Atmanand Prakash Pustak 075 Ank 08

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531850/1

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padhAthI Atma saM. 83 (cAlu) vIra saM. 2504 vikrama saM. 2034 nyUjha vArSika lavAjama rUA. cha. kamaLa-pAMkhaDI sava guNomAM namratA, nirabhimAnatA, e mukhya guNa che e na bhUlaze. jene rasa-kasa sUkAI gayA che evAM sUkAM jhADa haMmezAM akkaDa banIne UbhAM rahe che, paNa jemanAmAM rasa che, je prANI mAtrane mIThAM-pAkAM phaLa Ape che te to nIcA namIne ja potAnI uttamatA pUravAra kare che. namratAthI zaramAvAnuM nathI. keI gALa de, apamAna kare, te paNa ApaNe phaLathI jhukelAM AmratarunI jema sarvadA namrIbhUta banIne lekopakAra karo. -zrI vijayAnaMdasUri sAcA dharmagurumAM zAstrArahasya jJAna, pavitra AcaraNa ane zuddha hetu e traNa guNa hovA joIe. keTalAka loko kahe che ke-gurunA AcAra ane gupta vartanane vicAra ApaNe zA mATe karavuM joIe ? ApaNe te mAtra te je upadeza Ape tene ja vicAra kara joie. paraMtu temanuM e kathana yathAsthita nathI. AmAnI zuddhi thayA vinA paramAtmAnA darzana kiMvA divya jJAna-atIndriya jJAnanI eka keDI mAtra paNa prApti thavAno saMbhava nathI. jenAmAM AdhyAtmika zakti na hoya te bIjAne uddhAra zI rIte karI zake ? gurunA manamAM paramArthajJAnanI evI balavatI laharIo AvavI joIe ke (caMdrodaya thatAM ja samudramAM bharatI Ave che tema) premanA vegathI tenuM aMtaHkaraNa ziSyanA aMtaHkaraNane pakaDI zake. ziSyamAM rahelI buddhimattA ane tenA guNAne kevaLa uttejana ApavuM eTaluM ja gurunuM kartavya nathI. paNa tenA AtmAnI thoDI ghaNI paNa unnati te karavI ja e tenuM pradhAna kartavya che. satya ane guNuviziSTa e eka prakAranA pravAhe gurunA manamAMthI nIkaLIne ziSyanA manamAM jatA hoya che. mATe guru pavitra ja hovA joIe, -svAmI vivekAnaMda jIvanamAM eka hetu rahelA che ane te ja eka mAtra sAco ane sadA sthAyI rahenAra hetu che-prabhu. temanA tarapha vaLe ane khAlIpaNuM cAlyu jaze. -mAtAjI ApaNane thatA pratyeka duHkhamAM ane vedanAnI bhItaramAM eka tIvra AnaMdanI javAlA gupta rIte chupAyelI che. e tIvra AnaMdanI sarakhAmaNImAM ApaNA mahAnamAM mana AnaMda vinAdo paNa eka jhAMkhA jhabakArA jevA ja hoya che. -zrI araviMda | prakAzaka : zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara pustaka : juna : 1978 [ aMka : 8 X For Private And Personal use only

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: anukramaNikA : lekha lekhake saMsAra sAgare Do. dhIrajalAla muni--amaragaDha 131 bahirAtmA ane aMtarAtmA ratIlAla mANekacaMda zAha-naDIAda 132 zrI vijayAna'dasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanuM Adarza jIvana munizrI caraNavijayajI 133 svAmibhAInuM eka anokhuM citra zrI jagajIvanadAsa kapAsI-cuDo 134 vIryapatanathI sarjAte nAza | paM. zrI pUrNAnaMdavijayajI (kumArazramaNa) 137 gaNikAnA AvAsamAM mahAtmAno nivAsa adhyAyI 139 jJAnInI dazA 145 A. zrI. vijaya dhamadhura dharasUrIzvarajInuM jIvana 146 a A subhAnA navA A jIvana sa ya 5 zrI ramaNIkalAla devacaMdabhAi (pAlItANAvALA) bhAvanagara - zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAno vArSika utsava jeTha suda 5 ravivAre sArI saMkhyAmAM membara taLAjA gayA hatA. tAladhvajagiri upara | sva. zeThazrI muLacaMda nathubhAI taraphathI rAga-rAgiNIpUrvaka pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI temaja sva. vorA haThIsa ga jhaverabhAInI tathA bhAvanagaravALA zeTha nAnacaMda tArAcaMdabhAI (hAla muMbaI)nI rakamanA vyAja vaDe sabhAsad baMdhuonuM prItibhejana rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM'. te pachI sabhAnI kAryavAhInuM avalokana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ane vizeSa pragati mATe vicAraNA karavAmAM AvI hatI. ooooo00 he prANezvara ! mArA sakala age upara rAta-dina tAro sparza lAge ja che, e sadA yAda rAkhI huM mAruM zarIra pavitra rAkhIza. he parama jJAnasvarUpa ! mArA manamAM tuM virAje che, te sadA samaramAM rAkhIza. mArA hRdayamAM tArU' acala Asana che, e dhyAnamAM rAkhI saghaLA kuTila doSane ane sarva amaMgaLane huM hAMkI kADhIza. premane sadA praphulla ane nirmaLa rAkhIza. sarva karmomAM tArI ja zakti pravarte che ema jANIne sakaLa kamaeNmAM tane ja pragaTa karIza. -zrI ravindranAtha TAgora For Private And Personal use only

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1 thI , tro : - - :: ma 1 - * taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAI zAha * varSa : 75 | vi. saM. 2034 4 : juna 1978 aMka : 8 nahAvuM che saMsAra sAgare, basa eka nizcaya karI lIdhe jAvuM che saMsAramAM mAre, basa e ja nirNaya karI lIdhuM. 1 saMsAra sAgare.... ( ahaMkAra che mahAsAgara, ahaMkAra saMsAra, R tara che temAM ghaNAM, vAsanA vRttietaNA; R chatAM mAre te nahAvuM che saMsAra nA mahA sAga 2. 2 keDa bharI eka kanyA para, aDhaLaka jamyAM bALa, 0 paisA kAje khUba ja bhaTakyo, tana mananuM gumAvyuM bhAna; 0 hajAranAM lAkha ane karoDa, eka ja dhUna eka ja doDa, 8 moTaro deDI, mahele banyAM, saMpattinI relaM chela, { paNa zeThane nA maLe zAMti ! deDavAnI paDI gaI Teva. che paise maLe paNa pada kyAM che? mobhe kyAM che? sattA kayAM che? I bhaTakyo sattAnAM vamaLamAM, sattA maLI ne zANapaNa gayuM! { meLavavAnuM kaMI bAkI nA rahyuM, gumAvavAne paNa zuM rahyuM?! 3 8 bALa gaThiyA nA oLakhI zake, ba beDeLa, goLamaToLa, = bhejana ghANuM paNa bhUkha gaI! chatrapalaMge UMgha nahIM! { DarAmaNAM sapanA o Ave, sadA mo tanA bhayamAM, zarIra sAva aTakI gayuM, mana sAva bhaTakI gayuM, che dina rAta DekaTara ne davA, rogane nahIM pAra; che phephasAmAM khUTI gaI havA, mRtyune nahIM vAra. racayitA : 9 DUbu chuM saMsAra sAgare, guMgaLAva chuM, gabharAva chuM, { saMsAre saghaLuM AvuM haze ? ne'tI mane khabara; Do. dhIrajalAla muni + DUbatAM DUbatAM kahete jAvuM chuM, eka zIkhAmaNa dete jAva chuM, amaragaDha A saMsAra sAgare paDatAM pahelA, taravAnuM sau zIkhI leje. 5 gADha For Private And Personal Use Only

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bahirAtmA ane aMtarAtmA lekhaka : ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha-naDIAda mAyAmAM masta banele mAnava, bhautika Avazyaka che. je jyAM che, tyAM tene ze che. sukhanI pAchaLa pAgala banI, te sukha prApta bahAramAM zeNe te nahIM jaDe. paraMtu Ajano karavAnA upAyo je che. ane bAhya padArtho para mAnavI savizeSe bhautika sukhamAM rAcatA hovAthI mamatva bhAva karI anaMtA baMdhane ubhA kare bahAranI duniyAmAM otapreta banI gayA che, che. paNa tene khabara nathI ke, te pratyeka sAdhana ane AtmAne bhUlI gayA che. jene bhUlavA aMte dago denAra che. kAraNa ke te calAyamAna jevuM nathI te bhUlI gaye ane jene saMbhALavA asthira, parivartanazIla ane nAzavaMta che. jevuM nathI tene saMbhALI rahyo Aja mULamAM tene bharose rahenAra vyakti chetarAya che, kAraNa bhUla che." eTale te sAcA sukhane AviSkAra ke te sAdhano eka divasa ApaNe choDavA paDe che karI zakatA nathI. mAyArUpI dhUpamAM kAyAne agara to te ApaNane choDIne cAlyA jAya che. khUpAvIne karamAvI nAkhe che, chatAM paNa je mAMge kAraNa ke te kAyama sAthe rahetA nathI, te te che te maLatuM nathI ne je zodhe che te jaDatuM nathI. para che. parane potAnA mAnI zakAya kharA? je tenuM kAraNa ajJAnatA che, mithyAtva che, udhI kAyama sAthe rahe tene ja potAnA mAnI zakAyane? mAnyatA che, vibhAvadazA che. te te kevaLa ekale AtmA ja che je cetana AtmA zuddha baddha che, kevaLa pitAnA che, nitya che, ajara che, amara che. svarUpa viSe ja che, jJAnamaya che, aviredhI che, jene Ama tatvanI pIchANa thaI che. siddhasamAna siddhavaMta che, alakSa che, Adi jaDa-cetananuM bheda jJAna thayela che, tevA rahita che, aMta rahita che ane atula che. AtmAo sva svarUpanuM anusaMdhAna karI sva te mAruM avicaLa svarUpa che. jyAM jJAnavilAsvabhAvamAM Thare che, ane temAM ramaNatA kare che. ane e prakAza che, e vikalpa rahita che tyAre bAhA daSTivALAo, aMtaranA dvAra baMdha ane samAdhisukhanuM sthAnaka che; tyAM koI karIne, bAhya padArthomAM rAce che. ane aneka vijAtIya dravyane praveza nathI te enA para baMdhane ubhA kare che. tyAre sata puruSa bhaya kema hoI zake ? jyAre A vivekaAtmAnI anubhUti karI, cAritranuM pragaTIkaraNa vicAra aMtaramAM AviSkAra pAme tyAre karI, AtmAmAM care che eTale ke AtmAmAM vicare akasmAtane bhaya raheto nathI. tethI jJAnI puruSa che, sAmAnya mAnavI sukhane bahAramAM zodhe che. ni:zaMka banIne sadA potAnA jJAna svarUpamAM tyAre jJAnI jyAM sukha che tyAM DUbakI mAre che. rahe che. bahAranA koI padArthomAM sukha ApavAnI zakti taddana zuddha sva-AtmAne anubhava te svanathI, temAM mAneluM sukha te te kAlpanika sukha samayane, rava-svarUpane vilAsa vistAra che che. kAraNa ke te sukha kAyama TakatuM nathI. kAyama ane bIjAnI (potAnA zuddha AtmA sivAyanI) TakanAruM sukha te AtmAmAM che, je tene mULa koI paNa padArthanI ke pitAnA vibhAvIka svabhAva che, AtmA akhaMDa AnaMda-sukha ane svabhAvanI paNa AtmA para je kaI saheja paNa jJAnamaya che, mATe tene tyAM sodhavuM atyaMta paDachA, pratichAyA, paDichAyA, pratibiMba, 132 AmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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asara paDe te sarve para-samaya, para-svarUpanuM samayamAM je dharmi aMtarAtmA che teone paNa nivAsasthAna jANavuM. atIta kALamAM ajJAna dazAmAM bahirAmApaNuM mATe sva-samayane pichAnIne adhyAtma hatuM, paNa have alpakALamAM paramAtmApaNano AviSkAra karaze. mArge AgaLa vadhavA mATe puruSArtha pheravo Avazyaka che. zrImadde kahyuM che ke "sarva Atma paramAtma padane prApta thayelA zrI arihaMta che siddhasama, je samaje te thAya." pratyeka che. ane zrI siddha bhagavAnane paNa pUrve bahirAtma dazA hatI teoe pitAnI svAbhAvika zaktinI AtmAo zaktipaNe saMpUrNa siddha bhagavAna ke siddha bhagavAna pratIta karIne, je samaye sva-svarUpa sanmukha jevA che. paNa je potAnI trikAla zuddha caitanya thayA te samaye temanuM bahirAtmapaNuM lupta svarUpa svabhAva zaktine, samyak prakAre samaje- thaI gayuM ane aMtarAtmadazA pragaTa thaI, tyAra tenI pratita kare ane temAM sthiratA kare te bAda ugra puruSArtha AcarIne, sva-svarUpamAM paramAtmadazAnuM pragaTIkaraNa karI zake che. sAMprata lIna thaI paramAtmA thayA, zrI vijayAnaMdasUrizvarajI mahArAjanuM Adarza darzana zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja samartha vidvAna ane khaMDa zAstra abhyAsI hovA chatAM teozrInA aMtaHkaraNamAM abhimAnanI rekhA sarakhIye nahotI. jyAre jyAre teozrIne satya vastu jaNAtI tyAre tyAre niHsaMkocapaNe ghaNA ja AdarathI-ullAsathI-premathI tene teozrI svIkArI letA. mahArAjazrImAM nirabhimAnatA ahIM sudhI hatI ke jyAre teozrI sthAnakavAsI paMthamAM hatA tyAre teozrIne eTaluM mAna-Adara-satkAra maLato hatuM ke jenI sImA ja nahatI. eTale mAna-maratabo maLavA chatAM jyAre temane satya samajAyuM tyAre vinA saMkoce tatkAla e mAnano tyAga karI, e Adara-satkArane Thokara mArI, paMjAbamAM zrI mahAvIrane vijayadhvaja ropI, sattara sAdhuone sAthe laI, gujarAtanA pATanagara amadAvAda zaheramAM AvI, prathamanI bAvIza varSanI dIkSA paryAyane Agraha na rAkhatA, caturvidha saMghanI samakSa navesarathI pUjyapAda munirAja zrI buddhivijayajI (buTerAyajI) mahArAjane guru dhAraNa karI, zrI mahAvIraprabhunI zuddha sanAtana pravajyA aMgIkAra karI lIdhI. zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja samartha vidvAn hovA chatAM, sthAnakavAsI paMthamAM zrI gautamasvAmInA avatArarUpe pUjAtAM chatAM zAstrAjJAne-bhagavaMta zrI mahAvIranI zuddha AjJAne mAna ApI pote nirAbhimAnI banyA hatA. teozrIne mAna priya nahatuM paraMtu zAstrAjJA priya hatI, tethI ja teozrI abhimAnane tilAMjali ApI nirAbhimAnI banyA hatA. dharmavIra zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA saMpUrNa jIvanamAM pramAda najare Avate nahote. jyAre jyAre paNa teozrIne nIhALavAmAM AvatA tyAre teozrI keI ne koI lekhanakAryamAM tallIna ja jovAmAM AvatA hatA. navIna navIna sAhityanuM sUkSamadaSTithI avalokana karI pote (anusaMdhAna peja 138 upara ) juna, 1978 133 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ta), 2, svAmibhAinuM eka anokhuM citra (lekhaka: zrI jagajIvanadAsa kapAsI-cuDA) mArA gAmathI thoDA aMtare AvelAM eka jarA moTe chokaro AvI pahoMcyo. teNe namra zaheramAM eka vartamAna patranI ophIsamAM taMtrI tAthI kahyuM. "sAheba ! ApanA buTa upara dhULa vibhAgamAM huM kAma karato hato. mane sAre bahu caDI gaI che; lA sApha karI ApuM." e pagAra maLatuM hatuM ane te pagAramAM Aje savArathI ja huM sAdhAraNa gussAmAM huM, mArI patnI ane mArI nAnI bena-ema hatA. temAM AvI lapa vaLagavAthI krodhe bharAtraNa mANasanuM kuTuMba sukhapUrvaka rahetuM hatuM. Ine tenA sAme pustaka ugAmyuM. te chokarI mAre roja savAramAM rahelA sTezananI basa jarA pA che haThI gaye paNa tenI moTI AMkho pakaDavI paDatI hatI ane sTezanathI gADI mAMthI DaLaka DaLaka AMsu kharI paDyAM. tenI pakaDIne zaheramAM javAnuM hatuM. vaLatAM sAMje vizALa AMkhamAM AMsu joIne mAre krodha eja rIte pAcho AvI jatuM hatuM. ekadama utarI gaye. tenA kapaDAM junAM ane Aje mAre thoDuM moDuM uThAyuM hatuM temaja thoDA melA hatAM paNa tenA zarIrane raMga, zrImatIe paNa rojanI jema vahelo jagADyo tenuM garavu moTuM ane tenI moTI moTI AMkho nahi jethI huM zrImatI upara thoDo gusse thaI joIne mane svAbhAvika rIte ja jaNAyuM ke A gayA hatA ane kAMI paNa nAsto karyA vinA keI bhikSA mAganAra chokaro nathI. meM tene mArI thoDuM dudha pIne basa ane Trena pakaDavA utA najIka belA te tenI banne AMkhamAMthI vaLathI cAlato thayo. sArA nasIbe basa ubhI zrAvaNa-bhAdara varasI rahyo. meM sneha bharyA te hatI paNa DrAIvare hona mAryuM te sAMbhaLIne svarathI kahyuM, "are ! tuM raDe che kema? meM huM deDIne mAMDa pahoMcI gayA ane basamAM tane kayAMIka je heya evuM lAge che." caDyo ke tarata ja base deDavA mAMDyuM. basa teNe hAthavatI A luchatAM gaLagaLA bharAI gaI hatI eTale sTezana pahoMcatA sudhI svarathI kahyuM: "sAheba, tame mane kadAca bhUlI mAre ubhA rahevuM paDayuM. gayA haze, paNa huM tamane oLakhuM chuM. tame sTezane utarIne joyuM te gADI ekAda ApaNA gAmanI hAIskUlamAM zikSaka hatA tyAre kalAka moDI hatI TIkITa levAnI jarUra nahatI, huM tamArA klAsamAM bhaNato hate. pachI tame kAraNake relavene pAsa hate. pleTaphorma upara zaheramAM javA lAgyA ane mAre paNa abhyAsa jaI eka dUranA bAMkaDA upara beTho ane nAnI mUkI de paDyo. eTale tame mane kadAca evI suTakesamAMthI jANyuM ane joyuM " e oLakhe nahi hoya " meM turata ja kahyuM : nAmanuM pustaka bahAra kADhIne vAMcavAnI zarU. "hA, have tane oLakhe. tAruM nAma kAMtine? Ata karUM chuM tyAMja eka pachI bIje ema paNa te abhyAsa kema choDI dIdho ? tuM te chokarAo "jaya sItArAma" ema bolIne bhaNavAmAM hoMziyAra hatA." hAtha laMbAvIne ubhA rahyA. temane pAMca-daza have kAMti svastha thaI gayo hato. teNe kahyuM, paisA ApIne pustaka ughADuM chuM tyAM vaLI eka "tame zaheramAM javA mAMDyuM te pachI mArA 134 AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pitA je kArakhAnAmAM kAma karatA hatA, temane saMta mahAtmAo sAdharmika bhaktinA guNagAna TI.bI. thayAnuM DokaTare kahyuM eTale mAre gAyA kare che, moTA moTAM mahensa karAve che abhyAsa choDI devo paDyo. amArA gharamAM huM, ane temanA bhakto lakSamInaMdane temanA vacana mArI bA ane mArA pitA-traNanuM gujarAna upara aDhaLaka nANuM kharce che paNa samAjanAM kevI rIte calAvavuM e savAla ubhe thaye; madhyama ane garIba kuTuMbanI tathA paisAnA kAraNa mArA pitA pathArIvaza thaI gayA che. abhAve mAMdagI bhogavatA sAdhamikenI temaja ekAda be sagA-vahAlA tathA oLakhItA- abhyAsa cheDI daI rakhaDatA bekAra juvAnI pALakhItA ane gAmanA sukhI gRhasthane amArI saMbhALa levAnuM kema keIne sujatuM nathI? garIbI ane sthitinI vAta karI paNa koIe kharekhara samAjanI AvI karUNatAne vicAra khAsa lakSa ApyuM nahi. atyAre mArI bA karatAM hRdaya bhagna banI gayuM, gADI zaheranAM keInAM gharanuM kAmakAja karIne amAruM gujarAna sTezana UbhI rahI. huM utarIne zaheranI ephIse mAMDa mAMDa calAve che ane huM sTezana upara gaye; paNa Aje kAma karavAmAM mAruM mana utArUone sara-sAmAna caDAvavA-utAravAnI ekAgra thatuM nahotuM. sAMje vakhata thatAM mArA majurI karIne mArA pitA mATe davA-dUdha gAme AvavA vaLatI gADIe mArA gAmanA vagerenI sagavaDa karUM chuM." ema kahetAM ja te raTezane AvI pahoMce. gADImAMthI utarIne pharIthI roI paDyo. jotAM ja sAme kAMti ubhe hatuM. mArA hAthamAM kAMtinI nikhAlasa vAta sAMbhaLIne huM eka karaMDIya hate. te teNe laI lIdhuM ane pArAvAra duHkhI thaI gaye. eka ugatA chokarAnI gAmanI basa pAse AvyA. kAMtie kahyuM, AvI duHkhI hAlata jANIne mAruM aMtara vale- " jagadIzabhAI sAheba ! Apa basamAM besI vAI gayuM. meM tenA khabhA upara premathI hAtha jAo. pachI A karaMDI laI lejo. mUkI kahyuM, "kAMti! have te gADI AvavAne meM kahyuM: "kAMti! mAruM nAma paNa tuM samaya thaI gayo che, jethI huM zaheramAM jaIza jANate lAge che ne za.ema kahIne meM ane sAMje pAcho AvIza. kAle mAre zaheramAM umerya": "tuM paNa basamAM besI jA. tArI javAnuM nathI te tuM kAle savAre ATheka vAge TIkITa huM kaDhAvI lauM chuM." tene saMkoca mArAM ghera Avaje. jarUra." pAmatA joIne meM pharIne kahyuM: "are ! basa eja vakhate gADI AvI jatAM huM gADImAM upaDavAnI taiyArI che. besI jA " kAMti mArA jaI beTho ane gADI upaDatAM pahelAM kAMtine AgrahathI basamAM saMkecAIne eka tarapha kAle mArA ghera AvavAnI pharIne sUcanA karI. besI gayA. gADI upaDI. kAMti mane be hAtha joDIne ubhA hatA. khasa gAmanA daravAje AvatAM ame utarI gADImAM mArI vicAramALA cAlu thaI. paDyA. kAMti karaMDIye laIne sAthe thayA meM aho ! AvI garIbI! AvI kaMgALa hAlata! tene turata ja kahyuM, "A karaMDIyAmAM phuTa che, AvAM keTalAya kuTuMbo AvI paristhiti bhega- te tArA pitA mATe huM lAge chuM. atyAre vatA haze ! samAjamAM gaNyA-gAMDyA dhanavAne karaMDI laIne tArA ghera jA. kAla savAre mAre sivAya moTA bhAganA madhyama ane garIba kuTa. ghera jarUra Avaje." te ghaDIbhara ubhe rahyo. benI AvI ja sthiti hoya che! samAjanA pachI huM jyAre cAlavA lAgyo tyAre dhImA juna, 1978 135 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pagale te pitAnA ghara tarapha karaMDIye laIne have hasIne temanA svAbhAvika madhura svAthI cAlate thaye. A vakhate paNa tenI bane kahyuM. "devatA sAthe karAra thAya ja nahi. vizALa AMkha bhInI thaI gaI hatI te huM devatA dIvA ke nivedanA bhukhyA nathI. A joI za. amArI naitika kiMmata TakAvI rAkhavAno bhaktivaLatI sAMjanI gADI paNa DI moDI hatI. bhAvane upAya che. tame lekhakone ane patrahuM mArAM ghera pahoMcyo tyAre mane thoDuM moDu kArene sIdhI vAtamAM paNa vAMku ja dekhAtuM thayeluM hoIne zrImatI tathA mArI nAnI bahena hoya che. vAtAvaraNa haLavuM mIThAza bharyuM bane mArI rAha joIne bAraNAmAM ubhAM hatAM. thaI gayuM. jamatI vakhate mArI bhAvatI vAnIo meM jarA hasIne pUchyuM: "kenI rAha joIne zrImatI sAme prasannatAthI joI rahyo. joIne ubhA che?" jamI rahyA pachI kAMtinI badhI vAta kahI mArI bahene kahyuM: moTA bhAI! Aja batAvI. kahevAnI jarUra nathI ke bIje divase tamane AvatAM moDuM thayuM che, eTale ame baMne huM savAramAM cA pItA hatA tyAre kAMti tamArI rAha jotAM kayAranA ubhA chIe." AvI pahoMcyA. meM tene mArI sAme besArIne "ThIka, have aMdara cAle" ema zrImatIe cA pIvarAvI ane pachI tene mArA be traNa mitabharyA mukhethI kahyuM eTale ame sau gharamAM sukhI mitra pAse laI gayA ane tenA pitA gayAM. huM osarImAM sophA upara beTho. mArI mATe davAnI tathA tenA abhyAsa mATenI badhI nAnI bahene pANIne leTa-pyAle lAvIne sagavaDa karAvI ApI. kAMtinI khuzIne kaI mArI sAthe e A vakhate zrImatI nAnA pAra rahyo nahi. tenI vizALa AMkhe harSanAM evA maMdira jevAM kabATa pAse dIva ane eka AMsuthI ubharAI gaI. samAjamAM moTA utsa. dhUpa karatAM hatAM. temaNe turata ja kahyuM : jamaNavAre ane kharcALa satkAra samAraMbhe pANI pachI pIje. pahelAM devatAne page bhale thatA rahe; paNa sAthe sAtha madhyama ane lAgI le." sAMbhaLIne "jevI AjJA" ema garIbIthI ghasAI gayelAM aneka kuTuMbane ubhA kahIne kabATa pAse jaIne page lAgI Avyo. rAkhavAnI khAsa jarUra che, A sAcI sAdharmika pachI zrImatI sAme joIne kahyuM. "devatA sAthe bhakti che e vAta sadA smaraNamAM rAkhavA sade ke karAra karyo lAge che? " zrImatIe jevI che. sukha ane duHkha baMne IzvaranI bakSisa che, ema samajI baMne sthitimAM e maMgalamati prabhunuM smaraNa kAyama rAkhavuM. "sukhanI sthiti ja ISTa ane duHkhanI nahIM" evuM zA mATe? sukha mAraphate mANasa bahu ochA keLavAya che, jyAre duHkha mAraphate e dhAre te rageraga keLavaNI meLavI zake che. -kAkA sAheba prabhuthI DarI DarIne cAlaje, banI zake teTalI tenI upAsanA karaje. saMsAre Aja sudhImAM asaMkhya manuSyone chetaryA che. tame na chetarAe tenuM lakSa rAkhaje. -ahamada raba 136 AtmAnaMda pakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vIryapatanathI sarjAte nAza" le. paM. zrI pUrNAnaMdavijayajI (kumArazramaNa) zarIrane bilDIMganI upamA ApavAmAM AvI mRtyu che. "zIvajaM' vighAra pattAM mRtyu che kemake pAye, thAMbhalA-pATaDA, bhata, bArI, ra" eTale ke viyanA bidune surakSita bAraNAthI bilDIMga jema surakSita rahe che, tevI rAkhavuM te jIvana che ane tenA patana mATe rIte gorI ke kALI cAmaDInuM zarIra paNa prayatna kare te mRtyu che. hADakA, lehI, mAMsa, carabI, majajA ane chevaTe have ApaNe aMgreja vidvAna, DokaTara : zuka (vIrya) upara ja surakSita rahevA pAme che. melavIla kItha, (ema. DI. e.)ne abhiprAya te sau mAM zukanI pradhAnatA ja vaijJAnike ne, DokaTaro, hakImone tathA RSione mAnya che tamA A tapAsI laIe - 242191 24141 242 23 24 [618 31914 This Seed Is Marrow To Your Bones kAraNe jyAre jyAre vIryanuM patana thAya che vIrya. zarIramAM rahelA hADakAone majA tyAre tyAre tenI asara AkhA zarIrataMtra upara jevuM che. ApaNAM zarIramAM hADakA che, tenA paDe che mATe ja "kUtarAne zodhatIti rAtra" sAMdhA che. mazInamAM jema DIjhalanI AvazyakatA kahevAyuM che. anivArya che tema hADakAone narama rAkhavA pANIthI bhIMjAyelI AMgaLI parathI je mATe vIrya sivAya bIju ekeya sAdhana nathI, pANI Tapake che te buMda kahevAya che tevA 4. mazInamAM DIjhala na paDe te pilAda paNuM ghasAI buMda leAhImAMthI vIryanuM utpAdana eka baMdajAya che tema kAmAtirekamAM jema jema vIryanuM jeTaluM ja hoya che. sArAMza ke 4 divasa patana thAya che tema tema hADakA paNa ghasAtA sudhImAM jeTale khorAka khavAya che ane temAMthI jAya che je vRddhAvasthAne atyaMta duHkhadAyI jeTaluM vIrya bane che te eka ja vAranA zrI. banAve che. samAgamamAM nAza pAme che. AnAthI ApaNe Food For Your Brain jANI zakIe chIe ke purUSanA zarIramAM raheluM tamArI mastiSka zaktine mATe vIryathI vIrya ane strInA zarIramAM raheluM raja (Artava) bIju ekeya khorAka nathI. pratyakSa ke parokSa ajaba gajabanI zakti dharAvanArUM tava che. rUpe jema jema A zaktimAM uNapa Ave che jenAM saMrakSaNamAM mAnavanA zarIra-indriya-mana tyAre dezanA keTalAya juvAnamAM, kuMvArAomAM ane buddhimAM anahada sAtvika sarjanane vAsa gAMDapaNa, phITa, hIsTerIyA, cakkara AdinA che, jyAre patanamAM zarIra-indriya-mana ane roga lAgu paDe che. jIvatA che chatAe pattharanA buddhinuM paNa nAkSaka bane che. thAMbhalAnI jema sarvathA niSkriya banIne vinA bhArata dezanA eke eka RSi-maharSi- mate maravA jevuM jIvana jIvI rahyAM hoya che. paMDita-mahApaMDita uparAMta kakazAstranA raca- oil of Joints yitAnA paNa abhiprAyothI jANI zakIe chIe hADakAnA sAMdhAo mATe vIryanuM rakSaNa ke, "vIryanuM saMrakSaNa jIvana che ane patana telanI garaja sAre che, keTalAya 80-90 varSanA juna, 1978 137 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vRddhone sazakta, ane 30 varSanA juvAnane maDadAla-mAyakAMgalA temaja kaDavA besavAnI paNa zaktithI gayA, vItele joie chIe tyAre vIyamAM rahelI adbhuta zaktinA khyAla ApaNane Ave che. mATe kahevAyuM che ke hADakA smAdine sazakta rAkhavA mATe vIya zaktinuM saMrakSaNa zreSTha upAya che. And Sweetness to Your Brarh tamArA avAjamAM miThAza ane divyazaktinA sa'cAra karAvanAra vAya ja che. chevaTe aMgreja DokaTara kahe che ke " jo tame samajadAra hai|, khAnadAna hai|, bhaNelA uparAMta gaNelA hA tA 30 varSanI 'mara pahelA ke paraNyA pahelA vIyanA eka khudane paNa yAMya paDavA deze nahIM. - bhAMga, gAMjo, zarAkha ke aphINa Adi mAdaka padArtho sayamanA hADavairI banIne tamane durA cAra-vyabhicAra ke kAmArtikanA mAge laI javA na pAme te khAsa khyAlamAM rAkhaze. 138 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kSaNika AnaMdathI jIvanadhana jo sava thA nAza pAmatu hoya te te AnaMdane AnaMda kahevuM enu nAma ja ajJAnatA ane mAhuAMdhatA che. bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIe kahyu ke "jema jyAre gRhasthane paNa saMyamamAM rahevAnI khAsa sAdhu sAdhvIne brahmacaryanI anivAryatA che AvazyakatA eTalA mATe che ke zeSa traNe AzrameAnI zuddhatA, pavitratA ane sAttvikatAnA AdhAra gRhasthAzrama che te yadi te gRhastha pAse viveka dRSTipUrvaka saMyama tarapha dRSTi na rahe te vyabhicAra, durAcAra ke kAmAtirekanA paMthe caDIne te gRhastha parigraha nAmanA rAkSasanA paMjAmAM phasAyA vinA rahevAnA nathI ane aMte pApeAnI atirekatAmAM gRhasthanI gRhasthAzramI sahRdayatA, sajjanatA, prAmANikatA ane dayALutA Adine dezavaTo apAvanArI banaze. mATe cAra divasanA cAMdanA jevA mAnava avatArane divya guNI anAvavA mATe maryAdita ane sayamita jIvana ja kalyANakArI mAga che. Wan -mAnavatA, ( peja 133 thI cAlu ) jItana sAhitya racavAmAM vyagra rahetA hatA. zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA aMtaragamAM eka ja bhAvanA tIvravege pUNa ullAsathI cAlatI hatI ke jaina zAsanamAM pUrvAcAryAe aneka graMthA prAkRta, mAgadhI, sa'skRta, apabhraMza Adi bhASAmAM racyA che. dareka AtmA tenA lAbha uThAvI zakatA nathI tethI te bahumUlya ane tattvapUrNa graMthathI sAmAnya jana vaMcita rahe che. prAkRta-sa MskRtAdinA abhyAsa vinA te zAstrAnu jJAna-e|dha thaI zakatA nathI ane jyAMsudhI e bhASAone jANe nahI tyAM sudhI vAstavika mama dhyAnamAM mAvatA nathI; tethI vamAna kAlane-samayane vicArI sAmAnya bhadrika AtmAone prabhu zrI mahAvIranA sAcA mArgathI vAkepha karavA, jaina tattvAnA jANakAra banAvavA ane saralatayA tattvagaveSaka banAvavA mATe pote samatha` vidvAna hAvA chatAM, dhArata te saMskRta-prAkRta bhASAmAM graMtha racata paratu e na karatAM bhAvInA lAbhanA vicAra karI teozrIe hindI bhASAmAM aneka kImatI gra MthA racyA. vaidika sAhityanA abhyAsa karI, purANu ane itihAsanu paThana karI, upaniSad ane zrutionu avalAkana karI, aneka danAnu manana karI zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAje peAtAnAM racelA ( anusaMdhAna peja 143 upara ) AtmAnaH prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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uuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu gaNikAnA AvAsamAM mahAtmAno nivAsa kazA ane radhUlibhadrano saMvAda lekhakaH adhyAyI (sthaLa-kezAnI citrazALA) prajavalita kare che. nimittabaLanA prabhAve upasthUlabhadra -kozA! AjanA prabhAtathI dAna vastunA baLa upara vijaya meLavyo che. tamArA aMganuM prakaMpa mane zaMkAzIla avasthA skulabhadra -AtmavikAsanA kramamAM je aneka vALuM jaNAya che. tamArUM mukha phIkuM, ciMtA kasoTIomAM thaI pasAra thavAnuM che te kasoTIzasta ane savikAra bhAse che. mane AhAra emAMnI, kezA ! tamArI sAMprata sthiti che ApatI vakhate paNa tamArA zarIrane vega paNa eka viSama ane atyaMta zUravIra AtmAthI paravaza ane mane baLa vahI gayeluM jaNAtuM nirgamI zakAya tevI durghaTa seTI che. aneka hatuM. tamArA pagane aMguTho caMcala have, nirbaLa AtmAo A pahelA dhoraNanI parIkSAcakSu DhaLelA ane punaH punaH mArA bhaNI gupta mAMthI ja tenuM vikaTapaNuM jaI hArI gayA che ane daSTi phekatA hatA. gabaLanI kSati thavAthI eka AptaprakAzita mAgane durghaTa mAnI te kramane paNa kriyA Aje tamArAthI upagapUrvaka thatI nisarganA niyamathI virUddha kivA asvAbhAvika nathI. kezA! Aje tamAre yoga prakRtinA kayA gaNe che. adhe prakRti ane ucca prakRtinA yuddha pradezamAM lupta banyo che. kaI kama prakRtinA udaya- kAlane A tamAro samaya tamAre atyaMta pravAhamAM Aje Ama nizcitapaNe vahe che? sAvadhAnIthI pasAra karavAnuM che, kAraNa ke kezA-gata anaMtakAlanA saMskArakhaLathI aneka vIra purUSanI ucca prakRti paNa sat Aje mAre vega, prabho! atyaMta avanata samAgamane vega hovA chatAMye A yuddhamAM asApariNAmane Adhina che. Aje huM aneka karma. vadhAnI ane anupagathI parAjayane pAmI che. prakRtinA saMyukta parAkramathI parAjIta banI kozA! brAntine upazama thayA pachI kAMIka kALe vikAra-udayanA pracaMDa-avirata pUramAM taNAu je tene prathamadaya thAya che, te atyanta balachuM. bahu bahu prayatna karavA chatAM paNa udayanA vAna hoya che. tenI nivRtti karavA je AtmA pravAha sAme taravAne Avazyaka zakti AvirbhUta asamartha nIvaDe te puna: te prakRtinA Tale thaI zakatI nathI. ghaNA kALathI parAbhava ava* caDhe che, ane punaH nizAMta sthitimAM AvatAM sthAne bhegavatI kamaprakRtie jANe vera levAnA anaMta kALa vItI jAya che. udaya svarUpane pAmelA hetuthI ekatra banIne AvI hoya tema mane pariNAmamAM raMjanapaNuM na rAkhatAM tene pai. nAnA prakAre kaSTa ApI pitAne vijaya mAre pUrvaka vitAvavA bhaNI ja lakSa rAkhaze te aha5 meDhe kabula karAvatI hoya tema jaNAya che. kALamAM te udaya nivRtta thaI jaze. udayane mArA pariNAma Aje atyaMta astavyasta pAmelA pariNAmane bhAvasvarUpa paNe na paraNamAdazAmAM che. Apane upadeza prabhAva mArA vatAM udayAvasthAmAM ja sAkSIbhAve vedI levA te mana uparathI uThI gayA hoya tema lAge udita prakRti para vijaya meLavavAnuM gupta rahasya che ane pUrvanA saMskAro te kALanA ramavilA che. udayabhAvane pAmelI prakRitamAM raMjanabhAvanuM samAM mane sukhanuM bhAna karAvI A kALe paNa sevana te mRta evA vikAra dehamAM amRta sIMcI tevA prakAranuM sukha upajAvI kADhavAnI IcchAne tene sajIvana karavA tulya che. kezA huM tamane me, 1978 139 For Private And Personal Use Only

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je vasturahasya ghaNA kAlathI samajAvavA prayatna thulabhadra - mahAtmAonI vibhUti para karatA hatA, chatAM je tamArI buddhimAM pravezI pakAra arthe ja hoya che. tamArI prakRtine udaya zakatuM nahotuM, te rahasya A kALe tamane, tame jaNAvyuM te upAyavaDe nivRtta thavA yogya zAnitathI vicAratAM mUrtimAna thavA yogya che. hota te huM game te bhege paNa temAM prerAta; A sthaLa, A kALa, Ayoga, ane A savikAra paraMtu te upAya satya hovAnI brAnti, tamArI sthitine anubhava tamane eka adbhuta marmajJAna savikAra sthitivaDe ja thayelI hovAthI ane ApavA mATe ja AvyA che, ema jANI te anurUpa sAmagrInA ge udayamAna prakRttinI prasaMgamAMthI zreyabhUta vastune kahI leze te nivRtti zAstra pramANuthI bAdhita temaja prajJA ghaNuM keNavaDe prApta thavA cagya jJAna tamane a5 cakSue vicAratAM asaMbhavita hovAthI, tamArI kALamAM anAyAse thaze. vikAranA prabaLa daLane yAcanA huM svIkArI zakatuM nathI. prakRtinA kema haThAvavuM tenI yuktinuM zodhana vikAranA hRdayaraMgathI raMgAyela manoyoga kRtrima upAyamAM udayakALe ja thavA gya che. paNa yathArthatAnuM bhAna utpanna karAvI pitAne kezAH-prabho! mane ema bhAse che ke, je anukULa sAmagrI upajAvI kADhavA mATe aneka prakRtine udaya thAya tene anurUpa vastune bhega yukti-prayuktithI buddhi pAse paNa tenI vAstaApavAthI te prakRti zAMta thavA yogya che. pa vitA kabula karAve che ane vikAravaDe pramatta ghaNIvAra meM anubhavyuM che ke sendriyane anu thayelI buddhi paNa tevI dalIlathI ekataraphI kuLa bhejananI IcchA pragaTa thaye tene upazamA valaNa pakaDI ghaNIvAra udayane anurUpa vaijanA, vavAno prayatna karatAM te adhikAdhika prajavalita pramANAbhAsa sahita prakaTAvI Ape che. buddhi thAya che ane jyAM sudhI te indriyane anurUpa taraphathI pramANane Teko maLatAM mana-vacanasAmagrI pUrI pADavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI tenA kAyAne yoga svachaMdapaNe vahevA lAge che. udayane agni olavAta nathI. atyAranI mArI kozA! Aje tamArI sthiti paNa kAMIka AvA savikAra sthiti mArA mukhethI A zabda belA ja prakAranI che. tamArI savikAra dazAe tamArI vatI hoya athavA vastuta: te upAye satya hoya, udayamAna prakRtine anurUpa sAmagrI upajAvI te te Apa jANe, paraMtu mane to A yukti kADhavA mATe, ane tenI sAmagrInA vegathI te adhika sarala ane spaSTa jaNAya che ane pUrvanA makAna prakRtinuM baLa nivRtta thavA yogya che e saMskAranI nivRtti meM kahelA upAya sivAya AbhAsa karAvI tamane gabhraSTa sthitimAM mUkela thavI ane te azakya lAge che. ApanI pAse che. kezA! bairyapUrvaka zAntithI udayane araktapUrvakALanA vilAsa citro Aje punaH mArA paNe vedI laI tene nivRtta karo ane tamArI smRtipradezamAM mUrtimaMta thayA che ane tene atyAranI buddhi-vRtti savikArI gaNI tenA anurUpa sAmagrI upajAvI kADhavAnI IcchAo taraphathI prerAtA upAya paNa ayathArtha che ja Aje mArI Ape kahI tevI sthiti karI ema zraddho. mUkI che. mArI daSTimAM A kALe pUrvanI sthiti kezA-Aje Apano upadeza mArA aMtaHsaubhAgyacinhayukta ane sAMprata sthiti vaidhaca karaNathI cheTo cheTo rahe che ane pUrvanA bhogasadaza jaNAya che. pro! mArI udayamAna vilAsamAM ja sukhabuddhi upaje che. mArA uparanI sthitine anurUpa sAmagrI upajAvI ApavAnI A5nA nirdetuka kRpAne bAda karUM te mane mArI yAcanA Apa kabula nahi rAkhe? ema ja jaNAya che ke mane Apa bhamAve che, 140 AtmAna prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane suSTi uparanA svAbhAvika sukhane mane pariNAmane upajAvyA vinA viphala thAya e jANI joIne viga karAve che, tema chatAM bane ja kema? bhegano udaya thatAM, bhega saMmukha paNa Apane kathele upAya satya ja hoya ane karyA sivAya te prakRti vilaya thAya te tenA sukhanI irachAne paritRpta karavAne mArI buddhie udayanuM sAphalya zuM ? prerela upAya asatya hoya te paNa ApaNA - sthUlabhadra -tamArUM kathana satya che, paraMtu pUrva saMbaMdhane smRtimAM lAvI mArI icchAne eka vakhata amalamAM lAve. udaya Avela prakRtine bhegavavAnA rastA jJAnI ane ajJAnIne judA judA hoya che. ajJAnI sthUlabhadraH--kazA! eka vakhata pivAyelI purUSane bhegane udaya thatAM bhegane anurUpa IcchA bIjI vakhate bamaNa baLathI udayamAM sAmagrIthI raMgAI bheganA saMskArane poSaNa AvyA vinA rahetI nathI. eka vakhata anarUpa Ape che, ane te saMskArane punaH udayamAM sAmagrIthI siMcAyele saMskAra punaH prabaLapaNe AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape che. jJAnI te prakRtinA prakaTa thaI vyAkulatA upajAvyA sivAya rahetA udayane prakArapherathI bhegave che ane udaya saMmukha nathI. e mArA kathanamAM pratIti rAkhI udayanA thayelI prakRtine anurUpa sAmagrI na ApatAM baLane zAntithI vedI . jJAnanAM tAratamya temAM arakta rahI tenI zaktine AtmabaLanA karatAM udayanuM baLa adhika pramANamAM thatAM je tAratamyathI kSINa karI punaH udayamAM na Ave vikAre svAbhAvika rIte thavA joIe te atyAre tevI karI mUke che. jJAnI ane ajJAnI ubhayane tamArAmAM upasthita che. jagatanA aneka che te te karmaprakRti ekasarakhA baLathI udayamAM A sthitinA udayane vedI na zakavAthI ja herAna Ave che, paraMtu ajJAnI jana tenA udaya samaye thAya che. eka vakhata A upasthita thayelA temAM raMgAI jaI te saMskArane bhegasAmagrIthI vikArane sAkSIbhAvathI araktapaNe vedI leze te paripaSe che. jyAre jJAnI jIva te udayane puna: tenuM baLa kSINa thaI jaze. A prasaMge sAkSIbhAve kSaNavAramAM vedI laI tene ni:sava saheja paNa zithilatA bhajavAthI vivekanI prApti karI nAkhe che. ubhayanA vedanamAM mAtra prakAphira ghaNA kALa sudhI aprApya raheze. tamArA che. huM tamane upadeza ApuM chuM tene Azaya ekalAnA ja jIvanamAM A prasaMga A pariNAmane ApyA pahelAM udayabaLa vilaya che, ema mAnazo nahi. je je AtmAo thaI javA gya che te nathI, kinta te udaya siddhine varelA che, te sarvanA saMsAra jIvanamAM AtmabaLathI ja araktapaNe vedI le e che, prAya: AvA prasaMge AvyA hatA ane te te kazA! tamane udayabhUta thayelI kama prakRti paNa samaye temaNe udayanA baLa karatAM AtmabaLanuM jJAnIo je prakAre te vede che te raste vedavI tAratamya adhika rAkhavAthI ja vijaya meLavyo evo mAro upadeza che. hate. zithilatA ane anupayoga thatAM karelI kezA-paraMtu udayasamukha thayelI prakRti kamANI dhuLamAM maLI jAya che. Apta kathanane potAnuM phaLa ApyA vinA rahe ja kema, te hajI A bhAva, kezA ! kaI kALe vismRta karavA mane buddhimAM utaratuM nathI. cagya nathI. sthUlabhadra -udayasamukha thayela prakRtine ane kezA-pro! Apa bhUlo che. udayamAM AtmAne saMbaMdha te nimitta-naimittika ja AvI phalAbhimukha thayelI prakRti kAMI paNa che. udayamAna karma kAMI ApaNane baLAtkAre juna, 1978 141 For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhAgya vastumAM athavA anya vikAra vizeSarUpa kAryoMmAM joDatu nathI; te nA mAtra te te prakAre vikArabhUta thavAmAM mAtra nimittarUpa ja che, nimitta vRkta saralatA karI Ape che, pazu joDAvu' athavA na joDAvu' te te AtmAnI svataMtra vAta che jo teTalI svataMtratA na heAya te AtmAne mekSamAM javAne avakAza saMzavatA ja nathI. kAzA:-caMdra udaya thatAM jema samudrane uchaLavu ja joIe; tema krama prakRtinA udaya thatAM AtmAne te prakRtine anurUpa bhAgya vastumAM joDAvu' ja joIe ema huM mAnuM chuM. sthUlabhadraH---te udAharaNathI prastuta viSayane zuM sAdRzya nathI. jaDa sRSTinA udAharaNane caitanya sRSTinA pradezamAM ghaTAvavuM upayukta pazu nathI, cakravAka ane cakravAkInA saMyoga thavAmAM jema sUrya' nimitta che, paraMtu sUrya' kAMI temane khaLAtkAre temAM joDatA nathI, tema uyamAna krama paNa tene anurUpa bhAgya vastumAM baLAtkAra joDatA nathI; paraMtu te te vastumAM joDAvA mATe saraLatA karI Ape che. jo te khaLAtkArathI mAtmAnI anicchA chatAM tene joDavA zaktimAna hAya tA A pahelAM kayAranAye temaNe tamArI IcchAne amalamAM mUkI dIdhI hata; paraMtu kramanI zaktimAM khalAtkArathI kAinI sAthe joDavAnu` sAmarthya' nathI. nikhala jIve ja te nimittamAM sAmarthya nA AreApa karI tenA udayanA puramAM taNAya che. AtmAnI ana'ta zakti upara koI vastunu ApaNe dhArIe chIe tevu' sAmAthya che ja nahi. sabhAjana kAMI chaThThA upara balAtkAra karI temAM parANe praveza karatAM nathI. zrutimane hara rAge kAMi balAtkArathI ApaNA kAnamAM pravezI lubdha karatA nathI. te ja pramANe indriyanA saviSaye vakAranA uddaya kALe AtmAnI anicchA chatAM khalAtkArathI tene bhAgamAM joDatA nathI. 142 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kAzA!--prabhA ! ApanA kathanamAM mane have zraddhA prakaTI che. vikAranA A udayakALe huM zuM karU te te saheje nivRtta thAya te spaSTa rIte kahe.. sthUlabhaddaH-bhedajJAnanA tAratamya pramANe udaya krama bhAtmA upara khaLa karI zake che. udayamAna krama karatAM upayegabaLa, bheda-jJAna ane vivekabuddhinA udaya vizeSa jAgRta karavAthI, kanA udayabaLano parAbhava thavA yogya che. skula bhAgamAM vilAsanI icchAnA udaya, temAM AtmA taraphathI rasanu siMcana thAya nahi tyAM sudhI, kadI paNa balavAna thaI zakatA nathI; ane te rasanu siMcana karavu' yA na karavu te AtmAnI svataMtratAnI vAta che. udayamAM na joDAvu', temAM rasavRtti na ja karavI, tane jJAna vaDe parIkSINu karI nAMkhavI, e ja kama'nA udayajanya vikAranA parAjaya karavAnA upAya che. sAmAnya jIvAmAM ane mahAtmAomAM mAtra ATalA phera che. jJAnIonu' upayAga sAmakhya ajeya hAya che, ane udayanuM baLa temanA para phAvI zakatu nathI. eka vakhata udayakhaLanA parAbhava thaye punaH te teTalA khaLathI humaleA karI zakatu nathI. sAmAnya jIvA mahAtmAnA padane IcchavA chatAM, te padanI prApti mATe Avazyaka upayAgabaLa te prakaTAvI zakatA nathI ane teTalA ja mATe te temanI hAlanI sthitithI eka pagalu pazu AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. teone sahaja paNa nimittanA udaya thatAM turata ja temAM raMgAI jaI peAtAnA upara kama'baLanuM prAdhAnya svIkAre che. hasavAnuM nimitta prApta thatAM hase che, raDavAnuM nimitta prApta thatAM raDe che. vededaya thatAM te kama'mAM pravRtta thAya che ane jINupsita padArthanuM darzana thatAM glAnIvaza thAya che; TukamAM jevu' jevu' nimitta maLe tevA tevA kAya'mAM turata ja pravRtti kare che. paraMtu jJAnI jIvA nimittathI taddana svata'tra rahe che. nimittanI sattAne tee * AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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svIkAratA nathI, teo jANe che ke jaDa ane te sAthe sagurunA sAmikhane mahimA karatAM caitanyanI sattA anataguNI adhika paNa Aje mane anubhavagoyara thayela che. Apa balavAna che. kezA! tamArA hAlanA vikAra- mUrtimAna upadeza cho, cAritrya cho, prabhutva udayane taTasthapaNe sAkSIbhAve joyA karo ane cho mArA Apane anaMta vaMdana che. karmanI sattA temAM raMgAyA vinA thaDe kALa bhairyapUrvaka 2. upara vijaya meLavavAnA rahasyanuM Aje mane vitAve. heje pradAna karavAnA badalAmAM huM raMka kAMI paNa ApavA asamartha chuM. pratyetema chatAM kezA-prabhe ! ApanA A upadezathI mArA mArA harSanA samudramAMthI netra dvArA sarI AvatI aMtaramAM eka adUbhUta rahasyane udaya thayo che. A metInI mALA svIkAre. LIST (peja 138 thI cAlu) pustakemAM yuktipUrvaka sapramANa syAdvAda anekAMtavAdanuM bhASAmAM evuM te manehara varNana AlekhyuM che ke sAmAnya abhyAsI paNa syAdvAdanA gahana viSayane sugamatAthI samajI zake tema che. teozrInA graMthamAM jaina darzana zuM che? e spaSTa jovA maLe che. teozrInA amUlya graMtharatna jaina samAjane jeTalA upayogI ane lAbhakartA che teTalA ja jainatara samAjane upayogI che. je samayamAM mUrtivAdane sarvathA a5lApa thatuM hatuM, mUrtipUjana niSedha mATe AkAzapAtALa eka karavAmAM bhagIratha prayatna jAyA hatA ane prAcIna mUrtivAdano vidhvaMsa karavA jera zorathI cAre bAjuthI aneka aghaTita AkSepano bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa saLagyA hatA tyAre e bhayaMkara dAvAnaLanI sAme UbhA rahI ekalA e bhaDavIra zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAje aneka prAcIna zAnAM pramANe ane dalIlanI akhUTa varSa vaSavI e dAvAnaLane zAMta karyo ane sadAne mATe saMsAramAM mUrtivAdane sthApana karyo. A rIte zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja ekalA jenA ja upakArI che ema nathI paraMtu samagra vizvanA teozrI mahAna upakArI che. potAnI sATha varSanI jiMdagAnImAM jainatatvAdaza, ajJAnatimirabhAskara, tattvanirNayaprAsAda, cikAgo praznottara, jainadharma praznottara, samyakatvazadvAra, caturthahatutinirNaya, navatatva, IsAIta samIkSA, upadezabAvanI vigere vigere vidrogya graMtha racI sAhityamAM moTAmAM moTo vadhAro karyo che. rASTrabhASAmAM uparyukta graMtho AlekhI zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAje rASTrabhASAnI apUrva sevA karI che. jaina samAjane ane akhila saMsArane e graMtha dvArA atyaMta -munizrI caraNavijayajI upakRta karyo che juna, 1978 143 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-zA parI A 0A rAjapa : banAvanAro : - -- : banAvanArA : - * bAjI sa ja lAIpha boksa % 2jha zIpa bIlDarsa * rolIMga zaTarsa * phAyaramupha Dersa * reDa rolarsa * hIla berojha * rephayujha henDa kArTasa * pela phensIMga sTIla Tenkasa ane * murIMga boyajha * beyanTa epareTasa ejInIyarsa vigere vigere . " zAparIA Doka enDa sTIla kAM. prAiveTa lImITeDa ceramena : zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla zAha menejIMga DIrekaTara : zrI amRtalAla bhANajIbhAI zAparIA rajIsTarDa ophisa ane zIpayArDa zIvarI phArTa reDa, muMbaI-15 (DI. DI.) phona : 448361, 448362, 443133 grAmaH "zAparI A zIvarI-muMbaI ejInIyarIMga varkasa ane ophisa parela reDa, kesa lena, muMbaI-12 (DI. DI.) phona : 35067, 374893 grAma H "zAparIA" parela-muMbaI 144 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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jJAnInI dazA " Atmavat sarvajIveSu yaH pazyati sa pazyati" / / pitAnA AtmAnI peThe je sarva mAM juve che te sarva dhamane dekhe che. tethI sarva AtmAe potAnA sarakhA arthAt potAnA baMdhusamAna tene lAge che. tene koI zatru paNa lAgatuM nathI ane koI tene priya paNa lAgatuM nathI; sarva jI potapotAnI dazA pramANe che temAM zreSa vA rAganI kalpanAnI jarUra tene dekhAtI nathI. te jevI vastu hoya tevI dekhe che ane AdarzanI peThe taTastha sAkSI paNe sarvane jJAtA ane draSTA bane che ane nirlepa rahe che. vyAvahArika tathA pAramArthika jIvana gALe che chatAM bAhya vastuomAM letA nathI. bAhya vastuonAM kAryone pitAnA mAthe AvI paDelI pharaja tarIke gaNI kare che paNa temAM huM tenI kalpanA karatuM nathI. te jJAnI nirlepa rahIne vizeSataH sarvanuM bhaluM karavA samartha thAya che. dravya kSetra kAla ane bhAva pramANe ucca jIvana prApta karavA mATe ucca prakAranA vivekane grahaNa kare che. sarva prakAranAM kAryomAM lAbha ane alAbhanI taratamatA jANI zake che pAramArthika jIvana gALavA mATe bane teTale niSkAmapaNe Abhabhega Ape che. jJAna darzana ane cAritranI utkRSTatA prApta karavA sadAkAla A pagamAM rame che. gRhasthadharmamAM rahyo hoya te gRhasthanA adhikAra pramANe sarva bAbatamAM varte che ane sAdhudharma aMgIkAra kare che te sAdhunA adhikAra pramANe varte che; sadUguNe tarapha daSTi rAkhe che ane dugu TALavA mATe prayatna kare che. guNAnurAga daSTithI sarvatra-sarvathA sarva manuSyanA guNene grahaNa kare che. jagatanA AkSepa sahana karavA zuravIra bane che ane manamAM atyaMta vairya dhAraNa kare che. huM zuhAnaMda svarUpamaya pote chuM ema nizcaya kare che. jethI duHkha thAya vA sukha te huM nathI, duHkha e AtmAne zuddha dharma nathI, mATe duHkhanI kalpanA karavAnuM jJAnIne kaI paNa prajana jaNAtuM nathI. je je vakhate duHkha vA zeka thAya te te vakhate jANavuM ke mananuM jera vizeSa che ane AtmA pite mananA tAbAmAM vate che temaja je je vakhate AtmAne sahaja AnaMdaguNa khIle ane bAhyamAM samabhAve jovAya tyAre samajavuM ke AtmA pote te vakhate nirmala che ane manane pote vaza karyuM che. zuddhAnaMda svarUpanA upayogamAM rahetA AtmA pitAne nirAkAra svarUpa paNe nihALe che ane pitAnA svarUpane pote nizcaya kare che. ke jaDa AkArothI huM bhinna chuM, nirAkAra chuM, sarva prakAranA sAkAra prapa cothI bhinna chuM tyAre sAkAra padArthonuM mamatva temaja temAM arhatva kema mahAre kalpavuM joIe? alabatta na ka9pavuM joIe-ItyAdi svarUpane jJAnI AtmA potAnI meLe nizcaya kare che. ' AtmajJAnI svAbhAvika sukhaprada zuddhAtmapadane IcchuM chuM, te vinA huM anya kaMI paNa IcchA nathI-ema nizcaya kare che; Atma prayatnathI sarva karmane nAza karavA huM usuka thaye chuM ema nizcaya kare che. mahArA sahaja svarUpamAM sukhAnaMdamahodadhi che ema anubhava kare che ane jJAnAdi sarva sadguNe potapotAnA svarUpe mahArAmAM vate che ema nizcaya kare che. juna, 1978 14pa For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaina saMghanA mahAna prabhAvaka, sarva zAstranipuNa AcAryadeva vijaya dharmadhuraMdharasUrIzvarajInuM zAsana sevAne samarpita advitIya paropakArI jIvana madhyAnhane samaya. ghaDiyALe eka Takora karI ekatvabhAvanI sUcanA karI. sUryane pracaMDa prakopa DAmaranA rastAne dajhADI rahyo hato, tyAre zAMta ane samatAnA pratikarUpa upAzrayamAM lAMbI katAra lAgI hatI. barAbara 12-39ne samaya thatAM parama pujyazALI ne bhAgyazALI gurudevanA Azirvacana zAkhe mastaka para vAsakSepa sahita bahAra nIkaLyA. caherA upara hAsya ane ullAsa anerAM hatAM. dhIme dhIme eka pachI eka bahAra Ave ane gurujInA AzIrvAda meLavavA mATe pitAnI jAtane dhanya lekhe. avirata zrama laI kalAka sudhI gurujI mana, vacana, kAya ekarUpI banI hArdika AzIrvAda varasAvatA hatA. chatAM caherA para saMpUrNa prasannatA, anupama tejanI jhalaka, ane samatAnI triveNI gurujIne prabhAva vadhArI rahI hatI. darekanA haiyAmAM gurujInI prazasti kalela karatI jaNAtI. AvuM sukhada, svargIya dazya nihALI haiyuM thanaganI uThayuM "jaya he zAsanastambha-vijaya dharmadhura dharasUrIzvarajIne' zabda guMjI UThyAM. nasIbavaMtu bhAvanagara jIllAnuM nAnakaDuM gAma khATaDI, jeNe AvI parama upagArI prabhAvazALI vyaktinA janya dAtavyane yaza khATyo. dhanya samaya rekhA para aMkti banela saMvata 1974. dhanya banyA te divasa ne paLa. pitA pitAmbaradAsane AMgaNe potA putrane janmotsava ujavAya. mAtA sAMkaLIbAInuM hRdaya harSavibhora banyuM. samaya laharInA suramya gAna sAthe temanuM vaya vadhatuM cAlyuM. paNa vairAgyanA bhAvane varelAne saMsAranA samaNuM sparzI na zakyA. kizora vayamAM phakta 13 varSanI uMmare zAsanasamrATa zrI vijaya nemisUrIzvarajInA paTTadhara AcArya zrI vijaya amRtasUrIzvarajI pAse bhAvapUrvaka cAritrya prahaNa karyuM. dhanya banyuM e varSa 1988 nuM. sAMsArika pitA paM. zrI puNyavijayajInA ziSya ratna banyAM. jota jotAmAM hIrA upara pahela paDavA zarU thayA. kAMti, ojasa ne prakAzanI saravANIe kuTI nIkaLI. jJAna-tanA jhaLahaLATe zrotA vRdenA haiyAne AkarSI lIdhA. saMskRta konI racanAe paMDitenA mana para ane prabhAva pADyo. sarvazAstranipuNanuM biruda emanA caraNamAM mUkI paDayuM. temanI kalame aneka graMtha saryA. jatiSavidyAmAM ajoDa puravAra thayA, dhArmika kriyA, pratiSThA, maMdira mATenI khananavidhi temanA anuSThAnanA muhUrta mekha jema sAbita thatAM dareka nirvidane pUrNAhuti pAmI gurujInA yazasvI kSetrane vistAra vadhAratAM. 146 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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saMvata 2021 mAM muMbaI mukAme, AjhAda medAnamAM, AcArya zrI vijaya amRtasUrIzvarajInA varada haste temane AcAryapada pradAna thayuM'. hAlanA vaDA pradhAna zrI morArajIbhAI desAI tathA bhAvanagaranA nareza zrI kRSNakumArasiMhajI A mahotsavamAM hAjara hatA. jaine temaja jainetara mAM gurudevanI suvAsa pavanavege prasarI rahI hatI. lagabhaga 15 varSa pUrve upadhAna tapazcaryAnI vidhi rezanIMgane kAraNe pratibaMdhita thaI hatI. pUjya gurudeve e nyAyamUti ane anya amaladArane A tapanI mahattA ane anAjano yatharacha upayoga vagere spaSTa paNe samajAvyuM. tethI mArUbaMdhInA samayamAM 15 varSa agAu dAlatanagaramAM bhAratabharamAM mAtra eka ja sthaLe upadhAna karAvavAmAM gurujI saphaLa nIvaDyA hatA. jaina zAsananA mahAna rakSaka gurudevanI dIrghadraSTi ane kuneha ucca kakSAnA hatA. tenI phaLazruti kesarIyAjInuM bhavya derAsara je pAlItANA, taLeTI roDa para sAkAra banyuM. ka9panAthI para tevuM sAduM jIvana jIvatA. gegarImAM gheza jevI mAmulI cIja letA. jApa ane sAdhanA jIvanamAM tANAvANA jema vaNAI gayA hatA, tethI kalAkonA kalAke ekAMtamAM jApamAM ja besI rahetA. temanI gurubhakti, ziSya vAtsalya, zAsana bhaktinI saha koI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA karatA. zarIranA pudgala upara saheja paNa rAga na hatA. kesaranI gAMThanI asahRA pIDA samaye paNa samatAnI saritAnI ThaMDaka ja vhANutA. pRcchA karanArane "dha" sArUM che? -e ja javAba maLe. chevaTe mahAmaMtra navakAranA jApa sAthe saMpUrNa samAdhipUrvaka dehane jINuM vastra mAphaka saMvata 2034nA vaizAkha vadI 12 ne zukravAre tyajI dIdhA ne kALadharma pAmyA. bIje divase amadAvAdane AMgaNe bhAvikonA ToLeToLA aMtima darzana karavA umaTyA hatA. muMbaI, bhAvanagara, vaDodarA, surata, temaja anya zahero ane gAmaDAomAMthI bhAvikenA pravAha satata vahI rahyo hato. lagabhaga 9-00 vAgatA " jaya jaya naMdA, jaya jaya bhadA'nA gaganabhedI avAjothI aMtima yAtrA zarU thaI. zAMtivanamAM lagabhaga 12 vAge temanA nazvara dehane agnisaMskAra gurujInA saMsArI kAkAnA putra zrI kALubhAI( bhAvanagaravALA )e karyo hato. uchAmaNInI upaja rUA. 65 hajAra ane temanA smAraka aMgenI TIpamAM rUA. 75 hajAra thayA hatA. jaina zAsananA mahAna sthaMbha kALadharma pAmatAM na purAya tevI jaina saMghane mahAna beTa paDI che. teozrInA parama pAvana AtmAne saMpUrNa akhaMDa zAMti prApta raho. For Private And Personal use only

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ATMANAND PRAKASA Regd. G. BV. 31 zrI khImacaMdabhAI zAha lagabhaga cha varSa pahelA manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA sAthe khImacaMdabhAI mane geDIjI upAzraye maLyA hatAM prathama mulAkAtamAM ja temanI sajajanatA ane amaraNazakti mATe mane mAna upajayuM hatuM. ghaNA varSo pahelAM mArA aSTaka, zleke uparAMta syAdvAda maMjarInA pAMca ke che ke mAsikamAM chapAyA hatAM, te temane yAda devaDAvyuM tyAre mane ghaNA ja AnaMda thayA hatA. sAthosAtha syAdvAda maMjarIne gujarAtI bhASAmAM ha' pUrNa karI zakyo nathI te mATe mane mIThA Thapako paNu ApyA hatA. Aje mane paNa aphasosa che ke te samaye ja A graMthana gujarAtImAM utArI lIdhuM hota to samAjane eka sArAmAM sArI bheTa ApavA badala mane Aje paNa saMtoSa rahevA pAmata. paraMtu have te aphasesa ja zeSa rahyo che. baMne mahAnubhAvo je Aje svargastha che temanI udAratA mATe Aje paNa mane mAna che; zAsanadevane eTalI ja prArthanA che ke nikhAlasa mATe sevA karanArA mahAnubhAve pharI pharIthI utpanna thatA rahe kemake samAjane te sevakonI bahu ja AvazyakatA che. -pUrNAnaMdavijaya (kumArazramaNa) zAka TharAva zrI khImacaMdabhAI cAMpazIbhAI zAhanuM duHkhada nidhana thatAM zrI bhAvanagara jaina 8. mUta. tapAsa'ghanI mITIMga tA. 25-5-1978 rAtrInA maLI hatI temAM nIce mujaba zAka TharAva thaye hate. zrI bhAvanagara jaina saMghanA upapramukha tarIke jemaNe varSo sudhI sevA ApI che, tevA zrI khImacaMdabhAI cAM pazIbhAI zAhanuM duHkhada nIdhana tA. 8-5-78nA roja rAtrInA thayela che. zrI khImacaMdabhAI zAmaLadAsa koleja mAM gaNItanA prophesara hatA chatAM temane sAhItyane ane khAsa karIne jaina darzanane UMDo abhyAsa hatA. teozrIe jaina AmAnada sabhAnA pramukha tarIke ghaNA varSo sudhI sevA Apela che. makAna bAMdhakAmamAM teo ghaNA rasa letA hatA. ApaNA saMdhanA makAno jevA ke nUtana upAzraya, dAdA sAheba, zrAvakA upAzraya vagerenA bAMdhakAmamAM aMgata rasa laI sArA kalAtmaka makAna baMdhAvela che. ATalA vidvAna hovA chatAM teo ghaNA sAdA ane nIrAbhimAnI hatA. temanA duHkhada nIdhanathI bhAvanagara saMghane ane samAjane na purI zakAya tevI kheTa paDI che. temanA vIzALa kuTuMba upara AvI paDelI ApattI sahana karavAnuM parama kRpALu paramAtmA baLa Ape tevI prArthanA che. temanA pavitra puNyazALI umadA AtmAne zAsanadeva zAzvata zAMtI arpe e ja abhyarthanA. A TharAvanI eka nakala temanA kuTuMbIjano upara mokalavAnuM ane chApAmAM mokalavAnuM TharAvavAmAM Ave che. taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAha, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza taMtrI maMDaLa vatIH | prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara mudraka : zrI giradharalAla phUlacaMda zAha, sAdhanA mudraNAlaya, dANApITha : bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only