Atmanand Prakash Pustak 084 Ank 07

Author(s): Kantilal J Doshi
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531956/1

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mana prakAza mAna[ 'trI zrI kAMtilAla je. dAdI ema. che, prakAzaka : zrI jana AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara, vaizAkha Ama saMvata 93 vIra sa'vata 251 3 vikrama saMvata 2 0 43 purata ke : 84 'ke : 7 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- a nuM ke ma Ni kA krama lekha (2' (3) tarabU-kabU- abU manaHpranatAno upAya navadhA bhaktinuM svarUpa e TharavuM kayAM ? kene mATe ? samAcAra lekhaka 504 pU. mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma. sA. 97 pU. 5', zrI bhadrakavijayajI gaNIvara 98 pU. A. zrI kuMdaku dasUrijI ma. sA. 10 0 ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha paM'. zilacandravijayajI gaNI. 106 112 12 sAbhAra svIkAra * amara upAThaMyAyajI ?? :- mokalanAra :- tape vana sa kAradhAma dhA ra giri pA. kabIlape 2 te: navasArI lekhaka :- pU. munizrI pUrNa candravijayajI mahArA ja preraka :- pU. muni zrI jayacandravijayajI mahArAja prakAzaka : - upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI, sarakA 2 sadana mAlegAma ( jI. nAsika ) << amara upAdhyAyajI" nAmanuM pustaka A sabhAne tapAvana sarakA2dhA ma ya rA giri pi, kabIlapara tA. navasArI taraphathI bheTa maLela che. lekhaka munizrI e praza sanIya zrama lai ne, sarala zailI ane sarakArI bhASA mAM, gamI jAya evA nAnA nAnA praka Ne pADIne, jJAna prApti sAthe vAMcanamAM rasa paDe te ra te caritra lakhela che. A pustaka khU ma Ada6 pAtra banela che. e - hI. bhA. zA ha. prAcIna hastapratAnA vAcana ane saMpAdana mATenA abhyAsa vargo prAkRta vidyA maMDaLa ane prAkRta jaina vidyA vikAsa pheDanA saMyukta upakrame prAcInahastapratonA vAcana, pratilipi ane tenA parathI graMtha saMpAdana karavAnuM nizulaka zikSaNa ApatA vargo cAlu varSa mAM unALAnI rajAo daramiyAna javAmAM Avela che. temAM rasa dharAvatA vidya.thI e, a dhyApaka tathA bIjA paNa joDAI zakaze. vargonI koI phI rAkhavAmAM Avela nathI, uparAMta ye gya viAthI ene mATe maryAdita chAtravRttinI vyavasthA che. rathaLa-samayAdi vadhu vigata mATe nIcenA saranAme sa parka sAdhavo. prA. Do. ke. Ara. candra, prA, De. ramaNIkabhAI ema. zAha e mAnadmaMtrI, mAnad maMtrI prAkRta jaina vidyA vikAsa pheDa, - prAkRta vidyA maMDaLa, 375, sarasvatI nagara, zrI lA. da. bhAratIya saMskRti amadAvAda-380 015. vidyAma'dira, yuni. kempasa, nava2 gapurA, amadAvAda-380 009. bahAragAmanA vidyA thI e mATe maryAdita raheThANanI vyavasthA che For Private And Personal Use Only

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TOP tevI zrI kAntilAla je. dezI ema. e. vi. saM. 2043 vaizAkha : me-1987 varSa : 84] cha 0 [ aMka : 7. sa, taMbU - kaMbU - aMbU le. pU. mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma. sA. mAta nacAvaI kukavi tuja udara bharaNa naI kAji, huM to sadaguNa padi kavi, pUjuM matalAji | 3 | he mAtA zAradA, keTalAka kukavio potAnuM peTa bharavA mATe tane cAvatAya zaramAtA nathI. paNa huM te sArA kAvyo racIne tArI pUjA karu chuM. A pachI tabU kabU ane aMbU jevA lAlitya bharapUra zabda sAthe jabUcaritrane sarakhAvato duho paNa vAMcatAMnI sAthe ja kALajAnA guMbaje zuMkyA kare evo che! taMbU dharma saMsAdhana, kaMbU dakhiNAvatta aMbU bhavadava upazamijabUcaritra pavitta. taMbUno dhama sAdhunI mAphaka eka gAmathI bIje gAma pharavAno hoya che. ka be eTale dakSiNAvartI zaMkha. eno guNa maMgalamayatA che ane aMbU eTale pANI. pANIne guNa to pane ThA ravAne che. bUcaritra paNa A taMbU kabU ane aMbU jevuM ja che kemake ja bRravAmI gAme gAma vicaranArA, dakSiNavata zakhathIya vadhu maMgaLamaya ane bhavarUpI davane ThAranA meghamALA jevA hatA. zAMti saurabha pA. 22 mAMthI sAbhAra. (jabUsvAmI rAsa mAMthI) 79 8 * * ka , H 9 + 4 = 1 kaf BE 8 Topika kakakaka ke HT For Private And Personal Use Only

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* mahAprazvannatA.61. upAya * pU. paM. zrI bhadrakavijayajI gaNIvara jagata jevuM che, tevuM ApaNe joi ke jANI lokasaMjJAne choDI devI joIe. e ja sukhI zakatAM nathI, paNa ApaNe jevA chIe tevuM thavAne ane zAMti pAmavAne rAjamArga che. jagata ApaNane dekhAya che. le kasaMjJA kevI hoya te nIcenA dAkhalAthI spaSTa A paNa bhUmikA badalAya che tema ApaNuM thAya che. jagata viSayaka darzana paNa badalAya che. bhatRhari vairAgya vAsita thaI vanamAM vicaratAM vaijJAnike jagatane zakti rUpe, energy vaDalAnA eka jhADa nIce vizrAma karavA beThA. rIke kAyamI gati svarUpe mAne che. pachI hAthanuM ezikuM banAvI aMtamu kha thayA. ApaNe jagatane gati ane sthiti ubhaya tevAmAM gAmanI bahene tyAM AvelA gAmaka svarUpe jANIe chIe. pANI bharavA AvI. ane hAthanuM ezikuM karIne kIghelA bhatRharine joIne be lI. "juone sarvajJa bhagavaMte jagatane dravya, guNa, paryAya rAjapATa choDavA chatAM hajI ezikAne meha rUpe ane utpAda, vyaya, dravya rUpe jue che. nathI gaye. jema - jema A paNI bhUmikA badalAya che, A Take rane upakAraka samajI bhatRharie tema tema ApaNuM jagata darzana paNa badalAya che. pitAnA baMne hAtha mAthA nIcethI kheMcI laIne kaI ApaNane guNIrUpe jue che, to kaI pitAnI chAtI upara goThavyA. eTale bIjI eka vaLI daSita rUpe jue che. temAM ApaNe tevA panihArI be lI uThI, "juone jarA Takera karI chIe, mATe tene tevuM dekhAya che, ema nahiM, temAM paNa gusse thaIne hAtha khaseDI lIdhAM'. paNa te jevo che, tevuM ApaNuM svarUpa tenI A TakorathI e cakora bhatRhari tarata ja ka95nAmAM Ave che. e ja kAraNe jJAnI bhagavaMte svastha thaI gayAM. ane tyAM ja nirNaya karyo ke lokasaMjJAne tyajavAnuM kahe che, ane zAstra- lokasaMjJA yAne loka-abhiprAyane kadI na anusaMjJAne keLavavAno upadeza Ape che. saravuM, traNa lokanA nAtha ane temanA vacanane yogI purUne sarvajJa vItarAga paramAtmAnuM ja vaphAdAra rahIne jIvana jIvavuM. je svarUpa pitAnI ye gadaSTithI dekhAya, tevuM loka saMjJAthI para banavAnuM kAma saheluM agIne na ja dekhAya. bhegIne jagata bheganuM nathI. te mATe zrI paMca parameSThi bhagavaMtenuM sthAna dekhAya che, jegIne veganuM sthAna avalaMbana levuM joIe. jaNAya che. je sahAya kare te sAdhu che ane je jJAna bIje ApaNane je rIte jue, te rIte Ape te gurU che. tethI zrI paMca parameSThi bhAgaApaNI jAtane kaha5vAnI jarUra nathI, paNa vaMte daSTi badalavAmAM sahAyaka che. mATe parama jJAnI purUSe ApaNane je rIte jue che, te sAdhu che. ane sAcuM jJAna ApIne ajJAna rUpI rIte jovAnI daSTi keLavavAnI jarUra che. ane aMdhakAra dUra karI rahyA che, mATe paramagurU che. 98 [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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temanA avalaMbane ApaNI ayogyatA enA thAya che. sa ane yogyatAone vikAsa zakya che, tethI aSTi para bhAra ApavAne badale sva 52 dRSTi tene ja paramagurU mAnIne, temanA caraNamAM para ApavAthI vaiSayane pacAvavAnI zakti sevaka banIne, temanI ja UpAsanA mAM rakta rahevuM Ave che. sAmya mulabha bane che. vyaktigata joIe. bIjAone paNa e rIte ja sahAyaka 19 rAga dveSa vilIna thAya che. ane samaSTigata eka banI zakAya. bIjI koI rIte sAcA sahAyaka ' navI daSTi prApta thAya che. Personality vilIna banavAmAM upayogI thaI zakatI nathI, e daSTi. usa Individuality &lat Univeraslity bida keLavavAthI mana uparanA kheATI bhA2 utarI ane supremacy pamAya che. jAya che. mana halakuM bane che, tenI sAnukuLa asara dravya bhAve ubhaya prakAranA svAthya para A daSTine parameSThi daSTi kahe che. krodha jalana zama jalagharU mAna mahAtarU hastIre, daMbha uraga viSe jAMgulI lebha samudra agastIre. ( adhi-2, DhALa 1 kaDI 24 ) zrI sudharmA svAmIjI krodhAgnine zAMta karavA samatArUpI meghamALA jevA hatA. mAnarUpI mahAvRkSane ukheDI nAkhavA eo hAthI jevA hatA, daMbhanA sApanuM viSa dura karavA e jA gulI-maMtra samAna hatA. ane lebhanA samudrane pI javA teo agatya RSi jevA hatA. zAMti saurabha"mAMthI pA. 23 sAbhAra. ghAsanA puLA sAMjano samaya. pratikramaNanI pavitra kriyA cAlI rahI che. pU yazovijaya mahArAja kAzIthI nyAyAcArya ane nyAya vizAradanI padavI laIne hamaNu padhAryA hatA. teo paNa sAdhu maMDaLImAM beThA hatA. zrAvakone sAdhu mahAtmAo para khUba prema bhakti. sajajhAya bolavAno samaya thayA tyAre eka zrAvake kahyuM gurUdeva Aje te kAzInA nyAyAcArya munirAjane sajajhAyane Adeza pharamAve, ame sAMbhaLIe. e divase te yazavijaya. mahArAja na bolyA, paNa bIje divase temaNe sajhAno Adeza mAMDyA. gurUdeve Akhyo. ane emaNe sajajhAya zarU karI. kadAca te divase navI karelI sajhAya. eka DhALa bIjI DhALa trIjI DhALa na caDhANa ke na visAmo pelA zrAvake kahyuM sAheba kevaDI moTI sajhAya che. keTalI DhALa have bAkI che. hasatAM hasatAM nyAyAcAya belyA. A te kAzImAM traNa varSamAM je ghAsa vADhayuM che. tenA pULA vaLAI rahyA che. vAra te lAgene. badhAya bolI UThayA dhanya munirAja dhanya. A nirdoSa AnaMda paNa zrAvake mANatA hatA, kuTuMbanA premALa sabhyo jevA paraspara prema raheto hato. zAMti saurabha"mAMthI pA. 36 sAbhAra. me-87| For Private And Personal Use Only

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* chAvadhA. bhakita.6svarUpa * le. pU. A. zrI kuMdakuMdasUrijI ma. sA. ( anusaMdhAna gatAM pRSTha 87) prakArano lAbha pUjA karanArane maLe che. A rItanA vaMdana pachI bhakta, bhAvapUrvaka zAstra kahe che ke aSTaprakArI pUjA karavAthI devAdhidevanI pratimAnI pUjA zarU kare che. ATha prakAranA karmonuM nika dana kADhavAnuM daivata pUjAmAM te nItinI kama InA sva-dravyane AtmAmAM pragaTe che. pAMca indriyonA viSayonuM upayoga kare che. ane te dravya paNa zreSTha rUpAMtara thaI jAya che. cAre kaSAya kamajora paDI prakAranA hoya che. jAya che. sarva prakAranA dravya muO nAmazeSa tribhuvanamAM zreSTha evA zrI jinezvaradevanI thavA mAMDe che zubha bhAvamAM avarodhaka jAga ane pratimA bhaktane mana zrI jinezvaradeva jeTalI ja TheSa baLA paDI jAya che. pUjanIya hoya che. eTale te temanI pUjAmAM jagatamAM pUjAvAnI mehane nAza karavAno utkRSTa prakAranA kesara, sukhaDa, barAsa, pupa upAya jagapati zrI jinarAjane bhAvapUrvaka vagere utkRSTa bhAvapUrvaka vApare che. pUjavA te che. te pUjana te teozrInI utkRSTa zrI jinapratimAnA eka eka aMge pajA bhA vadayAnuM pUjana che, paramezvaratvanuM pUjana che. karatAM tenA manane mera nAcI uThe che, te evI ? svabhAve aciMtya zakti yukata samatAnuM pUjana saMbhALa pUrvaka pUjA kare che ke jarA paNa AzA che. parama sAmAyika yoganuM pUjana che sarvane" tana na thAya. pitAnA nakhano keI bhAga sava thI pUjya paramAtva-tatvanuM pUjana che. pratimAjIne na aDI jAya tenI sAvadhAnI paNa "jina pratimA jina sAkhiI "e vacananI te barAbara rAkhe che ? yathArthatAne AvakArI tyAre ja gaNAya, jyAre nakha aDI jAya te zuM thAya? ApaNe svayaM zrI jinarAjane pUjatA hoIe. maTI AzAtanA thAya. tenuM zuM kAraNa te bhAvapUrvaka teozrInI pratimAnI pUjA karIe. kAraNa e ke ApaNe Ama karIe ke na karIe, paNa zrI nakha niprANa hoya che eTale teno sparza jinabhata te jina pratimAne sAkSAt zrI thavAthI cetanA taMtrane dhakko pahoMce che ane jinarAja samajIne ja pUje. sadbhaktine takAje pUjAnuM zAstrokta phaLa bhakta pAmI zakato nathI. tene tema karavAnI pharaja pADe che. rAjAnI paNa adaba jALavavI paDatI hoya che. zrI jina pratimA kevI che? te rAjAonA rAjAnA paNa mahArAjA evA zrI zAntAkAra, nistaMdra mudrA maMDita, padmAsanajinarAjanI pratimAnI adama na jALavI zakI e stha ke jenA darzana vaMdana-pUjana karavAthI te temanA bhakta kaI rIte gaNAIe ? AtmAne vaLagelo pUgalanI prajAne mahA roga zAstramAM je prakAre jinapUjA karavAnuM pharamAna jhaDapathI nAbUda thaI jAya ane pUjavI jevA che, te ja prakAre pUjA karavAthI te pUjAne tathA paramAtmAne AtmAmAM pUjate thAya. 100] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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darzanAr turita vaikI, jaranA jAMkitatA, khasato paramAtmAmAM praveze che. tenI AMkho punAta pUrataH chari, nira sAkSAta murajhamaH || nirnimeSa bane che. A sana barAbara baMdhAI jAya e zlokano sAkSAtkAra sAcA jinabhaktane che. dhabakArAnA tAla barAbara saMbhaLAya che. thAya, nAbhi-kamaLa vikasvara thAya che. jema sUryaAja sudhI A AAe darzana ghaNAnAM kiraNanA paze jaLakamaLa vikasvara thAya che, karyo, vaMdana ghaNAne karyA. pUjana paNa anekanAM ane Ama eka pachI eka kakSA vaTAvato karyA, chatAM te Thera Thera rahyo tenuM kAraNa e bhakta, bhagavAna zrI jinezvaranA dayAnamAM ekAche ke teNe kharekhara darzanIya. vaMdanIya ane kAra thAya che. tyAre huM ane paramAtamAM judA, pUjanIya zrI jinezvara devanA darzana-vaMdana- evA be AkAra tenA manamAM nathI hotA. pUjana mAM jIva na pare , mana na parovyuM. paramAtmAnuM dhyAna lAgyuM AvatuM nathI. pUnamAM zuM rAkhyuM che? ema kahenAra paNa tenI bhUmikAe Ave che. e bhUlikAnuM bhAIne pUche ke tane tArI pUjA game ke nahi? ghaDatara A rItanI bhaktinI prakriyA dvArA thAya pUjavAne A moha mAraka che. tene nAza zrI che, ane temAM zuddha dravya jeTaluM ja mahatva jinapUjAthI thAya che. kAraNa ke zrI jinarAja samarpaNa bhAvanuM che. sarvaguNa sa panna purUSa che. pANI pUrepUruM ukaLe che tyAre temAMthI varALa apUjavanI pUjA karavI te aviveka che. nIkaLe che, ThaMDA pANImAMthI varALa nathI nIkaLatI, tema dase prANe ane sAta dhAtuo jyAre pUjanIyanI pUjA karavI te viveka che. bhaktinI uSmA vaDe piSAya che tyAre temAMthI ane jyAre bhakta bhagavAnanI pUjA karavA dhyAnadazA jame che. bese che tyAre tenA haiyAmAM e bhAva jame che - sAMsArika padArthonuM dhyAna jIvane sahaja ke have mArA bhava saphaLa che. che. tenuM kAraNa anAdikALano tathA prakArano bhAvI zrI jinapUjA karavAthI pariNAma abhyAsa che. ' ' pavitra thAya che, eTale citta prasanna thAya che. jayAre paramAtmAnuM dhyAna ghaNA parizrama ane pachI te bhakta zrI jinapratimA pachI susAdhya bane che. kAraNa ke teno abhyAsa samukha catyavaMdana zarU kare che. nahivata che. khamAsaNa daI ja kici batrI jyAre te vepArIne gharAkanuM dhyAna sahaja che. zrI namutyunuM sUtramAM praveza kare che tyAre enuM aMtaHkaraNamAM jenI laganI hoya che tenA haiyuM hAtha nathI rahetuM. tene AtmA arihaMta dhyAna mATe prayatna karavAne nathI rahetuM. bhAvathI vAsita thAya che. tene zrI arihaMta paNa tyAM sudhI paramapadanI laganI nathI daranI koI vyakti nathI lAgatA. paNa mAre lAgatI tyAM sudhI paramAtmAnuM dhyAna asthiAtamAM ane zrI arihaMta eka che, evuM bhAva majajAvatuM nathI banatuM. ekava anubhavavA maLe che. amane smabhAva karyo ? te svabhAvamAM caityavaMdana karI ana9 belI legasane ramaNatA paramAtmAne bhajavAthI ja Ave che. kAusaga yA zrI navakAra maraNa karavAnuM hoya te svabhAvane sAmyabhAva yAne samatA kahe che. ane te vakhate bhakta sva mAMthI khasate che. ane te ja zuddha AtmAne svabhAva che. me-87] [101 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa2 padArthInI bhakti karavAthI te svabhAva vikRta thAya che, mATe tenI bhaktine asabhakti kahI che, ane AtmAnA svabhAvanI zuddhi karanArI bhaktine sabhakti kahI che. tenI prApti parama vizuddha paramAtmAnI bhakti karavAthI Ave che. bhakti eTale bhakti ! e maTIne eka thavAnI prakriyA. temAM 'hu... ' iMlle rahe'mArUM ' marI jAya. eka zrI jinarAja ane temanA guNA ja badhe chavAI jAya. dhyAna dazAmAM AvA anubhava thAya che dhyAnanA agnimAM e tAkAta che ke karoDo varSe paNa nAza nahi pAmanAza karmone te agni A tamatamAM khALI nAMkhe che. kAraNa ke te agni AtmAnA gharanA hoya che. zuddha jJAnajyAti svarUpa hoya che. jIvanI jema jatana karavu joie. nathI rahetu te ema khatAve che ke ApaNI jIvana vyavahAramAM ApaNuM dhyAna AtmAmAM bhakti kAcI che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sAcI bhaktivALA mahAna AtmAe te "merA mana tumase relInA, mIna vase jayu jalame... sAhebajI ! tu mere manameM, tuM mere dilame ! e ja paktiomAM jIvata jIvatA hAya che. ka vijAtIya koi paNa padArtha nuM dhyAna, AtmA mATe, hitakArI nathI, te ghyAnathI AtmAnI zuddhi AchI thAya che, zakti kru Dita thAya che. jyAre paramAtmAnuM dhyAna, AtmA mATe apekSAe hitakArI che, kAraNa ke paramAtmA AtmAnI jAti eka ja che. sa ane mATe hara hAlatamAM zrI arihaMta paramA doraDA para cAlatA naTa dhyAna cUke te dharA-manuM dhyAna lAvanArI zreSDa bhakti ApaNe zAyI thAya, ane mAtanA mukhamAM dhakelAi jAya karavAnI che. temAM ApaNe zrI arihaMtanA manatema paramAtmAnuM dhyAna cUkanAra bhakta paNa paravAnuM che. temanI AjJAne samarpita thavAnuM che. NAma patita thaIne anaMta sa'sArI banI jAca mana temane sAMpI devAnu che, AtmAne temanA paramAtmAnuM dhyAna e eka evuM dhana che ke upayogamAM rAkhavAnA che. tenI kiMmata koi AMkI zakatu nathI, mATe tenu (apUrNa) jakumAranA lagna maMDapanuM bhAvavAhI vana karyA bAda pIThI coLAI gayA bAda ja khU kumAra snAna karIne UbhA thAya che tyAre emanA vALamAMthI TapakatAM jaLa biMdune AMsu sAthe sarakhAvIne A sarakhAmaNInA hetu raju karIne te kavie eka adbhuta kalpanA sRSTi sarjI che. A vAMcIne saya bhAvaka khAnaMda vibhAra thaI vAha vAha belI uThe che. nIceAkaMnu pANIre nhAyA ja khuzira jANIre mAnu e keza AMzu jhare ( 8 La 2. kaDI 79 ) lAca TukaDA ja svAmI e bhale lagna karavAnu svIkAryuM' paNa lagnanA bIje ja divase teo sacI thavAnA hatA. ethI sayama samaye mAthe zeAbhatI kALI bhammara keza vali zarIranA sihAsanethI kAI javAnI hatI; A bahiSkAranuM duHkha yAda AvatAM ja jANe jaMbusvAmInI kezArvAkSa snAna bAda TapakatA jalindunA bahAne raDI rahI hatI eTale ke e TapakatA jalabiMdu nahAtA e te AMsu hatA AMqhu hatA AMsu " zAMti saurabha "mAMthI pA. 23 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* TharavuM kayAM ? e ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha-naDiyAda A jagata mAM TharavA jevuM sthaLa kayuM ? je nizaMka hakIkata che, kara AnI che kevaLa svatenA prati uttaramAM zAstramAM ema aMkita rUpanI che ja ane temAM TharavAnuM che, je karavAnuM karavAmAM AvyuM che ke, TharavA jevuM eka ja sthaLa che te Aja che, bAkI te A vikaTa saMsAramAM che ane tAre AtmA ja che. bIje kayAMya TharavA jevuM eke sthaLa nathI. paNa TharavA jevuM nathI, vItarAga prabhunA A bAkI to sa sA2mAM jyAM ane tyAM kajIyA, vacare che. mATe te vacane para vizvAsa rAkhI kaMkAsa, viSAda, ahaM, mArU, tArU . sAruM, AtmAnA TharavAnA puruSArtha AcarI e. nara, uca, ca, vADA, veza, padagalika sukha "rAjA gopIcaMdane enI mAtAe kahyuM ke meLavavA tenI pAchaLa pAgala banI ghUmavuM, bhega, he beTA ! tArI AvI kaMcana vaNa kAyA paNa vilAsa vagere je azAMtinuM kAraNa che te eka divase agnine havAle thaze je baLIne savizeSa jovA maLe che zAMti, sukha, AnaMda khAkha thaI jaze" mATe huM tane kahuM chuM ke, saMsAranA ke I paNa padArthomAMthI meLavI zakAya tu evo purUSArtha Acara ke jethI bIjI mA jana tema nathI, te to AtmAmAM ja che, je tenA na karavI paDe, eTale ke bIje janma ja na le abheda guNa che; jarUra che temAM DUbakI devAnI; paDe, janma che te maraNa paNa che. je bhavanuM viSa tene anubhava karavAnI, te taraphane puruSArtha caka che, tene gati ApanAra karmo che. je anaMtA AcaravA mATe prathama te sugu, sudeva, sudharma du:khonI gartAmAM dhakelI de che, mATe karmone ja ane suzAstrane zaraNe javuM paDaze, temanA para lupta karI de. vibhAva dazAmAM ApaNe ALoTatA dRDha vizvAsa sthApavA paDaze, zA mAM AlekhahovAthI potAnA zuddha ravapane pichAnI zakatA vA mAM AvelA tattvone jema che ( vItarAga nathI, tenI anubhUti karI zakatA nathI. tethI bhagavaMte kahyA che te ja pramANe ) tema samajavA bhavabhramaNamAM aTavAIne anaMtA duHkha bhoga- paDaze, tenuM amalIkaraNa karavuM paDaze, AtmAnA vyAja karIe chIe. je mULa guNa samyagdarzana-samyajJAna, samya... pUrva bhayaMkara karmo bAMdhanArane paNa pitAnI cAritranuM pragaTIkaraNa karavuM paDaze. jethI akhaMDa bhUla samajAI tyAre teo prabhunA cIyA mAge sukha, AnaMda, jJAnano AviSkAra thaze, A AvyA che teo vibhAva dazAmAMthI jhuM lATa mArI tyAre ja banI zake ke jyAre ApaNane sadgune svabhAva dazAmAM sthira thayA hatA ane ghAtI, satsaMga thayela hoya, temanA sivAya sAco rAha aghAtI karmone vilIna karIne pUrNatAe pahoMcyA keNa ba Ave ? satya pathanA pradarzaka sivAya hatA, te ApaNe te padane ke ma na pAmI zakIe? sAcA patha para keNa re ? ane jo sat patha vItarAga bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke, jarUra pahoMcI na lAdhe te maMjhile paNa kema pahoMcAya . "gurU zakAya, ( pAmI zakAya ) jarUra che te taraphanA geTa'dene khaDe, kIsa ko lAgu pAca balihArI puruSArthanI, te patha para prayANa karavAnI, jo gurUrAjakI jisane goviMda dI batAya." tema karIe to avazya pUrNAe pahoMcIe, goviMda eTale ravInma svasvarUpanI sAcI me 87]. [103 For Private And Personal Use Only

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oLakha karAvanAra jo koI hoya te, te saddagurja che" anya bIjuM kAMI nahi mATe je tAruM che che. temane mahimA apAra che, temane upakAra temAM tuM Thara ane tenA mULa guNono AviSkAra asima che. je bhavanA tAraNahAra che, temane zaraNe kara. vibhAva dazAne vilIna karI, svabhAvamAM gayA sivAya AdhyAtimAsa patha para prayANa thaI DUbakI lagAva, AtmAnI anubhUti karavA mATe zake ja nahi Ave puruSArtha Acare atyaMta Avazyaka che, A jagatanA pratyeka jIve, je potAnuM je kArya muzkela che paNa azakya to nathI ja. nathI, tene potAnuM mAne che (zarIra-strI, putra, mekSa che mokSa meLavavAne upAya paNa che, parivAra, lakSamI, vigerene ) ane je pitAnuM te mATe bhagIratha puruSArtha Acaravo jarUrI che, che, (zuddha svarUpI AtmA tene bhUlI jAya che; jarUra che te taraphanI jIjJAsAnI. te meLavavA tethI je pitAnuM nathI tene pitAnuM banAvavA macI paDavAnInitAMta puruSArthanI, vIryane te athAga jahemata uThAve che, tenI pachavADe utkaTa tarapha pheravavAnI, je te azakaya hota te ke uSkRSTa e manuSya bhava veDaphI nAkhe che, jemake paNa AtmA pUrNatAe pahoja na hota, kAgaDAne uDADavA ciMtAmaNi ratna je pitAnA paraMtu anaMtA AtmAe pUrNatAne pAmyA che hAthamAM raheluM che tene pheMkI de che. jyAre manuSya je niHzaMka hakIkata che. sarva Atma siddha bhava te tethI paNa savizeSa mUlyavAna che, atula samaje samaje te thAya" pratyeka AmAM viddha che, tene bAhya padArtho pachavADe gUmAvI de te thavAnI zakti dharAve che. jarUra che te taraphanA zaM gya che? bAhya padArtho pAchaLa pAgala puruSArthanI. kevaLa vAte karyo tyAM pahoMcAya nahi banIne je ghUme che, te evA cIkaNA karmo te prAdubhU ta karavA prathama sat samajavuM joIe, upArjana kare che ke jethI anaMtA bha sudhI AcaravuM joIe. jJAnavaMta bhagavAna mahAvIra bhavasAgaramAM bhaTakavuM paDe che, je atyaMta dukha svAmI bAra varSa sudhI jAgRta avasthA mAM rahyA, prada che. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM ApaNo AtmA, te daramyAna niraMtara svasvarUpanuM ciMtana karyuM saMge maLela A jaDa zarIra temaja anya aneka pariSahe sahana karyA, te pachI ApaNe dravya ahIMyAja mUkIne cAlI nIkaLe che te jevA vibhAvadazAmAM ALoTatA jIvone te. sAthe jatA nathI. jAya che kevaLa AtmAe savizeSa purUSArtha Acare jaIba ja niHzaka upArjana karela zubhAzubha karmo, je bhegavavA hakIkata che. saMsAranI Avana jAvana cAlu rahe che, ane jene aneka sA re. 5manA A yuSyavALA ja piDAnuM mAnyuM hatuM, te A zarIra, putra, duHkhathI saMtapta rahe che. evA nArakInA vaNane parivAra, strI, lakSamI, bAga, bagicA, baMgalA ApaNe kyAM nathI sAMbhaLyA ? kuMbI pAkanI vigere ahIMja paDayA rahe che, jenA prArabdhamAM pIDAo ane agni temaja zarIrothI vadha thaIne te lakhAyA hoya te, te vApare che. te pachI bhayaMkara evA du:khe nArakImAM sahyA. je A patene mArUM karI ja kema zakAya ? tema mAnavuM ne vItarAga bhagavaMtanA vacanamAM vizvAsa hoya te ApaNI bhayaMkara bhUla ja gaNAyane ? te nArakInA bhAvamAM je du:kha sahyA, tenI tArU' je che te, tArI pAse ja che, te sarakhAmaNImAM A bhavamAM AvatAM duHkho kAMI amara che, abheda che. rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza, visAtamAM nathI. A bhavamAM keTalA samayanuM zabda vagaranuM che, atIta, anAgata ane sAMprata duHkha? pAMca, pacIsa, pacAsa ke so varSanuM kALamAM paNa tArI sAthe ja rahenAra che. teja tuM kyAM nArakInAM sAgaropamanA duAkho ane kayAM 104] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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manuSya bhavanA alpa duHkhe? kharekhara prabhu asthira samajI para padArthone heya samajIne vItarAganA vacano para vizvAsa rAkhanArA kadApi svarUpamAM magna rahe che, A pramANe vItarAga dInaduHkhI thatAM nathI, game tevI vikaTa paristhi- bhagavaMte cIMdhyA mArge cAlIne pitAnA mULa timAM paNa te te svabhAvamAM layalIna rahe che. guNone AviSkAra kare che, ane AtmAmAM Thare AnaMdamAM masta rahe che. che. TharavAnuM sthaLa phakta A ekaja che, te na avAranavAra nArakInA duHkho yAda karI, anya bhulavuM joIe. padArtho para virakata bhAva dhAraNa karI, AyuSyane * *** - AdhyAtmika jJAna zibira - parama pUjya yuvaka jAgRti preraka 17 adAmika jJAna zibiranA pravacanakAra gaNivarya zrI guNaratnavijayajI ma. sA.nI zubha nizrAmAM AdhyAtmika jJAna zibira rANakapura tIrthanI pAse rAnIgAMva jIvale pAlI rAjasthAna mukAme tA. 22-5 87thI tA. 7-6-87 sudhI divasa 17 rAkhavAmAM Avela che. rahevA-jamavAnI vyavasthA niHzulka (phrI) javA-AvavAnuM 100% relave bhADu zikSaNa hIndI mAdhyamamAM-maukhika temaja lekhIta parIkSA ane temAM pahele naMbara prApta karanArane rUA. 125/- puraskAra tarIkhe InAma ane bIjA zibirAthI vidyAthIone yathA yogya InAma pramANa patra vigere ApavAmAM Avaze te dareka vidyAthIoe sArI saMkhyAmAM lAbha levA vinaMtI. praveza patra temaja mAhitI mATe - zrI kIrtikumAra gIradharalAla zAha vaDavA-corA sonI phaLIyA sAme, bhAvanagara-364001 mukhya kAryAlaya : zrIjaina sAdhaka ', zrI supArzvanAtha jaina devasthAna peDhI, mu. 1. rAnI DhAM, raphAna nAnA, karA (.) Pin. 366 115. dAna : 128 "zibira eTale jIvananuM mAdhurya " svargavAsa noMdha zrI vanamALIdAsa jIvaNalAla zAha saMvata 2043nA caitra vada 7ne somavAra tA. 20-4-87 nA roja bhAvanagara mukAme svargavAsI thayA che. teozrI A sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya hatA, teo zrI mIlanasAra svabhAvanA temaja khubaja dhArmika vRttinA hatA. sabhA pratye apUrva prema | dharAvatAM hatAM. zAsanadeva teozrInA AtmAne zAMti arpe e ja prArthanA. me-87] 105 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* ko.o. mATe ? * le. paM. zilacadravijayajI gI. - navarAza hatI ? are. huM e vakhate piSa piSa macaMda zeTha bhAre khinnatA anubhavI rahyAM pio mAryo hato ! re ! tyAre huM kevo vara hatA. gherathI nIkaLyA hatA te jaMgala javA, lAgate haIza ? nemacaMda zeThe manomana pitAnI paNa manamAM svasthatA na hatI manamAM te AjanA jAtane prazna pUcho. banAvanA ja vicAro ghoLAtA hatA; are re, paNa mane to, zeThane vicAra pravAha AgaLa he ke pApI ! keI divasa keIneya na ThaganAra dho. mane to jIbha para mIThI caLa AvavA ha, prAmANikatA ane nItinAM niyamothI kadI che mAMDI hatI. manamAM caTapaTI jAgI hatI. pele na caLanAre huM Aje vadhu nahiM ne eka rUpiyA, goLa goLa rUpiyo joIne. ke Aje to kAMIka phakta ekaja rUpiye vadhu maLe, e mATe mati - 1 navuM khAvuM che. hAsto, ghauM ne kada te janamyA ane nItine neve mUkI be ! ane bIjA te dA haDAnA lalATe cApaDAya ja che. eTale koIneya nahine eka abhaNa abujha rabAraNane Aje je chatI sagavaDe navuM na khAuM, khAvAnuM ThagavAnI mane kamata sUjhI! kaI hoziyAra dharAka- mana na thAya, teto mArA je mUrkha kezu? ne Tho hota toya kaMIka lekhe lAgata. paNa te zeTha svagata hasI paDayAM. A eka rabAraNa. kevI bhalI bheLI e gAmaDiyaruM khAI hatI ! bicArI kapAsa levA AvI vaLatI ja paLe vicArane dara pAchA saMdhAyeH hatI. have Ameya kapAsa rahyuM , eTale A IcchA thaI ke tarata ja meM ghera kaheDAvyuM ke eka rUpiyAmAM ghaNuM badhuM kapAsa Ave. meM joya 'dALa paTa lIne Aje aNAja rAkhavAno che. ke bAIne kAMI gatAgama nathI, te lAvI che e Aje ghebara banAvaje' ane mAre mAla sAmAna rUpiyA. A lAga vAraMvAra nathI AvatA kayAM pA raThI dukAne levA javAno che? ApaNe ema dhArIne meM rokaDA rANIchApa be rUpIyA te rUpiyA nAkhyA gallAmAM ne jarAya ochuenI pAsethI laI lIdhAM ne mAro moghale vA na paDe tenI cIvaTa rAkhIne cAkhu ghI ane saLavaLe e pahelAM to eka rUpiyAnAM kapAsanA sAkara taLIne, pelAM kaheNanI sAthe sAthe ja ghera be bhAga pADIne be vAra eno tola karyo. A mokalI ApyAM. loTa te ghera hatuM ja. jaIne pilIne thayuM haze ke zeTha kevA bhalAM che! ane A badhuM ghera mokalyAMne thoDIka vAra ene ka95nAya kyAMthI hoya ke zeThe mane thaI na thaI, tyAM te keNa jANe kema, paNa manamAM chetarI che ! e te mAM para AbhAranI lAgaNI thavA mAMDayuM ke kayAre A gharAkI pate ne huM dekhADatI meM Apele mAla laIne cAlI gaI. dukAna baMdha karUM ? kayAre bAra vAge ne jhaTa ghera mane have lAge che ke bhalabhalA hoMziyAra vepA- bhego - ghebara bhego thAuM ! eka eka kSaNa e rIne, enuM bhaluM bheLuM mAM joine ja, ene vakhate khuba lAMbI, gADAMnA paiDAM jevaDI moTI ThagavAnuM mana na thAya ane chatAM meM ene ThagI. lAgatI hatI. jANe Aje janama AkhAnI paNa e vakhate mane AvuM vicAravAnI kyAM bhUkha bhAMgavAnI haze ! 106 [asmiAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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raste cAlyA jatA zeTha vicAre che. meM to mArI AMkha mane dago de che ne kAMta zeThANI mane ke kamane gharAkane joita mAla meLavI mArI mazkarI kare che. Apyo, ne banI eTalI vahelI dukAna baMdha paNa, zeThANIe te kharekhara rAjane krama karIne meM ghara bhaNI rItasaranI deTa ja mUkIjALakramasara roTalI, dALa ne zAka lAvIne eka te bhUkha lAgI hoya, ne emAMye bhAvatA bhANuM bharI dIdhuM. eTale mane lAgyuM ke nA, nA bhojana maLavAnAM hoya tyAre manamAM kevo A mazakarI nathI. AmAM kaMIka bheda che. ne mArAthI ajapa hAya ! pagamAM ke vega hoya. nA rahevAyuM. kevI rIte rahevAya! divasanI roja te peTanI bhUkha rahetA. Aje peTanI IcchA phaLavAnuM hAthaveMtamAM hoya, ne e IcchA bhUkha nI ciMtA nahotI. Aje te A be raste pUrI na thAya, te bIju te ThIka, paNuM kAraNa ghebara ja manamAM ghumarAtuM hatuM. lAMbe rastaye eno bheda jANavAnI AturatA to raheja ne ? A vicAramAM TUMke thaI gayo. ghera pahoMcatAM meM to kaMika vyagratAthI ne kaMIka cIDa sAthe ja, hAthapaga dhoyAM nA dhoyAM, paheraNa ne pAghaDI pUchI dIdhu zeThANIne H Aje roTalI kema? utAryA nA utAryo, ne huM pahoMcyo raseDAmAM ghebara kayAM gayuM ? meM kahevarAvyuM hatuM ne bhANAno pATale mAMDele ja hatuM, te para aziA sAmagrI paNa mokalI hatI. te ghebara nathI ne harakhabhera beThe. rAMdhuM ? ke pachI mArI karavAnuM mana thayuM che. ne zeThANIe tapelA ughADayAM. mArI AMkhe ke kevI adhIratAthI A savAla pUchI ghebaranAM rUpa-kada jevA talasatI hatI. manamAM rahelAM ? bhale gharanuM mANasa hatuM, paNa enI hatuM ke hamaNA ja zeThANa senAnA cakkara jevA pAse jALavavI joIe teTalIye lajajA meM na gaLa majAne ghebara laIne bhANAmAM ThabakAraze. jALavI. bahAranI vyakti A sAMbhaLe, te enA paNa... paNa A zuM ? zeThANInA hAthamAM manamAM mArA mATe kevI chApa paDe ! paNa mane te ghebara na badala pATalA che, kAMsAnI thALI e badhuM vicAravAnI kayAM sUjha hatI te vakhate? jevaDI goLa majAnI roTalI ! eka AkhA meM to ADedhaDa savAla pUchI dIdhAM. jamAnAthI kAMsAnI thALI sAthe ane baporanAM ne javAbamAM?... zeThANIe mAM malakAvyuM, bAra vAgyAnA samaya sAthe bhANA para hAjara mArI vyagratA na varata eTalAM e nAdAna te thavAne karAra laI thayelI roTalI ! nahatA ja, ne toya emaNe mAM malakAvyuM e zeTha cAlatAM cAlatAMya paLavAra ubhA rahI kahe - emanAM avAjamAMye AnaMda DekAte gayAM, banelI ghaTanAnAM vicAroe emanAM samagra hatA, Aje te aNadhAryuM thayuM. ghebara banAvyAM mana upara evo kAbu jamAvI dIdho hato ke to kharA, paNa manamAM hatuM ke Aje ApaNA emane kadAca khyAla paNa na hatuM ke huM atyAre dIkarI-jamAIne nitaryA hoya te kevuM sArU ? saDaka para cAlI rahyuM che. emanI AMkhe te paNa banyA samayaja kyAM hato ! paNa Azcarya ! a5laka banIne zeThANInA hAthamAM rahelI roTalI huM thoDIka vAre resaDA mAMthI paravArIne bahAra jotI hatI. ane e sAthe ja emanI kalA ke nI AvI te daravAje ja ApaNA jamAIrAjane kalpanAnAM ghebarano-ghebaranI AzAno bhAMgIne ubhelAM joyAM. huM te harakha paduDI thaI gaI bhUke thatuM hatuM, vicAra tatane sAMdhatA zeTha e emanA kaMika kAme AvI caDelAM, paNa AgaLa vadhyAM. ghaDIbhara te mane thayuM ke kAMto mArI te icchA pUrI thaI ! tame ja kaho, pachI me-87 [107 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAre harakha mAya kharo ! meM te jamAIrAjano chetarI, e zaLanI jema mane have kheMce che. zuM pATale mAMDe, ne emane ghebara jamADI dIdhuM. A prasaMge mArAmAM dabAyA paDelAM lobha ane utAvaLa hatI eTale e te jamIne tarata nIkaLI tRSNanAM darzana nathI thatA? huMya samajuM chuM ke gayA. paNa tyAM te tamAro AvavAne samaya A vAta kaI jANavA pAmavAnuM nathI ne jANe tharyo eTale meM jhaTapaTa phulakAM garama garama utArI teya ene mATe AnuM keI mahatva nahi hoya, dIdhA. zAka dALa to hatAM ja, kama se kama mane to kaI kAMI ja nathI kahevAnuM huM te meM vakAsIne zeThANInuM lAMbulacaka paraMtu koI kAMI dhAre ke na dhAre, kahe ke nA bhASaNa sAMbhaLatA ja rahyo, paNa e sAMbhaLIne kahyuM paNa mArI mAMhyale te mane Dakhe che ne ? mane ThapakAre che ne? ene ze pratikAra? ene mane khAtarI thaI ke ghebara jarAya bacyuM nathI : tyAre mArI sthiti kevI thayeDhI ? ha kevo za sa thAya ? Ahata ane khina banI gayele? strIonAM vicAranI A vaNajhAramAM aTavAtA pite jamAI premanI e paLe mane kevI sUga caDI nagara bahAra ja galamAM pahoMcI gayA, enI AvelI , mana te khATuM khATuM thaI gayela paNa khabara te zeThane tarapha Dhero carAvatAM bharahave belavAnoya kAMI artha nahate. ciDAvAthI pADo tarapha emanI najara paDI tyAre ja paDI. zeThe kAMI vaLavAnuM na hatuM. eTale roTalInAM jema jhaTapaTa zaucakriyA patAvI, ne pachI manane kheda tema DUcA gaLe utArI lIdhAne ubhe thaI gayo. utAravAnA IrAde, khinna vadane eka ghaTAdAra mAruM vatana joIne zeThANI te hebatAija gayAM. vRkSanI ThaMDI chAyA taLe DIla laMbAvyuM. emane emanI jamAI bhaktinAM vakhANa sAMbhaLavA hatA, paNa mAruM svarUpa joIne ja e te capa. vaizAkha mahino hato. binaharIpha umedavAra cApa potAnA kAme vaLagI gayAM. he ye ghaDIkavAra jevA unALe soLe kaLAe dharatI upara patharAye ArAma levA mATe halakA para ADo thaye, pa para thaye hato. sUrya nArAyaNane saune dajhADate taDako paNa citta ThekANe na rahyuM. eTale ApaNuM rAma paNa, taDake khAI khAIne sUkAI gayelAM jhADanA te kaMTALIne ubhA thayAM. ne mana bahelAvavA mATe huMThA jevA stabdha ane sthira hato. taDakAnI galanA nAme nIkaLI paDayAM bahAra. pAzavI tAkAtanA A pradarzanathI ja DarI gayA hoya tema, le ke gharanI AvRtti ane stiApa paNa zeTha samagra ghaTanAne kayA sa kaDhavA mathI AkAzanI gedamAM lapAI gayA hatA rahyAM hatAM, paNa hajuye e ghebaranA ne jamAInAM eve vakhate, vRkSataLe visAme laI rahelAM nema vicAre mAre keDe nathI mUkatA ! vadhu AkaruM' caMda zeThanI najara khulI dharatI para verAyelI retI to e lAge che ke AvuM bane, jamAI ghera Ave jevA taDakAne khuMdIne cAlyA jatA eka munI para ane jamI jAya, e te sAva sahaja che. emAM paNa che madhakhate tA 5 chatAM chAMyaDAnI apekSA navAI pAmavA jevuM nathI. nahi, ane mAthAnI jema ja paga paNa khullAM, paNa kaI divasa nahine Aje mane A toya meM para leza paNa akaLAmaNa nahi, thAka bAbate gusse A , glAni thaI, emAM zuM ke kheda nahi e joIne zeThane bhAre acaMbo mArI tucchatA chatI na thaI ? ane ethIye ane ahe bhAva upajya. A navatara dazyanAM vizeSa te, kadI keIneya na chetaranArA meM pelI darzanathI emanI madazAne kaMIka haLavI abhaNa rabAraNane, AvI najIvI rakamane khAtara banatI emaNe anubhavI. 108] [AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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A anubhave ja zeThane preryA hoya ke game para A vAte bhAre asara karI. anAyAsa ja tema, paNa e tarata ja uThayA, ane jhaTapaTa- emanAMthI hAthe joDAI gayA. emaNe pUchyuM : lagabhaga doDatAM ja pilA muni pAse pahoMcI bhagavaMta ! A 5 kayAM rahe che ? javAbamAM gayA. munine ubhAM rAkhIne emaNe vinati karIH munie najIkamAM ja raheluM upavana dekhADayuM ! mahArAja, Ama te huM badhI vAte sukhI chuM. ne teo cAlavA lAgyA. paNa AjanA eka nAnakaDA banAve mArI sukha e vakhate teo nagaramAM gocarI-bhikSA zAMtimAM bha gANa paDayuM che. A 5 mArA para kAje jaI rahyA hatA. thoDIvAramAM ja teo pAchA kRpA karI ne A vRkSa taLe padhArIne thoDIkavAra A vyA, ne upavanamAM jaI, A hAra pANI mane kaMIka evuM kaho ke jethI mArAM cittanI patAvI, pitAnI A sAdhanAmAM lIna banI azAMti sarI jAya, gayA. tyAM sudhImAM vIsAme laIne aMzataH | muni paNa cakara hatA, emaNe kahyuM bhAI ! svastha banI cUkelA nemacaMdazeTha paNa-DIvAramAM huM atyAre mArA kAma nIkaLyA chU: bIjAnA kAme nahi. eTale ahIM vIsAmAM mATe besavuM tyAM pahoMcyAM Aje emanA cittamAM palA paNa mane pAlave ema nathI. be, te mAruM kAma rUpiyAnuM pApa evuM bharaDAyeluM hatuM ke Aje dukAne javAnI e ane tIvra aruci thaI gaI rakhaDI paDe, mATe mane javA de. hatI. e to nirAte beThA. ne munirAjane vInavyA | maninI vAta zeThane vicitra lAgI. eNe ke kaMIka sanmAgano upadeza Ape. pUchyuM ke mahArAja ! tame to kharI vAta karo che ! duniyAmAM badhA lo ke - game tyAM jAya munirAje paNa zeThanA moM para jijJAsA joI, tAte potAnA ja kAme jatAM hoya che. koI kAMI emanA zabdo mAM pApane Dara nItarate nihALe. bIjAnA kAme jatAM nathI. mAtra javAnuM ja zA eTale emaNa tIthakara bhagavAne prabalA dhamane mATe kaI vA . , dareka vyakti potAnA mATe ane tyAga mArgano paricaya Apyo. zeThane ja kare che, nahi ke bIjA mATe kaI karatuM samajAvyA ke A rabAraNanI ThagAI jevA agahoya, bIjA mATe jatuM hoya, te kaho. Nita jhINuM jADAM pApothI bacavAno ekamAtra samayajJa muni je tarata ja kahyuM bhAI, upAya saMsArano tyAga dIkSA ja hoI zake, eka be nahi, hajAra be hajAra nahi paNa laga sAcA pApabhIru AtmAe A upAyane satvara bhaga badhAja lo ke haMmezAM badhuM ja-mAtra javAnuM amala kare ghaTe. ja nahi paNa pitAnuM tamAma kAma, pitAne A sAdI sIdhI vAta zeThanAM haiye tIvra ceTa badhe vyavahAra bIjAne mATe ja karatAM hoya che. lagAvI gaI. rabAraNanA rUpiyA ane ghebaranA bIjAnI vAta kyA kara ? tamArI ja vAta banAve Adra banelA emanAM hRdaya para A laIe, to tame A badhe vyavahAra ne dhadha vAtoe ghaNunuM kAma karyuM. emaNe munirAjane dhApo -badhuM kemane mATe karo cho ? berI chokarA vinati karI: mahArAja ! huM ghera jaIne svajana mATe ke tamArA potAnA mATe ? A vAta para parivAranI rajA laIne AvuM chuM. mAre dIkSA vicAra karaze, te "huM mArA kAme jaI rahyo levI che. saMsAra have mane na khape paNa pratye ! chuM" e mArI vAta samajAI jaze. Ape hamaNAMja mane A badhI vAta samajAvatA muninI vicitra lAgatI vAta nemacaMda zeTha kahyuM ke munio-saMto te apratibaddhahAya, game mATe avasaracita banI gaI. emanA cittataMtra tyAM game tyAre cAlI nIkaLe. te mArI prArthanA me-87] [109 For Private And Personal Use Only

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che ke huM pAcho nA AvuM tyAM sudhI A5 kaze paddhatine taphAvata samajAvI dauM, na jatA. ahIM ja raheje. pahelA sodAgaranI paddhati evI che ke e parivartana mATe eka 4 paLanI jarUra hoya che. tenI sAthe janArane joItuM dhana ApIne tene eka paLa, ane jiMdagInuM parivartana keIka gamatAM ThekANe pahoMcatuM kare che. ane jayAre e vIralAne AvI paLa maLe. zeThanAM jIvana vyakti potIko dhadho karIne kamAya, tyAre paNa mAM, eka najIvA prasaMge ja AvI paLa sarajI emAMthI e sedAgara ja rAca bhAga mAgane hatI e paLanA phaLa na cUkI javAya. e mATe ke letA nathI. zeTha deDayAM doDayAM ghera AvyA. AvatA ta ethI jala9, bIjA dAgano rivAja e potAnA bhAI. dIkarI. jamAI panI. badhA che ke che, sAthe AvanArane, eka de kayA svajano-mitrone bhegAM karyA, bahAra hoya tyAMthI A pate te nathI ja. balake enI pAse je kAMI bolAvyA. mUDI hoya, te paNa pote bhADA peTe paDAvI le che. badhAne bhegAM to karyA, paNa saMsAra tyAganI have huM e nizcaya nathI karI zakato ke mAre vAta kaI rIte kahevI ? badhAnI rajA zI rIte A bemAMthI kayA se dAgaranA sathavAre javuM ? meLavavI? sIdhI AMgaLIe kAMI ghI ne kaLa eTale meM tamane badhAne nimaMtyA che. have tame ema na hatuM. vicAra pUrvaka nizcaya karIne mane kaho ke mAre zeThe vaNika vidyA ajamAvI. emaNe badhAne konI sAthe javuM ? pahelA sedAgara sAthe ke ToLe besADIne raju bAta karI : juo bhAI ! bIjA sAthe ? huM ahIM ghaNA varasothI dukAna rAla vuM chuM ne zeThanI vAta pUrI thatAM vAra ja badhAM svajano vyApAra karuM chuM. enAthI mane kei evA lAbha ekI avAje belI uThayA. ema vicAra zo nathI thatuM ke jethI huM zrImaMta samRddha banuM. karavAno ? pahelA sodAgara sAthe ja javAnuM, tyAre ekanI eka sthiti ane veTama; LathI huM bIjA sAthe nahi. kaMTALyo chuM. mane lAge che ke mArU nasIba paNa mAre utAvaLa nathI tame kaheze emaja dezAvaramAM ja ughaDaze. eTale huM ahIMnI dukAna thaze paNa tame barAbara vicArIne kaheje. nako vadhAvIne dezAvara javA IcchuM chuM. have vAta thayA pachI huM emAM pheraphAra nahi karuM. zeThe evI che ke dezAvara kAMI ekalA te ja vAyu vAtane vaLa caDhAvyA. nahi, kaI sAthe vAha-sedAgara jato hoya, te ja paNa zeDa ! vajane hasatAM haso beyAM, javAya. eTale meM roja nagara bahAra evA koI AmAM vicAra karavA jevuM che zuM? Ato eka dAgara AvatA jatAM hoya tenI bhALa kaDhAva- ne eka be jevI vAta che. DAhvo mANasa hoya, vAnuM rAkhyuM che. emAM ghaNA divase Aje jANavA te pahelA sodAgarane ja pasaMda kare bIjAnI maLyuM che ke be sodAgara Aja kAlamAM ja pasaMdagI te mUkhaja kare. paradeza prayANa kare che. paNa vadhu tapAsa karI te zeThane to Aja javAba joItuM hatuM. e banemAM thoDoka taphAvata mAlUma paDayA che. emaNe kahyuM, te tame badhA cAlo mArI sAthe Ama to game tenI sAthe javAnuM vicAreluM, nagara bahAra. tyAM e sodAgarano paricaya karAvuM. paNa A tAvata jANyA pachI jarAka mUMjhavaNa badhA zeTha sAthe nIkaLyAM. AgaLa nemaca da ubhI thaI che. e ukelavA mATe ja tamane ahIM zeTha ne pAchaLa svajano. zeTha te badhAne dorI gayA bolAvyA che, pahelA tamane beya sedAgaranI pelA munirAja pAse. A joIne svajanene 110] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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navAI lAgI, emaNe zeThane pUchayuM : zeTha ! tame joja-tame badhAja bIjo sedAgara cho. tamAro te amane sodAgara pAse laI javAnA hatA, ne saMgAtha karanArA mArA jevAne kAMdha ApavAnuM ahI kayAM lAgyA? te bAjue rahyuM, ulaTuM mArI pAse thoDuM ghaNuM ane zeThe dhaDAke karyo; A sAme beThA paNa je pUrvopArjita dhamadhana hatuM, teya tame eja e sAdAgara. veDaphAvI dIdhuM. svajano mUMjhAyA. e kahe : kaMIka cekha ane, tame mane ghera kahI dIdhuM che ke vaTathI samajAve to khabara paDe. tamAre pahelA sedAgara sAthe javuM, bIjA sAthe zeThe pheDa pADatA kahyuM : juo bhAI, A naddhi ! eTale tame have mane nA kaho, te kAMI munirAja, mokSanagaranA pathika-sAdAgara che. e, vAjabI nA kahevAya. meM to tamane ghera vicAra emanI sAthe janArane pitAnI pAsenuM "dhama' karavA pUrato samaya ApyuM hatuM. paNa tameja nAme oLakhAtuM dhana Ape che. emAMthI vyApAra kaheluM te vakhate ke mUkha hoya teja bIjA karavAmAM sahAya kare che, ne e vyApAramAM se dAgara jeDe jAya. have huM je A muninI ApaNe je dharma dhana kamAIe temAMthI eka Tako sobata na karUM, te mAre tamAro sathavAre karo paNa pite laI letAM nathI. mATe huM emanI sAthe paDe, eTale huM te tamArI najare, Apa Apa mikSanagara tarapha javAne icchuM chuM. mUrkha ja Dara ne ? svajano ne mitre upara jANe patharo e jane zuM bele? AMsu e emane mUMgo pa. badhAne mAM levAI gayA. zuM bolavuM, uttara hate. eja koIne na sUjhayuM. thoDI paLAnA mauna pachI bhalabhalA DhIlA thaI jAya tevI chetarAmaNI eka svajane hiMmata karIne kahyuM, "nemacaMda zeTha ! e paLa hatI. paNa e paLaneya ghaDIbhara bhAvI A to tame amane chetaryA. paNa ame AmAM de evI nemacaMda zeThanI daDhatA hatI. ane e saMmati nahIM ApIe. tamane dIkSA levA nahi jItI gayA. daIe paNa tame to be se dAgaranI vAta karI e dehatAe badhAne jhukAvI dIdhAM. ne e sAtheja hatI. bIje sodAgara kayAM ? e to dekhADe." nemacaMda zeThe saMsAra tyajIne, munirAjanAM dharma zeThe zAMtithI kahyuM ; bhAI ! saMsArI sva- sArthavAhanA zaraNe pitAnuM jIvana samapI dIdhuM. saMsthAnA be navA prakAzano (1) Atamavizuddhi kiM. rU. 8-00 (ra) zrI ja bUsvAmI caritra (sacitra) ki. rUA. 12-00 prazika zrI jena A mAnada sabhA khArageTa, bhAvanagara-364 001. sAbhAra svIkAra (1) jaina gujara kavio bhAga 2 saMkrAhaka ane saMprAjaka zrI mohanalAla dalIcaMda desAI prakAzaka : zrI mahAvIra jaina jidhAlaya- muMbaI me-87). [111 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zvamAcA.2 AThame jaina sAhitya samAroha ApaNI mahAna pavitra tIrthabhUmi zrI sametazikharajI tIrthama zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA upakrame ane ravi Tura (muMbaI)vALA zrI zAMtilAla gaDAnA mAtuzrInI smRtimAM temane mArthika sahakArathI tA. 1, 2, 3 mArca 1987nA divasamAM AThamA jaina sAhitya samArohanuM Ayojana thayuM hatuM. zrI pArzvanAtha vidyAzramanA De. sAgaramala jainanA haste samArohano prAraMbha thaye hate. samArehanA nimaMtraka zrI zAntilAla gaDAe saunuM svAgata karyuM hatuM. samArehanA saMyojaka Do. zrI ramaNalAla cI. zAhe sAhitya samArohanI bhUmikA samajAvI hatI. A prasaMge jaina sAhitya samAroha gurai; ne vimocanavidhi zrI kuMvarajI nAthAbhAI pAsue karyuM hatuM. A samAraMbhamAM "jaina sAhitya tattvajJAna vagere viSayonI traNa beThako yojAI hatI. temAM aneka vidvAnoe vidvattApUrNa nibaMdha lekhe raju karyA hatA. zaikSaNika pAThya pustakomAM jaina kRtio pratye thatI upekSA aMge A saMmelanamAM nIce TharAva pasAra karavAmAM Avyo hato : Aje tA. 3-3-1987nA roja zrI sametazikharajI tIrthamAM maLela AThamA jaina sAhitya samArohanuM A adhivezana sarvAnumate TharAve che ke, itihAsa ane sAhityanA pATha pustakamAM jaina aitihAsika pramANabhUta hakIkato ane jaina sAhitya racanAonI ghora upekSA thatI rahI che. jethI bhAratIya saMskRtimAM jenanI gauravagAthA para jANe akudaratI paDado pADI devAyo hoya evI paristhiti nirmANa thayA kare che, madhyakAlIna yugamAM jainonuM yogadAna 90 TakA karatA paNa vadhAre hovA chatAM pAThaya pustakomAM jaina kRtione khAsa kazu sthAna ApavAmAM Avatu nathI, e atyaMta zocanIya che. A paristhiti nivAravA mATe AjanuM A adhivezana bhArata sarakAra tathA gujarAta, uttarapradeza, bihAra, baMgALa tathA anya rAjya sarakArane anurodha kare che ke A dizAmAM yogya pagalA levAmAM Ave ane jaina sAhitya tathA ItihAsane thatA anyAyane dUra karavAmAM Ave." A prasaMge vidvarya zrI bhavaramala nAhaTA, tathA De. zrI ramaNalAla cI. zAha tathA zrI vasanajI lakhamazI zAha ane zrI cImanalAla kalAdharanuM temaNe Apela sevAo badala nima traka saMsthA tarathI caMdanahAra arpaNa karI bahumAna karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. 112] [AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Bka pA pAdayamAM paNa mahAna suketa sAdhanA . khA rAmatI (jI. punA mahArASTra) nagare 26 varSanA kumArI mayaNAbahena vilAsa kumAra zAha vase che. ka ma sattA e temane susaMskArI jaina kuLamAM janma ApyA paNa sAthe ja mathI ja apaMga banAvyA che. temanuM mukha 26 varSanI umarane zobhe tevu' sa pramANe che, bAkI 26 varSanI uMmare paNa temanuM zarIra traNa phuTanA bALaka jevaDuM nAnuM che ane vajana to mAtra 20 kilo jeTaluM'. hAtha paga sAva TUMkA ane kAMi upADavuM' ke cAlavA vageremAM sAva asa mathe che teo bilakula pathArIvaza che. keI besADe te 10-15 miniTa besI zake. deha dhArmika kriyA o paNa paravaza paNe ka2vI paDe che. kumA rI mayaNAbena apaMga, parAdhIna ane su komaLa khILaka jevI kAyA e paNa kama sattAne teDI nAkhavA mATe raNe caDayA che. sutA sutA paNa sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, svAdhyAya, dharmanuM vAMcana, jApa-mALA A di suMdara dhamakaraNImAM A be divasa vItAve che. temanI pAse bhagavAna mukavA mAM Ave tyAre aSTaprakArI jinapUjA bahu bhAvathI ane vidhi pUrvaka kare che. temane be pratikramaNa. navasamaraNa ane aticAra sahita 5 capratikramaNa . 4 praka 2 Na, 3 bhANa, vairAgya zataka ane tatvArthasUtra kaMThastha thayA che. pAka kha pratikramaNa mAM akha lata rIte kaDakaDATa aticAra bele che phurasadanI paLAmAM suMdara maNa krI banAvI navakAravALI gu'the che. paNa kama rI mayaNA khArA matI mAM jayAre sA vIjI bhagavata padhA re cA re upAzraya mAM ja rahe ane divasa rAta savizeSa dharma karaNI mAM vItAve che. | temane pAThazALA bhaNAvavAno khUba zekha che. bALaka - khALikA ene bA lAvIne premathI satrA bhaNAve. temanA parsanala sA ma thI sA ru' inAma ApI temane protsAhita kare, tema ho aticAra sudhI bIjAne taiyAra karAvyA che. | TIvI sinemAM mAsTara mAM haravuM pharavu' Adi aneka prakAranA mA ja zekha sulabha he vA chatAM A badhAthI para rahI kumArI mayaNAbahena verA 5 sAthe tapa ane tyAga > i masta rahe che. temanA AhAra nAnA bALaka jeTalA chatAM keTalAya varasathI cA mAsA nI cAra mahinA be pa NA kare che. rAja eka vigainA tyAga kare che. satata sAta varasathI pratidina ukALeluM pANI pIve che. teo gujarAtI, marAThI ane vidI sArI rIte jANe che. iMglIza ane gaNita bhaNAvavA TIcara Ave che. atyAre teo mAlegAMvathI nikaLela " amara upA dekhAya yazovijaya jI' viSayaka parIkSAnI taiyArI karI rahyA che. | bhAre parAdhIna avasthA mAM paNa teo nirAza, hA yAya, kheda ke du:kha nahI' karatA bhAre svastha rIte dhuma mAM masta rahe che. aneka pustakonA abhyAsathI ane sAdhu-sA devI jI bhagava'tA pAsethI mArga darzana meLavI temaNe samAdhinA upAya A rAdhavA mAM satata prayatna karyA karyo che. ke I temane pU che te kahe.... "mArI A paravazatAnI mane jarAya nirAzA, kheda ke du:kha nathI, A vA mahAna vItarAga deva maLyA. suguru maLyA ane mahAna jaina dhuma ArAdhavA sAdhavA maLe che, pachI dInatA kevI ? ! - apaga parAdhIna ane paravaza avasthA mAM paNa dhamanI bhAre khUmArI ane dInatA yogapUrvakanuM emanuM dharma maya mata jIvana ApaNane badhAne ' dharma karaNInI ' anerI preraNA A panA' bane evI zubhAzA sAthe. temanA sukRtonI bhAre anumodanA. 5 For Private And Personal Use Only

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5 TakA 2 0 0 0 Atmanand Prakash) [Regd. No. G, Bv. 31, doDha lAyabrerI tathA ghara mAM vasAvavA jevA alabhya gra'thA e # tArIkha 1- 11 86 thI nIce mujaba 2heze. saMskRta gra'thA mata trizaNI zalAkA puruSacaritama zrI zatruMjaya girirAja darzana # @ @ mahAkAvyam 2- pUrva 3 4 verA nyU jha raNa! puratakAkA2 ( mULa saMskRta ) upadeza mA LA bhASAMtara trizaSTi zalAkA puruSacaritam dhama" kauzalya e mahAkAvyum pa 2-3-4 namasako 2 mahA nuM 2 pratA kAre ( muLa saMskRta ) pR0 Agama prabhA kara puSTa yavijayajI dvAdazAra' naca cakram bhAga 1 - 6 0 0 0 zraddhAMjalI vizeSAMkaH pAku khAIDIMga 10dvAdazI' nayacakram bhAga raje Atmavizuddhi, zrI nirvANu kevalIbhukti prakaraNa muLa sukta 29nAvalI jinadata A pAna sukta muktAvalI zrI sAdhu-sA devI cAcu A vapha dha ke vonuM darzana mImAMsA e kriyAsUtra pratIka. re zrI zatruMjaya tIrthane padamA uddhAra prIta ema | kami A hetu dharma prakAza gujarAtI grathA AtmAna da vIzI zrI zrI pALarAjAnA rAsa aThThAcarya cAritra pUjAditrayI samUha zrI jANyuM ane joyu" atmivallabha pUjA zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhAga 2 ne 10-00 ! cauda rAjale 4 pRSTha zrI krathA je na phAvuM bhAthuM phUle 20 nava padajInI pUjaf hatI amiThAnti prakAza gurubhakti zuM hulI samuha A jJAnapradIpa bhAga 1-2-3 sAthe bhakti bhAvanA la, 21. pU. A. zrIvuiM, karatu rasUrIzvarajI 20 - 0 0 huM ane mArI bA zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 20 00 harena zA 2dA pUjanavidhi 5 bhAga 2 40-00 ja 'kharavAmi caritra 12 0 0 daza i. re ja che 2 Ta Ta . paNa che re che |ii lakhe :- zrI jainuM mAmAnada subhA khArageITa, bhAvanagara (saurASTra ) praznAzA : zI jena bAramAna' saMbhA, bhAvanaga2 5 : zeTha hemendra harilAla AnaMda prI. presa, sutAravADha, zAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only