Atmanand Prakash Pustak 081 Ank 02

Author(s): Popatlal Ravjibhai Salot
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531915/1

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thI Ama saM. 89 (cAlu) vIra saM', 2 51 0 | vikrama saMvata 2040 mA gazara prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara le. pa. pU. AnandaghanajI ma. sA taja mana mumatA kuTilake saMga jAkI saMga te kubuddhi upajata hai | 5Data bhajanameM bhaMga (taja) ! 1. kauvaMku kayA kapura cagAvata, zvAna hA hAvata gama ! khareke kIne aragajA lepana, | markaTa AbhuSaNa aMga (taja) | 2.. kahA bhaya payapAna pilAvata, viSahuM na tajata bhujaMga ! Anandadhana prabhu ka lI kAMbaliyA, - caDhata na duje raMga (taja) / 3. [ anusa'ghAna TAITala peja 2 pa2 ] pustaka : 81] ' DIsembara : 1983 [aMka : ra For Private And Personal Use Only

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ma sayuzrI a nu ka ma Na kA lekha lekhaka 1, vaha ajItadipa jalAo 2. ArAma zAbhA pa. pU. A. zrI vijayanayaprabhasUrijI ma. sA. 3. dUkhanuM muLa Asakita 5, zrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNIvara 4. pApa tAruM parakAza bhAI 5. zrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNIvara 5. mAnavaMtA peTrana sAhebanI nAmAvalI tA. 27-2-1983nA roja maLela zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhAnI sAmAnya sabhAmAM nIce jaNAvela pramANe hodedAronI ane vyavasthApaka samitinA sabhyonI sarvAnumate nImaNuka thayela che. 1. zrI hIrAlAla bhANajIbhAI zAhe pramukhazrI 2. zrI popaTalAla ravajIbhAI sAta upapramukha 3. zrI rAyacaMda maganalAla zAha 4. zrI amRtalAla ratIlAla bhagatabhAI | maMtrIzrI 5. zrI hiMmatalAla anepacaMda metIvALA 6. zrI pramodakAMta khImacaMda zAha 7. zrI cImanalAla vardhamAna zAha khajAnacI 8, zrI nagInadAsa harajIvanadAsa zAha 9. zrI khImacaMda kulacaMda zAha 10. zrI mehanalAla jagajIvanadAsa sale ta 11 zrI kAntIlAla jagajIvanadAsa dezI 12. zrI kAntIlAla ratIlAla sAta 13. zrI kAntIlAla hemarAja vAMkANI 14. zrI bhupatarAya nAthAlAla zAha 15. zrI maNIlAla kulacaMda zAha 12. zrI pratAparAya anopacaMda mahetA 17. zrI manasukhalAla gulAbacaMda zAha , [nIce TAITala pelAnuM' cAlI. bhAvArtha :- AtmAne nahi mAnanAra, kumati, kuTila jAnI saMmatine tyAga karavA hitazikSA jaNAvI che kuTila jananI sobatathI bAlajI, prabhunA dharmathI bhraSTa thAya che. buddhi bagaDe che. uparyukata vAta purI samajAvavA mATe, pU. AnandaghanajI mahArAja sAheba sacoTa dRSTAMta Ape che. kAgaDAne kapura caNarUpe ApIe, kutarAne gaMgAmAM navarAvIe to paNa temanA 2gamAM phera paDato nathI. sapane dudhanuM pAna karAvavAmAM Ave te paNa te jherane tyaje nahi. saMta janAnA upadezathI kuTilajanenA manamAM asara thatI nathI. nAstika buddhithI, kALI kAMbaLInI peThe jenA hRdaya pApakarmathI levAyA che. tenA hRdaya upara dharmanA veta raMga caDhI zakatA nathI. kurtAkavALI kumatithI, tenI pAse besanArane kharAba asara thAya che. nAstika manuSyathI adhyAtma jJAnIe dUra rahevuM joIe. yegIoe pitAnAmAM gyA guNo pragaTAvavA hara haMmeza prayatna karavAnA. yogya guNAnA abhAve dhyAnanI dhArA vahetI nathI. ane adhyAtma 2sane svAda anubhavAta nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pUjyapAda sa'dhasthavira AcAryadevazrI siddhisUrizvarajI mahArAja (bApajI mahArAja nA paTTAla'kAra pUjyapAda AcArya zrI vijaya meghasUrizvarajI mahArAjanA ziSya pUjyapAda munirAja gududevazrI bhuvanavijayajI mahArAjanA ziSya pUjya munirAjazrI ja buvijayajI mahArAjanA prathama ziSya vAvRddha AtmaramaNutAnimagna bhadrapariNAmI - parama gurUbhakata devatulya. pUjyamunirAjazrI devabhuvijayajI mahArAja janama : vikrama saMvata 1951, aSADa sudi 14, eDa ( DAkora pAse ) dIkSA : vikrama saMvata 2935, zrAvaNa suda trIja zrI makhezvarajI mahAtIrtha svargavAsa : vi. saM. 2040, kAtikasudi bIja, lelADI (zrI zakhezvarajI tIrtha pAse) For Private And Personal Use Only

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che zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH zrI zAtinAthAya namaH | AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya siddhasUrIzvarapAdapameLe namaH AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya meghasUrIzvarapAdapameLe namaH saddagurUdeva munirAja zrI bhuvanavijayajIpAdapamebhyo namaH | lolADA (tA. samI) ( jille : mahesANA) vikrama saMvata 2040, jJAnapaMcamI tA. 9-11-83 li. pUjyapAda gurUdeva munirAjazrI bhuvanavijyA tevAsI muni jaMbUvijayajI taraphathI zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA yoga, dhama lAbha pUrvaka jaNAvavAnuM ke mArA atyaMta prItipAtra, paramavinayI paramagurUbhakta, prathama ziSya, vayovRddha, deva jevA munirAjazrI devabhadravijayajIne saM. 2040nA kArtika sudi 2 ravivAra tA. 6-11-83nA roja sAMje cha vAge ahIM lADA gAme amArA mukhethI zrI namaskAramahAmaMtranuM zravaNa karatAM karatAM samAdhipUrvaka mArA khoLAmAM mAthuM mukIne lagabhaga 25 varSanuM uttama saMyama jIvana ArAdhIne 89 varSanI umare svargavAsa thayA che. munirAjazrI devabhadravijayajInuM mULanAma dalasukhabhAI mahIjIbhAIhatuM. temano janma DAkeranI pAse oDa gAmamAM vikrama saMvata 1951nA aSADa sudi caudasane divase thayo hato. kuTuMbamAM dharmasaMskAre pahelethI ja hatA temanuM keTaluMka zikSaNa suratamAM ratnasAgarajI borDIMgamAM thayuM hatuM. te pachI kelejanuM zikSaNa mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya-muMbaImAM thayuM hatuM. ane gujarAta vidyApIThamAM parIkSA ApIne teo bI. e. (snAtaka grejyueTa thayA hatA. teo zrI gAMdhIjInI deravaNI nIce cAlatA asahakAranA AMdolanamAM joDAIne thoDA samaya jelamAM paNa gayA hatA. te pachI vyApAra mATe barmA gayA hatA. tyAM raMguna tathA minAmAM vIseka varSa rahIne jhaverAtano vyApAra karela hato. vyApAramAM paNa temanI sacAI, eka ja bhAva, tathA nItimattA bahu ja uccakeTinAM hatAM. tyAM paNa pUjA-pratikramaNa Adi dharma ArAdhanA tathA paropakAranAM kAryo suMdara ane acUkara.te karatA hatA. te pachI jApAnanA yuddhane kAraNe barmAthI bhAratamAM kuTuMba sAthe temane AvavuM paDeluM hatuM eja samaye saM. 198nA unALAmAM mArA pUjyapAda anaMta upakArI gurUdeva tathA pitAzrI munirAjazrI bhuvanavijayajI mahArAja tathA ha berasadamAM 1 mAsa rahyA hatA. ane munazrI devabhadravijayajI paNa borasadamAM temanuM sAsaruM DIsembara '83] For Private And Personal Use Only

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hAvAthI kherasadamAM AvIne rahelA hatA. mArA pUjya gurUdevanA samAgamamAM tee hamezAM AvatA ane kalAko sudhI vAtA karatA hatA. mArA pUjya gurUdeva upara evI adbhuta su'dara chApa paDI hatI ke AvA prAmANika mANasa me jIMdagImAM joyA nathI. te pachI saM. 1999 tathA sa. 2011mAM pAdarA tathA pAlitANAmAM paNa mArA pUjya gurUdevanA samAgamAM tee sArI rIte AvyA hatA. zrI sametazikharajI tIrthanI peDhImAM mukhya menejara tarIke paNa keTaleka vakhata temaNe kAmagIrI majAvI hatI. thANA pAse murabADa gAmamAM dhArmika zikSaka tarIke paNa keTaleka samaya teo rahyA hatA. te pachI vikrama sa'vata 2015mAM peSa vizvamAM ame vihAra karIne zrI zakhezvarajItImAM gayelA hatA. te vakhate caDavAlathI pAlitANA jatA sa`ghamAM zrI zakhezvarajI tImAM mArA pU gurUdevane phIthI paNa tee| maLyA hatA. saM. 2015nA mahAsuddhi AThame zrI zakhezvarajI tI'mAM mArA anaMta upakArI pUjya gurUdevanA svargavAsa thaye te vakhate tee mArA aMgata rIte mahAna upakArI, namaskAra-mahAmatrArAdhaka, pUjyapAda pa'. zrI bhadrakaravijayajI mahArAja sAthe dIkSArthI umedavAra tarIke sa`ghamAM vihAra karatA hatA. mArA pUjya gurUdevanA svargavAsanA samAcAra sAMbhaLI pU. pa. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAje tyAMthI tarata ja mArA pAse dIkSA levA mekalI ApyA hatA. ane sa. 2015nA phAgaNa sudi trIje zrI zaMkhezvarajI mahAtIrthAMmAM pUrva AcArya mahArAjazrI vijayanItisUrIzvarajI maharAjanA ziSya pU. 5'zrI sa`patavijayajI mahArAjanA hAthe temanI bhAgavatI dIkSA thaI hatI, ane mArA ziSya thayA hatA. te pachI tAraMgA Adi tIrthAMnI yAtrA karI ame amadAvAda amArA dAdA gurU zrI vijaya siddhisUrazvarajI mahArAja (bApajI mahArAja) pAse gayA hatA. tyAM temanA yAga thayA hatA. bApajI mahArAjanA hAthe ja temanI vaDIdIkSA thaI hatI. pU. khApajI mahArAjanA hArca thayelI agaNita vaDIdIkSAemAM chellI vaDIDhIkSAnA lAbha meLavavA mATe devabhadravijayajI atyaMta bhAgyazALI banyA hatA. ame banne gurU-ziSya sAthe vicaratA hatA ane dIkSA lIdhA pachI gheADAM varSoM gayA pachI amArA vacce eTalA badhA dhama sneha vikasatA gayA ke amArA hRdayanA tAra eka thaI mayA hatA. krame krame temanAmAM gurUbhakti parA kASTAe paheAMcI hatI. jIvananA lagabhaga chellA zvAseAzvavAsa sudhI temanI eka ja bhAvanA ane udgArA hatA ke 'ApanI kRpA che, mAre bIjI kei ja jarUra nathI. mane koI takalIpha nathI. temanAmAM niHspRtA, AhArAdi uparanA sayama, paramagurUbhakti, patnamaniya, AtmaraNutA vagere guNA eTalA badhA ajoDa rIte vikAsa pAmyA hatA ke te te guNene yAda karatAM mArA saAtmapradeza kSaNe kSaNe gadita thaI jAya che. " sa. 2034mAM ame vAva ( jI. banAsakAMThA )mAM cekamAsu` rahyA hatA. tyAM temanI tabiyata DhIlI paDavA lAgI hatI. te pachI sa'. 2037mAM dhAmAmAM temanA upara pakSaghAtanA humalA AvyA hatA. temAMthI paNa prabhukRpA tathA gurUdevanI kRpAthI adbhuta rIte beThA thayA hatA. te pachI saM. 2039mAM ame ceAmAsA mATe zrI zaMkhezvarajI tIthI 18 kIle| mITara dUra ahIM leAlADA gAmamAM AvyA. zarUAtamAM tabiyata ThIka hatI paNa chellA doDheka mahinAthI temanI tabiyata agaDatI cAlI hatI. vacce vacce sudhArA paNa dekhAyA karatA hatA. temanI mAMdagI daramyAna mArA ziSya tathA mArA mAtuzrI sAdhvIjI maneAhazrIjI tathA temanA ziSyAe ane lelADA jaina sa Mghe temanI vividha rIte apUrva sevA karA che te mATe sarvone aneka dhanyavAda ghaTe che, 1 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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besatA varSe (kArtika sudi ekame) prabhAtamAM zrI gautamasvAmIne rAsa tathA navasmaraNa vagere mAMgalika aite pATa upara mArI sAthe besIne temaNe sAMbhaLyA hatA. kArtika sudi bIje paNa prabhAtamAM derAsaramAM bhaktAmara stotrazravaNu tathA caityavaMdana Adi paNe kalAka sudhI zAMtacite mArA sAthe besIne karyA hatA. baporanA sADAcAra vAgyA pachI temanI tabiyata bagaDavAnI ekadama zarUAta thaI ane cha vAge te zrI paMcaparameSThi namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM zravaNa karatAM karatAM mArA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne temaNe deha paNa mukhadvArA tyajI dIdho. svargavAsanA samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM ja kArtika sudi trIje lelADAthI dUranA tathA AjubAjunA gAmonA saMghe cAre bAjuthI AvI pahoMcyA. kheDA jIllAmAM rahetA svargasthanA traNa putre tathA putrI paNa AvI pahoMcyA. gAmamAM jenI vastI te 70 mANasonI ja che. chatAM gAmanI samagra jainetara janatAe haDatAla rAkhIne temaja vAsakSepa Adi dravya dvArA gurUpUjA karIne temanA mRtyune mahotsava rUpa banAvyuM che ane apAra, gurUbhakti pradarzita karI che temanI agni saMskAra yAtrAmAM traNeka hajAranI saMkhyAmAM strI-purUSenI mAnavamedanI dharma-jAti-kamane bhedabhAva rAkhyA vinA umaTI hatI. temanA pArthiva dehane atyaMta bhavya suzobhita pAlakhImAM padharAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ane jaya jaya naMdA-jaya jaya bhaddAnA gaganabhedI nAda vacce bapore cAravAge temanA suputranA haste agnidAha devAmAM Avyo tyAM sudhI temanA mukha upara apUrva zAMti ane prasannatAnuM teja jhaLahaLatuM hatuM. A vakhate svargasthanI smRti nimitte vividha prakAranI rUA. pa3000nI TIpa tathA bolI thaI hatI. tathA cAlIsa kIle caMdanathI agnisaMskAra karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. mArA sukha-duHkhanA sadAnA sAthIdAra, aneka saMkaTa tathA muzkelIomAM badhI rIte sAthe rahIne tathA sahAya karIne mane pAra utAranAra AvA mahAtmAna cAlyA javAthI mane atyaMta asahya AghAta lAgyo che. kSaNe kSaNe tenA vividha guNonuM mane smaraNa thayA kare che. mArA hadayanA tAra samAna, paramavinayI, paramagurUbhakta munirAja zrI devabhadravijayajI jyAM hoya tyAM paramAtmA teone siddhapada prApaka paramazAMti Ape ane amAro dharma sanehane saMbaMdha sadaiva sthira rahe evI prabhunA caraNomAM paDIne niraMtara prArthanA karuM chuM. dhanya he, dhanya ho, dhanya che AvA paramabhakta tathA mArA jIvananA kharekharA sAthIdAra guNonA bhaMDAra maharSi muni mahAtmAne. da, pUjyapAda gurUdeva munirAjazrI bhuvanavijyAnevAsI muni jaMbUvijaya. - - - - - ' ' ' ' DIsembara '83]. [1 For Private And Personal Use Only

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DESH taMtrI : zrI pipaTalAla ravajIbhAI leta vi. saM. 2040 mAgazara : DIsembara-1983 varSa : 81] [ aMka : 2 sawi j u re videos See do # de - vaha aMtadIpa jalAo le. zrI sobhAgya muni "kumuda" vaha antI , jalAo che ne duHkhiye kI AhameM ulAsa nayA lAge che patajhara jaise jIvanameM madhumAsa nayA lAde che khuTa cukA je pyAra usI meM zvAsa nayA lAge che AMsU TapakatI AMkhe meM je hAsa nayA lAge che meM esA dIpa jalAnA cAhuM, tuma bhI hAtha baTAo che vaha annadI pa jalA. tamane baMgale kA, mahela kA dekhA hai ujiyAlA ! azrubiMdu ke nahIM dekhI hai, daikhI hai maNimAlA che tu mane dekhe rUma guma jhama jhuma, surA suMdarI pyAlA ! jhapaDiyAM meM se adhUrA nahIM dekhA kAlA che meM usa adhere se vyAkula Ao use haTAo che vaha antadIpa jalAe. Idhara ujAle kI jagamaga meM tumaka rahI hai pAyelA udhAra pAsa meM dekha rahA huM taDapa rahA ghAyela che aisI mUDI jagamaga kA meM kabhI na hUMgA kAyala | bu hadaya ke dIpa, tela ke dIpa jalAtA pAgala che yuga yuga kA adherA harale, vahu dIpaka camakAo che vaha akhtadIpa jalA e. jaina jagatanA saujanyathI For Private And Personal Use Only

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8 ArAma zobhA 8 vyAkhyAnakAra pa. pU. AcAryazrI vijayayaprabhasUrijI ma. sA. (gatAMkathI cAlu) rahevAsI chuM. mArA pitAnuM nAma naMdIsena mAruM A bharatakSetrane viSe IndrapurIne zaramAve tevI nAma naMdana che ne mArI mAtAnuM nAma mA che. caMpAnagarI nAme nagarI hatI. te nagarImAM kubera huM garIba thaI javAthI paisA pedA karavA udezamAM je saMpattivALo kuladhara nAme vaNika vasate gayA hatA paNa garAbAI mArI pAchaLa hatI. hatuM. tene zIla tAvapata ne uttama guNethI kAraNa ke "nANA vagarane nAthIo, nANe nAthAkuLane AnaMda ApanArI kulanaMdA nAmanI strI lAla" jagatamAM lakSmIne mAna che. lakSmI hoya hatI. tene anukrame sauMdaryanI pratimA jevI sAta te sahu bolAve che. beselAnuM bhAgya bese che. ne putrIo hatI. teonA nAma (1) kamalazrI (2) ubhelAonuM bhAgya ubhuM rahe che. sutelAnuM bhAgya kamalavatI (3) kamalA (4) lakSmI (5) sarasvatI sva che. tema cAlanAranuM bhAgya sAthe ja cAle (6) jayamatI (7) priyakAriNI A pramANe hatI che tema mAruM kAma je pUrNa kareluM hatuM te paNa te kanyAo dhAyA sukhane anubhava karatI hatI. sAthe ja AvyuM, tethI huM dhana prApta na karI kAraNa ke te sAte putrIone sArA zeThIyAo joDe zakya ne ahaMkAra ne lIdhe mArA dezamAM paNa na paradAvI hatI. zeThane ghare AThamI putrI thai tyAre gaye. A dezanA zreSTi ke jemanuM nAma vasaMtadeva tene janmAvasare tenA mAtA pitAne ghaNuM duHkha che teo uDadezamAM vase che temaNe zrIdatta nAmanA thayuM tethI tenuM nAma paNa pADyuM nahIM. anukrame zeTha upara kAgaLa lakhI mane ahIM emanI sevA te bALA uMmara lAyaka thaI paNa zeThe tenA lagna karI AjIvikA calAvavA mATe mokalyo che. tethI na karyA. sarva nAtabhAIoe bhegA thaI zeThane huM A dezamAM ja bIjAnI sevA karI gujarAna kahyuM he zeTha? tamArI putrI have yuvAvasthAne calAvIza. mATe he bhAgyazALI, te zrIdatta zeThanuM pAmI che mATe tamAre tene jaladI paraNAvavI ghara kayAM che ? te kRpA karI kaho ke jethI huM temane joIe. mUrkha paNane mukI daIne vicAro ke nahi kAgaLa ApuM. naMdananA AvA vacane sAMbhaLI paraNAvelI kanyA zuM kuLane kalaMkita nathI karatI? kuladhara zeTha vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke A vaNika svajanenAM AvA vacane sAMbhaLI putrIne paraNAva- putra mArI putrIne yogya che. kAraNa ke A vaNika vAne kuladhara zeThe vicAra karyo. ne citaravA lAge dhanarahita ne paradezI che. vaLI abhimAnI paNa ke putrI jevoja kaI vaNIka putra maLI jAya te che je AnI sAthe putrIne paraNAvI hoya te te tene A AThamI putrI paravA dauM. eka divasa pachI paNa AvI zakaze nahi. Ama vicArI kuladhara zeTha potAnI peDhIe beThA hatA. tevAmAM vaNika putrane kahyuM ke he na dana tArA pitA mArA ociMte eka malina vastra ne melA zarIravALo mitra che, mATe tuM zrIdatta zeThane kAgaLa ApI koI paradezI vaNika putra tenI dukAne AvyA turataja mAre ghare pAcho Avaje. vaNika putre kabula zreSTie pUchayuM, tuM koNa che? kyAMthI Ave che? karyuM, pachI kuladhara zeThe zradatta zeThanuM dhara batAtuM kayAMne rahevAsI che? ane zA mATe ahIM vavA tenI sAthe eka mANasane mokalyA vaNIka putra AvyuM che? te be huM kezalapura nagarane naMdana zrIdatta zeThane kAgaLa ApI pAcho kuladhara Disembara '83). (21 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zeThane ghare Avyo. eTale zeThe tene snAna karAvI hate. te pitAnI dukAne beTho hatA. tevAmAM te sArA kapaDAM paherAvyAM. pachI bhejana karAvIne kahyuM strI tyAM AgaLa te uttama zreSThine pagamAM paDIne ke he naMdana tuM mArI putrI sAthe lagna kare jethI kahevA lAgI ke " he tAta! dIna duHkhIonAM karIne tArA pitAnI temaja mArI nehagAMTha zaraNa tame che. zeThe kahyuM, he bALA tuM koNa che ? majabUta sAMkaLa jevI baMdhAya. na dane kahyuM mAre te bolI he zeTha, caMpApurImAM vasatA kuLadharanI Aje kaI paNa rIte uDadeza javAnuM che te pachI huM putrI chuM. mArA patinI sAthe huM uDadezamAM paraNuM zI rIte ? zeThe kahyuM tuM zA mATe ciMtA jatI hatI, paraMtu kamaMge mArgamAM patithI kare che? mArI putrIne sAthe laI jA AjIvikA vikhuTI paDI gaI chuM. tethI huM ApanA zaraNe puratuM dravya huM tane mokalI ApIza nadine te AvI chu, tenI vinayayukta vANI sAMbhaLI raMjana vAta maMjura karI eTale kuladhara che. te potAnI thayela zeTha bolyA, he putrA ! tuM mArA ghare sukhethI putrIne tenI sAthe paraNAvI rahe pachI te kanyA zeThanA gharanuM badhuM kAmakAja pitAnA zvasuranI anumati meLavI teNe patnI karatI ane sukhethI rahetI maNibhadra zeThe potAnA sAthe udeza javA prayANa zarU karyuM. rastAmAM mANasane na dananI tapAsamAM mokalyA, paNa ke cAlatAM cAlatAM te ujajayinI nagarImAM AvI ThekANethI samAcAra maLyA nahIM. pharI te zeThe pahoMce. ane rAtavAso eka devamaMdiramAM rahyo potAnA eka mANasane kuladhara zeTha pAse mokalyA rAtre sUtAM sUtAM te vicAra kare che ke sasarAe teNe AvI kuladhara zeThane kahyuM huM zreSTivarSa ! ha bAMdhI Apela bhAtuM mArI strInA dhIre dhIre mANibhadra zeThane mANasa chuM emaNe pUchAvela che cAlavAthI khUTI gayuM haze, mATe mAre have zuM ke Apane keTalI putrI che emAMthI keTalI kumArikA karavuM ? vaLI pAchI mAre bhikSA mAgavI paDaze che ane keTalI saubhAgyavaMtI che te kaho. kuladhara tethI A strIne ahIM sUtI mUkIne ja mAre pravAsa zeThe kahyuM ke mAre ATha putrIo che. temAMthI sAta zarU karyuM. Ama vicArI vaNikaputra naMdana strIne putrIone A caMpApurImAM paraNAvala che. ane sUtIja mukI ravAnA thaye. prabhAta te strI jAgI sauthI nAnI putrIne eka vaNika putra sAthe paraNAvI Ama tema jue che paNa patine patto na maLe che te daMpatI deze gayA che. A bInA jANI vAthI vilApa karavA lAge che ane manamAM hAya? tene potAnA zeTha pAse AvI sarva hakIkata kahI hAya ? mAro pati AvI che. te mane tarachoDI do tethI mANibhadra zehane khAtarI thaI ke A kuladhara daIne jatA rahyA che. have mAre zuM karavuM ? pitAne vaNikanI kanyA che, AthI te zeTha tene putrInI ghera paNa mAre sanmAna nathI pati vagara huM zuM jema pALavA lAgyo. kare ? kyAM jAuM ? have mAre zaraNa tenuM ? A te kanyAe uttama prakAranA guNa-cAturva--vinaya pramANe vividha viSayanA vilApa karatI dhIrajane -vivekathI AkhA kuTuMbanI kRpA sa pAdana karI dhAraNa karatI ziyaLanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe vizALa hatI tethI tenA divase sukhethI pasAra thavA lAgyA. ujajayinI nagarImAM AvI ane bhaTakavA lAgI. ujayinI nagarImAM mANibhadra zeThe teNane paNa tenI khabara aMtara koI e pUchI nahIM. dhvajA patAkAothI zaNagArIne eka moTuM jinA laya ba dhAvyuM hatuM. tyAM kuladhara putrI dararoja tiNa desaDe na jaIe, jihAM ApaNe na keI traNe prakAranI pUjA karatA ane sAdhvIonA samazerI zerI hIDatAM, bAta na pUche ke " gamathI jIvA navatavA jANI te sulasA sadazya te nagaramAM mANibhadra nAme eka zeTha vasate uttama zrAvikA thaI. 22) [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zeTha tene je je dravya ApatAM te badhuM bheguM kara. pachI zrAvaka-zrAvikAone nimaMtraNa karI karIne daherAsarane lagatI vastuo te banAvatI hatI. dhAmadhUmathI vaNika pitAnA ghare teDI lA leke - jyAre tenI pAse vadhAre dravya ekaThuM thayuM. paraspara kahevA lAgyAM aha! ziyaLanA mahimA tyAre teNe traNa suvarNamaya chatra karI prabhunA aneka apUrva che ke jethI sUkAI gayeluM vana pharI sarjana upara dhAraNa karyA vividha prakAranA tapa ane bhAvathI thayuM. A kanyA ati prazaMsAvALI che. te pavitra caturvidha saMghanuM vAtsalaya paNa karyuM. ujamaNA puNya ane uttama lakSaNavALI che. vaLI ena vigere paNa kayAM'. jIvatara saphaLa che. A prakAranA jIne devo paNa namaskAra kare che. dhanya che ! mANibhadra zeThane ! eka divaze zeThane ciMtAtura jaI te bolI. jemanA gharamAM ciMtAmaNI ratna jevI A vaNika he tAta! Apane Aje zI ciMtA che? zeThe kahyuM putrI vase che. A pramANe jayaghoSaNA karate saMgha he putrI ahIMnA rAjAe mane je jinapUjA mATe te zreSTivarSanA ghare AvyA te zrAvikAe ghera jaI phaLaphavathI bharapura vRkSa vALuM eka udyAna ApyuM hatuM manimahArAjAne paDikAvyAM ane caturvidha saMghane ha tenA phaLaphalethI reja jinezvara devanI pUjA bhejana karAvI vidhipUrvaka pAraNuM karyuM jainadharmane karate hate. paraMtu ekAeka Aje e udyAna mahemA ahIM vistAra pAmyA. "jaina" jayati sUkAi gayuM che. sarva upAya yukti ajamAvI za joI paNa te navapallavita thatuM nathI tethI mane rAjAne khare bhaya lAge che te mane zuM karaze? eka divasa te kuladhara putrI pAchalI rAte ..kAMI samajAtuM nathI. A sAMbhaLI kanyA bolI jAgIne vicAra karavA lAgI. A jagatamAM teo he tAta ! tame ciMtA karazo nahIM hu pratijJA ja dhanya che ke je viSaya sukhane tya, avyA. karuM chuM ke mArA ziyaLanA prabhAve jyAM sudhI bAdha sukhane ApanAra cAritrane apanAve che. udyAna sAcA svarUpane dhAraNa na kare tyAM sudhI kAmabhAgamAM Asakta evI huM ja adhanyane pAtra mAre cAre AhArano tyAga che. zeThe kahyuM huM chuM. huM kAma joga te na pAnI. paNa duHkhanA putrI AvI ugra pratijJA na karAya te belI dariyAmAM DubakIo khUba khAdhI. eTale puNyano he tAta? meM je pratijJA lIdhI che temAM karI prabaLa udasa ke huM jainadharmane pAmI chuM huM pheraphAra thaI zake ema nathI, Ama kahI jinama dire cAritra vALavAne asamartha chuM tethI gRhasthapaNAmAM gaI ne arihaMtane namaskAra karI ekAgra citte hu ugra tapa karu jethI zarIra sAra zoSAya. kAusagnamAM rahI, Ama teNe traNa divasa pUrNa ema citavI kuladhara putrI chaDuM-aDrema-pakSa karyA trIjI rAtrIe zAsanadevI pragaTa thaI kahevA mahA mAsamaNa vigere ugra tapa AdaryA jyAre lAgI he vatsa miyAdAde vyaMtaradeva A vArika ne nuM zarIra bahaja kSINa thayuM. tyAre teNe anazana vinAza karyo hato, atyAre te deva tArA tapa- lIdhuM ane zubha dhyAnathI mRtyu pAmI. pahelA ziyaLanA prabhAvathI adazya thayela che tenI udyAna sIMdhama devalokamAM devatA thaI. tyA AyuSya pura pahelAnI jema prabhAte navapallavita thaze ema kahI pharI vidyu--bha nAmanI vipraputrI thaI ane mANi te adazya thaI gaI. savAre mANibhadra zeTha phaLa bhadra zeDa mRtyu pAmI uttama devapaNe amruta phUlAdithI navapalAvata vATakA jeI ahA ! harakhana da lAkamAM utpanna thayA tyAthI AvI manuSya thayA dhAraNa karate madire A ce ane kahevA hatA , tyA dharmanI ArAdhanA karA nAganAre deva thayA. he beTI' tArA zivaLa prabhAvathI je mArA avadhijJAnathI pUrvavanA sa baMdha jANI tArA upara maratha paripUrNa thayAM mATe tuM sukhathI pAraNuM te vAtsala rAkha che huM bhavyA! te pahelA kuladhara Disembara 83] [23 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zeThanA gharamAM ajJAnatAne lIdhe je pApa karyuM rAjA munIzvara pAse jAya che ane kahe che he hatuM te kArya vipAkathI dAkhI ane mANibhadra munIndra jyAM sudhI huM mahelamAM jaI ArAmazeThanA gharamAM rahIne jaina dharmanI prabhAvanA kara zobhAnA putra malayasuMdarane siMhAsanArUDha karIne vAthI te mana-vacana-kAyAnI zuddhithI jaina dharmanuM pAcho AvuM tyAM sudhI Apa kRpA karI sthiratA ArAdhana karyuM tethI tuM atyAre anupama sukha dhAra, pachI gurujIne praNAma karIne rANI sAthe bhagave che. te pave bhavamAM jinezvaranI prajAnA ghare Avya, yuvarAjane rAjyAdi udyAnane navapallavita karyuM hatuM. tethI ja A aThThAI mahotsava karyo ane dIna-anAthane ghaNuM naMdanavana sama devanirmita udyAna tArI sAthe rahe dAna dIdhuM. sAte kSetramAM dravya vAparI utsava pUrvaka che. prabhunA mastake te chatradhAraNa karyA tethI tuM pAcho pharyo, ane patnI sAthe dIkSA aMgikAra karI udyAnanI chAyAmAM nivAsa kare che. vaLI jinapUjAnA jitazatru rAjarSi ugra vihAre pRthvI pAvana karavA prabhAvathI tuM nirogI rahe che. prabhunI bhakti kara lAgyA. anukrame salADamanA rahasyane jANanAra vAthI deva samAna sAmrAjya bhagave che, te bhakti jitazatru lAjarSine AcArya padane yegya jANuM vaDe ja he ArAmazobhA keme karIne tuM zIva sukha temanA gurU mahArAje pitAnA pade sthApana karyA sAdhIza, ane ArAmazobhAne paNa pravartinI pada ApyuM. jJAnInA vacana sAMbhaLI te rANI kSaNavAramAM mUcha anukrame jitazatrusUri kahevAyA ane aneka bhavya pAmI dharatI para DhaLI paDI, zItaLa jaLa caMdanAdi ane pratibadhI ArAmazobhA sAthe anazana vaDe cetanA pAmI ne bolI he munizvara! ApanA laI kALa karI devaka gayA, tyAMthI manuSya sukha mukhethI mAre pUrvabhava sAMbhaLI mane jAtismaraNa pAmI anukrame mukti sukha prApta karaze. thAna thayuM che tethI meM jANyuM ke Ape kahyuM ke A kathA vAMcIne bhavya jIvee zIlavratanuM sarva babara che. huM saMsArathI khedane pAmI chuM, pAlana makkama paNe karavuM joIe ke jethI karIne munIzvara! je Apa rAjA pAsethI rajA apAve Aleka ne parakamAM sukha-saMpatti ddhi-vRddhine te hu Apa pAse pravajyA grahaNa karuM. rANInA pAmanAra thAya che. taduparAMta avyAbAdha mikSa vacana sAMbhaLI rAjA be, he bhadre? A pramANe sukhane pAme che. saMsAranI asAratA jANyA pachI ke DAhyo purUSa gharamAM besI rahe? mATe huM paNa dIkSA laIza pachI iti ArAmazobhA kathA samApta che zrI hemarAjA rutam prApta karavAnAm (kaay Suns:) zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnuM prakAzana-94muM ratna che. sAcA arthamAM te ratna ja che kemake tenA vividha kAraNe prAkRta bhASAnA abhyAsIne punita bhASAthI prakAzita kare che. prAcIna pAkRta bhASAnA vyAkaraNamAM A pustakanuM advitIya sthAna che. arvAcIna vidvAnoe A pustakane bIrudAvyuM che. abhyAsane saMpUrNa jJAna maLe ane tulanAtmaka abhyAsa thAya te mATe A pustakamAM nava Appendices Avela che jarmana jevA dezamAM temaja mahAna vidyApIThonI mAMga sArI che. teja tenuM mUlya kana che. Price Rs. 25-00 Dolar 5-00 Pound 2-10. prAptisthAna zrI jena AtmAnaMdasabhA, khArageTa, bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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du:khanuM mULa Asakta! tA n no ja -paMnyAsapravarazrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNIvara kAzmIrane rAjA lalitAditya pitAnI vizALa joIe te mAMgIle ane mane A baMne maNI senA sAthe paMjAba tarapha AgaLa vadhI rahyo hate. ApI de.." rastAmAM sAgara jevI uchaLatI sidhu nadI AvI. "mahArAjA, huM je mAMgIza...te Apa mane sinthane jalapravAha bhAre vegamAM hatuM. rAjA ApI zakaze?" "cekasa...je tuM mane maNI lalitAditya ciMtAmAM DUbI gayA."A dariyA ApavA rAjI hoya te huM mAruM samagra dhana tane pAra kema karIne thaze ?' ApI devA taiyAra chuM..!" rAjAnI sAthe ene mahAmaMtrI ciMkuNa paNa nA mahArAja, mAre ApanA dhana vaibhava nathI hatuM. rAjAnI ciMtA jANI cikaNe rAjAne joItA ke mahela-mahelAte ne jamIna-jAgIra AzvAsana ApatA kahyuM ke "mahArAjA, tame paNa nathI joItI. Apane joIe che te A ciMtA nA karazo...siMdhu oLagIne ApaNe baMne maNI a pa khUzIthI rAkhI , ane je paMjAbamAM praveza karI zakIzu....ApanI dharma- Apa mane ApI zake te magadha samrATe Apane prasAranI bhAvanA saphaLa banaze ja.' je buddhanI suMdara mUrti bheTarUpe ApI che, te Apa paNa thaze kema karIne? si dhute uchaLatA mane ApavA kRpA karo." dariyA jevI che....?" rAjA paLavAra te ci kuNanI sAme tAkI rahyo. Apa nizcita rahosevaka ApanI sevAmAM buddhanI eka mUrtinA badalAmAM AvA camatkArI hAjara che !' maNa ApI denAra A maMtrI tene eliye rAjA lalitAditya senA sAthe siMdhunA taTa para pahoMcyA. maMtrI cikaNe potAnA khIssAmAMthI rAjAe ciMkuNane bhagavAna buddhanI nAjukaeka tejasvI maNI bahAra kADha ane siMdhunA nayanaramya mUrti ApI dIdhI cikaNa te mUrti jalapravAhamAM nAkhyo.....nAMkhatAnI sAthe ja jANe meLavIne bhAvavibhora banI uThaze. virakta ane camatkAra sarjAye hoya ema pANIne pravAha be buddhamAM anurakta banela ciMkuNa mUrtine haiyA bhAgamAM vaheMcAI gaye! vaccevaca, sAme kinAre sarasI rAkhIne potAne vatana javA cAlI nIkaLe. javA mATeno rasto banI gayA ! rAjA sanAnI vArtA te ahIM pUrI thaI jAya che. paNa A sAthe sAmA kinAre pahoMcI gaye. mahAmatrAe vArtAnA pUrNavirAme mArI vicArayAtrAne AraMbhI bIje maNI e pravAhamAM nAMkhyA ane jalapravAha dIdhI...mananA mAMDave vicAranI vela pAMgaratI ja pUrvavat banI gayo. maMtrIe bane maNI kADhIne rahI..! huM paLabhara te vicArI ja rahyo. "A pAtAnI pAse surakSita rAkhI lIdhA. zuM cikuNe kevI sahajatA ane saraLatAthI rAjA te AzcaryathI mugdha banI gaye. eNe jalakAMta ane caMdrakAta jevA be-kamatI ne premabharyA zabdomAM ciMkuNa pAse yAcanA karIH camatkArI maNe rAjAne ApI dIdhA. ana lIdhuM mArA khajAnAmAMthI tane je sArAmAM sArI vastu zuM ? te bhagavAna buddhanI eka mAtra mUrti ! zuM Disembara "83] lAgyuM ! [25 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vicAyu haze e prajJAvaMta mahAmaMtrIe potAnA manamAM ? 'A caMdrakAMta ke jalakAMta maNI te eka nadI athavA sAgara utaravAmAM sahAyaka banI zake che, jyAre bhagavAna buddhanI pratimA te| bhavasAgarathI pAra utaravAmAM upakAraka banaze ! mAre te bhavasAgarane taravA che ne ? nirvANamAM samAvuM anubhUti karI zake che! che ne ? ' chAnu - ceAsa AvuM ja kaMika vicAyu haze e mahAma`trIe ? zuM enA hRdaya-parvatamAM chupuM vairAgyanu` jharaNu' vahI ja rahyuM haze? maMtrInA javAkhadArI bharyAM ane jokhamI pada para rahevA chatA zuM enuM haiyu. Avu. virakta hAI zake kharU ? mahA hAstA ! duniyAmAM evI kaI cIja che ke jeneA tyAga vairAgI AtmA na karI sake? vizvanA sAmrAjyane paNa ghaDInA chaThThAbhAgamAM salAmabharIne khaMkherI nAMkhe che. virAganI mastImAM DUbeluM AtmA ! rUparUpanA sarAvara jevI khUbasUrata apsarAone cheDatA paNa vairAgI jhijhaka na bhave! peAtAnA tadurasta ane svastha zarIrane tyajI zake che! bahArathI manuSya rAjA hAya....ma`trI hAya.... zreSThi hAya....ke SajadUra hAya....bhItarathI e virakta hAya zake che ! virANI manuSya sukha-duHkhamAM samavRtti jALavI zake che! sa'tulita rahI zake che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vairAgya ane samatA vacce ghaniSTa sa'dha che. virAgI AtmA ja sadA zAMti ane prasantAnI virAgI AtmA apAtA nathI. e nibaMdhana hAya che! ene keI AMtara ke bAhya....bhItarI ke mAharI badhanA ja`jIrA jakaDI zaktI nathI, dravya kSetra-kALa ane bhAvanA maSanAthI anAsaktavirakta AtmA mukta hAya che! virAgI ja sAcA zraddhAvAna ane che, sAdhutA dhArI zake che. sanyasta banI zake che...jo virakta nathI e sAdhu kema hAya zake ? je anAsakta nathI e sanyasta kema banI zake? je virAgI nathI....e kema jagAvI zake zraddhAnI sitArI para samarpaNanA sUra ? je vyaktimAM rAganuM jhera bharelu che.....Asa anubhaktinu viSa nItare che. e tyAgI kema DhAI zake ? mAtra kapaDAM badalI levAthI sAdhu-sanyAsI nathI thavAtuM ne ? kALaju' badalavu' paDe che ! upAdhyAya zrI dhu cheH yovijayajIe amathu thaDe ja tyAgAt kakamAtrasya bhujageo nahi nirviSaH ' kAMcaLI utArI nAMkhavA mAtrathI sarpa niviSa nathI banatA. jharaNu aMtarAtmAnA dharAtala para vairAgyanu hamezA harapaLa vahetu rahevuM jarUrI che. cega mAgamAM praveza meLavavA mATe virakta-anAsakta AtmAja yAgyatAnI parIkSAmAM saphaLa thaI zake ! rAgya paNa sahaja-svAbhAvika hAvA joie. vikta hRdaya udAra hoya che. vizAla dvAya che. *"/ haiyuM haradama anAsaktinA UDA nIramAM DUbyu rahe, Aja te badhI sAdhanAne sAra che! Asa ane karUNAthI chalakatu hAya che! virakta aMtaH-kti tamAma duHkhonI jaDa che. apekSA tamAma karaNamAM ja samyajJAnanA ratna dIvaDA jhagamagI rahe che. duHkhanuM mULa che ! " For Private And Personal Use Only | snehudIpa dvArA anuti kSamA yAcanA A mAsika aMkamAM koi azuddhi rahI gaI hoya athavA koi kSati, mudraNa doSa hoya to te mATe manasA, vacasA, micchAmi dukkaDam . 26] AtmAnaMda prakAza

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'pApa tAruM parakAza bhAI!' -paMnyAsapravarazrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNivara - ahIM tamArA pApane sAcA haiye khulA karI pApanuM pratikamaNa karavuM....pApane ekakAra do..sApha manathI pApanuM bayAna karI de ane kare paramAtmAnI pAse, gurUjanenI pAse pApanA bhArathI mukta bane, haLavA bane. pAponuM pAponI kSamA yAcavI A badhI vAte badhA ja kareluM prAyazcitta mAnavIne zuddha-buddha ane prabuddha dhame eka yA bIjA rUpe darzAve che. keTalAka banAvI de che. zraddhALujane evI kriyA kare che paNa kharA...paNa kacchanI kAmaNagArI dharatI para Aje paNa basa 5khabara nahIe ke sAcce ja pApanuM AleevuM eka pAvana tIrtha UbhuM che " aMjAra? e cana kare che....ke pachI mAtra gatAnugatika ke dekhokacchanA junA ne jIvatA nagaromAnuM eka aitihA- demI kriyA karavAnA saMtoSathI dharAI jAya che? sika nagara che. aMjAranA bAharI ilAkAmAM "jesala eka divasa mArI smRtinA paDadA para jIvaMta teralanI samAdhI" Aje paNa mojUda che. jesala che haja paNa! eka bhAI pratikramaNa daramyAna DAkU hitehatyAre ane lUTAre hate...jesalanI "vaMditasUtra" pApanA pratyasecana mATenuM eka nAva jayAre bhara dariye jholA khAtI hatI...e sUtra bolI rahyA hatA...ane emanI AMkho vakhate hamaNuM nAva DUbI ke hamaNA DUbI thatuM AMsuothI chalachala banI rahI hatI...vAstavamAM hatuM. tyAre terale jesalanI pAse enA pApanuM eo pazcAttApa karI rahyA hatA....emanA AvA bayAna aMtaratamathI karAvarAvyuM hatuM.teralanI gadu svare bolAtA vaMditRsUtre e divase ghaNuM preraNu jesalanA mAMhyalAne jagADI gaI ane badhA pratikamaNa karanArAonI A bene AMsUthI jesale potAnA tamAma bUrA kAmane tyAM mana chalakAvI dIdhI hatI. pAponuM sAcuM prAyazcitta mUkIne ekarAra karyo..ane kathA kahe che ke enI thaI rahyuM hatuM ! nAva sahIsalAmata pAra utarI gaI. paNa mANasa pApone chAvaravAmAM hoMziyAra - Aje bI keTalAya strI-purUSe jesalatoralanI che ! jAnavara alabatta pApa kare che paNa chUpAvatA A samAdhinA darzana karavA dUra dUrathI Ave che. nathI ke chAvaratA nathI ! mANasa pApa tA kare che darzana karIne emanI Akho chalakAI uThe che... ja, pAche ene chupAve che... saMtADe che...!! kAraNa teo raDI paDe che....AMsUDAM pADatA pitAnA ke pApathI A gabharAtA nathI...e Dare che AvapipAnuM ekarAranAmuM : damAM utAre che.. nArA duHkhethI ! haiyAne boja haLavo thAya che.... AMkhomAM huM pApa karIza te azubha karmo baMdhAze.. camaka ubharAya che ane prasannatAthI manane jenA pariNAme mane bhaviSyamAM ghora kaSTo veThavAM bharyuM bharyuM banAvIne eo pAchA vaLe che... paDaze' A vicAra ene nathI Avate....enA ahIMthI gayA pachI teo pAchA evA pApa karatA manamAM phaphaDATa vajudo ja hoya che. "le ke je mArA thaI jAya che ke nahIM..e khabara nathI ! paNa pApane jANI jaze te mArI AbarUne AMcakA jesale pharI pAchA evA kALA pApa nahotA karyA, lAgaze. leke mAre tiraskAra karaze....huM koIne ema A vartA jarUra kahe che! meTuM batAvavA lAyaka nahI rahuM !" Disembara '83) For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra duHkhAnA bhayathI pApanuM prAyazcitta te loko hajI karI le che paNa je pApanI pAchaLa koI bhayanI bhUtAvaLa nathI.... pApAcaraNa kei jotuM nathI. chatAMye pApAnuM prAyazcitta je karavAmAM Ave te ja e sAcuM prAyazcitta che! www.kobatirth.org , AjImAjInA badhA leke je pApa AcaratA hoya che ane tA ' pApa ' tarIke mAnavuM jarI agharU thai paDe che! jene pApa ja na mAnIe enuM vaLI prAyazcitta zAnuM? bhale, mANasa pApane pApa nA mAne....bhalene e pApAne pazcAtApa nA kare ....paNa eTalA mAtrathI e kAMI pApamukta na banI zake pApAnA bhAra teA enA nAjuka haiyA para vadhatA ja rahe che dhIre dhIre enI becenI mAjhA mUke che....ene samajAtuM nathI ke * kema mArUM haiyuM bhAre bhAre rahe che?'- jo ene pApAnA pazcAttApanA rAhu nathI maLatA te enuM hRdaya ThIMgarAI jAya... ! 28] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hRdaya baMdha paDI jAya....ane AtmA pApAnu peTala' upADIne paraleAkanA yAtrI banI jAya ! RABB+B he prabhu!! maratA pahelAM, sahajabhAve hu' mArA pAponA pazcAttApa karI lauM....eTalI mArA para kRpA karajo! pApAnA ekarAra karavAmAM rUkAvaTa karanArA tattvAnA nAza kare che prabhu...! pApAnuM evuM pratyAlAcana karI lauM... ke pharI pachI kayAreya pApA pratyenuM koI AkaSa Na jAgeja nahI ! pApAnI icchA AgaLI jAya ! tarAga ! tArA Acintya anugrahathI mAre pApAnI IcchAethI mukti meLavavI che! jo e mATenA upAya prAyazcitta hAya to e prAyazcita evu' prAyazcitta karavA huM taiyAra chuM! tamArA ja pAvana caraNeAmAM mane mArUM' pApa-prakAzana/pratyAleAcana karavA de| vibhu ! [ snehudIpa dvArA anUdita ] pragaTa thaI cUkela che sumatinAtha citra bhAga-1 leA tathA zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-ra jo jenI maryAdita nakaleA hovAthI tAtkAlika maMgAvI levA vinatI che. ane te banne bhAgA mULa kIMmate ApavAnA che zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 (pRSTha sakhyA-224) kIMmata rUpiyA 5dara. zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-2 je (pRSTha sakhyA-440) kIMmata rUpIA pAMtrIza. te banne bhAgA ekI sAthe magAvI levA vinatI che. H- sthaLa -: zrI jaina AtmAnaM sabhA The. khArageTa : bhAvanagara : ( saiArASTra ) tA. ka. : bahAra gAmanA grAhakone pAsTeja khaca alaga ApavAnA raheze. For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnaMda prakAza

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9 = A sabhAmAM atyAra sudhImAM thayelAM mAnavaMtA peTrana sAhebonI nAmAvalI 1 zrI bAbusAhebarAya sItAbacaMdajI bahAdura 34 zrI caMdrakAnta ujamazI 2 ,, haThIsaMga jhaveracaMda kapa, puMjAbhAI dIpacaMda 3, rAyabahAdurasAheba vijayasiMhajI 26 , lakSmIcaMda dulabhadAsa , saubhAgyacaMda nagInadAsa jhaveracaMda 37 , kezavalAla lalubhAI , bAlacaMda chAjeDa 38 , odhavajI dhanajIbhAI solIsITara , jIvaNalAla dharamacaMda 39 , maNIlAla vanamALIdAsa , bAbusAheba bahAdurasiMhajI sIMdhI 40 4 sArAbhAI haThIsaMga 8, caMdulAla sArAbhAI 41 ,, ramaNalAla dalasukhabhAI 9 , rAyabahAdura kAMtilAla IzvaralAla 42 , kezavalAla vajecaMda 10 , mANekaca da jecaMdabhAI 43 , jamanAdAsa manajI 11 ,, nAgaradAsa purUSottama , vIracaMda pAnAcaMda 12 , ratIlAla vADIlAla 45 , hIrAlAla amRtalAla 13, mANekalAla cunIlAla 46 , gIradharalAla dIpacaMda 14, nAnAlAla haracaMda 47 , paramANaMda narazIdAsa 15 , kAMtIlAla bakeradAsa 48 , lavajIbhAI rAyacaMda , rAyabahAdura nAnajIbhAI ladhAbhAI 49 , pAnAcaMda lallubhAI bhegIlAla maganalAla 50 , kasturabhAI lAlabhAI ratIlAla vardhamAna 51 , parazotamadAsa manasukhalAla padamazI premajIbhAI para ,, manasukhalAla dIpacaMda , ramaNIkalAla bhogIlAla 53 ,, choTAlAla maganalAla , mehanalAla tArAcaMda 54 ,, mANekacaMda popaTalAla , jAdavajI narazIdAsa 55 ,, nagInadAsa karamacaMda 23 ,, tribhuvanadAsa durlabhadAsa pa6, Do. valabhadAsa neNasIbhAI 24, caMdulAla TI. zAha , sakaracaMda motIlAla 25 , ramaNIkalAla nAnacaMda , prAgajIbhAI jhaveracaMda 26 ,, durlabhadAsa jhaveraca da , khImacaMda lallubhAI 27 , dalIcaMda parazottamadAsa 60 , parazotamadAsa suracaMda 28 ,, khAMtIlAla amaracaMda 61 ,, kezavajIbhAI nemacaMda 29 , rAyabahAdura javatalAla pratApazI 62 , hAthIbhAI gulAbacaMda 30 , amRtalAla kALIdAsa 63 ,, amRtalAla phulacaMda 31 ,, khuzAladAsa kheMgArabhAI 64 ,, popaTalAla kevaLadAsa 3ra , kAMtilAla jesaMgabhAI 65 , zrI bhagubhAI cunIlAla 33 ,, babalacaMda kezavalAla 66 , vanamALIdAsa jhaveracaMda DIsembara' 83] 29 For Private And Personal Use Only

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67 zrI bakubhAI maNIlAla 68 ,, khImaca da motIcaMda 69 , cImanalAla DAyAlAla 70 ,, 2maNalAla jezIMgabhAI 71 , maganalAla mULacaMda 72 , naretamadAsa zAmajIbhAI 73 , kezavalAla bulAkhIdAsa 74 ,, mohanalAla maganalAla 75 , cImanalAla maganalAla 76 ,, ratilAla catrabhuja 77 , popaTalAla gIradharalAla 78 - kAMtilAla hIrAlAla kusumagara ,, lAlabhAI bhogIlAla , sAkaralAla gAMDAlAla 81 , harakhacaMda vIracaMda 82 , caMdulAla vardhamAna 83 ,, choTAlAla bhAIcaMda 84 , zrImatI prabhAvatIbena harakhacaMda 85 zrI manamehanadAsa gulAbacaMda 86 , kAMtilAla ratilAla 87 ,, nautamalAla amRtalAla 88 , jayaMtilAla ratanacaMda 89 ,, bhANajIbhAI dharamazI 90 , pAnAcaMda DuMgarazI 91 , nAnakacaMda zIkhavI da 92 , zrImatI kamaLAbena kAMtilAla 93 zrI ramaNalAla nagInadAsa 94, kapuracaMda nemacaMda 95 ,, maMgaLadAsa gopALadAsa 96 , rAyacaMda lallubhAI 97 ,, choTubhAI ratanacaMda 98 , haragovanadAsa rAmajIbhAI 99 , navInacaMdra chaganalAla 10 , navInacaMdra jayaMtilAla 101 zrI zaradabhAI jaya tilAla 102 , tulasIdAna jagajIvanadAsa 103 zrI nAnacaMda juThAbhAI 104 , caMdulAla punamacaMda 105 ,, saubhAgyacaMda navalacaMda 106 caMpakalAla karazanadAsa 107 - amRtalAla DAhyAbhAI 108 - mahIpatarAya vRjalAla 109 , pipaTalAla narottamadAsa 110 ,, gulAbacaMda lAlacaMda 111 ,, manubhAI vIrajIbhAI 112 ,, caMdulAla nagInadAsa 113 ,, muLajIbhAI jagajIvanadAsa 114 ,, cunIlAla jhaveracaMda 115 ,, zrImatI lAchabAI meghajIbhAI 116 ,, zrI sukhalAla rAjapALa 117 , suMdaralAla muLacaMda 118 ,, prANajIvana rAmacaMda 119 , zAMtilAla suMdarajI 120 ,, prANalAla ke. dezI 121 , khAMtIlAla lAlacaMda 122 , cImanalAla khImacaMda je 123 ,, bhegIlAlabhAI jeThAlAla 124 zrImati kaMcanabena bhogIbhAI 125 zrI jayaMtabhAI mAvajIbhAI 126 , khumacaMdabhAI ratanacaMda 127 , savAIlAla kezavalAla 128 , naMdalAla rUpacaMda 129, jAdavajIbhAI lakhamazI 130 , bAvacaMdabhAI maMgaLajI 131 , popaTalAla narazIdAsa 132 ,, phulacaMdabhAI lIlAdhara 133 , jIvarAjabhAI narabherAma 134 , mANekalAla jhaveracaMda 135 , prANalAlabhAI mehanalAla 136 , harasukhalAla bhAIcaMda 137 , ca dadulAlabhAI vanecaMda - 38 ,. manasukhalAla hemacaMda 3 . : amAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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VVV 139 zrI popaTalAla maganalAla 14* , kAMtilAla haragovana 141 , amRtalAla kALIdAsa 142 , kAMtilAla bhagavAnadAsa 143 ,, nagInadAsa amRtalAla 144, popaTalAla nagInadAsa 145 , cImanalAla nagInadAsa 146 ,, dIparAMdabhAI esa. gADI 147 , vADIla bhAI catrabhuja 148, pannAlAlabhAI lallubhAI 149 , talakacaMdabhAI dAmodaradAsa 150 zrImati bhAnumatIbena vADIlAla 151 zrI nAnacaMdabhAI tArAcaMda 15ra , hIrAlAla juThAbhAI 153 , nAraNajI zAmajIbhAI 154 ,, vIracaMda mIThAbhAI 155 zrImatI aMjavALIbena becaradAsa 156 zrI prabhudAsa rAmajIbhAI 157 ,, jayaMtIlAla eca. 158 , vRjalAla ratilAla 159 , cImanalAla harIlAla 160 - vijendrabhAI hIMmatalAla 161 , zAMtilAla becaradAsa 162 , zAmalajI phulacaMda 163 " vRjalAla ratilAla 164 ,, prabhudAsa mohanalAla 165 , nAnacaMda muLaca da 166 ,, praviNacaMdra kulaca 6 167 , gIradharalAla jIvaNabhAI 168 , manasukhalAla cImanalAla 169 , suMdaralAla uttamacaMda 170 , dalIcaMda punamacaMda 171 , kAMtilAla jIvarAja 172 , che TAlAla jamanAdAsa 173 , pratAparAya becaradAsa 174 zrI jasubhAI cImanalAla 175 , manamehanadAsa kulacaMda taMbaLI 176 , maganalAla jeThAbhAI zAha 177 , ramaNalAla maMgaLadAsa zAha 178 ,, zatruMjaya mahAtIrtha padayAtrA saMgha samiti 178 , pratAparAya anepacaMda mahetA , laheracaMda choTAlAla 181 , sudhAkara zIvajIbhAI 182 , gulAbacaMda lallubhAI 183 ,, dinezabhAI viracaMdabhAI 184 ,, anepacaMda mAnacaMda zeTha 185 , zazIkAnta ratIlAla zAha 186 , cInubhAI harIbhAI zAha 187 , bhadrezakumAra vasaMtalAla mahetA 188 , virendrabhAI prabhudAsa zAha 189 ,, vinayaca da khImacaMda zAha 190 , kAntIlAla nAraNadAsa zAha 191 , ramaNIkalAla dalasukhabhAI zeTha 192 ,, maNIlAla vADIlAla zAha 193 , ramaNabhAI dalasukhabhAI zeTha 194 , dharaNIdhara khImacaMda zAha 195 , Indravadana ratilAla zAha ' ' 196 , mahAsukhabhAI lakSmIcaMda zeTha 197 ,, kAntIlAla lakSmIcaMda zeTha 198 , kAntIlAla cunIlAla cokasI 19, ratanacaMda oghaDabhAI mahetA 200 , muLacaMda dIpacaMda zAha 01 ,, anaMtarAya gIradharalAla zAha 202 , mahIpatarAya jAdavajI zAha 203 ,, rAjendrakumAra maganalAla mahetA 204 ,, hiMmatalAla cAMpazIbhAI zAha 205 " baTulAla trIbhuvanadAsa zAha 206 , sevaMtIlAla kAnatIlAla jhaverI 207 , prANalAla TI. dalAla 0 0 0 0 0 DIsembara '83). [31 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- - - ni dhArmika zikSaNanI saMyukta vArSika ja dhAmeM parikSAo ja parIkSA samaya : saM. 2040 piSa vada 5 ravivAra 22mI jAnyuArI 1984 zrI jaina zvetAmbara ejyukezana borDa zrI jene dhArmika zikSaNa saMgha ane zrI jaina dhArmika zikSaNa saMsAyaTI muMbaI dvArA vArSika dhArmika parIkSA dhoraNa 1 thI 6 nI saMyukta abhyAsakrama mujaba ane tethI uparanA dheraNanI te te saMsthAonA abhyAsakrama mujaba bhAratabharanA zaherenI pAThazALA ane zikSaNa saMsthAonI ravivAra tA. 22-1-84 (poSa vada 5) bapore 1 thI 4 nA samaye levAze. zrAddha pratikamaNa sUtraH prabaMdha TIkAnI viziSTa parIkSAo paNa A tArIkhe ja levAmAM Avaze. parIkSA phI nathI je abhyAsakramamAM pheraphAra nathI praveza phorma turata maMgAvo gAme gAmanA dhArmika zikSaka-zikSikAo temaja saMsthAonA vyavasthApakone vinati ke teo potAnI pAThazALA ane borDiganA vidyArthI bhAI-bahenone parIkSAmAM avazya besADe. parIkSA phorma svIkAravAnI chellI tA. 31-12-83 che. prabodhaTIkA bhAga 1-2-3 kiMmata rU. 20/- eka bukanA dhArmika praznottarI gujarAtI AvRtti maLaze. kiMmata be rUpIyA li. maMtrIe, zrI jaina zvetAmbara ejyukezana borDa zrI jena dhArmika zikSaNa saMgha zrI jaina dhArmika zikSaNa sosAyaTI kema tathA patravyavahAra mATe zrI jaina vetAmbara ejyukezana borDa geDI bilDIMga, 219 bIje mALe, a. kikA sTrITa, muMbaI-400002 phena : 33 32 73. For Private And Personal Use Only

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svargavAsa nedha zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhAnA peTrana sAheba hiMmatalAla cAMpasIbhAI zAha, vallabhavidyAnagara mukAme tA. 16-10-83nA roja svargavAsa pAmyA che. teozrI A saMsthA pratye khuba lAgaNI dharAvatA hatA. saMsthAne upayogI thavAnI temanI tIvra abhilASA anumehanIya che. temanA AtmAne parama zAMti maLe tevI hArdike prArthanA karIe chIe. teozrI khImacaMdabhAI cAMpazIbhAInA nAnAbhAI hatA. temanI ahI suparakATa nAme lekhaDanI phekaTarI che. vi. saM. 2039nA jeTha sudI 4 nA roja saradAranagara derAsaranI varSagAMTha nimitta jaina sesAyaTInA sabhyanuM saMgha pUjana tathA svAmivAtsalya temanA taraphathI hatuM. vaLI Ase zudI 1 thI trIja-traNa divasa ANaMdamAM occhava hatA. temanI phALAmAM moTI rakama hatI. te rItanuM svAmivAtsalya hatuM. uparyukata rIte teozrI khUba dhArmika hatA. zrI hiMmatalAla dIpacaMda zAha (umarALAvALA) tA. 17-10-83nA roja somavAre svarga = vAsa pAmyA che. teozrInI uMmara 60 varSanI hatI. A saMsthAnA teo zrI A jIvana sabhya hatA. teozrInuM chapu' dAna. gurubhakti ane dharmabhAvanA anerA hatAM. sahu temanA kAryonI anu medanA kare che. teozrInA AtmAne parama zAMti maLe tevI prArthanA a, sau. lIlAvaMtI maNilAla phulacaMda zAha (uMmara varSa 68) tA. 25-10-83nA roja svargavAsa thayA che. A sabhAnA teozrI A jIvana sabhya hatA. teonI dhArmika bhAvanA mATe aMjalI ApIe chIe A AtmAne parama zAMti maLe tevI prArthanA karIe chIe, zrI hIrAlAla phUlacaMda zAha bhAvanagaravALA (u'mara varSa 83) tArIkha 20-11-1983nA rAja gadaga sITI mukAme svargavAsI thayA che. teozrI dhArmika vRtivALA ane saraLasvabhAvI hatA. | AsabhAnA AjIvana sabhya hatA. teozrInA AtmAne parama zAkti maLe tevI prArthanA muMbainI saMyukta vArSika jaina dhArmika parIkSAo che ke bhAratanA zahero ane gAmamAM prativarSa mujaba jaina dhArmika zikSaNanI 78mI parIkSAo ravivAra, tA. 22-1-1984nA saMvata 2040nA poSa vada 5 baporanA 1 thI 4 nA samaya levAmAM AvanAra che, dhArmika zikSaNane protsAhita karavA zrI jaina vetAmbara ejayukezana borDa, zrI jaina dhArmika zikSaNasaMgha ane zrI jaina dhArmika zikSaNa saMsAyaTI dvArA saMyukata rIte vArSika parIkSAo levAmAM Ave che. uca InAmonuM Ayojana paNa karela che. A aMgenA niyata phorma maMgAvI tA. 31-12-83 sudhImAM nIcenA sthaLe pahoMcADavA. zrI jaina vetAMbara ejyukezana borDa gADijI biDI'ga, bIje mALe, 219, e, kikAsTrITa, muMbaI-400002 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd. G. BV. 31 2 0 20 i \ \ dareka lAIbrerI tathA tharamAM vasAvavA jevA alabhya graMtho | dI'mata | gujarAtI grathA zrImata trIzahi zalAkA purUSa caritam mahAkAvyam 2-pUrva 3-4 zrI jJAnapradIpa bhAga 1-2-3 sAthe pustakAkAre (mULa saMskRta) le.sva. pU. A. zrI vi. phasturasUrIzvarajI 20-00 trIzaSTi zalAkA puruSacaritam dhama kauzalya 3-00 namaskAra mahAmaMtra 3-0 0 mahAkAvyam pava' 2-3-4 cAra sAdhana pratAkAre (mULa saMskRta ) -0 0 &AdzAya nayacaThTham bhAga 1lI pU. Agama prabhAkara puNyavijyajI 40-0 dvAlAri' nayacakram bhAga 2 zraddhAMjali vizeSAMka : pAkuM khAinDIMga 40-0 7 bI nivaNu kevalI bhakti prakaraNu-mULa dhuma bindu graMtha 10-0 0 mInamaraNAdi stotra sAhaH sUkta ratnAvalI 0-50 zrI sAdhu-sAvI cAgya Avazya sUkta muktAvalI - @ @ | diyArA pratAkAre jaina darzana mImAMsA prAkRta vyAkaraNAma zrI zatruMjaya girirAja dAna 6-00 zrI vItarAga mahAdeva stotram zrI zatruMjaya tIrthanA paMdarame uddhAra khAdhopAdhyAya Aha ta dhama prakAza AtmAnat AvIzI prAkRta vyAkaraNuma 25-0 0 brahAthaya cAritra pUjAdiyI saMgraha 3-00 gujarAtI grathA Atmavallabha pUjA 10-0 0 zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 15-00 cauda rAjaloka pUjA 1-00 zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-2 upa-00 Atmavizuddhi zrI zrIpALazALAnA zakya 20-77 navapadajInI pUjA 3-07 nuM lakSaNa' zAne karamu, 3-07 AcArapadeza 3-00 zrI pAnAtha maMpitra lAgu 2 je gurubhakti gahelI saMgraha 2-00 zrI kAvyAsudhAkara a 8-00 bhakti bhAvanA 1-00 zrI kaMthAritna koSa bhAga 1 14-09- ha' ne mArI mA 5-0 0 zrI AtmakAnita prakAza 3-0 0 | jaina zAradA pUjanavidhi saMkhe :- zrI jaina samAnada sabhA khAra geITa, bhAvanagara (sa' rASTra) pArTaja alaga taMtrI : zrI popaTabhAI ravajIbhAI salAta zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza tatrI maMDaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAna 4 sabhA bhAvanagara, zukraya thoTha hemendra hazikSA AnaMda prI. presa, sutAravADa, bhAvanaga2. 8- @ @ 0-50 For Private And Personal Use Only