Atmanand Prakash Pustak 082 Ank 02

Author(s): Popatlal Ravjibhai Salot
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531927/1

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Atama saMvata 9 0 (cAlu) vIra sa'. 2511 es vikrama saMvata 2041 mAgazara pada pa0 anubhava pritama kese manAsI che a china nidhana sadhana china nirmala, samala rUpa batAsI / anuva (1) samatA manamAM UMDe Aleca karIne kahe che, " anubhava mitra ! mArA zuddha cetana svAmI kevI rIte manAze ? mArAthI rIsAyelA te cetana vibhAva dazA mAM rame che. kSaNa mAtramAM sAMsArika dazA mAM nidhana thAya che ane puNya cAge kSaNavAramAM dhanavAna banI jAya che; arthAtu pApa rUpa mala jenI aMdara nathI evA zubha pariNAmane dhAraNa kare che. zubha pariNA mathI puNyanA badha thAya che. azubha pariNA mathI pApane khabdha thAya che, zubha ane azubha pariNAma viSama dazA che, tethI mArA svAmI samadazArUpa mArA gharamAM AvI zakatA nathI. - chiname' zake takra phani chiname, dekha' kahata anAsI ! viraja na vice ApA hitakArI, nidhana Tha khatAsI anu. (2) kSaNamAM mArA svAmI Indra bane che, ane kSaNa mAM chAza pInArA bharavADa bane che, kSaNa mAM aneka AzA dhAraNa karanAro bane che. jayAre huM enu zuddha | ( anusadhAna TAiTala peja 2 upara ) prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA- bhAvanagara pustaka : 82 ] DIsembara : 1984 [ aMka : 2 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: a nu ke ma Na ko - lekhaka pRSTha - lekha sajajhAya. deharA satI surasuMdarI (3) rAyacaMda maganalAla zAha pa. pU. A. zrI vijaya amRtasUrizvarajI ma. sA.nA ziSya pU. munirAja dInavijayajI mahArAja sAheba De. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIsI vyasananI vaNajhAra 3rama sAmAnya dharmaguNa pakSapAta jamIna bacAvavA saMsAra choDAvyo bahAta gaI thADI rahI yAne kSullakakumAra cetI le tuM prANIyA anuvAdaka pA. Ara. salota munirAja arUNavijayajI pa. pU. A. buddhisAgarajI ma. sA. (anusaMdhAna TAITala peja 1 nuM cAlu ) rUpa dekhuM chuM tyAre te AzA vinAnA dekhAya che. AvI AtmAnI sthiti dekhIne, paMca tarIke vacce paDavAnI jarUra nathI, kAraNa ke AtmAne hitakArI AmAja che, AtmAno zatru AtmA che. mAro svAmI jAgRta thatAM, potAnuM ja hita karanAra che. hAla to azuddha pariNatinA yoge nirdhana banI juThAM khAtAM khatave che. paNa jyAre duHkhanA pAzamAM phasAze tyAre azuddha pariNatinA gharamAMthI mArA ghera AvavAnuM mana karaze. vAhI - miro maeNhi huM terI, antara kApyuM janAsI ! Anandaghana prabhu Ana milAvo, nahitara karo dhanAsI / anu(3) he Atmana ! tuM game tevo che te paNa tU mAre che. svAminI duHkhI ane nirdhana sthitimAM paNa satI strI potAnA svAmino tyAga karatI nathI. he svAmin ! tamArI huM chuM', tamArA vinA mArA zarIranI rAkha thaI jAya te paNa anyanI thavAnI nathI. tU mArA ane tArA vacce kema bhedabhAva jaNAve che ? te anubhava ! AnaMdanA samUhabhUta evA Atmaprabhune meLApa karI Ape. je meLApa na karAvI Ape to dhanAsI karA-vidAya thAo, tamAruM kArya na bajAvI zake te mArI pAse rahevAnuM zuM kAraNa che ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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nIkAnaMda ane na RE taMtrI : zrI pipaTalAla ravajIbhAI salata vi. saM. 2041 mAgazara : DIsembara-1984 varSa : 82] [ aMka : 2 sajajhAya guNasAgara (kevalI bhagavaMta ) dohA kautuka jotAM bahu gaye, kALa anAdi anaMta; paNa te kautuka jaga vaDuM, suNatA Atama zAMta. 1 kautuka suNatAM je have, Atamane upakAra; vakatA zrotA mana gaha gahe kautaka teha udAra. AvyA gajapura nayarathI, tihAM vase vyavahArIre tela. aho tihAM vase vyavahArI re lola, ratana saMsaya tasa nAma che. sumaMgaLa tasa nArI re lola, ahe sumaMgaLA tala nArI re lela. 1 guNasAgara tasa naMdane, vidyA guNane dariye re lela. aho vidyA guNane dariye re lola. gekhe beThe anyadA, jue te sukha bhariye re lola ( a " ) 2 rAjapathe muni malakata, dIThe samatA bhariye re lola (a) dI ) te dekhI zubha citave, pUraNa caraNa sAMbhariye re lola ( a pU0 ) 3 mAtapitAne ema kahe, sukhiye muja kIje re lela ( a saM.) saMyama lezuM huM sahI AjJA muja dIje re lela (a a ) 4 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAta pitA kahe nAnaDA, saMcame umAhyo re lela (asaM) te paNa paraNe paNI, ama mana harakhAve re lela (a) ao ) 5 saMyama leje te pachI, aMtarAya na karazuM re lola (a) ao ) vinave vAta aMgI karI, pachI saMyama varazuM re lola (a) pa0 ) 6 ATha kanyAnA tAtane, Ima bhAkhe vyavahArI re lela ( a I. ) ame suta paraNavA mAtrathI, thAze saMyama dhArI re lola (a) thA0 ) 7 Ibhya suNI mana camakiyA, vara bIje karazuM re lola (a) va ) kanyA kahe nIja tAtane, A bhava avara navarazuM re lola (a) A.) 8 je karaze e guNanidhi, ane te AdarI zuM re lela ( a a.) sagI vairAgI deya meM, tasa ANA zire dhArazuM re lele (atao ) 9 kanyA AThanA vacanathI, harakhyo te vyavahArI re lela (aha0 ) vivAha mahotsava mAMDiyA, dhavala maMgaLa gave nArIre lola (a) dha ) 10 guNasAgara girUe have, varaghaDe vara sehe re lola (ava ) cArI mAMhe AvIyA, kanyAnA mana mehe re lela (aka ) 11 hAtha meLave harSazuM, sAjana jana sahu maLiyA re lela (asA. ) have kumAra zubha cittame dharmadhyAna sAMbhariyAM re lola ( a* gha0 ) 12 | (cAlu) Rona 6 ) # 8 da ' E3 8 ' 6 ja che paNa taka che ja nAda che ke ahi kavi 'dat pragaTa thaI cUkela che sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 le tathA zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-ra je che jenI maryAdIta nakale hovAthI tAtkAlika maMgAvI levA vinaMtI che. ane te bane bhAgo mULa kIMmate ApavAnA che. zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 lo (pRSThasaMkhyA-rara4) kIMmata rUpiyA paMdara. vi zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-ra jo (pRSTha mA-440) kImata rUpiyA pAMvIza. -: sthaLa :-- zrI jaina AmAnaMda sabhA The. khArageTa : bhAvanagara : (saurASTra ) thI tA. ka. : bahAragAmanA grAhakone posTeja kharca alaga ApavAno raheze. k, ts kAja, zat 7 - BA BA BA BA BA BA BA che ke AW Do na cpA ba A - 4K ila G Boys 8 GSEB ty" ' 5 ' B ' B vr ) rs' 20] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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(Atma jAgRti karatA anukuLa, paramAtma bhakti, vairAgya bhAva pragaTa karavA, kaMThastha karavA jevA, pAThazALA-upAzraya tathA gharamAM divAla upara lakhavA jevA saMskAra ane saddaguNa prApta karavA jevA suMdara deharA ) saMpAdaka : rAyacaMda maganalAla zAha (doharA), arihaMta arihaMta samaratAM, lAdhe muktinuM dhAma je nara arihaMta samaraze. tehanA saraze kAma. 1 sUtAM besatAM uThatAM. je samare arihaMta; duHkhIcAnA duHkha TALaze, laheze sukha anaMta. 2 AzA kare arihaMtanI, bIjI AzA nirAza je jagamAM sukhiyA thayA, pAmyA lIla vilAsa. 3 cetana te asI karI, jesI na kare keya; viSaya rasane kAraNe, sarvasva beThe khAya. 4 rAtrI gamAI soya ke, divasa gamAyA khAya; hIrA jesA manuSya bhava, kavaDI badale jAya. 5 je cetAya te cetaje, je bujhAya te bujha; khAnArA sahu khAI jaze, mAthe paDaze tuja, 6. munivara cauda hajAramAM zreNika sabhA majhAra; vIra jirNada vakhANI, dhanya dhanne aNagAra. 7 pa te para nahi. do kI dUra, lalA zuM lAgI rahyo, nanne rahyo hajUra. 8 paleka sukha pAmavA, kara sArA saMketa hajI bAjI che hAthamAM ceta cata nara kota. 9 janma jarA marI karI. bharAye A saMsAra; je prabhu ANa mAnaze. tasa nahi mati lagAra. 10 niMdA ALasa pariharI, karaje tatva vicAra, zubha dhyAne mana rAkhaje, zrAvaka tuja avatAra. 11 jinapUjA jasa ghara nahi, nahi supAtre dAna: te kema pAme bApaDA, vidyA rUpa nidhAna 12 Disembara-84] For Private And Personal Use Only

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mhArUM hAruM zuM kare, jagamAM hArUM koNa ? vicAra kara paraleka, hArUM thAze ke? 13 zuM laI AvyA sAthamAM, zuM laI nIkaLanAra ? bAMdhI muThI AvIA khAlI hAthe janAra. 14 keDapati mUkI gayA, keDI na gaI te sAtha, hAthe te sAthe thaze, bIjuM mithyA jANa. leka kahe lakhapati thaye, paNa zuM pAmya bela ? tuja sAthe zuM Avaze, tapAsa tAre meLa. khAnA pInA sevanA, milanA vacana vilAsa je jye pAMca ghaTAIe, tyAM tyAM dhyAna prakAza. 17 tana dhana saMpata sAhyabI, keI na Ave sAtha Izvara ke darabAra meM kaI na Ape sAtha. 18 rAjA rANuM chatrapati, hAthina ke asavAra maranA sabake eka dina, apanI apanI bAra. 19 Apa akelA avatare, mare akelA hoya; cuM kahuM Isa jIvaka, sAthI sagI na hoya; ra0 dalabela deI devatA, mAta pitA parivAra maratI veLA chavake, keI na rAkhanahAra. 21 zrI hemacandrAcArya kRtam prAkRta vyAkaraNam ( aSTamo'dhyAyaH) zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnuM prakAzana-94muM ratna che. sAcA arthamAM te ratna ja che kemake tenA vividha kAraNe prAkRta bhASAnA abhyAsane punita bhASAthI prakAzita kare che. prAcIna prAkRta bhASAnA vyAkaraNamAM A pustakanuM advitIya sthAna che. arvAcIna vidvAnoe A pustakane bIradAvyuM che. abhyAsIne saMpUrNa jJAna maLe ane tulanAtmaka abhyAsa thAya te mATe A pustakamAM nava Appendices Avela che. jarmana jevA dezamAM temaja mahAna vidyApIThanI mAMga sArI che. te ja tenuM mUlyAMkana che. Price Rs. 25,00 Dolar 5-00 Pound 2-10 : prAptisthAna : zrI AtmAnaMda sabhA khArageITa, bhAvanagara, * [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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hatI , - nAziSya palirAja bAdaza mA hapta 11 me H (gatAMkathI cAlu) eka madhurama udyAnanA madhyamAM Avela AMkha karI bhrakuTi caDhAvIne tephAna macAvate bhagavAnazrI RSabhadeva paramAtmAne bhavya jina hate. jANe kALanA vikarALa paMjAe potAnuM prAsAda zobhI rahyo hato. comera dIzAomAM bAlIza AkramaNa chatuM karyuM suMDhane havAmAM gulAba, caMpo, rAtarANI vagere vividha puSponI vigate jANe hamaNa je Ave tene sapATAmAM suvAsa prasaratI hatI. kyAMka kayAMka moralAo laI lauM. e rIte utAvaLe utAvaLe te ratha pAse kaLA karIne nRtya karatA hatAM. AmravRkSa para deze. teNe rathanI upara jyAM suMDha ugAmavAno koyala TahuMkAra karatI hatI. koyalanA TahUkArane prayatna karyo. tyAM ja huM utAvaLe tyAM pahoMcyA. ke....haM....Te....huM ne prativanIthI moralAo ane mArA baddhi baLanA parAkrame hAthIne haMphALe javAba vALatAM hatAM tenAthI udyAnanuM vAtAvaraNa te dura bhAgI gaye. rathamAMthI eka navayauvanA saumya banyuM hatuM. bhagavAna zrI RSabhadevanA bhavya bhayabrAMta banelI pAchaLa paDelA siMhane joI mRgaprAsAdanuM uttaga zikhara gaganamaMDaLanI sAthe lInI je dazA thAya tevI dazA te navayauvanAnI banI vAto karatu hoya tevuM jaNAtuM hatuM. AchA hatI. rathamAMthI uchaLIne kudake mArI jamIna para AchA...vAdaLA zikhara para laherAtI dharma. paTakAI paDI. tenA deha paranuM rUpa ane lAlitya dhvajAnI sparzana karI pAvana banI AgaLa jhAMkhu paDI gayuM. AthamatA surajanI saMdhyAe vadhatA hatAM. madhura vAyunA viMjhaNAthI vRkSonI jevI lAlAza pazcima kSitija upara dekhAya tevI zAkhAo hiloLA letI hatI. udyAnanA suvA- lAlAza tenA mukha upara bhayanI lAgaNIne kAraNe sita vAtAvaraNa, ane RSabhadeva jina prasAdanuM upasI AvelI najare paDatI hatI. tenA deha upara vAtAvaraNa mIzra banatA senAmAM sugaMdha samu rahelu jharIyAma vastra sarakI gayuM hatuM. kAnanA lAgatuM hatuM. DIvAra thaI tyAM hAthI, ghoDA, camakatA kuMDaLa kharI paDayAM hatAM. te jamIna ratha vagerenA samUhanI hajAronI saMkhyAnI upara niI paDI hatI. chatAM mukha uparathI hAramALAne udyAna tarapha jatI meM joI. A lAlitya nItaratuM hatuM. mArI daSTi paDatAM ja abhUtapUrva ane suMdara dekhAva joIne huM kSaNavara hAthI pAsethI huM te yuvatIne bacAvavA de . te stabdha banI gayA. paNa...paNa AzcaryA tenI pAse jaIne tenI hAthanI nADa tapAsI, ane AnaMda bharyA raMgamAM bhaMga paDe. nADanA dhabakArA jaNAtAM ja mArA jIvamAM jIva eka madonmatta hAthI kedhe bhara cele lAla Avyo. bAjunAM sarevaramAMthI pANI lAvI tenA Disembara-84] [23 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mastaka upara chAMTayuM, tenA mukhamAM ThaMDuM pANI mukha mauna paNa tenI aMtara mahecchAne vyakta pa yu. ane saheja saLavaLatAM ja mArA AnaMdane karatuM hatuM ke huM jAuM chuM. paNa mArU mana tamane pAra na rahyo. mane thayuM ke hAza have bAjI saMpu chuM ane kalevara laIne jAuM chuM a...la ApaNuM hAthamAM che. dhImethI tene upADIne eka vi...dA..!mane khAtrI thaI ke huM jIvIza tyAM svastha sthAnamAM lAvIne suvADI. karamAtuM puSpa sudhI A yuvatI mArA mana paTa parathI nahi khIlI uThe tema tenAmAM cetanA zakti jAgRta visarAya. thatAM ja me mArA upacAra jALavI rAkhyAM. - pachI te pelo duta AvIne kahevA lAgyo yuvatIe AMkha khelI tIrachI najare mArI sAme kema bhAI have to ApaNe ahIMthI ravAnA thai joIne pharI AMkho baMdha karI chatAM tenA mukha ne? huM to jANe gherA mIThA svapnamAMthI uThayA upara nirbhayatAnI sAthe sAthe saMtoSanI lAgaNI hou tema te mane jagADa. meM dutane kahyuM ubharAI AvI hatI. lajAmaNInA choDane aDatAM bhAI mArI eka vastu khavAI che, te huM to ja pAMdaDA bIDAi jAya tema tenI AMkha khula- rahyA che. te kahyuM bhAI ! tame je mudrikA meM tatA, tAnI sAthe ja mane joIne bIDAI gaI. hata te te pelI yuvatI laI gaI che. emAM tenA aMtaranA manomananA bhAve upara tarI zodhavAnuM zuM che? te kahyuM. mane thayuM ke mArI AvatA hatAM te mukhathI nahi balake manathI mArI devAyelI vastu kaI che. te A duta zuM jANe! sAthe vAta karavI hoya nahi ? tevuM lAgatuM hatuM. ane mArAthI hAsya chupAvI zakAyuM aMte kharekhara mane bacAvanAra samayasara na AvyA data che hAsyane mAre marma samajI gayA ane hata te? mAruM zuM thAta atA ka9pavuM ja rahyuM ? duta ravAnA thayo. me Akho divasa ane rAtrI paNa.... have to bhayanI bhUtAvaLa kayo banI gayelI ghaTanAne punarAvartanamAM vyatita cAlI gaI. ane aMtarathI apachI mIta vaDe karI. bIje divase savAra thatA zaheranI ane mana mukata mane AbhAra mAnavA lAgI, paNa zAmAM AgaLa vadhyA. cAlatA rA.lA eka kharuM jotA te mane tenA viveka ke vinayanI nagaranI najadika AvyuM. ramaNIya nagaranI jarUra na lAgI. zobhA nyArI hatI. uMcI uMcI mahelAte gagana juga juganA jogI samA ane baMne paricita maMDaLanI sAthe vAto karatI hatI. ane vizALa hoIe tevuM anubhava thatuM hatuM Ama anya rastAnI baMne bAju sAma sAmI vRkSonI zobhA ame baMne eka bIjAne samarpita thaI cukyAM suzobhita lAgatI hatI. baMne bAju moTI moTI hatA. yuvatIe mArA hAthanI vIMTI kSaNamAMja dukAno paNa nagaranA jAhojalAlInI cADI badalAvI nAMkhI. A rIte ame baMne vAtanA kuM karI hatI. jyAM juo tyAM khuzanumaya vAtAvAtAvaraNamAM khavAI gayA hatAM. acAnaka varaNa hatuM. paNa aphasa ! AkhI vizALa ane amArI sAme eka vRddha AvIne ubhI rahI te samRddha nagarInA dvAre dvAre ghumI vaLe paNa kaI yuvatInI dhAvamAtA hatI. lAgaNI ane bhAvabharI mAnavane je nahIM. mane thayuM AvI raLIyAmaNI dIe dAvamAtA mArI sAme joI rahI. tenI nagarImAM kayAMya paNa mAnavamAtra dekhAtA nathI AkhAmAM paNa mArA pratyenI ahobhAvanAnI Ama kema? huM AzcaryabhAre daSTie rAjamArga : - aA hatAM. te e dhAvamAtA bALAne para jotA rahyA. bhuta raDe bheMkAra evI nagarIne laI cAlavA mAMDI tane jAtA huM jete ja rahyo. cheDI lakSmIdevA pA! gha. tyA evA ya tevI bALaka pAchalA ahIne mArI sAme joyuM. tenuM ujajaDa lAga nI hatI, deva vagaranuM maMdira, mAnava AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vagaranuM ghara, ane rAjA-prA vagaranI nagarInI zeAbhA mRtyu samI lAge che. cAlatA cAlatA huM kSaNavAra thaMbhI gayA, mArI diSTa meM jhINI karIne joyuM tA sAmethI raDayA khaDayA eka mANasa mArI sAme AvIne ubho rahyo, tene mArI zakAnuM nivAraNa karavA mArA prazna pUrve ja teNe kahyuM ke A nagaranA rAjA kanakaprabha rAjya upara sattA che rAjAnA nAzI gayA pachI A nagaranI paDatI thaI ane nagarajanA paNa A nagara cheADI AjubAjunA dezapradezamAM cAlyA gayA che. mane to tenI vAtamAM rasa na hatA. kevaLa jANavA khAtara jANI bAkI te mArA mananI vyathA bharI kathA tene kayAM kahevA besuM, huM teA mArA hRdayanA thaDakAra samI ramaNInA ja darzana karavA Atura calAvatA hatA. paNa te pAtAnA bhAI javalana-hatA. paNa ahIM AvatAM ja strI purUSa vagaranA nagarane khAlI joi huM kAne pUchuM ke mArI ramaNI kayAM che ? mArA hRdayane meM ghaNI rIte samajAvyuM paN.... paNa je vastu maLI zake tevA sa'bhava ja nathI tethI manane samajAvavAmAM ja DahApaNa che. tevu mAnyu` chatAM mana ane magaje mArA para AkramaNa karyu" che. tethI huM paravaza banyA . prabhune calita karavA gayA tyAAthI tenI paDatI zarU thaI che. khADA khAtAne bInane pADavA prayatna karanAra ja pote te khADAmAM paDe che. tevI kanakaprabhanI dazA thai che. rAjya chInna bhInna thaI gayuM, Avela AgaMtukane meM pUchyuM bhAI Avu' zAthI banyuM ? teNe uMDA zvAsa laIne vAta AgaLa vadhArI. bhAi? zuM kahuM ! paNa chatAM sAMbhaLeA ! ! ! jalanaprabha pAtAnI sAdhanAmAM dRDha rahyo. kanakaprabhanuM kArya saphaLa na thavAthI vAkuvAM thatA kAdhanA khAvezamAM tyAMthI pAchA pharatAM viveka bhUlye ane te jinezvara bhagavatanA madirane eLagIne AgaLa vadhyA. tyArathI tenI vidyA rApUrNa lepa thaI, ane maMdirane ALa ga vAthI dharaNendra tenI upara kopAyamAna thayA. indrathI bacavA kanakaprabha A nagara choDI ga MgAvatI nAmanA nagaranA rAjA gadhavAhanane zaraNe gayA DIsembara-84 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vega pAse jaNAvatA AgaLa kahyuM ke mArI priyAne pAtAnI AkhI banI gayelI ghaTanAne citragotavA vaitADhayanI uttara zreNa ane dakSiNa zreNie AkhI khuMdI vaLyA, paNa a Mte po na lAgyA. kuMjarAva nagaranA A udyAnamAM besIne mArI priyatamA vize vicAra karatA hatA ane te samaye koNa jANe kema...mArA kAryanI siddhi thavAnI hoya tema mArA aMtaramAM zraddhA pragaTI. ( kramazaH ) zrI zatruMjaya girirAjadana zAzvatA tInI upAsana! AvA punita pustakanA vAcana dvArA vizeSa rIte thai zake che. tethI A pustaka dareka ghare vasAvavA jevu che. navvANuM yAtra! karanAra bhAgyava tAne, varSItapa karanAra tapasvIone, temaja zrI jaina saMghanA zrAvako ane zrAvikAone prabhAvanAmAM ApavA lAyaka pustaka che. A pustakamAM punita tIrthanA paMdara phATA che kiMmata phakta 6-00 rUpiyA je vyakti sA ke sAthI vadhAre pustaka magAvaze temane daza TakA kamizana ApavAmA Avaze. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA khArageiTa bhAvanagara ( saurASTra) For Private And Personal Use Only 5

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vicArIe- vyasanonI vaNajhAra....... (le. Do. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIsI M. B. B. S. Feep. pAlItANA) vyasana eka jAtano vaLagADa che. jema bhUta vaLage ane mANasa herAna-parezAna thAya che, temaja vyasano paNa mAnavIne herAnagatI kare che. vyasana mANasane tanathI, manathI, ane dhanathI nukazAnImAM mUkI de che. tanathI mAnavI zarIre nabaLo paDI jAya che. aneka rogo thAya che, zarIra nabaLuM paDI jAya che. paNa koI kAma karI zakavAnI zakti rahetI nathI. jyAre vyasana he ya (dArU, bhAMga, bIDI) te vastu le gareja kAma sUjhe che. manathI evI nabaLAI AvI jAya che ke koI kAma karavAnuM mana ba thatuM nathI. jyAre je vyasana hoya te vastu levAthIja mana sthira thAya che ane dhAryuM kAma karI zake che, ane mana ThekANe Ave che. dhana vinA to koI vyasana ja nabhe nahi potAnI pAse paise kharcA ja kare che. vyasanI mANasanI Ijajata paNa hotI nathI. paise pitAne potAnI pAse) kharcAI jAya tyAre e vyasanIne koI paisA uchInA ApatuM nathI ke mAla-vastu paNa udhAra ApatuM nathI. eTale e garIbImAMja paga ghasI ghasIne jiMdagI pUrI kare che. eTale mANase dArU, bhAMga ke bIDI athavA vezyAgamana jevuM vyasana karavuM jaI e nahi. paraMtu satsaMga kara, sArA pustako vAMcavA, sadAcArI sAthe pharavuM-haravuM joIe, athavA kaMI na bane te dharmakriyA karavI. ane te ja AtmA paramAtmA banI zake ke satpathe vaLe. A bAbata amArA "sAmAyika ma DaLa"mAM carcAtA paM. zrI kapuracaMdabhAIe vyasanathI thatI khuvArI ane eka pachI bIjuM vyasana kema thAya che, e daSTAMta ApI samajAvyuM- rAjagRhi nagarImAM eka zrImaMta zeThane pitAnA nhAnA dikarAne madada karavA ekAda nAkara rAkhavA vicAryuM, AjakAla te ApaNe jANIe chIe ke akhabAremAM (jAhera-khabara) ApyA vinA sAlatuM nathI. eTale te zeTha eka akhabAramAM jAhera khabara chapAvI ke "eka hoziyAra ne cAlAka nokara joIe che je peDhI saMbhALI zake." bIje divase henA (jAxkha) javAbamAM eka mANasa Avyo ne kahe ke- "zrImAna, ApanI jAhera-khabara vAMcI, nokarInA umedavAra tarIke AvyA che, garIba mANasa chuM. rAkho te kRpA thaze." hRmane kaI vyasana che? kAraNa vyasane tarapha mahene napharata che." hA jI, koI vAra ekAda elacI lauM chuM? IlAyacI e te mukhavAsa gaNAya. emAM koI vAMdho nahi. IlAyacI Akho divasa khAo che ke koI vakhata ? nA jI, A te kaI vakhata kaDaka bhAMga pIdhI hoya tyAre ja meTuM sApha karavA lauM chuM. 'tyAre hame kaDaka bhAMga paNa pIe che ? bIjuM kAI vyasana che? || AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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nA che, keI vAra kaDaka bIDI ke sIgAreTa pIdhI hoya tyAre dezI dArU ke IMglIsa vAIna (Englihs ine) pIdhe hoya tyAreja ThIka rahe che." "he? tyAre hame dArU ke vAIna (wine) paNa pIo cho.' zrImAna, huM to garIba mANasa chuM" pAse paise to hoya jyAMthI paNa eka vAra tIna-pattI ramatAM pistAlIza rUpIyA jItyA hatA. eTale eka mitranI sobatathI ema thayuM ke paise te che eTale lAvane ekAda guNikAne tyAM nAca-gAna mATe jAuM! kAraNa ke "nANuM maLaze paNa TANuM nahi maLe" ema vicArI enI sAthe eka guNikAne tyAM gayA. tyAM zarUAtamAM dArU (zarAba) nI pyAlIthI vAta hoya che, mahe hAtha joDIne kahyuM, "huM dArUne virodhI chuM, eTale hune mApha kare" zarabata hoya tA laIza. pele mitra gusse thaye ane kahe ke " huM na pIe te hArI majA paNa mArI jaze. huM na pIe te hArA mA-bApanA segaMda" ema sogaMda daI mahane parANe dArU pAyA. pachI te tabIyata evI khuzakhuzAla thaI ke bIjI traNa-cAra pyAlI pI gaye." tyAre hame guNikAne tyAM jAo cho ane dArU paNa pIo che ! ane nAca-gAnamAM paNa majhA AvI." kephamAM AvI gayA eTale eka khIssa kAtaryuM. paNa lebhamAM ne lebhamAM bIjuM paNa kAtaravA gaye tyAM lokoe hane pakaDI pADe ane jelamAM nAkhyo." bhAIzrI hame te gajabanA nikaLyA, ane vyasanonAM te bhaMDAra che. hamArA jevA mANasa amAre pAlave ja nahi, chatAM paNa have rAkhavA-narAkhavA e TapAlathI jaNAvIza." ane umedavAra gayA eTale zeTha vicAramAM paDayA, ke- mANasa vicAra te ja nathI. vyasana thavuM ke eka pachI eka enI vaNajhAra cAlu rahe che. pachI te zeThazrIe umedavArane TapAlamAM lakhI nAMkhyuM ke- hamArA jevA vyasanInuM hAre kAma nathI, "kadAca hamArI sebatathI hAre nAno dikaro paNa bagaDe." kSamA yAcanA A mAsika aMkamAM koI azuddhi rahI gaI hoya athavA koI kSati mudraNa doSa hoya te te mATe manasA, vasA, micchAmi dukkaDam. taMtrI. he bhavyAtman ! tuM jarA je tA kharA ! ke-A saMsAra-kuvAmAM rahela kALa araghaTTane sUya -caMdrarUpa baLada nira tara rave-ghumAve che. tethI divasa-rAtri svarUpa ghaTamALa dvArA vizvamAM rahelA chenuM AyuSya-jala dhAme dhIme ulecAtu ja jAya che te jyAM sudhImAM hAruM AyuSya -jala saMpUrNa ulecatuM nathI tyAM sudhImAM zrI jinezvara prabhunI sevA-bhakti karI puNyanI kamANI kara !! Disembara-84] 27 For Private And Personal Use Only

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uryA. bhA.mAnya dharma-gaNapakSapAta, (hindI) anu. pI. Ara. sAta parama kRpAnidhi mahAna zratadhara AcAryazrI mahAmuni atre padhArela che, huM temanA caraNamAM haribhadrasUrie svaracita dharma granthanA jIvana samarpita karIza." maNa banI Atmaprathama adhyAyamAM gRhastha jIvananA sAmAnya kalyANanI sAdhanA karIza. karmabaMdhana toDavAne dharmonuM pratipAdana karyuM che. je gRhastha sAmAnya puruSArtha karIza. dharmonuM sucArU rUpathI rahe te vAstavamAM bhAratIya sahastrakiraNanI vairAgyapUrNa vANI sAMbhaLI saMskRti jIvaMta bane. rAvaNa stabdha banI gayA. rAvaNanuM hRdaya gadgadda 32 me sAmAnya dharma "guNapakSapAta che, banI gayuM. rAvaNanI AkhomAM harSanA AMsU haMmeza guNone pakSa levA ane guNenAM pakSamAM ubharAyA, rAvaNe bhAvapUrvaka tenA guNanI prazaMsA rahevuM. bhale pitAnAmAM guNa na hoya paNa bIjAnA karI. sahastrakiraNe potAnA pitAnA caraNomAM guNanA pakSamAM rahevuM. zramaNatva aMgIkAra karyuM. te mATe nIcenuM daSTAMta dhyAnamAM levA je ke rAvaNanA jIvanamAM tyAga-vairAgya hatA jevuM che. nahi, paraMtu tyAga-vairAgya pratye zraddhA avazya revA nadInA kinArA upara rAvaNa ane rAjA hatI. prema hato, Adara hatuM. tethI tenA samagra sahastrakiraNanuM bhayAnaka yuddha khelAyuM. rAvaNanI jIvanamAM koI sthaLa para tyAga-rAgya pratye jIta thai. paNa yuddhamAM sahastrakiraNanuM adabhuta anAdara ke tiraskAra jovA maLatA nathI. rAvaNamAM parAkrama dekhI rAvaNa mugdha banyA. sahasa- guNAnurAgane viziSTa guNa hatA. kiraNane rAvaNe baMdI banAvyA. paraMtu AkAza dvitIya daSTAMta mArgathI eka mahAmuni rAvaNanI chAvaNImAM padhAryA, ane rAvaNane mAluma paDyuM ke te mahA ravIndranAtha TAgoranuM nAma Ape sAMbhaLyuM muni sahastrakiraNanA pitA che. tyAre rAvaNe tene pharI temanA pitA devandranAthane eka ghaTanA che. turataja bandhana mukta karyA. rAjasabhAmAM tenA temAM "sojanya guNa kone kahevAya, te Apane parAkramanI prazaMsA karI. tene potAne bhAI mAluma paDaze. banAvI, tenuM rAjaya pAchuM saMpyuM ane jAhera devandranAthane pitAjI dvArakAnAtha ThAkura karyuM. "tU mArA bhAI che ane bIju rAjya paNa - che ane na phAjaya paNa kalakattAnAnI prasiddha vyApArI hatA. ane mAgI le. tU je rAjya mAgaze te huM tane jamInadAra hatA. teo vyavahAradA purUSa hatA. avazya ApIza". tyAre sahastrakiraNe kahyuM. temaNe potAnA jIvana daramiyAna vaMzaparaMparAgata lakopati! have mane rAjya pratye kaI moha saMpattinuM eka alaga TrasTa karela. nathI. saMpattine moha nathI. mAruM mana saMsAranA temanuM mRtyu thayuM. temanI vyApArI peDhImAM vaibhava parathI uDI gayuM che. mArA sadnazIbe 30 lAkha rUpiyAnI khoTa AvI. peDhInA menejara 28] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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je aMgreja hatA teNe leNadArone bolAvI kahyuM, hAthamAM lIdhuM ane peDhIne vyavasthita karI. amArI peDhInuM kaba aka karoDa rU. che. ane devendranAthane dara varSe aDhI hajAra rUA. devAnA 70 lAkha rUA. leNuM che. 30 lAkha rUA nuM nukazAna nakakI karyA. tyArapachI peDhI paNa temane seMpI dIdhI. che. peDhInA mAlika pitAnI pUrI saMpatti, jamIna lokee devendranAthanA saujanyanI prazaMsA vagere vecIne paNa karja cUkavavA mAMge che. Apa karI ane leNadAranA saujanyane paNa vakhANyuM. peDhInuM laheNuM -devuM tapAso. jamInadArInA haka tRtIya dRSTAMta paNa laIle-ApanuM je je leNuM hoya te laIle. ( purANa samayanI ghaTanA che. para tu eka TrasTanI je saMpatti che te para Apane keI adhikAra lAgaze nahi." ITAlI (yUropa) dezanI rANA mArgareTa pitAnA nokaro sAthe Alpasa parvata para caDhI devendranAtha tyAM hAjara hatA. bhAratIya rahI hatI. rastAmAM vAyu-jhaMjhAvAta zarU thayuM. saMskRtinA saMskAra gayA na hatA. mArA dharmanuM rastAmAM AlpAIna kalabane eka nAne baMgale pharamAna che ke je suputra hoya te pitAnuM RNa hatA. rANI kare sAthe A baMgalAmAM AvI cukave che. mAre paNa pitAjInuM RNa cukavavuM che." pahoMcI. temane joIne, baMgalAmAM je mANase temaNe leNadArone kahyuM, "Apane gerDana sAhebe hatA teoe bahAra javAnI taiyArI karI, rANue kahyuM ke Apa amArI TrasTa saMpatti para adhi- kahyuM, "A Aphata ApaNI sahu upara AvI kAra nahi karI zake, te vAta kAyadA nI daSTie che. Apa sahu mArA dezamAM ane A baMgalAmAM DIka che. chatAM ame sTine khatama karIne paNa te mArA mahemAna che. ApaNe sahune besavAnI saMpatti Apa lekene devA mATe tenAra chAe jagA nahi maLe te sahu ubhA rahezuM. paraMtu pitR--aNuthI amAre mu ba che." rahezuM sahu sAthe. Izvare mane rAjasiMhAsana leNadAra devenanI vAta sAMbhaLI stabdha .ApyuM che-uccapada ApyuM che to A samaye banI gayA. 30 varSanA yuvAna devAnI mA sajajanatA batAvavI joIe." AdarzanichAthI atyaMta prabhAvita thayA. keTalAka tyAM upasthita rahela deza-videzanI lo ke leNadAronI AMkhomAMthI AMsu vahevA lAgyA. harSa-vibhora banI gayA. rANInA saujanyanI devendranAthanA saujanya leNadAromAM paNa saujanyano tArIpha karavA lAgyA. rANInA mRtyu pachI paNa dIpaka pragaTAvyA. teo e devendranAthanI saMpattinuM ITAlInI prajA tenA guNane bhUlI nahIM. nIlAma na karyuM. paraMtu peDhIne kArebAra potAnA arihata"nA saujanyathI he jIvAtman ! tuM jarA sAvadhAna thaIne jo to kharA ke-A vizvamAM je prANIne kALasaMpe DaMkha dIdhuM che tene jIvADavA mATe eka dharma sivAya bIjuM kaI paNa auSadha maMtra, taMtra ke kaLA saphaLa thatA ja nathI are ! AjanuM vijJAna paNa niSphaLa ja che. mATe tyAre je ajara-amara pada meLavavuM hoya te dharma ja kara !! he Atman ! jyArathI tyAre manuSya rUpe janma thayo. tyArathI ja A yamarAjA ArA zarIranA paDachAyA rUpe hArI pAchaLa ja paDe che ane tuM kaMIka aparAdha kare teTalI ja rAha joI rahyA che, mATe sAvaceta rahIne sadAcArane mArge cAla, ane dharmarAjanuM zaraNuM svIkAra ke jethI yamarAjA hane kaMI ja na karI zake !!! Disembara-84|| For Private And Personal Use Only

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jamIna bacAvavA saMsAra choDAvyo le. munirAja aNuvijayajI briTIzanA zAsanamAM uttara pradezanA eka jamInadAranI badhIja jamIna sarakAre levAnI taiyArI batAvI. je jamInadAra jIvate rahe te badhI ja jamIna jAya tema hatI. jamInadAre ApattimAMthI bacavA lokamAnya TiLakane pitAne kesa seMge. TiLake tene samajAvyuM ke je tU sivila-Detha svIkAre te tArI jamIna bacI jAya. paNa sara ! A huM samajI zakatuM nathI. huM marI jAuM ane jagyA bace. are! A ke nyAya? TiLake kahyuM, "nA ema nahIM, kerTanI bhASAmAM saMnyAsa levAne "sivila Detha" kahevAmAM Ave che. mATe je tame saMsAra choDe, sanyAsI thaI jAo te tamArI jagyA bacI jAya. te sarakAra tamArI jamIna japta karI na zake. ane TiLake tene sanyAsa apAvyuM. pelAe saMnyAsa lIdho. have asIla na hovAthI pitAnA vArasadAra chokarAo kAyama mATe jamInanA mAlika banyA. paraMtu asIla tA sanyAsa svIkAryo, chUTI gaye. A saMsArathI sadAne mATe bacI gaye-A saMsAranI saLagatI rAga dveSanI hoLIthI. saMsAra choDavA mATe dhana-dhAnya, jagyAM-ghara, bAga-bagIyA baMgalA badhuM ja choDavuM paDaze. bhAvanA bhava nAzini' gayA aMkane kuvAro" zrI ghAghA tIrthayAtrAnuM Ayojana aDhI hajAra rU. nI rakama anAmata phaMDamAM ApanAra dAtAonA nAma nIce pramANe che. (1) zeThazrI kAntilAla lavajIbhAI tathA sva. padmAbena kAntilAla (2) zeThazrI khImacaMda parazotamadAsa bAradAnavALA tathA harakerabena jerAma (3) kumabena ramaNikalAla saMghavI tathA padmAbena rasIkalAla saMghavI. (4) zeThazrI ratilAla goviMdajI zAha tathA vasaMtabena rasikalAla zAha (5) lamIbena mANekaca da nANAvaTI ha. ramaNikalAla mANekacaMda nANAvaTI uparyukta dAtAone abhinaMdana pAThavIe chIe, ane zubha kAryanI anumodanA karIe chIe. zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara, he cetana ! jarA A rapha ! A pRthvI vAstavamAM kamaLa ja che zeSanAga e kamaLa - nALa che. dizA-vidazA e ATha pAMkhaDIo che. parvata-zikhara e kezarAo ane jIvAtmAo kharekhara parAga parimala che. jIvAtma svarUpa parAgane kALarU5 bhamare niraMtara cusI ja rahela che te jyAM sudhImAM tuM saMpUrNatayA na cusAI jA tyAM sudhImAM Atmahitakara dharma ArAdha !!! [AtmAnaMda prakAza 30] For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra * www.kobatirth.org aheAta gai thADI rahI yAne kSullakumAra sAketapura nagaranA rAjamahelanA sAmenA cAgAnamAM nakIne suMdara nATAra'bha thatA hatA. rAjA, pradhAna ane prajAjanA pAtapAtAnI cAgyatA pramANenA sthAne beThA hatA. A nATAra'bhamAM mANasA te ghaNA hatA, paNa te badhAmAM eka yuvAna nakI mukhya hatI. A nakI saMgIta gAya tyAre mANasA tenA saMgItanA padane khelI mAthuM dhuNAvatA hatA. te nAca kare tyAre prekSakA tenI sAthe UMcA nIcA thaI nAca karavAno dekhAva karatA hatA. nartakIe sabhAne raMjana karavA vividha prayAga| bhajavyA chatAM te prayAgathI na dharAyA rAjA ke na dharAyA prajAjanA. ziyALAnI mATI rAta, teNe leAkane ra Mjana karavAmAM ghaNIkharI pasAra karI, have tenA paga duHkhatA hatA, gaLuM sukAtuM hatu, tenI AMkha kaMIka gherAtI hatI. nartakInI vicakSaNa mAtA A vAta jANI gaI, tethI teNe putrI bhUlecUke have thADA vakhata mATe pramAda karI, tenuM sa gIta khagADI na nAMkhe te mATe eka sukata belI. sujhahugAIya suDaDuvAya. aNupAliya dIharAiya. sujhunacciya sAma suMdire / usumiNa te mA pamAyae " he suMdarI ! te bahu sAruM gAyana karyuM, ghaNuM sAruM vagADyuM ane sArI rIte nRtya karyuM e rIte AkhI rAta pasAra karI. have thADA mATe tuM pramAda karI agADIza nahi. DIsembara-84] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir * * * A A sukatanI khUba jAdui asara thaI. sAdhAraNa rIte niyama te evA hoya che ke nATakIyAne sau prathama rAjA dAna Ape. pachI bIjA peAtAnI zakti mujakha dAna Ape. paNa A nATaka jonAramAMthI koI eka ajANyA yuvAna ubhA thayA, teNe AgaLa AvI potAnI lAkha rUpiyAnI kebala na`kIne bheTa dharI. leAkAe tALIonA avAje tene protsAhana ApyuM. A yuvAna peAtAne sthAne bese tyAM tA rAjakumAra ubhA thayA, teNe peAtAnA ratna jaDita kuMDaLA naMkI tarapha phUMkayAM. prajAe jorathI tALIo pADI. nartakInA nRtyane uttejana ApyuM. rAjakumAra beTho ke tarataja rAjyanA mukhya maMtrIe eka lAkhanI kiMmatanuM mudrAranlR naMkIne ApyuM. A pachI eka zeThanI strIe eka lAkha rUpiyAnA ratnanA hAra ApyA, hAthInA mAvate potAnA aMkuza bheTa ApyA. rAjA zANA hatA ane vicAravaMta hatA. tethI have vadhu maryAdA bhaMga na thAya mATe potAnuM meTu InAma nartakIne ApI rAjamaryAdA sAcavI lIdhI pachI teNe sau prathama bheTa ApanAra pelA ajANyA yuvAnane pUchyuM, For Private And Personal Use Only * yuvAna ! tane evA zAthI utsAha AvI gayA ke gAmanA rAjA kAMI bheTa Ape te pahelAM tU' bheTa ApavA uchaLI paDaye ? "" yuvAna khelyA rAjan ! AnI pAchaLa mArI AkhI AtmakathA chUpAI che. 'sujhahugAica ' e sUkate mArU' AkhuM jIvana palTI nAkhyu che. [31

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rAjAe pUchayuM, "kaI rIte ?" have huM ghera jAuM chuM" vRddha sAdhvI bolyAM, yuvAne pitAnI kathA kahevA mAMDI. te mAtAnuM vacana mAnyuM. mAruM vacana mAnI rAjana ! eka rAjAnI najara tenA bhAInI bIjA teTalA varasa nahi kADhe? mAtA vadhI, huM rUpavaMtI strI yazobhadrA upara paDI. A strIne nahi ? " jotAM rAjA kAmavivaza bane. tene pajavavA zullake nIcuM mukha rAkhI kahyuM, "Apane lAgyA. paNa te strI ziyaLamAM daDha hatI. tethI kharAba lAgatuM hoya te bIjA - A5 khAtara rAjA phAvyuM nahi. tethI rAjAne lAgyuM ke jayAM 12 varSa e rahIza." sudhI mAro bhAI jIvate haze tyAM sudhI te mane pharI 12 varSanA vahANa vAyA ne vItyA. vaza nahi thAya. tethI eka rAtre rAjAe bhAInuM have kSullaka bhara yuvAnImAM hato. te vRddha sAdhvI khuna karyuM, yazobhadrA A sAMbhaLIne nAThI. jaMgala pAse Avyo ane kahyuM, "have huM jAu chuM. vaTAvIne koI eka gAmamAM AvI. tyAM eka sAvIne Azare jaI dIkSA lIdhI. javuM na javuM te tArA marajI. paNa ApaNA upAdhyAya mahArAja bhego thaIne jA. dIkSA lIdhAM pahelAM, varAbhadrAe pote sagarbhA che evI vAta nahi karela. paNa te vAta chUpI kSullaka upAdhyAya pAse gaye. te bolyA, rahI zakI nahi. zrAvake e ane zrAvikAono "meM 24 varSanuM saMyama mAtA tathA tenI gurusahAro maLe. pUrNa mAse putra prasava thaye. A nI dAkSiNyatAe pALyuM che. mArA hRdayamAM putrane zrAvake e ucheryo. tenuM nAma rAkhyuM viSaya vAsanAnAja uchALA hatA. avadhi pUrI bhulakakumAra. thaI che. ane huM ghare jAu chuM. upAdhyAye kahyuM, ATha varSanI uMmara thatAM, guru pAse dIkSA "tArI mAtA ane guNa vadhu mAnya, amArA lIdhI. dIkSA lIdhA bAda cheDAja divasamAM caritrA e sargonI keI kiMmata ja nahine? amArA varaNanA karmanA udayathI te kSullakakumAranA hRdayamAM thI te mArA hadayamAM khAtara bAra varSa vadhu nahi gALe ? viSaya vAsanA jAgI. eka vakhata sAdhvIjInI mahArAja ! Apane mane ahi rAkhe hoya pAse AvI kahyuM, "guruNi ! huM saMyama nahi te bAra varSa vadhu rahIza, bAkI mAruM mana saMyapALI zakuM huM ghara javA mAMguM chuM." mamAM muddala TharatuM nathI. mArI najara AgaLa mAtA sAdhvIe kahyuM, "ghera zuM che? tArI duniyAnA raMgarAga ja ghUmyA kare che." IcchA na hoya te paNa mArI khAtara tuM 12 upAdhyAya mauna rahyA. lake kahyuM, varSa saMyama pALa" kSullake te vAta kabUlI. "bhagavaMta! bahu sAruM. huM ApanA vacana khAtara bAra varSa vItyAM paNa vairAgya bhAva na ja bAra varSa vadhu rahIza." upAdhyAyanA upadeza jAgyuM, pharI mAtA sAdhvI pAse javAnI raja raja sAMbhaLyA, paNa viSaya vAsanA na samAvI mAgI. zakyA. sAdhvI bolyA, "bhAvibhAva! javuM hoya te bAra varSa aMte temanI pAse rajA mAgI. jaje paNa mArA gurUNInI rajA laIne jaje " paNa cha nAyakane maLI pachI javAnI sUcanA kSullaka vaDerA sAdhvI pAse gayA ane kahyuM, karI. huM temanI pAse gaye, temanA AgrahathI mArAthI saMyama nahi paLAya, 12 varSa meM vadhu bAra varSa rahevAnuM kabUlyuM. bIjA bAra varSa mAtAnI dAkSiNyatAo 12 bhava jevA kADhayA che, paNa saMyamamAM gALyA. 32] asmiAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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kSullakane lAgyuM ke have keInI zarama bhara- "suDaDuMgAiyaM sAMbhaLI mane thayuM ke pitAjI have javAnI rahI nathI tethI gacchanAyakane maLI, upekSA keTaluM jIvaze ghaNI gaI ane cheDI rahI. te huM pUrvaka saMpatti meLavI mAtA pAse Avyo. mAtAne AvuM kArya karI zA mATe apayaza laUM ? pitA lAgyuM ke have A saMyanamAM nahi rahe tethI mane A vicAra mATe pazcAtApa thaze. A ratnakaMbala ane tenA pitAnI nAmavALI mudrA vicAra palaTAvanAra A sUkata hovAthI te gAnAra apAvI. - nartakIne utsAhanA atirekamAM kuMDaLa ApyA." kSullaka saune chelalA vaMdana karIne, viSaya vAsanAne vicAra karate upAzrayamAMthI nIkaLe. ma vivara! Apa DAhyA ane vicakSaNa che rAjanuM! A kSullaka kumAra te huM. sAdhvI chatAM tame kema ekadama kUdI paDI mudrikA ApI? yazobhadrA te tamArA nAnA bhAInI patnI ane rAjAe pUchyuM "rAjana ! A sUkta ja mArUM mArI mAtA. huM tyAMthI chUTI ApanI pAse AvyA. mAnasa palaTayuM. huM rAjyamAM ApanI kRpAthI tyAM tame badhAM nATaka jovAmAM magna hatA. tethI badhI bAbatamAM kartA hartA chuM. zatru rAjAe huM paNa nATaka jevA lAgyA. nartakInuM suTake A vastu jANe mane moTI bheTa mokalI, phADavA gAIyaM pada mArA hRdayamAM utaryuM. mane lAgyuM mane lalacAve. zarUAtamAM huM makkama rahyo. ke A pada mArA mATe ja kahevAyuM che. mArI paNa pachI lalacAye. AvatI kAle zatru sAthe baheta gaI che ane cheDI rahI che-sATha sATha varSa bhaLavAnI taiyArImAM hatA. tyAM A vacana sAMbhaLI, meM jidagIne mATe bhAga saMyama pALyuM, have mArA vicAra palaTAyo. mane thayuM ke varSonI cheDA varSa mATe te badhuM zuM kAma eLe kAThuM ? karelI rAjasevAne huM kadAca be pAMca varSa jIvuM have mane tamane maLavAne ke viSaya vAsanAnI te khAtara zA mATe eLe karUM? rAjan ! A bhAvanAno umaLake rahyo nathI. rAjana ! sate mArA jIvananAM vata vaMza jALavI rAkhyo jemanI pAsethI AvyA hatA te guru pAse ja che. mATe prasanna thaI, tene mujhika bheTa ApI. jaIza." rAjAe mudrikA vagere kSullaka pAse hatuM te rAjAe hAra ApanAra zeThANIne pUchyuM, joyuM te mudrikAne oLakhI, mulakane bheTI kahevA - zreSThI patri! tame eka lAkhane hAra khuza lAge, "putra ! ema na kara. A rAjya tuM ja thaIne nartakIne kema ApI dIdhuM ? saMbhALa, mAre have rAjya nathI joItuM. rAjanuM! mane kahetAM zarama Ave che. chatAM kahuM chuM ke mArA pati bAra varSathI paradeza che, A pachI rAjAe kumAra tarapha mukha karI temanA kAMI samAcAra nathI. lakSmI ane yuvApUchyuM, "putra ! te kema senAnA kuMDaLa nartakIne vasyA ane mArI pAse hovAthI mane lalacAvanArA ApI dIdhA ?" kumAra bAlyA. "pitAjI! huM ghaNuM maLe che. chatAM huM bAra varSathI zuddha rahI ghaNA divasathI rAjayanI jhaMkhanA karato hate. . paNa Aje meM nizcartha karyo hato ke kAle sAtheja pitA kyAre mare ane huM rAjA thAuM- sAro purUSa zodhI tenuM ghara mAMDuM. paNa Aje tema Icchato hato. Aje meM nizcaya karyo A pada sAMbhaLatA mane thayuM ke varSo sudhI zIyaLa hatuM ke kAle koI paNa bAnA taLe mAre pitAne pALI. nAmanA meLavI te thoDA khAtara zA mATe jhera ApI mArI nAkhavA. Aje A nartakInuM gumAvuM ? DIsembara-84] For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAvata che, "jevuM badhAnuM thayuM che. tevuM badhAya pratibaMdha pAmyA. je kSullakakumAra dIkSA ja mArUM thayuM che. rAjarANI mArI sAthe durA- choDIne AvyuM hatuM te A badhAne dIkSA apAvI cAramAM che. temane ane mane ApanI ADakhilI zuddha saMyamane pALI devagati pAmyo. lAgatI hatI. huM Apane AvatI kAle nAza Ama A aThaThagAiyaM nA ekaja sUkta karavA talasI rahyo hato. tyAM A pade mane pAMcenA jIvana palaTayAM. bahota gaI, theDI rahI thI aTakAvyA. (upadeza prasAda) rAjA, pradhAna, kumAra, zreSThinI ane mAvata "zrI jaina kathA ratna maMjuSA" '. ja cetI le tuM prANuyA le. parama pUra A0 buddhisAgarajI ma. sA. cetI le tuM prANIyA, A avasara jAya; svArathiyA saMsAramAM, hete zuM harakhAya ? (cetI) janma jarA maraNAdi ke sAce nahi sthira vAsa; Adhi vyAdhi upAdhithI, bhavamAM nahi sukha Aza. (cetI) rAmA rUpamAM rAcane, joyuM nahi nija rUpa; phegaTa duniyA phaMdamAM, sahate vasamI dhupa. (cetI) mAtA pitA bhAI dikarA, dArAdika parivAra, maratAM sAtha na Avaze, mithyA sahu saMsAra. (cetI) cintAmaNi sama dehile, pAye manu avatAra avasara Ave nahi maLe, tAra Atama tAra. (cetI ) jevI saMdhyA vAdaLI, kSaNamAM viNasI jAya; kAce kuMbha kAyA kAramI, dekhI zuM harakhAya. (cetI) mAyA mamatA paraharI, bhaje zrI bhagavAna karavuM hoya te kIjIe, tapa, japa, pUjA dAna. (cetI) kaIka ghAlyA gharamAM, bALyAM kaI masANa AMkha mIMcIe zunyamAM, paDato raheze prANa. (cetI) vairAgye mana vALIne, cAle zivapura pATa; buddhisAgara meDaje, dharma ratnanuM hATa, cetI le tuM prANIyA Avyo avasara jAya. 34] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaina sAhitya samAroha zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya ane khaMbhAta tAlukA sArvajanika keLavaNI maMDaLa khaMbhAtanA saMyukta upakrame chaThTho jaina sAhitya samAroha, zukravAra, zanivAra ane ravivAra anukrame tA. 15, 16 ane 17 phebruArI, 1985nA rAja khabhAta khAte yojAze. A samArohamAM jaina dharma, tattvajJAna, itihAsa, kalA, sthApatya, zi95, sAhitya ItyAdinA koIpaNa viSaya upara vidvAno abhyAsa-saMzodhana lekha meDAmAM meDo tA. 15-1-85 sudhImAM zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ogasTa krAMti mAga, ( govAliyA Tenka ) muMbaI na. 400036 ne saranAme mokalI Ape tevI vinaMtI che. zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanI vyavasthApaka samitie agAunA pAMceya jaina sAhitya samArohamAM AvelA nibadhAnuM A prasaMge prakAzana karavAno nirNaya lAvI che. avadhU ! sutA kayA isa maThame'........ ? | le. yogIzvara cidAnaMdajI Isa maThakA he kavana bharosA, paDa jAve caTapaTameM; nime tAtA chiname zItala, roga sega bahu maThameM'. avadhU ! sutA kayA Isa maThameM'... pAnI kinAre maThakA vAsA, kavana vizvAsa e taTame; sUtA sUtA kola gamAyA, aja huM na jAge tuM' ghaTame', avadhU !! sutA kayA Isa maThame'... ( dharaTI pherI ATo khAya, kharacI na bAMdhI vATameM; itanI sunI nidhi caritra milakara, jJAnAnaMda Ae ghaTameM' - avadhU ! sutA kayA isa maThameM'... he jIvAtman ! anAdi kALanA A saMsAramAM vividha karmodayAnusAra paribhramaNa karatAM te badhA jIvonI sAthe anukrame badhA ja sabadha karyA che" ema zrI jinezvara paramAtmA kahe che. tethI A vizvamAM rahetAM badhAja jIvo hArA kuTuMbIjana ja kahevAya ne ! vasudhaiva "kuTuqvaE" For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd. No. G. BV. 31. che che jaina stavana sAhibA ! sumati jiNa"dA, TALA bhava bhava muja kuMdA; tuja darisaNa ati AnaMdA, tuM samatA rasanA phaMdA.... 1 sumati sumati jakha Ave, taba kumatino dAva na phAve; tuja sarUpa jaba ayAve. taba Atama anubhava pAve... 2 tuM hI ja che Apa arUpI, vyAye kabahu bhede rUpI; saheja vakhI siddha svarUpI, Ima jotAM tu bahurUpI.... 3 Ima alaga vilaga hove, kima mUDhamati ! tu' jove ? je anubhava rUpe jove, to meha pitA marane khAve.... 4 le. parama pUra A0 zrI jJAnavimalasUrijI bhava vairAgya zataka anaMta sukha che mAkSamAM, nahi teno Adara kare; duHkha ApanAra padArtha mAM mUrakha janenA dila Thare. anAdi kALathI rakhaDatA, bAla bhAvamAM aMtara phare, mamatva tyA gI mekSamAM, Adara kare te tare. jakaDAyelA sneha baMdhane, asAra A saMsAramAM, sahe du:kha pa rAvo ra, vAraMvAra no ve dhyAna mAM. he jIva ! e tajI rAga ba dhana, tyAgavA udyama kare, duHkhamaya eha saMsArathI, jJAnI jIvo evA tare , tatrI : zrI popaTabhAi ravajIbhAi sata zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza tatrI maMDaLa vatI e prakAzaka : zrI jaina A mAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara, mudraka : zeTha hemendra harilAla, Anada prI, presa, sutAravADa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only