Atmanand Prakash Pustak 075 Ank 09

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531851/1

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US121 Atma saM', 83 (cAlu) vIra saM', 2504 vikrama saM2034 apADe vArSika lavAjama rUA. cha | me phala ceryA phalAno zokha te mane nAna paNathI ja hatA. mArI bA phUla pratye je mamatA dharAvatI, gharamAM prabhunI chabI mATe je zraddhAthI phUlanI mALA gu thatI te mamatA ane zraddhA mane vArasAmAM maLelI hovI joIe. amArA bagIcAmAMthI suMdara nAnAM khIlelAM puSpo huM mArI bA mATe eka chAbamAM lAvIne rAkhato. mane e vakhate jANe ke sAcAM motI vINI lAvatA hAu' eTale harSa ane satISa thatA. bA jayAre e phula hAthamAM laIne bhagavAnanI chabI pAse goThavatI tyAre enI AMgaLIe jANe ke koI sukumAra vAjItra upara pharatI hoya evI mArA aMtaramAM jhaNajhaNATI uThatI. | pRpe pUjA mATe cUMTAvAM joIe. e zikSaNa ane saMskAra paNa mane mArI mAtA pAsethI ja maLyAM che. Aje keTaleka ThekANe zrImatI potAnA gharamAM kuladAnInI aMdara phelA goThave che, keI keI to pote ja mALA paherI ene upabhoga kare che. A dazya mArI AMkhane ghaNuM kaThora lAge che ane ghaNIvAra ema thAya che ke prakRtinAM nAnAM bALa jevAM A pupe cUMTavAno ApaNane zuM adhikAra che ? | eka vAra huM mArA pADozInA bagIcAmAM pesI, chAnAmAnA keTalAMka le lai AvyA. mArI bA e joine khUba prasanna thaze ema meM mAneluM. cArI to hatI ja, paNa phUlanI cArI ka I corI na gaNAya. game tenA hAthathI e cUMTAvAnA te hatAM ja, mane utAvaLa hatI-kAraNa ke koI joI jAya evI bIka hatI, eTale jhaTapaTa le teDatA hatA. sadbhAgye mane koIe na joyA. | mArI bAne, pUjAno vakhata thayA eTale meM' e phale lAvI ApyAM. emAM ghaNI khIlatI kaLIo hatI. e kaLIe jotAM ja bAnAM bhaktitaraboLa caherA upara vedanAnI AchI rekhAo a'kAI pUchayuM : A phale kayAMthI lAvyA ? " ( anusaMdhAne TAITala peja 4 upara ) prakAzaka : zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara pustaka : 75 ] julAi : 1978 [ aMka : 9 For Private And Personal use only

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lekha : anukramaNikA : lekhaka pRSTha pUNa ane pavitra darzana zrImad rAjacaMdra 147 prabhAvaka jainAcAryonuM saMsmaraNa paMDita lAlacaMdrajI 148 yAtrA batrIzI (kAvya) Do. bAvIzI 152 buddha bhagavAnanuM mahA parinirvANa zrI khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha 154 AtmabrAnti zrI ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha 159 kama avakana zAstrI rameza lAlajI 161 samAcAra 163 A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya - zrI kAMtilAla parazotamadAsa zAha bhAvanagara Avate aMka paryuSaNa aMka amAro have pachInA AtmAnaMda prakAzane aMka niyama mujaba tA. 16-8-78nA roja bahAra paDaze nahIM ane have pachIne AvatA aMka payuSaNa parva tarIkeno khAsa aMka tA. 16-9-78nA roja bahAra paDaze. te sau lekhaka bhAIo tathA bahenone vina'ti ke temanA lekhe tA. 20-8-78 sudhImAM mokalI ApavA yogya karaze. . 7 svIkAra samAlocanA che (1) pUjya AcArya zrI vijayanaMdanasUri mAraka graMtha :. saMpAdaka-ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI prakAzaka-zrI vizA-nImA jaina saMgha, godharA (2) zrI jinendra pUjA saMgrahuM : saMpAdaka-zrI motIlAlajI kSamAnaMdajI zrIjI mahArAja. bhuja pura (kaccha) (3) zrI samayasAra : saMpAdaka-kAnajIsvAmI. * * su vA sa ma ya * vyavasthA e gharanI zobhA che. * sadAcAra e gharanI suvAsa che. * Atithya e gharanA vaibhava che. * samAdhAna e gharanuM sukha che. # susaMpa e gharanI pratiSThA che, pu pe : * roga thAya tevuM khAze nahi. * devuM thAya tevuM' kharca ze nahi. - kaleza thAya tevuM lazo nahi. * ciMtA thAya tevuM jIvaze nahi. * pApa thAya tevuM kamAze nahi, * For Private And Personal Use Only

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ne? AN : * taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAI zAha * vi. saM. 2034 aSADa : julAI 1978 varSa : 75 | aMka : 9 pUrNa ane pavitra darzana zrImad rAjacaMdra je pUrNa darzana viSe ane kahevAnuM che te jaina eTale nirAgInA sthApana karelA darzana viSe che. enA bedhadAtA sarvajJa ane sarvadazI hatA. kALabheda che te paNa e vAta saiddhAMtika jaNAya che. dayA, brahmacarya, zIla, viveka, vairAgya, jJAna kriyAdI enA jevA pUrNa ekakee varNavyAM nathI tenI sAthe zuddha AtmajJAna, tenI keTio, jIvanAM avana, janma, gati, vigati, nIdvAra, pradeza, kALa tenAM svarUpa e viSe e sUkSma bodha che ke, je vaDe tenI sarvajJatAnI niHzaMkatA thAya. kALabhede paramparAsnAyathI kevaLajJAnAdi jJAne jovAmAM nathI AvatAM, chatAM je je jinezvaranAM kahelAM saiddhAMtika vacane che te akhaMDa che. teonA keTalAka siddhAMta evA sUkama che ke je ekeka vicAratAM AkhI jIMdagI vahI jAya tevuM che. jinezvaranAM kahelAM dharmatatvathI kaMI paNa prANIne leza kheda utpanna thatuM nathI. sarva AtmAnI rakSA ane sarvAtmazaktine prakAza emAM rahyo che. e bhede vAMcavAthI, samajavAthI ane te para ati sUkSama vicAra karavAthI Atmazakti prakAza pAmI jainadarzananI sarvajJatAnI, sarvotkRSTapaNAnI hA kahevarAve che. bahu mananathI sarva dharmamata jANa pachI tulanA karanArane A kathana avazya siddha thaze. vAraMvAra huM tamane nigraMthanA vacanAmRta mATe kahuM chuM, tenuM kAraNa te vacanAmRta tatvamAM paripUrNa che, te che. baha baha mananathI ane mArI mati jyAM sudhI pahoMcI tyAM sudhInA vicArathI huM vinayathI ema kahuM chuM ke, priya bhajo ! jena jevuM ekake pUrNa ane pavitra darzana nathI, vItarAga jevo ekake deva nathI, tarIne anaMta duHkhathI pAra pAmavuM hoya te e sarvajJa darzanarUpa kalpavRkSane se. For Private And Personal Use Only

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iiiiiiiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu prabhAvaka jainAcAryonuM saMsmaraNuM lekhaka : paMDita lAlacaMdrajI gAMdhI | vikrama saMvata-pUrva vaMdanIya jainAcArya-padavIne zobhAvI jainamahAvIranA gaNadhara ane paTTadhara zAsananI jayapatAkAne-kIrti patAkAne digatamAM aneka rAjA-mahArAjAo vigerene prati. pharakAvI hatI. jaina siddhAMtasUtronA bhASyakAra, bodha ApanAra caramatIrthakara kSatriya mahApuruSa cUrNikAra, vyAkhyAkAro ane tenA vividha aMze zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIranA pavitra pAdapIThane laI vistRta ke saMkSipta hajAro graMtha racanArA tathA sanmAnanIya paTTane prAraMbhamAM veda-vedAMgavid sekaDo vidvAnoe svara vicaratI e vaijayaMtIne vidvaratna idrabhUti gautama vigeree ane 1. akhalita viharavA avakAza ApI avalaMbana sudhama jevA sudharmaniSTha mumukSu brAhmaNe e 3 ApyuM hatuM. pAchaLanA AcAryone ucca hajAronI saMkhyAvALA baheLA ziSya-parivAra 1 prakAranI preraNA ApatI ane sAnamAM kaIka samajAvatI e vijayavatI jaina-patAkA jagatamAM sAthe vibhUSita karyuM (karI): tIrthaMkaranI gaMbhIra tripadI parathI vizAla dvAdazAMgI (jainasiddhAMta)nI rahe ema icchIzuM. cirasmaraNIya rahI thAvaravivAra pharakatI racanA karanAra ucca koTinA 11 vicchiromaNi jaina-zAsananA mahArathI pUjya padArUDha gaNadhare jeoe paropakArArtha asAdhAraNa graMtha thayA pachI e ja mahAjananA mAnyamArge ramyA hatA, jeoe seMkaDo maMdiro ane hajAro jina-mUrtine pratiSThita karI hatI, satyatattvavicAraka ane parIkSaka dazavaikAlika ucca rAjyAdhikArIo tathA mahardhika zrImAne, sUtrakAra zaryAbhava jevA ane niryuktikAra saMghapatio jemanA sadupadezathI ane saccabhadrabAhusvAmI jevA zrutakevalI mahAnubhAva trithI bhakto banyA hatA, jemanA sadupadezathI vicaryA hatA. tIrthayAtrAnA moTA ADaMbaravALA saMghe nIkaLyA vikramanI 1lI thI 10mI sadI sudhImAM hatA ane jemanA pravajyA-mahetsa, pada suyazasvI jainAcAryo mahensa ane paraleka-prayANanA prasa gemAM zraddhALu zrI jainasaMghe ane zrImAna bhaktatyAra pachI nyAyAvatAra-sanmatikAra siddha sena divAkara jevA samartha suyazasvI tAkika janoe ucca bhaktibhAva darzAvyuM hatuM, ane kavIzvare, haribhadrasUri jevA asAdhAraNa cita dAnAdi aneka satkartavya karI udAracitta sAdharmika-vAtsalya karyA hatAM ane samayegraMthakAre, kaviratna dhanapAlanA subaMdhu muni zobhane, jinezvarasUri ane buddhisAgarasUri 31 puNya prApta prakRti caMcalalakamInA lahAvA lIdhA hatA-e mahAnubhAva AcAryonA saMbaMdhamAM jevA bahu buddhizAlI advitIya badhu yugale ullekha karavAnuM ahiM banI zake nahi. ane evA bIjA aneka vidvadurastra brAhmaNoe vizvadharma- jainadharmanI vicakSaNatAthI niSpakSa rAjamAnya jainAcAryo pAta parIkSA karI-tenA pariNAme tenI jeoe pitAnI vicakSaNa vidvattAthI, sarvotkRSTatA pratibhAsatAM tene satkAra-svIkAra avicala vizuddha zraddhAthI ane utkRSTa sucArikaryo. pitAne sAcA mAhaNa tarIke prasiddha karI trathI rAjA-mahArAjAo para prabala prabhAva 148 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pADyo, rAjA-mahArAjAo dvArA aneka sat sAmrAjya prApta thatAM mahArAjA saMpratie ardhakartavya karAvyAM, rAjA-mahArAjAonA zreSTha bhAratanAM pratyeka nagara, gAma vigerene jinasanmAna-satkArane prApta karavA chatAM jeoe caithI vibhUSita karyA, te dIrghadarzI Arya lezamAtra abhimAna ApyuM nahi, rAjA-mahA suhastI. rAjAone dhArmika prabodha ApI mAtra temane ja pAlitasUri : nahi, "yathA zALA tathA kabA' ukti pramANe temanI samasta prajAne paNa sudhAmika karavA prasiSThAnapattana (paiThaNa. dakSiNanA samrAhAla temane sanmArge caDAvavA jeoe sayane karyA. (zAlivAhana)thI sArI rIte samAnita thayelA rAjA-mahArAjAonI vicakSaNa vAdIo ane tathA pATaliputra(paTaNA)nA pRthvI pati muruvaMrAja vividhamatAnuyAyI vothI bharelI rAjasabhA vigerenA prItipAtra, bhemavihArI taraMgavatI emAM kSebhAna pAmatAM jeoe vija-staMbha kathAkAra prakhyAta pAlitta (pAdapti) sUri. ro, ahiMsAdharmanuM sAcuM rahasya samajAvyuM, kAlAcArya : AhatadarzananuM - anekAntadarzananuM vAstavika zAlivAhananI prArthanAthI pratiSThAnapattanamAM gaurava jemaNe pramANa-pratiSThita karyuM, jemanA saMghanA AdezapUrvaka paryuSaNa parvane paMcamInA sadupadezathI amAri-ahisA abhayadAnanI u6 sthAne catathImAM pravartAvanAra tathA ujajayinI gheSaNAo prakaTI ane samasta prANigaNa nirbhaya (mALavA)nA unmatta anItimAna rAjA gaI thaye, jemanA sadupadezathI rAjA-mahArAjAone bhivane pArasakUlanA bhakta zaka-zAhirAjAo pitAnI manuSya prajAnI jema nirdoSa avAcaka dvArA padabhraSTa-rAjyabhraSTa karAvanAra prasiddha kSatriya kRpApAtra pazu, pakSI, jalacara jevI anya kAlakAcArya, prANigaNarUpa prajAnI kiMmatI jIMdagI tarapha paNa dayALu thavAnuM sUjhayuM, dharmanimitte ke deva siddhasena divAkara : devIne balidAna devAne bahAne te saMDAra ujajayinI (mALavA)nA saMvata-pravartaka jemanA sadupadezathI aTa, vizvamaitrInA suprakhyAta vikramAdityathI viziSTa satkAra prApta vizAla siddhAMtane vistAranAra te rAjamAnya karanAra dakSiNApathamAM divaMgata thayelA suprasiddha dharmadhuraMdhara prAcIna dharmAcAryomAMthI keTalAka siddhasena divAkara. che. jainAcAryonuM ja saMsmaraNa kivA mAtra vajasvAmI : nAma-kIrtana ja ahiM karI zakAya. aneka prakAre jaina-zAsananI prabhAvanA karasthUlabhadra : nAra, dubhikSanA viSama samayamAM zrI saMghane mahAsamrADU naMdarAja dvArA apAtI maMtrI subhikSa purImAM laI jaI surakSA karanAra AkAza rAjanI mudrA svIkAravA saMbaMdhamAM AlecanA mAge vicaranAra, purInA bauddha rAjAne prajA karatAM zramaNarAjanI mudrAne zreSTha gaNI svIkAra sAthe jaina banAvanAra AryavA. nAra, duSkaraduSkarakAraka, maMtrIzvara zakaTAlanA khapaTAcArya : naMdana Arya sthUlabhadra. guDasatya ( guDazastra) puranA veNivatsarAja suhastI: rAjAe jenI vidyAnuM addabhuta mAhAo joI jemanA caraNa-kamalanI sevAthI samRddha vItarAga ( jina) mata svIkAryo ane samIpanA julAI, 1978 149 For Private And Personal Use Only

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parvata para pite pUrve karAvelA buddhadevI tArAnA AcArya zIlAMka : maMdirane lIdhe tArApura nAmathI oLakhAtA aNahilavADa pATaNa (gujarAtanI prAcIna sthAna (tAraMga)mAM pAchaLathI teNe ja siddhA rAjadhAnI)nA sthApaka gurjarezvara vanarAja cAva yikAnuM bhavana karAvyuM (je sthAnane kAlavazAt DAnA pAlaka pretsAhaka AzrayadAtA prasiddha digaMbaroe grahaNa karyuM hatuM, paraMtu pAchaLathI zIlaguNasUri aparAma vimalamati kavi zIlAMka jyAM kumArapAla bhUpAle jasadevanA putra abhaya AcArAMga-sUtrakRtAMga vigerenA vyAkhyAtA ane daMDanAyaka dvArA ajita jinendranuM uMcuM maMdira caupanna-mahApurisacariya jevA mahAgraMthanA karAvyuM hatu ) te rAja-pratibodhaka vidyAsaddhi nirmAtA. Arya khapUTAcArya. vikamanI 11mI sadImAM madvavAdI ane dhanezvarasUri : pradyumnasUri : valabhI (vaLA, soraTha)nA svAmI zilAditya talapATakamAM alukarAjA (mevADanA AludvArA saMskRta thayelA, vAdamAM bauddho para vijaya rAvaLa vi. saM. 1008thI 10 )nI sabhAmAM, prApta karanAra, nayacakAra mahAna tArkika malvavAdI vAda jItIne digaMbaroe dabAvelA veMkapaTTane ane zatruMjayamAhAsya racanAra dhanezvarasUri. grahaNa karanAra tathA sapAdalakSa (sevAlika), mAnatuMgasUri gopAla [ giri ) (gavAliyara) ane tribhuvanavArANasInA zrI harSadevanA mAnanIya, sUrya. giri (tihaNagira ) vigere dezonA rAjAone zataka dvArA kuSTarogane dUra karanAra mahAna kavi 84 vAda vijayadvArA raMjita karanAra rAjagacchanA mayUra tathA caMDIzataka dvArA hAtha-pagane punaH pradyumnasUri prApta karanAra bANabhaTTa jevA siddhakavi sAme dhanezvarasUri vigere bhaktAmara (AdIzvara-stotra) dvArA zRMkhalAdi mAlavAnA mahAza muMjarAja ane mahArAjA veNane ane nigaDAdi baMdhanathI camatkAraka rIte bhejanI rAjasabhAmAM vAdamAM jayalakSmI varanAra nimukta thaI jaina-zAsanane atizaya mahimA tribhuvanagirinA narezakadama bhUpati-rAjagacchanA vadhAranAra, bhayaharastaMtra dvArA bhaya haranAra nAyaka rAjarSi dhanezvarasUri tathA bhejanA manamAM mAnatuMgasUri. vAsa karanAra devabhadra vigere. hariguNAcArya : gUrjarezvara bhImadevathI sanmAnita ane uttarApathamAM caMdrabhAgA nadInA tIra para mAlavezvara bhejanI vidvatsabhAne pratibhAthI parArahelI pavaIyA nAmanI rAjadhAnImAM rahI pRthvInuM bhUta karanAra govidAcArya, sUrAcArya, vAdivetAla pAlana karanArA terarAje jemane pitAnI naga zAMtisUri mahendrasUri vigere. rImAM niveza Ape hate-te tArarAjanA guru vijayasiMhAcArya : AcArya harigupta zIghrakavitvazaktithI parama prakarSa pAmelA bapabhakisUri : je kavine tenA kAvyathI parituSTa thaI gopAgari (gavAliyara)ne mahArAja Ama mahArAjA nAgAnarAje "khaDragAcArya' birUda rAja (nAgAvaleka)nA parama mAnanIya parama ApyuM hatuM ane lATezvara vatsarAjanA mitra sanmitra tathA gauDanA dharmarAja tathA kavirAja kavi soTle udayasuMdarI kathA (gA. e. si. vApatirAja Adine ucca tAtvika pratibodha pR. 155)mAM mitra tarIke jemanuM saMsmaraNa ApanAra kavIzvara bappabhadisUri (bhadrakIrtAi). karyuM che te vijayazIla vijayasiMhAcArya. 150 amAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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jinezvarasUri : vALa thaI, keTalIya vAra svayaM vasati (upaaNahilavADa pATaNa (gujarAta)mAM gujara. zreya)mAM AvI cirakAla saMlApa karatA hatA. zvara solakI durlabharAjanI vicakSaNa paMDitavALI siddharAja jayasiMhe abhyarthanA karI pitAnA rAjasabhAmAM caityavAsIo sAthenA vAdamAM vijaya rAja-mahAlayamAM AmaMtraNa karI je (sUri)nuM zAlI thanAra jinezvarasUri. mAnabharyuM svAgata karyuM hatuM, sonAnA vizAla vikramanI 12mI sadImAM bhAjanamAM sthApela arthane AratInI jema bhamADI jemanA caraNe bhaktipUrvaka dharyuM hatuM, mAladhArI abhayadevasUri ; ane bahumAna-bhaktibharyA zabdo uccAratAM, jemanA sadupadezathI pratApI gUrjarezvara thALamAM pIrasAI Avela AhAra jemane potAne siddharAja jayasiMhe potAnA samasta dezamAM hAthe arpaNa karyo hate. ekAdazI ane paryuSaNa jevA divasomAM zAsana jeNe jayasiha rAjAne kahI tenA sakala dAna pUrvaka amArI (ahiMsA) karAvI hatI. maMDalamAM rahelAM jinamaMdire para dedIpyamAna jemanA saMdeza (lekha)thI paNa zAkaMbharIdhara senAnA kalazo caDAvyA hatA. pRthvIrAja rAjAe raNathaMbheramAM jinAlaya para dhaMdhUkA, sAcora vigere sthAnamAM anya sonAne kaLaza caDAvyo hato. tItha (matAnuyAyIo) dvArA karAtI pIDAthI gopagiri (gavAliyara)nA zikhara para rahela jeNe jina-zAsananI rakSA karI hatI. caramajina (mahAvIra)nA maMdiranA (kutsita kutsita adhikArIo dvArA jina-zAsananI rAjadvArIoe cirakAla avaruddha karelA) dvArane bhaMgAtI devadAya (deva mATe Tharela dAna-Avaka)ne jeNe tyAM jaI bhuvanapAla nAmanA rAjAne kahI jeNe jayasiMha rAjA dvArA nivArI hatI, jina atizaya prayatnapUrvaka khulu karAvyuM hatuM. zAsanane thate paribhAva jeNe aTakAvyA hatA. - jemanA svargagamana-samayanI smazAnayAtrA aNahilavADa pATaNanA zrImAna jaina saMgha vibhUtine rAjA jayasiMhe( siddharAje) parijana sAthe yAtrAe jatAM, vaNathalImAM paDAva nAkhatAM sAthe prAkAra (koTa)nA pazcima aTTAlaka para saMghanI vibhUtithI lalacAyelA, seraThanA svAmI rahIne joI hatI ane je nigraMthanA niHspRhatAdi rA kheMgArane prasaMgopAtta maLI, pratibaMdha ApI ucca sadguNonuM sadbhUta varNana pratyakSa ava jeNe saMghane Rddhi sAthe mukta karAvyo hato, lekanakAra madhyastha kaviratna dvArA sUcita thaI jeNe lakSAvadhi kovALA mahatvanA graMthanI upalabdha thAya che. te karNadevadvArA mAladhArI birUda racanA karI hatI, jenI smazAnayAtrAmAM anumeLavanAra harSapurIya gacchanA abhayadevasUri. gamana karI gUrjarezvara siddharAja jayasihe jenuM maladhArI hemacaMdrasUri : gaurava karyuM hatuM, te pUrvokta abhayadevasUrinA je (sUri)nA vyAkhyAna guNanI prasiddhi vika pavitra ziSya mAladhArI nAmathI prasiddha hemacaMdrasUri. sAMbhaLIne, gUrjaranarendra siMhadeva, guNI vAdi devasUri janenA manane camatkAra upajAva, parivAra gUrjarezvara siddharAja jayasiMhanI rAjasAthe svayameva jinamaMdira Avate ane lAMbA sabhAmAM digabara vAdIndra kumudacaMdra sAthenA vakhata sudhI savastha citte dharmakathA sAMbhaLatA vAdamAM strInirvANanuM samarthana karI vijayastaMbha hato. je (sUri)nAM darzana mATe utkaMThita mana- repanAra prasiddha vAdI devasUri. (cAlu) julAI, 1978 151 For Private And Personal Use Only

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yAtrA-batrIzI' (jesalamera Adi tIrthonI yAtrAnuM raNa-kAvya) jajaahya [ lekhaka : Do. bhAilAla ema. bAvIzI-pAlItANA ] ("tAre te tIrtha" e ukti tIrthayAtrAnuM mahatva kahI jAya che. saddabhAgya manuSyabhava maLe che tyAre mAnavI dharmanA AcaraNathI karma-mUkta thavA prayatna kare che. jayAM punita pAvana mahAvibhUtioe padArpaNa karI, tapa-tyAga ne saMyama dvArA jIvana-mukti meLavI, evA pavitra sthaLe puNya-bhUmi banI jAya che. AvA tIrtha-sthaLoe bhAvikabhakata bhAvapUrvaka Ave che, saMsAra-vyavahAranI upAdhIo visare che, punita vibhutione yAda kare che, temanI pratikRtio-pratimAo pUjI emanA ciMdhela raste karma khapAvI, saMsAra tarI javA prayatna kare che. tIrthayAtrAnI A samajaNa sAthe amArUM "sAmAyikamaMDaLa" prativarSa nhAnI-moTI tIrthayAtrA karavA jAya che. uparyukta kAvyamAM jesalamera Adi rAjasthAnanA tIrthonI karela yAtrAne tadRzya citAra varNavyuM che. batrIza (32) tIrthonI bhAvapUrvaka yAtrA karatA e punya-bhUmimAM kuraNA thaI ene nIcenI batrIsa (3ra) kaDIomAM jhIlI lIdhI che -lekhaka.) (rAga-cAMdalIyo ugyo re sakhI mArA cokamAM...) jIrAvAlAjI pahoMcatAM, prabhu pArasa pUjAya, sAkhI 108 pAzvataNA, divya darzana thAya; "jesalamera tIratha prati Daga mAMDatA, hRdaya amArA "pArasamaya banI jatAM. Aja 0 7 Aja amAre yAtrAno AnaMda che! 1 sAmAyika maMDaLanA bahena-bhAI. delavADAnI divyatA, zikSaNa ziramara, samyagu zraddhA sAthe kare prayANa je! Aja 2 prabhu RSabhane pUjatAM, aMtara harSa vibhera; prakRti ne prabhutAne sumeLa tyAM. Aja 0 8 samaro maMtra" navakArathI, mAMgalika prayANa gaDha acalagaDha caDhI, caumukhajI bheTaMta, bhaktAmaranA zravaNathI, yAtrA thayi pramANe sonerI kiraNo . aMtaramAMhI anaMta; siddhAcalathI jAzuM jesalamerajI. Aja 3 piMDavADAmAM deva-gurUne vAMdIyA. Aja 9 siddhagirithI upaDI, zaMkhezvara mojhAra, tIrtha ajArI AvatAM, jinajIne vaMdAya, pArasanAthane pUjatAM, AnaMda aparaMpAra ! sarasvatI'nAM dazane, AnaMda-AnaMda thAya; zrI zaMkhezvara pArzva prabhune bheTatAM. Aja 0 4 hemacaMdrAcAryasUrine vAMdatA. Aja. 10 bhIlaDIyAjI tIrthamAM, bheTyA pArasanAtha, bAmaNavADA tIrthamAM, bhecyA prabhu mahAvIra, mahimA prabhujIne ghaNo, anAthanA e nAtha; racanA "sametazikhara'taNI, dIThI nAmI zira, dhanya banyA ama Atama jina darizana thatAM. vIra pabhunA bhavabhavanA darzana thatAM. Aja 0 5 Aja0 11 kaLAmaya kuMbhArIyA, zila5taNe zaNagAra, zihI, jhAlera ne, nAkoDAjI tIrtha, pAMce jinanA darzane, beDe thaye ama pAra; prabhu pArzvane pUchayA, pUjyA bhairava vIra; alabelA e tIrthataNI yAtrA thatAM. "sAmAyika-maMDaLa" bhAve tyAM bhAvanA. Aja 0 6. aji. 12 152 AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bADamera paheAMcI karI, jhAryAM pAMce caitya, gurUNIjIne vAMDhIyA, prasannatA ama citta; 'mitra-maDaLa'nI sevA tyAM khIradAvatA. Aja0 13 jesalamera pravezatAM, nAcyA AtamarAma, du-madirA dekhatAM, dhanya nAma te gAma; jagajanA jyAM bhaktibhAve AvatA. Aja0 14 'jesala'rAje bAMdhIyA, 'jesalamera'nA duga, ne jina-bhaktoe racyuM, madirAnuM svarga, kaLA ne kauzalya dekhI dila Thare. Aja0 15 jinabiMbe agaNita tyAM, prasiddha jJAnabha'DAra, darzana, jJAna, cAritranAM, lAbhA apara pAra; jinazAsananA vijaya-vAvaTA pharakatA. Aja0 16 pUjana prabhujInAM karI, nirakhyA jJAna bhaMDAra, zilpa, sthApatya ne kaLA, ajoDa prabhu darabAra, dekhI-peppI dila amArAM nAcatAM. Aja0 17 purANA tADapatramAM, zrathA hasta likhita, rajata-suvaNa' citrAvalI, dekhInAthyAM citta; saskRti-samRddhinAM mUla AMkatA. Aja0 18 lAdravapuranA pAsajI, divya, bhagna ne kalpavRkSa-tAraNa thakI, kalAtaNuM e dhAma; dharaNendra ze| sa` tyAM cekI kare. Aja0 19 amarasAgaranAM madirA, kaLA thakI aMkita, AdinAthanA darzane, skuyu` mauna saMgIta; zilpaLA nirakhIne nayanA nAcIyA. Aja0 20 lekhInA prAMgaNe, prabhujI darizana kIdha, gurUne vAMdatAM, haSa thaye agaNita; deva-gurU-dha nA samanvaya sAdhatAM. Aja0 21 tItha esiyAM AvatAM, vAMdyA prabhu mahAvIra, prAcya purANA tIne, pUjo nAmI zira; mAstarajInA sa smaraNe| tAjA thatAM. Aja0 22 kAparaDAjI tIrtha", trimALI maMdira, nirakhI-pUjI bhAvathI, AreAgI tyAM kSIra; jINAMhAraka nemisUrijIne vAMdatA. Aja0 23 zyAma, julAI, 1978 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pANI prabhu dana karI, varakANA mukAma, bhAvI bhAvanA bhAvathI, raTatA 'pArasa' nAma; nADela ne nADalAI tI spatA. Aja0 24 mUchALA mahAvIra ne, bheTI sAdaDI tI, bhAva thakI darzana karI, moM dilanA adhya tIrthe tItha pariNAmeA caDhatA rahyA. Aja0 25 kaLA jyAM patharAI che, zilpa jyAM ubharAya, rANakapuramAM RSabhanI, pUjA bhAvanA thAya; ajoDa e maMdirane preme praNamIe. Aja0 26 rAjasamaDhe pahoMcatA, dayALazAnA duga, caDhatA pariNAme caDhI, karyAM kama'nA cUrNa; dayALazAnA zubha dAnane biradAvIe. Aja 27 udayapura nagare jaI, pUjyA zrI padmanAbha, daza nIya sthAne joIne, lIdheA saue lAbha; saMskRti-samRddhi tyAM nihALatA. Aja0 28 keMsaranA DhagalA thakI, pUjyA RSabhadeva, pArasanAthane pUjIne, pAmyA kuzaLa kSema; kesarIyAjI dAdA pharI pharI pUchae. Aja0 29 yAtrAtaNI anumeAdanA, ne yAtrikanu bahumAna, saMgha-pUjana karavAM thakAM, sneha-milananA pAna; kSamA-maitrI ne sahukAra varasAvatA. Aja0 30 narADAmAM pArzva jI,ne padmAvatI dITha, AvyA amadAvAdamAM; deva ina sau kIdha. AcArya bhagavaMtane tyAM vAMDhIyA. Aja0 31 tIratha'nI yAtrA thakI, Atamane ullAsa, pAlitANA paheAMcIyA, pAmI punya ujAsa; bAvIzI' e 'yAtrA-batrIsI ' racI, batrIza (32) tIrthAM kerI yAtrA pramANajo. For Private And Personal Use Only Aja0 32 153

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buddha bhagavAnanuM mahA parinirvANa lekhaka : khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha [ A lekha sva. zAha sAhebe temanA mRtyu dina pahelA eka mAsa agAu jema bane tema jI mAsikamAM levAnI jijJAsA batAvI hatI. lekha te pragaTa thAya che paNa te jovAnuM temane mATe sarjata nahi hoya aphasesa. -taMtrI] bhagavAna buddha pitAnA jIvananuM chelluM cAturmAsa vaizAlI pAsenA bebuvA gAmamAM karyuM hatuM. A cAturmAsa daramiyAna teo jIvaleNa mAMdagImAM sapaDAI gayA hatA ane temane asahya pIDA thatI hatI. paraMtu A mAMdagI tathA pIDAo temaNe daDha mane baLa vAparI zAMtipUrvaka sahI lIdhA hatA. potAnA sAvadhAnI ane AtmasaMyamatAne jarA paNa zithila thavA dIdhA na hatA ane pitAnI cAlu dinacaryAmAM jarA paNa vikSepa paDavA dIdhuM na hatuM. eka divasa teo vihAranI bahAra vRkSataLe jarA ArAmapUrvaka beThA hatA. teTalAmAM temanI sAthe kAyama rahenAra ane temanI satata niSThA ane bhAvapUrvaka sevA karanAra temane priya ziSya bhikSu AnaMda tyAM AvI caDyo. bhagavAnane svasthatApUrvaka beThelA joI te AnaMdamAM AvI gayA ane bolyA ke, "bhagavAnanI mAMdagI daramiyAna mane khUba ciMtA thatI hatI, chatAM ema paNa lAgatuM hatuM ke saMghane saMbaMdhita bAbata aMge chevaTanI sUcanAo ApyA sivAya bhagavAna nirvANa leze nahIM." bhagavAna buddha javAbamAM kahyuM ke "AnaMda! saMgha mArI pAsethI kaI vAta samajI levAnI apekSA rAkhe che? meM gocara ke agocara evI badhI bAbatamAM mAro dharma khule karI. batAvyuM che. emAM meM mArI pAse koI paNa bAbatanI gurukUcI rAkhI nathI. AnaMda! jene bhikSu samudAyanA nAyaka thavAnI athavA saMgha pitAnI upara ja avalaMbIne rahe tevI IcchA heya, te ja AvI kaI chevaTanI vAta kahevAnI bAkI rAkhe. mane AvI kaI paNa icachA nathI, eTale meM zA mATe koI paNa bAbata chevaTe kahevA mATe bAkI rAkhI hoya ? AnaMda! huM have vRddha ane pUrA AyuSyavALo thaye chuM. mArI jIvanayAtrAne aMtima samaya AvI pahoMce che. mane eMsI varSa thayAM che, ane huM bhAMgelA gADA jevo thaI gayo chuM. mAruM zarIra vadhAre paDatI saMbhALa rAkhIne cAlu rAkhI zakAya tema che. jyAre huM bahAranA viSaya choDIne AMtaru dhyAnamAM UtarI jAuM chuM, tyAre ja mAruM zarIra zAMti ane sukha anubhave che. Anada ! to have tame ja tamAro dIpa bane; tame ja tamArUM zaraNa bane. dharmane dIpa banAvI tene ja vaLagI rahe dhamane zaraNa banAvI tene ja vaLagI rahe. A sivAya anya koIne tame tamAro dIpa banAvaze nahIM, tamAruM zaraNa banAvazo nahIM. je kaI bhikSu 1. dIpa prakAza prasArI sAco mArga darzAve che. ahIM AtmAmAM jJAnane prakAza prasArI adhyAtmane sAce mArga darzAvanAra. 154 AtmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mArI hayAtI daramiyAna ke mArA nirvANa pachI paNa A pramANe vartaze, te ja uccatama sthiti prApta karaze." cAturmAsa pUruM thayA pachI ja buddha keTalAka divaso sudhI vaizAlInAM judAM judAM caityamAM kAyA, ane pachI bhikSusamudAya sAthe kusinArA tarapha vihAra zarU karyo. thoDe dUra gayA pachI pAchaLa vaizAlI tarapha daSTi nAMkhI temaNe AnaMdane kahyuM ke "tathAgatane vaizAlInuM A chelluM darzana che." AgaLa vihAra karatAM karatAM bhAMDagAma, hathigAma, nabagAma, jaMbUrAma, lega gAma vagere gAmamAM thaI teo pAvAmAM AvyA ane cuMda nAmanA luhAranA AmravanamAM utaryo. cuMdane bhagavAna AvyAnA samAcAra maLatAM ja te temanA darzane AvyA ane bIje divase bhikSu samudAya sAthe pitAnA ghera bhojana mATe padhAravA bhagavAnane nimaMtraNa ApyuM. budhe te svIkAryuM, A bIjo divasa bha. buddhanA jIvanane aMtima dina hato. te divase madhyAhna pahelAM buddha bhikSu samudAya sAthe bhojana mATe cuMdane tyAM gayA. cude bhojana mATe jAtajAtanI vAnagIo taiyAra karAvI hatI temAMnI "mukara madava" nAmanI eka vAnagI jyAre sau prathama buddhane pIrasavAmAM AvI, ke tarata ja budhe kahyuM ke "cuMda! have kaIne A vAnagI pIrasIza nahIM. Ane pacAvI zake te kaI manuSya mane A jagatamAM dekhAtuM nathI. mATe have bAkI rahela badho bhAga jamInamAM bhaMDArI deje. bhajana pachI potAnA niyama anusAra budhe cuMdane dharmane upadeza Ape ane pachI pitAne vihAra AgaLa cAlu karyuM. A samaye temane atisAra(maraDA)nI asahya pIDAo zarU thaI. chatAM jarA paNa vyagra banyA sivAya te pIDAo temaNe sahana karI lIdhI, ane vihAra cAlu rAkhyuM. rastAmAM pANI pIvA mATe eka nALA pAse thaMbhyA. tyAMthI te vakhate pukkasa nAmane mala jAtine eka moTo vepArI kasinArAthI pAvA jatAM pasAra thato hato. teNe bhagavAnane joyA eTale temanI pAse AvI temane praNAma karI temanI pAse beThe. bhagavAne upadeza Apyo. te mahA prabhAvita banyA. bhagavAne vihAra zarU karyo. kaku tathA na AvatAM tyAM hAtha, paga, DuM vagere joI, nadI pAra karI sAmA kinAre AvelA eka AMbAvADiyAmAM ArAma mATe thoDAka samaya 2. bha. buddhanI A vAta samajavA jevI che. temaNe pitAnA koI paNa ziSyane dharmanA zAsana mATe potAno uttarAdhikArI nIme na hatuM. paNa temaNe je dharma kahyo che te dharma dhyAnamAM rAkhI dareka vyaktie pitAne lAge te pramANe vartavuM evo upadeza Ape che. koIne, bhale te game teTale mahAna hoya te paNa, gurusthAne sthApI tene aMdha zraddhAthI anusaravAnI temaNe ephakhI nA pADI che. eka sthaLe temaNe ema kahyuM che ke "huM buddha thayela chuM, teTalA khAtara tame mane anusaraze nahIM, paNa bhAre upadeza vicAra karatAM tamane yogya lAge te ja svIkArazo." temaNe ApelA trizaraNamAM buddha, dharma ane saMdhanuM zaraNa levAnuM kahyuM che, paNa koI dharmaguru ke anya koInA zaraNanI himAyata karI nathI. 3. keTalAkanA mate vaizAkhI pUrNimAne divasa, paraMtu A mata barAbara hoya tema lAgatuM nathI. julAI, 1978 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kAyA. A vakhate bhagavAne AnaMdane kahyuM ke "AnaMda! cuMdane tyAM bhejana lIdhA bAda mane mAMdagI zarU thaI che eTale tene duHkha lAgavAne pUro saMbhava che. paNa tame tene ema kaheje ke "cuMda! tuM tArUM meTuM saddabhAgya samaja ke tane tathAgatane chevaTanI bhikSA ApavAne alabhya lAbha maLe che. je divase tathAgata saMbadhijJAna prApta kare che ane je divase te mahAparinirvANa pAme che, te be divase temane ApelI bhikSA mahAphaLadAyI ane mahAguNakArI bane che." A pramANe kahI tenA mananI zaMkA tame dUra kare." pitAnA kAraNe anyane jarA paNa duHkha na thAya te mATenI aMtima samaye paNa keTalI badhI kALajI! - thoDeka ArAma lIdhA bAda ahIMthI nIkaLI hiraNyavatI nadI pAra karI kusinArA gAma pAse pahoMcyA ane tyAMnA rahevAsI malena zAlavana udyAnamAM pravezyA. tyAM be joDAyelA zAla vRkSo vacce beThaka jevuM hatuM, tenI upara temanI sUcanA anusAra bichAnuM taiyAra karatAM te bichAnA upara bhagavAna buddha uttara tarapha mukha rAkhIne jamaNe paDakhe eka paga upara bIjo paga mUkIne ArAmathI sUtA. A vakhate zAlavRkSa phAvyuM hatuM ane puSe kheravyAM karatuM hatuM. aMtarikSamAMthI paNa maMdArava puSponI vRSTi thatI hoya, caMdanarajanI varSA thatI hoya ane tyAM divya vAji 2 vAgatAM hoya tevo bhAsa thato hato. A joI AnaMde kahyuM ke "pUrve thaI gayelA buddhonA anugAmI buddhanI bhakti pUjA mATe zAlavRkSe puSpavRSTi karI rahyAM che, aMtarikSamAMthI maMdArava puSponI ane caMdanarajanI varSA thaI rahI che, tathA tyAM divya vAjiMtre vAgI rahyAM che." buddhe uttara Ape ke, "tathAgatanAM bhakti, pUjA, sanmAna mATenI A rIta barAbara nathI. paraMtu je bhikSu ke bhikSuNI, zrAvaka ke zrAvikA temanA mATe tathAgate niyata karelAM kartavya satata sAvadhAnIpUrvaka karatA rahe che, ane tathAgate upadezele dharmane mArga yathArtha rIte anusare che, teo ja tathAgatanAM bhakti, pUjA, sanmAna kare che. te mATenI A ja sAcI rIta che. AnaMda! tame paNa A rItane ja anusarajo." pachI AnaMde pUchyuM : "bhagavana! cAturmAsa pachI cAre dizAothI bhikSuo ApanA darzane AvatA. te vakhate amane bIjA sAdhu bhikSuonI oLakha thatI paNa have amane temanAM darzana kevI rIte thaze?" buddhe uttara ApyoH "tArA jevA zraddhAvAna mANase mArA parinirvANa pachI A cAra sthAnanAM darzana levA yogya che-(1) jyAM tathAgata janamyA (2) jyAM tathAgata saMbuddha thayA (3) jyAM tathAgate prathama dharmopadeza Ape ane (4) jyAM tathAgata parinirvANa pAmyA. A cAra sthAnanI yAtrA karatAM manuSyane puSkaLa puNya prApta thaze tyAra bAda AnaMde pUchayuM ke "bhagavan! strIo sAthe amAre kevuM vartana rAkhavuM?" 4. A cAra sthAnanI yAtrA saMbaMdhamAM samrATa azoka eka zilAlekhamAM kahe che ke "AvI dharmayAtrAmAM brAhmaNa, bhikSuo ane vRddhonAM darzana thAya che, temane dAna ApI zakAya che, vaLI lekenI sAthe meLApa thAya che, temane dharmopadeza paNa apAya che. tethI jUnI vihArayAtrAnA badale A dharmayAtrA rAjAne adhika pasaMda che." 156 mAtmAne prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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budhe uttara Apyo ke bane tyAM sudhI strIonI sAthe tamAre prasaMga pADe nahIM, paNa je prasaMga paDe te mRti jAgrata rAkhIne sAvadhAnIpUrvaka vartana karavuM. 5 vaLI AnaMde pUchayuM ke "bhagavan! parinirvANa pachI amAre ApanA dehanI zI vyavasthA karavI ? budhe javAba Apyo ke, "AnaMda! tathAgatanA parinirvANa pachI tenA dehanuM sanmAna karavAnI bhAMjagaDamAM paDIne tame tamArA sAdhanAkAryamAM vikSepa paDavA deze nahIM, paraMtu sAvadhAnIpUrvaka, utsAhapUrvaka, udyamapUrvaka tamArA kalyANanA kAryamAM lAgI jaje. tathAgatanA anuyAyI samudAyamAM rAjAo, brAhmaNe ane anya gRhasthIo che. te tathAgatanA dehanI sanmAnapUrvaka gya vidhi karaze." A samaye AnaMda vanamAM eka bAjue gaye. "arere ! huM te hajI zikhAu avasthAmAM chuM. mAre mAro uddhAra sAdhavAnuM bAkI che, ane bhagavAna te dehamukta thavAnI taiyArImAM che. mAruM zuM thaze?" ema vicArI raDavA lAgyo. tene bolAvIne budhe kahyuM : raDa mA, AnaMda! zoka na kara. sarva priya vastuthI ApaNe viyoga thaze tema meM agAu kahyuM nathI ? vastunA janmanI sAthe ja temAM tene vinAzanAM bIja paNa suSupta rahelAM hoya che, te pachI, je vastu janma pAmI che, tene nAza na thavA devuM te zuM zakya che? te tathAgatanI mana, vacana ane kAyAthI bhaktibhAvapUrvaka sevA karI che. je te prayatna karIza, te ceDA ja samayamAM ahaMtuM pada pAmIza." bha. buddha parinirvANa pAmavAne che e samAcAra kuminArAmAM pahoMcatAM ja tyAMnA mallo strI putrAdikane laIne bhagavAnanA aMtima darzana mATe zAlavanamAM deDI AvyA. pratyeka malla strIpuruSane temanAM karacAkara sahita vArApharatI darzana karAvavA mATe pUrato samaya na hatA. eTale AnaMde mallakuLamAMnA mukhya mukhya madyane buddha pAse lAvI namaskAra karAvyA, ane "bhagavan! A amuka mallu pitAnI strIo, bALaka, saMbaMdhIo, nokaracAkara sahita Apane namaskAra kare che" ema kahI buddhane temanI oLakha karAvI. A samaye subhadra nAmane eka parivrAjaka paNa Avyo. tene keTalIka zaMkAo hatI. te buddhane anuyAyI na hatA, paNa tene lAgyuM hatuM ke samaNa gautama tenI zaMkAonuM nirasana karaze. eTale teNe AnaMda pAse jaIne kahyuM ke "AnaMda ! tathAgatane janma A lekamAM kavacit ja thAya che. meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke Aja rAtre samagra gautamanuM dehAvasAna thavAnuM che. te je kAMI kahevAnuM hoya, te TUMkamAM kahIne teo mArI zaMkAonuM nirAkaraNa karaze?" AnaMde javAba Apyo ke "subhadra! atyAre tuM tathAgatane trAsa na Apa. tathAgata taddana thAkI gayA che." 5. budhe pitAnA dharmanuM rahasya purU pramANe ja strIo mATe paNa samajavuM zakya che ane strIone dharmane sAkSAtkAra thaI zake che e svIkAryuM hatuM ane strIone dIkSA ApI hatI. paraMtu bhikSu ane bhikSaNIonA paraspara saMparka bAbatamAM teo haMmeza saciMta rahetA. 6. nirvANamAInI cAra pAyarIo che-saMtApanna, sakadAgAmI, anAgAmI ane ahaMta, AnaMda hajI pahelI setA pannanI pAyarIe hate. julAI, 1978 157 For Private And Personal Use Only

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bha. buddha AnaMda ane subhadrane A vArtAlApa sAMbhaLatA hatA. te bolyA ke "AnaMda ! tuM subhadrane na aTakAva. tene tathAgatanA darzana karavA de. te mane trAsa ApavAnA hetathI nahIM, paNa pitAne beka thAya tevI jijJAsAvRttithI prazno pUchanAra che. eTale te mArA kathanane bhAvArtha tarata ja samajI jaze." AthI AnaMde subhadrane buddha pAse javAnI chUTa ApI. - budhe pitAnA dharmane upadeza Apyo. AthI prabhAvita banI subhadre potAne temanA dharmamAM dIkSA ApavAnI buddhine vinati karI. budhe kahyuM ke "anya paMthanA anuyAyIne amArA dharmamAM dIkSA ApatAM pahelAM ame tene eka bhikSu pAse rAkhIe chIe. cAra mAsa pachI je tenI vartaNuMka egya jaNAya, to ja tene ame dIkSA ApIe chIe." subhadra A zarata svIkArI. eTale budhe tene AnaMdane seM, ane egya samaya pachI yogya jaNAya te tene vidhipUrvaka dIkSA ApavAnI sUcanA karI. tyAra pachI buddhe AnaMdane kahyuM ke, "mArA dharmapaMthamAM mArA dehAvasAna pachI kaI zAstA (zAsana karanAra dharmaguru) rahyo nathI ema tamane lAgavAne saMbhava che, paNa AnaMda! mArI gerahAjarImAM meM je dharma ane vinaya tamane zIkhavyA che, te ja tamAre zAstA thaze." vaLI bhikSu gaNane saMbodhIne temaNe kahyuM ke, "bhikSuo ! buddha dharma, aSTagika mAga ke vinaya saMbaMdhamAM koIne kAMI zaMkA ke aMdeza hoya, to teNe atyAre tene khulAse pUchI le." koIe kAMI pUchyuM nahIM. eTale buddha bolyA keH "he bhikSuo! huM tamane kahuM chuM ke sarva saMskAro vyayamI che, mATe sAvadhAnIthI varte." A ja hatA tathAgatanA chevaTanA zabdo. A zabdo bolyA pachI bhagavAna buddha dhyAnastha thayA ane samAdhinI judI judI pAyarIomAM thaI chevaTe rAtrinA cothA pahoranA prAraMbhe parinirvANa pAmI gayA. A veLAe anuruddha bolyA ke "sarva prakAranI tRSNAothI rahita zAMta cittavALA A muninA AzvAsa nizvAsanI ye khabara paDI nahIM. pitAnA AyuSyanI maryAdA pUrI thatAM sarva prakAranI vedanA dhIrajathI sahana karI jarA paNa vyatra banyA sivAya parinirvANa pAmI gayA. jema jhagamagate dIpaka tela khUTavAthI bUjhAI jAya che, tema AyuSya pUruM thatAM teo baMdhanamAMthI vimukta thaI gayA." kevuM bhavya mRtyu! kharekhara temane laI jatAM mRtyue paNa gaurava anubhavyuM haze! AvA ja mahApurUSe mATe kavi narasiMharAve gAyuM che ke mRtyu marI gayuM re lela!" F mAni vALamuttama uparathI. 7. saMskAro (pAlimAM saMvArA) e bauddha pAribhASika zabda che. "dharma' zabdanI jema tenA judA judA aneka artho che, je bhautika ane AdhyAtmika to bhegAM maLIne jaDa ke cetana vastunuM nirmANa kare che te to-e artha ahIM vivakSita che. 158 mAtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atma bhrAnti lekhaka : ratilAla mANekacaMda zAhu vItarAga bhagavaMtene ApaNe taraNa-tAraNa hAra zA mATe kahIe chIe ? tenuM kAraNa e che ke, pete taryA ane khIjAenA patha pradarzaka banyA. eTale ke pote te taryAM ane anyane sukha prApta karavA ane tenI pAchaLa AMdhaLI doTa mukavI te sAcesAca duH khaprada che. vibhAva dazAmAM ALeTatA jIva rati ane rAgamAM lIna banI jAya che ane manane na gamatA pratikULa taravAnA rA matAnyeA. taravAnA mArga matA-sa McAgAmAM Atta temaja raudradhyAna thAya che. aMtaranI malIna vRttione rokavAthI AtmA udhvagatine pAme che. ane malIna vRttine pASavAthI sa'sAramAM khUMcatA jAya che, jo ke AtmAne guNa te dhva gati tarapha gamana kara vAneA ja che. jIvanI avaLI cAla AkULatAvyAkULatAno AvirbhAva kare che ane navA navA 'dhanA ubhA kare che. mATe vItarAga bhagavate e kahyuM che ke, prathama vibhAvadazAne vilIna karI, svabhAvadazA tarapha dRSTi kare. vatA teee kahyuM ke, he jIve ! cAra gati ane ceADeMsI lAkha yenimAM caAAtkaSa gati heya te! te manuSya gati che, eka te manuSya bhava maLave atyaMta darlabha che, temAM paNa A bhUmi, sudha, sudeva, suguru. suzAstra maLavA te paNa ati durlabha che. mahA puNya rAzI ekaThI thaI heAya tyAre ja te prApya bane che. mAnava jIvananA mUlya savizeSa 'matI che, kANu ke tene vizeSamAM buddhi maLelI che eTale te satya-asatyanA niNuM'ya karI zake che; ane bhItaramAM rahelA bhagavAnanI oLakha karI tenI aMze anubhUti karI samatinA AviSkAra karI zake tema che ane puruSA temaja vIya ne te tarapha fAravatA chevaTe pAtta paramAtmA banI zake che. pratyeka AtmA svataMtra sukhane vAMche che, te svataMtra sukha kevaLa paramAtmadazAmAM ja pamAya che. paramAtma dazAnuM sukha svataMtra, bhayarahita, nitya ane svAbhAvika che. jyAre paMcendriyanuM sukha parata'tra, anyanI apekSAvALu' eTale ke parataMtra ane duHkhaprada che. kSaNika, tuccha ane parAdhina viSayAnA sukhA pAchaLa A jIva anAdi kALathI pAgala banI ghUmyA che. AhAra saMjJA, bhaya sa'jJA, maithuna saMjJA ane parigraha sa'jJAne poSavI, indriyAne sAnukULa viSayeAnA julAi, 1978 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ApaNA AtmAnA mULa guNA tA akhaDa AnaMda-jJAna ane sukha che temaja jJAna-darzana ane cAritra che, para Mtu vibhAva dazAmAM khU'pele AtmA paravastu para mamatvabhava karI vaSayakaSAyAmAM masta banI mahAle che ane peAtAnAmAM rahelA svaguNA tarapha dRSTi doDAvatA nathI; svaguNAthI chalochala evA AtmA vibhramamAM paDI petAne ja bhUlI jAya che ane paravastumAM tadrupa banI jAya che. jemake kasturI mRga kasturInI suvAsamAM tadAkAra khanI te meLavavA mAthA pachADI mare che, ane peAtAnA jaDUMTImAM rahelI kasturI meLavI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke tene khakhara nathI ke kasturI ! mArI pAse ja che, tene bahAra kAM zeAdhu ? ajJAnatAnI AMdhImAM aTavAI peAtAnA jAna khAi nAMkhe che. kasturI mRganI jema ApaNA AtmAnuM ajJAna jyAM 159 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sudhI luta thaze nahi tyAM sudhI ApaNe prabhue eka kSaNa AtmAnI anubhUtimAM kharacAya che. cIMdhyA mArge AgaLa vadhI zakIzuM nahi te samajato hoya che ke A manuSyajanmamAM vItarAga bhagavate kahyuM che ke he mAnavI! AvyA bAda je khAsa kAMI paNa karavA jevuM hoya te te eka AtmasAdhanA ja che. pramAda na seva, mAnava jIvananI eka eka kSaNa jyAre jIvananI pratyeka kSaNa AtmaramatA karavAmAM amUlya che; kAraNa ke vyatIta thayelI kSaNa jIvanamAM kadI pAchI AvatI nathI ane ApaNane vaparAze tyAre evA AnaMdane anubhava thaze ke je AnaMda cakravartI paNa bhogavI zake nahi. manuSya janma maLe che, mokSa prAdurbhIta karavA mATe. have je ApaNe pramAdamAM ALeTI paraMtu haju sudhI ApaNe e AnaMda kema manuSya janmane veDaphI nAMkhIe te pachI anubhavI zakyA nathI ? tenuM kAraNa e che ke, ApaNA jevo bIje mUrkha keNa hoI zake? anAdikALathI ApaNe AtmA vibhAvadazAmAM je je AtmAoe mokSane AviSkAra karela gumarAhI banI gayA che, paragharane pitAnuM mAnI che teo alaukika ane anupama sukhane pAmelA rahyo che, haju sudhI tene svagharanI samaja paDI nathI, svasvarUpane pichANyuM nathI, tenI anuche. te sukha kadI paNa vilIna thatuM ja nathI. bhUti karI nathI. svagharane bhUlIne paragharamAM mokSa sukhanI eka kSaNanI kiMmata eTalI mahAna che ke traNe lokanA sukha ekaThAM karo chatAM, te AthaDavuM eTale svasvarUpane bhUlIne vibhAva dazAmAM bhaTakavuM, jene ajJAnadazA kahevAmAM barAbarI karI zake nahi. saMsAranuM sukha te Ave che, mithyAtva kahevAmAM Ave che. evI kSaNika che, te te kalapanAnI jALa che, vinAzaka che, tene sAcuM sukha kahI ja na zakAya, te te dazA jyAM sudhI ApaNAmAM pravartamAna che, tyAM sudhI mekSa meLavavAne upAya AcarI zakAte sukhAbhAsa che. tenI pAchaLa ApaNI AMdhaLI deTa che ane jyAM akSaya-akhaMDa sukha raheluM ja nathI, pUrNatAnA patha para paga mukI zakAtA che te tarapha vibhramane kAraNe daSTi paNa detA nathI. AtmAnuM mULa sthaLa jo koI hoya te nathI. A ApaNI kevI bhayaMkara bhUla che? sAcuM te mekSa che, e sivAya madhuM ja parAyuM che. che tene apanAvatA nathI ane khoTAne pakaDavA kAraNa ke tetrIsa sAgaropamanA varganA sukha bhegavanAra de paNa te gharane cheDe che, kAraNa ke prayatnazIla rahIe chIe te parAyuM che. jyAre mokSa e AtmAnuM svaghara ApaNe ema na mAnI levuM joIe ke che, tyAM gayA bAda kevaLa sukha ane AnaMda manuSyabhava moja-zokha, eza-ArAma, amana ane kevaLajJAna ja che. te akSaya che, eTale te camana, viSaya-kaSAye bhegavavA mATe maLela che; paristhitimAM AtmA kAyama mATe rahe che. tene te te jIvanI avaLI cAla che ane nArakI- saMsAramAM pAchuM Avana-jAvana karavAnuM rahetuM nigodamAM pheMkI denAra che, saMsAramAM paribhramaNa ja nathI, te AtmA akhaMDa AnaMda sukhamAM karAvanAra che; bhavATavImAM bhamAvanAra che, duHkha- nimagna rahe che. mokSa eTale kevaLa sukha-AnaMda prada che. jenA hRdayaphalaka para vItarAga bhagavaMtoe ane saMsAra eTale kevaLa duHkhanuM sarovara. kahelI vAta ALoTatI hoya che; tattvanI vAta ApaNe AtmA anAdikALathI vibhramadazAmAM jema bhagavaMte kahI che tema samaje che ane ALoTate hovAthI kevaLa duHkhanA dariyAmAM amalamAM mukela che, tevA AmAnI eka DubakIo mAryA ja kare che, mAryA ja kare che. 160 AmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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karma a va la ka na (lekhaka: zAstrI ramezalAlajI gAlA) karma zabda "ka" dhAtumAMthI udbhavela che. manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI je kAryo karAya te sarva karma kahevAya. dareka karmanI vyakti ane samaSTi para asara thAya che. zubha karmanuM phaLa zubha hoya che, ane azubha (pApa) karmanuM phaLa kharAba maLe che e nizcita vAta che. kharAba karma karIe te citta bagaDe che ane satya samajavA mATe buddhino paNa nAza thAya che. satva, raja ane tame guNAnu mizraNa azubha karmone Azrava thayA kare che. jene lIdhe dareka padArtha mAM samAyeluM che. manuSyane ApaNe jIva ribAte ribAte Ayu purUM kare che. guNanI prAdhAnyatAthI ja sAtvika, rAjasika zAstromAM sarva vAsanAonuM vargIkaraNaane tAmasika gaNIe chIe. prakRtimAM A traNeya guNe sAmya avasthAmAM rahe che, ane lekeSaNA, vitaSaNa ane putraSaNamAM karavAmAM AvyuM che. vAsanAthI ja mana sarva prakAranI vikRtimAM viSama avasthAmAM dekhAya che. je je pravRttimAM paDe che. karmavegamAM kahyuM che ke koI karmamAM rahelA mizraNa guNanuM avalokana AtmAne zArIrika ane mAnasika padAthothI kare che te kadI duHkhI thatA nathI. A saMsAH agala pADave AtmAne AnaMda mATe koInI viSamaya che ke jenA phaLa cAkhavAthI kaDavA ja paNa jarUra nathI, te hamezA badhA padArthothI lAge che. sukha ane duHkha karmAdhIna hoya che. alaga hoya che. AtmAne sukha ApavA keI je karmathI ApaNane sukhanI prApti thAya che, paNa padArthanI jarUra paDe che tyAM sudhI ApaNe te zubha karma ane jenAthI duHkha utpanna thAya gulAma chIe. niSkAma karma kyAre paNa niSphaLa che te azubha karmanI karaNa kahevAya che. thatuM nathI, tenAthI mananI zuddhi thAya che, jyAre satva, raja ane tame A traNa guNone eTaluM ja nahi paNa tenAthI abhimAnane kSaya ApaNe prApta karI laIe tyAre nityAnaMdanI thAya che. mAnasika vAsanAone kAraNe ApaNane prApti ApameLe prApta thAya che ApaNe je kAMi svamamAM paNa sukha maLatuM nathI. vAsanA ane karIe chIe temAM koIne koI tatva te hoya ja zAMti e eka bIjAthI virodhI che. A kArya che. A tatva paNa Uccatama ane svArtha paNa me kayuM che eTale mane Ane badale maLahoya che. je karmamAM Uccatama tatva raheluM che te vAne ja che, AvI beTI bhramaNAthI UlaTuM Ucca gati ane jemAM svAthI page rahe hoya azAMti ja pedA thAya che ane AtmAnuM karmothI che te nIca gatine pAme che. nIce gatimAM baMdhana thAya che. jo ApaNe niHsvArthabhAve sevA javAthI sukhanI AzA rAkhI zakAtI nathI je karazuM te tenuM phaLa tevuM maLaze ane svArtha jIva nIcagatimAM game tene satata du:khanAM joI tevuM kAma karazuM te tenuM phaLa paNa tenA divaso ja AvyA kare che temAMthI chuTavAne te jevuM ja haze. vidyArthI potAnA abhyAsa mATe ghaNo ja prayAsa kare che paNa karmAdhIna hovAthI jevI mahenata karaze tenuM phaLa tene vArSika pari. chuTI zakAtuM nathI. jyAre Ucca gativALe kSAmAM maLavAnuM ja che, tyAre karelI mahenatanuM sukha ja jue che, ene kadi duHkha AvatuM ja phaLa pitAne ja khabara hoya che, nahi ke nirIkSaka nathI. Ama sukha ane duHkha paNa karmAdhIna che. ke parIkSakane tevuM AtmAnuM paNa hoya che. pUrve karelA azubha karmone lIdhe A bhave paNa ApaNe du khanuM nivAraNa karavuM hoya te julAI, 1978 161 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zAMta ane prasannatAthI kArya karavA, jethI karelA svabhAvanI zodha karavI hoya te tenA hamezanAM kAma niSphaLa na jAya A kAya meM karyuM che, karmo tarapha dhyAna rAkhavuM. cittanuM samatva jALavI tenuM phaLa mane maLaze vagere saMza rAkhavA ja rAkhe tene ja mahAna puruSa kahevAya. cittane nahi athavA AnuM phaLa mane maLaze ke nahi evI premathI vizALa karavAthI tathA ekAgratA keLava. vicAraNA paNa na karavI. dhIrajanAM phaLa mIThA, vAthI mane sAtvika thAya chehuM mana ane mATe ja vairyathI mahenata karavI. prANImAtra tarapha zarIrathI alaga chuM, evA vicArothI che bharapura prema rAkha. AmA eka ja che evA daDha vicA- che te ja muktigamana mATe yogya thAya che. ravA cagya kAma karavA. A paNa hAthamAM game zakti mujaba sevA karavI, nirmaLa prema tevuM (nAnuM ke moTu) kArya hoya to paNa tene rAkha, sarvanuM kalyANa thAya evA kAryo karavA, ekAgratAthI purUM karavuM. je kama ApaNe karIe jJAna, sattA ane dhanano upayoga paropakArathI chIe te pAvanakArI che je kama AtmAne Izvana kare. jJAnAvaraNIyAdi ATha karmothI AtmA ranI bAjumAM laI jAya che te kama Izvara bhakti lAkha nimAM bhaTake che. to A sarva karmone kahevAya chemanuSya je kArya kare che te zA bALavA-cUrecUrA karavA sarva pratye dayA bhAva mATe? kayA hetuthI ? te lakSamAM rAkhavuM joIe. rAkhI, mAro AtmA che te ja bIjAne AtmA citta me evA kAryothI haMmezA dUra rahevAmAM che tevA vicArothI AtmAne nirmaLa karI janma ja phAyade hoya che. maraNanA pherAthI bacI sAkSAtu sukha meLavI sAthe mahAna kAryone gatimAM mukanAra zakti bIjAnA paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya evA zarUAtamAM avyakta ja hoya che. manuSyanA kAryo haMmezA karavA joIe 1 sasukha aMtaramAM che nakAme samaya gALavAthI pAchaLathI pazcAtApa pAtra banavuM paDe che. samayanI kiMmata nathI. samayanI amUlyatA samajyA vinA jIva cetI zaktA nathI. phegaTa gappA mAgyAthI mahattA prApta thatI nathI. dharmakAryamAM ja svajIvananI sAphalyatA uttama puruSe samaje che. koInI AjIjI nahi karatAM pramANikapaNAthI Atmonnati karavAmAM prayatnazIla thavuM. vaktAnA hRdayane marma jANyAthI sujJapaNuM prApta thAya che. vaktAnuM hRdaya avagAhavAmAM parIkSakanI haziyArI che. vaktA ane zrotAnAM hRdaya bhinna hoya te marmAsvAda cakhAte nathI. zrotAnAM hRdaya prakAzavAmAM vaktAnI haziyArI che. sarva jJAnamAM anubhavajJAna uttama che jJAnInuM hRdaya bhavya jIne uttama prakAza Ape che. jJAnInA hRdayanuM avagAhana thavuM durlabha che. manuSya kSaNe kSaNe navuM zIkhe che. potAnI uttamatA anyane dekhADavA karatAM pitAnA AtmAne dekhADe temAM ja kAryadakSatA che. vaktAnA vacana para zraddhA thayA vinA bhaktibhAva utpanna thatA nathI. vicAra, uccAra ane AcAra e traNa vastu eka sthAne hoya te pUrNa bhAgyanuM cihna jANuvuM. nItidharmanuM varU5 vItarAga prabhue yathArtha kahyuM che. vinaya bhakti vinA Atmazakti khIlatI nathI. he gautama ! samaya mAtra paNa pramAda na kara, A vAkyanI uttamatA punaH punaH vicAravA yogya che. AdhyAmi jJAnavALuM jIvana satyasukha Ape che. kavi ane dhyAnI cittanI ekAgratAthI kAryasiddha kare che. zrI viraprabhue AtmazaktinuM adbhuta svarUpa upaderyuM che, paNa samajyA vinA aMtaramAM aMdhAruM che. AtmasvarUpa-ramaNatAmAM cittavRtti vizrAMta thatAM sahajAnaMdanI khumArI pragaTe che. upAdeya buddhi ane upAdeyanuM AcaraNa mahAdurlabha che. heya, retha ane upAdeyanuM yathArtha svarUpa samajavAthI satyaviveka pragaTe che zabda, jJAna ane vatu e traNa prakAranA padArtha che. jJAnarUpa agni sarva karma bALIne bhasma kare che. kharekhara sasukha aMtaramAM che. - AcArya buddhisAgarasUrI 162 AtmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sa mA cAra saMcaya bena zrI maMjulAbenano dikSA mahotsava bhAvanagara kRSNanagaramAM vasatA zeThazrI bhagavAnalAla nepALajI kAthAvALAnI pautrI ci. maMjulAbena maNIlAlane bAlyavayamAM saMsAra uparathI rAga ghaTavA lAge. pU. sAdhvIjI jJAnazrIjI mahArAja sAhebanA kRSNanagaranA upAzrayamAM uparAuparI traNa cAturmAsa thayA ane temanA satsamA gamamAM bena maMjulAbena AvatAM temaNe jJAna ane tyAgamAM sArI evI pragatI sAdhI.. lagabhaga 1 varSathI dIkSA levAnI prabaLa bhAvanA vaDIle samakSa makakama mane raju karI. vaDIle vicAravaMta ane zraddhALu hatA. bahALuM kuTuMba, saue anumatI darzAvI. kama saMge temanA kAkA zrI zAMtIlAlabhAInI tabIyata bagaDI ane tabIyata sudhare e pachI dIkSA ApavAnuM vaDIle vicAratA hatA. daramyAna tabIyata sudharavAnA cInho dekhAtAM baMdha thayA. saue maLI vicAra karyo ke sArA kAmamAM DhIla karavI nathI ane jhaDapathI dIkSA ApavA vicAryuM. pa. pU. AcArya deva kezarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA samudAyanA paMnyAsajI mahArAja zrI hemaprabhavajyajI mahArAja sAheba ziSyo sAthe ugra vihAra karI bhAvanagara padhAryA temaja tevI rIte sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAheba jJAnazrIjI mahArAja saparIvAra ugra vihAra karI dIkSA ApavA bhAvanagara padhAryA. vAjate gAjate suMdara sAmaiyuM thayuM ane benanA kuTuMbIoe harSapUrvaka paMcAnDIkA mahotsava ujavavAnuM nakkI karyuM. ane utsavanA prathama divase vyAkhyAna samaye zrI kRSNanagara jaina saMsAyaTIe bena maMjulAbenanuM eka sanmAnapatra tathA zrIphaLa ane rU. 101] ApI bahumAna karyuM. A samAraMbhamAM zAha zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAIe belatAM tyAganI bAbatamAM eka suMdara ane samajavA je dAkhalo Apela hatuM. eka vakhata eka dikSAthIbahena saMsAranA tamAma sukhane lAta mArI dIkSA levA mATe jatA hatA, varSidAna detA hatA, varaghoDe AgaLa bhaktIrasa sAthe vadhatA hatA. sAmethI e ja rAjamArga para eka jaina baMdhune lagnanI khuzAlIne kuladaDAne varagheDe Ave. zaNagArela bagImAM kuladaDe ramatuM yugala A dikSAthanI bagI lagolaga AvyuM. yugale bhAvapUrvaka dikSArthI bahenane abhIvaMDyA. ane varaghoDe pitAnA raste AgaLa vadhe. vicAra to e Ave ke eka bAlakumArIkA julAI, 1978 163 For Private And Personal Use Only

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saMsAranA sukhene tilAMjalI ApI rahI che ane thADA ja kalAkamAM saMyama grahaNa karI, meAkSamAga nI keDI upara vicaraze. jyAre bIjI tarapha khIjI yuvatI mAtRgRha DI zvasuragRhe javA nIkaLI che. zvasuragRhe pArakAne peAtAnA karavA athAga parIzrama levA paDaze ane parADhIethI mAMDI meADI rAta sudhI sAsarIyAnI sArasabhALa sagavaDa sAcavavAmAM pramatta rahevu paDaze. jarApaNa bhula thatAM keTaluM sAMbhaLavAnuM thAya te juduM. mAga tA bannene tyAganA, ekane mAtRgRhanA tyAga, khIjAne sa'sAranA tyAga. bhAgyanI racanA hAya te mujaba AgaLa vadhavAnu rahe. eka saMsAra tarI jAya, mIjAne gaLAkhuDa saMsAramAM khu'catA ja rahevAnu' ane, A hakIkata ghaNIja rasaprada rIte raju thai. tyArabAda zrI. bahecaralAla nAnacaMdabhAie paNa bena maMjulAbenanA tyAga upara ghaNuMja mananIya pravacana karyuM. vAraNA prasa`ge zrI bahecarabhAinI nAdurasta ane nAjuka takhIyatane kAraNe kAMipaNu niyama svIkArI zakavAne azaktI darzAvI, ena majIlAbene eka apUrva ane upayegI niyama 'mauna' pALavAnA ApyA ke je temanI tabIyatamAM paNa auSadhatu' kAma kare teve niyama ApyuM. tyArakhAda zrI kRSNanagara jaina seAsAyaTInA ma`trI zrI hiMmatalAla anepaca'da mAtIvALAe sanmAnapatra vAMcI saMbhaLAvI ena maMjulAbenane sukhaDanA puSpahAra paherAvI zrIphaLa tathA rUA. 101) sAthe sanmAnapatra arpaNa karyuM". guru mahArAja sAhebee sa'sAranI asAratA upara suMdara pravacana karyu hatuM. utsavanA bIjA divase zrI sIddhacakrapUjana khuba ja Ana'dollAsa sAthe bhaNAvavAmAM Avyu ane dararoja rAtrIbhAvanA paNa rAkhavAmAM Avela. utsava daramyAna sAmavAranI rAtrIe zrI. lalItasurIzvarajI saMgIta kaLA maMDaLa, zrI. vadhamAna maMDaLa, zrI kumArIkA maMDaLa, zrI. snAtra maMDaLa vIgere maDaLAe bena majulAbenanu humAna karyu hatu. A prasaMga sAthe zrI. kumArIkA ma`DaLa tathA pAThazALAnI bAlIkAoe eka sudara tyAganA mahImA varNavatA pregrAma lagabhaga traNa kalAka sudhInA ApyA hatA ane aneka rIte dikSArthIenane anumedanA ApI hatI. zrI. bhagavAnalAla gopALajI taraphathI zrI kRSNanagaranA pratyeka ghara dITha khudInA lADavAnI prabhAvanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. uparAMta utsava daramyAna dararAja judI judI prabhAvanAe paNu karavAmAM AvI hatI. 164 mAtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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aSADa suda 8 maMgaLavAre tenA taraphathI bhavya rathayAtrAno varaghoDo cAjavAmAM Avela ane temanA nivAsasthAnethI caDhIne moTA derAsara varaghoDo utaryo hato. aSADa zudra 7 nA maMgaLa prabhAte dIkSAnuM muhuta hatuM. temanA nivAsasthAnethI varSidAnane varaghoDe caDhIne zrI kRSNanagara derAsara utaryo hato. bena maMjulAbena apUrva AnaMda ullAsa sAthe varSidAna detA detA derAsara AvyA ane bAjumAM sAMkaLIbAI sabhAgRhamAM temane dIkSA pradAna karavAmAM AvI. paramapUjaya AcAryadeva zrI merUprabhasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba, AcAryadeva zrI rAmaratnasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba tathA panyAsajI mahArAja zrI hemaprabhavijayajI mahArAja sAheba tathA zrI saMjamavijayajI mahArAja sAheba Adi munI bhagavatenI zubha nizrAmAM ane apurva mAnava medanI vacce maMjulAbenamAMthI teo " pIyuSavarSAzrIjI" banyA. jIvana dhanya banyuM'. bhAvanagaramAM bhavya pravrayA prasaMga zAsana samrA parama pUjya AcAryazrI vijayanemisUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA paTTadhara gItArtha ziromaNi parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayeAdayasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sA.nA paTTAlaMkAra zAsana prabhAvaka parama pU AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayabheru prabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI zubha nizrAmAM jeTha vada ranA bhavya cAturmAsa praveza thayela. tyAra bAda TUMka samayamAM jhaDapI nirNayAtmaka zaktinA kAraNe zrI suMdarajI kezavajIbhAI dUdhavALAe jeTha vada 11nA dhAmadhUmapUrvaka apUrva ullAsa saha caturvidha sa ghanI vipula hAjarImAM pravrayAnA puNyapaMthe prasthAna karela. temane dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA ghaNA samayathI hatI, te samaya paripakava thaye zrI bharatabhAIne dIkSAnI vAta karI ane teoe pUjyapAda zrI AcArya bhagavaMtazrIne jaNAvI ane nakkI karyuM. teone zrIsaMgha, sAmAyika zALA, snAtra maMDaLa taraphathI mAnapatra ApavAmAM Avela. dIkSAbhilASI suMdarajIbhAIne parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijaya meruprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSya munizrI mAnatuMgavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSya munizrI saumyasenavijayajI tarIke jAhera karavAmAM Avela. aSADa suda 13nA vaDI dIkSA thaze. zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya : vidyArthInI ziSyavRtti-1978 sane 1978mAM levAyela gujarAta ane mahASTra rAjyanI esa. esa. sI.nI parIkSAmAM sauthI vadhu guNa prApta karanAra ane ucca abhyAsa cAlu rAkhanAra vetAMbara mUrtipUjaka eka jaina vidyAthInAne rUA. 300)nI zrImatI lIlAvatI bheLAbhAI mehanalAla jhaverI jaina vidyArthInI ziSyavRtti ApavAnI che. e aMge niyata arajIpatraka zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ogasTa krAMti mArga, muMbaI-36 upara Avela kAryAlayathI maLaze, je svIkAravAnI chellI tArIkha 15mI sapTembara, 1978 che. aaaaaaa For Private And Personal use only

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ATMANAND PRAKASH Regd. G. BV. 31 meM phUla caya : ( TAITala peja 1 thI cAlu ) bA pAse huM kaI divasa khATu' nahAtA bAlate, tethI meM' jevA hatA teve khulAso karyo. ' 88 je, bhAI, pADozInA bagIcAmAM vagara rajAe ApaNAthI na javAya, emanI paravAnagI vinA phaLa-phUlane te hAtha paNa na aDADAya. le khIlavA mATe janame che. A kaLIo, kulajhADanAM dUdha pItAM saMtAno che. ene cUMTavAmAM te pApa karyuM che, phUla-devapUjA mATe yU TavAM joIe e kharuM, paNa emAM viveka ane saMbhALa jarUra hovI joie. phUlanI khAtara jhADane jhU DavuM e nirdayatA che. devapUjAnuM puNya ema na maLe. " mArI snehALa mAtAe pUjAnI ane phUlanA naivedyanI vidhi samajAvavA mAMDIH 89 devane kuMlanA gaja joIe e mAnyatA khoTI che. emane to eka phUla hAya-eka pAMkhaDI hoya te paNa cAle. mAtra ApaNI bhAvanA phUla-pAMkhaDI jevI vizuddha hovI joIe. '' ne te divase huM eTaluM samajo ke saune-prANI, vanaspati, mAnavI mAtrane, enI svAbhAvika maryAdAmAM vikasavAnI svata tratA maLavI joie. phUla enAM jhADa u52 jayAre khIlatu' hoya che tyAre te jANe ke mAtAnA khoLAmAM kalela karatu hAya-mAtAnA aMtaramAMthI rasa, gadha, pavitratAnuM poSaNa meLavatuM hoya ema lAge che. AvA phUle akALe yU TI levA e temanA vikAsa ADe aMtarAya UbhuM karavA jevo bhAre aparAdha che. -suzIla 3 0 0 asAdhAraNa mAMdhavArImAM punaH prakAzana thavuM saMbhavita nathI. - have juja nakalo ja bAkI che. dareka lAyabrerI tathA gharamAM vasAvavA jevA alabhya graMtho 1 zrI pArzvanAtha caritra 22-00 10 namaskAra mahAmaMtra 2 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhA. 2 5-00 11 cAra sAdhana 3-00 3 kAvya sudhAkara , - 250 12 bhagavAna mahAvIra yuganA upAsake 3-00 4 kathA rana vaiSa bhA. 1 14-00 13 jANyuM ane joyuM A sADa' ane ya 3-00 5 kathA ratna keSa bhA. 2 12-00 14 bha. mahAvIra yuganI upAsikAe 3-00 6 Atma kAnti prakAza | 1-50 15 pUjaya AgamaprabhAkara puNyavijayajI 7 jJAna pradIpa (bhA. 1 thI 3 sAthe) 12-00 e zraddhAMjali vizeSAMka pAku bAIDIMga 6-25 sva. A. vijayakastUrasUrijI racita kAcu bAIDIMga pa-25 8 dharma kauzalya 3-00 | 16 dvAdazAra nayucakra bhA. 1 40-00 9 anekAntavAda 3-0 0 | 17 dvAdazAra nayacakra bhA. 2 40-00 : lakho ? zrI jai na A tmA na da sa bhAga : bhA va na ga ra taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAha, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza taMtrI maMDaLa vatI: | prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara mudraka : zrI giradharalAla phUlacaMda zAha, sAdhanA mudraNAlaya, dANApITha : bhAvanagara For Private And Personal use only