Atmanand Prakash Pustak 082 Ank 03

Author(s): Popatlal Ravjibhai Salot
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531928/1

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra A prA Atma saMvata 91 ( cAlu ) vIra sa', 2512 vikrama savaMta 2042 pASa 56 105 5. pR. AnandaghanajI ma. sAheba avadhu verAga beTA jAyA yAne kheAja. kuTuMba saba khAyA, jeNe mamatA mAyA khAI, sukha duHkha dAneA bhAi, kAma krodha dAnAku khAi, khAi tRSNA khAI. (avadhu0) pustaka : 83 ] 6.ta dAdI matsara dAdA, mukha dekhatahI muA, maMgaLa rUpI vadhAi. vAMcI, e jaba beTA huA, (avadhu0) (avadhu.) puNya pApa pADethI khAye, mAna leAbha dAu gAmA, mAha nagarakA rAjA khAyA, pIche hI prema te mAmA. bhAva nAma karyA. beTA ke, mahimA vaNyo na jAya, AnaMdadhana prabhu bhAva prakaTa kare, SaTapaTa rahyo samAi. (avadhu.) zrI AnandaghanajI mahArAja sAheba kahe che je yAgI purUSa che tene vairAgyarUpI putra utpanna thAya che. te mADurAjAnuM kuTu*ba kheALI kheALIne khAya che. prathama mamatA, pachI mAyA, sukha, duHkha, kAma ane kedha, tRSNA, duti, masara khAdhAM. (anusa dhAna TAITala peja 3 upara) prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA-bhAvanagara. jAnyuArI-1986 For Private And Personal Use Only [ arka : 3

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a nu ke ma Na kA krama lekha lekhaka pRSTha Do, bhagavAnadAsa mahetA umAza kara kRta vizvazAMti mohanalAla desAI cAritra ratna gaNi. ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha (1) jinezvaranI vANI (2) ahiMsA. (3) subhASita duhA meghanada rAjA (5) pahale siddhAMta phira samAna rAjakumArI mudazanA sArthakatA zemAM (8) pa. pU. A. abhayadeva sUrijI bUrAmAM bUrU' zu'. (10) brahmacarya rakSAthe ApaghAta (11) zrI ajArA tIrtha yAtrA raDato saMta (13) - paramAtmAnI bhaktithI kraSAya-nAza (14) mokSAika-sAra pU. A. devazrI mA natu 'gasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 44 A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhyo (1) zrI dalasukharAya viThalarAya zAha...bhAvanagara (2) zrI Ara. bI. zAha-bhAvanagara (3) zrI baTukabhAI kacarAlAla zAha bhAvanagara (4) zrI bhAvasAra jazava tarAya cunIlAla--bhAvanagara (5) zrI pratA parAe dulabhadAsa zAha-bhAvanagara (3) zrI bharatakumAra kALIdAsa vejANI--bhAvanagara | (7) zrI nalInakAnta haDIcada dezI--muMbai For Private And Personal Use Only

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.. pAka kA * [ aMka : 3 taMtrI : zrI pipaTalAla ravajIbhAI sata varSa : 83] vi. saM. 2042 papa: jAnyuArI-1986 jinezvaranI vANI le. De. bhagavAnadAsa mahetA sUtro jemAM amala jAla che artha gaMbhIra mIThAM. siddhAMtanA prabaLa uchaLe jyAM taraMga garIDA; yuktirUpI sarasa saritA. saMgama sthAna yukta, cA e zruta jalanidhi vaNa vA keNa zakata ? dhImatinI paNa mati gati tAga na lAve, - buddhi jemAM budhajana taNI. kayAMya niddha thA; dekhIne jayAM guNagaNa - maNi citta thAye prasA. cArU evA zrutajalanidhi varNavA keNa zakata ? ahiMsA yuddha dAvAnaLe dAjhayA tapelA pRthivI tale, amI varSAvatI zILI konI A pagalI paDe. kenA sUNIne sura AMsu bhInA gaLI jatI vizvanI dhAre hiMsA ulecavA pApa yugo-yugonAM zuM utara mRtama ta ahiMsA - umAzaMkara kRta vizvazAMti ane jANa karAI m , cha, jaE * + + + . ke A 'R *uM chad 8" id="c do i t. We tag on i!' ' For Private And Personal Use Only

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subhASita duhA le. mehanalAla desAI Abe amRta sAra, duhavI de nahI, meTA na girNa mAra, kerI Ape kisanI cA! (1) mIThe kI hada jIbha hai, aikI hada gamma, suMdhe jasa vAsanA, bhUkhana kI hada sarma. (2) eka gharI AdhI gharI, tAhI hI kuna Adha; sAdhAM setI goThaDI, jIvyAM ke phala lA. (3) kAnha kare tau Aja kara, Aja kare tau abda, eka dina AvegI nIMdaDI, paDayA rahegA sabsa. (4) vidyA vanitA vela nRpa, nahi jAne kula jAti, jAhI ke saMga rahe tAhI se lapaTAti. (5) jalame vase kamodinI, caMde vase AkAsa, je jAhUka mana vase, se tADUke pAsa. (6) mIThe bolyuM bahuta guNa, je kaI jANe bola, viNa dA mAMhe bAhire, mANasa lIje mali. (7) ahi-mukha payo su viSa bhaya, kadalI kaMda kapUra, sIpa payI matI bhaya, saMgati phe kula sUra. (8) AbhAra jaina Agama granthamAlA granthaka 1 (bhA. 1) paI praNaya suttAI saMpAdakaH puNyavijayajI mahArAja sAheba ane paMDita amRtalAla mohanalAla bhojaka ghaNuM ja upagI temaja AtmasAdhanA mATe jarUrI pustaka bheTa maLatAM saMsthA AbhAra vyakta kare che. (ra) jaina Agama granthamALA granthAMka 3 ThANAMga sutta samavAyaMga sutta ca saMpAdaka : muni jambavijayajI ma. sahAyaka muni dharmacandravijayajI khUba ja Avazyaka ane bahuja upayogI pustakanI bheTa badala saMsthA AbhAra vyakta kare che. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara, AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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1 me gha 61. u aa. jA. lekhaka : cArigaratna gaNi. bharata kSetramAM raMgAvatI nAme nagarI. lakSmIpati nAme rAjA. nAma pramANe guNA dharAvanAra kamaLA nAme rANI, ujjavala zIla tenA rUpane zobhita karatu, temanA putranuM nAma meghanada. kumAra cauda mahAvidyAmAM pAraMgata hatA. dhanurvidyAmAM arjunane paNa haMphAve tevA. zabda veSIemAM agresara hatA, zilpa vidyAmAM vizva karmAne paNa jIte tevA hatA. aSTAMga nimitta zAstramAM praviNa hatA. eka divasa te potAnA mitro sAthe udyAnamAM gayA. tyAM teNe eka musApharane joI ne pRthyuM, "huM pAMtha ! tuM kayAMthI Ave che? kayAM javAnA che? adbhuta navInatA tArA jANavAmAM hoya tA jaNAva." teNe kahyuM, " he pRthvIpati ! ca'pA nagarImAM dhanadatta nAme zeTha che. tenA huM sudhana chuM', zatrujaya mahAtIrthanI yAtrA mATe nIkaLye chuM. hAlamAM caMpAmAM madanasuMdara nAme rAjA che. te rAjAne zIlathI ze|bhatI priya'guma'jarI nAme rANI che. tene saMpUrNa lAvaNyavALI madanamAMjarI nAme putrI che. te jANe zAkSAt lakSmI hoya tema zobhe che. te kanyAe pratijJA karI che ke je purUSa vyAkaraNa,jyAtiSa, zilpazAstra tathA sarve bhASAo ane dhanurvidyA vagere jANatA hoya tene ' varIza. te mATe rAjAe svayaMvara racyA che. tenu muhurta AjathI eka mAse Ave che," kumAre kahyu, "he zreSTha rAkSasa! tArA kuLane ucita vAta karI. tAra kSudhA mArA dehathI thatI hAya te tethI rUDuM zuM? paNa atyAre te huM caMpAnI rAjakumArInI pratijJA pUrNa karI tene varavAnI utkaMThAmAM chuM. tyAMthI pAchA pharatAM huM tArI pAse AvIza A mArI pratijJA prANane 'te nAme lepIza nahi. putra paNa te sAMbhaLI kumAra Azrcarya pAmyA. teNIe varanI parIkSA mATe ati viSama pratijJA karI che. paNa teNInu paNa peAtAnIja kaLAone tulya evuM jANIne tenA para Asakata thayA. tyAra jAnyuArI-866 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pachI mahelamAM AvyA. paNa rAtre kumArane nidrA AvI nahi. peAtAnA bhAgyanI sITI karavA, koI ne kahyA vagara ekale ja cAlI nIkaLyA. cAlatAM cAtalAM eka bhaya kara aTavImAM AvI caDayA. rAtrinA suMdara sthaLa zeAdhI ArAthI sUtA. tyAre yamarAja samAna eka rAkSasa tenI sAme pragaTa thayA. * are mAnavI ! tArA STidevanuM smaraNa karI le. mane khUba kSudhA lAgI che. tethI hamaNAja tArUM bhakSaNa karI." kumAranA AvA vacanathI rAkSasa Azcaya pAmyA. teNe kahyu, "he kumAra ! tU' khuzIthI jA. tArI mA nirbina hA. mArU sthAna ahI najIkamAM che. tyAM AgaLa tAre AvavuM." kumAre prayANa karyuM' ane cA nagarImAM pahoMcyA, tyAM hajArA rAjA joyA. pRthvI para jANe sva nA kaTakA DAya tevA svayaMvara ma`Dapa jocA. svarga purInI spardhAkaranAra nagarI joIne meghanAda vismaya pAmyA. A avasare, gavAkSamAM beThelI te kanyAne cena pakSInI jema paDIne kAI e tenuM haraNa karyuM; te jotAMja dAsIe gAbharI banIne mAthu kuTatI rAjA pAse AvI nivedana karyuM. te sAMbhaLI rAjA vajrathI haNAyA hoya tema [31 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dukhI thayo. pachI khUba zodha karavI paNa te vakhate rAkSasInA vacanane je sAMbhaLe che, kazo samAcAra maLyAM nahi. have zekanI sImA te mAnavI mukhamAMthI rUdhiranuM vamana karI, rahI nahi tenuM AkaMda jeI pradhAne kahyuM, "he pRthvI para ALeTe che ane tatkALa mRtyu pAme deva ! sAmAnya manuSyanI jema Apane zeka vaDe che. have je koI zabdavedhI tenA mukhane bANothI vihaLa thavuM yogya nathI. he rAjana ! AvI bharI de to tenI zakti haNavAthI te tatkALa paDela kAryamAM yathAgya tAtparya vicAra nAzI jAya" kara. divya zakti sivAya divase A pramANe A sAMbhaLI rAjA vagere vismaya pAmyA. haraNa karI zake nahi. tethI A rAjAomAMthI "aho ! A kumAranuM jJAna ! AnI buddhi kevI je koI tene lAvIne, tenI pratijJA pUrNa kare te che?" ema kahI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. "have 2 javI kanyAne meLavaze-tevuM jAhera kare " tamArA vinA teNIne pAchI lAvI ApanAra keI rAjAe saMmatti ApI. pradhAne rAjavIo samakSa nathI. have Apaja amane AnaMda Ape." kanyAnI pratijJA jaNAvI ane temane kuMvarI tarataja kumAre zilapakaLA vaDe AkAzagAmI zodhI lAvI, tenI pratijJA pUrNa karavA namra 11 - ghaNAM garUDo banAvyA. eka mukhya gaDa para te vinaMtI karI. A sAMbhaLI anya rAjAo nIcuM A ii dvAra che. ArUDha thaye. bIjA ddhAone vividha prakAranA jaI gayA. paNa meghanAde paDane sparza karyA zastro dhAraNa karI anya garuDa para AruDha thavAnuM ane jaNAvyuM, "tamArI samakSa seve paNanI kahyuM. uttama subhaTathI parivarelo kumAra AkApUrNatA huM lakSmIpati rAjAne putra karI ApuM chuM" zamAM u. kSaNavAramAM parvata para jaI pahoMcyo. rAjAe kahyuM, "he bhadra! amArI putrInI tyAM teNe rAjakumArIne dIThI, kasAikhAne paDelI vArtArUpI amRta vRSTivaDe amane AzvAsana kara. bekarInI jema bhayane lIdhe tenA netrA kapatA tArA pitA sAthe te mAre gADha maitrI che" hatA. te avasare gRdhIe viparIta zabda ke tenA zravaNa sAtheja sarva sumaTo muccha pAmyA. tyAre rAjakumAre kahyuM, "hemAnaMda nAmano tarataja zabdavedhImAM dhuraMdhara rAjakumAre bANo kaI vidyAdhara AkAza mArge jato hato tenA makayA pakSINInuM mukha bharI dIdhuM. kanyAnuM paNa hRdayane kanyAe haraNa karyuM. tethI tene harI gayo. tA: pUrNa karyuM. mukha bharAI javAthI pakSiNIne ahiMthI eka hajAra jaLa dUra ratnasAnu prabhAva kSINa thayo ane te nAsI gaI. have nAmane parvata che, tyAM devA paNa jaI zake nahi. duSTa zabdanA abhAvathI subhaTonI muccha vaLI. tyAM te laI gayA che teNe rAjakumArIne khUba caitanya pAmI kumAra pAse AvyA. subhaToe prArthanA karI, paNa teNIe peDanI pratijJA kanyAne athathI iti sudhI vAta kahI. "he suMdara jAhera karI" tethI krodha pAmIne tyAja mUkIne aMgavALI ! je A rAjakumAra svayaMvaramAM na pitAne sthAne gaye che, tenI rakSA mATe gRdhrInA AvyA to hAta A saMkaTamAMthI tArUM rakSaNa karyuM rUpane dhAraNa karanArI rAkSasI vidyAne mUkI chekarata? te gRdhI niraMtara vividha prakAranA zabda kare che A sAMbhaLI kanyA khUba harSa pAmI. vikasvara kaI vakheDA jIbhane sUcavanArU bela che. "tamAruM netrevaDe tenI sAme joI, manathI tene pati tarIke kuzaLa che" kaI vakhata be le che, "are ! tama varI. kumAra teNIne laI, harSita thayela subhaTo ahIM kema AvyA ? tamArA para yamarAja ke pA- sahita, garuDa para ArUDha thayA. caMpA nagaramAM yamAna che. aDI thI nAzI jAo" nivi da paNe AvyuM te joI rAjAnuM mana 32] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vismaya ane Ana danA samUhathI pUrNa thayuM. tarata te be lI, "te mArA jIvinezvara che. pRthvInA ja lagnanI sAmagrI taiyAra karAvI. prajAe praza: pAlaka che. A mahAtmAne mUkI de ane mane sAne puSpathI kumArane vadhAvyA. kumArane rAjAe khAI jA." rAkSase kahyuM, "amArA mATe strI, moTA utsava pUrvaka paraNAvyo. hasta meLApa vakhate bALaka ane rogI avadhya che." tyAre teNIe ghaNI vastuo arpaNa karI. thoDA divasa alAyadA kahyuM, "teM A satyaja kahyuM che. paraMtu tene mahelamAM, patnI sAthe rahI rAjakumAra pitAnA haNavAthI mAre maraNanuM ja zaraNa che." ema kahI nagara tarapha cAlyA. anukrame te rAkSasanI aTavImAM teNIe rudana zarU karyuM. tethI rAkSasanuM hRdaya AvyA, rAva thatA, zramane lIdhe sarve ArAma dayArda thayuM. tarataja bhavanamAMthI devatAI kALuM karavA lAgyA. paNa sapue zramita thayAM chatAM lAvIne teNIne ApyuM ane kahyuM, mAMsa sivAya paNa Avazyaka kriyAne choDatA nathI. namaskAra metI vagere te Ape che. udhe mastake rahIne mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa pUrNa karyuM. tevAmAM ja pitAnI 12 varSa maMtrano jApa karyo che tethI nAgendra pratijJAnuM smaraNa thayuM. guNIjana potAnI prati- harSathI A kALuM ApyuM che. have tuM mArA jJAne kadApi tyajatA nathI. ghaDIbhara vicAra mArgamAMthI khasI jA" tatkALa buddhivALI teNIe Avyo. paraNelI priyAnI zI sthiti thaze? kahyuM, "teM mAruM ghaNuM hita karyuM che. paNa huM paNa teNe te vicAra dAbI dIdho. pitAnI prati- strI jAta chuM. tethI parIkSA karIne grahaNa karavA jJAnI mAhitI patnIne ApavI ja joIe. tema IcchuM chuM. A kaLAnI parIkSA karUM tyAM sudhI nirNaya karI, sarva hakIkata jaNAvI. rAjakumArIe mArA patine tuM mArato nahi." ghaNI samajAvaTa karI. tyAre kumAre harizcaMdra, pAMDanA vacananI yAdI ApI. sajajananA vacana rAkSase harSa pAmI kahyuM, "zIghra parIkSA kara. patthara upara kotarela akSara jevAM che. tenAthI mAruM vacana anyathA nahi thAya." calita thavAya nahi. eTale rAjakumArI, kumAra jenuM mukha harSathI pulakita thayuM che evI sAthe javA taiyAra thaI paNa kumAre tene khUba teNIe kacoLAnI bhaktithI pUjA karI. pachI samajAvI, dhIraja ApI. ane gupta rIte ekalo belI, "bhaktithI namra thayela manuSyonA hita ravAnA thaze. karavAmAM tatpara he nAgendra! snehabharI daSTithI mArI sAme jue. mane zIdhrapaNe patirUpa bhikSA he rAkSase dra! meM tArI pAse pratijJA rUpa sApa rajajuthI mArI jAtane bAMdhI hatI. tethI tArI teNInI vANI sAMbhaLIne huM chetarAye chuM - pAse Avyo chuM. tArI ja kRpAthI huM te suMdarIne ema mAnato, rAkSasa kedha karI kumArane kaTArIthI paraNyo chuM. tArI IcchA pramANe kara." | haNavA taiyAra thaye, teTalAmAM banenA puNyathI AkarSAyela nAgendra pratyakSa thaI, rAkSasane tiratene joI harSa pAmela rAkSasa kaTArI sajaja kAra karyo. "A vicakSaNa strInI vANIthI tuM karI kamAranuM zarIra che davA taiyAra thayA ke tarata chetarAya che. have tArA pitAnA karela pApanuM madanamaMjarIe kahyuM, "he pApI ! ma kara, kaLa bhagava" ema kahI lAta mArI yamarAjAnA ma kara" ema kahI te banne vacce ubhI. tenA maMdire pahoMcADe. parAkramathI harSita thayela rAkSase kahyuM, "tuM koNa * che? mArA bhakSyanI tU rakSA kAma kare che? ( anusaMdhAna pAnA 34 upara ) rAkSasanA bhavana pAse pahoMcI zake che nA bhavana pAse pahAcI kumA2 37 Ape. jAnyuArI 86] [ 33 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pahale si. kata, phira sanmA.6I. rAmatanuM lADihI nAmanA suprasiddha baMgALI vidvAnanA jIvananI eka ghaTanA. ekavakhata teo kRSNanagaranA ke lejiyeTa skUlanA prinsIpAla hatA. te vakhate te samayanA baMgALanA lephaTananTa gavarnara zaheranI mulAkAte AvyA. kRSNanagaranA rAjAe temanA mAnamAM eka pArTI rAkhI. lADihI mahAzayane paNa upasthita rahevA AmaMtraNa maLyuM hatuM. teo tyAM gayI gavarnara sAthenI A pahelI mulAkAta hatI. gavarnare lADihI mahAzayanuM nAma sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. teo temane maLavA utsuka hatA. temane jotAMja gavarnare haratadhune mATe pitAne hAtha laMbAvyo. lADihI mahAzaye eka kSaNa gavarnaranA caherA sAme najara nAkhI. bIjI ja paLe temaNe pitAne jamaNe hAtha pAcho kheMcI lIdhe. ema paNa kahyuM "je vyaktie IbarTa bIla" tarapha mata Apyo hoya temanI sAthe huM hAtha na milAvI zakuM kemake IbarTa belimAM bhAratIya ane aMgreja vacce nyAyamAM bhedabhAvanI chUTa yogya mAnI che. tethI te samaye IbarTa bIlane laIne bhAratamAM khUba dhamAla macI hatI. paraMtu A rIte moTA lAka samakSa gavarnara jevI vyaktine hAtha pAcho vALa e kAMI nAnI sunI vAta na hatI. e to gavarnanuM sazasara apamAna hatuM. vyakti mAna-sanmAna ke praza sA ke prasiddhinI bAbatamAM temaNe haMmezA potAnA siddhAMtane mahatva ApyuM che temanA mate bhAratIyanuM gaurava vadhAre mahatvanuM hatuM.eka gavarnaranI mIThI najara meLavavAnI kazI tamannA na hatI. teozrI lehisaMka95-vyaktitvanA khajAnacI hatA. A banAva banyA bAda rAmatanuM lADihI ane gavarnarano saMbaMdha ghaniSTa bane, chatAM paNa potAnI niSThAnA mRtyene kadI sodo karyo nathI loko pAse e samayamAM paNa virodha vyakta karavAne kevA jabaradasta tarIkA hatA ! arihaMtanA saujanyathI (anusaMdhAna pAnA DaDanuM cAlu ) pachI nAgene kahyuM, khUba tapa karavAthI meM tArI buddhi nipuNatA ! je tuM mArI pAchaLa na tene A kacoLuM ApyuM hatuM. paraMtu pUrva janma- AvI hota te mArA prANa kyAMthI hota! A nA karela agaNya pUNyanA prabhAvathI cakravatInA kahyuM ke, maLata! have te tUja mArI caka jema tamane A kALuM svayaM prApta thayuM paTarANa che ! pachI bane sainyamAM AvI sukhe che. AthI dareka arthanI siddhi thaze, divya bhege- sUtA. prAta:kALe kaLAne devatAnA gRhamAM nI prApti thaze" ema kahI adaya thayA. sthapI, mAre sabhya sahita potAnA ghara tarapha prayANa karyuM (cAlu) kumAre madanamajarInI praza za karI. "ahe! tAruM parAkrama addabhuta che. tArA vacananI caturAI! "zrI dIne pradIpa' 34] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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**. . 2AjakumArI sudarzA. **** (gatAMkathI cAlu) teNInuM adbhuta svarUpa nihALI vijayasene eTale maNivake kahyuM, Apa A rIte upekSA kahyuM, "zuM A vanadevatA pharavA nIkaLI che? ke kare te ucita na kahevAya." zuM A nAga kanyA che? kRtrima mAnabharyA kepane maNicUDA mArmika paNa yAbI. vacana vaza banI svara mAMthI cAlI AvelI IndrANI sAMbhaLI vijayasena vijaLI page jaI DAbA che?" tarata ja te bALAno ghaMTaDI je madhura hAthe te bAlAne pakaDI, jamaNA hAthathI talavArapaNa duHkha-saMtApathI mizrita avAja Avyo, nI dhArathI phAMsAne kApI nAkhyo. pachI bAlAne hAya! huM kevI maMdabhAgyA denA rUpamadane khoLAmAM laI eka zilA para besI gayo. kumAre cakacUra karanAra, caMdra jevA nirmaLa yazathI traNa tenA aMge pAMgone mRdu hAthathI dabAvI zramabhuvanane ujajavala karanAra zrI vijayasena kumAra, rahita ryA. parasevAnA biMduothI vyApta kapAmArA pitAe mane vAgudAnamAM ApelI chatAM lane dhImethI lUchayuM. keLanA pAnathI pavana mArA hRdayanA lADIlA svAmInAthane jevA paNa nAkhyo. thoDI vAramAM bAlA svastha thaI. kuMvare na pAmI. ahIM duSTa siMharAjAne paMjAmAM phasAI kahyuM, "he bA ! keNa saMtApa de che te kahe ke gaI chuM. have mAre maraNa sivAya bIjo koI jethI huM tene nigraha karuM." upAya nathI. mATe A Ase pAlavanI DALa sAthe A sumadhura vacana sAMbhaLI, sudarzana riMgAI, A padharma crIke pha se khAi mArA vicAramAM paDI. "A mahAnubhAvanA darzanathI zIladharmanI rakSA karuM." mAruM mana praphula kema thAya che? tenA pUrNa A sAMbhaLI maNicaDe vijayasena kumArane caMdra jevA manahara mukhane nirakhavA mArAM kahyuM, "A to ApanA upara daDha rAgavALI nayana-kamaLa vAraMvAra vikrasvara thaI kema usaka kaI rAjakanyA che." bane che? A puNyazAlI purUSa keNa haze? mArA prANa velabha vijayasena mahArAja sivAya A bAju pitAnA zarIrane DAla sAthe bIjA keIsa bhavI zake nahi". laTakAvI kahyuM, "he vana devatAo ! A maMda- tyAre vijayasena kumAre kahyuM, "zA mATe bhAgiNI mane janmAMtaramAM paNa vijayasena nAhaka saMkalpa-vikalpanA jhele caDhI, nAhaka mahArAja ja bhartAra tarIke prApta thaze" tarataja mAnasika saMtA5 anubhave che? huM piteja pitAnA zarIrane laTakAvI rAMdhuM. vijayasena chuM." "kSamA yAcanA A mAsika aMkamAM koI azuddhi rahI gaI hoya athavA koI kSati mudraNa doSa hoya to te mATe manasA, vasA, micchAmi dukkaDama -taMtrI. jAnyuArI-86 35 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sArthakatA. zemAM ? lekhaka: ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha je jame che te jarUra mare che. jame che deha. samaye A deha AtmAthI chuTA paDavAne che te AtmA te ajara-amara che, te te kAyama mATe paDavAno ja che. paraMtu AvA dehamAM paNa vizeTakanAruM dravya che eTale tene maravAnuM hetu nathI. jatA rahelI che te e che ke jIvAtmAne A deha nAza thAya che. A saMge AtmAne maLela sAthe saMbaMdha che te daramyAna jIve nirmohIpaNIzarIrane. AtmAne mULa guNa te potAnuM zuddha ne temaja asaMgapaNane AviSkAra karIne svarUpa ja che. eTale ApaNe AvA ati uttama pitAnA svarUpano anubhava karI levuM joIe. maLelA manuSya janmane sArthaka karavA mATe evo manuSya janmanI sAcI sArthakatA Aja che. purUSArtha AcarIe ke pharI pharIne deha dhAraNa na "kAgaDAne uDADavA pArasamaNine phekI de te kare paDe manuSya janma maLa ati durlabha che, narI mUrkhatA gaNAya" teja pramANe anaMta puNya anatI puNyAzI ekaThI thaI hoya tyAre te rAzIne kAraNe maLela A utkaTa manuSya janmane male che ane temAM paNa A Aryadeza male eza-ArAma, amanacamana, camaka-damaka, lADIzreiSTha kula maLavuM sudeva, muguru, sudharma ane su- vADI-gADI, kuTuMba-kabIlA, Aptajano temaja zAstrono saMga sAMpaDe te ati durlabha dravya ekaThuM karavA pAchaLa veDaphI daIe te A che. je Aje ApaNane te maLI cUkela che bAkI cararmotkarSa janma eLe gUmAvI dIdhela gaNAya. to ApaNe ana to kALa nArakI, nigoda, mATe pAchaLathI pastAvuM na paDe te mATe viSayatIya ca ane devagatimAM vyatIta thAya che, jyAre kaSA Adine tyAgIne sAcA puruSArthane AcaanaMtI puNyAzI ekaThI thAya che tyAreja rIe jethI janma-maraNanA viSa cakrathI alipta manuSya janma ane A badhe sahayoga A jIvane thaI zakAya ane satyapaMthanA rAhI banI zakAya. sAMpaDe che te na bhUlIe; mATe AvA camatkarSa AtmA zarIranA saMyogathI jyAre mukta manuSya janmane temaja sAMpaDelA zubha nimitto nA thAya, tyAre jeTalA pramANamAM asaMgatA, nirmohi sapaga karI potAnA zuddha svarUpanuM pragaTIkaraNa paNa samarasatAdi rahe che. teTalA pramANamAM karIe. pharI pharIne avo suavasara to paDavA mokSapada samIpa ane samIpa sarakatuM rahe che. ati kaThina che. ema sat purUSa kahI gayA che. jIva zarIrathI bhagavAna tIrthakara de paNa potAnA janmo A chUTo paDe che tyAre paryAya avasthA palaTAya che, mAM dehane amara rAkhI zakyA nahi. kAraNa ke ' para tu AmA to AtmAkAre akhaMDa rahe che, deha vinAzI che, jyAre AtmA amara che." 4 AtmAne kAMIja gUmAvavuM paDatuM nathI. je jAya AtmAne sage maLela A zarIra eka samaye te AtmAnuM nathI. evA pratyakSa jJAna-svAnabhava choDavuM ja paDe che. "saMga tene vize nizcita thAya nahIM tyAM sudhI mRtyune Dara dUra thAya nahi. ja che, temAM zaMkAne kayAMya sthAna ja nathI. A ApaNuM mAMhenA pratyeka A vAta te sArI kudaratI kAnuna che je "anIvArya che tene nivArI rIte jANIe chIe ke, jama lIdhe che to huM zakAtuM ja nathI karaDe upAya je te paNa je ke huM ahIMthI vidAya thavAnuM ja che, ke [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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paNa jIvane avinAzI dehanI prApti thaI nathI lobha-lAlacamAM ApaNe eTalA gaLADUba rahee ema pratyakSa anubhavavA temaja jANavA dekhavA chIe ke, AtmAne taddana bhUlI jaIe jethI na chatAM paNa ApaNe A vAtane visArI mUkIe karavAnA kAma karI besIe chIe ane je karachIe tenuM kAraNa e che ke, mahAmahanI pakaDamAM vAnuM che te saheje karatA nathI. jethI janmaApaNe evA jakaDAI jaIe chIe ke, A vAta maraNa rUpI viSacakrathI ApaNe vegaLA banatA ApaNane yAda AvatI ja nathI. nathI ane coryAsI lAkha yonimAM Avana-jAvana jJAnI mahApuruSoe svajJAnamAM A zarIrane 5 karI anaMtA duHkha bhogavIe chIe, DAM anitya, vinAzI, asthira, calAyamAna ane mAnelA kalpita sukha pAchaLa ApaNe anaMte parivartanazIla joyuM. te pachI anya jIva kaI - saMsAra vRddhine pAme che. rIte pitAnA dehane nitya rAkhI zakaze? je je mATe ApaNe A vicAravuM atyaMta AvaprANIo deha dhAraNa kare che, te te prANIo zyaka che ke ApaNane A cararmotkarSa manuSya dehano tyAga kare che te ApaNe najaronajara deza zAthI prApta thayA che ? zA mATe prApta thayo nihALIe chIe, tema chatAM paNa ApaNe zarIranuM che ? ene mULabhUta uza zuM che? ApaNe koNa anityapaNuM saMbhALI nitya dravyanI ArAdhanA chIe ? kyAM jaI rahyA chIe ? A paNa zuM karI karatA nathI, eTale ke AmAnI aMze paNa rahyA chIe ? kayAMthI AvyA chIe ? kayAM anubhUti karatAM nathI. jene cothuM guNasthAnaka javAnuM che? AvI kalyANamaI bhAvanA, jijJAsA kahevAmAM Ave che. samakitane AviSkAra kahe. keLavIe. vAmAM Ave che. ahiMthI ja dharmanI zarUAta mAnavadeha malyA chatAM ajJAnamAM ALoTI thAya che. tyArabAda purUSArthamAM AgaLa vadhatA ApaNe kevaLa bhautika padArtho ane bhautika sukha pAMcame sAcuM zrAvakapaNu, chaThe guNasthAnake cAri -sagavaDane ja unnati ane saphaLatAnuM ciha. trAdinuM pragaTIkaraNa thAya che ane te pramANe mAnI lIdhuM che. paraMtu manuSya zarIra, baLa, caudamAM guNasthAnake pahoMcatA pUrNatAe paho. buddhi, dhana, vaibhava, yaza-kIrti, sAdhana-saMpatti cAya che. mATe ApaNe satya paMthanA rAhI banI ane khurasI mahAna manAte hoya chatAM paNa jyAM prabhue cIMdhyA mArge AgaLa vadhIe ane dehanuM 1 sudhI ApaNAmAM Atma-saMpatti ane AdhyAanitya paNa vicArI, nitya padArthanI ArAdhanA, tmika cetanAne abhAva che tyAM sudhI taddana upAsanA karIe, temaja meha mUDhatAne viveka nidhana ane nIca ceninA gaNAIe chIe. ane vicAravaDe dUra karavA prayatna karIe, A A Atmonnati ane AdhyAtmika cetanA ja sAcI che ApaNuM Avazyaka kartavya che. saniSThapaNe kartavya - pragati ane vikAsa gaNAya che. mATe te meLavanuM pAlana karIe. ' vAne purUSArtha pheravIe ane mAnava jIvanane viSaya vAsanAo, kAmanAo, tRSNA bhega- sArthaka banAvIe. he puNyAtman ! A saMsAra ke vicitra che ke jyAM eka samaye je AtmA mA bane teja AtmA karela karmAnusAra bhavAtaramAM strI paNa bane, putra paNa bane, pitA paNa bane, mitra paNa bane ane lAga Ave te duzmana thaIne paNa ubhuM rahe ! mATe ja zrI jinezvara prabhu kahe che saMsAranA raMga rAgane tajIne sadAcAranA mArge cAla, paropakAra karI akSaya sukha meLava!!! jAnyuArI-86 37 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa. pU. AcArya. abhayadevasUrijI e hatA AcArya bhagavaMta zrI jinezvara- vyAkhyAnamAM abhayadeva munie evuM joradAra vIra surijInA suvinIta ziSya. dhArAnagarInA kaI rasanuM varNana karyuM ke zratriya zrotAjane talavAra dhanADhaya jenanA putra rU5, lAvaNya ane meghA kheMcI kADhIne tyAMja ubhA thaI gayA. traNeyane hate saMgama. ane te paNa viziSTa A be prasaMgethI gurUdeva ciMtAtura banyA. svarUpe. temane A muninA saMyamI jIvana upara jokhama gurudevanI vairAgya nItaratI dezanA sAMbhaLIne taLAtuM dekhAyuM. e navayuvAne dIkSA lIdhI- gurUbhaktine jIvanane eka divase temaNe uranI A vyathA ziSyane gurumaMtra banAvyo tapa, japa, ane svAdhyAyanI sAdhanAmAM palAMThI mArIne besI gayA. pariNAme jaNAvI. meghA ghaTADI nAkhavA mATe juvAra ane TUMka samayamAM ja bejoDa vidvAnonI haroLamAM daMhI sivAya kazuM ja na levAnI preraNA karI. AvI gayA temanI vyAkhyAna zaktinA digaMte mAM bIjI ja paLe suvinIta ziSya e preraNAne vakhANa thavA lAgyAM. AjIvana pratijJAmAM palaTI nAMkhI. gurUdevane aneka munione teo pATha ApavA lAgyA. khUba saMtoSa thayA. temane AcAryapada A rUDha eka rAtrinI vAta che. pratikamaNanI kriyA karavAmAM AvyA. bAda munione teo ajita-zAnti stavanano thoDA samayabAda gurUdeva devaloka thayA A artha saMbhaLa vatA hatA. gAnuga zRMgAra bAju juvAra ane dahIMnA sevanathI AcAryadeva rasanuM varNana karavAne prasaMga Ave. bAjumAM zrI abhayadeva sUrijIne AkhA zarIre kaDha ja aMta:pura hatuM. rAjarANIo ane rAjakumArI vyAkhyuM. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa zArIrika sthiti temAM hatAM. A vAtano vizeSa khyAla na rahyo. viSama banI. becenI vadhatI cAlI. munivara abhayadeve to zRMgAra rasanuM addabhuta eka divasa temaNe vicAryuM ke jyAre kAyA varNana zarU karyuM. tenI sAthe adbhuta sUrothI te kAma ApatI ja nathI te tene TakAvI rAkhIne stavana gAyuM. aMtaHpuramAM rahetI rAjakumArI zuM karavuM ? vaidya te auSadha ane anya vastu. ekadama AkarSita thaI te upAzrayamAM AvIne enuM sevana karavAnuM kahe che, jethI A rAga zAnta besI gaI. thAya. paNa mArI pratijJAnuM zuM? guru-AjJAnuM gAra rasanA acchA jANakAra e mAnavane zu ? A badhA karatAM te anazana karIne dehaja pitAnA bhAvi vara tarike teNe manathI mAnI tyAga karavo-eja ucita che. lIdhA. teNInA Agamana AdinI khabara paDatA, ane te khaMbhAtanA akhAtane maLatI zeDhI abhayadeva muni saphALA sAvadha banI gayA. pachI nadInA kinAre anazana karavA mATe javA nIkaLyAM. kAyAnA bibhatsa rasanuM evuM varNana karyuM ke tyAM pahoMcI, jyAM anazananI pratijJA kare che rAjakumArI tyAMthI uThIne cAlI gaI. belA TaLI tyAM ja padmAvatIjI pragaTa thayAM ane temane gayAne sahu muniene saMtoSa thayA. eka vAra ( anusadhAna pAnI 40 upara ) [38] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bUrAmAM bUrUM zuM ? saudarya jANe gharamAM utarI AvyuM ! rAjakAjathI paravArI kavizrI sAMja paDatAM mahAkavi kAlidAsa zUnya manaska banIne ghera AvyA. kalIbane paNa pANI caDhAve tevAM sAMjanuM vALuM karI rahyAM che. yauvananA uMbare paga mAdaka dravyanuM bharapeTa bhojana karyuM. kasuMbAnA mUkIne UbhelI temanI aDhAra varSanI putrI pitA. be traNa glAsa mAMe caDhAvI dIdhA. kavinuM mana jInI sAme beThI che. pitAjInI ciMtApUrNa gajabanI mAdakatAmAM DhaLI paDayuM. lagabhaga aMdhArUM mukhamudrA joIne e paNa udAsa banI gaI che. thavA lAgyuM. kAlidAsa uThIne zayanakhaMDamAM jAya zuM vadhu haze Aje rAjasabhAmAM?" rAjA che. sAmeja soLe zaNagAra sajIne pitAnI e pitAjInuM apamAna Cli nahi karyo hoya! dIkarI ekalI ubhI che. aMgeaMgamAM nazo bharyo dIkarIne kAMI jaDatuM nathI. chevaTe akaLAIne che. urvazInI pratikRti ja joI lo. kAlidAsa pUchayuM, "pitAjI! ATalI badhI ciMtA kema? bhAna bhUle che. enI sAme cheDe che eja vakhate vicAranA keI uMDANamAM utarI gayA che? ke ekAeka dIpaka bujhAI jAya che. rAta chAnImAnI rAjanItinA kAvAdAvA e tamArA para pitAne pasAra thaI jAya che. paMje laMbAvya che? zuM che? prabhAta thayuM. kAlidAsanA mukha upara Aje sUkuM smita veratA kAlidAse kahyuM, "beTA! ekalI kAlimAM vyApI gaI che. aMtara zokathI kAMI ja nathI Aje rAjA bhoje vidvAna sabhAne ubharAI rahyuM che. aMgeaMgamAM vItI gayelI pUchayuM, "jagatamAM bUrAmAM bUruM zuM? " rAtanI pA5 kathAnA zULa bheMkAI rahyAM che. rAjAjIne keInA javAbathI saMtoSa na thayA. nisAsA nAkhatAM kAlidAsa pAse dIkarI Ave haMmezanA zirastA mujaba, ene uttara zodhI che. hathelImAM mAthuM saMtADI daIne dhrusake dhrusake kADhavAnuM mAre zira AvyuM. paMdaramAM divase kavi rudana kare che. tene sAce javAba ApavAno che." khabhA upara hAtha pheravatI dIkarI kahe che, bUruM zuM? strI? sattA ? saMpatti ? zuM? "pitAjI ! kahe, bUrAmAM bUrUM zuM? ekAMtajane ? kayAMya mana mAnatuM nathI beTI! tuM zuM karIza? A vAta samajAvavA mATe ja meM A tephAna mArI ciMtA tArAthI dUra thaze ? nAhaka, tU ya ubhuM karyuM hatuM. kayAM ciMtAmAM paDe che? saLagavA de mane ekalAne paNa...A...zuM thaI? "kAlidAse saMdhAtA ja A ciMtAmAM" kAlidAse nisAso nAMkhyo. tUTatA avAje kahyuM." tyAM te khaDakhaDATa hasatI dIkarI belI pitAjI, pitAjI! kAMIja thayuM nathI. eja UThI, "oha! emAM zI moTI vAta che? jAo, vakhate mArA sthAne meM mArA mAtAjIne hAjara khAI-pIne moja karo. caudamA divasanI sAMje karI dIdhAM hatAM ! Apa nizcita thaI jAo, A praznano uttara huM ja tamane ApI daIza." niSpA5 pitAjI, bUrAmAM bUrU. ekAMta che. e A sAMbhaLIne kAlidAsa prasanna thaI gayA. vAta kahI devAthI kaI samaje nahi. mATeja mAre divasa para divasa javA lAgyA. vAta visAre A taphAna karavuM paDayuM." paDI. caudamo divasa ramatA ramatA AvI lAge. kAlidAsa jevA dhIra, buddhimAna purUSanI savArathI ja kaDhAyAM dUdha ukaLavA lAgyAM. SaDUsa buddhine dhULa cATatI karI devA mATe ekAte bharapUra pakavAne taiyAra thavA lAgyAM. uttamottama keTalI jambara thappaDa jhIMkI dIdhI. mAdaka auSadhe ghU TAIne taiyAra thavA lAgyA. mAdaka bhojana, vigaIonA bhejana paNa A AkhuMya AMga mAdaka suMgadhathI mahekI uThayuM. rIte ekAMta dvArA pApa vikArane janma ApavA sAMja sudhImAM svarganuM saghaLuMya saubhAgya ane samartha bane che-e vAta ahIM phalita thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pratizrI, pramukhazrImaMtrIzrI, pArzvanAtha jIvadayA kalyANa kendra, bhAvanagara. zubha ma galama sAtha, huM nazAbaMdhI maMDaLane kAryakara chuM, ane chalAmAM nazAbaMdhIne pracAra karuM chuM. tethI jIvadayAnI hi sA nA thAya te paNa khAsa jarUrI hoI grAmya pradezamAM jI katalakhAne na jAya tenuM satata dhyAna ApuM chuM. grAmya stare ahiMsAne pracAra karuM chuM. jemAM yuvaka maMDaLa dvArA khAsa sAruM kAma thAya che. jenI vigata nIce pramANe che. (1) amarelIthI muMbaI khATakI dvArA khaTArAmAM jatAM jI. 70 jIve, bakarA, gheTAM 70 jIvone choDAvela, 2 ghaLA yuvaka maMDaLa, ane jaina yuvAno dvArA DhasA ane umarALA vacce raMghoLA roDa upara te jIvone pAMjarApoLamAM seMpavAmAM Avela. (2) dhoLA relve sTezana pAse phATaka pAse. dhaLA temaja TIMbInA yuvaka maMDaLa grAmya rakSaka dvArA, paMcAyatanA sabhyo dvArA TIMbI peTrola paMpa pAse maganadAdA dhaLAnA jaina vRddha dAdA che temAM sAkSI che. 40 gAye ane baLada bacAvyA. (3) vabhIpura jaina yuvaka maMDaLa, mAMya maMDaLa, pramukhazrI caMdrakAntabhAI badhekA dvArA ane pe zI che. te 66 35 gAme baLada cheDAvyA. (4) vaMDA sAvarakuMDalA tAluke H vAgharI pAsethI, sarapaMco, yuvaka maMDaLa, masarANIbhAI, rasikabhAI sonapAla, daDubhAI vagere maLIne 70 jIva. gAya, baLada, bakarA gheTA.-70 kula 215 jIvone bacAvela che. -hariprasAda zaMbhuza kara trivedI-bhAvanagara (anusaMdhAna pAnA 38nuM cAlu) pratijJA karatAM rokIne kahyuM, "sUrijI! A rIte anupAna levuM ya nahI paDe. gurU-AjJA abAdeha tyAga na karo. tamArI tIkSaNa meghAzakti che. dhita rIte sAcavavAnI tamArI bhAvanA jarA paNa pUjaya zIlaguNasUrijI racita 11 aMgonI TIkA- khaMDita nahi thAya." mAMthI hAla beja upalabdha che-tame raco. jayo devI aMtarbAna thayA. temanA kahyA mujaba na samajAya tyAM mAruM smaraNa karajo, huM tamArI ja badhuM thayuM, guru AjJA akhaMDa rAte pALI madade AvIza." zakayAnA AnaMda temanA uramAM samAtA na hatA. paNa A kAyika tIvra becenI mane grantha- pracaMDa maghA zaktinuM valoNuM karIne temaNe nave racanA zuM karavA deze?" AcAryadeve prazna karyo, aMga upara addabhuta TIkAo racI. devIe kahyuM, "e ciMtA tame na kare. paramAtmA che temaNe guru-AjJAne aMkhaDa rIte pALI pAzvanAthanA prakSAla jalanA chaMTakAvathI te na hota to ? TakA racavAnI tAkAta ane devabecenI dUra thaI jaze. tamAre koI auSadha ke sAnidhya mAna ja kayAMthI ? 40] (AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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brahmacarya kSArthe ApaghAta --5-5-5-5-5+5+5+5+5+55 eka nagara hatuM. temAM sudarzana nAme zeTha rahe. tene be putrA jayasu Mdara ane sAmadatta, bannenAM lagna jayavana zeThanI be dIkarIe semazrI ane vijayazrI sAthe thayAM, banne ghara jamAI banIne rahevA lAgyA. tevAmAM eka divasa potAnA pitA sudarzana zeThanI gabhIra mAMdagInA samAcAra jANI, jayasuMdara ane somadatta sasarAnA gherathI tAbaDatAba nIkaLyA, paraMtu ghare pahoMcatA pahelAja pitA jInuM mRtyu thai gayuM.. tethI banne putrAne AghAta lAgyA. divaso sudhI kalpAMta karyuM. temane AvA takalAMdI sasAra pratye bhAgasukhA pratye, napharata thaI gaI. yogAnuyoga teja vakhate koI jJAnI gurUdeva te nagaramAM padhAryA. banne putrAe dIkSA ApavA temane vinaMtI karI. jJAnIe jaNAvyuM, "dIkSA te ApuM paNa tamane bannene strI taraphathI bhAre upadrava thavAnA che, tame temAMthI pAra utarI jazA ? " bannee kahyu, " gurudeva ! ApanI AziSathI ceAkkasa e upadravamAMthI pAra utarI jazuM." ane zubha muhUte bannenI dIkSA thai gaI. banne mahAsattvazALI banyA, mahAjJAnI thayA. gurU-AjJAthI eka vakhata jayasu Mdara muni ekAkI banIne apramatta bhAve vihAra karatAM karatAM peAtAnA sasArI avasthAnA sAsarIAnA nagare ane bhIkSArthe temanA ghera jaI caDayA. kAmavAsanAthI pIDAtI potAnI sa MsArI patnI teja mAsamAM garbhavatI banI cUkI hatI petAnuM pApa na kaLAya te mATe teNIe pati jAnyuArI 86] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sAdhu pAse bhAganI yAcanA karI. bhAre kAlAvAlA karyA, munie khUba samajAvavA chatAM, jyAre te lIdho. A aMge vicAra karavAnA samaya mAgI, na mAnI tyAre munie peAtAnA mAga nakkI karI tyAMthI nIkaLI gayA. anyatra koI zUnya gharamAM jaine gaLe phAMso khAi lIdhA. kALadharma pAmIne muni bAramA devalAke devAtmA thayA. game te rIte seAmazrI pakaDAI. tenA upara munihatyAnA Aropa mUkIne tenA mAta-pitAe tene gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI, rakhaDatI rakhaDatI ja te mRtyu pAmI. nAnI bena paNa tenI pAchaLa gharamAMthI nIkaLI gai. kayAMka rastAmAM tene peAtAnA sa'sArI pati thai, muni pAse kAmayAcanA karI raDavA-jhUravA sAmadatta muni maLI gayA. tene jotAMja kAmAtta mAnI munine gurue tenI dIkSA vakhate kahela lAgI, munie khUba samajAvyuM paNa te naja zabdo yAda AvyA. "strI taraphathI bhayaMkara upadrava thavAnA che." have zuM karavuM? munie AsapAsa najara karI gheADe dUra gIdhanA ToLAMne maDadA enI mijabAnI UDAvatAM joyAM, temaNe anumAna karyuM, ' teja jagyAe tAjI ja khUnakhAra yuddha khelAyuM lAge che. lAva tyAre huM te mUDadAo vacce jaIne anazana karavA pUrvaka sUI jAu.' mArA AtmAne brahmacarya -khaMDanamAMthI bacAvuM.' te sthAne paheAMcI muDadAo vacce sUI gayA. bIjI ja paLe gIdha tenA para tUTI paDayA, kALa dharma pAmI te muni anuttara vimAnamAM deva banyA. For Private And Personal Use Only [41

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zrI a.jA. tIrtha yAtrA tA. 28-12-85 zanivAranA sUryanA bAla raNaka, sahu maMdire darzanArthe pahoMcyA bIjA kiraNo prasaryA ne zrI AtmAnaMda sabhA, yAtrikonI saMkhyA paNa sArI hatI. prakSAlanI (bhAvanagara nA sabhyonA haiye parama pAvanakArI uchAmaNImAM umaMge sAtha ApyuM. prabhujInI pArzvanAthanI yAtrAnI bhAvanAnI helI caDhI, pUrva prakSAla karatA, pUrva saMcita pApanuM paNa dhovANa taiyArImAM AvanAra sabhya guMthAyA. savA- thaI gayuM. barAsa pUjA, kesara pUjA, kula pUjA, ranA pUjA Adino lAbha laI, baporanA deDha mugaTa pUjA, AratI ne maMgala dIpakanI uchAmaNI vAge sabhAnA makAna pAse eka pachI eka sahune utsAha arpatI ane dhananA sadvyayanI AvavA lAgyA. sahunA dilamAM ane AnaMda AMtarika preraNA karatI hatI. pravartI rahyo hato. tyArabAda snAtra ane mahApUjAnI taiyArI nizcita samaye basa AvI pahoMcI zakeI mA maMDapamAM thaI. sahue khUba ullAsa pUvaka pUjA pitApitAne sthAne goThavAyA. prekSakone paNa ne bhaNAvo. divasa te dhanya banyA ane sonA AnaMda Avete hato. tethI keTalAka jagA he ya jIvana paNa dhanya banyAM. smRtipaTa upara cira. sthAyI rUpe aMkita thaye. bhejAbAda, delavADA te AvavA talapApaDa thaI gayA. paNa keI ava. kAza na hato. ane dIva tIrtha darzana karI amUlya lAbha lI. aMta:preraNAthI sabhyazrI ajArA pArzvanAtha samayasara taLAjA pahoMcI tAladhvajagirimAM yAtrAne lAbha le che. stuti, bhakti, caiityavaMdana peDhImAM rakama bharAvI Atma saMtoSa anubhavyA. AdithI AtmAne pAvana karI basamAM sthAna sAMsArika jIvana - jALamAMthI mukta banavuM lIdhuM. mahuvAmAM jivIta svAmInA darzana karI, ane jIvananI anerI punita paLo mahANavI e. punita paLAne dhanya mAnatA, AmAnI ujajava- paNa pUrva punyanI kamANI hoya te ja bane che. LatA jhaMkhatA sahu pitAne sthAne goThavAyA. atyAre je sukRtyanuM vapana thAya che tenA phala pAvanakArI zrI aArA pArzvanAthanA maMdira svarUpe bhAvI janmamAM sukRtya mATe saMge ane pahoMcatA vAtAvaraNa prabhunA jayanAdathI guMjI - sAnukuLatA sAMpaDe che, mATe "avasara cUkyA uThayuM. prabhujInI alaukika pratimAnA darzana karI mahulA" evI sthiti na thAya te mATe zrI AnaMda vibhera banyA. jiMdagInI amUlya kSaNo! AtmAnaMda sabhAnA sabhyo sajAga bane ane SS sabhAnA upakrame goThavAtI yAtrAmAM vipud ravivAranA prAta: samaye moDharanA gha ke saMkhyAmAM bhAga le tevI namra vijJapta. he jIva! A vizvamAM evuM keIsAna nathI, evI kaI jAti nathI, evuM ke kuLa nathI ane evI kaI cena nathI ke jyAM tuM anekavAra utpanna na thayo hoya ! arthAt sarvatra anekavAra janma-maraNa karatA tu vartamAna kALe manuSya thayela che, te have je hAra parama pada meLavavuM hoya te atyAre pUrva puNyodaye hune zubha avasara maLela che te te takane sAdhI le !!! 42 | AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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che huM 2Dato saMta che ? te AtmAe pitAnI kizora vayamAM sagI bahena sAthe pApa sevyuM. paraMtu tyArabAda tene bhAre AghAta lAgyA. te gherathI cAlI nIkaLyo. divasa ane rAta raDatuM jAya che. je maLe tene * kahe che, "mane mApha kare, mArI bhula thaI che, je vRkSa! nadI! taLAva! re kudarata! tuM mane mApha kara. tArA anuzAsana viruddha meM bhayaMkara pApa karyuM che." A pramANe raDatA-bolate te eka TekarI para caDhe che. tyAM bAra varSa sudhI rahe che. phaLAda khAIne jIvana TakAve che. raDI raDIne Akhe sUjhI jAya che. mAM sadA lAlacALa rahe che. TekarInI taLeTImAM Avela gAmamAM tenI prasiddhi thAya che. sahu tene "raData-saMta kahe che. bAra varSanA aMte eka kuSTa-rogI tenI pAse Ave che ane caraNane sparze che. tethI teno koDha nirmULa thAya che. pavanavege vAta prasare che. TekarI tIrthadhAma bane che. hajAro giSTa loke Ave che ane nIrogI bane che. pApagaha karatAM agaNita AtmAo evI zuddhi pAmI gayA che ke jemAMthI temane vItarAga dazA ane daivalyanI prApti thAya che. zuddhi vinAne puNyavAna bhale jagatanuM hita karavAmAM nimittabhAva pAmatA hoya paraMtu teo aMtaraM ga rIte to khUba bhuMDI vAsanAne bhoga banelA hoya che emanuM bhItarI jIvana khUbaja bhayaMkara hoya che ke je emanA puNya dvArA DhaMkAI gayeluM hoya che. mehanIya karmanA nAza mATe (gaha ) dhikkAra jevuM bIjuM kaI amogha zastra nathI. paramAtmAnI bhaktithI kaSAya-nAza baja A janma saMgItakAra hatA. pitA paNa saMgItakAra, mRtyu samaye bijue vacana ApeluM ke temane pratispadhI tAnasenane mArI, karela apamAnano badale leze. bajI potAnI dhUnamAM masta rahetA. vacce vacce pitAjIne Apela vacananI yAdathI aMgeaMgamAM kaSaSanI javALA pradIpta thaI jatI. tAnasenane mAravA ghaNu prayatno karyA. eka-be vakhata tAnasenanA khaMDamAM paNa jaI Avyo. jyAM tAnasena tenI saMgIta sAdhanAmAM masta hato, paNa dareka vakhate te pAchA pharI gaye. - tAnasenane mAravAnI dhUnamAM teja nagaramAM rAta-dI baiju rahevA lAgyA. eka vakhata saMdhyAnA samaye eka maMdiramAM baiju paramAtmAnI sAthe ekAkAra thaI gaye. tyArathI te prabhu bhakta banI gayA. ekavAra maMdiramAM tenI dhUna, tenuM gIta, AMkhamAMthI vahI jatAM AMsU joine acAnaka A dura AbI caDela tAnasena baijune bheTI paDayo. baijue pitAnI tamayatAmAMthI mukta thaI joyuM ke, "A te pitAne verI tAnasena che. paNa have kyAM zatru che? tenI zatrutA meM paramAtama bhaktithI khalAsa karI nAkhI. zatru marI gaye, pitAjInI IcchA pUrNa thaI paramAtma bhaktithI saMkaleze, kaSAyenA cUrecUrA thAya che. vaLI kAmavAsanA paNa pIgaLI jAya che. jAnyuArI-863 43 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* F * F BF%EF * * * F = H = He mA,kSA,khaka-5. 2 * * * * * * 1. saMpUrNa karmanA kSayathI mokSa thAya, te mehane udaya ja nathI. ethI viSayanI IchArU janma, mRtyu, jarA, AdithI rahita zarIra, ane khaNajano lezamAtra nathI. evA paramasukhamAM mananI pIDAthI yukta ane sarvathA sukhamaya che. rakata rahelA siddhabhagavaMtone viSayanuM sukha 2. ja duHkhathI mizra na hoya, ane AvA koIpaNa kAmanuM nathI. emane jarUra che ja nahi. pachI jAya nahi, evuM hoya, keIpaNa vAMchAva 7. siddhanA sukhanuM svarUpa kevuM che? svAdhIna, garanuM hoya, te paramapada kahevAya. viSayAkAMkSA vagaranuM, dukhanA pratikArakarUpa 3. khAvApIvA AdinA sukhavagaranuM sukha, te nahi, paNa sAcA sukha svarUpa, svAbhAvika sukha na kahevAya, ema mAnanAra kahe che, ke AtmAnuM pitAnuM nitya, Adi anaMta jemAMthI sidhdhane khAvAnuM nahi, pIvAnuM nahi. bheganA paDavAne bhaya nathI, evuM e mokSasukha che. sAdhanAne upabhoga nahi. te pachI emane sukha 8. anyamatavALA vicakSaNa paMDita mahAtmA kevuM? evuM bolanArane A pramANe 53 * e ene paramAnaMdarUpa kahe che. te A rIte 4. khAvA-pIvA-Adi bhegonuM phaLa zuM? sakala kalyANarUpa hovAthI paramAnaMda svarUpa bhUkha tarasanA zAti, bhUkha tarasanI zAtithI zuM kahevAya, e barAbara ucita che. lAbha ? svAsthava-eTale sarvathA pIDAne abhAva, e pIDAno abhAva temane haMmezA hoya che. bhukha e gIo eTale kevalI bhagava tene ana-tarasa vagere hotA nathI, savAsthaya akhaMDa bhavamAM hoya che. bIjAone mATe zravaNano viSaya hoya che. e ja parama sukha che. che. zravaNa paNa e jevuM che evuM to thAya nahi, kAraNa ke - e sukhanI upamA nahi hovAthI jene roga AdithI zarIra asvastha hoya, kevalI bhagavaMtethI paNa jANana chatAM, kahI zakAya tene auSadha apAya che. svastha zarIravALAna nahi. evuM haba che. AvA mokSasukhanI vAMchA auSadha ApavA paDatA nathI. bhUkha, tarasa, TADha, * bhAvika AtmAo sadAya rAkhe che. ane enAja garamI Adi koIpaNa pIDA, jemane zarIranA lakSya zuddha jIvana jIvavA prayatna kare che. emanuM abhAva hotI nathI. evI. svasthAnI prAptine ja jIvatara dhanya kahevAya che. Toce pahoMcelA siddhabhagava tAna mATe annapAna AdinA bhege jarUrata che ja nahi Ita haribhadrasUrI kRta aSTaka prakaraNamAMthI i. evI rIte mithuna saMjJAne samAvavA mATe batrIzana aSTakane kAMika sAra...sa pUrNa... sevavAmAM AvatuM viSayanuM mukha paNa mahinA -pU. A. devazrI mAnatuMgasurIzvarajI abhAvavALAe parama ucca dazAva ta AtmAone koI paNa jarUranuM hotuM nathI. zarIramAM kha4 mahArAja sAheba AvatI hoya, ane khaNavAnI jarUra paDe. jemane 44] { AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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gbALo, pAta,Lo, saMnyAsI. bhAratanA dakSiNa rAjyanA keAI pahADanI pAse vahI jatI nadInA taTe eka yuvAna vidyAthI beThA hatA. 'pAMtajala yoga sUtra' pustaka vAMcatA vAMcatA "brahmacaya pratiSThAmAM vIyalAbha:/? A sUtra tenI najare AvyuM. tyAM sAmethI eka dubaLA saMnyAsI Avato hato. temane joine yuvAna hasI paDayA. pelA sUtrane mATethI pATha karavA lAgyA. dhIre dhIre hasavA lAgyA. A mATe brahmacArI ! kayAMya dekhAya che vIya lAbha ? A nA karatAM durAcArIe paNa paTTA hoya che haTra ! 5 tajala yoga out of date. - paNa yuvAnane khabara nahatI ke zarIranI hRSTapuSTatA e kAMI vIya lAbha nathI. zabdamAM tAkAta, AtmAmAM teja ane mukha para eja sa- e sAco vIrya lAbha che. najIka AvatA saMnyAsI yuvAnanA manabhAva pAmI gayA. tethI yuvAna pAse AvIne sattAvAhI sUra sanyAsIe kahyuM, " aya ! uTha, cala mairI sAtha " _ keI aNu prIchayA AkarSaNe kheMcAto yuvAna tenI pAchaLa cAlavA lAgyA. jevA saMnyAsIe guphA mAM praveza karyo ke traNa bAjuthI traNa siMha tenI pAse doDI AvyA. pU chaDI paTapaTAvatA ubhA rahyA. jANe pALelA kUtarA. pelA yuvAna to i jI uThA. saMnyAsInA be paga vacce bharAI gaye. sanyAsIe traNe siMhane uddezIne kahyu, " aya ! cale jAe yahAMse ! zramajate nahi hA ? atithi kAMpa rahA he ! " ane pUchaDI paTapaTAvatA siMho cAlyA gayA. pagamAMthI bahAra nIkaLelA yuvAnane potAnI sAme khaDo karI daIne saMnyAsI bolyA, * kayAM aba na ne ja gayA na'' 'brahmacarya pratiSThIyAM vIya lAbha" kA matalaba kayA che ? yuvAna zaramiMdo banI gayA, ane saMnyAsInA caraNa mAM namI paDayA. ( anusaMdhAna TAITala peja 1nuM cAlu ) - jJAnagarbhita vairAgya putrano janama thatAM, AtmAe maMgaLa rUpa vadhAI vAMcI ane manamAM harSa pAmyA, vairAgye puNya; pApa be paDosIne paNa khAdhAM, mAhanuM bhakSaNa karyuM, mAna ane lobharU 5 mAmAnuM paNa bhakSaNa karyuM', mohanagaranA rAjAno paNa nAza karyo. pachI prema rUpI gAmanuM paNa bhakSaNa karyuM. A putre moTA thatAM, " bhAva" nAma dhAraNa karyuM , upazama bhAva, kSamA pazama bhAva, zrAcika bhAvanI vRddhi thatAM, tenA mahimA varNavI zakAtA nathI. AnandanA samUhabhUta evA he manuSyo ! paramAtmAnA bhAva prakaTa karo, tevA prakAranA bhAva sarva AtmAmAM sattA e rahyo che. mATe tevA prakArano bhAva prakaTa karo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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2-00 2-50 3 0 - 00 20 -00 8-00 Atmanand Prakash Regd. No. G. BV. 31. dareka lAyabrerI tathA gharamAM vasAvavA jevA alabhya graMtha sa'skRta graMtho e kIMmata gujarAtI 2 the kImata trIzachI zlokApuruSa caritama zrI zatruMjaya girirA ja darzana mahAkAvyam 2-pUrva 3-4 vairAgya jharaNA pustakAkAre ( mULa sa kRta ) e 20 -0 0 upadeza mALA bhASAMtara trizaSTi klAkA puruSacaritam dhama kauzalya 3-00 mahAkAvyam pava 2-3-4 namaskAra mahAmaMtra 3-00 pratAkAre ( mULa saMskRta ), pU0 Agama prabhA kara paNa yavijaya che. dvAdazAra nacakrama bhAga 1 40- 10 zraddhAMjalI vizeSAMkaH pAku bAInDIMga 8-00 dvAdazAra' nayacakrama bhAga 2 40-00 strI nirvANu kevalI bhaktI prakaraNa-mULa 10-00 dharma bIndu graMtha 10-0 0 jinadatA AkhyAna sukta ratnAvalI 0 -50 zrI sAdhu-sA devI yogya Avazyaka sukta muktAvalI kriyAsUtra pratAkAre pa-00 jaina darzana mImAMsA prakRita vyAkaraNam | zrI zatruMjaya tIrthane paMdaramA uddhAra 1-00 gujarAtI prathA A hetu dharma prakAza 1-0 0 zrI zrIpALarAjAnA rAsa A mAnada covIzI 1-0 0 zrI jANyuM ane joyuM brahmacarya cAritra prajAditrayI sa' praha 3-00 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhAga 2 je Atmavallabha pUjA 10-00 zrI kathA ratna keASa bhAga 1lo cauda rAjalaka pRnta 1-00 zrI asmikAti prakrAza navapaDhajInI pUjA 3-00 zrI jJAnapradIpa bhAga 1-2-3 sAthe gurUbhakti gahu lI sagraha 2 -00 le. sva. pU.A. zrIvi. kasturasUrIzvarajI 20-00 bhakti bhAvanA 1-00 zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 15 00 huM ane mArI bA pa-0 0 '; by bhAga -2 3pa-00 | jaina zAradA pUjanavidhi 0-50 lakhe. :- zrI jaina samAnada sabhA khArageITa, bhAvanagara ( saurASTra ) 0-50 2 pa-00 2 0 0 0 3-00 18-0 0 2-00 taMtrI : zrI popaTabhAI ravajIbhAi salAta zrI AmAnada prakrAza tatrI maMDaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara. sudraDha : zeTha hemendra harilAla, Anada prI. presa, sutAravADha, bhAvanagara. For Private And Personal Use Only