Atmanand Prakash Pustak 080 Ank 08

Author(s): Popatlal Ravjibhai Salot
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531909/1

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra khAtyA kAza www.kobatirth.org pustaka : 80 Atma sa. 88 (Alu) vIra sa'. 2509 vikrama saMvata 2039 sanAtana prema-kathA racayitA zrI catura kuzaLa rAjula. rAjIla suMdara nAra, zAma saMga khelata hArI. gyAnA uData gulAla, zIlI kesara dhArI, tapa japa sa'jama bharI picakArI, kAma krodha ! tArI re mAi....rAjula, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dAnA akhIra gAya ke re, bhAva zuddha bharake jhArI, paca mahAvrata caMdana chAMTayA, aragajA samarasa dhArIre mAi....rAjula, A vidhi ramIe phAga, zAmazuM mana sudha hArI, caturakuzaLa terI bhava bhava seva, vaMdu be krUra jogI re mAI.... rAjula, CCC & 2: prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA-bhAvanagara 80 ] juna : 1983 For Private And Personal Use Only [aMka H 8

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anukramaNikA kama. lekha lekhaka pRSTha 144 1 zatru jayanA saudarya vaibhava sva. beTAdakara 137 2 Apa jANo cho ? 138 zu taraMgavatI yA taraMgalelA le. gaNezaprasAda jaina 139 4 lalitAMga deva 5 gauvaMzanI rakSA ane ApanI pharaja 148 6 mAre nirbhaya banavuM che pa', zrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNivarya* 149 7 bhAvanagarane AMgaNe ujavAyela zAnadAra paMnyAsapada-pradAna tathA 7 mumukSu puNyAtmAone dIkSA-pradAna mahotsava 151 8 jaina dharma nI bALa pothI 5'. zrI pUrNAnandravijayajI TAITala 3-4 ( anusadhAna TAITala 4 nuM cAlu ) koIka samaye lAkha yAjanano merU parvata jana kAjalane paNa akha joI zakatI nathI. atyaMta namAM ATalA mAIla jambudvIpa, pA Dukavana, mahA- temAM paNa ApaNI akhA kAma karI zakatI nathI. videhakSetra, traNa palyopama ane 84 lAkha pUrvanA to pachI parAkSa tatvone tathA pratyakSa padArthanA AyuSyavALA mAna, sAgara pama ane patye guNa paryAyAne jANavAnI samartha tA kayAMthI hoya ? 5manI carcAe temane mana ThaMDApANInA gappA sArAMza ke prAyaH karIne zeyatattva camacakSu ca stha jevI che. AvI sthitimAM devAdhidevanuM' tatvajJAna nathI. mATe ja jaina tatvane jANavu' atyanta duSka samajavA mATenI temanI pAse kSamatA na hoya te che. Ama chatAM paNa rAga-deSa, kASAyika vRti tathA samajAya tevI vAta che. pravRti kAmukI bhAvanA vagere Atmika doSane je bhAgyazALIone ochA haze, athavA pitAnI - pa. Agama gamya kevaLI gamya padArtho, keTa AdhyAtmaka zakti vaDe te doSane dabAvI dIdhA lAka eTalA badhA sUkSma hoya che jene jANavA mATe. mehavAsanAmAM raMgAyelI, krodha kaSAya mAM haze. teo samyagajJAna meLavavAmAM meLavelAne dhamadhamatI saMsAranI mAyAmAM aTavAyelI ApaNI vadhAravAmAM, vadhArelAne TakAvI rAkhavAmAM, ane TakAvelAne jIvananA aNu aNumAM utAravAnA sthaLa buddhino gaja vAgI zake tema nathI. AvI prayAsa karIne mAnava jIvanane pavitra banAvaze. sthitimAM mahAvIra svAmInuM tatvajJAna samajavA upara pramANe tatvajJAnanI gahanatA hovA chatAM jeTalI kSamatA temanI pAse na hoya te mAnavA paNa jinezvaradevAnA vacane para zraddhA khaLa cAgya che. keLavavuM joIe. jyAreja ApaNe Aje nahi? 6. sAmenI bhIta pAchaLa rahelI vastune paNa te kAle paNa tene meLavavAne mATe bhAgya zALI jANavA jeTalI kSamatA nathI, AMkha para lAgelA banIzu'. (kramaza:) For Private And Personal Use Only

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491 A sabhAnA mAnavatA navA peTrana zreSThIvarya zrI baTukabhAI tribhAvanadAsa saletanI vana jharamara zrI siddhakSetra-pAlItANAnI pavitra bhumimAM I. sa. 14-11-32nA maMgaLa divase dhaniSTha mAtA ajavALIbena ane pitAzrI trIbhovanadAsa pa'DItane tyAM zrI baTukabhAinA janma thayA. putra vadhAmaNAthI Ana Mda magaLa pravartI gayA. maTukabhAinI mAtra savA mAsanI vayamAM pitAzrI svage sIdhAvI gayA. traNa baMdhue hatA. badhA nAnA nAnA pALako ja hatA. pitAzrI zrI yaze vijaya jI jaina gurUkuLa-pAlItANAnA dhArmika vibhAganA paDIta hatA. kharU' kahIe te yaze vijayajI gurUkuLanA pAyAnA patthara rUpe teoe mahAna bhega Apyo che. kha dhuema eka adhu cImanabhAI mAtra 23 vaSaeNnI bharayuvAna vaye sva`vAsa pAmyA. have mAtra be bhAI enI belaDI rahI. mAtuzrIne paNa viyeAga thayA. i. sa. 1913mAM mAtuzrI svavAsI thayA. banne badhuee gurUkuLamAM rahI pAMca aMgrejI sudhI abhyAsa karI choDI dIdhA ne mubai AvyA. mAmA zrI dalIcaMda paraze|ttamadAsa jee mu'khakanA gheghArI samAjanA eka pratiSThita AgevAna che emane tyAM rahyA. ane dhadhAmAM AgaLa vadhatA gayA. puNya ane puruSA nA yAga jAmyA. bhAgye yArI ApI. emanA dharma patnI a. sA. nima LAbena dhama zraddhA, tyAga, tapazcaryA, sAdhu-sAdhvInI vaiyAvacca, sAdharmika, bhakti-mahemAneAnI sarabharA sanI sAthe haLImaLIne badhAnA prema khUbaja sapAdana karyAM, upadhAna tapa aThThAI vi. tapasyA karI. varagheADAmAM rathamAM besavAnA sArathI banavAno AcAya bhagavAne pagalA karAvavA ityAdi aneka prakAre dAna dharmIne lhAvA lai sa'sArane ujamALa banAvI rahyA che. adhuruM' nAma ramaNIkabhAi che. vepAra dhaMdhAmAM javA AvavAmAM ane madhue jyAM jAya tyAM sAthe ja jovA maLe bajAramAM R. T. enDa B. T, nA nAmathIja eLakhAya che. vepArIe nA prema ane cAhanA khUbaja sa pAdana karyAM che. paThazALA, AMkhelazALA, dhamazALA, kheADI gA, hAspITaleA, khAlAzrama vigere aneka sasthAmAM sArI evI rakameA khullI tathA khAnagI ApI jIvananA lhAvA lIdhA che ane laI rahyA che. svamAva atyaMta zAMta premALa ane Ana MdI namratA ane viveka jevA saguNA Adaza rUpa che. emane be putro traNa dIkarI che-rAjendra, pa'kaja tathA putrIe ilA, nayanA, AzA dha dha plAsTIka inDasTrIjha enDa ro maTIrIyalsanA che. dhArmika abhyAsa sAdhAraNa che chatAM dharma zraddhA anumedanIya che dhama ne mAge dhana vyaya karavAmAM sadAya AnaMda pAme che emanI udAratA ane saralatA ane paropakAra vRddhithI yaza ane kIrti prApta karI rahyA che. For Private And Personal Use Only zrI ciMtAmaNI dhaMTAkaNu mahAvIra maDaLanA presIDenTa che. maLatAvaDo ane AnaMdI svabhAva paropakAra parAyaNa bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhIne bIjAnA sukhe sukhI evI bhAvanA enA haiyAmAM rahyAja kare che. emanA pati nirmaLAbena paNa evAja parApakArI ane udAra che. badhAnA milanasAra svabhAva anumedanIya che.

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A sabhAnA navA peTrana zrIyuta sevaMtilAla kAntilAla paTaNInI jIvana jharamara zrIyuta seva'tibhAi muLa pATaNanA vatanI, pATaNa e gujarAtanuM pATanagara hatu-mahArAjo kumArapALa mahArAjA siddharAja jevA mahAna rAjAeAnI A rAjadhAnI hatI. pATaNano itihAsa acata gauravavate che. jIvadayA bhUtakALamAM A dezamAM paLAvI zakAI na hatI eTalI jIvadayA mahArAjA kumArapALanA rAjyamAM paLAtI hatI-Dherone pANI pIvAnA avADAmAM paNa gaLeluM pANI ja vaparAtuM. kuvA-vAva ke taLAvamAMthI pANI bharanAra mATe pANI gaLavAnI savasagavaDa 'maLatI-kei ThekANe jIvaDI'sA thaI zakatI nahI'. bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI pachI pacIsa varSanA itiDAsamAM jaina dharma mATenA suvarNa yuga, zreSThamAM zreSTha kALa je koI hoya te te mahArAjA kuM mArapALanA rAjaya daramyAnanA kahI zakAya ane A badhAnA mULamAM sUrya rUpe jo koI hoya to te kalikAla sarvajJa parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtazrI hemacaMdrAcAryajI hatA je AcArya bhagavaMta sAkSAt brahetinA avatAra samA ane jenI jIr3A devI sarasvatI birAjamAna hatI jeNe jIvanamAM sADA traNa karoDa jhalaka pramANa sAhityanI racanA karI jJAnagaMgA vahAvI hatI. jayAM atyAre paNa prAcIna jJAnabhaMDAro vidyamAna che. sekaDo jinamadiro che ane aneka vidyAzALAe upAzraye pADazALAe vidyamAna che. je nagarImAM lAkho ke TyAdhipati birAjamAna hatA evuM je nagarInuM gaurava hatu-te pATaNa zaheramAM mAtA kAntAbena ane pitA kAntIlAla hIrAcaMdane tyAM saMvata 1984nA phAgaNa suda 1nA zubha divase zrI seva tibhAIno janma thaye. bahu vizALa kuTuMba -AThabhAi e, be baheno maLIne seva'tIbhAi dasadasa bhAMDaraDA che. ane Aje paNa akhaMDa rIta vidyamAna che badhAja paraNelA che chatAM kuTuMba mAM saMpa ane sneha khubaja sArA che. badhAnA svabhAva zAMta sarala ane maLatAvaDA zrI sevaMtIbhAInA patnI kalAvatIbena eka guNiyala strI che svabhAve zAMta ane kuTaba vatsala che. vaLI seva tibhAIne eka putra ane be putrI che Akhu kuTuMba dhamanA raMge raMgAela che sAdhu sAdhvInI vaiyAvacca mATe emanI anumodanA karAe eTalI ochI che. putra paNa khUba ja jIvadayA premI che. zrI sevaMtibhAI tathA tenuM AkhuM kuTuMba dararoja pUjA sevA darzana ItyAdi dharmakriyA karavI, dararoja vyAkhyAna zravaNa karavuM, tapa, japa vigere ArAdhanA karavI temaja paropakAranuM ke sevA suzruSAnuM keIpaNa kArya dekhAya ke turata yathAzakti tana mana ane dhana sAthe samayane pUrato bhAga ApavA tatpara ane tene vyavasAyamAM plAsTIkanuM kArakhAnuM che tathA plAsTIkano dhaMdhe che te temanA putra saMbhALe che peAte khAsa nivRta jIvana jIve che ane moTA bhAgano samaya dhama dhyAna ane sevAmAM ja pasAra kare che vaLI bIlakula abhimAna nahI'--mAna apamAnanI ene paDI nathI masta ane AnadI dhAmika jIvanamAMja ene majA paDe che vaLI kaI du: khIne joIne enuM dila tarata dravI uThe che dayALu ane karUNALu udAra enuM hRdaya che-mAyA kapaTa ene jarAe rUcatA nathI--evu AdhyAtmika pavitra jIvana jIve che emanA abhyAsa sAmAnya che chatAM haiyAnI sUjha mATI che-game te dhadhAmAM praviNatA meLavatA ene vAra lAgatI nathI ane eno lAbha sAdhamika badhu ene mArgadarzaka banIne Ape che. ema karIne sAcI sAdhamikra bhakti kare che. evI ja rIte samyagujJAnanA pipAsu che AvA eka sevAbhAvI sajajana sabhAnA peTrana banatA saMbhA AnaMda anubhave che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra varSa : 80 ] zrImAnaMda praza taMtrI : zrI peopaTalAla ravajIbhAI saleAta vi. saM. 2039 jeTha : juna--1983 zatruMjayanA sauMdaryAM. vaibhava sva. bATAdaDha ra dekhIne zastra svAdu salila khaDulatA vRkSanI vADIone, utAryA sva mAMthI nija gajapatine vAsave gema vATe; te te sa tRpti evI acala banI rahyo nanAnada cheDI, hArIne indra pAchA amarapura viSe hA gayA Aza mUkI. (1) te the vikAratAM cekSa" nava visare AMgaNe ucharelA, pALele pUrNa preme prati samarapathe vAharUpe vasele; tethI dhRSNe panetu na2 nIrasIne divya devAlayeAnuM, dezanA vRMdasa ge sura-zacipatie zuM ahIM sthAna kIdhuM ? (2) A DhelI gUlya lIlI padasaraNI taNI madhya rAjekina rI, ne cArU cetAe pathika viratinA zveta gucchAsujhuAgI; Dela to masta vAyu zrama sahaja harI sparzathI zaitya Ape, ne indrodyAna kerI kusuma surabhithI doSa dUre haThAve. (3) kavi trApajakara pUrti rUpe umere che : saha te zasa pR pu neta bajapati sUMDha mahinI zI, AbADI dharma kairI patitajanatamAM pApa vinAzinIza; 2 karyo indra evu punita gajare kezu AvI virATe, suNIne prathanA e niti utaryAM leka uddhAra kAje. For Private And Personal Use Only [a'ka H 8

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* Apa jANe che ? ja (1) A avasarpiNImAM chellA kevalI zrI jaMbU (11) A avasarpiNImAM chellA AcArya zrI svAmI thayA. pasahasUrijI thaze. (2) mukti pAmanAra chellA rAjarSi udAyana thayA. (12) zrI zayyabhava sUrie "dazavaikAlika sUtra" () kevalajJAnIone kavalaAhAra kahyo che. racyuM. (4) vigraha gativALA, samuddaghAta avasthAmAM (13) gusse thayela dezAle sarvAnubhUti munirAja trIjA cothA ne pAMcamA samayamAM sAga para telekSA mukI. zubha dhyAnathI satya kevalI ane agi kevalI tathA siddha pAmI, sahastrAra nAmanA devakamAM devatApaNe bhagavAna ATalA aNAhArI hoya che. utpanna thayA. (5) harSi muni zrI vIra prabhu mATe AhAra lAvatA. (14) sunakSatra muni gozAlAne zikhAmaNa ApavA (6) zrI viraprabhue supratiSTha RSine kahyuM, "A lAgyA tyAre teNe tejalezyA mUkI te mRtyu avasarpiNImAM bharatakhaMDa vize siMhani- pAmI agruta devalekamAM devapada pAmyA. kiDita tapa karanAra tame chelalA che - arthAt tamArA pachI kaI e tapa karanAra nathI, (15) kSapakazreNInA vegathI sarva karmano kSaya karI kumaputra kevaLajJAna pAmyA. te kevaLI bhaga (anArya dezamAM janmelA AdrakumAra, abhaya vAna gharane viSe ja rahyA. mAtA pitAne bodha kumAra maMtrIe mokalelI zrI AdinAthanI pamADI dakSa dAnathI ati uttama gati suvarNa pratimAM joI jAti maraNa jJAna pAmyA. pratye pahoMcADyA pachI kuputra kevalIe (8) zrI vIra prabhue naMdana-bhavamAM agiyAra muniveSa svIkAryo. lAkha, eMzI hajAra, chaso, pIstAlIsa mAsa kSamaNa karyA, eka lAkha varSa ane pAMca (16) zrI hala ane zrI vihava-munivaroe divasamAM te mahAmunie tyAMja nikAcita eka varSa paryata suguNa ratna nAme tapa evuM tIrthakara nAma kama upArjana karyuM. karyuM. zrI hala munirAja jayaMta nAmanA anuttara devalekamAM gayA. zrI vipula (9) aMtima zrutakevalI zrI syulibhadra svAmI thayA. munivara aparAjita vimAna pratye gayA. (10) aMtima dazapUrvadhara zrI vAsvAmI thayA. kSamA yAcanA A mAsika aMkamAM koI azuddha rahI gaI hoya athavA koI kSati, mudraNa doSa hoya te te mATe mana , vasA, micchAmi dukkaDama . 138] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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* * A **** * * * * ***** * * taraMgavatI yA taraMgalolA che ? 4 le gaNezaprasAda jaina ja * * * * * nagarazeTha aSabhasena devapUjana bAda bhejana zeTha prasanna thayA ane jaNAvyuM ke parIkSAmAM AdithI nivRtta banI, kakSamAM vizrAma karatAM hatA. tuM uttIrNa thaI che. e samaye taraMgavatI tenA pAse AvI eja e samaye nagarazeThanI patnI belI', "saptasamaye zyAmavarNI mAlina pupithI bharela paNa vRkSa jevAnI mane khUba icchA che." nagaraTopalI sAthe zeTha samakSa khaDI thaI. nagarazeThe zeThane Adeza maLatAM ja parivAranI badhI strIo puSpomAMthI amuka puSpo pasaMda karyA. zRMgAra sajIne, udyAna-kiDA javAne taiyAra thaI. te puSpa raMge pILuM hatuM. zeThe taraMgavatIne taraMgavatIe paNa sAja zaNagAra sajyAM ane pUchyuM, " TopalInA badhA pupamAM A puSpaja sakhIonI sAthe udyAna kriDA tarapha ravAnA thaI. pILuM kema che?" nArI samuDa sAthe Avela zeThanI patnIe jyAre bIjA pupe hastInA daMta sama zvata saptaparNa vRkSa upara najara sthira karI. teNe kamaLa-taLAvanI madhu-mAkhIonA jhUMDa vRkSa para . taraMgavatI bolI, "A puSpanI sugaMdha batAve beThelA joyA. taLAvanA bhurA jaLamAM aneka caklA che ke pILA raMga tene maulika nathI paNa tene 2 cakalIe ArAmathI kIlela karatA hatA, taraMgalAgela pILA raMga kamaLa -punA rajakaNane che." re vatInI najara temanA para paDI. temanI prema-kiDA nIhALI te gaMbhIra vicAramAM paDI. A dazya zeTha taraMgavatInA uttarathI Azcarya pAmyA. jotAM ja tenA pUrvabhavanuM smaraNa thayuM. tema chatAM teNe puchayuM, " udyAna vacce saptaparNa nA vRkSa ja te aceta banI gaI. upara prakurita thayela puSpa para kamaLa pupinA tarata ja sakhIo zuzruSAmAM lAgI gaI. "zuM rajakaNa kevI rIte sa bhave ?" thayuM? zuM thayuM?" tema avAja AvavA lAgyA. taraMgavatIne kahyuM, "A puSpamAM kamaLa e kanyA keNa che? tenI mAhitI jANavAnI punI gaMdha adhika che." saptavarNa vRkSa pAse sarovara Avela hovuM joIe sarovaramAM | jijJAsA prabaLa banI ja pILA rajakaNothI raMgAyela kamaLa hovA joIe. temanA para madha cUsavA Avela hajAro vadezanI rAjadhAnI kauzAmbI IndrapurI madhamAkhIye beThI hevI joIe tyAMthI uDatI zobhAyamAna hatI. tyAMnA rAjA udayana-he haiya vakhate, teo A saptapaNe puSpa para thaIne vaMzIya ane saMta tapasvIonA parama bhakta temanI jatI haze temanI pAMkhe para lAgela kamaLanA uMmaranA bASabhasena nAme zeTha rAjavIne parama mitra pILA rajakaNa A pu para jharatAM haze. te teonuM jIvana satyaniya ane niSkalaMka hatuM. kAraNathI A veta puSpa pILuM banela che. ATha putra upara eka putrIsaMtAnamAM te putra juna' 83] [139 For Private And Personal Use Only

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yamunA nadInI vidhivata ArAdhanAthI janmela. kapAI jatAM, te mUcchita banI jamIna para nadInA taraMganI ArAdhanA ane phaLa butI rUpa paTakAya huM patinI pAchaLa ja uDatI hatI tene A rUpavatI kanyA. parime nAma rAkhyuM taraMgavatI jamIna para paDatAM joI huM bebhAna banI ane 12 varSanI uMmare niSNAta paMDite pAsethI jamIna para paDI jyAre huM saceta banI tyAre meM vidyAo grahaNa karI, sarve kaLAomAM pAraMgata te tIra tenA zarIramAM seMkAyeluM joyuM. meha vaza banI hatI, puSpa kRSi kaLA. vanaspatizAstra, banI meM cAMcathI khUba parizrama karI te bANa rasAyanazAstra te tenA priya viSaya hatA. temAM te zarIramAMthI bahAra kADhyuM. mArI pAMkha vaDe huM khUba praviNa hatI sarve sakhIomAM sArasikA patine paMkho karavA lAgI, paNa te jaDavata paDI rahyA, tenI hAlI saMkhI hatI. tyAre pele zikArI tyAM AvyuM tenA mukha mAMthI pazcAtApanA zabdo sarI paDayA. he prabho ! sakhIonI sevAthI te saceta banI tyAre tenA bhayathI huM AkAzamAM uDI gaI zikArIo netromAMthI azrudhArA vahetI hatI. kamaLapatranA karagaThIyAthI citA banAvI tenA para mArA patine pAMdaDAnA haDiyAmAM pANI lAvI sakhIo meM rAkhI, agni saMskAra karyA viyeganA duHkhathI sApha karatI hatI. cetanavaMtI jotA, sArasikAe mArI pIDA asahya banI, huM paNa baLatI citAmAM pUchayuM, "he sakhi ! A akasmAta kema? jarAye kadI paNa A prakAra kUdI paDI A pramANe patinI sAthe meM paNa chUpAvatI nahi sApha sApha jaNAva, jIvana samApta karyuM. sArasikA belI, "ha sakhi taraMgavatIe keIne nahi jaNAvavAnuM sArasika mArA prArabdhamAM paNa A tArI duHkhabharI karuNa pAsethI vacana lIdhuM pachI pitAne pUrvajanmanI kathanI sAMbhaLavAnI lakhI haze ne? pUrva karela kathA tene saMbhaLAvI karmanA phaLa yathA samaye bhegavavA ja paDe che. pUrvajanmamAM huM lAla-pILA pUchavALI taraMgavatIe ghera AvI, pitAnA ja hAthe, cakalI hatI. mAre pati zaka-svabhAve caMcaLa, pitAnA pUrvabhavanA keTalAka citre citaryA. saDaula, geLa mastakavALe, AkarSaka hatA. te atima citramAM, cakalAnI citAmAM, cakavInI kazaLa taravaiyo hato. tene svabhAva eka tapasvI jalananuM citra doryuM. eTalAmAM kArtika-pUrNimA je ame ekabIjAne viyega eka kSaNa paNa kaumudI parva AvI gayuM. sahI zaktA nahI. ame haMmeza sAtheja haIe. nagarazeThanI havelInA mukhya dvAranI sAme ja eka divasa ane anya pakSoe sAthe gaMgA- rAjamArga para eka sundara AMgaNAmAM taraMgavatInA mAM jaLa kalela karatA hatA. tyAre sUryanI dorela citrane goThavI dIdhA. jenAranA bhAva garamIthI pIDAte eka hAthIe gaMgAnA jaLamAM jANavAmAM taraMgavatIe pitAnI sakhI sArasikAne deha mITAvavA praveza karyo. tenI uchuMkhala jaLa niyukta karI. A yukti dvArA te pitAnA pUrva kiDAthI bhayabhIta banI huM mArA patinI sAthe bhavanA pati (cakalA)ne zedhavAno upakrama karI AkAzamAM uDI gaI hAthI nAna karI pAcho pharyo rahI hatI. tene vizvAsa hato ke cakale paNa A te vakhate eka zikArI tyAMthI nikaLe teNe jhera prakAre manuSya nImAM haze ane te kezAbImAM pAcelu tIra hAthI para choDayuM. nizAna cUkI haze. temAM paNa Azcarya nahi tethI hareka prakAranI javAthI DathI bacI gayo paNa AkAzamAM uDatA samajaNa ApI, sArasikone citra pAse rahevAne mArA patine te tIra lAgyuM. tenI eka pAMkha Adeza Apyo. 149] [AtmAnaMda prakAza ----- - For Private And Personal Use Only

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savAre sArasikA taraMgavatIne zubha samAcAra tamane meLavavA mATe teNe A citranuM nirmANa saMbhaLAvavA doDI AvI. tenI pAse sarakIne te karyuM che. ane rAjamArga para rAkhyA che." A bolI, "sakhi! tArA pUrva bhavanA patine patto sAMbhaLI, yuvakane cahere vikasita puSpa jema lAgI gayo che. tArI AzA cheDA ja samayamAM khIlI uThayo. pachI teo cAlyA gayA. huM paNa phalasvarUpa pAmaze." taraMgavatI samAcArathI AnaMda pUrI jANakArI prApta karI tenI pAchaLa cAlI vibhera banI gaI are sakhi! tuM mane vistAra AvI. pUrvaka sakaLa bInA kahe." te yuvAnanA pitA che dhanadeva zeTha. vaLI te sArasikAe madhuruM hAsya kaya'. thoDA samaya mAtapitAne ekale lADakavAyo. nAma paNa suMdara tene khIjavatI rahI pachI kahyuM, "caMdrane prakAza padhadeva, kAmadeva je suMdara ane padmapuSpa je phelAvA lAgyo ane nagarajanonA samaha citro manehara. bInA jaNAvI sAhasika ghera gaI. jevAne paDApaDI karavA lAgyA. huM prekSakanAM mane- bIjI vakhata AvI tyAre eka navA samAcAra bhAva jANavAne sajAga rahI jotI hatI eTalAmAM ApyA. AMsU sAratI te belI, "dhanadeva zeTha samAnavaya vALA mitro sAthe eka yuvAna Avyo. tArA pitA pAse vivAhanA prastAva sAthe Avela. ane citrone khUba lagana pUvaka jevA lAgyo. paNa tArA pitAe kahyuM ke tamAre putra vyApAra ekAeka bezuddha banI bhUmi para DhaLI paDe. sAthI nimitto sadA paradezamAM rahe-evA yuvakane huM mitre tene khullI havAmAM laI gayA. A sthitimAM mArI putrA lagnamAM na ApuM." huM paNa temanI pAchaLa utkaMThA yukta cAlI. yuvaka taraMgavatIe sArasikAne pitAne patra ApI, svastha bane. paNa tenI AMkhamAMthI AMsUnI kahyuM, "mArA pUrva bhavanA patine kaheze ke jeNe saritA vahevA lAgI. rUMdhAyelA kaMThe bolyA, cakalInA rUpamAM pitAnuM jIvana cittAmAM sama"he priye! tuM kayA haze? kevI rIte maLaze? pita karyuM te A janmamAM zeTha bASabhana senanI A jiMdagIthI cakalA-cakalInI jiMdagI vadhu patrInA rUpe che. temane zodhavA ja A citra sukhakara hatI. kadi vaga na hatA. deryA hatA ane pradarzana rAkhyuM hatuM." teNe pitAnA pUrvabhavanI kahAnI mitrone kahI pAchA pharI raMgavatIe tenA priyatamane saMbhaLAvI. anne meM kahyuM, "mArI jema te paNa saMdeza Ape. "je tAtkAlika milana thaze manuSya bhavamAM haze ane mArA viyegathI taDapatI nahi te mArA jIvananI keI AzA nathI tuM haze." have jANavuM paDaze ke A citranuM yaMgya samaye AvI jethI AzA che ke priyA nirmANa karanAra koNa che? sAthe milana thaze, have huM tenI pratikSA karIza. huM te yuvAna pAse pahoMcI tyAre te yuvakanA pavadeve paNa eka patra Ape. temAM pUrva sAthIe mArI pAsethI saghaLI vigate jANI. meM bhavanI bIna hatI. Aje paNa huM tAro ja chuM. kahyuM. " A citro- satyaghaTanA para banyA che jyAM sudhI tArA pitAnI anumati nahIM meLave kalpanA para nahI pachI meM te yuvaka pAsethI tene tyAM sudhI viga avazya raheze. mitra viSe mAhitI meLavI lIdhI. rAtrinI niravatAmAM taraMgavatInI AkuLatA te mitra yuvaka pAse jaIne bolyo, "mitra! caramasImA para pahoMcI te sArasikA sAthe padmacintA mata kara. tArI priyatamAna patto lAgI devanuM ghara tarapha cAlI kemake padhadeva mArA pUrva gayo che te che rASabhasena zeThanI putrI taraMgavatI. bhavanA pati che tethI tyAM javAmAM kuLanI lAjane juna' 83] [141 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kazI hAnI thaze nahi. makAnanA pAchalA bhAgamAMthI nIkaLI padmadevanA nivAse banne AvI AturatAthI tara'gavatI padmadeva tarapha AvI padmadeve tene AliMgana pAzamAM bAMdhI thoDIvAra pachI banne alaga thayA tyAre padmadeva animeSa dRSTithI tara Mga vatIne jotA rahyo tara'gavatI paNa lajjAine temane tema ubhI rahI. bannee rAteArAta e zaherane cheDavAnA niya karyAM. yamunAnA ghATa para eka hADI bAMdhela hatI. temAM banne besI gayA. padmadeve heADI calAvI. pravAha vegIle hatA. yamunAnA jaLa para izvaranI sAkSIe mannee gAMdhava lagna ryAM. have tee yamunA pAra karI gAMgAmAM paheoMcI gayA. * * pUrva dizAmAM aruNAdaya thai rahyo hato. kinAre hADI nAMgarI, teA utaryAM tyAre samIpanA jaMgalamAMthI nIkLI, keTalAka lUTArUe temanA para tUTI paDayA. teo temane pahADanI eka guphAmAM laI gayA. guphAnA mukha AgaLa aneka dhvajAe pharakI rahI hata. teNe mAnyuM ke tyAM kai madira haze . aMdara jaine lUMTArAee temane saradAra pAse khaDA karyAM. saradAre kahyu', "zarad-li ApavA A banne kAmamAM Avaze. nAmanI rAtrie temanu adiAna apAze. saradAranA Adeza sAMbhaLI eka lUTArA, temane lai cAlI nIkaLyo. te eka guphAmAM rahetA hatA. padmadevane gADha a dhanathI khAMdhyA jethI te bhAgI na zake, tyAre tara gavatIe kahyu, " mArA pati kauzAmbInA eka dhanika vepArInA ekanA eka putra che. hu temanI patnI RSabhasena zeThanI putro chu. tArI icchA pramANe dhana maLaze. koi mANasane amArA patra laine mekale. dhana maLe tyAre amane cheDI deje, '' paheragIre kahyuM, "e sa`bhavita nathI. zada nI navamIne davase Apa bannenuM lidAna 142] ApavAnu' saradAre pharamAna karyu che. khalidAna na maLe te devI ka|pe ane amAro nAza kare." khIjA kedIyAe tara'gavatIne pUchyuM tyAre pUrvabhava sahita tamAma hakIkata kahI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pahegIre A vAta sAMbhaLI ane tenu hRdaya dravI uThayu. teNe padmadevanA baMdhana kholI nAkhyA. ane kahyu, " huM Apane jIvana jAna jokhame khacAvIza. rAtrinA zarAba pIne badhAM lUTArUe nAca karIne sUtA tyAre te pahegIra banne sAthe lai, nIkaLI paDyo. vana-mAga vaTAvI, jaMgala kanAre AvIne kahyuM, " huve tame bhaya choDIne, AgaLa vadhe AgaLa gAma che. amArAthI kaSTa apAyu' te mATe kSamA "" padmadeve te paheragIrane bheTIne kahyuM, "tU amArA prANarakSaka che. amArI sAthe cAla jethI tArA upakAranA badalA vALI zake. lUTArUe ,, atyAre tA ApalAka jAo. sa Mbhava haze kahyu' tA pharI kayAreka maLIza. ' khUba khUba cAlIne tee eka taLAva pAse pahecyA taLAva pAseja gAma hatu. mandiramAM teoe vizrAma lIdhA. te vakhate dheDe dUra eka azva para sudara navajavAnane keTalAka sainike sAthe temanI tarapha AvatA nihALyA. te svA2 madiramAM AvyA tyAre tenI najara padmadeva para paDI savAranuM nAma hatu. kumASahasti te padmadevanA caraNa mAM paDayA ane kahyuM, nagarazeThanA gharamAM sAsikAe Apa bannenA pUrvabhavanuM' khyAna ApyuM ane tame zahera cheDI cAlI nikaLyA che tema jaNAvyuM nagarazeThe vAta jANI ke tarataja doDatA doDatA ApanA pitAzrI pAse AvyA ane kahyu, tame mane mApha karo. ne' Apane kaThora zabdo kahyA hatA. cAlo ApaNA banne temanI zodhamAM mANase ekalIe tethI cAre tarapha mAsAne ApanI zodhamAM doDAmAM." [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pachI te padmadeva ane taraMgavatIne laIne ajANatAM duSkRtya thaI gayuM ane tene mane kauzAmbImAM Avyo. A samAcAra nagaramAM khUba pastA thayA. tethI narakanA duHkha sahevA pahoMcatA, bane zeThe temanuM apUrva svAgata karyuM na paDayA. huM vArANasI zaheramAM eka dhanika tyArabAda zubha muhUne bannenA lagna khUba dhAma- vepArIne putra banyA. mAruM nAma rudrayaza paDyuM. dhUmathI karyA have sukha pUrvaka samaya vItate hate. thoDA samayamAM mane kalAonuM jJAna maLyuM. paNa eka divasa teo bane vasantanI zobhA sobata hatI gaMdI. pariNAme aneka durguNane nihALatA hatA tyAre eka paththara zilA para, bhega banyA. corI karatAM karatAM jabaro luTAro azoka vRkSa nIce eka munirAjane dhyAnamAM thayo. virAjamAna joyA. pati-patnIe munirAjanI zIza vidhyAcaLamAM gahana vanamAM eka siMha guphA che. navadhA bhakita karI ane sAme beThA dhyAnathI mukta tyAM hathiyArabaMdha aneka laTArAo rahe che teo bana ne ma. mAgano upadeza karyo. musApharone luTe che. huM paNa temanA dilamAM joDAye - padyadeve vinaya pUrvaka muni mahArAjane dikSA hatA. tene saradAra malapriya nAmane hato. levAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. thoDI paLe munijI cupa eka divasa gaMgA kAMThe eka dampati pakaDAI bAyA, campA nagarI pAsenA vanamAM gayA. saradAre zaradanavamInA bali mATe rokI dIdhA. koI zikArI rahe che. huM temanI ToLIno zikArI temanI dekharekha mAre mAthe AvI hatI huM temane hatuM. bANanuM nizAna levAmAM khUba kuzaLa. eka mAre ghera lAvyo te strIe raDate raDate pitAnI divasa zikAranI talAzamAM bhaTakatA, divasa laga ApavItI varNavI. tyAre mane pUrvajanmanuM smaraNa bhaga pUrNa thavA AvyA. bhUkhyA tara, gaMgA thayuM. meM jANyuM ke A te te-bane cakalA-cakalI kAMThe AvyA. gaMgAmAMthI snAna karI hAthI pAchI meM temanA prANa rakSAne nirNaya karyo ane pharatA hatA tenuM nizAna laI meM bANa cheDayuM temane gAma taka pahoMcADyA. mane saMsAra para paNa nizAna cUkI gaye, te bANe uDatA cakalAnI vairAgya Avye meM munirAja pAse dIkSA lIdhI. pAMkha chedI cakalo jaLa kAMThe paDe. lehathI ane tapazcaryA dvArA karma khapAvuM chuM. gaMgAnuM pANI lAla banyuM. cakalI rotI rotI, muni mahArAjanI kathA sAMbhaLI, bannene cakalA upara Amatema uDatI hatI. meM karaMgaThiyA vitelA duHkhanuM smaraNa thayuM. temane vilAsI ekaThA karI citA banAvI. cakalAne agni saMskAra jIvana para vairAgya Avye teoe munirAjanA karyA. tyAre cakalI paNa citAmAM kUdI paDI caramAM sarva nivedana karI, dIkSA lIdhI. ane cakalIne Atmavisarjanane khUba prabhAva mArA para ghora tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA. paDe hu AtmaghAta mATe ciMtAmAM baLI ma. zramaNa saujanyathI noMdha - vairAgya mUlaka prema kAvyanI paraMparA bhAratavarSamAM keTalI prAcIna che -A tathyanI pratIti karAvanAra sAya zuMlAnI eka kaDI " taraMgavatI " paNa che. bhAva-vidagdha-kAvya sauSThava " taraMgavatI'nI prANavAna kathA mAM che tevuM anyatra durlabha che. maulika granthanI kRti ke da! kavie sUtra zailImAM, apabhraMza bhASAmAM padyabaddha kara, kavi-dula-kaMThe.mAM jIvita rAkhI, patanI racana nuM nAma "taraMgavatI' ApyuM. te sUmarUpa "taraMgale lA " nA rUpamAM prasiddha che. te kathAnA lagabhaga 1000 varSa bAda taiyAra karela che. tenA racayitA vIrabhadra e cArvA ziya nemacaMdragaNi chetemaNe pitAne yaza namane ziSya mATe 1642 zrInI racanA karI che, thI 5 daliptasUrIe " " nI racanA dezI vacamAM karI hatI. vikramanI bIjI sadImAM zrI pAdalitasUrie " taraMgavatI' nAmana" amara -prANa-premakA 1 2cI, prAkRta sAhityamAM na nI paraMparA thApI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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@ lAlatAMga deva che huM unmatta nahi maLe; nate cetane lupta mukatAnuM svapna hatuM. mAnasa sarovaranA vetathai. paNa kapALa paranuM kuMkuma tilaka ane kAnanA raMgI hajAra pAMkhaDIvALA kamaLanI zobhA hatI, kuMDala adhika tejasvI banyA. vimugdha banI huM rUpa-sudhAnuM pAna karavA lAgyA. kramazaH huM svayaMprabhAnA nivAsa-kakSanA dvAra svayaMprabhA uThIne ubhI thaI pachI marAlaganithI para upasthita thaye kakSanI aMdarathI vINAnA sura cAlatI mArI samakSa AvIne teNe mArA khabhA pravAhita banIne AvI rahyA hatA. zilAjatunI para hAtha mUka mArUM samagra zarIra romAMca mAdaka ga mArI nAsikAne pUrI rahI hatI. anubhavI 2huM tene netre jotA, mane lAgyuM ke kakSanuM saudarya anupama hatuM, paNa svayaM prabhAne te mArI eka vakhatanI svayaM prabhA nathI paNa mArA netranI samasta daSTine kheMcI lIdhI hatI. keTalAye jIvananI svadharma cAriNI che dvAra para ubhIne huM tenA aparUpa sauMdaryane ati paTa para uttara kurukSetramAM yugala rUpa nihALI rahyo hato. tene deha atyaMta dhvala ' khaDuM thayuM. sItA nadInA uttara kinArA paranuM prabhAnA puMjathI AvRta hatuM. tene joIne mane bhrama thaye ke te dudha-rAlImamAM nimagna athavA kurukSetranI mATI sAkara samI madhura hatI. jaLa jabUvananuM kevuM adbhuta sthAna! te samaye rezamI vastrathI samAgRta athavA darpaNamAM prati ' hatuM zatkAlina caMdrikA sama nirmaLa e samaye bimbita athavA zazIkALanA merajathI anta. amAre kaI cIja jarUrata na hatI. koI cIjane rita caMdrakalA hatI - abhAva na hate. pUrvane lalitAMganA smaraNathI je glAnI thaI hatI ke je IrSA thaI hatI te mandakinI dhavala eka divasa ame Aja pramANe eka bIjA dhArAthI kaluSa dhuLa jema dhovAI gaI. mane te te = 2 tarapha vimugdha banI ubhA hatA. upara hate pUrNi samudra maMthana dvArA nIkaLela kamI samAna lAgI * sii mAne caMdra nIce hatI svaccha jaLavALI kalAdinI zaMkhane phUTIne, metIthI AkarSaka karela ane - sItA havA hatI mAdaka Aja rIte te divase mRNAlathI saMvRta karela suthA-curNathI joIne, svayaMprabhAne mArA khabhA upara hAtha rAkhela, rajata rasathI lepa karIne, kuTaja-kunda ane huM tenA netramAM mAruM pratibiMba joI rahyo sidvAra puSponI dhavala kAnitathI sajaja karela hatA. temAM DUbI rahyo hata; jANe ke tenA netra hoya tevI mane jaNAI apalaka huM sAme joIja atala samudra hatA te divasanI jema Aje paNa rahyo svargalokamAM palaka jhapakatI nathI tethI mane huM tenA netramAM DUbate have phanI sugaMdha kazI bAdhA naDI nahi. jema dakSiNa pavana vahete have meM anAyAse vijaLI bAda banela A lekanI jema svaya tene AliMgana baddha karI, zA tarapha laI gaye. prabhAnI satvA mArA netra samakSa ubharavA lAgI. tyArabAda aneka divasa ane rAtrio vItI mANikaya jaDita kuMDaLavALI, nA rAma kAraNake zrIprabha vimAnamAM caMdra-sUryanI gati kiraNa prasarAvatI, mRduhAsya sahita mane te khUba nathI Rtu varSa mAsa paNa nathI tyAM che phakata manahara lAgI mane jotAM ja tene mukha upara vartamAna A vartamAnamAM ame eka-sA banI ramatuM hAsya jANe ke padharAgiNIne thAla para rahyA hatA. AvA avarNaniya AnaMdamAM huM dUranA 144] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mRtyulokanI vata ekadama bhUlI gaye| abhUtapUrva supti ane jAgaraNa vacce mAre samaya vItavA lAgyA. AMsUe joyA na hatA. tethI temane mukatA mALanA kharela metI mAnI peAtAnA hAthamAM grahaNa karavA lAgI. A samaye huM vastunA pariNamanane bhUlI gayA. amArUM AyuSya kSINa thatu hatuM. svayaM prabhA mArA pahelAM ja ahIM utpanna thaI hatI. saMbhavataH tenuM puNya ane ayuSya svalpa rahyA hatA. vilAsa ane vyasanamAM eTale DUbyA hatA ke vicAra karavAnI ke dUra jovAnI dRSTi gumAvI hatI. kemake ekAeka jyAre tenA cyavananA samaya AvI lAgyA tyAre mane kazI khabara na paDI. tenI puSya-smRtipaTa para khaDI thai mALA mlAna banI hatI. tAruNya teja jA khu paDayu hatu...! chatAM te mArI jANa bahAra rahyA. eka samaye jema hatheLImAMnu jaLa a'zuLIenA chidrothI nikaLI jAya tema ta jharI gai. teNe svargathI vidAya lIdhI che te paNa maiM na jANyuM. jANyuM ke te khADu bandhamAM nathI. tenA abhAvathI vyAkuLa banyA. sa` zUnya ane nIrasa lAgyA, te samaye paNa nahi samajAyu` ke vAsanA ane AkAMkSAthI atRpta rahevA chatAM, amArI lAkho varSanI AyuSya vItI gaI che. straya prabhA vinA cAre bAju aMdhakAra ja jaNAtA, sarvAM ge! ka`pavA lAgyA. pavanathI chedAyelI keLa samaye hu kuTTi taLa para muSThita banI DhaLI paDayA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir svayaM prabhA vagara huM unmAdI banyA. hu` mArI jAtane paNa bhUlI gayA. jo me avadhijJAnanA prayAga karyAM hota tA svaya'prabhA kayAM che te jANI zakta. unmAdamAM dareka kakSAmAM udyAnamAM, nadI taTapara, gira-kandazamAM tene zeAdhatA pharatA hatA. sahasA khyAla Avye ke keie tenuM apaharaNa te nahi karyu hAya ? bhUtakALanI eka ghaTanA e hateA caitra mAsa accheda sarevaramAM puSpA khIlyA hatA. sareAvaramAM huMse vicarI rahyA hatA AmranI kAmaLa kalikAe utsuka manane vadhAre utsuka banAvatI hatI. madamasta mahilAonA mukha jaLathI bakula-vRkSa puSpadhArI banatA hatA. hiMDoLe jhulatA hatA. koyala TahukArathI premI-hRdayA spendrita karatI hatI, hu* A kinAre svaya'prabhA sAthe pharI rahyo hatA. kalaka'DI svaya'prabhA belI uThI " priya ! jue, jIe ane puSpavALI vela pAse jai ubhI rahI. tyAthI te AmratA pAse madhapAnathI masta bhamarAM ne mAkhIyeA latAnA ne paheAcI malaya pavana AmralatAne AliMgana karI rahyo hatA. huM paNa hAtha lakhAvI svayaM'prabhA tarapha agrasara thayAM te doDIne kuMja gallImAM adRzya thai gaI. zrI prabhavimAnamAM A ghaTanA abhUtapUrva hatI, kAraNa ke ahIM vedanA ke zeAka nathI-hAya che phA ha svageAcita mAre koi bIjI devAMganAne kadI AzleSamAM grahaNa karavI joItI hatI paNa nathI A samaye me Ate svara sAMbhaLyeA, rakSA khabara ke A mArU durbhAgya ke saubhAgya hatu kekarA, rakSA karA, huM jaldI tyAM paheAMcyA. joyu jethI huM mRtyu AkanI vedanA bhUlI zakyA na hatA. te eka veSadhArI nAgakumAre svayaM prabhAne pakaDI Aja vedanAthI huM ananya banyA hatA. mArI hatI jevuM meM vajra ugAmyuM ke tarata ja muti samaye zuM karavu te devAMgana Ane na sujyuM, svayaM prabhAne choDI, nATho, ane accheda saraiAvaramAM A aceta dehanuM zuM karavuM ? chevaTe avadhijJAnathI gAyaba thai gayA. huM paNu pAchaLa paDyo. hu mRtyulokanI vAta jANI. sura saritAnu jaLa tethI tene na pakaDI zakayA kemake te sarpa banI nAga chAMTayuM. mane cetanA maLI. huM beTho thayA. paNa leka tarapha nAsI gayA hatA me vicAyuM ke svayaM pramAne na jovA huM raDI paDaye devAMganAe Aje paNa AvI ja ghaTanA kema nahu banI hoya ? [145 juna' 83] For Private And Personal Use Only

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paNa e zakaya na hatuM kAraNa ke rakSako haMmeza kezakalApa, pavanamAM Amatema pharakate keTale rakSA karatA ha!. suze bhita hate ? Aja te zebhAvALI svayaMprabhA nathI. tethI pratipakSI hAra pAmela jANe kadAca mananA Agane vaza banI, meM A dazya te AnaMdamAM haze. je duHkhamAM AnaMdita hoya pharI joyuM have mane zrIprabha vimAnathI nIkaLela nIlamaNi prabhA kirAna vezadhArI nAgakumAra ane 1 11: tene pUchavAnuM zuM? darya maNinA kiraNa svayaM prabhA zA pratita thavA tyAre koyalano TahukAra kAne paDayo. "Ane lAgyA. "are e dukha? zuM vimAnathI svayaM kema na pUchuM?" tethI hAtha joDI samIpa pahoMcI prabhAne tuM haraNa karI jAya che ?" ema kahI, be, "madhuravacanI parabhUta! te mArI priyAne vaja uchALI, te dizAmAM huM doDayA. paNa bIjI jAI che? kAmIgaNa tane madananI dUtI kahe che. ja kSaNe mane mArI bhUla samajAI huM zakasta mane mArI patnI pAse le cale." paNa javAba banyo. vicAryuM. kadAca mArAthI kaI kAraNasara na maLyo. madhura bhASiNI para kAMdha zAne? gusse thaI haze. eka divasa meM citralekhAne pakSa duHkhanA bejA sAthe sarevara kAMThe pahoMce . lIdho tyAre ema banyuM hatuM. gusse thaI, te kayAMya vaccha jaLamAM hase vicaratA hatA. mArI pRcchA chUpAI gaI hatI. para dhyAna na ApatAM, teo Ama tema jotA svayaMprabhAnA krodhathI lAla sajaLa netra mArI hatA chatAM meM vinaMtI sAthe pUchyuM, "manthara cakSao samakSa khaDA thayAM. paNa te mArA vagara gati vALI mArI patnIne tame joI che?" paNa vadhu samaya ke dhAvezamAM rahI zakI na hatI tethI javAba ApyA vagara teo uDI gayA pachI huM navA utsAhamAM AvI tene zodhavA lAge. cakravAka pAse pahoMcyo meM pUchayuM, "kuLa dhanya mArI priyatamA te joI che?" paNa pratyuttara na pArijAtika vanIku jemAM rakatavaNuM navada- mane bhramarAna gujArava sAMbhaLatA meM pUchyuM, lIna phale joyA tenA para jaLa bindu zobhatA "he madhukara ! khaMjanathI madabharyA netravALI mArI hatA. te jovA lAgyA mArI svayaMprabhAnA krodha priyA te joI che?" te joI lAgatI nathI, nahitara rakata sajaLa nayane samA. zu te A raste gaI tenA mukha saurabhanA pAna karI tuM kamaLa para haze? hAya! devatAnA caraNa bhUmine sparzatA besate nahi. hAthI ane hAthaNIne joIne pUchyuM, nathI. nahitara A bhUmi para tenA caraNacihe "pUrNa caMdra sarakhI mArI patnIne joI che?" aMkita thayA hatA, "ra" paNa hAthI te sUMDhathI eka zAkhA teDI pitAnI A vakhate mane tenI nIzAnI maLI tenI patnIne khavarAvavA lAgyo. "have huM kyAM jAU ? kaMcukI vasa najare paDyuM. meM te uThAvyuM tyAre are Ate girizreNI ! kevI saibhipUNa tenI kandarAo ! girirAjane pUcha? praznano uttara na mAro bhrama tUTa. te te hatI Igo tRNa maLe." sahita durgArAji. pharI viSAda grasta bane. tevAmAM morane kekArava karate jeyo meM tene pUchayuM, pharatAM pharatAM huM thAka tethI bijhiraNInA "he mayUra rAja! mArI hRdayarANIne jeI?" paNa kAMThe jaIne beThe. tene ja svayaMprabhA mAnI krodha javAba na maLyo. teNe pAMkha phelAvI nAcavAnuM dUra karavA vinaMtI karI; paNa vyartha A svayaMprabhA zarU karyuM. mane kedha caDe. huM enA AnaMdanuM nathI. je hota te mArI dayanIya sthiti joIne kAraNa samajI gaye sArA priyatamAne suMdara javAba Apata. [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mArI najara haraNa para paDI hariNI tarapha zikhara para pahoMce Atma hatyA karavA taiyAra ekITaze joI rahyo ane pUchuM? paNa haraNe thaye tyAre zeDe dura saMgIta samo kaMTha mAre mArI tarapha joyuM paNa nahi jyAre vidhAtA vAma kAne paDe. mahAsatva! Apa A zuM kare che? bane che tyAre saha vimukha bane che. tyAMthI parvata (kramaza) ucca zikSaNa mATe sahAya esa. esa. sI. ke samAna kakSAnI parikSA pachI kolejamAM ucca abhyAsa karanAra zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina vidyArthI/vidyArthInIone zrI sArAbhAI maganabhAI modI ucca abhyAsa ziSyavRtti TrasTa phaMDamAMthI pUraka Arthika sahAya raTa lejanAnA niyamAnusAra lena rUpe ApavAmAM Ave che. te mATenuM niyata arajI patraka 55 paisAnI TapAla TikiTa mekalavAthI maLaze. A phaMDamAMthI sahAya levA mATe arajI karanAre esa. esa. sI. parikSA saMskRta ke ardhamAgadhI sAthe ochAmAM ochA 45% mArkasa meLavo pasAra karelI che. vAM jaIe. mAdhyamika zikSaNa aMge sahAya mAdhyamika zikSaNa (dhoraNa 8 thI 10 ) mATe zrI sArAbhAI maganabhAI modI lena skolarazIpa phaMDamAMthI vetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina vidyAthIo/vidyArthInIone lena rUpe sahAya ApavAmAM Ave che. te mATenuM niyata arajIpatraka 30 paisAnI TapAla TikiTa mokalavAthI maLaze. kanyA chAtrAlaya ziSyavRtti zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya dara varSe ke lejamAM zikSaNa letI tAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina bahenane ziSyavRtti Ape che. te mATenA niyata arajIpatrakanI kiMmata 50 paisA che. TapAlathI maMgAlanAre 30 paisA vadhu mokalavA. uparokta sahAya ane ziSyavRtti aMgenA arajIpatrake svIkAravAnI chellI tA. 30 jUna che. arajIpatraka meLavavAnuM tathA mekalavAnuM saranAmuM : zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ogasTa krAMti mArga, muMbaI-400036 svargavAsa neMdha bhAvanagaranI nagarapAlikAnA mAjI pramukha Do. jasavaMtarAya mULacaMdabhAI zAhanuM nidhana tA. 24 5-83nA roja thatAM zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAmAM samiti sabhyane parivAra duHkha anubhave che. teo zrI A sabhAne AjIvana sabhya hatA. saMsthA pratyenI zubha lAgaNI temaja saMsthAnA utkarSamAM apUrva harSa teoe aneka prakaTa karyo hate. temaja UMDI kArya sUjha, hRdaya saraLatA, ciMtAno abhAva prazaMsA pAtra hatA. temanA svargavAsathI saMsthAne ghaNIja khoTa paDI che. parama kRpALu paramAtmA temane AtmAne zAMti arpe tevI prArthanA. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA bhAvanagara juna' 87] 147 For Private And Personal Use Only

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bI che. ahiMsA prme| dhrmH| vaMzanI rakSA ane ApaNI pharaja che apane suvidita che ke vibAInI salAhathI muMbaInA devanAranA katalakhAnA upara satyAgrahane prAraMbha 11-1-82thI thaye che. tene mATe AjathI savA varSa pahelAM eka apIla laIne ame ApanI samakSa AvyA hatA. Apa sarvenA sahuja sneha ane sahakAranA baLa paraja A satyAgraha lagabhaga paMdara mahinAothI anavarata paNe cAlI rahyo che. tenI gati jarA paNa maMda paDI nathI ane pravAha satata cAlu rahyo che. devanAra katalakha nA uparane A satyAgrahasaMbhavataH Aja sudhI thayelA satyAgrahamAM vadhu lAMbe, samaya ane vadhu kapriya rahyo che. jAhera janatA taraphathI temAM amane apAra sahakAra ane sahAnubhUti sAMpaDayAM che. e paNa hakIkata che ke dezanA khUNe khUNethI AvatA hajAro satyAgrahIonA bhajana nivAsa tathA musApharI vigeremAM lagabhaga dasa lAkharUpiyAno kharca thaI cUkyuM che. sanyAsIo, saMdhrahastha, hene tathA bhAIonA AgrahathI ane saMta vinobAjInA abhatyAgathI mahArASTranI sarakAramAM karUNAne avirbhAva thaze ane ochAmAM ochuM gAya, baLada ane vAcharaDAMnI gerakAnunI katala baMdha karavAmAM Avaze. paraMtu jeTaluM upacAra karavAmAM AvyuM. tethI bimArI vadhAre pramANamAM phelAtI gaI. Azcarya e vAtanuM che ke A satyAgraha chatAM nathI govaMzanI gerakAnanI hatyA rokavAmAM AvI nathI sarakAranI manovRttimAM ke parivartana thayuM. A saMjogomAM vivaza thaIne ame pharIthI ApanA daravAjA khaTakhaTAvavA AvyA chIe. kRpA karI Apa amArA satyAgrahane pUnaH prerita karIne presa hana Ape ane tenA upadezane vyApaka pracAra kare ApanA sakrIya sahakAra vinA A satyAgraha kevI rIte yazasvI banI zake ! prabhunI kRpA, janasaga ane saMpanna bhAIone-heMgenI sahAnubhUti paraja amArA sarve prayAse AgaLa vadhI zake tema che. jyAM sudhI amane lAge vaLage che tyAM sudhI ame tana, mana ane dhanathI A yajJamAM amArI AhUti ApI rahyA chIe. ane jyAM sudhI sArAe dezamAM gavaMzanI gerakAnunI hatyA baMdha na thAya tyAM AraMbhelA yajJa cAlu rAkhavA mAgIe chIe A satyAgraha, pUvi bAjI sAnidhyamAM varSothI aMtevAsI thayelA zrI arati dezapAMDenA netRtvamAM cAlI rahyo che dezanAM vibhinna prAntane svayaM sevake temAM avirata rIte bhAga laI rahyA che. bhaviSyamAM paNa temanA mArgadarzana nIce A satyAgraha cAlaze. kAraNa ke sArAe dezamAM satyAgraha saMcAlana paddhati ane zakti viSe temanAthI vizeSa jANakAra keNa hoI zake? ane A kAraNe ja dezanA tamAma ge sevako ane anya sahAnubhUtikarene pUrepUro sahayoga maLI rahyo che. Apa paNa A paNa 2 STriya yajJamAM premathI sAmela thaI jAo. Apa jANo cho ke AvA kAme lekanI dAnagaMgA zivAya AgaLa vadhI zakatAM nathI. mATe ja samAjanA sAdhana saMmpanna bhAio-bahene, dharmAdA TrasTo, jaina saMgha, ane eNe sIezane, amArI namra vinaMti che ke mana mokaLu karIne khUlle hAthe dAna daIne satyAgrahanI A pavitra tane prajavalita rAkhavA ApanI saMpattine sadupayoga kare. kahyuM che ke "danakiye dhana nA ghaTe je sahAya raghuvIra." bhAratIya vidyAbhavana tulasIdAsa ma. vizrAma capaTI muMbaI 400007 ( kAryAlaya) phena 36 013 akhila bhArata kRSi ge sevA saMdha dha :- akhila bhArata kRSi ge sevA saMdhane maLatAM dAna (80 %) karamukta che. 148] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAre nirNaya banavuM che ! -paMnyAsapravarazrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNIvara huM kevI rIte nirbhaya banuM? para dhAraNa karuM? -jaDa,cetana padArthonI anaMta apekSAoe aMtara AtmajJAnanA abhAvamAM bhayane jhaMjhAvAta karaNanA khUNe khUNAne kabaje laI lIdhuM che. mane dUra gaganamAM jhIkI de che? huM vyAkuLa apekSAonI mAyA-maricikAmAM mana pAgala chuM. vyathita chuM... bhayathI bacavA mATe phAMphA banIne aTavAI gayuM che. mArUM chuM.... paramAtmAne pokAra pADuM chuM. -manane dvaita game che! advaitane asaMbhava. cittamAM caritra nathI...... najaramAM jJAnanuM azakaya mAnI beTho chuM ! vyavahAra mAraga para aMjana nathI. hRdayamAM zraddhAne chAMTo nathI." mana mAjA mUkIne doDe che bhaTake che.....svabhAvaja huM bhayamukta kema karIne banI zakuM? huM vivAda jANe dvaitamAM DahoLAI gayuM che! ane vikhavAdathI para kema thaI zakuM AvI kaMIka chupAvavAnI vRtti che. kaMIka devuM che. hAlatamAM ? kaMIka levuM che. katRtvanuM abhimAna uchALA mAre je mAre nirbhaya banavuM che. AtmAnaMdanI che.....mana A badhI vAtomAM vaheMcAI gayuM che.... anubhUtine ughADavI che... A je mAro aphara mananI mathAmaNa mananI athaDAmaNa mananuM nirNaya hoya te mATe advaitanA ArAdhaka banavuM ja bhaTakavAnuM cAlu ja che ! paDaze! tanI ALapaMpALa 'aLagI mUkavI paDaze." moha enAthI gherAyelo che ! mora senAne mAre mArA svabhAvane ja advaitane opa ApI zatrusenA mAnavA taiyAra nathI ! pachI vaLI enI deve paDaze! sAme mAra mAMDavAnI ke sAmI chAtIe laDavAnI bhayanI bhUtAvaLothI grAse bhegasukhonI te vAtaja kayAM ? laDavA mATe je brahmAstra bhUkhane bhAMgavI paDaze... bhukhanA duHkhane bhulavuM joIe. e kyAM che mArI pAse? are, paNa paDaze! manane nirapekSa apekSA-AkAMkSAthI rahita mAre laDavuM che ja kayAM? karavuM ja rahyuM ! "saMsAranA eke eka sukhanA meM mAro sahaja svAbhAvika Anada be TukaDAnI aMdara bhayanA aMgArA dharabAyelA che. nAMkhe che! mArA AnaMda nA ! 5 A satyane svIkAra karIne manane saMsArI sukhanI asaMkhya bhayanA sarSa vIMTaLAI vaLyA che ! huM ta' jALamAMthI bacAvavuM paDaze ! AMkho khetIne jete ja nathI mArA Ana dava8 mArI pAse evI kaI vastune joIe evI ne bhayanA sarpothI mukta karavAno vicAra paNa koI vAta mArA jIvanamAM kaI vAta mArA jIvanamAM nA joIe ke je mAre mane kayAM sUjhe che? pachI huM kema karIne jJAna chupAvavI paDe. saMtADavI paDe ! mArU jIvana dRSTirUpI mayUrIne mArA AtmavanamAM kheMcI lAvuM? khUllI kitAbanA jevuM joIe. je koI vAMcavA mehanA gaDadApATu mane prahArarUpa lAgatA nathI mAMge, vAMcI le. je kaMI jovA mAMge jaIle! jIvana mane te e jANe ghareNuM bhAse che! havRtti ni kliAbanA eka eka pAnA ughADA rAkhavAM paDaze! ane mehajanita pravRtti mane game che.. pachI huM "mAre bIjA pAsethI kaMIka meLavavuM che. A vaLI zA mATe AtmajJAnanuM kavaca mArA zarIra vicAra paNa nahI joIe "mAre bIjA pAsethI juna 83] [149 For Private And Personal Use Only

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prApta karavu che....' A vicArane vikherI devA / pachI bIju joie paNa zuM? AkhuM' astitva rahyo ! sa`saranI sAthe levA devAnA vyavahAra kevaLAzanInI gaMgAmAM nahA haThe ! nira tara vyavahAra banI rahe ! mana e vyavahAranI vaLagaNeAthI prakAzanA dhedha vahyAja kare ! vegaLuM rahe ! mAre saMsAranA badhAja jaDacitana padmArthAMne jJeyanA rUpamAM jovA paDaze ! rAga dezanA caDhAvyA vagara mAtra dRSTIbhAvathI jovAnI kalA meLavavI paDaze ! mAre mAtra jJAtA banI rahevuM paDaze ! jJAtA banavA mATe 'jJAna dRSTi' joI e ! 'jJAna dRSTi huM kayAMthI meLavu ? zAomAMthI ? dha granthAmAMthI ? paNa zAstronA adhaTanAmAMye keTalA badhA matabhedo thatAya che ? zAstro jANe zasro banI gayA che.... keArA kahevAtA pati hAtheAmAM AvIne! eja dhamA~ca thAnA vyavahArane peSavAmAM Ave che.... mAdhyamathI dvaitanI duhAI devAmAM Ave che. vyavahAreya pAcho azuddha... azubha ! mAtra vidhi-vidhAnA ane vAdavivAdonA nAcALatAmAM zAstravettAe hUMsAtU sI karI rahyA che! jJAnadRSTi pragaTa thAya che vizuddha cAritramAMthI! e cAritra cittamAM hevu' joie ! mArA cittamAM cAritra che kayAM? mArA deDhu para cAritranA cittamAM cAritranA khIlI phUlA uThe tA kheDA pAra thaI jAya! dRSTimAM / vicArAmAM / vicAravAnAM dRSTikaNumAM je pachI jJAnana dIvA jhaLahaLI uThe kolejamAM abhyAsa karatI jaina vidyArthiM jemaNe Arthika sahAyanI jarUra che temaNe niyata arajIpatraka bharI me kalavuM, 150] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nirbhaya tyAreja khanI zakuM! banavu che paNa kharA ! nirbhaya banavAnI rIta bahu sahelI nathI rIta ghaNI kaThora che. zarate kevI AkarI che? huM teA tana mana nA kamajora chuM.... A zaratane pAchu'ya kevI rIte ? niyatAnA mArga jarUra mArA manane game che / patra' paNa che.... paNa e mAge cAlavAnI tAkAta nathI mananI pAse! zu` kei bIjo sahele sIdhA rastA nahI hAya A kALamAM karUNAvata sajJa bhagavAe A kaLikALanA jIveAnA mATe yatA meLavavAnA khInne kai rastA cIdhyA te ni haze ja. trIjo mArga che. par padArthAnI apekSAe upakaraNA che.... ne mArA cittamAM te asayamanIechI karatA rahu.... apekSAonA AMka vadhavA gaddakI bharI paDI che! asaMyamamAM vaLI jJAna te nAja joIe ! dRSTinA ughADa thAya kevI rIte ? tyAMte ajJAnaja dekhA de che! ni yatAmAM ja sukha che! niyatAmAM ja Ana'da che! mATe te mAre niya khanavu ja che! mAre nirbhIya banavu' ja che! (snehadIpa dvArA anUdita) zaraNAgati ane emanI samakSa karelA badhAja parama kAva'ta sujJa paramAtmAnI sapUrNa gunAonA hArdika ekarAra! duSkRtyAnu Alecana A eka mAtra lAge che nibha yatA meLavavAnA ! bIjo mAga: duSkRtyenA phaLasvarUpa je kAI duHkha AvavAnA hoya e tamAma duHkhAneA sahaja svIkAra ! a`mAgadhI ane prAkRta viSaye lIdhelA che ane kAryAlayethI magAvI, tA. 31 jUlAI sudhImAM saranAmuM: zrI Atma--valabha--zI saurabha TrasTa C/o. zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya ogasTa krAMti mArga, muMbaI-400036 [AtmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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niDaravatA pa. pU A. bha. zrI vijaya meru prabhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nI zubha nizrAmAM bhAvanagaranA AMgaNe ujavAyela zAnadAra paMnyAsapada-pradAna tathA 7 mumukSu puNyAtmAone dIkSA-pradAna mahatsava dhanya mAtA dhanya pitAjenA kukhe avataryA dhanya guruvara tuja caraNe, jIvana saphaLa banAyA" bhaktipradhAna bhAvanagaranA AMgaNe zAsanaprabhAvanA pUrvaka viziSTa prasaMge avAra-navAra ujavAtA rahe che. zrIsaMgha abhyadayana, ropAna sara karI rahyo che. zAsanasamrATa pUjyapAda AcArya mahArAjAdhirAja zrI vijayanemisUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA paTTadhara prazAntamU pa. pU. A. bha. zrI zrI vijayaudayasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA paTTAlaMkAra niDavakatA 5 pU. A. bha zrI vijaya meprabhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA varada haste adyAvaSi 5 puNyAtmAoe prajyAnA puNya paMthe prayANa karela che. jyAre vai. suda 10nA bhAvanagaranA AMgaNe vikramarUpa pravajyAbhilASI 7 puNyAtmAe dIkSAnA maMgala mArge AtmakalyANa sAdhavA jaI rahela. paramapada prApta karavAnA eka mAtra dhyeyane siddha karavA karmakSaya karavAne amegha sAdhanarUpa-divya zastrarUpa. ekAne AtmakalyANakara "sarvavirati" nA puNya pathe prasthAna karela mumukSuoe dakSiAnA maMgala mArge prayANa karI mAtA-pitAne dhanya banAvyA? jinAjJA mujaba saMyama mA DagalIo mAMDI jIvanane dhanya banAvyuM? mumukSuonI vidAya veLAe viraha-vidAyanI kAramI, delane gadagada banAvatI veLAe Akho azrubhIna banI jAya che. tame sahu tArakanI vANI sAMbhaLI-samajI-AtmasAt karI jIvanamAM AcaravA jaI rahelA che jyAre e ja tAranI vANI sAMbhaLavA chatAM amo bhegarUpI viSTAne cUthanArA kIDA rahyA....? paMnyAsapada-pradAna tathA dIkSA-pradAna mahotsava zrI RSimaMDaLa pUjana zrI siddhacakrapUjana zrI zAMtisnAtra sameta apUrva ullAsa ane umaMgapUrvaka ujavAyela. mahotsavanA zimora ane mukhya divase zubha muhUrta pU. A. bha. zrI vijaya merAmaNasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA varada haste ane bulaMda vANI dvArA pU. gaNi zrI mAnatuMgavijayajI ma. sA.ne paMnyAsapada pradAna temaja (1) zA nemacaMda nAnacaMda, bhAvanagara (2) lAlana hiMmatakamAra kezavalAla delatanagara (muMbaI) (3) a. sai. prabhAvatIbahena nemacaMda, zAha bhAvanagara (4) ku. varSAbahena nemacaMda, bhAvanagara (5) ku IndirAbahena savAIlAla zAha, bhAvanagara (6) ku. bhAratIbahena uttamacaMda zAha, bhAvanagara (7) zAha vanalIlAbahena jazavaMtalAla, amadAvAda anerA utsAha sAthe caturvidha saMghanI vipula hAjarImAM ja mAnava medanI vacce dIkSA-pradAna thayela. stana dIkSitenA nAmakaraNa nIce mujaba sthApana thayela. juna 83] 151 For Private And Personal Use Only

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saMsArInAma dIkSita nAma 1) zrI nemacaMdabhAI- pU. munizrI nirmaLasenavijayajI ma. sA. (2) lAlana hiMmatakumAra- pU. munizrI hirasenavijayajI ma. sA. (3) a. sa. prabhAvatIbahena- pU. sAdhvIjI zrI prazamaratnAzrIjI ma. (4) ku varSAbahena pU. sAdhvIjI zrI vaibhavaratnAzrIjI ma. (5) ku. indirAbahena- pU. sAdhvIjI zrI ahaMdusenAzrIjI ma. (6) ku. bhAratIbahena pU. sAdhvIjI zrI bhuSaNaratnAzrIjI ma. (7) zA. vanalIlAbahena- pU. sAdhvIjI zrI vIyayazAzrIjI ma. prastuta puNya prasaMge "senAmAM sugaMdha samAna (1) zrI saMghamAM ghara dITha -5 lADunI zeSa . aMjavALIbahena catrabhuja amaracaMda valabhIpuravALA haH ramubhAI vallabhIpuravALA taraphathI (2 lADunI prabhAvanA (sva.) gajIbahena gabharUcaMda, sva. kasturacaMda bApulAla ane a.sa. kusumabahena khubarAMda sarUpacaMda pATaNavALA taraphathI (3 sAkaranA pANI-zAha prabhudAsabhAI mohanalAla dudhavALA (bhadrAvaLavALA) - zrI saMgha gaurava - bhAvanagaramAM chellA keTalAya varSothI rahetA ane skrInIMga kalArka zrI nemacaMdabhAI dharmanA raMgecaLamajITha jema tyAga raMge raMgAyela che teoe pitAnA parivAramAMthI hasatA mukhaDe agAu traNa suputra ane be suputrIone dIkSA Apela ane AjanA tabakake parivAramAMthI bAkI rahela pote potAnI dharmapatnI ane putrIo saMyama mArga svIkArela. Ama eka ja kuTuMbamAMthI ATha vyakita yAne samagra kuTuMba dIkSAne svIkAra kare e A virala prasaMga che. A prasaMga amArA saMgha mATe gauravarUpa ane anudanarUpa che. __zrI hemacandra sAya chatama prAkRta vyAkaraNam (aSTamo'dhyAyaH) zrI jaina AmAnada sabhAnuM prakAzana-94muM ratna che. sAcA arthamAM te ratna ja che kemake tenA vividha kAraNe prAkRta bhASAnA abhyAsIne punita bhASAthI prakAzita kare che prAcIna pAkRta bhASAnA vyAkaraNamAM A pustakanuM advitIya sthAna che. arvAcIna vidvAnee A pustake bIradAvyuM che. abhyAsIne saMpUrNa jJAna maLe ane tulanAtmaka abhyAsa thAya te mATe A pustakamAM navA pperdiers Avela che jarmana jevA dezamAM temaja mahAna vidyApIThanI mAMga sArI che. teja tenuM mUlya kana che. Face Rs. 25-00 Pound 5-00 Dolar 2-10 prApti sthAna zrI jaina AtmAnaMdasabhA kha geTa, bhAvanagara evI of FB $: >> E jANa 152] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaina dharmanI bALapothI (kramAMka 5) lekhaka : 5. zrI pUrNAnavijaya (kumAzramaNa ) pAle' ( IsTa ) tattvajJAnanI gahanatA : | tethI samyagrajJAna prApta na thavAmAM ghaNAM kAra'purUSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa" A nyAyAnuM NAmAMthI thoDAka kAraNe A pramANe che. sAra, tItha kara paramAtmAeAnA jIvanamAMthI mAha. (1) matidurbalatA :- caramasImAe pahoMkarma, jJAnAvaraNIya, dazanAvaraNIya ane antarAya celA bhautikavAdanA A jamAnAmAM mAnavanuM matirUpa cAreyAta karthe sarvathA nimaeNla thayelA hovAthI, jJAna eTalu badhu kamajora che, jenA lIdhe amuka asatyabhASaNa, mAyAvI jIvana tathA saMdigdha, prakAranA tatvajJAnane samajavA jeTalI kSamatA tenI hiMsA, ane ahitAtmaka uccAraNAne lavaleza paNa pAse hotI nathI. kadAca samajavAnI IcchA hoya temana mAM hotA nathI. ba hAparigraha ane mithyA- te paNa bIjA bIjA antarAyA, AvaraNa, vyAtva viSayavAsanA, hAsya, rati, arati, bhaya, zeDha, pArarojagAranI hADamArIe. udara poSaNa mATenI jugupsA, ane cAre kaSAya rU5 Attara parigrahanA javAbadArIo, tathA lADI-vADI ane gADInI mULIyA baLIne sarvathA khAkha thayelA hovAthI te mAyA pUrvakanI mastImAM lagabhaga bhAna bhUlelA paramAtmAnI dravya ane bhAva pravRtio jIva hovAnA kAraNe paNa samaya meLavI zakatA nathI, mAtranA kalyANane mATe ja hoya che. A kAraNe keIka samaye samajavAnA IrAde, upAzraya tarapha tIrthaMkaradevenuM jIvana sava rIte vivasta hovAthI AvIe te ApaNI sAthe ja, ApaNAne vaLagelA temanA vacanAmAM kayAreya avizvAsa karavA jevu' krAdhaarDa kAra, kRpaNutA, Alasya, sAMdhADAvAda tathA rahetuM nathI ahiMsA- anekAnta syAdvAda) ane saMpradAya vAda jevA AtmAnA antara'zatruo saMyamanA sUphamAsUma vicAro temanA sivAya paNa AvatA ja hoya che. jenA lIdhe matijJAna bIjA koInI pAse haiAi zake nahi'. kemake temanuM upara matijJa nAvaraNIya kamano dabAva paDatA vAra potAnuM jIvana ja pUrNa ahiM saka, anekAnta lAgatI nathI. maya, ane saMyamanI caramasImAne prApta thayeluM (2) jJAnI gurUnA abhAva :- tatvajJAnanA hevAthI temanA vicAromAM, upadezAmAM, visa' jANakAra ane cAritra sugadhathI dIpatAM AcAryo, vAditA hoI zakatI nathI caudarAja lekamaya upAdhyAya tathA munirAjonA viraha hovAnA kAraNe saMsAranA jIvo, temanA karmo phaLA, gati Agati paNa mamhAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsanane tathA "jainatva' pAla sake gho paramANu e ane temanAmAM rahelI ne je rIte samajavuM hatuM te prakAre samajavAnI ajaba-gajabanI zakitao, chAsthAne mATe sarvathA yogyatA meLavI zakyA nathI. ghaNIvAra evuM paNa parAkSa che. tene kevaLajJAnI sivAya bIjo keNa, bane che ke ApaNA kamajora bhAgyanA baLe tevA kaI rIte jANI zakravAnA hatA ? AvI sthitimAM dezamAM ke kSetramAM janmelA hoie to tatvajJAnanI vizvanI dhaNI vastuo hakikate ApaNA jevAone jijJAsA marI paravArelI hovAthI, DhAla caupa.I mATe pratyakSa thaI na zake, teTalA mAtrathI tene rAjArANInA kathAnako sivAya bIjA ne Theya viSayamAM abhAva mAnavAnI utAvaLa karI nAkhavI, temAM rasa-jAmatA nathI, pariNAme ahiMsA-anekAnta ajJAna, miyAjJAna, pUrvagraha, grasitajJAna, sa za ane saMyamane samaja vAmAM ApaNu kamajora bhAgya yajJAna Adi mukhya kAraNa rUpa che vacce naDI jAya che. je kALamAM ApaNe jamyA chIe. te kAraNe (3) yagahanatA :- saMsAramAM keTalAka paNa ghaNA padArtho sarvathA parokSa ja rahevAnA che padArtho atyanta gahana, parAkSa ane atIndriya For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd. G. BV. 31 hAvAthI temanI jANakArI mATe ApaNI ceAgyatA ja AtmAne parizrama saphaLa banRtA nathI. kaMdArtha marI paravArelI hoya che, kadAca zraddhAnuM baLa parizrama karIne te tenA sahacArI kameM jIvane hoI zake che. paNa temAM kuta, vita'DAvAdAne saphaLa banavAde tema nathI. temAM sauthI jambarapraveza thatAM, tAkAta vinAnI zraddhA kayAM sudhI zakitavALuM dazana mehanIya kamI che, jene laIne saphaLa banavAnI hatI ? kadAca kutarkone praveza na dharmanA pustako, AtmazuddhinA dhamasUtra, prabhu: karavA daI e, te paNa kevALI gamya padArthonuM bhajananA gIte hAthamAM levA paNa gamatA nathI pratyakSIkaraNa ApaNA mATe-asa bhavita che, kemake kemake tenAthI ApaNe atimAM putra thatuthI baMdhAI pratikSaNe anubhavAtA pavana sapondriyagrAmya gayela che. mATe ja bAlIe paNa chIe ke dharma nA hovA chatAM paNa nayanAne ma Te parokSa ja rahe che. pathAe bhaNavAthI zo phAyade ? namRtyu ke te pachI AtmA, paramAtmA, tathA saMsAramAM lAgasana zikhyA tA kA nukazAna thaI javAnA rahelA asaMkhya dvIpe, samudro, pavatAne prApta hatA ? mArI pAse lAkha karoDanI mAla milkata karavAnI zakti-vijJAnavAda ke yaMtravAda pAse paNa che. mATe khAzu pIzu ane ArAmathI jIvana nathI ja te pachI ApaNane zI rIte pratyakSa thaze pUrNa karIzu. kevaLa vyavahAra mATe dazana, pUjana AkAza mAM rahelA ane pratyakSa dekhAtA tArAonA karI laizuM'. vadhAre jANavAnI ke karavAnI mAthAphaTa vimAnAnI keAI havA khAvA mAMge to tenI A karavAnI jarUrata nathI. dezanAvaraNIya kamathI AmA mAMga saphaLa zI rIte banavA pAmaze. saphaLatA nidrA, tadrA, ane jyAre jAo tyAre UMghatA ja meLavavA mATe prayatno karIe to AkhuM jIvana hoya che, deva je manuSyAvatAra mulyA che. to pUNa thaI jaze to paNa kaI vaLavAnuM che ja nahiM, paNa potAnA palaga - 2jAI macharAdanI cheADavAnA tyAre paramAtmAnuM bhajana pUjana, tamArA potAnA ane dhama dhyAna karavAnA bhAva thato nathI, ane karelA pA pAnuM prAyazcita kayAre karaze ? mATe! mehukamano humalo joradAra hovAthI, zarAbapAnanA kevaLIgamya padArthone kevaLa zraddhAthI ja mAnavAnA nazAnI jema AtmA sarva thA bebhAnuM emaryAda rahe che. temAM jyAM sudhI ApaNI buddhi pahoMce tyAM banIne sa sAranA sTeja upara bephAma vartAze sudhI pahoMcADavI anyathA jJAnI gurUmahArAja jyAre pariNAme sinemA, TI. vI. ghAsaleTiyA-sAhitya vadhAre. temanI pAsethI reyatatva jANavAno prayAsa jevA pepara, sAptAhi ko ane mAsikomAM amUlya karave jethI bhavano AMTo niSphaLa na bane. jIvana barabAda karaze. AvI sthitimAM potAnA | (4) jJAnAvaraNIya karmodaya :- pravAha rUpe raMga mahelane zaNagAravAmAM, zarIrane poSavAmAM anAdikALathI bAMdhelA, vadhArelA, cikkaNA ane IndriyAnI tophAnI gheADAone chuTA mukavAmAM. nikAcita karelA, AThe karmImAM jJAnAvaraNIya kama tathA hoTala, resTorAmAM amana-camana karavA paNu anAdikALathI AmAnA eka eka pradeza sivAya temane dhama kamanI vAtamAM rasa uttapanA para potAnI sattA jamAvIne beTho che. tene thAya tema nathI. phaLa svarUpe vijJAnI eAnI prasa'sA aAMkha para bAMdhelA pATAnI upamA devAmAM AvI che. ane kevaLIbhagavaM'tAne mATe yuddhAtaDhA bAlavAna' jenAthI jJAnasUryanA prakAza atmiA meLavI zakto bhAgyamAM zeSa rahe che. temanI pAse besIne na hovAthI, sabhya jJAna (rAiTanoleja)nI prAptimAM ( anusa'dhAna TAITala peja 2 upara ta'trI : zrI popaTabhAI ravajIbhAI sata zrI AtmAna da prakAca tatrI maDaLa vatI | - praka zaka : zrI AtmAna da sabhA, bhAvanagara, Re Jdraka : thoha hemendra harilAla anada bI. Dosa, sutAravA , bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only