI joDe che. A devo to sattAdhIza che, e niraMtara helpa Ape evI emane sattA che. AvAM eka ja dhyeyavALA pAMcanI ja jarUra ! bIjo koI dhyeya nahIM, adabadavALo nahIM ! aDacaNamAM eka ja dhyeya ne UMghamAM paNa eka ja dhyeya !! [16] lapasatArAMone, UThADI doDAve... tamAre to 'lapasI paDavuM nathI', evuM nakkI karavAnuM ne lapasI paDyA to pachI mAre mApha karavAnuM. tamAruM mahIM vakhate bagaDavA mAMDe ke tarata mane jaNAvo. eTale eno kaMIka ukela Ave ! kaMI ekadama ochuM sudharI ja javAnuM che ? bagaDavAno saMbhava kharo ! cetatA rahejo. ne 'jJAnI puruSa'no Azaro jabarajasta rAkhajo. muzkelI to kaI ghaDIe Ave, te kahevAya nahIM ! paNa te ghaDIe 'dAdA'nI sahAya mAgajo, sAMkaLa kheMcajo to 'dAdA' hAjara thaI jaze ! evuM che ne, je gunAnuM zuM phaLa che e jANIe nahIM, tyAM sudhI e gunA thayA kare che. kUvAmAM kema koI paDatuM nathI ? A vakIlo gunA ochA kare che, zAthI ? A gunAnuM A phaLa maLaze, evuM e jANe che. mATe gunAnuM phaLa jANavuM joIe. pahelAM tapAsa karavI joIe ke, gunAnuM phaLa zuM maLaze ? 'A khoTuM karuM chuM, enuM phaLa zuM maLaze ?' e tapAsa karI lAvavI joIe. tame cokhkhA cho to koI nAma denAra nathI ! AkhI duniyA sAmI thaze to ya huM ekalo chuM. mane khabara che ke tame cokhkhA cho, to huM game tene pahoMcI vaLe evo chuM. mane so TakAnI khAtarI thavI joIe. tamArAthI to jagatane nA pahoMcI vaLAya, eTale mAre tamAruM uparANuM levuM paDe che. mATe manamAM kazuM ya gabharAzo nahIM, jarA ya gabharAzo nahIM. ApaNe cokhkhA chIe, to duniyAmAM koI nAma denAra nathI ! A dAdAnI vAta duniyAmAM game te koI karatuM haze to A dAdo duniyAne pahoMcI vaLe. kAraNa ke bilakula cokhkho mANasa che, jenuM mana saheja paNa bagaDeluM nathI. jene dAdAnuM nididhyAsana rahe, tene badhAM ja tALAM UghaDI jAya. dAdA joDe abhedatA e ja nididhyAsana che !!! bahu puNya hoya tyAre evuM jAge, ane 'jJAnI'nA nididhyAsananuM sAkSAt phaLa maLe che. e nididhyAsana, potAnI zakti e pramANe karI Ape, te rUpa karI Ape. kAraNa ke jJAnI'nuM aciMtya ciMtAmaNi svarUpa che, eTale te rUpa karI nAkhe. jJAnI'nuM nididhyAsana nirAlaMba banAve. pachI "Aje satsaMga thayo nahIM, Aje darzana thayAM nahIM.' evuM kazuM ene nA rahe. jJAna pote nirAlaMba che, evuM pote nirAlaMba thaI javuM paDe, 'jJAnI'nA nididhyAsanathI. [17] aMtima avatAmAM ya brahmacarya to Avazyaka ! brahmacaryane to AkhA jagate 'eksepTa' karyuM che. brahmacarya vagara to koI dahADo AtmA prApta thAya ja nahIM. brahmacaryanI viruddha je hoya, te mANasane AtmA koI dahADo ya prApta thAya nahIM. viSaya sAme to niraMtara

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pa6 samajathI prApta brahmacarya maLe ja nahIM ne koI dahADo ya ! samajathI prApta brahmacarya 55 jAgRta rahevuM paDe, eka kSaNavAra paNa ajAgRti cAle nahIM. praznakartA : brahmacaryane ane mokSane sATuM-sahiyAruM keTaluM ? dAdAzrI : bahu levAdevA che. brahmacarya vagara to AtmAno anubhava ja khabara nA paDe ne ! 'AtmAmAM sukha che ke viSayamAM sukha che' e khabara ja nA paDe ne ?! phaLa khAya paNa pastAvA sAthe khAya, to e phaLamAMthI pharI bIja nA paDe ane khuzIthI khAya ke 'hA, Aja to bahu majhA AvI', to pharI pAchuM bIja paDe. praznakartA: have be prakAranAM brahmacarya che. eka, apariNita brahmacarya dazA ne bIjo paraNIne pALato hoya, temAM UMcuM karyuM ? bAkI AmAM to lapaTuM paDI jAya. saheja DhIluM mUkyuM ne tyAM lapaTuM paDI jAya. eTale DhIluM mUkavAnuM nahIM. kaDaka rahevAnuM. marI jauM to ya paNa A nahIM joIe evuM kaDaka rahevuM joIe. dAdAzrI : paraNIne pALe te UMcuM kahevAya. paNa paraNIne pALavuM muzkela che. ApaNe tyAM keTalAMka paraNIne brahmacarya pALe che, paNa te cAlIsa varSa pachInA che. amane to nAnapaNathI A game nahIM ke lokoe emAM sukha kema mAnyuM che ? te ya mane ema lAge ke A kaI jAtanuM che ? amane to nAnapaNathI A zrI vijhananI prekTisa paDI gayelI. eTale amane to bahu vairAga Ava Ava kare, bahu ja cIDha caDhe. evI vastumAM ja A lokone ArAdhanA rahe. A te kaI jAtanuM kahevAya ? paiNelAne ya chevaTe dasa-paMdara varSa choDavuM paDaze. badhAMthI mukta thavuM paDaze. mahAvIra svAmI paNa chellAM beMtAlIsa varSa mukta thayA hatA ne ! A saMsAramAM strI sAthe to pAra vagaranI upAdhi che. joDuM thayuM ke upAdhi vadhe. benAM mana zI rIte eka thAya ? keTalI vAra mana eka thAya ? cAlone, kaDhI beune sarakhI bhAvI, paNa pachI zAkamAM zuM ? tyAM mana eka thAya nahIM ne dahADo vaLe nahIM. matabheda hoya tyAM sukha hoya nahIM. praznakartA : A pAchalI je khoTo che, te nizcayanA AdhAre uDADI zakAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, badhI ja khoTo uDADI zakAya. nizcaya badhuM ja kAma jJAnI puruSane to 'opana Tu skAya' ja hoya. rAtre game te TAIma emane tyAM jAva to ya 'opana Tu skAya' hoya. amAre to brahmacarya pALavuM paDe evuM ya nA hoya. amAre to viSaya yAde ya nA hoya. A zarIramAM e paramANu ja nA hoya ne ! tethI AvI brahmacarya saMbaMdhI vANI nIkaLe ne ! viSaya sAme to koI bolyA ja nathI. loka viSayI che eTale loke viSaya para upadeza ja nathI Apyo. ane ApaNe to ahIM AkhuM pustaka thAya evuM brahmacaryanuM bolyA chIe, te TheTha sudhI vAta bolyA chIe. kAraNa amArAmAM to e paramANu ja khalAsa thayA, dehanI bahAra ame rahIe. bahAra eTale pADozI jevA niraMtara rahIe ! nahIM to AvI ajAyabI udaya bhAre Ave, tyAre te ApaNane halAvI nAkhe. have bhAre udayano artha zo ? ke ApaNe sTroMga rUmamAM beThA hoIe ane bahAra ko'ka bUmAbUma karato hoya. pachI bhalene pAMca lAkha mANaso bUmo pADatA hoya ke "hama mAra DAleMge' tevuM bahArathI ja bumo pADatA hoya, to ApaNane zuM karavAnA che ? e chone bUmo pADe. evI rIte jo AmAM ya sthiratA hoya to kazuM thAya evuM nathI, paNa sthiratA Dage ke pAchuM peluM coMTI paDe. eTale game tevA karmo AvI paDe tyAre sthiratApUrvaka "A mAruM nA hoya, huM zuddhAtmA chuM' ema karIne sTroMga rahevuM paDe. pachI pAchuM Ave kharuM ne

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58 samajathI prApta brahmacarya thoDI vAra gUMcave. paNa ApaNI sthiratA hoya to kazuM thAya nahIM. samajathI prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : koI brahmacaryanI anumodanA ApatuM hoya, brahmacArIone puSTi Ape, emanA mATe badhuM. badhI rIte emane rasto karI Ape, to enuM phaLa zuM ? A chokarAo brahmacarya pALe che te mana-vacana-kAyAthI pALe che. manathI to bahAranA lokothI paLAya ja nahIM. vANIthI ne dehathI badhA pALe. ApaNuM A jJAna che ne, tenAthI manathI paNa paLAya. mana-vacana-kAyAthI jo brahmacarya pALe to enAM jevI mahAna zakti bIjI utpanna thAya evI nathI. e zaktithI pachI amArI AjJA paLAya. nahIM to pelI brahmacaryanI zakti nA hoya to AjJA zI rIte paLAya ? brahmacaryanI zaktinI to vAta ja judI ne ?! dAdAzrI : phaLane ApaNe zuM karavuM che ? ApaNe eka avatArI thaIne mokSamAM javuM che, have phaLane kyAM rAkhavAM ? e phaLamAM to so strIo maLe, evAM phaLane ApaNe zuM karavAnAM ? ApaNe phaLa joItuM nathI. phaLa khAvuM ja nathI ne have ! eTale mane to emaNe pahelethI pUchI lIdheluM, "A badhuM karuM chuM, te mArI puNya baMdhAya ?" kahyuM, 'nahIM baMdhAya.' atyAre A badhuM DiscArja rUpe che ane bIja to badhAM zekAI jAya che. A brahmacArIo taiyAra thAya che ne A brahmacAriNIo ya taiyAra thAya che. emanAM moDhAM upara nUra Avaze pachI lipasTiko ne pAvaDaro copaDavAnI jarUra nahIM rahe. he ya ! siMhanuM bALaka beTheluM hoya evuM lAge. tyAre jANIe ke nA, kaMIka che ! vItarAga vijJAna kevuM che ke jo pacyuM to siMhaNanuM dUdha pacyA barAbara che, to siMhanA bALaka jevo e lAge, nahIM to bakarI jevuM dekhAya !!! praznakartA : A badhA je brahmacArIo thaze, e 'DiscArja'mAM ja gaNAya ne ? praznakartA H A loko paraNavAnI nA pADe che, to e aMtarAya karma nA kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, DiscArjamAM ja ne ! paNa A DiscArjanI joDe emano bhAva che, te mahIM cArja che. ane bhAva hoya to ja majabUtI rahe ne ! nahIM to DiscArja haMmezAM ya moLuM paDI jAya. ane A eno bhAva che ke mAre brahmacarya pALavuM ja che, enAthI majabUtI rahe. A akrama mArgamAM kartAbhAva keTalo che, keTale aMze che ke ame je AjJA ApI che ne, e AjJA pALavI eTalo ja kartAbhAva. koI paNa vastu pALavI ja paDe, tyAM eno kartAbhAva che. eTale "brahmacarya pALavuM ja che." AmAM pALavAnuM e kartAbhAva che, bAkI brahmacarya e DiscArja vastu che. dAdAzrI : ApaNe ahIMthI bhAdaraNa jaIe, tethI karIne A bIjA gAma joDe ApaNe aMtarAya pADyA? ene jyAM anukULa Ave, tyAM e jAya. aMtarAya karma to kone kahevAya ke tame che te koIkane kazuMka ApatA ho, ne huM kahuM ke nA, ene ApavA jevuM nathI. eTale meM tamane AMtaryA, to mane pharI evI vastu maLe nahIM. mane e vastunA aMtarAya paDe. praznakartA : paNa brahmacarya pALavuM e kartAbhAva che ? praznakartA : jo brahmacarya ja pALavuM hoya to, ene karma kahI zakAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, ene karma ja kahevAya ! enAthI karma to baMdhAya ! jyAM sudhI ajJAna che, tyAM sudhI karma kahevAya ! e pachI brahmacarya hoya ke abrahmacarya hoya. brahmacaryanI puNya baMdhAya ane abrahmacaryanuM pApa baMdhAya ! dAdAzrI : hA, pALavuM e kartAbhAva che. ane A kartAbhAvanuM phaLa emane AvatAM avatAramAM samyak puNya maLaze. eTale zuM ke saheje ya muzkelI sivAya badhI ja vastuo pAse AvIne paDe ane ema karatAM karatAM mokSe javAnuM. tIrthaMkaronAM darzana thAya ne tIrthaMkaronI pAse paDI rahevAno vakhata paNa maLe. eTale ene badhA saMjogo bahu suMdara hoya.

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59 samajathI prApta brahmacarya 60 hoya ne ene chole to zuM nIkaLe ? samajathI prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : ravivAranA upavAsa ane brahmacArIone zuM kanekazana che? dAdAzrI : A ravivArano upavAsa zene mATe kare che ? viSayano sAmo thayo che. viSaya mArA bhaNI Ave ja nahIM, eTalA mATe viSayano sAmAvALiyo thayo tyArathI ja nirviSayI thayo. A huM Amane viSayanA sAmAvALiyA ja karuM chuM. kAraNa ke AmanAthI ema viSaya chUTe evo nathI, A to badhAM cIbhaDAM kahevAya, A to duSamakALanAM khadabadatAM cIbhaDAM kahevAya. AmanAthI kazuM chUTe nahIM, tethI to pachI bIjA rastA karavAM paDe ne ? koI chokaro sArAM kapaDAM-bapaDAM paherIne, nekaTAI-bekaTAI paherIne bahAra jato hoya, te mUAne kApe to zuM nIkaLe ? tuM amatho zuM kAma nekaTAI pahera pahera kare che ? mohavALA lokone bhAna nathI. te rUpALo joIne mUMjhAI jAya bicArA ! jyAre mane to badhuM ughADuM ArapAra dekhAya. kharI rIte A vijJAna evuM che ke "tame Ama karo ke tema karo' evuM kazuM bolAya nahIM, paNa A to kALa evo che ! eTale amAre A kahevuM paDe che. A jIvonAM ThekANAM nahIM ne ? A jJAna laIne UlaTo UMdhe raste cAlyo jAya. eTale amAre kahevuM paDe che ane te ya amAruM vacanabaLa hoya pachI vAMdho nahIM. amArA vacanathI kare eTale ene kartApadanI jokhamadArI nahIM ne ! ame kahIe ke 'tame Ama karo." eTale tamArI jokhamadArI nahIM ane mArI jokhamadArI AmAM rahetI nathI !!! evI rIte strIe puruSone jovA nA joIe ane puruSa strIone jovI nA joIe. kAraNa ke e ApaNA kAmanI nathI. dAdAjI kahetA hatA ke A ja kacaro che, pachI emAM zuM jovAnuM rahyuM ? eTale kheMcANanA kAyadA che ke amuka jagyAe ja kheMcANa hoya. kaMI badhe kheMcANa nA hoya. have A kheMcANa zI rIte thAya che, te tamane kahIM dauM. A bhavamAM kheMcANa nA thatuM hoya, chatAM koI bhaIne dekhyo, te ApaNA manamAM evuM thAya ke, "ohoho, A bhaI keTalo rUpALo che, dekhAvaDo che." evuM ApaNane thayuM ke tenI sAthe ja AvatAM bhavanI gAMTha paDI gaI. enAthI AvatAM bhave kheMcANa thAya. have anupama pada choDI upamAvALuM pada koNa le ? jJAna che to pelo AkhA jagatano eMThavADo koNa aDe ? jagatane priya evAM je viSayo e jJAnI puruSane eMThavADo lAge. A jagatano nyAya kevo che ke jene lakSmI saMbaMdhI vicAra nA hoya, viSaya saMbaMdhI vicAra nA hoya, je dehathI niraMtara chUTo ja raheto hoya, tene jagata bhagavAna kahyA vagara rahe nahIM !! | nizcaya enuM nAma kahevAya ke bhUlAya nahIM. ApaNe zuddhAtmAno nizcaya karyo che, te bhUlAya nahIM ne ? thoDI vAra bhUlI jaIe, paNa lakSamAM ja hoya pAchuM, enuM nAma nizcaya kahevAya. [18] dAdA Ape puSTi, AptaputrIone ! jagata jANatuM ja nathI ke A rezamI cAdarathI vIMTeluM che badhuM ? potAne je gamato nathI e ja kacaro, A rezamI cAdarathI vaTalo che. e tamane lAge che ke nathI lAgatuM? eTaluM samaje to naryo vairAga ja Ave ne ? eTaluM bhAna nathI rahetuM. tethI ja A jagata AvuM cAle che ne ? evI koIne jAgRti haze A bahenomAMthI ? koI mANasa rUpALo dekhAto nididhyAsana eTale ke "A bahena dekhAvaDI che ke A bhAI dekhAvaDo che." evo vicAra karyo, e nididhyAsana thayuM eTalI vAra. vicAra karyo ke tarata ja nididhyAsana thAya. pachI evo pote thaI jAya. eTale ApaNe joIe to A Dakho thAya ne ? enA karatAM AMkha nIce DhALI devI joIe, AMkha mAMDavI ja nA joIe. AkhuM ya jagata phasAmaNa che. phasAyA pachI to chUTakAro ja nathI. AkhI jiMdagIonI jiMdagI khalAsa thAya, paNa eno "enDa ja nathI !

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 61 dhaNI, dhaNI jevo hoya che, te game tyAM jAya to ya eka kSaNa paNa ApaNane nA bhUle evo hoya to kAmanuM, paNa evuM koI kALe bane nahIM. to pachI A nagoDa chApa dhaNIne zuM karavAnA ? samajathI prApta brahmacarya A jJAnamAM AvyA pachI amArI AjJAmAM AvavuM paDe. haju kaMI tamane badhAMne evI brahmacaryanI AjJA apAI nathI ne ? e ame jaldI ApatAM ya nathI. kAraNa ke badhAne pALatAM AvaDe nahIM, phAve nahIM. e to mana bahu majabUta joIe. eTale A kALamAM mANaso premabhukhyA nathI, viSayabhUkhyA che. premabhUkhyo hoya tene to viSaya nA maLe to ya cAle. evA premabhUkhyA maLyA hoya to tenAM darzana karIe. A to viSayabhUkhyA che. viSayabhUkhyA eTale zuM ke saMDAsa. A saMDAsa e viSayabhUkha che. jo tAre brahmacarya pALavuM hoya to ATaluM cetavAnuM ke parapuruSano vicAra paNa nA Avavo joIe. ne vicAra Avyo tyAMthI dhoI nAkhavuM joIe. jo kadI laganIvALo prema hoya to saMsAra che, nahIM to pachI viSaya e to saMDAsa che. e pachI kudaratI hAjatamAM gayuM. ene hAjatamaMda kahe che ne ? jema sItA ne rAmacaMdrajI paiNelA ja hatAM ne ? sItAne laI gayA to ya rAmanuM citta sItAmAM ne sItAmAM ja hatuM ne sItAnuM citta tyAM rAmamAM hatuM. viSaya to cauda varSa joyo paNa nahoto, chatAM citta emanAmAM hatuM. enuM nAma lagna kahevAya. bAkI, A to hAjatamaMdo kahevAya. kudaratI hAjata ! eTale dhaNI hoya to bhAMjagaDa ne ? paNa jo brahmacarya vrata lIdhuM hoya, to A viSayasaMbaMdhI bhAMjagaDa ja nahIM ne ! ane AvuM jJAna hoya to te kAma kADhI nAkhe ! eka zuddhacetana che ane eka mizracetana che. te mizracetanamAM jo sapaDAyo to AtmA prApta karyo hoya, to paNa ene rakhaDAvI mAre. eTale AmAM vikArI saMbaMdha thayo to rajhaLapATa thAya. kAraNa ke ApaNe mokSe javuM che ane e bhAI che, te jAnavaramAM javAnAM hoya to ApaNane tyAM kheMcI jAya. saMbaMdha thayo eTale tyAM javuM paDe. mATe vikArI saMbaMdha Ubho ja nA thAya eTaluM ja jovAnuM. manathI ya bagaDelA nA hoya tyAre cAritra kahevAya. tyAra pachI A badhA taiyAra thaI jAya. mana bagaDelAM e to pachI phrekacara thaI jAya, nahIM to eka-eka chokarImAM keTalI keTalI zakti hoya ! e kaMI jevI tevI zakti hoya ? A to hindustAnanI baheno hoya ane vItarAganuM vijJAna pAse hoya, pachI zuM bAkI rahe ? A bahenano to nizcaya che ke "eka avatAramAM ja mokSe javuM che. have ahIM poSAya nahIM, eTale eka ja avatArI thavuM che." to pachI emane badhAM sAdhano maLI AvyAM, brahmacaryanI AjJA paNa maLI gaI ! praznakartA : ame paNa eka ja avatArI thazuM ? 'jJAnI puruSa'nI pAse potAnuM kalyANa karI levAnuM che. pachI pote kalyANasvarUpa thayo eTale vagara bolya lokonuM kalyANa thAya che ane je loko bola bola kare che emAM kazuM vaLatuM nathI. khAlI bhASaNo karavAthI, bola bola karavAthI kazuM vaLatuM nathI. bolavAthI to buddhi Imozanala thAya che. ema ne ema ja emanuM cAritra jovAthI, e mUrti jovAthI ja badhA bhAva zamI jAya che. mATe emaNe to phakta pote ja te rUpa thaI javA jevuM che ! 'jJAnI puruSa'nI pAse rahI te rUpa thavuM. AvI pAMca ja chokarIo taiyAra thAya to keTalAMya lokonuM te kalyANa kare ! sAva nirmaLa thavuM joIe, ane 'jJAnI puruSa'nI pAse nirmaLa thaI zake ane nirmaLa thavAnAM che !! dAdAzrI : tAre haju vAra lAgaze. hamaNAM to thoDuM amArA kahyA pramANe cAlavA de. eka avatArI to AjJAmAM AvyA pachI, A jJAnamAM AvyA pachI kAma thAya. AjJA vagare ya Ama to mokSa be-cAra avatAramAM thavAno che, paNa paheluM AjJAmAM Ave tyAre eka avatArI thaI jAya !

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya samajathI prApta brahmacarya (utarArdha ) khaMDa : 1 paraNito mATe brahmacaryanI cAvIo.... 64 samajathI prApta brahmacarya nIDaratA zabda eTalA mATe meM Apelo che ke viSayamAM Dare, nAchUTake viSayamAM paDe. eTale viSayothI Daro, ema kahIe chIe. kAraNa ke bhagavAna hau DaratA hatA, moTA moTA jJAnIo ya hatA, to tame evAM kevAM cho ke viSayathI Daro nahIM ?! jema suMdara rasoI AvI hoya, rasaroTalIne e badhuM bhogavo kharAM paNa DarIne bhogavo. DarIne zA mATe ke vadhu khAzo to upAdhI thaI paDaze, eTalAM mATe Daro. [1] viSaya nahIM, paNa niDaratA e viSa ? praznakartA: zuddhAtmA svarUpa thayA pachI saMsAramAM patnI joDeno saMsAra vyavahAra karavo ke nahIM ? ane te kevA bhAve ? ahIM samabhAve nikAla kevI rIte karavo ? chatAM A vijJAna game tene, paiNelAne ya mokSe laI jaze. paNa jJAnInI AjJA pramANe cAlavuM joIe. ko'ka magajanI khumArIvALo hoya, te kaheze, "sAheba huM bIjI paiNavA mAguM chuM.' tAruM jora joIe. pahelAM zuM nahotA paNatA ? bharata rAjAne teraso rANIo hatI, to ya mokSa gayA ! jo rANIo naDatI hoya to mokSe jAya kharA ? to zuM naDe che ? ajJAna naDe che. dAdAzrI : A vyavahAra to, tamAre patnI hoya to patnI joDe baMnene samAdhAnapUrvaka vyavahAra rAkhajo. tamAruM samAdhAna ne emanuM samAdhAna thatuM hoya evo vyavahAra rAkhajo. emane asamAdhAna thatuM hoya ne tamAruM samAdhAna thatuM hoya e vyavahAra baMdha karajo. ane ApaNAthI strIne kaMI duHkha na thavuM joIe. viSayo e viSa nathI, viSayamAM nIDaratA e viSa che. mATe gabharAzo nahIM. badhAM zAstroe bUma pADI ke viSayo e viSa che. zAnuM viSa che ? viSaya e viSa to hoto haze ? viSayamAM nIDaratA e viSa che. viSaya jo viSa hotane, to pachI tame badhA ghera rahetAM hota ane tamAre mokSe javuM hoya to mAre tamane hAMkIne mokalavA paDe ke jAva apAsare, ahIM ghera nA paDI rahezo. paNa mAre koIne hAMkavA paDe che ? huM tamane kahuM chuM ke A je 'davA' (viSaya saMbaMdha) che e gaLapaNavALI davA che mATe davA haMmezAM jema pramANathI laIe chIe, evI rIte pramANathI lejo. lagnajIvana dIpe kyAre ? ke tAva bannene caDhe ane e davA pIve tyAre. tAva vagara davA pIve ke nahIM ? ekane tAva vagara davA pIve, e lagnajIvana dIpe nahIM. bannene tAva caDhe tyAre ja davA pIve. dhIsa Ijha dha onlI meDisina. meDisina gaLI hoya tethI kaMI roja pIvA jevI nA hoya. bhagavAne jIvonA be bheda pADyA ; eka saMsArI ne bIjA siddha. je mokSe gayelA che te siddha kahevAya che ne bIjA badhA ya saMsArI. eTale tame jo tyAgI ho to ya saMsArI cho ne A gRhastha paNa saMsArI ja che. mATe tame manamAM kazuM rAkhazo nahIM. saMsAra nathI naDato, viSaya nathI naDatA, kazuM naDatuM nathI, ajJAna naDe che. eTalA mATe to meM pustakamAM lakhyuM ke viSayo viSa nathI, viSayomAM nIDaratA e viSa che. jo viSayo viSa hota to bhagavAna mahAvIra tIrthakara ja nA thAta. bhagavAna mahAvIrane ya dIkarI hatI. eTale viSayomAM nIDaratA e viSa che. have mane kaMI naDavAnuM nathI, evuM thayuM e viSa che. A badhAM je AgaLa rAma-sItA ne e badhAM thaI gayA, te badhAM saMyamavALA. strI sAthe saMyamI ! tyAre A asaMyama e kaMI daivI guNa che ? nA. e pAzavI guNa che. manuSyamAM AvAM nA hoya. manuSya asaMyamI nA hovo joIe. jagatane samaja ja nathI ke viSaya zuM che ! eka viSayamAM karoDo jIva marI jAya che, vana TAImamAM to, samajaNa nahIM hovAthI

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya samajathI prApta brahmacarya ahIMyA majA mANe che. samajatAM nathI ne ! na chUTake jIva mare evuM hovuM joIe. paNa samajaNa nA hoya tyAre zuM thAya ? ene samajAya ke AmAM ya bahu bhUla che tyAre hakkanuM paNa choDI de. [2] draSTi doSatA jokhamo ! A amAruM tharmomiTara maLyuM che. eTale ame kahIe chIe ne, ke strI sAthe mokSa Apyo che ! AvI saraLatA koIe nathI ApI ! bahu saraLa ane sIdho mArga mUkelo che. have tamAre jevo saupayoga karavo hoya e karajo ! atizaya saraLa ! AvuM banyuM nathI ! A nirmaLa mArga che, bhagavAna paNa eksepTa kare evo mArga che !! atyAre to badhuM opana bajAra ja thaI gayuM che ne ? eTale sAMja paDyuM dekhAya ke kazo ya sodo ja nathI karyo, paNa ema ne ema bAra sodA lakhI nAkhyA hoya. Ama jovAthI ja sodA thaI jAya ! bIjA sodA to thavAnA haze te thaze, paNa A to jovAmAtrathI ja sodA thaI jAya ! ApaNuM jJAna hoya to evuM nA thAya. strI jatI hoya to enI mahIM tamane zuddhAtmA dekhAya, paNa bIjA lokone zI rIte zuddhAtmA dekhAya ? praznakartA : vAIphanI IcchA nA hoya ane hasabaMDanA phorsathI pIvI paDe davA, to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : paNa e to zuM kare ? koNe kahyuM'tuM, paNa ? praznakartA : bhogave tenI bhUla. paNa dAdA kaMIka evuM batAvo ne, evI kaMIka davA batAvo ke jethI karIne sAmA mANasanuM pratikramaNa karIe, kazuM karIe to ochuM thaI jAya. koIne tyAM laganamAM gayA hoIe, te dahADe to ApaNe bahu badhuM joIe ne ? soeka sodA thaI jAya ne ? eTale evuM che A badhuM ! e tAro doSa nathI ! badhA manuSyamAtrane evuM thaI ja jAya. kAraNa ke AkarSaNavALuM dekhe eTale draSTi kheMcAI ja jAya. emAM strIone ya evuM ne puruSone ya evuM, AkarSaNavALuM dekhe ke sodo thaI ja jAya ! A viSayo buddhithI dUra thaI jAya tema che. meM viSayo buddhithI ja dUra karelA. jJAna nA hoya to ya viSayo buddhithI dUra thAya. A to ochI buddhivALA che, tethI viSaya rahelA che. dAdAzrI : e to A samajavAthI, vAta samajaNa pADavAthI ke dAdAe kahyuM che, ke A to pI pI karavA jevI cIja nathI, jarA pAMsarA cAlo ne, eTale cha-ATha dahADA mahinAmAM davA pIvI joIe. ApaNuM zarIra sAruM rahe, magaja sAruM rahe to phAIlano nikAla thAya. [3] aNahakkanI gunegArI ! eTale ame akrama vijJAnamAM to potAnI strI sAthenAM abrahmacaryanAM vyavahArane ame brahmacarya kahIe chIe. paNa te vinaya pUrvakano ane bahAra koI strInA para draSTi nA bagaDavI joIe ane draSTi bagaDI hoya to tarata bhUMsI nAkhavI joIe. to ene A kALamAM ame brahmacArI kahIe chIe. bIjI jagyAe draSTi nathI bagaDatI, mATe brahmacArI kahIe chIe. Ane kaMI jevuM tevuM pada kahevAya ? ane pachI lAMbe gALe jo tuM saMsArI houM to tArA hakkano viSaya bhogavaje, paNa aNahakkano viSaya to nA ja bhogavIza. kAraNa ke AnuM phaLa bhayaMkara che. ane tuM tyAgI houM to tArI viSaya tarapha draSTi ja nA javI joIe ! aNahakkanuM laI levuM, aNahakkanI icchA karavI, aNahakkanA viSaya bhogavavAnI bhAvanA karavI, e badhI pAzavatA kahevAya. hakka ane aNahakka, e be vacce lAIna opha DImArkezana to hovI joIe ne ? ane e DImArkezana lAInanI bahAra nIkaLAya ja nahIM ! to ya paNa loka DImArkazana lAInanI bahAra nIkaLyA che ne ?! ene ja pAzavatA kahevAya.

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya hakkanuM bhogavavAno vAMdho nathI. 67 praznakartA : aNahakkanuM bhogavavA kaI vRtti DhasaDI jAya che ? dAdAzrI : ApaNI dAnata cora che, te vRtti. hakkanuM choDIne bIjI jagyAe 'prasaMga' thAya, to e strI jyAM jAya, tyAM ApaNe avatAra levo paDe. e adhogatimAM jAya to ApaNe tyAM javuM paDe. AjakAla bahAra to badhe evuM ja thAya che. 'kyAM avatAra thaze ?" tenuM ThekANuM ja nathI. aNahakkanA viSaya jeNe bhogavyA, tene to bhayaMkara yAtanAo bhogavavI paDe. tenI choDI paNa ekAda avatAramAM cAritrahIna thAya. niyama kevo che ke jenI joDe aNahakkanA viSaya bhogavyA hoya te ja pachI mA thAya ke choDI thAya. hakkanA viSayanI to bhagavAne ya nA nathI pADI. bhagavAna nA pADe to bhagavAna gunegAra gaNAya. aNahakkanuM to nA pADe. jo pastAvo kare to paNa chUTe. paNa A to aNahakkanuM AnaMdathI bhogave che, tethI ghoDAgAMTha mAre. aNahakkamAM to pAMce pAMca mahAvratono doSa AvI jAya che. emAM hiMsA thaI jAya che, jUThuM thaI jAya che, corI to, A ughADI corI kahevAya. aNahakkanuM eTale ughADI corI kahevAya. pachI abrahmacarya to che ja ane pAMcamuM parigraha, te A moTAmAM moTo parigraha che. hakkanA viSayavALAne mokSa che paNa aNahakkanA viSayavALAne mokSa nathI, ema bhagavAne kahyuM che ! A lokone to pAchuM kazuM bhAna nA hoya ne ! ane haraiyA jevA hoya. haraiyA eTale tame samajyA ne ? tame haraiyA koIne joyelA ? haraiyuM eTale jenuM hAthamAM Ave, tenuM khAI jAya. A bheMsa-baMdhune tame oLakho ke ? e badhAM khetaronuM cokhkhuM ja karI Ape. bahu jUja mANaso che ke jene kaMIka AmAM mahattvatA samajAyelI che. bAkI maLyuM nathI tyAM sudhI haraiyA nathI ! maLyuM ke haraiyA thaI jatAM vAra 68 samajathI prApta brahmacarya nA lAge. A zobhe nahIM ApaNane ! ApaNAM hindustAnanI, kevI Devalapa prajA ! ApaNe to mokSe javAnuM che !! abrahmacarya to evuM ke A avatA2mAM strI thayelI hoya, agara to bIjI rakhAta hoya to AvatAM avatAramAM potAnI chokarI thaIne UbhI rahe evI A saMsAranI vicitratA che. tethI DAhyA puruSo brahmacarya pALIne mokSe gayelAne ! (4) eka patnIvrata eTale ja brahmacarya ! jeNe lagna kareluM che, tene to eka ja kAyado ame karI Apelo ke tAre bIjI koI strI tarapha draSTi bagADavAnI nahIM. ane vakhate draSTi evI thaI jAya to pratikramaNa vidhi karavAnI ane nakkI karavAnuM ke AvuM have pharI nahIM karuM. potAnI strI sivAya bIjI strIne joto nathI, bIjI strI para jenI draSTi rahetI nathI, draSTi jAya chatAM enA manamAM vikArI bhAva thato nathI, vikArI bhAva thAya to pote khUba pastAvo kare che, ene A kALamAM eka strI che chatAM ya brahmacarya kahevAya. AjathI traNa hajAra varSa pahelAM hindustAnamAM somAMthI nevuM mANaso eka patnIvrata pALatA hatA. eka patnIvrata ane eka pativrata; kevA sArA mANaso kahevAya e ! jyAre Aje bhAgye ja hajAramAM eka haze ! praznakartA : dhAro ke be vAIpha hoya to, e zA mATe kharAba ? dAdAzrI : karone be vAIpha. karavAmAM vAMdho nathI. pAMca vAIpha karo to ya vAMdho nathI. paNa bIjI upara draSTi bagADe, bIjI strI jatI hoya, tenI para draSTi bagADe to kharAba kahevAya. kaMI nIti-niyama to hovAM joIe ne ? pharI paiNavA mATe vAMdho nathI. musalamAnomAM eka kAyado kADhyo ke bahAra draSTi nA bagADavI joIe. bahAra koIne chaMcheDavuM nA joIe. paNa tamane eka strIthI nA poSAtuM hoya to be karo. e lokoe kAyado rAkhyo

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 69 ke cAra sudhI tamane chUTa che ! ane ApaNane poSAtI hoya to cAra karo ne ? koNa nA pADe che ? cho loko bUmo pADe ! paNa pelI bAIne duHkha na hovuM joIe. A kALamAM eka patnIvratane ame brahmacarya kahIe chIe ane tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM je brahmacaryanuM phaLa maLatuM hatuM, te ja phaLa pAmaze, enI ame gerenTI ApIe chIe. samajathI prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : tyAM Avo viSaya nA hoya. A to gaMdavADo naryo. deva to ahIM UbhA ya nA rahe. tyAM emano viSaya kevo hoya che ? khAlI devI Ave ke ene jue, eTale emano viSaya pUro thaI gayo, basa ! keTalAMka devalokane to evuM hoya che ke beu Ama hAtha aDADe ke sAmasAmI beu jaNA hAtha dabAvI rAkhe to e viSaya pUro thaI jAya. devaloko ya jema jema UMce caDhe, tema tema viSaya ocho thato jAya. keTalAMka to vAtacIta kare ke viSaya pUro thaI gayo. jene strIno sahavAsa game che evAM ya devaloko che ane jene khAlI strI amathI eka kalAka bhegI thAya eTale bahu AnaMda thAya evAM ya devaloko che ane keTalAMka evAM devaloko ya che ke jemane strInI jarUra ja nathI hotI. eTale badhI jAtanA devaloko che. praznakartA : eka patnIvrata kahyuM, te sUkSmathI ke ekaluM dhULa ? mana to jAya evuM che ne ? [5] aNahakkatA viSayabhogo, tarkatuM kAraNa ! dAdAzrI : sUkSmathI paNa hovuM joIe ane vakhate mana jAya to manathI chUTuM rahevuM joIe. ane enA pratikramaNa kara kara karavAM paDe. mokSa javAnI limiTa kaI ? eka patnIvrata ane eka pativrata. eka patnIvrata ke eka pativratano kAyado hoya, e limiTa kahevAya. parastrI ane parapuruSa eTale pratyakSa narkanuM kAraNa che. narka javuM hoya to tyAM javAno vicAra karo. amAre eno vAMdho nathI. tamAre anukULa hoya to e narkanA du:khanuM varNana karuM, te sAMbhaLatA ja tAva caDhI jaze to tyAM e bhogavatAM tArI zI dazA thaze ? bAkI potAnI strIno to koI vAMdho nathI. jema zvAsocchavAsa vadhAre vaparAya tema AyuSya ochuM thAya. zvAsocchavAsa zemAM vadhAre vaparAya ? bhayamAM, krodhamAM, lobhamAM, kapaTamAM ane ethI ya vadhAre strI saMgamAM. ghaTita strI saMgamAM to ekadama vadhAre vaparAya, paNa ethI ya khUba vadhAre aghaTita strI saMgamAM vaparAya. jANe ke garagaDI ja ekadama ukalI jAya ! praznakartA: devAmAM eka patnIvrata haze ? pati-patnIne kudarate eksepTa kareluM che. temAM jo kadI vizeSabhAva nA thAya to vAMdho nahIM. kudarate eTaluM cAlavA dIdhuM che. eTaluM pAparahita pariNAma kahevAya. tyAre AmAM bIjAM pApa badhAM bahu che. eka ja phero viSaya karavAthI karoDo jIva marI jAya che. e kaMI ochAM pApa che ?! paNa to ya e parastrI jevuM moTuM pApa nA kahevAya. praznakartA: narkamAM khAsa koNa vadhAre jAya ? dAdAzrI : eka patnIvrata eTale kevuM ke AkhI jiMdagI eka ja devI joDe pasAra karavAnI. paNa jyAre bIjAnI devI dekhe ke manamAM evAM bhAva thAya ke 'ApaNAM karatAM pelI sArI che evuM thAya kharuM, paNa je che emAM kazo pheraphAra thAya nahIM. dAdAzrI : ziyaLa lUMTanArAne sAtamI narka che. jeTalI mIThAza AvI hatI, enAthI anekagaNI kaDavAza anubhave tyAre e nakkI kare ke have tyAM narka nathI javuM. eTale A jagatamAM kaMI paNa nA karavA jevuM hoya to te koInuM ziyaLa nA luMTavuM. kayAreya paNa draSTi nA bagaDavA daIza. praznakartA : A devagatimAM putrano savAla nathI, chatAM ya tyAM viSaya to bhogave ja che ne ?

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya samajathI prApta brahmacarya 71 ziyaLa lUTe pachI narkamAM jAya ne mAra khA khA kare. A duniyAmAM ziyaLa jevI uttama koI cIja ja nathI. ApaNe ahIM A satsaMgamAM evo dagophaTakAno vicAra Ave to huM boluM ke A mInIMgalesa vAta che. ahIM evo vyavahAra kiMcitmAtra nA cAle ane evo vyavahAra cAle che evuM mArA lakSamAM AvyuM to huM kADhI melIza. e jyAM jAya tyAM tamAre javuM paDaze, ene mA karavI paDaze ! Aje ghaNAM ya evA dIkarA che ke je enI pUrvabhavanI rakhAtane peTe janmelA che. e mArA jJAnamAM hau AveluM. dIkaro UMcI nAtano hoya ane mA nIcI nAtanI hoya, mA nIcI nAtamAM jAya ane dIkaro UMcI nAtamAMthI nIcI nAtamAM pAcho Ave. jo bhayaMkara jokhamo !! gayA avatAre je strI hoya, te A avatAre mA thAya. ne A avatAre mA hoya, to AvatAM avatAre strI thAya. evuM A jokhamavALuM jagata che ! vAtane TUMkAmAM samajI jajo !! prakRti viSayI nathI, e vAta meM bIjI rIte kahelI. paNa A to ame pahelethI kahetA AvyA chIe ke A ekaluM jokhama che. A varlDamAM game tevAM gunA karyA hoya, game tevAM gunA laIne Ave to ya, jo pharI jiMdagImAM nA karavAno hoya, to badhI rIte cokhkho huM karI ApuM. tane kaMI pastAvo thAya A sAMbhaLIne ! praznakartA : banne pArTIna saMmata hoya to jokhama kharuM ? praznakartA bahu ja thAya che. dAdAzrI : pastAvAmAM baLe to ya pApo khalAsa thaI jAya. be-cAra jaNa A vAta sAMbhaLIne mane evuM kahe ke, "amAruM zuM thaze ?" meM kahyuM, 'alyA, bhAI, huM tane badhuM samuM karI ApIza. tuM AjathI DAhyo thaI jA." jAgyA tyArathI savAra. enI narkagati uDADI mUke. kAraNa ke mArI pAse badhA rastA che. huM kartA nathI eTale. jo huM kartA thAuM to mane baMdhana thAya. huM tamane ja dekhADuM ke Ama karo have. te pachI badhuM UDI jAya ane ema bIjI keTalIka vidhio karIe. dAdAzrI : saMmati hoya to ya jokhama che. banne sAmasAme khuzI hoya emAM zuM dahADo vaLyo ? e jyAM javAnI hoya tyAM ApaNe javuM paDe. ApaNe mokSe javuM che ne enA dhaMdhA AvAM che. to ApaNI zI dazA thAya ? guNAkAra kyAre maLe ? eTalAM mATe dareka zAstrakAroe dareka zAstramAM vivekane mATe kaheluM che ke paiNajo. nahIM to A rakhaDela Dhora hoya to kone ghera sAvadhAnI rahe? pachI 'sephasAIDa' ja zuM rahe ? kaI jAtanI sephasAIDa rahe ? tuM kema bolato nathI ? pAchalI ciMtAmAM paDI gayo? praznakartA : hA. pArakI strI joDe pharIe to loko AMgaLI kare ne ? eTale A samAjavirodhaka che ane bIjuM to aMdara bahu jAtanI upAdhi thAya che. narkanI vedanAo eTale ilekTrika gesamAM ghaNAM kALa sudhI baLyA karavAnuM ! eka IlekTika garamInI vedanAvALI narka che ane bIjI ThaMDInI vedanAvALI narka che. tyAM eTalI badhI ThaMDI che ke ApaNe pAvAgaDha parvata nAkhIe to eno patharo AvaDo moTo nA rahe, paNa enA kaNekaNa chUTA paDI jAya ! dAdAzrI : huM tane dhoI ApIza. amAre to eTaluM joIe che ke atyAre amane bhegA thayA pachI koI Dakhala nathI ne ? pAchalI Dakhala hoya, to tene choDavA mATe amArI pAse bahu jAtanA AMkaDA che. tAre mane khAnagImAM kahI devAnuM. huM tane tarata dhoI ApIza. kaLiyugamAM mANasanI zuM bhUla nA thAya ! kaLiyuga che ane bhUla nA thAya, evuM bane ja nahIM ne ?! ekanI joDe DAyavorsa laIne bIjI joDe lagna karavAnI icchA haze teno vAMdho nathI, paNa lagna hovuM joIe. eTale enI bAunDrI hovI paNa parastrInA jokhamamAM to keTalAM keTalAM jokhama UbhAM rahyAM che!

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73 4 samajathI prApta brahmacarya joIe. 'vidhAuTa enI bAunDrI' eTale haraiyA Dhora kahevAya. pachI emAM ane manuSyamAM phera nathI. praznakartA: rakhAta rAkhI hoya to ? dAdAzrI : 2khAta rAkhI hoya, paNa te rajisTarDa hovuM joIe. pachI bIjI nA hovI joIe. praznakartA : emAM rajisTara karAya nahIM, kare to milakatamAM bhAga mAMge, aneka lapharAM thAya. dAdAzrI : milakata to ApavI paDe, jo ApaNane svAda joIto hoya to ! pAMsarA rahone eka avatAra, Ama zuM karavAne karo cho ? anaMta avatAra sudhI AvuM ne AvuM karyuM ! eka avatAra pAMsarA rahone ! pAMsaruM thayA vagara chUTako nathI. sApe ya daramAM pesatI vakhate sIdho thAya ke vAMko cAle ? samajathI prApta brahmacarya javAbadAra houM to e mATe vidhi karI Apajo ke huM emane choDI zakuM. dAdAzrI : hA, vidhi karI ApIzuM. emane kapaTa vadhyuM, te ene mATe ApaNe puruSo risponsibala chIe. e ghaNAM puruSone A javAbadArInuM bhAna bahu ochuM hoya che. e jo badhI rIte mArI AjJA pALato hoya to paNa strIne bhogavavA mATe puruSa strIne zuM samajAve ? strIne kaheze ke have AmAM kazo vAMdho nathI. eTale strI bicArI bhUla-thApa khaI jAya. ene davA nA pIvI hoya.... ane nA ja pIvAnI hoya. chatAM prakRti pIvAvALI kharI ne ! prakRti te ghaDIe khuza thaI jAya. paNa e uttejana koNe ApyuM ? to ApaNe enAM javAbadAra. A badhI strIo enA lIdhe ja slipa thayelI. koI mIThuM lagADe ke tyAM thaI jAya. A bahu jhINI vAta che. samajAya evuM nathI. praznakartA : sIdho cAle. have parastrImAM jokhama che, e khoTuM che evuM Aje ja samajAya che. atyAra sudhI to AmAM zuM khoTuM che ? evuM ja rahetuM hatuM. dAdAzrI : tamane koI avatAramAM koIe 'A khoTuM che' evo anubhava nathI karAvyo, nahIM to A gaMdavADamAM koNa paDe ? pAchI narkanI javAbadArI Ave ! eTale A viSayane laIne strI thayo che. phakta ekalAM ja viSayathI ja ane puruSe bhogavI levA mATe ene enkareja karI ane bicArIne bagADI. barakata nA hoya to ya enAmAM barakata hoya evuM manamAM mAnI le. tyAre kaheze, zAthI mAnI lIdhuM ? zI rIte mAne ? puruSoe kahe kahe karyuM ja. eTale e jANe ke A kahe che, "emAM khoTuM zuM che ?" enAM meLe mAnI lIdheluM nA hoya. tame kahyuM hoya, 'tuM bahu sarasa che. tArA jevI to strI hotI ja nathI." ene kahIe ke 'tuM rUpALI chuM.' to e rUpALI mAnI le. A puruSoe strIone strI tarIke rAkhI. ane strI manamAM jANe ke huM puruSone banAvuM chuM. mUrkha banAvuM chuM. Ama karIne puruSo bhogavIne chUTA thaI jAya che. enI joDe bhogavI le, jANe ke A raste bhaTakavuM hoya.... bahu samajAtuM nahIM ne ?! thoDuM thoDuM ? praznakartA: samajAya che, kamplITa. pahelAM puruSono kaMI vAMka nathI evI rIte satsaMgo cAlatA hatA. paNa Aje vAta nIkaLI tyAre lAgyuM ke puruSa paNa A rIte javAbadAra bahu moTo banI jAya che. dAdAzrI : puruSa ja javAbadAra che. strIne strI tarIke rAkhavAmAM ApaNuM A vijJAna maLyA pachI hArTilI pastAvo kare to ya badhAM pApo baLI jAya, bIjA lokonAM paNa pApo baLI jAya, paNa AkhuM nA baLI jAya. ApaNe to AvuM vijJAna maLyA pachI, e viSaya upara khUba pastAvo rAkhyA kare, to pachI pAra nIkaLI jAya ! praznakartA : vacamAM je pelI vAta thayelI. puruSe uttejana ApyuM che, kapaTa karavA mATe, to emAM puruSa mukhya kAraNarUpa che. amAro je jIvanavyavahAra ane emanuM je kapaTa, emanI je gAMTha, emAM jo huM kaMI

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75 samajathI prApta brahmacarya puruSa ja javAbadAra che. game tevuM bane, dhaNI nA hoya, dhaNI jato rahelo hoya, to ya paNa bIjA pAse jAya nahIM. e jo game tevo hoya, khuda bhagavAna puruSa thaIne Avyo hoya, paNa nA. "mane mAro dhaNI che, dhaNIvALI chuM." e satI kahevAya. atyAre satIpaNuM kahevAya, evuM che A lokonuM? kAyama nathI evuM, nahIM ? jamAno judI jAtano che ne ! satyugamAM evo TAIma ko'ka phero Ave che, satIone mATe ja. tethI satIonuM nAma le chene ApaNAM loka !! 76 samajathI prApta brahmacarya jeTalI satIo thayelI, enuM badhuM khalAsa thaI jAya ane e mokSe jAya. samajAya che thoDuM ? mokSe jatAM satI thavuM paDaze. hA, jeTalI satIo thaI e mokSe gaI, nahIM to puruSa thavuM paDe. praznakartA : hA. eTale evuM nathI ke strI je che e lAMbA janma sudhI strInA avatAramAM raheze evuM nakkI nathI. paNa e lokone khabara paDatI nathI eTale eno upAya thato nathI. e satI thavAnI IcchAthI. enuM nAma lIdhuM hoya to ko'ka dahADo satI thAya ane Aje viSaya to baMgaDIonA bhAvathI vecAya che. evuM tame jANo ? e samajayA nahIM mAruM kahevAnuM? dAdAzrI : upAya thAya to strI, puruSa ja che. e gAMThane jANatA ja nathI bicArA. ane tyAM AgaLa InTaresTa Ave che. tyAM majA Ave che eTale paDI rahe che ane koI rasto AvuM jANe nahIM, eTale dekhADe nahIM. e phakta satI strIo ekalI jANe, satIone enA dhaNI, e eka dhaNI sivAya bIjA koIno vicAra ja nA kare ane e kyAreya paNa nahIM, eno dhaNI tarata opha thaI jAya, jato rahe to ya nahIM. e ja dhaNIne dhaNI jANe. have e strIonuM badhuM kapaTa ogaLI jAya. praznakartA : hA, baMgaDIonA bhAvathI vecAya che. dAdAzrI : kyA bajAramAM ? kolejomAM ! kayA bhAvathI vecAya che? sonAnA bhAve baMgaDIo vecAya. pelI hIrAnA bhAve baMgaDIo vecAya ! badhe evo maLI Ave nahIM. badhe evuM nathI. keTalIka to sonuM Ape to ya nA le. game tevuM Apo to ya nA le ! paNa bIjI to vecAya kharI, AjanI strIo. sonAnA bhAve nA hoya to bIjAnA bhAve paNa vecAya ! A choDIo bahAra jatI hoya, bhaNavA jatI hoya to ya Ama zaMkA. 'vAIpha upare ya zaMkA. evo badho dago ! gharamAM ya dago ja che ne, atyAre! A kaLiyugamAM potAnA gharamAM ja dago hoya. kaLiyuga eTale dagAno kALa. kapaTa ne dago, kapaTa ne dago, kapaTa ne dago ! emAM zuM sukhane mATe kare che? te ya bhAna vagara bebhAnapaNe ! satI to pahelethI thayA nA hoya ane bagaDI gayA pachI e paNa satI thavAya. jyArathI nizcaya karyo tyArathI satI thaI zake. praznakartA : ane jema e satIpaNuM sAcavIe tema tema kapaTa ogaLatuM jaze ? dAdAzrI : satIpaNuM to karyuM eTale kapaTa to javA ja mAMDe enI meLe ja. tamAre kazuM kahevuM nA paDe. to pelI mULa satI e janmathI satI hoya eTale ene kazuM pahelAMno DAgha hoya nahIM. ane tamAre pahelAMnAM DAgha rahI jAya ane pharI pAchAM puruSa thAva. satIpaNAthI badhuM khalAsa thaI jAya. praznakartA: paNa zaMkAthI jovAnI mananI graMthi paDI gaI hoya to tyAM kayuM 'eDajasTamenTa' levuM ? - dAdAzrI : A tamane dekhAya che ke AnuM cAritra kharAba che, te zuM tevuM pUrve nahotuM ? A to ociMtuM kaMI utpanna thaI gayeluM che ? eTale samajI levA jevuM che A jagata, ke A to Ama ja hoya. A kALamAM cAritryasaMbaMdhI koIne jovuM ja nahIM. A kALamAM to badhe evuM ja hoya. ughADuM nA hoya, paNa mana to bagaDe ja. emAM strIcAritrya to navuM kapaTa ane mohanuM ja saMgrahasthAna, tethI to strIno avatAra Ave. AmAM sahuthI

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya sArAmAM sAruM e ke je viSayathI chUTyA hoya. 7 37 praznakartA : A cAritryamAM to Ama ja hoya e jANIe. chatAM ya mana zaMkA dekhADe tyAre tanmayAkAra thaI javAya. tyAM kyuM 'eDajasTamenTa' levuM ? dAdAzrI : AtmA thayA pachI bIjAmAM paDavuM ja nahIM. A badhuM 'phorena DIpArTamenTa'nuM che. ApaNe 'homa'mAM rahevuM. AtmAmAM rahone ! AvuM 'jJAna' pharI pharI maLe evuM nathI, mATe kAma kADhI lo. eka jaNane enI 'vAIpha' para zaMkA AvyA kare. tene meM kahyuM ke zaMkA zene lIdhe thAya che ? teM joyuM, tene lIdhe zaMkA thAya che ? zuM nahotuM joyuM tyAre nahotuM banatuM AvuM ? ApaNAM loka to pakaDAya, tene cora kahe. paNa pakaDAyo nathI, te badhA mahIMthI cora ja che. tame AtmA cho, to bhaDakavA jevuM kyAM rahyuM ? A to badhuM je 'cArja' thaI gayeluM, tenuM ja 'DiscArja' che ! jagata cokhkhuM 'DiscArja'maya che. 'DiscArja'nI bahAra A jagata nathI. eTale ame kahIe chIe ne, 'DiscArja'maya che eTale koI gunegAra nathI. praznakartA : eTale emAM ya karmano siddhAMta kAma kare ne ? dAdAzrI : hA. karmano siddhAMta ja kAma karI rahyo che, bIjuM kazuM nahIM. mANasano doSa nathI, A karma ja bhamAve che bicArAne. paNa emAM zaMkA rAkhe ne, to pelo marI jAya vagara kAmano. mATe jene bairInA cAritrya saMbaMdhI zAMti joItI hoya, to teNe raMge ekadama kALI chUMdaNAvALI bairI lAvavI ke jethI jenuM koI gharAka ja nA thAya, koI ene saMghare ja nahIM. ane e ja ema kahe ke, mane koI saMgharanArA nathI. A eka dhaNI maLyA e ja saMghare che.' eTale e tamane 'sinsIyara' rahe, bahu 'sinsIyara' rahe. bAkI, rUpALI hoya tene to loka bhogave ja. rUpALI hoya eTale lokonI draSTi bagaDavAnI ja ! koI rUpALI vahu lAve to amane e ja vicAra Ave ke AnI zI dazA thaze! samajathI prApta brahmacarya vahu bahu rUpALI hoya tyAre pelo bhagavAna bhUle ne ?! ane dhaNI bahu rUpALo hoya to e baI ye bhagavAna bhUle ! mATe rItasara badhuM sAruM. 78 A loka to kevAM che ? ke jyAM 'hoTala' dekhe, tyAM 'jame.' mATe zaMkA rAkhavA jevuM jagata nathI. zaMkA ja duHkhadAyI che. have jyAM hoTala dekhe tyAM jame, emAM puruSe ya evuM kare che ne strI paNa evuM kare che. puruSo paNa strIne pATha bhaNAve ane strIo paNa puruSone pATho bhaNAve !! to paNa strIo jIte che. kema ke A puruSone kapaTa nahIM ne! tethI puruSo strIothI chetarAI jAya !! eTale jyAM sudhI 'sinsIyAriTI-morAliTI' che, tyAM sudhI saMsAra bhogavavA jevo hato. atyAre to bhayaMkara dagAkhorI che. A darekane enI 'vAIpha'nI vAta kahI dauM, to koI potAnI 'vAIpha' pAse jAya nahIM. huM badhAnuM jANuM, paNa kazuM ya kahuM-karuM nahIM. jo ke puruSe ya dagAkhorImAM kaMI ocho nathI. paNa strI to naryuM kapaTanuM ja kArakhAnuM ! kapaTanuM saMgrahasthAna, bIje kyAMya nA hoya, eka strImAM ja hoya. ane A loka to 'vAIpha' saheja moDI Ave to ya zaMkA karyA kare. zaMkA karavA jevI nathI. RRNAnubaMdhanI bahAra kazuM ja thavAnuM nathI. e ghera Ave eTale ene samaja pADavI, paNa zaMkA karavI nahIM. zaMkA to UlaTuM pANI vadhAre chAMTe. hA, cetavavuM kharuM. paNa zaMkA kazI rAkhavI nahIM. zaMkA rAkhanAra mokSa khoI bese che. eTale ApaNe jo chUTavuM hoya, mokSe javuM hoya to ApaNe zaMkA karavI nahIM. koI bIjo mANasa tamArI 'vAIpha'nA gaLe hAtha nAkhIne pharato hoya ne e tamArA jovAmAM AvyuM, to zuM ApaNe jhera khAvuM ! praznakartA : nA, evuM zuM karavA karuM ! dAdAzrI : to pachI zuM karavuM ? praznakartA : thoDuM nATaka karavuM paDe, pachI samajAvavuM. pachI to je kare

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80 samajathI prApta brahmacarya samajathI prApta brahmacarya te 'vyavasthita'. dAdAzrI : hA, barobara che. [6] viSaya baMdha, tyAM DakhADakhI baMdha ! A jagatamAM laDhavADa kyAM hoya ? jyAM Asakti hoya tyAM ja. phakta jhaghaDA kyAM sudhI hoya ? eka viSaya che tyAM sudhI ! pachI 'mArItArI' karavA mAMDe, 'A bega tArI uThAvI le ahIMthI. mArI begamAM sADIo kema mukI ?" e jhaghaDA viSayamAM eka che tyAM sudhI. ane chUTAM thayA pachI ApaNI begamAM mUke to ya vAMdho nathI. e jhaghaDA nA thAyane, pachI ? pachI koI jhaghaDo nahIM ne ? kahyuM ne ! strIthI to cheTA ja rahevuM. ene koI paNa prakAranA ghATamAM nA levI, nahIM to tame pote ja enA ghATamAM AvI jazo. ane AnI A ja bhAMjagaDa keTalAMya avatArathI thaI che ne ! strIo dhaNIne dabaDAve che, enuM zuM kAraNa ? puruSa bahu viSayI hoya, eTale dabaDAve. A strIo jamavAnuM jamADe che tethI dabaDAvatI nathI, viSayathI dabaDAve che ! jo puruSa viSayI nA hoya to koI strI dabaDAve ja nahIM ! nabaLAIno ja lAbha le, paNa jo nabaLAI nA hoya to strI kazuM nAma ja nA de. strI jAti bahu kapaTavALI che ane ApaNe bhoLA ! eTale ApaNe be-be, cAra-cAra mahinAno kaMTrola rAkhavo paDe, to pachI e enI meLe thAkI jAya. te ene pachI kaMTrola rahe nahIM. strI jAti vaza kyAre thAya ? ApaNe viSayamAM bahu sensiTiva hoIe to, e ApaNane vaza karI nAkhe ! paNa ApaNe viSayI hoIe paNa emAM sensiTiva nA thaIe to e vaza thAya ! jo e 'jamavA bolAve to tame kaho ke hamaNAM nahIM, be-traNa divasa pachI, to e tamArA vaza rahe ! nahIM to tame vaza thAo ! A vAta huM paMdara varSe samajI gayo hato. keTalAMka to viSayanI bhIkha mAge ke 'Ajano divasa ' alyA, viSayanI bhIkha maMgAya ? pachI tArI zI dazA thAya ? strI zuM kare ? caDhI bese ! sinemA jovA jAo to kaheze, 'chokaruM UMcakI lo." ApaNAM mahAtmAone viSaya hoya, paNa viSayanI bhIkha nA hoya !! praznakartA : paNa ApaNane A badhuM joIne kaMpArI chUTI jAya. pAchuM ema thAya ke roja ne roja AvA ja jhaghaDA cAlyA kare, chatAM dhaNI-bairIne Ano ukela lAvavAnuM mana nA thAya, e ajAyabI che ne ? dAdAzrI : e to keTalAMya varSothI paiNyA tyArathI AvuM cAle che. paiNyA tyArathI eka bAju jhaghaDAM ya cAlu che ane eka bAju viSaye cAlu che ! tethI to ame kahyuM ke tame banne brahmacarya vrata laI lo, to uttama lAIpha thaI jAya. eTale A badhI vaDhavADa potAnI garajanA mAryA kare che. pelI jANe ke e chevaTe kyAM javAnA che ?! pelo ya jANe ke e kyAM javAnI che ? Ama sAmasAmI garajathI UbhuM rahyuM che. eka strI enA dhaNIne cAra vakhata sASTAMga karAvaDAve che, tyAre eka vakhata aDavA de che. tyAre mUo, enA karatAM A samAdhi leto hoya to zuM khoTuM ?! dariyAmAM samAdhi le, to sIdho dariyo to kharo, bhAMjagaDa to nahIM ! A hAruM, cAra vakhata sASTAMga ! viSayamAM sukha karatAM viSayathI paravazatAnA du:kha vizeSa che ! evuM jyAre samajAya tyAre pachI viSayano moha chUTe ane to ja strI jAti para prabhAva pADI zake ane e prabhAva tyAra pachI niraMtara pratApamAM pariName. nahIM to A jagatamAM moTA moTA mahAna puruSoe paNa strI jAtithI mArI khAdhelo. vItarAgo ja vAtane samajI gayelA ! eTale emanA pratApathI ja strIo dUra rahetI ! nahIM to strI jAti to evI che ke game te puruSane jotajotAmAM laTTu banAvI de, evI e zakti dharAve che. ene ja strI caritra praznakartA: pahelAM to ame ema samajatA'tA ke A gharanAM kAmakAja bAbatamAM athaDAmaNa thatI haze. te gharanAM kAmamAM helpa karavA besIe, to tha athaDAmaNa. dAdAzrI : e badhI athaDAmaNo thavAnI ja. A jyAM sudhI vikArI

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8ra samajathI prApta brahmacarya bAbata che, saMbaMdha che tyAM sudhI athaDAmaNa thavAnI. athaDAmaNanuM mULa ja A che. jeNe viSaya jItyo, tene koI harAvI zake nahIM, koI enuM nAma ya nA de. eno prabhAva paDe. samajathI prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : nA, samAjanuM prezara nahIM. mA-bApanuM valaNa, saMskAra ! traNa varSanuM chokaruM e nA jANatuM hoya ke mArAM mA-bApane Avo kaMI saMbaMdha che. eTalI badhI suMdara sikasI hoya ! ane evuM hoya te dahADe chokarAM bIjA rUmamAM sUtAM hoya. e mA-bApanAM saMskAra. atyAre to peNe beDarUma ne peNe beDarUma. pAchAM DabalabeDa hoya che ne? jyAre hIrAbAnI sAthe viSaya mAro baMdha thayelo haze tyArathI huM 'hIrAbA' kahuM chuM emane. tyAra pachI amAre kaMI khAsa aDacaNa AvI nathI. ane pahelAM je hatI te viSayanI sAthamAM, sobatamAM to athaDAmaNa thAya thoDI ghaNI. paNa jyAM sudhI viSayano DaMkha che, tyAM sudhI e jAya nahIM. e DaMkha chUTo thAya tyAre jAya. amAro jAta-anubhava kahIe chIe. ane koI puruSa te dahADe eka pathArImAM strI joDe sUve nahIM. koI nA sUve. te dahADe to kahevata hatI ke strI sAthe AkhI rAta sUI jAya to te strI thaI jAya, enA paryAya aDe. te koI AvuM nA kare. A to ko'ka akkalavALAe zodhakhoLa karI. te DabalabeDa vecAyA ja kare ! eTale prajA thaI gaI DAuna. DAuna thavAmAM phAyado zo thayo ? pelA tiraskAra badhA jatA rahyA. have DAuna thayelAMne caDhAvatAM vAra nahIM lAge. - vijJAna to juo ! jagata joDe jhaghaDA ja baMdha thaI jAya. bairI joDe to jhaghaDA nahIM, paNa AkhA jagata joDe jhaghaDA baMdha thaI jAya. A vijJAna ja evuM ane jhaghaDA baMdha thAya eTale chUTyo. viSayamAM dhRNA utpanna thAya to ja viSaya baMdha thAya. nahIM to viSaya zI rIte baMdha thAya ? alyA, A Dabala beDa te hiMdustAnamAM hotAM haze ? kaI jAtanA jAnavaro che ? hindustAnanA strI-puruSo koI dahADo bhegA eka rUmamAM hotAM ja nahI ! haMmezA judI ja rUmamAM rahetA hatA. tene badale A jo to kharAM ! atyAre A bApa ja beDarUma karI Ape, Dabala beDa ! te pelAM samajI gayAM ke A duniyA AvI ja prathAthI cAlyA kare che. e badhuM meM joyeluM A. [7] viSaya e pAzavatA ja ! e strIono saMga jo paMdara dahADA manuSya choDene, manuSya paMdara dahADA cheTo rahe, to bhagavAna jevo thaI jAya. paNa amArA vakhatanI e prajA eka bAbatamAM bahu sArI hatI. viSaya vicAra nahIM. koI strI tarapha kharAba draSTi nahIM. hoya, sekaDe pAMcasAta TakA mANasa evA hoya kharAM. te phakta rAMDelIo ja khoLI kADhe. bIjuM kazuM nahIM. je ghare koI rahetuM nA hoya tyAM. rAMDelI eTale vara vagaranuM ghara ema kahevAya. ame cauda-paMdara varSanAM thayAM, tyAM sudhI chokarIo jue to bena kahIe, bahu cheTenI hoya to ya. e vAtAvaraNa evuM hoya. kAraNa ke dasa-agiyAra varSanAM hoya tyAM sudhI to digaMbarI pharatA ! ekAMta zaiyAsana eTale zuM ? ke zayAmAM koI joDe nahIM ne AsanamAM ya koI joDe nahIM. saMyogI 'phAIlo'no koI jAtano sparza nahIM. e zAstrakAro to eTale sudhI mAnatA hatA ke je Asana para A parajAti beThI, te Asana upara tuM besIza to tane eno sparza thaze, vicAro Avaze. eTale viSayano vicAra ja nA Ave. eTale bhAMjagaDa nahIM. te viSayanI jAgRti ja nahIM. praznakartA : eTale samAjanuM eka jAtanuM prezara eTale ? praznakartA : viSayadoSathI karmanuM baMdhana thAya che, e kevA svarUpanuM hoya che ? dAdAzrI : jAnavaranA svarUpanuM. viSayapada ja jAnavara pada che. pahelAM

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya to hindustAnamAM nirviSayI-viSaya hato. eTale ke eka putradAna pUrato ja viSaya hato. 84 samajathI prApta brahmacarya nahIM to zarIra upara AghAta paDaze. je brahmacaryanI vAtane samaje che, tene seksanI jarUra nathI ane ajJAnI mANasane jo kadI A bAMdhIe to zarIra tUTI jAya, khalAsa thaI jAya. praznakartA: dAdA brahmacarya upara vadhAre bhAra Ape che ane ema ke abrahmacarya pratye tiraskAra dAkhave che. paNa Ama karIe to sRSTi uparathI mAnavonI saMkhyA paNa ghaTaze, to A bAbatamAM Apano zo abhiprAya che? A viSaya vastu evI che ke eka ja dahADAno viSaya traNa dahADA sudhI koI paNa prakAranI ekAgratA nA thavA de, ekAgratAmAM hAlama-Dolama thayA kare. jyAre mahinA sudhI viSaya nA seve, to enI ekAgratAmAM hAlama-Dolama nA thAya. dAdAzrI : ATalAM badhA oparezana karavAthI saMsAra ghaTato nathI. te brahmacarya pALavAthI zuM ghaTaze ?! e saMsAra ghaTADavA mATe to oparezana kare che paNa to ya ghaTato nathI ne ! brahmacarya to moTuM sAdhana che. praznakartA : A necarala je prosesa che, e pratye ApaNe tiraskAra karIe chIe evuM nA kahevAya ? abrahmacarya ane dArU, e to jJAnane bahu AvaraNa lAvanArI vastu che. mATe bahu ja jAgRta rahevuM. dArU to evuM che ne, "huM caMdubhAI chuM e ja bhAna bhUlI jAya che ne ! to pachI AtmA to bhUlI ja javAya ne! AthI bhagavAne DaravAnuM kahyuM che. jene saMpUrNa anubhavajJAna thAya, ene nA aDe, chatAM bhagavAnanA jJAnane ya ukhADIne bahAra nAkhI de ! eTaluM badhuM emAM jokhama che ! dAdAzrI : necarala prosesa che nahIM, A to pAzavatA che. necarala prosesa che nahIM, mANasamAM jo necarala prosesa hoya to brahmacarya pALavAnuM hoya ja nahIM ne ! A jAnavara brahmacarya pALe che bicArA, pachI amuka sijhana pUratAM ja paMdara-vIsa dahADA viSaya, pachI kazuM ja nahIM. [8] brahmacaryanI kimata, spaSTa vedata - Atmasukha praznakartA : A jJAna maLyA pachI, dAdAnuM jJAna maLyA pachI brahmacaryanI AvazyakatA kharI ke nahIM ? jene saMpUrNa thavuM hoya, tene to viSaya hovo ja nA joIe ane te ya evo niyama nathI. e to chellA avatAramAM chellAM paMdara varSa chUTI gayuM hoya, to basa thaI gayuM. AnI kaMI bhavobhava kasarata karavAnI jarUra nathI ke tyAga levAnI ya jarUra nathI, tyAga sahaja hovo joIe ke enI meLe ja chUTI jAya ! niyANuM evuM rAkhavuM ke mokSe jatAM sudhI je be-cAra avatAra thAya, te paiNyA vagaranA jAya to sAruM. enAM jevuM ekeya nahIM. dAdAzrI : brahmacaryanI AvazyakatA to je pALI zake, tene mATe kharI ne nA pALI zake, tene mATe nahIM. jo AvazyakatA ja hoya to to brahmacarya nA pALanArA mANasone AkhI rAta UMgha ja nA Ave, ke A to have ApaNo mokSa jato raheze. abrahmacaryane khoTuM che, evuM jANe to ya bahu thaI gayuM. have e spaSTavedana kyAM sudhI nA thAya ? jyAM sudhI A viSayavikAra nA jAya, tyAM sudhI spaSTavedana nA thAya. eTale A AtmAnuM sukha che ke A kayuM sukha che, te "ekkekTa' nA samajAya. brahmacarya hoya to ona dhI momenTa' samajAI jAya. spaSTavedana thAya eTale e paramAtmA ja thaI gayo kahevAya ! praznakartA : philosopharo ema kahe che ke seksane dabAvavAthI vikRta bane che. seksa Arogya mATe jarUrI che. dAdAzrI : enI vAta sAcI che, paNa ajJAnIne seksanI jarUra che. [9] lo vratato TrAyala ! ame tamane cetava cetava karIe. paNa cetavuM bahu saheluM nathI bA !

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya samajathI prApta brahmacarya 85 chatAM amathA akhatarA karatA hoya che, ke A mahinAmAM traNa dahADA ke pAMca dahADA ane jo aThavADiyuM kare to to bahu suMdara potAne khabara paDe, aThavADiyAnA vacalA divase to eTalo badho AnaMda Ave ! AtmAnuM sukha ne svAda Ave, kevuM sukha che te ! keTalAMka mANaso kahe che, viSaya Ama mane chuTato nathI. meM kahyuM, emAM zuM gAMDA kare che, thoDo thoDo niyama le ne ! e niyamamAM, pachI niyama choDIza nahIM. A kALamAM to niyama nA kare e to cAle ja nahIM ne ! thoDAMka hola to rAkhavAM ja paDe. nA rAkhavA paDe ? vrata vartAyuM kahevAya. AtmAmAM niraMtara rahevuM, e amAruM brahmacarya che. chatAM ame A bahAranA brahmacaryano svIkAra nathI karatA evuM nathI. tame saMsArI cho eTale mAre kahevuM paDe ke abrahmacaryano vAMdho nathI, paNa abrahmacaryano abhiprAya to na ja hovo joIe. abhiprAya to brahmacaryano ja hovo joIe. abrahmacarya e ApaNane nikAlI 'phAIla" che. paNa haju emAM abhiprAya varte che ane e abhiprAyathI 'jema che tema' ArapAra joI zakAtuM nathI, mukta AnaMda anubhavAto nathI. kAraNa e abhiprAyanuM AvaraNa naDe che. abhiprAya to brahmacaryano ja rAkhavo joIe. vrata kone kahevAya ? varte ene vrata kahevAya. brahmacarya mahAvrata varta kone kahevAya ? ke jene abrahmacarya yAda ja nA Ave, ene brahmacarya mahAvrata varta che ema kahevAya. praznakartA: paNa puruSanI icchA brahmacarya pALavAnI hoya ane sAme pakSe strInI na hoya to zuM karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : nA hoya to ene zuM vAMdho che te ?! samajAvI devAnuM. [10] AlocanAthI ja jokhama TaLe vratabhaMgatAM ! praznakartA: kevI rIte samajAvavuM ? bhagavAne zuM kahyuM che ke vrata to tuM jAte toDuM to tUTe. koI zuM toDAvI zake ? ema koInA toDAvAthI vrata tUTI jatuM nathI. vrata lIdhA pachI vratano bhaMga thAya to AtmA hau jato rahe. vrata lIdhuM hoya to teno bhaMga ApaNAthI nA karI zakAya. ane bhaMga thAya to kahI devuM joIe ke have mAruM calaNa UDI gayuM che. dAdAzrI : e to samajAvatAM samajAvatAM rAge paDe dhIme dhIme, ekadama baMdha nA thAya. samajAvatAM, samajAvatAM. beu samAdhAnapUrvaka mArga lo ne ! AmAM zuM nukasAna che e badhI vAto karIe ne evAM vicAro karIe. mokSe javuM hoya to viSaya kADhavo paDaze. hajAreka mahAtmAo che, varSa varSa dahADAnuM vrata le che. 'varSa dahADAnuM mane Apajo vrata.' kahe che. varSa dahADAmAM ene khabara paDI jAya.. [11] cAritryano prabhAva ! vyavahAra cAritra eTale pudgala cAritra, AMkhe dekhAya evuM cAritra ane peluM nizcaya cAritra utpanna thayuM ke bhagavAna thayo kahevAya. atyAre to tamAre badhAne 'darzana' che, pachI jJAnamAM Ave paNa cAritra utpanna thatAM vAra lAge. chatAM akrama che ne, eTale cAritra zarU thAya kharuM, paNa e tamane samajavuM muzkela che. abrahmacarya e anizcaya che. anizcaya che e udayAdhIna nathI. huM to cAra-pAMca jaNane pUchIne to sajjaDa thaI gayo. meM kahyuM, bhaI, AvI pola to nA cAle, anizcaya che A to. e to kADhavI ja paDe. brahmacarya to paheluM joIe. Ama nizcayathI tame brahmacArI ja cho paNa vyavahArathI nA thavuM joIe ? brahmacaryano ane abrahmacaryano jene abhiprAya nathI, tene brahmacarya praznakartA : vyavahAra cAritra mATe bIjuM vizeSa zuM karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : kazuM nahIM. A vyavahAra cAritra mATe to bIjuM zuM karavAnuM ? jJAnInI AjJAmAM rahevuM e vyavahAra cAritra ane temAM jo kadI

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya A brahmacaryano umero thAya to bahu uttama ane to ja kharuM cAritra kahevAya. 88 samajathI prApta brahmacarya kahyo. dekhatAMnI sAthe ja coTe. strI dekhI ke citta coMTI jAya. jagata jItavA mATe eka ja cAvI kahuM chuM ke viSaya viSayarUpa nA thAya to AkhuM jagata jItI jAya. kAraNa ke e pachI zIlavAnamAM gaNAya. jagatanuM parivartana karI zakAya. tamAruM zIla joIne ja sAmAmAM parivartana thAya, nahIM to koI parivartanane pAme ja nahIM. UlaTuM avaLuM thAya. atyAre zIla ja badhuM khalAsa thaI gayuM che ne ! A strI che" ema jue che. e puruSano mahIM roga hoya to ja strI dekhAya, nahIM to AtmA ja dekhAya ane "A puruSa che" ema jue che, e eno strIno roga che. nIrogI thAya to mokSa thAya. atyAre amArI nIrogI avasthA che. te mane evo vicAra ja nA Ave. covIse ya tIrthaMkaro bolyA ke ekAMta zaiyAsana ! kAraNa ke be prakRti ekAkAra saMpUrNa 'eDajasTebala hoya nahIM. tethI 'DIsUeDajasTa' thayA karavAnI ane tethI saMsAra Ubho thavAno. eTale bhagavAne zodhakhoLa karelI ke ekAMta zaiyA ane Asana. strI puruSoe ekabIjAne aDAya nahIM, bahu jokhama che. jyAM sudhI pUrNa thayAM nathI tyAM sudhI aDAya nahIM. nahIM to eka paramANu paNa viSayanuM mahIM pese to keTalAya bhava bagADI nAkhe. amArAmAM to viSayanuM paramANu ja nA hoya. eka paramANu paNa bagaDe to tarata ja pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. pratikramaNa kare to sAmAne bhAva utpanna nA thAya. khaMDa : 2 AtmajAgRtithI brahmacaryano mArga eka to potAnA svarUpanuM ajJAna ane vartamAnakALanuM jJAna te pachI ene rAga utpanna thAya. bAkI jo ene ema samajAya ke A garbhamAM hatI to AvI dekhAtI hatI, janmI tyAre AvI dekhAtI hatI, nAnI bebI thaI tyAre AvI dekhAtI hatI, pachI AvI dekhAtI hatI, atyAre AvI dekhAya che, pachI AvI dekhAze, paiDI thaze tyAre AvI dekhAze, pakSAghAta thaze tyAre AvI dekhAze, nanAmI kADhaze tyAre AvI dekhAze, AvI badhI avasthAo jene lakSamAM che, ene vairAga zIkhavavAno nA hoya ! A to je AjanuM dekhAya che te dekhIne ja mUchita thaI jAya che. [1] viSayI-paMdata, mAtra jokhama ! viSayothI bhagavAna paNa DaryA che. vItarAgo koI vastuthI DaryA nahotA, paNa eka viSayathI e DarelA. DaryA eTale zuM ke jema sApa Ave che, te dareka mANasa paga UMco laI le ke nA laI le ! [2] viSaya bhUkhanI bhayAnakatA ! [3] viSaya sukhamAM dAvA anaMta ! jene khAdhAmAM asaMtoSa che enuM citta khorAkamAM jAya ane jyAM hoTala dekhe tyAM coMTI jAya, paNa khAvAno ekalo ja kaMI viSaya che ? A to pAMca indriya ane temAM keTalAya viSaya kahevAya. khAvAno asaMtoSa hoya tene khAvAnuM coMTe. tema jene jovAno asaMtoSa hoya te jyAM ne tyAM AMkho pherava pherava karato hoya. puruSane strIno asaMtoSa hoya ne strIne puruSano asaMtoSa hoya eTale pachI tyAM citta coMTe. Ane bhagavAne moha A cAra indriyonI viSayo koI herAna karatuM nathI ane A pAMcamo je viSaya che, sparza viSaya che te to sAmI jIvaMta vyakti joDe che ! e dAvo mAMDe evI che, eTale A ekalI strI viSayano ja vAMdho che. A to jIvatI 'phAIla' kahevAya. ApaNe kahIe ke have mAre viSaya baMdha karavo che tyAre e kahe ke e nahIM cAle. tyAre paiNyA'tA zuM karavA ? eTale e jIvatI 'phAIla' to dAvo mAMDe ne dAvo mAMDe to poSAya ja kema karIne ? eTale jIvatA joDe viSaya ja nA karavo.

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90 samajathI prApta brahmacarya samajathI prApta brahmacarya be mana ekAkAra thaI zake ja nahIM. eTale dAvA ja cAlu thAya. A viSaya sivAya bIjA badhA viSayamAM eka mana che, eka pakSe che. tethI sAmo dAvo nA mAMDe ! praznakartA : viSaya rAgathI bhogave che ke dveSathI ? paNa lobhanI vAta Ave tyAM nA bole. koka vicakSaNa samajI gayo ke A lobhanI vAta koI dahADo kema nathI karatA ? badhI vAta bole che. viSayanI vAta paNa bole che. pachI e mahArAja pAse gayo ane khAnagImAM emanI poTalI ughADI joI. tyAre e pustakanI aMdara sonAnI gInI mUkelI hatI, te pelAe kADhI lIdhI ne jato rahyo. pachI mahArAje poTalI jyAre ughADI to gInI na maLe. gInIne bahu zodhI, paNa te nA jaDI. bIje divase mahArAje vyAkhyAnamAM lobhanI upara vAta mUkavA mAMDI ke lobha nA karavo joIe. dAdAzrI : rAgathI, e rAgamAMthI daiSa utpanna thAya che. praznakartA : SanAM pariNAma thatAM karma UlaTAM vadhAre baMdhAya ne ? dAdAzrI : naryuM vera ja bAMdhe, eTale jJAna nA hoya tene nA gamatuM hoya to ya karma baMdhAya ane gamatuM hoya to ya karma baMdhAya, ane "jJAna" hoya to tene koI jAtanuM karma baMdhAya nahIM. mATe jyAM jyAM je je dukAne ApaNuM mana gUMcAya e dukAnanI mahIM je zuddhAtmA che te ja ApaNane choDAvanAra che. eTale emanI pAse mAgaNI karavI ke mane A abrahmacarya viSayathI mukta karo. bIje badhethI emane ema chUTavA mATe tame phAMphA mAro e cAle nahIM. e ja dukAnanA zuddhAtmA ApaNane A viSayathI choDAvanAra che. have tame jo viSayanI lAInamAM bolatA thAva to tamArI e lAIna hoya to ya tUTI jAya. kAraNa ke tame mananA virodhI thaI gayA. mananuM voTiMga juduM ne tamAruM voTiMga juduM thaI gayuM. mana samajI jAya ke "A to ApaNAthI virodhI thaI gayA, have ApaNo voTa nA cAle.' paNa mahIM kapaTa che ethI loko bolatA nathI ane e bolavuM evuM saheluM nathI ne ! praznakartA : ghaNAM ema samaje che ke "akramamAM brahmacaryanuM kaMI mahattva ja nathI. e to DiscArja ja che ne ! viSayo e AsaktithI utpanna thAya che, ne pachI emAMthI vikarSaNa thAya che. vikarSaNa thAya eTale vera baMdhAya che ane veranA 'phAunDezana" para A jagata UbhuM rahyuM che. kerIo joDe vera nathI, ne baTAkA joDe vera nathI. dAdAzrI : akramano evo artha thato ja nathI. evo artha kare te akrama mArga' samajyo ja nathI. jo samajyo hoya to mAre tene viSaya saMbaMdhI pharI kahevAnuM hoya nahIM. akrama mArga eTale zuM ke DiscArjane DiscArja gaNavAmAM Ave che. paNa A lokone DiscArja ja nathI. A to hajI lAlaco hoya che mahIM ! A to badhA rAjIkhuzIthI kare che. DiscArjane koI samakyuM che ? evuM che ne, A avalaMbananuM jeTaluM sukha ApaNe lIdhuM e badhuM uchInuM lIdheluM sukha che, 'lona' upara. ane 'lona" eTale "rIpe' (Repay) karavI paDe che. jyAre 'lona' 'rIpa' thaI jAya, pachI tamAre kazI bhAMjagaDa hotI nathI. [5] saMsAravRkSanuM mULa, viSaya ! A duniyAno badho AdhAra pAMca viSaya upara ja che. jene viSaya nathI, tene athaDAmaNa nathI. [4] viSaya bhoga, tathI tikAsI ! eka mahArAja hatA, e vyAkhyAnamAM viSaya mATe badhuM bahu bolatA, praznakartA : viSaya ane kaSAya, e bemAM mULabhUta pharaka zuM che ?

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samajathI prApta brahmacarya 91 dAdAzrI : kaSAya e AvatAM bhavanuM kAraNa che ane viSaya e gayA bhavanuM pariNAma che. eTale A bemAM to bahu phera che. samajathI prApta brahmacarya kahyuM to ya lokone samajaNa paDI nahIM. ane A to kahe che, "huM ja bhogavuM chuM.' nahIM to loka to kaheze ke 'viSayo viSayamAM varte che, AtmA to sUkSma che." mATe bhogavo evo teno ya durupayoga karI nAkhe. praznakartA : e jarA vigatavAra samajAvo. dAdAzrI : A badhA jeTalA viSayo che, e gayA avatAranA pariNAma che. tethI ame vaDhatAM nathI ke tamane mokSa joIto hoya to jAva ekalAM paDI raho, gherathI hAMka hAMka nA karIe ? paNa ame amArA jJAnathI joyuM che ke viSaya e gayA avatAranuM pariNAma che. eTale kahyuM ke jAva ghera jaIne sUI jAva, nirAMte phAIlono nikAla karo. ame AvatAM bhavanuM kAraNa toDI nAkhIe ane je gayA avatAranuM pariNAma che e amArAthI chedAya nahIM, koIthI ya chedAya nahIM, mahAvIra bhagavAnathI ya nA chedAya. kAraNa ke bhagavAnane ya trIsa varSa sudhI saMsAramAM rahevuM paDyuM hatuM ne bebI thaI. viSaya ane kaSAyano artha kharekhara A thAya, paNa enI lokone kazuM khabara ja nA paDe ne ?! e to bhagavAna mahAvIra ekalAM ja jANe ke Ano zuM artha thAya. praznakartA : paNa viSaya AvyA, to kaSAya UbhAM thAya ne ? [7] AkarSaNa-vikarSaNano siddhAMta ! A badhuM AkarSaNathI ja UbhuM rahyuM che ! moTA nAnAnAM AkarSaNathI A badhuM jagata UbhuM rahyuM che. AmAM bhagavAnane karavAnI jarUra paDI nathI, khAlI AkarSaNa ja che ! A strI-puruSanuM je che ne, te ya AkarSaNa ja che khAlI. TAMkaNI ne lohacuMbakanuM jevuM AkarSaNa che evuM A strI-puruSanuM AkarSaNa che. kaMI badhI strIo joDe AkarSaNa nA thAya. eka ja paramANu maLatA AvatA hoya to e strI upara AkarSaNa thAya. AkarSaNa thayA pachI pote nakkI karyuM hoya ke mAre nathI kheMcAvuM to ya kheMcAI jAya. dAdAzrI : nA. badhA viSaya viSaya ja che, paNa viSayamAM ajJAnatA hoya tyAre kaSAya UbhAM thAya ane jJAna hoya to kaSAya nA thAya. kaSAya kyAMthI janmyA ? tyAre kahe, viSayamAMthI. eTale A badhA kaSAya UbhA thayA che te badhA viSayamAMthI UbhAM thayelA che. paNa AmAM viSayano doSa nathI, ajJAnatAno doSa che. rUTa kojha zuM che ? ajJAnatA. praznakartA : e pUrvanuM RNAnubaMdha thayuM ne ? dAdAzrI : RNAnubaMdha kahIe ne, to badhuM jagata RNAnubaMdha ja kahevAya. paNa kheMcANa thavuM e vastu evI che ne ke paramANuno sAmasAmI hisAba che ene, tethI kheMcAya che ! atyAre je rAga utpanna thAya che, te kharekhara rAga nathI. A lohacuMbaka ane TAMkaNI hoya, te lohacuMbaka Ama pherave to TAMkaNI AghI pAchI thAya. te bannemAM kaMI jIva nathI. chatAM lohacuMbakanA guNane lIdhe bannene khAlI AkarSaNa rahe che. evuM A dehane sarakhA paramANu hoya ne, tyAre tenI ja joDe ene AkarSaNa thAya. pelAmAM lohacuMbaka che. AmAM ilekTrikala boDI che ! paNa jema lohacuMbaka lokhaMDane kheMce, bIjI koI dhAtune kheMcatuM nathI. [] AtmA akartA-abhoktA ! viSayano svabhAva judo, AtmAno svabhAva judo. AtmAe pAMca indriyonA viSayo kazuM koI dahADo ya bhogavyA ja nathI. tyAre loko kahe che ke mArA AtmAe viSaya bhogavyo !!! alyA, AtmA te bhogavato haze ?! tethI kRSNa bhagavAne kahyuM ke, 'viSayo viSayomAM varte che" ema A to IlekTrisiTIne lIdhe paramANu badhA e thAya che ane tethI, paramANu kheMcAya che. jema TAMkaNI ane lohacuMbakamAM kazuM koI vacce peThuM mahIM ? TAMkaNIne ApaNe zIkhavADyuM'tuM ? tuM UMcI nIcI thaje ? eTale A deha to AkhuM vijJAna che. vijJAnathI A badhuM cAle che.

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prAptisthAna samajathI prApta brahmacarya have kheMcANa thAya tene loka kahe ke mane rAga thayo. alyA, AtmAne rAga to thato haze ? AtmA to vItarAga che ! AtmAne rAge ya hoya nahIM ne pe ya hoya nahIM. A to beu pote kalpelA che. ene bhrAMti kahevAya. bhrAMti cAlI jAya to kazuM che ja nahIM. praznakartA : AkarSaNanuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe ? dAdAzrI : hAsto ne ! AkarSaNa vikarSaNa A zarIrane thatuM hoya to ApaNe caMdubhAIne kahevuM paDe ke, "he caMdubhAI, ahIM AkarSaNa thAya che to pratikramaNa karo', to AkarSaNa baMdha thaI jAya. AkarSaNa vikarSaNa beu che te ApaNane rajhaLAvanArAM che. [8] vaijJAtika "gAIDa' brahmacarya mATe ! muMbaI : DaoN. nIrubahena amIna 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, dAdA sAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se.re.), muMbaI-40OO14 phonaH (022) 4137616 amadAvAda : zrI dIpakabhAI desAI 1, varUNa epArTamenTa, 37, zrImALI sosAyaTI, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda-38009. phonaH (079) 6421154, 463485 pheksa:408528 Madras : Dada Bhagwan Foundation Ajit C. Patel, No. 9, Manohar Avenue, Egmore, Madras-600008. Tel : (044) 8261243, 8261369 Fax : 8261225 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue Dr. Bachubhai Patel, 902 SW Mifflin Road, Topeka, Kansas 66606. Tel. : (913) 271-0869 Fax : (913) 271-8641. Dr. Shirish Patel 2659 Raven Circle, Corona, CA 91720 U.S.A. Tel. : (909) 734-4715. Fax : (909) 734-4411 U.K. : Shri Maganbhai Patel 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH U.K. Tel : 181-245-1751; ane AvuM pustaka hindustAnamAM thayuM nathI. hindustAnamAM AvuM pustaka khoLaze, to brahmacaryanuM nahIM maLe. kAraNa ke je kharA brahmacArI thayA te kahevA nathI rahyA. ne nathI brahmacArI te kahevA rahyA che ne lakhyuM nathI emaNe. brahmacArI nA hoya te zI rIte lakhe ? potAnAmAM je doSo hoya, te uparathI kazuM lakhAya nahIM vivecana. eTale brahmacArI te kahevA rahyA nathI, je kharA brahmacArI hatA te covIsa tIrthaMkara ! kRpALu deve paNa thoDuM ghaNuM kahyuM che. A to brahmacAryanuM ApaNuM pustaka vAMcyuM hoya tene ja brahmacarya paLAya, nahIM to brahmacarya pALavuM kaMI sahelI vastu che ? Mr. Ramesh Patel 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow, London, Middlesex, HA3 9NR U.K. Tel.: 181-204-0746 Fax :181-907-4885 Canada : Shri Suryakant N. Patel 1497, Wilson Ave, Appt.#308, Downsview, Onterio, Toronto. M3M 1K2, CANADA. Tel. : (416) 247-8309