Atmanand Prakash Pustak 082 Ank 06

Author(s): Popatlal Ravjibhai Salot
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531931/1

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che ) Atma saMvata 91 ( cAlu ) vIra sa', 2512 vikrama saMvata 2042 citra cidAnaMdajInA AtmAne upadeza merA merA mata kare, terA nahi hai kAya; cidAnaMda parivAra kA, melA hai dina deya. re jIva ! mArU" mArUM nahI' kara; tArU kAi nathI. huM cidAnaMda ! parivArano meLa e divasane che. asA bhAva nisAra nita, kIje jJAna vicAra; - miTe nuM jJAna becAra bina, e tara-bhAva vikAra. evA kSaNika bhAva niraMtara joI ne huM A mA ! jJAnano vicAra kare. jJA ne vicAra karyA vinA ata2nA bhAva karmanA rahelI vikAra maTatA nathI. - jJAna-ravi varAgya jasa, hirade cUda samAna; tAsa nikaTa kaho karyo rahe, mithyAtama du:khota, jIva ! samaja ke jenA hRdaya mAM jJAnarUpI sUryanA prakAza thayo che ane jenA hRdayamAM vairAgyarUpI caMdranA udaya thayA che. tenA samIpa mizyA bhramarUpI aMdhakA2nuM duHkha kema rahe ? jaise kaMcuka yAga, binasata nahIM bhuja'ga; deha tyAgase jIva puni, tase rahata abhaMga. jema kAMcaLIno tyAga karavAthI sarpa nAza pAmato nathI, tema dehano tyAga karavAthI jIva paNu abha"ga rahe che, eTale nAza pAmatA nathIH | prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara. pustaka : 83 ] eprIla-1986 [ a ke : 6 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pRSTha | krama (1) (2) (3) a nu kra maNi kA lekha lekhaka zrutajJAnanuM mahattava le. pavijayajI ma. sA, amUlya ratna le. sA vIjI sighaprajJA saM. 2041nA varSanuM saravaiyuM tathA hisAba preraNAdAyI prasa'ge puNyathI zuM zuM maLe che. saMkalana hIrAlAla bI. zAha nALiyerInA pAyA artha e anarthanI jananI (4) (5) | (6) A sabhAnA mAnavaMtA peTrana sAheba (1) zrI kAntIlAla hemacaMda vAMkANI -bhAvanagara A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhyo (1) zrI kanubhAi amRtalAla sAtabhAvanagara (2) zrImatI maMgaLAbena kAntIlAla vAMkANI-bhAvanagara sAbhAra svIkArI savigna zA khA gaNI pUjyapAda paMDita pravara zrI padmavijayajI mahArAja viracita samarAditya kevalI rAsa vivaraNa sahita AvuM suMdara ane bAla jIvone khUba upayogI pustaka nuM prakAzana thayuM te mATe A sabhA khUba anumodanA kare che ane mArgadarzana ApanAra muni mahArAja bhagavaMto temaja vivaraNa taiyAra karanAra sA dhvIjI mahArAja sAhebanI khUba prazaMsA karIe chIe. zailI khUba saraLa ane AkarSaka che. saMsAranI asAratA samajavA temaja haiye vasAvavAmAM khUba preraNArUpa che. tethI A prakAzanamAM sahAsyarUpa bananAra sahune abhinaMdana ApIe chIe, bheTa pustaka mATe khUba khUba A bhAre.. lI. AtmAnaMda sabhA -bhAvanaga2, For Private And Personal Use Only

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ke - ra taMtrI : zrI popaTalAla ravajIbhAI sata vi. saM. 2042 catra : eprila-1986 varSa : 83] [aMka : 6 zratajJAnanuM mahatva le. saMvina zAkhA gaNI paMDita pravara zrI padyavijayajI ma. sA. guNa anaMta AtamanA kahyA, temAM paNa deya mukhya ja lahyA, darzanane vaLI bI nuM jJAna, temAM paNa jJAna ja pradhAna. (1) yadyapi jJAna che paMca prakAra, mati zruta avadhi nANa avadhAra, manaH paryAya tema kevaLajJAna, paNa zruta nANuM bahAM bahumAna. (2) kAlAdika je ATha AcAra, te zruta jJAnataNa nirdhAra, butajJAne caunALu jaNAya, prathama lAbha paNa ehane prAya. AhAra azuddha paNa zubha upayoga; zrutajJAnI lAvyA zubhaga paNa te kevalI kare AhAra, ema zrutajJAna sahu ziradAra. (4) jJAne savi Adeya gahavAya, jJAne sayala te heya tajAya, Ihabhava parabhava paNa hita thAya, sAdiya sAdhana jJAnathI jaNAya. matra yaMtra ArAdhana kare, jJAne devatA A pada hare, AjJAne Ava sadeva, hitAhita navi jANe che. (6) viNa udyamano dave eha, nitya ucce sUraja che jeha, trIjuM locana jJAna udAra, corI na kare cAra ke vAra. (7) WEB For Private And Personal Use Only

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pApathakI dUra rahe sadA, kuzala pakSamAM varte tadA, vinayanI pratipatti sahAya, jJAne jeha asAdhya sadhAya. (8) zraddhA paNa jJAne sthira thAya, jANyA viNa zraddhA na karAya. ne zrutakSAnI ArAdhana kare, jima bhavasAyara lIlAta (9) bhaNavAne bhavi karo abhyAsa, je tuma ho e jJAna pipAsa, divase eka pada pakSamAM hoya, je zIkhe udyama karI teya, (10) vyAkaraNa cheda-kAvya alaMkAra, nATaka taka gaNita nirdhAra, samyagdaSTi jIve cahyuM, te savijJAna naMdImAM kahyuM (11) savega rasathI yukata, samatAmAM lIna sudatta munivara kaliMga dezanA adhipati amaradatta rAjAnA putra nirmaLa vAnavALA, sudatta nAme rAjA hatA. te jyAre yauvana vayamAM vartatA hatA tyAre eka divasa keTavALa Ave. sAthe eka corane pakaDI lAvyA. keTavALe kahyuM, A cAra pArakA gharamAM pravezI, gharanA mukhya mANasane mArIne apAra dravya laIne gharamAMthI nIkaLatuM hatuM. te samaye meM tene pakaDe. have ApazrI jema kahe tema karIe" te sAMbhaLIne rAjAe dharmazAstranA jANakArane belAvI gunA saMbhaLAvyo. pachI pUchayuM ke Ane daDa zuM karIe? tyAre te 5 Dita bolyA, ke eNe manuSyane ghAta karyo che ane corI karI che mATe ene traNa rasta, cAra raste ane cekamAM pheravIne sarva manuSyone saMbhaLAve ke ANe AvuM karma karyuM che te AnI AMkho kADhI, nAka-kAna kapAvI, hAthapaga chedIne enA jIvitane nAza kare evuM RSi vacana che." AvAM vacana sAMbhaLIne rAjA vicAre che ke aho ! ahA ! rAjakuLamAM AvA pApa karavAnAM ! jethI ghaNo saMtApa thAya evA rAjasukhathI saryuM. tyArapachI AnaMda nAmane bhANejane rAjyabhAra saMpIne, gharabAra tajIne sudharma nAmanA gurUnI pAse aNagAra thayA. kSamA yAcanA A mAsika aMkamAM koI azuddhi rahI gaI hoya athavA koI kSati mudraNa doSa hoya to te mATe manasA, vasA, micchAmi dukkaDam. -taMtrI, 78] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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be amUlya 2hI che sAdhvIjI siddhaprajJA e hatI amAsanI aMdherI rAtrI. AkAzamAM ane bujhAvAnI taiyArImAM che. kALane zikAra tArAo TamaTamatA hatA. adhI rAtrI vItI gaI, banuM te pahelAM huM tane akhUTa khajAne soMpavA tyAre rAjyamArga upara siddha nAmane cora, mAguM chuM. A zabdothI cAranA kAna khaDA thaI AgaLa vadhI rahyo hato, piSa mAsanI ThaMDIe gayA. bhAraDa pakSI jema satarka banI gayo. sarvatra zAMti sthApI hatI. AvI nIravatA nihALI pitAnI IcchAne asvIkAra karI, putre vinayacAranAM manamAM vidyuta zI camaka uThI. "AvI pUrvaka kahyuM, "pitAjI Apa javAnI taiyArImAM gADha rAtrImAM mAruM parAkrama ajamAvI takadIra che tyAre Apa khajAno soMpavAnI vAta karo paTI nA buM vaNa nakSatra paNa anukuLa bhAse che. cho?" mAre khajAne nathI joIta. te laIne huM keI samRddha gharamAM pravezI kImatI khajAne meLavI karuM paNa zuM? te ApanI sAthe cAlIza." mAlAmAla banI jAuM. AvAM vicAramAM te eka AlIzAna ImArata najIka AvI pahoMcyo. e putranuM bheLapaNa jANI pitAe hasIne kahya, makAna keTalAka divasathI tenI najaramAM ja hatuM. ahaMta kumAra ! kevI bheLI vAta kahe che? kuzaLatA pUrvaka aMdara pravezI gaye. gharanI pAcha. Aja sudhI koNa konI sAthe gayuM te batAva chaLanI dIvAlanA chajajAnA sahAre chata para AvI che. samaya pahelAM sUrya na asta pAme, bhavyA. gaye eka majabuta deraDA nI madadathI gharanA e vAta jatI karI. huM tane be amUlya ratna AgaNAmAM AvI pahoMce. paheragIre upara ApuM chuM. je karoDo suvarNa mudrAthI paNa vadhu naMdinuM dhAraNa joI, saphaLatAnI khAtrI thaI. paNa mUlyavAna che. eka kamarAmAM dhImI-dhImI vAtacIta sAMbhaLatA ratnanuM nAma sAMbhaLatA cara khuza khuza banI tenA svapna paDI bhAMgyA. paga jaDAI gayA, gaye. jema cAtaka pakSI svAti nakSatranA jalazarIra DhIluM paDayuM. paNa tenI gIdha samI daSTi bindunI sAme jove tame tenI najara zeThanA je kabATa para be vyaktionI AMkhe sthira jamaNA hAtha para paherela vIMTIo para paDI." hatI te tarapha sthira banI. putre pUchayuM, "kayA ratno? keTalI kIMmata ? mRtyu mArA zIra para hAtha mUkI rahyuM chehuM tenI kevI rIte rakSA karI zakuM? ahaMtae zabda sAMbhaLatAM te ce2 camakyA. dhAsa kumAranI AMkhomAM AMkha mIlAvI pitAe kahyuM, rokI eka yegI jema nizcala banI gayA. "pu ! cantA mata kara. huM evA ratna sepu tege aMdara joyuM te eka vRddha AdamI palaMga chuM ke jene cora corI zakatuM nathI, agni para beThela hatuM tenI AMkhomAM uMDANa hatuM. jalAvI zakatI nathI, te naLa ja paNa caherA para teja hatuM. paraMtu dama parezAna karate surakSita banIza." te ratna mana caitanya purUSanI hatuM ane hAtha ke patA hatA. bAjunA Asana sAnidhyathI maLyA che. e sA varSa sudhI tene para eka yuvAna beThA hatA. vRdhe kahyuM, "beTA ! sAcavyA che paNa baMdha karelI DAbalImAM nahI, dIpakanI jema mArA jIvanamAMthI tala khUTayuM che te sAcavyA che jIvananI sakIya prayogazALAmAM eprIla-86] 79 For Private And Personal Use Only

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je tuM tene surakSita rAkhaze te tuM nirApada zamAM moTA moTA akSaromAM lakho. bIjA padamAM banaze ane pitA nI aMtima IcchA pUrNa karI lAla raMga yeje. te sAkSAta dekhavAne abhyAsa temanuM nAma paNa rozana thaze" kare. zarIranA kaNe kaNamAM prakAza tine pitAjI! Apane Adeza zIrodhAya che anubhava kare, cha mAsamAM tArI zakti khUba have mArI utsukatA vadhAre tejIlI na karo." na vadhaze. anta zakti khIlaze ane AnaMdano strota vahete banaze. | hRdayanA vAtsalyanI varSA karatA ane sneha sudhAthI abhiSikta karI pitAe kahyuM, "paheluM : putre pitA tarapha joyuM ane stabdha banI rana te sa ka9pa dararoja tyAre eka navo saMkalpa gayA A tarapha siddha ceranA aMtaramAM rUpAntara jarUra kare dAkhalA tarIke Aje huM asatya thayuM. tenA manarUpI AkAzamAM adhyAtmanuM nahi boluM, Aja huM cerI nahi karuM-he prathama kiraNa kuTayuM. zeThanA eka eka zabda krodha nahi karuM vagere. teja tArI saMkalpa , apramatta bhAvathI suNyAM. te zabda avacetana zakti vikAsa pAmaze. daSTikoNa nirmaLa banaze. mana sudhI pahoMcyA. akalpita ratnone prajAne ujajavaLatA Avaze. snAyuomAM beTI Adato meLavIne tenA aNue aNu pulakita banyA. sa bhapaDaze nahi. vita khajAnAnI vismRti thaI gaI. kaI paNa cIja lIdhA vagara khAlI hAthe ravAnA thaye prasanna caherAthI putre kahyuM, "ghaNuM sarasa, mastIthI lata, tArAo sAthe vAta karate pitAjI. paNa tevA saMka9pa aMta sudhI nIbhAvavA AgaLa vadhyo. ghera pahoMcyA. "Thaka-Theka-ThakamAre mATe muzkela bane. kemake e mArga nibaMdha daravAjA paranA AvatA avAjathI tenI patnI nathI." cekI uThI. paNa khAtrI thatAM daravAjo kholyA. Dara mata. saMka95 pUrNa thaI zake te mATe patine khAlI hAthe joI, AghAta anubhavyA. huM bIju rana seMpuM chuM. e che namaskAra maMtra- acAnaka himavarSAthI kusuma baLI gayuM. AMkhone jA5 vidhipUrvaka haMmeza jApa karavAthI tamAma mAMthI Aga varasavA lAgI. "AjakAla Apane muzkelIo ApoApa dUra thaze." zuM thayuM che ke roja khAlI hAthe Ave che? pitAjI ! maMtra bAbata ke tenI vidhi e bhUkhanI satAmaNI najare nathI paDatI." ba bata mane kazI jANakArI nathI." siddha zAMta bhAve sAMbhaLatA rahyau. AganI te badhuM huM tane zikhavI ApuM chuM. A agnine patyAga na maLatAM bujhavA lAgI. maMtranA pada che nava." patnIe pachI zAMta svare pUchyuM. "zuM tame pitAjI! Apane zvAsa satAve che, te eka sanyAsInI jhuMpaDImAM gayA hatA? javAba to pada batAvA. Ape. sArU sAMbhaLa, prathama pada Namo arihaM. manda hAsya prasarA to siMddha bolyA, tANuM bIjuM pada Namo siddhANuM artha che. priye, hA. kharekhara huM Aje gRhastha sa nyA arihaMta bhagavaMta ane siddha bhagavaMtane sIne tyAM gaye hatuM. tyAM mane apArthiva ratnano namaskAra have vidhi lakSamAM le. uttara ke pUrva khajAne prApta thayA. temAM tane sahabhAgI banAdizA tarapha mukha rAkhI, padmAsana lagAvI, Akho vavA IcchuM chuM. tuM paNa mArI sAthe niSThApUrvaka ba da karI kAryotsarga mudrAmAM bese. pachI AkA- tenI ArAdhanA kara. ema kahI mahAmaMtra pada ArA AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhanAnA prayoga tenA hAthamAM soMpyA. tenA prabhAva vAtAvaraNamAM ajIma halacala macI. zraddhA ane ne vidhi paNa batAvyA. tarka vacce sa`gharSa thayA. darekanA sadeha dUra karavA siddha jAte ubhA thayA. AtmA-AAcanA, anutApa, gaMNA ane lajajA sarakhA aneka bhAvA ekI sAthe tenA caherA para upasI AvyA. eka bALaka jema khUba saraLatAthI sahu samakSa teNe pAte karelI bhUleA jaNAvI, "huM khUba pApI chuM, cAra chuM. meM anekane rAvaDAvyA che, duHkha Apyu che, anekanu dhana haryuM che ane temanI jiMdagI duHkhamaya manAvI che. mane dhikkAra hA. A pApAnu kha dhI pApAthI mArA kevI rIte chUTakArA thaze ? Ama anutApa karatAM karatAM te bhAva vibhAra banI gayA. AMkheA azrubhInIbanI. aMdaranA sArAye kazmeSa mINanI jema pIgaLI gayA. peAtAnuM hRdaya khullu karI ane Avu pahoMcADI dIdhA. vikAra kSINu banyA. AcaraNa sAhasa karavAthI peAtAne adhyAtmanI UMcAI e vihIna banyuM. tenA zarIranA kaNekaNu kAraNa banI gayA. te kaivalyanA AlekathI AleAkita khanI uThayA. dUra dUra sudhI andhakAramaya khUNa.mAM pUrNimAnI cAMdanI jhagamagI UThI. "siddha kI jaya siddha kI jaya"--nA jayakArathI nAma ane dharatI ekAkAra anI gai. jo ke haju cArI sadaMtara kha'dha nahAtI karI paNa tene lagatI, saMbaMdhI sa'kalpa karatI pratijJA karavAnuM cukatA nahI. kayAreka asatya nahi khelavAnI ke amAsanA cArI nahiM karavAnI pratijJA lete. ekAda mAsa vItyA. pharatA pharatA eka divasa vaibhAragiri para AvyeA. tyAM eka vizALa medAna para bharAyelI sabhA joI " eka jIva, kevI prakriyAthI baMdhanA tADI pUrNa svataMtra. tAnA zikhara para ArohaNa karI paramAtmA ane che" te viSaya para pravacana dharmAcAya karI rahyA hatA. tyAre eka zramaNa upAsake pRthyu', samavasaraNamAM A janmamAM pUrNa svata MtratAnI dizA tarapha prayANa karavAvALI koi vyakti che ? (6 A AcAryajIe svIkRti sUcaka mastaka halAvyuM tarataja upasthita janatAmAM mAsUma sasalAnI jema prazna kUdavA lAgyA, "te kANuM ? kayAM beThela che ? tenu nAma zuM ? rUpa kevuM ? " * *; kahyu, aMgulinirdeza karI, gurujIe 'jIe; chellI hAramAM, stambha pAse je siddha nAmanA cAra beThA che, te siddha banaze." te sAMbhaLI sahu Azcaya cakita thayA. 8tt eprIla-86] 6 * jaina jagat 'nA saujanyathI he puNyAtman ! asthira, vinazvara temaja kSaNe kSaNe parivatA na na pAmatA evA nAzava Mta zarIrathI je sthira zAzvata dharma sAdhI zakAtA hoya, temaja mala-mUtra-leAhI-mAMsa Adi sAta dhAtumayI A malIna kAyAthI jo nirmala, zuddha, ujjavala dhama sadhAtA heAya, tathA karmAnusAra pariNAmane pAmanAra, ApaNI icchA anusAra nahi rahenAra evA A dehathI jo svAdhIna evA Atmadhama prApta thatA hAya tA hane zu vAMdhA che ? tu' ja kahe !!! 5]@ttuj [1

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zrI jaina AtmAnaMda saM. 2041nA A varI 5sA rU. paisA rUA. kaDa tathA javAbadArIo bIjA aMkIta karelA phaMDa - phaMDanA pariziSTa mujaba - pramukhazrI sanmAna samAraMbha ... gaI sAlanI bAkI bAda varSa daramyAna kharca 364391-26 717-95 58-35 javAbadArIo : kharca peTe agAuthI maLela rakama peTe ... bhADA ane bIjI anAmata rakama peTe anya javAbadArIo . 4222-10 30413-69 2293-00 100-00 37028-79 upaja kharca khAtuM :gaI sAlanI bAkI jamA " 2832-69 umere/cAlu sAlane vadhAre Avaka kharca khAtA mujaba 942-77 3785-46 kula 405865-11 TrasTIonI sahI 1. hIrAlAla bhANajIbhAI zAha 2. popaTalAla ravajIbhAI sata 3. bhagatabhAI amRtalAla ratIlAla 4. hiMmatalAla anopacaMda metIvALA pa. pramodakAMta khImacaMda zAha 6. cImanalAla vardhamAna zAha [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sabhA-bhAvanagara amAsanA rAjanu saravaiyu bhakata sthAvara milakata : DeDa sToka phIcara : gaI sAlanI bAkI mAla sToka : (TrasTIzrI/menejarazrInI pramANIta yAdI mujaba) eDavAnsIjha :ilekaTrIka DIpeAjhITa (sarasvatI pustaka bha'DAra) rADa tathA aveja : (a) benkamAM cAlu khAte benkamAM sevIMgjha khAte .... www.kobatirth.org bhAvanagara tA. 19 DIsembara 1985 eprIla-86) 60s. rUA. 111316-00 kula rUA... 12484-85 denA., yunIyana, yu.kA., bhA. sa. e. benkamAM phIkasDa athavA kAla DIpeAjhITa khAte 254500-00 (kha) ,sTI/menejara pAse 73-10 saravaiyA pheranA 6852-00 6330 For Private And Personal Use Only 375-00 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir paisA noMdhaNI na khara epha./37 bhAvanagara rUA. paisA 111316-00 2852-00 13118-75 140-00 375-00 274057-97 4-36 uparanuM sarasvaiyuM amArI mAnyatA pramANe TrasTanA kUMDA tathA javAbadArI temaja milkata tathA lheNAnA sAcA ahevAla raju kare che. 405865-11 saghavI enDa kuAM. cArTarDa ekAunTanTasa [83

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sabhA bhAvanagara pUrA thatAM Ava| ane kharcanA hisAba kha milkata agenA kharca :myunisipala gavarna maeNnTaTekSa marAmata ane nibhAva vImA **** TrasTanA hetuo aMgenuM kharca :(a) dhArmika vahIvaTI kharco :kAnunI kha' : eDITa khacara :phALA ane phI : paracuraNa kharca : = **** rIjha' athavA akita phaMDa khAte lAdhela rakama : vadhArA saravaiyAmAM laI gayA te bhAvanagara 19 DIsembara 1985 www.kobatirth.org eprIla-86) rUA. paisA 4-0. 861-00 542-00 kula rUA... For Private And Personal Use Only 0000 D 99006-30 *** Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir noMdhaNI na khara epha/37 bhAvanagara rUA. paisA 1491-00 9925-6 200-00 190-00 527-85 1399-45 14020-60 13684-30 952-07 42391-50 saMghavI enDa kuAM. cArTarDa ekAunTanTasa [85

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huM preraNAdAyI prasaMgo paNa mahArAva kheMgArajInA pitAzrI prAgamalajI. ramAbAnI varasI vakhate, paTTaNI sAheba ghaNuM teozrI karachanA nareza. teoe hAIskUla, kanyA- bImAra hatA. kalAke kAke thoDuM dUdha letA zALA, hepiTala, taLAva vagere aneka loko chAtIno duHkhAve ane nabaLAI khUba, chatAM payogI kAryo karela. teone rAjyabhiSeka thaye vasulAtI adhikArI tarIke doDha mAsathI gAmaDAte varase dukALa paDaze. tethI agAu levA nI musApharImAM ja rahetA. A vakhate varasI kara mApha karyo ane jAhera bAMdhakAma bolelAM upara bhAgavata saptAha besArela. tethI tyAre eka sArA rAjavIne chAje tevI kIrti meLavelI. bhAvanagaramAM rahela. teone rAjayAbhiSeka yuvAna vayamAM thaye hate. temanA vajIra rUpasaMgajI vRddha hatA. eka divase kathA sAMbhaLatA ane pachI pAse rAkhI sAthe vAMcatA jatA. te vakhate eka gRhasthane ghera bane gADImAM besI gAmaDAomAM gayela. rastAmAM suMdara bAMdhakAma tathA pharatI vanarAivALa gAma saMnyAsI padhArela te paNa pelA gRhastha sAye kathA jaI mahArAve kahyuM. "A gAma ghaNuM mu dara che. zravaNa mATe AvatA paTTaNI sAheba saMnyAsIne kenuM che? A paNuM ke bIjAnuM? pitAnI pAse ja besAratA. banne vacce paTTaNI sAheba senAnuM ghaDiyALa gAllA upara chUTu vare kahyuM, "bApu, A gAma ApanA mUkI rAkhatA. ene jotA nahi. traNa divasa gayA vaDavAoe cAraNane ApeluM, te che, pachI saMnyAsIe te upADayuM ane keDe bharAvI thoDe dUra gayA pachI vajIre gADI ubhI dIdhuM. prabhAzaMkara paTTaNI sAhebe yu paNa najara rakhAvI. nIce utarI, gADInA paiDAM. tathA gheDAMnA keravI lIdhI. DAbalA sahita paga potAnA khesathI luchayA. pachI khesa kha kherI nAkhe, gADI cAlI eTale sAje saMnyAsI uThatA tyAre teo tene rAjavIe pUchayuM, "vajIrajI, tame A zuM karyuM? vaLAvatA bIje divase saMnyAsI chelI vakhata - vajIre kahyuM, "bApu, A gAma devI bhakta kathA zravaNa maTe A vela kemake te pachInA praNa. - hutinA divase sAMje te haradvAra javAnA hatA. cAraNene ApanA vaDavAe Apela bakSisa tarIke. $ rAjAne dharma che ke bakSisa Apela vastuno pelA sadagRhasthanI IcchA mujaba prabhAzaMkara ajANatAMye upayoga na thAya tevI vyavasthA paTTaNI sAhebe bhAvanagarathI haradvAra sudhInI bIjA rAkhavI. A cAraNonA gAmanI dhULa gheDAne varganI TikiTanA paisA tathA vATa kharcane se tathA gADIne TI hatI. te je ApaNI jamInamAM rUpiyA saMnyAsIne ApI dIdhA hatA. bhaLe ane tenI Avaka ApaNI tijorImAM Ava pUrNAhuti pachI sAMjanI mIkanDamAM jatA e to e sapa samAna che, kALarUpa che. A vAta saMnyAsIne maLavA teozrI bhAvanagara parA huM jANuM chuM tethI devIbhaktanA gAmanI dhULa tenIja sTezane gayA. TeIna AvI tyAre tapAsatAM saMnyasImamAM ba kherI nAkhI. sIne trIjA vargamAM beThelA joyA. te tyAM pahoMcA, (2) page lAgyA ane khIsAmAMthI senAnI eka cena I. sa. 1938nA phebruArI mAsamAM leDI (anusaMdhAna peja naM. 88 upara) | AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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puNyathI zuM zuM maLe, che saMkalana - hIrAlAla bI. zAha ujavaNI nagarInA siMhAsana upara sarva puNya, pApa, Azrava, savara, nijara, baMdha ane rAjAone ziromaNi-saradAra e prajApAla mekSa e kahelA che, teonA nizcaya ane vyanAmano rAjA rAjya karatuM hatuM. e rAjAne be vahAranaya sahita bheda jANanArI hatI. rANIo hatI. ekanuM nAma saubhAgya suMdarI hatu mayaNAsuMdarI zuddha samakti vaDe bhAvaMta bIjInuM nAma rUpasuMdarI hatuM. baMne rANIoe thaI hatI. teNIne zuddha samyaktva darzananI ja vAta ekeka suMdara putrIone janma Apyo. saubhAgya pasaMda hatI. jyAre surasuMdarI, mayaNAsuMdarInA suMdarInI putrInuM nAma rAjAe surasuMdarI nAma tattvajJAnathI taddana virUddha vicAra dharAvatI ApyuM ane rUpasuMdarInI putrInuM nAma rAjAe hovAne lIdhe te bannenI aMtaraMga vRttimAM bahuja mayaNA suMdarI ApyuM. te banne rAjakanyAo aMtara hatuM. eka divasa prajApALa rAjAne ullAsa vidyAbhyAsa karavAne lAyaka umaranI thaI tyAre utpana thatAM surasuMdarI ane mayaNAsuMdarI je sibhAgya suMdarIe potAnI surasuMdarI putrIne vidyAthI nipuNa thayela che, teonI parIkSA levA strIonI sakaLakaLA ane guNomAM pravINa evA vicAra thayo. e vicArane amalamAM mUkavA vidvAna paMDitane pI jayAre rUpasuMdarIe bane vinayazIla rAjakuMvarIone rAjasabhAmAM pitA nI mayaNAsuMdarIne jena siddhAMto vagere bolAvavA hukama karyo. banne rAjakuMvarIo paNa zikhavA mATe jaina dharmanA tatvajJAnanA jANakAra pitapotAnA vidyAgurU sahita rAjasabhAmAM vidvAna paMDitane saMpI. ghaNo samaya gayA bAda hAjara thaI. prajApAla rAjAe, zAstranA arthonI te baMne rAjakuMvarIoe TuMka samayamAM pita. sAdhAraNa bhaNelAne khabara na paDI zaka tevA pitAnA paMDito pAsethI strIonI cosaTha kaLAo artha bharyA che je prazna puchayA, tenA tarataja vagere zIkhI buddhinA bhaMDArarUpa thai. aneka banne rAjaku varIoe pitAnA buddhibaLa vaDe prakA 1. zabdazAstra, vyAkaraNa, kAvya, vAjiMtro uttara ApyA, te uttaro sAMbhaLIne vidyA bhaNAvagADavAnI kaLA, tAlasvara sAthenI gAyana kaLA, vanArA paDetAne ane rAjAne AnaMda thayo. jyotiSazAstra, vaidyakazAstra vigerene sArI rIte sabhAmAM beThelA rAjakuMvarI enI mAtAne abhyAsa karyo. banne rAjakanyAo bahArika ane catura le kone paNa AnaMda thaye ane badhA keLavaNImAM samAna hatI. te paNa dhArmika keLa- prasanna thayA. banne rAjakuMvarIone pharI pharI vaNImAM te banne vacce jabaro taphAvata hate. prazno puchIne prajA pALa rAjAe chelle prazna mayaNAsuMdarI jinezvara devanAM prarUpelAM siddhAMto pUche ke " puNyathI zuM zuM maLe che." te sAMbhajANa ! hatI ane tethI teNInA manamAM nizcaya, LIne surasuMdarI e javAba Apyo. "caturAI cakahe rU 2 yAdavAda zailI vAsa karI rahI dhana, yovana, suMdara zarIra ne dehanI nIrogatA, hatI, taja nava tatva ke je jIva, ajIva, ane mAvala manane meLApa. eTalI vastuo e prIla-86). For Private And Personal Use Only

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puvaDe ja prApta thAya che. surasuMdarIe Apela natA, guNavaMta saddagurUno meLApa maLe che. mayaNe javAbane sAMbhaLIne tenI mAtA tenA paMDitajI, suMdarIne A javAba tenI mAtAne ane tenA rAjA ane sajA tuSTamAna thayA. surasuMdarIe paMDitane khuba gamyA, paNa rAjAne ane rAjaApelA javAbamAM boTApaNuM zuM che? dhanAdikanA sabhAmAM ekatrita thayelA lekene mayaNAsuMdarIne gamAM ja sukha sarvasvane mAnanArAone sura Apela A javAba bahu game nahi. mayaNAsuMdarIne javAba gamI jAya te che. dhana, yauvana, suMdarInA A javAbamAM samyaktva guNanA zarIranI nIrAgatA, caturAI ane managamatAnI saMskAra hatA, sAthe meLApa puNyathI maLe che athavA kaI . apekSAe surasuMdarIno javAba sAce che. .. paNa jIvane pitAnA puNyadayane vinA te vastuo ane mayaNAsuMdarIne javAba sAcA che paranta maLI zakatI ja nathI, e zaMkA vinAnI vAta che. e beya javAbomAM sAro javAba, tAtvika - eka vAta khAsa vicAravA jevI che, te vAta javAba. ziSTa janonA manane prada upajAve tevA e che ke, puNyadayanA vege prApta thaI zakatI javAba mayaNAsuMdarIne che. kAraNa ke puNyathI ghaNI vastuo paikInI dhanAdika vastuone ja A ja prApta thayelA dhana, yuvAnI, caturAI, dehanI surasuMdarIe kema gaNAvI? surasuMdarIne puNyadaya nirogatA ane manavalalabha janAno melApa game che. paNa te eTalA mATe game che ke- e | vigerethI sukha a95 ane te paNa a5kALane dhanAdikanI prAptimAM nimita che. surasuMdarIne mATe maLe che ane sukhanA rasamaya bhegavaTAne javAba sAco paNa te sAre nathI. e sAco pariNAme pApa baMdhAya che. bhavabhramaNa vadhe che. javAba mithyAtvanA saMskArenI asaravALo che. ) jayAre puNyathI prApta thayelA vinaya, nyAyathI puNyadayanA ge e badhuM maLI gayA pachI, pUrNa buddhi. sIla sahIta pavitra zarIra, mananI enuM pariNAma zuM? ene tene vicAra nathI. prasannatA, guNavaMta sadgurune meLApa vigerethI puNyadayanA yoge A badhuM maLI te gayuM. paNa sukha maLe che ane te puNyanA bhegavaTAthI ane e puya gayuM ane navuM puNya badhAyuM nahi khapI javAthI navA puNya baMdhAya che. eTale te thaze zuM ? puNyodaye prApta thatI vastuo - puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che ane chevaTe sadagame ane puNyane AcaravA tarapha bedarakArI Ave, to puNya khavAya ane pApa baMdhAya. puryodayanA ane mokSapadane pAme che. gurunA meLApathI bhavabhramaNane aMta Ave che yege maLelI e badhI sAmagrIthI sukha a5 on ane te paNa apa kALane mATe, jyAre e (anusaMdhAna peja naM. 86nuM cAlu ) sukhanA rasamaya jogavaTAne pariNAme duHkhaghANuM ane te paNa ghaNA kALane mATe che. surasadarIe kADhI kahyuM, "Ape ghaDiyALa lIdhI tyAre mArI pitAnA javAbamAM evI eka vastu jaNAvI nathI pAse cena na hatI. kALa-pravAha cAlyA jAya ke je vastunA vege pRdaye prApta dhanAdikano che. e ghaDiyALanI cena tamane soMpI devA ne sadvyaya karavAnuM sujha athavA Amika kalyANa darzana karavA Avyo chuM. svIkArIne AbhArI sadhAya evI kaI vAta nathI. surasa darIe ApelA karo, ane AzIrvAda Apo ke Avo saMsAra javAbamAM mithyAtvane saMskAronI asara che. have jo na paDe." surasuMdarIe javAba ApI dIdhA pachIthI. saMnyAsI na hAtha lAMbo karI zakyA, na rAjAne mayaNAsuMdarIe javAba Apyo. mayaNuM kazuM belI zakyA, DhIlA thaI gayA, paNa teo e suMdarIe kahyuM ke puNyathI vinaya, nyAyathI pUrNa temanA pagamAM praNAma sAthe cena mUkI vidAya buddhi, zIla sahIta pavitra zarIra, mananI prasane lIdhI ne Trena upaDI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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hALIyerIno pAyo artha e arthanI jALI zibikumAre mAtAne durbhAva jANe. tethI nehathI siMha vageree svAbhAvika vaira visArI thatu aparaMpAra pitAnuM duHkha paNa jANyuM. dIdhuM. puSpa khIlI uThayA, tarataja meM devasamuha tethI have ahIM rahevuM agya che. tema jANe che. vaLI dharmacakrane pazcima dizAthI AvatuM pitAne pUchyA vagara gRha choDayuM. cAlatAM cAlatAM joyuM DIvAramAM suvarNakamaLa upara caraNa kamaLane azokavana nAmanA udyAnamAM pahoMcyo. tyAM sthApana karela ajitanAtha bhagavAnane joyAM. kalyANakArI mahA muninA darzana thayA. aneka mane khUba harSa thayA. mAro mithyAtvarUpI rega ziSyothI parivarelAM guNamAM maNi ane rananA nAza pAmya, samavasaraNanI racanA khUba AlhAdaka bhaMDAra samA vijayasiMha nAmanA muninA darzana * hatI. prabhunA atizayanA zuM vakhANa karUM? temaNe thI khUba AnaMda pAmyA. madhura vANImAM upadeza Apyo. mane khUba rU. munibhagavaMtane praNAma karyA, munie dharma. pachI meM praNAma karIne pUchayuM, "he karUNalAbha ApyA pachI muninA caraNa-kamaLa pAse vaMta bhagavaMta! mArA Azcarya nuM nirAkaraNa kare. jaI beThe. "he bhagavan! Apa sarvAge suMdara nALiyerIne pAye kema jamInamAM utarI lAvaNyavAda che, ati vivekI che." te Apa game che? nimama ane nisaMga kema banyA- te jaNAvI tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM, "e pAyAne utaravAnuM upakRta kare. kAraNa lobhaSathI jANaje. tenI nIce dravya che, munibhagavaMte pitAnuM daSTAnta sAvadhAna mane sAta lAkha soniyA che, teM ane pAyAnA jIve sAMbhaLavA kahyuM. bhegA thaIne te dATavyuM che. teno vipAka ghaNe che Aja vijayamAM lakSmInilaya nAmanA nagara- teno upayoga dharmakAryamAM thavAne che." tyAre mAM prasiddha sAgaradatta nAme sArthavAha hatuM. meM pUchayuM, "meM ane e nALiyerIe ema kema zrImatI nAme tene patnI hatI. tene huM putra dhana dATayuM? amArA vipAkamAM aMtara kema chuM. mArI kumAra avasthAmAM najIkanA lakSamI paDayuM-te vistArathI jaNAve. parvata upara kriDA karavA gayo. tyAM eka bAjue bhagavAne kahyuM, "A ja vijayamAM amarapura vizALa ane snigdha pAMdaDAnA sa cayathI yukta nAme nagara che. tyAM amaradeva nAme gRhastha hato. meM nALiyerI joI tyAre mane kautuka thayuM kemake tenI patnInuM nAma suMdarI. tame ane temanA teno eka pAye bahAra nIkaLIne pRthvImAM peTho putra hatA. guNacaMda ane bAlacaMda janAre yauvana hate. manamAM vicAra AvyA-A ja vRkSathI pAmyA tyAre vyApAra karavAne mATe vahANamAM ame eTalAja vibhAgamAMthI utarIne pAyA ghara- kariyANA bharIne A ja dezamAM AvyA. vyApAramAM tImAM kema pravezI gayA haze--nakakI ahIM keI khUba lAbha meLavyo. te samaye vijayavarma nAmano kAraNa hovuM joIe. eka moTe rAjA yuddha karavAne AvyuM. tethI A samaye sugaMdhI vAyaro vAvA lAgyA nagarIne adhipati sUraja sArdha sAthe sArI sArI eprIla-86] [89 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vastu laI A parvatane Azare rahyo. tame paNa tame baMne eka ja ThekANe utpanna thayA. zrI pitAnuM dravya laI deDayA. A sthAnamAM AvI pulaDaka pATaNamAM rahetAM jakSadAsa caMDALa ane dravyane bhUmimAM dATayuM. keI divase lebhiSathI tenI patnI mAtRjalAnI kukSimAM bALakapaNe upanyA guNacaMda vicAre che ke, bhAI bhAga mAgaze. tethI tArU nAma kAlasena ane nALiyerInA jIvanuM tenuM maraNa thAya tema karU, atha--aja- nAma caMDasena. anukrame yauvana pAmyA. anaya, jheranA pratye nathI bhAIne mArI nAkhyo. eka divasa tame bane zikAra mATe lakSamI zuddha svabhAvavALa tu tyAMthI marIne vyaMtara deva thayo. guNacaMdane nAga karaDo. teja kSaNe mRtyu , parvata para gayA. tyAM Dukkarane mArIne nidhAna 23 pradezamAM AvyA. tame ane mAMsane agnimAM pAme. dravya bhogavI na zakyA-karma bAMdhyuM. * pakAvI jamavA beThA. tyAre eka jaNa kaTArI tethI ratnaprabhA nAmanI nArakImAM utpanna thayA. laIne vagara kAraNe pRthvI de che, te samaye devagatinuM AyuSya pUrNa karI vijayamAM DhaMkaNa ' pura nagaramAM horana dI sAtha vAhanI patnI vasu- DavA lAge che. te teM joyuM. pachI dravya-lAbhanA caMDasena dravya kaLazanI kInArI joIne te saMtAmatinI kakSAmAM uttapanna thaye. mAtA harSa pAmI. - kAraNe teNe tane mArI nAkhyo. eTala kALa karIne tAruM nAma devadatta rAkhyuM. guNacaMda nArakI mAMthI tuM pAMca sAgara paranA AyuSyavALI trIjI nIkaLI, nAga banyA. dravyano parigraha karI tyAM ja rahyo. lakSmIdevIno utsava va ta tuM, paNa te te jagyA choDatuM nathI, tyAre vairI caMDALe AvIne nArakImAM utpanna thaye. caMDasena dravyanA lobhathI sthaLe a vyA, devInI pUjA karI, dIna-anAthane rara : 1mAM tene mArI nAkhyuM. te aDhAra sAgara paranA dAna ApyuM. bhejana patAvI, parvatanI ramaNIyatA AyuSyavALI chaThThI nArakImAM upaje. jete nidhana najIka Ave. nAge tane je. tethI le nathI mAnyuM ke te nidhAna laI leze. tyAMthI tuM nIkaLI puNya prabhAve manuSyabhava tethI tane pagamAM ThaMcyA. ugra vizvane kAraNe tU pAmyA. za lIbhadranI naMdinI patnIne tuM putra bhUmi upara DhaLI paDa, mRtyu pAmyA te vakhate thaye. nAma pADayuM bAlasuMdara. jyAre yauvana tArA le ke e nAgane mArI nAkhyo. pachI te pAme tyAre zIladeva nAmanA muni bhagavaMta marIne A ja jagyAe siMha paNa uttapanna thaye. maLyA. temanI dezanA sAMbhaLI tane tyAM-bhavyapaNuM pUrva bhavanA abhyAsathI taNe drazya parigraha prApta thayuM. tethI dharma-suvAsane pAmyA. zrAvakanA vrate paNa pALyA, anukrame aNasaNa vidhi ArAdhIne, lAMtaka nAmanA devalokamAM deva thaye. tuM paNa Aja vijayamAM yaMgalA nAmanI tyAM nyUna tera sAgaropamanuM AyuSya pUrNa karyuM. nagarI mA diva ane yazodharAnA putra tarIke ja. tArU nAma pADayuM Indradeva. anukrame Aja vijayamAM hastinApura nagaramAM suhasti tuM yauvanane pAmyA. keTalAka samaya vItye. nAme nagara zeTha che. tenI patnI kAMtimatinI tArA svAmI vIradeva nAmanA rAjAe keTalAka kukSimAM tu putra paNe uttapanna thayA. bIjo bhAI ma.se zAthe lakSamI niyana svAmI mAna. chaThThI narakamAMthI nIkaLI, tArA pitAne ghera semilA bhaga rAjA pAse mokalyA. anukrame tU A ja nAmanI dAsInI kukSimAM putra paNe janame, tAruM sthAnaka AvyA. jayAre tuM lIbaDAnI chAyAmAM nAma samudradatta pADayuM. jyAre dAsanuM nAma maMgaLa beThA hatA tyAre siMhe lAbhanI saMjJAne dhArI sthApyuM. anukrame bane yavana pAmyA te avasare tane mAryo. te paNa siMhane mAryo. aNumAra ane gadeva AcArya maLyA. temanI [AtmAnaMda prakAza 9- 0| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pAse tuM dharma pAme. ane bhavanA duHkha nAza maMgaLa vicAre che ke nagaramAM rahI dhana laI pAmyA. tuM zuddha zrAvaka banyA. acala nAmanA leze. tethI nagaramAM na rahe tevuM karUM pAchA sArthavAhanI putrI jinamatI sAthe tArAM lagna vaLatAM raNanI madhyamAM huM tene mArI nAkhIza." thayo. nagaramAM thaDe kAlakSepa karI, pAchA pharI kahyuM, eka divasa maMgalanI sAthe jinamatIne teDavA "nArI svabhAvathI teNIe avaLuM AcaraNa karyuM che. keI puruSane vaza thaI tenI gaye. dhaNuM prayANa karI, ahIM AvyA. latAo sAthe vase che. te kAraNathI sahu duHkhI che. tethI pAse visA mAM lIdhe. nagaramAM jAvuM ThIka nathI. ahiMthI ja pAchA te jage e cakravaDa joyuM, te dekhI lakInI pharIe." A sAMbhaLI tuM udAsa thayo. zrAvaka kalpanA karI. tethI kautakathI teM maMgaLane kahyuM ke kulamAM janmI A loka ane paraloka virUddhanuM ahIM dravya haze. tyAre maMgaLa kahyuM che te AcaraNa karyuM. tethI mAre gRhavAsathI saryuM. sthAne jaIne jouM. tArI nA chatAM, teNe kAThathI have dIkSA levAno samaya che. sneha baMdhana AvA khodavAnuM kArU karyuM. tarataja kaLazane kAMThe cheDAvALA hoya che. have mAre ghera javuM nathI. dekhAyA. tethI maMgaLa vicAryuM ke A mahA 'anaMgadeva guru pAse jaIne zramaNadharma svIkArIza. nidhAna che. tene Thagane ja maLI zakaze. te A maMgaLa ahiMthI sukha pUrvaka ghare jAya. maMgalane kahyuM. dravyanI mamatA na kara. arthathI tene zA mATe duHkha ApavuM? ema vicArI anartha thAya che te jagyAe khADAne pUryo ane maMgaLane kahyuM ke huM have kAI ne dukha nahi harSita thaI cAlyo teM kahyuM, je dekhyuM te keIne ApuM. tyAre gaLa vicAre che ke mAre mATe e kahIza nahi. A dravya adhikaraNa bhuta che tenAthI kapaTa kare che. paNa mAyAthI huM chetarAuM tema nathI. karma baMdhAze." tethI kahyuM, he bhAI! jyAM sudhI huM ghera na pahoMce tyAM sudhI huM tamane adhavaca nahi mUkuM. tyAre tyAre maMgale vicAryuM, "AnuM mana calita teM kahyuM ke jo tAre Agraha hoya te cAla thayuM, e huM nahi houM tyAre dravya laI leze. ghare AvI vuiM thI laI lI. ghare AvuM. tyAM jaIne anaMgadeva guru mATe koI nahitara AvuM kema bola sAdhune pUchIza." ema kahI teo sAthe cAlI maMgaLa vicAre caDe, "A graha naDe che nIkaLyA. maMgaLa takanI rAha juve che. keTalAka te teno zo upAya karavo? tyArabAda nagara pAse divase rastAmAM vItyA. aMte eka aTavImAM bagIcAmAM pahoMcyo. te tene kahyuM, "maMgala AvI pahoMcyA. tyAM zUnya sthAnaka dekhI cittamAM tU mAre sAsare jaI Ava. temanA gharanI khabara utsAhane cI tavI kSudra hRdayavALA maMgaLe lobha laI Ava. pachI tArA vacane nagaramAM jaI e. dezane grahaNa karIne pAchaLathI charAne ghA karyo. maMgala cAle paNa cittamAM avaLuM vicAre te nAmathI "maMgaLa hatuM, paNa amaMgaLa; che. samudradattanA manamAM kaija nathI. paNa maMgala nIvaDayA. te avasare vihAra karatAM "anaMgadeva virane vadhArI rahyo che. pAMcama pA5 sthAnaka guru AvyA. samatA saMgathI zubhatA sAdhue parigraha te pApanuM mULa che. durgatimAM laI tane joyA tyAre maMgaLa chUrI mUkIne nAsI gayA. janAra che pitAnuM Ama-dhana khavarAvanAra che. eTale te manamAM vicAryuM ke zuM ? pAchaLa je tene tyAga kare tenI mAtAne dhanya che. cAra Ave che? pAchaLa jatAM maMgaLane nAsate eprIla-86] For Private And Personal Use Only

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joyA, paNa koi cAra dekhyA nahi. tethI teM manamAM vicAre che ke A zuM Azcaya ? maMgaLa kema nAse che? koI cAra tA nathI. tyAM charI joi ane te paNa lAhIthI kharaDAyelI, charI oLakhI. tethI nakkI jANyuM ke kAma maMgaLanuM che. paNa kAraNu jaNAtuM nathI. tethI maMgaLane khelAvuM. kAraNa haze te jaNAze. paNa maMgaLa pAchA na karyo-elAvavA chatAM paNa. saghaLA bheda spaSTa thaye, peAtAnI patnI viSe sAMbhaLelI vAtamAM paNa za kA paDI. zrAvaka kuLamAM janmelI strI AvuM kare nahi. eTalA mAM munivaro tArI pAse AvI pahAMcyA tane ALakhyA. te va Mdana karyuM . temaNe dha lAbha ApyA. tArA vRtAnta pRSThayA. te mULathI sarva hakIkata kahI. sAdhu bhAva tAe tane AzvAsana ApyuM zaraNa vinAnA evA tane zaraNuM maLyuM te gurubhagava'tanI sAthe cAlyuM. pachI thANezvara nagare AvyAM. mAsakalpa gurU tyAM rahyAM. tyAre tArI ghA paNa rujhAi jinatinA paNa samAcAra maLyA, te vicAryuM, " ahA ! maMgalanA kevA prayAsa ! mAhanI kevI vicitratA ! gayo. manamAM jo ke patnI akhaMDa zIlavatI che paNa have tenAthI sacuM...! maMgaLe suMdara kArya karyuM, tethI have ubhayalAka sudhare tevI sAdhanA karIza. jinamati suzIla che. jaina dharmane khUba jANanArI che. mArA vRtAnta sAMbhaLI te paNa dIkSA leze. dIkSA vagara ghera jAu tA vighna Ave- ema vicArI gurUdeva pAse dIkSA lIdhI. keTalAka samaya bAda jinayatie A vAta jANI. te vicAravA lAgI, ahA-ahA ! temaNe moTuM kArya karyuM. yauvanamAM kAmane jItavA 92) Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir joI e. saMsAra asAra che, saMcAga tyAM viyeAga che. te sneha zeza karavA ? tethI Atmahita mATenI taiyArI karI. mAtA-pitAnI rajA lai, tArI pAse AvI, patinA kAryaMnI bhurI bhurI prazaMsA karI. tyArabAda gurUdeva pAse dIkSA agIkAra karI, suMdara cAritra pALIne tU paccIza sAgarohave pelA magaLa nidhAna pAse gayA, tyAM dhana pamanA AyuSyavALA traiveyaka devalAkamAM deva thayA. sAcave che. mAMsAhAra karIne kaleza pAme che te mRtyu pAmI chaThThI nArakImAM bAvIza sAgarIpamanA AyuSyavALA nArakI thaye, khUba duHkha sahana karIne, nArakInuM AyuSya pUrNa thatAM A ja vijayamAM rathavardhanapura nagaramAM veblika cAMDALanA ghare beAkaDApaNe uttpanna thaye|. eka divasa cAMDALa ekaDAone jaya sthaLa nagaramAM lai jatA hatA, tyAre nidhAnanA sthaLe AvyA, pUrvanA abhyAsathI tene jAti maraNa jJAna thayuM. caDALa kheMce che paNa te cAlatA nathI hAke che to vaLI pAchA tyAM ja Ava che. tethI cAMDALe krodhathI tene mArI nAMkhyA. AyuSya pUrNa karI udara thayA, egha sa MjJAthI teNe dravyanA parigraha karyA. karma ne vaza thai dravya yAcavatA hatA. eka vakhate sAmaca Da nAme eka jugArI tyAM AvyA. zAlI vRkSanI najIka nidhAnanI pAse eThe. IrSAthI ane lAbhade SathI udara cAre bAju bhamavA lAgyA eTale jugArIe tene rASathI mArI nAkhyA. marIne te cAMDALanI durkhilA nAmanI patnInI kukSie rahelA che, tyAre te ghaNI bhUkhI che. anukrame teNIe putrane janma ApyA. (samarAditya kevalIdAsa) (cAlu For Private And Personal Use Only [AtmAnaMda prakAza

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saMsthA samAcAra zrI amaracaMda rAghavajI sAsarAvALA taraphathI ha, manubhAi vArA, ciMtAmaNI kalAtha senTara taraphathI eka sArI kavAlITInI dIvAla ghaDIyALa A sabhAne bheTa Apela che. je ghaDIyALa zeThazrI bhAgIlAlabhAi lekacara hAlamAM divAla upara TAMgavAmAM Avela che. te badala teozrInA khUbaja AbhAra mAnavAmAM Ave che. zrI bhAvanagara jaina zve. mU. pU. saMdhamAMthI sane 1986nA sAlanI S. S. C. parIkSAmAM sauMskRta viSaya laIne saskRtamAM sauthI vadhAre mArka sa meLavanAra ku. amI jItendrabhAI zAha ane ku. rUpala vinayacaMda saghavIne rUA. 25/- a ke pacIsanu InAma zeThazrI khImacadabhAI phulacaMdabhAi zAha taraphathI A sabhA dvArA ApavAmAM Avela che. zeThazrI khImacaMdabhAinA khUbaja AbhAra mAnavAmAM Ave che. zrI siddhAcalajI tI yAtrA prati varSa mujaba A varSe paNa saMvata 2042nA caitra sudI 1 ne tA. 10-4-86nA gurUvAranA rAja 50 pU. gurUdeva zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA 150 janma jayaMti mahotsava khUba harSollAsa pUrNAMka, girirAja para sabhA taraphathI ujavAyA hatA. sabhAnA sabhyAe vahelI savAranA girirAja para caDhavAnuM zarU karI dIdhu hatuM. tee sarvene prakSAlanA amUlya lAbha maLyA hatA. tyArakhAda zrI AdinAtha bhagavAna samakSa pUjA bhaNAvavAnuM zarU karyuM.. sabhyAna saMkhyA sArI hatI. gavaiyAe bhakti rasamAM sArI vRddhi karI hatI. tethI sahune khUba majA AvI. temaja bhaktibhAvanI urmionA spaMdanA anubhavyA. tyArakhAi prabhujI AdinAtha ane puMDarIka svAmInI pUjA karI, Avela sabhyoe girirAjanA punita seApAna utaravAnuM zarU karyuM. mahArASTra bhavanamAM pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebeAnI bhaktinA paNa suMdara lAbha maLyA. sahue sAthe bhAjana vidhi patAvI. yAtrAnA madhurA sa`smaraNA maneAbhUmi para alaukika asara karatAM hatAM. sAMsArika jIvanamAM punita pAtrAnA prabhAva khUba AlhAdaka hAya che, saMcAgAnI anukuLatA sAMpaDI jAya teA jIvanapatha-mAkSapaMthanA mArge avalakhana pAmI, muktinI saDaka sa`pAdana kare che. tethI sasthAnA sabhyAne taLAjA mukAme yAtrA mATenI yAdI ApI rAkhIe chIe. jarUra Apa sahu padhAro evI vinaMtI. lI. AtmAnada sabhA khAMbhAnI prajAne dhanyavAda vaDIleAnA mArgadarzana ane yuvAneAnA saMgaThane eka yAdagAra prasaMga sarjI dIdhA. katalakhAne jatA 125 gAyAne khacAvI, abhayadAnanuM mahAna kArya karyuM. te kArya khUba prazasanIya ane anumAdanAne suyeAgya che. jayAM pAMjarApoLa na hatI tyAM tenuM astitva sAkAra banyuM te paNu khUba mahattvanI ghaTanA che. mATe te sahune abhinaMdana ane dhanyavAda apIe chIe. zrI pArzvanAtha jIvadayA kalyANake temanA A stutya pagalA mATe ane jIvAnA abhayadAna ane peSaNa mATe rUA. 1500 ake paMdarazeAnA DrAphaTa (S. B, S. kRSNanagara brAnca bhAvanagara ) na', 1204611 mekalela che. te sahu hajI vadhAre jIvA cheDAve ane mugA pazuenA AzIrvAda meLave tevI zubhecchA. zrI pArzvanAtha jIvadayA kalyANa kendra, hAthIyAna-bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakasb ] [Regd. No. G. BV. 31. 0 -50 dareke lAyabrerI tathA gharamAM vasAvavA jevA alabhya grathA sa'skRta graMtha e kImata | gujarAtI 2 thI kIMmata trIzaNI klAkA puruSa caritama zrI zatruMjaya girirA ja darzana 6-00 mahAkAvyam 2-pUrva 3-4 verA yu jharaNA 2-50 pustakAkAre (mULa sa kRta ) | 20-0 0 upadezamALA bhASAMtara 30 00 triASTi klAkA puruSacaritam dharma kauzalya 3-0 0 mahAkAvyam parva 2-3-4 namasaMskAra mahAmaMtra 3-00 pratAkAre ( mULa sa kRta ) 20-0 0 pU0 Agama prabhA kara puNayavijayajI dvAdazAra' nayacakram bhAga 1 40-00 | zraddhAMjalI vizeSAMkaH pAku khAInDIMga 8-00 dvAdazAra' nayacakrama bhAga rajo. 40-00 10-0 0 zrI nirvANu kevalI bhaktI prakaraNa-mULa 10-00 dharma bIndu graMtha jinadatA AkhyAna 8-0 0 sukta ratnAvalI zrI sAdhu-sAdhvI yAcu Avazyaka sukta muktAvalI 0-50 | kriyAsUtra pratAkAre pa-00 jaina darzana mImAMsA 3-00 prAkRta vyAkaraNam 25-00 zrI zatruMjaya tIrthano 5'da2mA uddhAra 1-00 A hetu dharma prakAza 1-00 gujarAtI grathA zrI zrIpALarAjAnA rAsa AtmAnaMda cAvIzI 1- 0 0 20 00 zrI jANyuM ane joyu' prAcarya cAritra pUjAditrayI saMgraha 3-0 0 3-00 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhAga 2 je 8-00 abhilabha pUjA 10 -0 0 1-00 cauda rAjaloka pUjA zrI kathArana koSa baMnuM 1le 14-00 -0 0 zrI AtmakAnti prakrAza navapadajInI pUjA zrI jJAnapradIpa bhAga 1-2-3 sAthe gurubhakti galI sa graha 2-00 le. va. pU.A. zrIvi. kasturasUrIzvarajI 20-00 bhakti bhAvanA 1-00 zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 15 00 huM ane mArI bA pa-0 0 bhAga 2 35-00 jaina zA phaMdA pUjanavidhi 0-50 lakhe :- zrI jaina AmAnada sabhA khArageITa, bhAvanagara ( saurASTra ) ta'trI : zrI popaTabhAi ravajIbhAi sata zrI AmAnada prakAza tattrI maDaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara, mudraka : zeTha hemendra harilAla, AnaMda prI. presa, sutAravADa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only