Atmanand Prakash Pustak 094 Ank 03 04

Author(s): Pramodkant K Shah
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/532036/1

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza Shree Atmanand Prakash sarveT, fpa manuSyanA sAdhunA IiSthavA | rAgadapatanUkAre yatitavya sukhaiSiNA / / * sAdhu hoya ke gRhastha badhAe rAga-dveSane pAtaLA pADavA prayatnazIla thavuM ghaTe. kemake sukhanI prApti emAM ja rahelI che. * Every person whether he be a monk or a householder, should strive to thin his illusory attachment and hatred, if he wishes to be liappy. poSa-mahA pustaka : 94 Atma saMvata : 101 vIra saMvata : 2543 vikrama saMvata 2053 jAnyuArI-phebruArI-97 a'ka : 3/4 For Private And Personal Use Only

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a nu ka ma Na kA kema lekha | lekhaka ( 1 ) ghora aMdhArI re ( 2 ) jAgatAM re ? pU A. bha zrI vijya mahimAprabhasUrizvarajI ma. sA. (3) zraddhA ane maMtranI tAkAta ( 4 ) sAbhAra svIkAra ( 5 ) "gebI mAragAyaba thaI gayo !" pU. A. zrI IndranisUrijI ma.sA. ( 6 ) suvaNa" avasara ( 7 ) A duniyAmAM te ja mAnavI mahAna che ke je bIjA mATe ghasAya che. mahendra punAtara A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhyazrIo zrI kirITakumAra hIralAla zAhu-bhAvanagara zrI dilIpakumAra rasIkalAla zeTha-bhAvanagara zrI indravadanabhAi bAbulAla jhaverI-bhAvanagara zrI khAMtilAla ratilAla zAha-bhAvanagara zrI cetanakumAra manasukhalAla dozI-bhAvanagara zrI virendrakumAra pUnamacaMda zAhu-bhAvanagara zrI kizorakumAra zAMtilAla saMghavI-bhAvanagara zrI prakAzakumAra zAMtilAla zAha-bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza taMtrI zrI pramodakAnta khImacaMda zAha - - - - - - - ==ghora aMdhArI re=== ghora aMdhArI re, rAtalaDImAM sapanA dIThAM cAra pahele sapane re, dIThA meM te pAvApurI dhAma Aje Avajo re, sAthe maLI sahu pAvApurI dhAma divALI karazuM re, sAthe maLI sahu pAvApurI dhAma bheTavA Avajo re, pAvApurImAM mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAna... ghora 1 bIjA sapane re, dIThA meM te sivAcalajI dhAma Avajo Avajo re, sAthe maLI saha sidyAcalajI dhAma navANuM karazuM re, sAthe maLI sahu sidhAcalajI dhAma bheTavA Avajo re, sidhAcalajImAM Adezvara bhagavAnaghora 2 trIje sapane re, dIDA , me to zekhezvarajI dhAma Avajo Avajo re, sAthe maLI sahu zaMkhezvarajI dhAma aThThama karazuM re, sAthe maLI saha zakhezvarajI dhAma bheTavA Ava re, zaezvaramAM pArzvanAtha bhagavAna.. ghara 3 cothe sapane re, dIThA meM te giranArajI dhAma Avajo Avajo re. sAthe maLI sahu giranArajI dhAma jAtrA karazuM re, sAthe maLI sahu giranArajI dhAma bheTavA Avajo re, giranArajImAM neminAtha bhagavAna...ghera 4 ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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10] zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza jAgatAM re jo ? - lekhaka :e pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI vijayamahimAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. 6 dehano thAka utAravA mAnava ughe che, paraMtu vidha pApAcaraNa sevAtA jAya che. jenA pariNAme je gharamAM sApa saMtAyA hoya te, uMghavA chatAM hitAhitano paNa khyAla bhUlI javAya che. uMgha na Ave manamAM bhayane gabharATa ke magajamAM Aje ApaNuM jIvanamAtra eka duHkha, eka bhAra hoya te uMgha nathI AvatI. mAnavI jeTalI vyathA, eka taraphaDATa samuM banI gayela che. vAsasApathI Dare che, teTalo pApathI nathI Darate. nAnI bhaThThImAM sapaDAI jaI aMge aMgamAM kAma mada-maha-mAyA vagerenA sApa mAnavane paLe ane lebhanI agana vyApI gaI che. chatAM hajI paLe hasI rahyA che. aMtaranA oraDe pApanA sApa gheranidrAmAM poDhayA hoIe tema jaNAya che. guMcaLA vALIne beThA che. chatAMya e sApane haTA- kuMbhakarNa to nagArA vAgatAM cha mAse paNa jAgate. vavAno vicAra jAge che kharo ? zAMtithI uMghavA jyAre ApaNe te bAra bAra varSa sudhI paDaghama pApanA sApa dUra karI nibhaya banavuM joIe. vAge chatAM jAge te bIjA, kema kharuM ne ? AvI niyatA keLavavA cittasamAdhi meLavavI " jAge se pAve aura u o che " joIe. jAmate meLave che. ughatA gumAve che. ApaNe jyAM sudhI gharamAM sA5 chupAyeluM hoya, tyAM meLavavA AvyA chIe nahi ke gumAvavA. saMsA sadhI svasthatA na rahe. svarachatA vinA uMgha na ranA cekamAM marajIvA banatAM aMtaranA cokAnuM Ave. A svasthatA lAvavA pApa kayAre jAya ! kAsaLa nIkaLI jAya, te gumAvyuM gaNavuM ke meLavyuM ane kaI rIte jAya teno vicAra karIe chIe cAmaDAnI AMkhe jAgatA rahI. aMtaradaSTithI e ja rIte AtmAmAM ao jamAvI paDelA kAma uMghatA rahI ApaNA ja hAthe bhAratIya prasthApita lebhAdinA pApa kayAre jAya ? ane kaI rIte ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa, rUpa dhamanuM khaMDana jAya ! jethI cittanI svasthatA maLe ane nirbha thaI jAya, te AnA jevI bIjI kaI kamanasIbI yatAthI nidrA Ave e mATe Ajano viSaya gaNavI? rAkhe che ke "jAgatAM reje !" eTaluM jarUra yAda rAkhaje ! ke " je jIvana jage se pAke : oraDAmAMthI sApa na jAya, maMdiramAMthI maMgalamaya ane sarvajana hitakArI tyAM sudhI ApaNe jAgatAM rahIe chIe. tema evuM dhamatatva cAlyuM jaze, te e ja mAnavaaMtaramAMthI pApa na jAya, tyAM sudhI jAgRta rahevuM maMdira alpajIvI, nirmAlya ane kSadra mALakhAnuM joIe. A jAgRta dazA kema Ave; te mATe kalevara banI jaze, ke jayAM aneka durgaNanI satata takedArInI khAsa agatyatA che. huM ane mArU bhutAvaLe bhamatI haze. " AvuM na bane e A bemAM murajhAI javAthI aMtaranA pApo mATe ataradraSTine khole ! ane AtmajIvana pIchAnI zakAtAM nathI. mArA-tArAnI vege aneka tapAso! For Private And Personal Use Only

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jAnyuArI-phebru mArI-97] jarIyAna cAdara nIce khIjhAyelA gulAmanA puSpA prathama dRSTie sahAmaNA dekhAya; para`tu nizcaya karatAM e ja puSpA kAgaLanA ke mATInA nIkaLe te ? tema AsikatanA aMcaLA nIce chUpAyelA bhautika sukhe prathama anubhave mIThA-madhura ke amRta samA lAge che; paraMtu anubhavanA a'te e ja sukhA kaDavA jhera jevA ane pazcAtApanI AgathI bALanArA na bane tenI sAvacetI rAkhajo. A ja zabdo prabhu mahAvIre viSayamatAM caMDakauzika sapane jaNAvyA hatAM. " bujha! khusa ! caDakauzika ! " huM ca'Dakauzika ! jarA samaja ! jarA samaja ! kaMdha-mAna-mAyA ane leAbha A cAra viSakuMDa che. A viSakuMDamAMthI khaDDAra Ava ! AMtaradRSTi khAla ! AtmAne jagADa ! tArA mAna rUpa aha-mamane namranAthI nAza karI, prakRtine mRdu ane karUNa banAva ! sateSanA zastrathI yAbhane haNI, jIvana sa'teSI ane udAra saralatAthI mAyAne nirmUla karI, svabhAva ane nima La banAva ane upazAMta rasathI keAdhane dUra karI, AtmAne zAMta ane saumya banAva ! jethI tAru jIvanadira sohAmaNu ane sukhathI anAva ! namra sabhara ane AvA udbodhanathI sa jevA prANIe pazu ataraneA adhakAra haTAvI, divya kiraNa meLavI, viSane sthAne amRta varSAvI, maitrI prema ane sahAnubhUtinu siMcana karI, jIvana maMgalamaya banAvI gayeA. te zuM ApaNe sarpathI paNa nIce chIe, ke hajI paNa ataranA adhArA ulecAtA nathI ane AtmAnuM teja kiraNa lAdhatu nathI. tathA jIvananA a`ta zAmA che, tenA nakkara khyAla AvatA nathI, jIvanane magala-sukhI ane zAMti maya banAvavu hoya teA bahAranI dRSTi ba`dha karo ? ane a'taraSTine khulI-jAgRta kare? ApaNuM cAmaDAnI AMkhe bhale dekhatAM hAie; Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir [ paNa aMtaranI AMkha khAlAI gaI, te| dekhAtI AMkhe ApaNI pAse aneka anAcAra karavaze. jethI zAMta-sukhI ane ma'galatatvathI bharela ApaNA jIvanamAga du:kha-udvega ane hatAzAnA jhA vAtethI gherAi jaze. AMkho maLI chatAM e ja AMkheA pApa karAve jethI tr : AMdhaLe! athaDAya dekhatAM karatAM adhApe sArA che, ke dekhavuM nahi ane dAjhavuM nahi teA tenA para dayA-kaDDA Ave; paraMtu dekhAte bhaTakAya teA tenA kevI karUNatA chavAI jAya, AMdhaLA athaDAya te derI zakAya dekhatA athaDAI te kai rIte derI zakAya. aviveka tyAM aMdhAru: eka vakhata eka vRddha kathA zravaNu karavA jatA hatA sAme eka yuvaka cAlyA AvatA hatA. rAtrinA samaya hatA. vRddha AMkhe adha hatA. chatAM hAthamAM phAnasa jotAM, yuvake AzcaryathI pUchyuM". dAdA ? AMkhe te dekhatA nathI. pachI hAthamAM phAnasa rAkhavAnu kAraNa zuM? jyAM dRSTi ja nathI, pachI phAnasa rAkheA te ya bhale ane na rAkhe tA paNa bhale. kAraNa AMkhamAM ja teja nathI pachI bahuAranA tejathI phAyadA ze ? dAdA ! tamAre aMdhAruM' ke ajavALuM sarakhuM ja che. vRdhdhe sasmita kahyuM, bhAI tArI vAta satya che. hu tA aMdha chuM. jethI mAre mATe phAnasa niraka che; paraMtu bhAi ! tamArA jevA dekhatAM mArA jevA adha sAthe na athaDAya, e mATe A phAnasa rAkhyuM che. huM te dekhate nathI, jethI sAvacetIthI cAlIza; paraMtu tamArA jevA dekhatAM ja AMdhaLIyA IMTa 4 che, jethI mArA jevAne bhaTakAi maravAne bhaya rahe che. AMkhaneA hetu ApaNane paDatA macAvavAnA che. dRSTi maLI chatAM patanamAMthI na bacAve, vAsanAmAMthI na dADAve, badIothI na ra|ke tathA viSaya-vikAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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12) fzrI AtmAnaMda prakAza mAMthI ugArI na le, te e che nathI, paNa A thatA jAgate che. viveka AmAM udhata che . jagata che. daSTi e kahevAya ke je ApaNA AhAra vihAra che. avivekI AtmA jAgate chatAM uMghate che. ane AcAra sudhAre. vivedI ane avivekI AtmA AkAthI te Aje te ApaNane AMkha maLI chatAM - mAnava che, paNa banane vacce hAthI-gadheDAnuM aMta2 aMdhArAmAM ja AthaDIe chIe, dhoLe divase che. sona ane pittaLa raMgathI te sarakhA ja che; hAthamAM dIvo laine kuvAmAM paDavA jevI dazAmAM paraMtu kiMmatamAM phera keTale che? AMkaDAnuM ane chIe, viSaya-kaSAyane Adhina banI. kaI dizAmAM ' gAyanuM dUdha raMgamAM chata che. paNa guNamAM keTale jaI rahyA chIe ke vivekahIna banI kyAM pApanA taphAvata che? eka jhera jevuM. bIju amRta samuM; patanamAM gabaDI rahyA chIe. tenuM paNa bhAna nathI. AkaDAnA dUdhane AMkhamAM chAMTo paDe te AMdhaLe a.vI viSaya-kaSAyanA khADA-TekarAmAM athaDAtAM na thAya. gAyanuM dUdha zarIrane zakti ane magajane karAtAM mAnavane dekhato kahe ke aMdha? jAgate tAjagI Ape che. A ja rIte vivekI a nuM kahe ke uMghato ? jIvana amRta samAna che ane avivekInuM jIvana mAnava ghI jevI vastu kharIdatAM sughe che, ke viSatulya che. ghI banAvaTI te nathI ne? kerI letAM te khATI te vivekI mAnava aMtacathI jove che. avivekI nathI ne ? Ama harakoI cIja kharIdatAM ke letAM mAnavanI AMkha khullI hoya che; paraMtu dIlanA nene saMghI-cakAsI ane TakorA mArIne kharIde che, dvAra baMdha hoya che. jethI dekhate he vA chatAM aMdha paraMtu ApaNI pAse paise kaI rIte Ave che, che. AMkhanA aMdhApA karatA dIlane aMdhApa enI cakAsaNI karatAM nathI. e to game tyAMthI, tagaNo bhayaMkara che AMkhe aMdha hoya te A game te rIte ke game teTale Ave tenA vAMdho nathI. bhavanuM duHkha veThavuM paDe; paraMtu aMtarane aMdhApo vastuta : kaI cIja letAM parIkSA karatAM zIkho! hAya bhAbhavanA kaSTa sahavA paDe. aMdha mAnavane eka eka paise je ApaNA gharamAM Ave che, te dekhI dIlamAM dayA Ave che. jyAre aMtaranA nyAya nIti ke pramANikatApUrvakano Ave che ke aMdhApAne dekhI jJAnIo karUNatAne stotra vahAve kema! enI cakAsaNI karo! paraMtu A Teva che. ApaNane paDI nathI game te rIte ke game tyAMthI Aje bahAranA aMdhArA ulecavA aneka Ave ke 85 daIne pAkITamAM mukI daizuM. pachI yojanAo ghaDAya che, paraMtu dIlanA bujhAI jatAM bhalene tenI pAchaLa daMbha, prapaMca, la Ta ke zaDatA dIpakane pragaTAvavA koI lejanA vicArAya che? calAvI hoya. A rIte kAma ane dAma pAchaLa bAhya rozanI vadhatI jAya che, tema AtmAno pAgala banI ahiMsA, satya ane saMyamane neve aMdhApa vadhatuM jAya che. AjanI duniyA mohanA mUkI, AtmaguNanuM chaDe coka lilAma thatuM hoya, aMdhApAmAM gherAtI jAya che. Ajano samAja tyAM mAnavane uMghate kahe ke jAgatA ? mATe viSaya-vilAsa ane vikAranA sAgaramAM Dubato prazna kare che, ke - jAya che. pariNAme vizva javALAmukhInA lAvArasanI kArti e vA? " - jAgate koNa che ? jema saMtRpta banatuM jAya che. guru javAba Ape che, ke - "saravedI". vivekI mAnava hoya padArthane tyAga kare che. jenAmAM satyAsatyano viveka che, e AmA rAga-dveSa e janmamaraNanA mULa kAraNa che. viSaya For Private And Personal Use Only

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jAnyuArI-phebruArI-97] kaSAyanI AkitanA cALe jIva kadI sukhI thatA nathI, Ama samajI jaDa padArthane mAnI tyajI de che, geya vastune samajIne madhyasthabhAvathI AcaraNa kare che, tathA AtmavikAsanI sAdhaka evI dhamapravRtine UpAdeya mAnI Acare che, tethI pramAdane laI thatAM aneka pApAthI vivekI mAnava khacI jAya che. atacakSune khAlavAne eka ja mAdha upAya [13 vItarAga deve batAvye che. te e che ke la heyajJeya ane UpAdeya rUpa tripadInuM vAstavika jJAna" jema triphalA ca cakSunA dardIne dUra kare che, netrane nima La dRSTi Ape che tema tripadInu' jJAna rUpa cUrNa a Mtarane divya daSTi Ape che, arthAta haiya-jJeya ane upAdeyanA jJAnathI viveka dvIpaka pragaTe che ane tethI aMtaranA dhApA dura thAya che, (kamaza) x ghAghA yAtrA pravAsa zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA taraphathI sa`vata 2053nA mAgasara va6 4 ravivAra tA. 29-12-96nA roja medhA zrI navakhaDA pAnAthajI bhagavAnanA yAtrA pravAsa rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. A yAtrA pravAsa kArataka bhAsanA Demane! tathA mAgasara mAsanA dhodhAne sayukta rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. jemAM nIce mujabanA dAtAzrIonI vyAja AvakanI rakamamAMthI gurubhakti tathA svAmIbhakti karavAmAM AvI hatI. sabhA taraphathI zrI dhodhA navakha`DA pArzvanAtha dAdAnA raMgama DapamAM zrI pArzvanAtha pa`cakalyANaka pUjA saMgItakAra maMDaLI sAthe bhavya rAga-rAgaNIpUrNAMka bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI. sabhAnA sabhyazrI bhAi-bahena tathA mahemAno sArI evI saMkhyamAM hAjara rahyA hatA. yAtrA pravAsa khUba ja dhAmadhUmapUrNAMka Ana'da ane utsAhasaddha paripUrNa thayA hatA. dAtAzrIonI zubha nAmAvalI 1 zezrI premaca`da mAdhavajIbhAI dozA 2ze!zrI amRtalAla ratilAla leta 3 zeDazrI nAnAlAla kuvarajI zAha 4 zeDazrI khAMtilAla ratilAla zAha (bhadrAvaLavALA) 5 zeThazrI maNIlAla phUlacaMdabhAI zAha 6 zeThazrI kAMtisrAla lavajIbhAI rAha (TopIvALa) 7 zezrI khImacaMda parazeotamadAsa zAha (bAradAnavALA) 8 DreTazrI rasIkalAAla choTAlAla saMdhavI 9 zeThazrI ramaNIkalAla mANekacaMda zAha (nANAvaTI) 10 zeThazrI ratilAla geviMdabhAi (sepArIvALA) For Private And Personal Use Only Dema yAtrAnA dAtAzrIo 39 i Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir , ', dhaMdhA yAtrAnA dAta.zrIo ,, 31 '' "2

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[zrI jAnaMda prakA zraddhA ane maMtranI tAkAta che. ka: ["jenA heye zrI navakAra tene karaze zuM saMsAra ?" pustakamAMthI sAbhAra.] = zraddhA to ajaba-gajabanI tAkAta dharAvatI UDatA ke, A maMtrano koI prabhAva-pa mane eka camatkArI cIja che ! AvI zraddhAno jenI jevA maLe te kevuM sAruM ? A bhAvanA saMbhApAse sahAro nathI hotA, evA insAnanI sAme vanAmAM palaTAya e mATenI enI pratIkSAnI bhagavAna paNa khuda khaDA hoya, te enA mATe e ghaNI-ghaNI paLe, divase mahinAo ane varSomAM paththaranA pUtaLA jevA ja sAbita thAya che ane palaTAI gaI paNa bhAvanAnA e taraMgomAM, zraddhAno jene sahAre hoya che, evA zraddhALune saMbhAvanAnI kaI raMgarekhA e na ja joI zakyo! prabhunI pratimA darzana de, toya e dazanamAMthI jIvanamAM ajaba-ghaDI ke AvI jatI hoya sAkSAta prabhune pAmyAnI dhanyatA e anubhavI che che, jayAre mANase dhAryuM hoya che kaI ane banI zakate hoya che. A tAkAta zraddhAnA che. jatuM hoya che bIju ja kaMI! keTalIka vAra AvI atula-baLI zraddhAnI tAkAta, ane akasmAta, AzIrvAdamAM palaTAI jato hoya che, maMtrAdhirAja zrI namaskAranI bejoDa tAkAta, saMgama te kayAreka AzIrvAda, akasmAta tarapha bhISaNasAdhIne kevI camatkata saje che. ene habaha vaLAMka laI letA hoya che. jinadAsanA jIvanamAM vaNa vatI A eka satya ghaTanA che. A ghaTanAnA eka vAra AvI ja eka ajaba ghaDI AvI! nAyakane ApaNe "jinadAsanA nAme oLakhIzuM. jinadAsane eka ajena mitra zaktino kAraNa ke sAcA nAmane jAhera karavAnI ene upAsaka hato ane zakti upAsaka eka bhuvA joDe kIti kAmanA nathI. guptatAnI guphAmAM rahevAmAM ene ThIka ThIka paricaya hato. e mitra eka rAjIpo anubhavato alagArI e AdamI che. dahADa jinadAsane kahyuM : jinadAsa ! A duniyA jinadAsane mahAmaMtra namaskAra vArasAmAM to ajaba-gajabanI vicitratAono eka meLe maLyA hatA. A maMtranA UMDA rahasyanI ene che, zraddhAnI AMkha khullI rAkhIne joIe, te kaI bAjhI gatAgama nahotI, jethI mahAmaMtra para A meLAne mANavAnI majA anubhavI zakAya ! dilanA UMDANamAMthI, jJAna garbhita zraddhAne abhi- IcchA thatI hoya, te zakitanI upAsanAne paraco peka karavAnuM sadbhAgya ene kayAMthI sAMpaDe ? javA AvavAnuM mAruM AmaMtraNa che. eka bhu chatAM sAmAnya-zraddhAnA jaLa chAMTaNA karavAnuM Ave paraco pratyakSa banAvI zake che. gaMgA ghara AchuM-pAtaLuM enuM bhAgya to jarUra jAgRta hatuM, AMgaNe ja AvelI che ! jethI e dararoja mahAmaMtra paranI potAnI jinadAsanuM kutuhala A vAta sAMbhaLIne AsthAne AdhAre niyA - jApa karavAnuM vrata potAnA manane kAbUmAM na rAkhI zakyuM. ane kahyuM atizuddhapaNe jALavI zakane A jApanI paLamAM, ke, bhale huM jena rahyA, paNa jevA javAmAM zo ghaNI vAra enA haiyAmAMthI evI bhAvanAnA raMgo vAMdhe che ? mane vizvAsa che ke mArA manamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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jAnyuArI-phebruArI-97] cAlatA mahAmaMtra navakArane ajapAjapa mArI pAmavA e manomana mahAmaMtra jApa zarU karI zraddhAne jarAya DagAvI nahi zake ! daI badhuM nATaka nihALavAno nizcaya karyo. paLa - be paLamAM vAtAvaraNe vadhu bhayaprada vaLAMka lIdho. mitranA AmaMtraNane svIkAratA jinadAse kahyuM DAkalAM vAgI rahyAM. dAtaNanI cIrIo cotarapha tArA AmaMtraNane saharSa svIkAra karatA, bhAvatuM ke kAvA mAMDI. jaLa chAMTaNAthI Aju bAjunI jamIna hatuM ne vaidhe kahyA je AnaMda anubhavuM chuM bhInIbhInI banI gaI. thoDI vadhu paLe vItI, cAle, A rIte ya para jovA maLatuM hoya, te ane bhuvAnA zarIramAM koIno praveza thayAnI zA mATe takane vadhAvI na levI ? edhANIo kaLAvA mAMDI. baMne mitro zakti mAtAnA maMdire pahoMcyA. jora-jorathI dhuNatA bhuvAe vidhine bIje jina-madiranA zAMta-prazAMta vAtAvaraNathI TevAyelA tabako zarU karyo. e ubho thaye, potAnA kaDAjinadAsane zakti maMdiranuM vAtAvaraNa khUba ja LAmAMthI bahAra AvIne, e jinadAsa tarapha gaye. vicitra lAgavA mAMDayuM mAtAnuM biruda dharAvatI zakitamAtAne jinadAsanA zarIramAM praveza karAzakitadevInI pratimA para mAtRtvane mahimA vavAno prayoga have zarU thayo. bhuvo jinadAsane gAtuM koI ja pratIka dekhAtuM nahotuM. zakita mAtAne eka pradakSiNA pharyA, pradakSiNA pUrI thatAM ja hatA. e deha nakhathI zIkha sudhI evA-evA cihanethI zAthI haNAyelo bhuvo paga pachADIne pitAnI beThaka ladAyeluM hatuM ke, ekavAra te bahAdura paNa ene para besI paDyA. ene e AbhAsa thavA mAMDa joIne DarI jAya! adhUrAmAM kharuM bhuvAne dedAra ke, zakitamAtA jinadAsanA zarIramAM pravezavA eve te bhISaNa-bhayaMkara hato ke- jenI kalpanA asamartha che. paNa e kaMI ema hatAza thAya thIya kALaju kamakamATI anubhave ! ema na hatA. pharIthI e Ubho thayo. hiMmatabhera zakitanA upAsaka mitre bhavAne jinadAsane eNe jinadAsanA kuMDALAne pharatI bIjI pradakSiNA paricaya karAvatAM kahyuM ke, A mArA eka jaina mitra sAthI, paratu pariNAma evuM ja AvyuM. paga che. zakitamAtAno para najaronajara jovAnI pachaDIne ane potAne Asane besI javAnI che khUba ja IcchA che. ethI huM Apane vinavuM che adazya-zakitae jANe pharaja pADI. ke, Apa zakitamAtAne A mitranA zarIramAM be vAra hatAza thayele bhu have A vAta praveza karAvIne ene para batAve. pitAnI pratiSThAno ane nAkano prazna gaNIne, game te bhege zakitamAtAne jinadAsana zarIramAM bavAe 'hakAra" sUcaka mAthuM halAvIne kahyuM ke pravezAvI devAnA jhanUna sAthe punaH ubho thA. zakita mAtA hAjarAhajUra devI che. enA kAdhAveza sAthe eNe trIjI pradakSiNA pUrI karI. para batAve, e mAre mATe koI agharI vAta paNa enuM svapna siddha na ja thayuM! vA-vaMToLanA nathI ! he mAre prayoga zarU karuM chuM. jene paracA vegathI jema taraNuM pAchuM dhakelAya, ema bhu anabhava hoya, e A kuMDALAmAM Asana jamA pAchaLa dhakelAI gayo ane bhagnAzA-hatAza ye vIne besI jAya ! pitAnI beThaka para e pachaDAI paDelo. enA tanabhuvAnI AjJA mujaba jinadAsa kuMDALAmAM mana para chavAI gayelI nirAzA ane lAcArInI besI gayo. cotaraphanuM bhayabharyuM vAtAvaraNa enA lAgaNI joIne, zakitanA pelA upA mATe navuM navuM hatuM, evI abhayane Azaro zarIramAM pravezelA mAtAjIne vinavatAM , ke bhUvAnA For Private And Personal Use Only

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[zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza "mAtAjI ! ApanuM AhavAna eTalA mATe ane enI zodha mATe huM Ama tema phAMphAM mArI ja karavAmAM AvyuM che ke, A jaina mitra jinadAsa rahyo chuM ! mArI navakAra keTalo badho ApanA pacAno pratyakSa sAkSI banI zake, ethI baLavAna che ke, enA japamAMthI nIkaLatI huM Apane AzA bharyA aMtare jhukI-jhukIne pharI jayoti, zakitamAtAneya hAra apAvI vinavuM che ke, Apa pite A jinadAsanA zarIramAM zake che. pravezIne, ene paraco ApavAnI kRpA karo ! " navakAra tarapha huM koI evI nakkara niSThA dharAvatA bhUvAnA mAdhyame A vinavaNIne javAba vALatAM nathI. me e kaI bhekha laIne, navakArane ja zakitamAtAe kahyuM ke A jaina-bhAInA dehamAM mAro madrAlekha nathI banAve ! vArasAmAM maLelA praveza karavA huM lAcAra chuM enI AsapAsa, enA navakAranI roja huM mAtra eka mALA ja pheravuM chuM. devanA japathI racAyelA gebI tejasvI-vartuLA, mArI zraddhAnI sImA phakata ATalI ja che ! chatAM enA zarIramAM pravezatA mane roke che, ane huM je AvI nAmanI zraddhA paNa A jAtano para pAchI paDuM chuM. ApI zake che, to navakAra pratyenI mArI zraddhakinAre AvI pahoMcelI nAvane ugArI levAnI - niSThAne je huM samajaNapUrvakanI banAvavA maMDI paDuM, Ara sAthe pharI vinavaNI thaI ? Apa Ama te mAre beDe A bhavasAgarathI pAra na thaI jAya zuM? hatAza thAva. e kema cAle ! game te rIte Apa - parace pAma paraco batAvo, evI mArI aMtaranI kAmanA che. te kaI zakitane ane upAyamAM kamInA heya, te sUca, ane badhuM - paraco hAtha lAgI gayo bIjI ja kaI zakitanA! jinadAse mane mana pAke nirNaya laIne, pitAnA karavA taiyAra chIe . mitrane kahyuM ke mAre je paraco pAma hatuM, e bhuvAnA mAdhyame punaH pratyuttara sAMpaDyo : hA eka upAya che. A jainabhAI pitAnA pra. maLI gayo che. A prasaMge khUba ja sacoTa rIte devane japa karavAnuM choDI de. eo potAnA e sAbita karI ApyuM che ke, zaktimAtAneya ISTra-maMtranA AjIvana-tyAgane mane kola Ape. hAra svIkAravI paDe, evI pracaMDa tAkAta mArA te mAro avarodha dUra thAya ane huM enA zarI. navakAramaMtramAM che. have A-ATalo para ramAM praveza pAmI zaku. A sivAya mAro paraco maLyA pachI paNa je huM navakAranI niSThAne cheDa pAmavAno koI ja upAya nathI, huM bhale game teTalI dauM', te mArA jevA mukha-ziromaNi bIjo koNa zakitazALI gaNatI hoda ! paNa A bhAI dvArA kahevAya ? thatA iSTamaMtrathI jAgatA tejavaLe mArI AMkhane zakitane visarjita karI devAI. sahanA mAM Ajane AMdhaLI banAvI de che. e jaLa para judI-judI jAtanA AzcaryanA taraga-raga vIdhIne AgaLa vadhavA huM lAcAra banI jAuM chuM aMkita thayA hatA. bhuvAnA dilamAM Azcaya samAta mATe mArI A zArata mAnya hoya teja huM para na hatuM potAnA parAjayane pAyo gotavA eNe batAvavA samartha chuM, bolo, mAnya che mArI A jinadAsane eTaluM ja pUchyuM ke - tamArA ISTrazarata ? maMtrane pATha jANavAne mAro adhikAra kharo? A savAla-javAbe jinadAsanA haiyAmAM kaI jinadAsanA AnaMda ane ahobhAva chalakAI judI ja jAtanuM nirNAyaka-manomana piTha karI uThaze. eNe TUMkAkSarI javAbamAM mAtra eTaluM ja dIdhuM. e vicAre caDayA : oha ! pace te kahyuM keH mArA gharamAM ja mArI pratIkSA kara khaDe che "namo arihaMtANuM !" (-mukitanA AdhAre) For Private And Personal Use Only

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nyuArI-phebruArI-97] [17 sAbhAra svIkAra its: LITI # pa.pU. AcAryadevazrI yazovijayasUrijI ma.yA. jhIMjhuvADA taraphathI "kamaphatava " (dvitIya kama graMtha) ' pustaka1 pisTa dvArA sAbAra maLela che. 4 zrI ramaNalAla chaganalAla zAha cerITebala TrasTa- navasArI taraphathI "tavAdhigama satram " pustaka-2 posTa dvArA sAbhAra maLela che. # pU. A. zrI pradyumnasUrijI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI zrutajJAna prasAraka sabhA taraphathI "paMDita viravijaya. svAdhyAya graMtha " pustaka be nakalamAM sabhAne bheTa svarUpe sAbhAra maLela che. # sabhAnA mAnaddamaMtrIzrI hiMmatalAla anopacaMda metIvALA taraphathI "zUnya banIne pUrNa bane" (lekha pU.paM. zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA] pustaka sabhAne bheTa svarUpe maLela che. 4 zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI peDhI (madhumatI jaina derAsara) meTA bajAra, navasArI taraphathI "abhidhAna ciMtAmaNi kesa ; " nAmanuM pustaka sabhAne bheTa svarUpe maLela che. # sanmArga prakAzana, ArAdhanA bhuvana, pAchIAnA piLa, rIlIpha roDa, amadAvAda taraphathI sabhAne nIcenA pustako sabhAne bheTapUrvaka AbhAra maLela che. (1) pUjyapAda A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasurIzvarajI ma. sA. smRtigraMthamALAnI nAnI-nAnI pustikAo naMga-21 (2) bhorola tIthanI AcherI jhalaka (5) Jainism a Glimse () Atma the self (5) jaina dharmanI eka jalaka (6) vegazAstrama (7) samyagU darzana (2) dravya saptatikA, (9) Indra parAjaya-ta-prata. kula 29 pustaka prApta thayela che. # pu.A.zrI zItacaMdrasurIzvarajI ma.sA. taraphathrI "zrI vItarAma ratanaH" tathA "zrI hIrasundara-mahAkAvyama bhAga-1 pustaka be sabhAne saprema bheTa maLela che. # zrI saMbhavanAtha jaina derAsara -borIvalI-vesTa, muMbai-hara taraWI zrI kalpasUtrama sacitra (bArasA satra) prata naMga-1 bhAne sapreSa bheTa maLela che. 4 sabhAnA pina membara zrI hasamukhalAla bI. mahetA. muMbaI taraphathI nIcenA pustaka sabhAne bheTa maLela che. (1) zrI mahAprabhAvika navasmaraNAdi saMgraha (2) mUktine Take (3) mAnasika zAMtinA loTa upAye (4) sAcA sukhanI gotro (5) ratnakaNikA (6) jenA haiye zrI navakAra tene kema game saMsAra (7) zIladharmanI kathAo (8) mahAsatI madanarekhA (9) zrI ajArA tIrthanI prabhAvI gAthA (10) keDI kaMDAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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18 [zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza 4 zrI kastura prAzana TrasTa-varalI, bada-18 taraphathI . gaNivarmaka mahoya sAgarajI masA. saMpAdita jenA haiye--navakAra.. tene kara tuM saMsAra.? pustaka naMga-1 sabhAne saprema bheTa maLela che. ja ni" (prathama aMka) lekhaka ema. e. tAke tathA jitendra zAha prakAzada ; zAradAbena cImanabhAi ejayuzanala rIsarca menTa " darzana, " rANakapura sesAyaTI sAme, zAhIbAga, amadAvAda 4 ja pa. pU. zAsanasamrATa samudAyanA pU.A.zrI vijaya azokacaMdrasUrijI ma.sA. taraphathI "zrI prakRta vijJAna pAThazALA" tathA zrI "prAkRta vijJAna pAThazALA mAgadaki." tathA "thI bRhannaghavapUjana nAnI prata nAmanA traNa pustake sabhAne bheTa maLela che. * pU.A.zrI vANi sUrijI ma.sA. taraphathI zrI mohanavijyajI jaina pAThazALA , pI.e. sAme, ja nagara dvArA nIce mujabanA paMca pustake sabhAne bheTa svarUpe maLela che. (1) ladhiprazna bhA. 2 (2) labdhi prazna [hindI (3) puNyAnaMda bhakita. (4) pAkhyAnaMda saurabha (5) ladhikRpA-mAsIka, # divyadarzana TrasTa, 36 kalikuMDa sAthI, gheLakA taraphathI zrI bhuvanabhAnu eka sonerI pAnuM tathA takanA TAMkaNuM zraddhAnuM zIlpa, nAmanA be pustake sabhAne bheTa maLela che. dAna eTale dharmagu eka vAra saradAra vallabhabhAI paTela koMgresa mATe phALo ugharAvavA mATe raMguna gayA hatA. te veLAe yAre teo cInAonI pAse keDa ugharAvavA jatA, tyAre cInAo temanI TIpAM kazuM latAM nahI, paraMtu gharamAM je kaMI rUpiyA hoya temAMthI yathAzakti rakama lAvIne hAthohAtha ApI detA. keTalAka cInAo amuka rakamane eka ja taratarata lakhIne ApI detA. cInAonuM AvuM vartana joine saradAratha e eka cInI gRhasthane enuM kAraNa pUchayuM. e cInI gRhastha javAbamAM kahyuM: 'A to dhamakaNa kahevAya." TIpamAM AMkaDo lakhAvyA pachI teTalA paisA pAse na hoya, to keTalA divasa e ApatA thAya teTalA divasanuM devuM ja amArA upara caDe ane e dhamaNanuM pAtaka amArA kAma akarAmAM AkaruM gaNAya che. mATe ame haMphALAmAM je kaMI ApavAnA hoIe-te tarato tarata ApI daIne e traNamAMthI mukti anubhavIe chIe ? HIT CK TO ma For Private And Personal Use Only

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jAnyuArI- ArI-97] [19 0 "gebI mAra gAyaba thaI gaye !" pU. A. zrI IndrannisUrijI ma. sA. [oMdha : jenA heye zrI navakAra tene karaze zuM saMsAra ?" pustakamAMthI sAbhAra.]. vaDodarA jillAmAM beThelI tIrtha AjubAju pachI badhA vidAya thayA ame haju vihAra karyo 500 gAmomAM ahiMsAno pracAra thayo che. emAM na hatA eTale dAmAbhAIne parivAra bhego thaI paDedarA tathA paMcamahAla, A baMne ji9lAomAM amArI pAse AvyuM. dAmAbhAI gaNapatabhAI 50 mAIlanA eriyAmAM paramAra-kSatriya jaina mehanabhAI Adie je oraDAmAM bebI mAra dhamanuM pAlana karatA thayA che. navakAra mahAmaMtranuM paDa ane te paNa eka ja bhAIne vagere vigata smaraNa karatA thayA che. A kSetramAM ame 12 varSa mArI AgaLa rajU karI. meM temane navakAra mahAvicaryA. pariNAme aneka loe vyasana tyAga maMtrane prabhAva batAvatAM kahyuM, " zuddha navakAra karyA che. AvaDatA hoya te mArI AgaLa bolI jAo." gaNapatabhAI balI gayA. temane uddezIne meM kahyuM AmAM eka gAma DumA (paMcamahAla)mAM ke tame snAna karIne zuddha thaIne zuddha hajAra gharanI vastI che. jemAM dAmAbhAI bhAlIga kapaDAM paherIne je oraDAmAM gebI mAre karIne eka parivAra vase che. temanA sAta chokarA paDe che. temAM dhUpa, dIpa sAthe navakAra che ane gharamAM sAta oraDA che. temAM eka bhAIne maMtrano jApa karI zAMti thai jaze' A eraDAmAM bhAIne gebI mAra paDe paNa kANuM mAna pramANe karavAthI eka ja mahinAmAM che. te dekhAya nahi. ghaNA vakhata sudhI A banAva A banAva zAMti thaI gaI! gharanA badhA sabhya AvIne ne cAlu rahyo. zAMti mATe bhUvAe pAsa drArA , mane maLyA ane vAta karI ke te moTo dhAgA.' kAmaNa, kumaNuM, badhuM karAvI cUkyA hatA ? ' upakAra thaye. gharamAM zAMti thaI ! " paraMtu kaMI paNa rIte zAMti thaI nahIM. A ara: sAmAM ame emanA gAmamAM gayA. te vakhate huM atyAre A parivAranA badhA ja paramAra muni avasthAmAM ja hateAcArya padavI thaI kSatriya jaina dharmanuM zuddha pAlana karI rahyA che. na hatI. gharamAM zAMti thAya te mATe amArI khetIvADI bAgabagIcA karIne sukhI jIvana jIvI nizrAmAM paMcakalyANaka pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI pUjA rahyA che. emanA parivAramAMthI eke AcArya zrI rAkhavAmAM AvI. potAnAM sagAMvahAlAMone Aju caMdraudayasUrIzvarajI pAsethI dIkSA lIdhI che ane bAjunA gAmomAMthI AmaMtraNa ApIne bolAvyA te ziSya AcArya mahArAja pAse rahIne anatabhajanamaMDaLIo bolAvI. paMDita becarabhAIne caMdravijaya mahArAja nAma dhAraNa karI khUba bolAvyA .... ThAThathI pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI. ja sAre abhyAsa tathA munijIvana pALIne AvelA mahemAna tathA gAmanA lokone jamADayA. saMyamathI sAdhanA paNa sArI karI rahyA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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20] zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza rajIsTrezana opha nyujha pepara (sela) kema-4 niyama 8 pramANe zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza sabaMdhamAM nIcenI vigate pragaTa karavAmAM Ave che. 1. prasiddhi sthaLa : A jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, khArageITa, bhAvanagara-364001 . prasiddhi kema? dareka aMgrejI mahinAnI seLamI tArIkha. mudrakanuM nAma : hemendrakumAra harilAla zeTha kayA dezanA : bhAratIya, ThekANuM : AnaMda prinTIMga presa, sutAravADa, bhAvanagara-364001 4. prakAzakanuM nAma : zrI jaina AtmAna sabhA vatI, pramodakAMta khImacaMda zAha kayA dezanA : bhAratIya ThekANuM : zrI jene AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara-364001 taMtrInuM nAma : zrI pramAdadhAMta khImacaMda zAha kyA dezanA : bhAratIya ThekANuM : zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhA, khArageITa, bhAvanagara-364001 6. sAmAyikanA mAlikanuM nAma: zrI jaina AtmAna sabhA, khArageITa, bhAvanagara-364001 AthI huM prAMta khImacaMda zAha jAhera karuM chuM ke uparanI ApelI vigate amArI jANa tathA mAnyatA mujaba barAbara che, tA 16-2- 7 prakAMta khImacaMda zAha For Private And Personal Use Only

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jAnyuArI phebubArI 97 zrI guru gautama svAmIne namaH zrImad vijyAnaMdasUri zrI guru (AtmArAmajI mahArAja sAhebane namaH HIT LTD A NEXxxxx pata suvarNa avasara para ( 0 0 0 - HIRIBE dharmAnurAgI bhAIzrI, jaya jinendra sAthe vidita karatAM khUba hA ane AnaMda thAya tevA zubha avasara zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAne AMgaNe zarU thayo che. A thI jaina AmAnaMda sabhA 100 varSamAM padArpaNa karI rahI che. saMvata 195ra jeTha suda 2 ne roja A sabhA saphathaI ane Aja paryaM ta 100 varSa sudhI jJAnaparabaaviratapaNe vahevaDAvI che ane akhalIta cAlu rahI che te paramapUjya guru bhagavaMtanA zubha AzIrvAda ane preraNAnuM pariNAma che. A saMsthA upara pa.pU. AcArya deveza zrI siddhisarIzvarajI (bApajI mahArAja sAheba) ma. sA. ne samudAyanA gurubhagavatathI bhuvanavijyajI ma.nA ziSyarana AgamaprajJa pa.pu. buvijayajI mahArAja sAhebane A sabhA upara ananya upakAra che ane temanA zubha AzIrvAda A saMsthAne vAraMvAra sAMpaDatA rahe che. parama pUjaya AcArya deveza zrI vijaya IdirijI mahArAja sAheba bhAvanagara saparivAra padhAryA ane temanI tAraka nizrAmAM teozrInA AzIrvAda meLavI sau prathama zatAbdI varSanI ujavaNInI jAherAta karavAmAM AvI ane vAvanagaramAM teozrInI nizrAmAM saMkrAMti utsava ujavAye, A maMgaLa prasaMge zAsanasamrATa samRda thanA ane vidyamAna gacchAdhipati AcArya devazrI vijayadevasurIarajI ma.sA., pU. AcArya devazrI vijaya hemacaMdrasurIzvarajI ma.sa'. Adi gurubhagavaMtonI nizrA prApta thaI vionA AzIrvAda prApta thayA. zatAbdI utsavane kAryakrama teozrInI labha nizrAmAM nIce mujaba nahera thaze, 1. zAnadAra zatAbdI utsavamAM kula 11 graMthonuM prakAzana karavuM 2. sabhAnA navA Tana membara 101 banAvavA 3. sabhAnA AjIvana sAthe navA 1001 banAvavA. 4. sabhAno itihAsa ane vidvAnonA lekha sAthe daLadAra munIyara bahAra pADavuM. 5. utsavamAM pUjya gurUbhagavaMte ane vidvAnone AmaMtrI khyAne goThavavA. 6. zatAbdI prasaMge eka bhavya jJAna pradarzananuM paNa Ayojana vicArela che. temaja judI judI jJAnaspardhAo yojavAnuM paNa vicArela che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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22] [zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza upara mujaba saMpanI jAherAta thatAM pU. guru bhagavaMte e khUba-khUba AzIrvAda ApyA ane e ja khate sArI saMkhyAmAM paTana membara noMdhAyA, Ajavana sa paNa sArI saMkhyAmAM noMdhAvAnA saMkalpane sAro pratisAda sApa. AvA dareka kAryo baLA janasamudAyanA sahakArathIja ujavI zakAya. ravenIyaranI jAherAta mATe ApanI pAse vinaMtI karIe chIe. te jAherakhabaranuM meTara tathA leka (Aya te ') tA 31-3-87 pahelAM zrI jaina AtmAnaMda samAna nAmanA DrAphaTa sAthe mekalI ApavA kRpA karaze. Apa A suvenIyara mATe mananIya lekha mokalI AbhArI karaze che. ApanA udyoga-dhaMdhAnI jAherAta ApI upakRta karaze. not jAherAtanA dara nIce mujaba che. hag 1. bIjuM TAITala peIja rUA. pa000/2. trIjuM TAITala peIja rUA. 5000/3, cevuM TAITala peija rUA. 7500/4. aMdara AkhuM peIja rU. 3000/5. , adhu peja rU. 1500/6. ,, pA peIja rUA. 800/ zrI jena amAnada sabhA pramodakAMta khImacaMda zAha pramukhazrI, zo kAM ja li zrI kAMtilAla chaganalAla zAha (ke. pI. zAha bAlamaMdiravALA) (u. va. 75) gata navembara mAsamAM bhAvanagara mukAme svargavAsI thayA che. teozrI A sabhAnA AjIvana sabhyazrI hatA. teozrI khUba ja dhArmika pravRttivALA hatA. uparAMta nikhAlasa ane udArabhAvanA kAraNe jaina samAjamAM AgavuM sthAna dharAvatA hatA. temanA duHkhada asAnathI temanA kuTuMbIjane para AvI paDela A viSama duHkhamAM sabhA samavedanA pragaTa karela che. temanA AtmAne parama zAMti maLe enI paramakRpALu paramAtmA pAse prArthanA karIe chIe. li. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-khArageTa, bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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jAnyuArI-phebruArI-97] A duniyAmAM te ja mAnavI mahAna che ke je bIjA mATe ghasAya che. - mahendra punAtara sukha zuM che? ane kevI rIte banI zakAya ApaNe ahe che. sa ya zuM che enI kharekhara ke ane A age ghaNuM ghaNuM lakhAya che ane vaMcAya cheAma khabara paDatI nathI. satya e samagra jIvananI zodha chatAM A sukhano TApu ke zodhI zakyuM nathI, dareka che. tenA aneka pAsA che. jIvananA anubhava parathI mANase pote ja potAnI rIte sukhanATApu paraparAMcavAnuM sAcuM zuM ane khATuM zuM ene tAga meLavI zakAya che. hoya che. sukha kaI ApI zakatuM nathI. jAte meLavavAnuM koI paNa mANasanuM kathana saMpUrNa satya nathI e satyanI hoya che. jIvanamAM saMtoSa ane AnaMda jevuM bIju' eka bAju hoya che, ghaTanA ane paristhiti pramANe koI sukha nathI, upaladhi ane abhAva e baMnemAM satya badalatu rahe che. ghaTanA ghaTe tyAre je che te pramANe je AnaMda anubhavI zake che tene sukhane zodhavAnI koI spaSTa abhivyakti enuM nAma satya, koI vAta chUpAvavI jarUra nathI. me ka nAmanA ciMtake kahyuM che ke, mANasane nahI tenuM nAma satya, je thayuM hoya te ja kahevuM tenuM je sukhI thavuM hoya to te bahu saheluM che. paraMtu , nAma satya, satyane koI cahero ke rUpa nathI, te nirAkara mANasane te bIjA karatA vadhAre sukhI thavuM che che eTale mANasa tene oLakhI zakatA nathI. Aje eTale A vAta muzkela banI che. bIjA karatA bI - te jUnI bolabAlA che. satya marI paravArya che. banavAnuM bahu kaparuM che, kAraNa ke bIjAo deva che. aMtie samaye mANasane sAcI vAta samajAya che paraMtu tena karatA ApaNe temane vadhu sukhI kalA deya che. , tyAre ghaNuM moDuM thaI cUkayuM hoya che. ApaNane dareka mANasa paNa karatA sukho najare paDe che kAraNa ke sukha bahAra dekhAtuM hoya che ane du:kha ja zekasabhA prArthanAsabhA ke guNAnuvAda sabhAmAM aMdara dharabAyela che. jenI mukhya vyaktie vagara mATe je bhAva vyakta karavAmAM Ave che ane vyakitae judI judI che. kene dhananuM', keda che tananuM tenA kAryane biradAvavAmAM Ave che ane je rIte aMgata ke ke ene mananuM mukha jAItuM hoya che. badhA eka saMbaMdha, ne AgaLa dharavAmAM Ave che temAM sAthe koI nasIbadAraneja maLatA hoya che. merArIbApue atizayokti hoya che. temanA kuTuMbIjanone sAruM lagAtemanI kathAmAM A praznanI chaNAvaTa karatA kahyuM che ke DavA athavA mRtyune malAjo jALava jenI pAse dhana ochuM, tana madhyama ane mana meruM hoya che. AmAM satyanA aMze karatAM daMbha vadhu lAge hoya e mANasa sukhI, dhana ane lAMbI vacce zuM che, sAdaDI ane prArthanAsabhAmAM hAjarI ane dilakarake che te paNa temaNe sArI rIte samajAvyuM che. sarI sejamAM aMtaranuM UMDANa karatA vahevAra tathI maLe ane kaTathI vApare enuM nAma dhana paraMtu che. eka prazna e paNa thAya che ke koinI sAcI prazarita kathI maLe ane saraLatAthI vApare enuM nAma lamI, karavA mATe, tenA kAryane biradAvavA ma nA kAryane biradAvavA mATe ke teno gaNA. mana te Abha jevuM moTuM hovuM joIe. mana sAMkaDuM nuvAda kavA mATe zuM tenA mRtyu sudhI rAha jovAnI ane e cita hoya to ApaNAmAM ane kRpaSTramAM pharaka za? jarUra che? teo jIvaMta hoya tyAre A badhu kema na ja huM kahuM eja sAcuM e satya nathI e to mAtra karI zakAya ? bIjA mATe sAre bhAva paLepaLa ubho For Private And Personal Use Only

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thavo joIe ane tenI abhivyakita enI meLe thatI che. amerikAnA eka zaheranI vAta che. tyAM eka pulane rahevI joIe. prArthanA sabhAomAM daMbhanA AMcaLa kosa kayA mATe eka Dolarano Tola Apavo paDe che. oDhIne je zonAM sAthiyA purAya che te joIne te eka tIe dasa Delara ApyA ane kahyuM pAchaLa saddagata pite hAjara hoya to mUchamAM hapa paDe pitA- a. to nava gADIo pAsethI paisA na letA. e nava ne. aTalA badhA guNa che tenI tene pitAne paNa gA DImAnA ekane vicAra AvyuM ke je vyakita mane prathama vakhata khabara paDe. mRtyu pachI jenI prazaMsA e lakhatI paNa nathI te sanArIe zA mATe mArA paisA karIe chIe tenI hayAti hatI tyAre koI divasa tenI A ! kaI strIe kAraNavagara dAkhavelI bhalAIthI pITha paDI hatI jenA kAryanI prazaMsA karIe chIe te gadagadita thaI gaye eNe vicAryuM mAre paNa kaMIka tenA kAne tenI hAjarImAM kadI biradAvyuM hatuM ke zuM karavuM joie ane teNe paNa vagara svArthe, vagara kAraNe jemanI sAthe gADha saMbaMdhono, snehane do karIe bhale inuM kAma zarU karI dIdhuM bhalAI ane paropakAne chIe tene duHkha ane muzakelImAM kI sAthe A paLe paDayA vagara rahetuM nathI. hata keto pachI A da bha ane dikhATa zA mATe? ekavAra samrATe mahAna ciMtaka kanphazivasane prazna mRtyu pachI svasthanI nanAmIne khabhe ApavA mATe pUcho A duniyAmAM mahAna koNa? kaphyuziyase kahyuM paDApaDI thAya che. paraMtu mANasa jIvate te tyAre jarAka Apa mahAna che. khabhe Ape che te e mANasanuM jIvana sudharIta samrATe kahyuM kevI rIte mahAna karyuziyase kahyuM satyane prAMsAnA be zabdo veryA hatA te tenI chAtI gajagaja jANavAnI jijJAsA karI eTale tame mahAna. phulI jAta. da bhI duniyAmAM rahetA ApaNe leke je rAjAe pharI pUchyuM mArA karatA koNa mahAna karyu nathI tene vasavase karIe chIe ane je che tenI ziyase kahyuM huM tame kevI rIte? mane satya priya che tethI." gaNanA karIe chIe. rAjAe pharI pUchyuM to tamArA karatAM mahAna koNa? # sukhamAM sau koI sAthI duHkhamAM na de. sukha, A prazna sAMbhaLIne kayuziyasa ubhA thaI gayA ane dhana, vaibhava ane caDatI hoya tyAre pArakAo paNa rAjAne kahyuM ahIM Ave ane A bArImAM najara karo. pitAnA thaI ya che ane jyAre sukhane suraja phare che. bagIcAmAM phATela kapaDAM, vRddhAvasthA ane taDakAmAM eka tyAre lokonI AMkha paNa pharI jAya che. du:kha Ave, zrI kAma karI rahI hatI. bagIcA banAvI rahI hatI muzkelI paDe, mANasa dhaM-paise Take khalAsa thaI jya kaphyuziyase kahyuM A bagIcA banAvI rahI che e DozI tyAre tenI pAse kaI pharakatuM nathI. UMcA Asane mArA-tamArA karatA paNa mahAna che. ene zuM svArtha che? besate mANasa paisA vagarana banI jAya eTale ke mIcAnA phaLe ene kayAM khAvAnA che? enuM zarIra bhAva pUchatuM nathI sagA saMbaMdhIo, kahevAta. mitro ane eTaluM jIrNa thayuM che ghasAI gayuM che chatAM bIjAne mATe zubhecchake rAte gata adazya thaI jAya che sukhane AnaMda te keTalI ghasAya che. A duniyAmAM te ja mahAna che. je eka mANI zakAto nathI. ane du:kha ToLA he cI bIjA mATe ghasAya che, bIjA mATe pitAnAthI banatuM badhu karI sAtuM nathI mANasane ke pUjatuM nathI tenA paisAne chuTe che bhalAI popakAra kadI eLe jatuM nathI. jIvanamAM sI ke pUje che. duHkha Ave tyAre ja mANasa nI kacerI - bhale game teTalA phAMphA mArIe ane mathAmaNa karIe thAya che ane tyAre ja khabara paDe che paNa ApaNe che. * paraMtu chevaTe ba rAkha banI javAnuM che, jagatamAM phakata ane koNa parAyuM che. ja sArUM bhAInuM kAma karavA mATe karatI hovAnI bhalAI ja rahI jAya che. e sivAya badhu nAza pAme che. bIjA mATe prema ane sneha jIvananI jaDIbuTTI che. premamAM nathI. tenI zarUAta ApaNuM patanAthI ja thavI ja IzvaranuM zreSTha varadAna che. joIe. ApaNane je sAruM lAge te karatA rahevuM joIe temAM naphA toTAno hisAba gaNAya nahIM. te karavAthIje noMdha : muMbaI samAcAranA jinadarzana vibhAgamAMthI AnaMda maLe che tenI kiMmata AMkI na zakAya tevI hAya sAbhAra. (tA. 8-12-96) For Private And Personal Use Only