Atmanand Prakash Pustak 017 Ank 09 10

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531200/1

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Bhaa ~-%988-8986-8998 zrImavijayAnandasUri sadgurubhyo namaH / zrI | BE: AtmAnandaprakAza raNa che I amara akabara stragdharAvRttam // ~~~~~~~~~~ AtmAnandaM prayAti smaraNakaraNataH zrIpabhAryaprakAzAta puNyaM jJAnaM dadAti pratidinamatha yadvAcanaM sajjanebhyaH / yasya stutyaprayatnaH samudayakaraNa satyadharma ratAnA 'AtmAnanda prakAza' vahatu hRdi mudaM mAsikaM tadudhAnAm / / 1 / / g. 27. | vIra saM. 2046 caitra-vaizAka. bAma saM. 24 1-0 700% -~kathA - kahe--kaccha- -~ | prakAzaka-zrI jaina AtmAnanda sabhA-bhAvanagara. viSayAnukramaNike che : viSaya. pU. ' viSaya. te 1 zrI jinavara stuti. ... ... 2 1 zrI AdIzvara stuti... ... 245 2 sAdhu sahakArI maMDaLanI jarUrI 2 ApaNI unnatine saMbhavita yojanA *** * upAya. ******** 246 3 sahadaya ane sakarNa sajanone. 3 puno paMktimAM kone gaNavA ? 247 sucanA ... ... ... 22 2 4 mAnasika avasthAo. ... 4 sarvamAnya hitavacana pa duHkhada prasaMgomAMthI bodha grahaNa. 5 ananta jIvana praTAvavA paramA- 6 jene kAmamAM keLavaNuM. ... 258 mAne nirdeza. ... .225 7 hitavacanamALA. .... ... 262 6 vairAgya. *** ... 22 : 8 prakIrNa. . | cha parahita ciMtana ane sAdhanA 23 9 jene sAhitya mATe be bola. ... 26 . 8 jenonI keLavaNI sudhAraNAnA 10 graMthAvalokana ane eNlarazIpara paDa-68 9 upAyo ... ... ... 242 11 khedajanaka samAcAra ... 269 vArSika mUlya rU. 1) pAlakhI AnA 4. AnaMdaprInTIMga presamAM zAha gulAbacaMda valubhAie chApuM bhAvanagara 30-09-~chachachachacha-- -- / 26 chachachacha-~ For Private And Personal Use Only

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sataramA varSanI apUrva bheTa. zrI devabhaktimALA prakaraNu. " zrI AtmAnaMda prakAranA grAhakone A varSe uparokta bheTanI buka ApavA mATe mukarara thayuM che, dara varSa karatAM A varSe traNa gaNI moTI eTale zumAre pacIzathI satAvIza kema nA moTe graMtha ke jenA yoja prAtaHsmaraNIya zrImAna mULacaMdajI mahArAjanA ziSya AcArya zrImad kamaLavijajI mahArAjanA ziSya panyAsajI zrImada vijayajI mahArAja che. teo zrIe A graMtha dhaNAja ama laI u5kAra buddhithI banAvavAno stutya prayatna karyo che. sadarahu graMthamAM pAMca prakaraNa ApavAmAM AvyA che. 1 devabhakita ane pratimAsiddhi, 2 Adbhakita, 3 devadravya sa rakSaNa bhakita, 4 mahesavuM rUpa bakita, ane 5 tIrtha yAtrA bhakita A pAMca prakArane bhakitanuM svarRpa sAdI ane sarala bhASAmAM zAstrIya ane AdhAro sahIta TUMkamAM A graMthamAM ApavAmAM Avela che ke je aA jIvone prabhu bhakita mATe khAsa upayogI ka dharmanA koi paNa viSayenuM raTa svarUpa AvI rIte lakhI prasiddha karavAthI A kALa mATe samAja mATe te bahuja Avazyaka che, A devabhakitamALA graMtha paThana pAThana karavA thAya che ke jethI te prabhubhakita mATe eka uttama sAdhana bane che, eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu zraddhA sahita ane jANapaNAthI thatI te devabhakita mekSamAM javAne mATe eka nAva rUpa che. kAgaLo vigere, chApavAnA tamA sAhi yanI hada uparAMta mAMghavArI tA dara varSanI jema A varSe paNa teja mujaba niyamita bheTanI buka ApavAne ruma mAtra ame eja rAkhe che. te amArA sujJa baMdhuonA dhyAna bahAra hazeja nahi. uMcA kAgaLa upara suMdara TAIpathI chapAI suzAbhita bAIDIMga sAthe prasiddha thaze. dIna pratidIna AvI rIte meMghavArI vadhatI jatI hovA chatAM amArA sujha prAhakone udAtAthI atyAra sudhI kAMI paNa lavAjama mAsikanuM na vadhAyAM chatAM ( jo ke dareka mAsike pitAnA lavAjamamAM vadhAro karyA che chata ) teja lavAjamathI A mAsika ane daza kAramane badale voza pacAsa ke tethI vadhAre karamano aMke bheTa ApavAmAM AvI che. paraMtu asAdhAraNa dhavAra hajI paNa vadhatI jatI hovAthI A mAsika mATe ( jJAna khAtAne vadhAre nukasAna na thavA devAnI khAtara temaja tenA kharcane kaI rIte pahoMcI zakIe tema nahIM hovAthI) AvatA varSathI ( pu. 18 mAMthI ) zrAvaNa mAsathI A mAsikanuM lavAjama sabhA sAmAnya rIte je vadhAre levuM TharAve te lavAjamathI amArA kadaradAna grAhakone mokalavAmAM Avaze, ane sAthe vAMcana paNa vadhAre pramANamAM ApavAmAM Avaze, jethI amArA mAnavaMtA thAke travArI thatAM sudhI (amo prathama mujaba kharcane pahoMcI zakIye tyAM sudhI) A mAsikanA grAhaka tarIke kAyama rahI te svIkAraze ane A pramANe A nAnakhAtAnA kAryamAM uttejana ApI sahAyaka banaze. bAra mAsa thayAM grAhake thaI temAM AvatA vividha lekhAne AsvAda lenArA mAnavaMtA grAhake bheTanI bukane svIkAra karI lezeja ema amane saMpUrNa bharo che, chatAM atyAresudhI grAhake rahyA chatAM bheTanI bukanuM vI pI. je grAhakone pAchuM vALavuM hAvI athavA chevaTe, bIjA bahAnAM ba vI vI pI. na svIkAravuM hoya teoe mahera bAnI karI hamaNAMja apAne lakhI jaNAvavuM jethI nAhaka vI. pI.ne nakAme kharca sabhAne kara na paDe temaja posTa khAtAne naka mI mahetamAM utaravuM paDe nahi teTalI sUcanA dareka sujJa grAhake dhyAnamAM leze evI vinaMti che. AvatA azADa mAsanI pUrNimAnA rojathI A mAsikanA mAnavaMta zAha kene sadarahu graMtha lavAjamanA paisAnuM vI. pI. karI dara varasa mujaba vI. pI. karavAmAM Avaze, jethI te pAchuM vALI nakhAtAne nukazAna nahiM karatAM dareka grAhakane strIkarI levA vinaMti che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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--002-03o-a -core -000-0- OM OM / da hi rAgaSamohAyajitena saMsArijantunA / zArIramAnasAnekAtikaTukachuHkhopanipAta. pomitena ladAnayanAya heyopAdeya padArthaparijJAne yalo vidheyaH // pustaka 17 ] vI sarata 2441, natra, Atma saMvata 24. [ aMka 9 mo. - - - - - SR.. - - EDA-- --- -retar v aw ww .cute - --RAMMARArmovie.ANTARVADAMB - -- 4 0mananmera - - A - zrI jinavara stuti. DAL 00 HRTERSA apane upadezadAna kara ma ka sudhAM che ja, gaje gaMbhIratA dharI nabhava rUDA samasanA zobhAthI cake banI gayA jyAM nidhana AkAzamAM, A te zani sI bhavane kALI kuta sadA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mAtmAnaMda prakAza. sAdhu sahakArI maMDaLanI jarUrI janA. ni:savArtha vRttivALA udAra dIlanA sAdhujanenuM baneluM eka evuM maMDaLa yojAvAnI jarUra che ke jemAMnA dareka sAdhu cAlu jamAnAne oLakhI, paristhiti vicArI ravadharmane bAdha na Ave paNa tene Teke ( puSTi ) maLe tevo vyavahArU upa deza, maMDaLanI AjJA ane sUcanA mujaba, dareka yogya sthaLe, zakaya rIte, ApavA kaTIbaddha rahe. mAna apamAnanI ke niMdA-stuti tarapha lakSa nahIM rAkhatAM svakartavya tarapha puratuM lakSa rAkhe-AgyA kare. zAsanasevA ane samAjahita e khAsa temAMnA darekano mudrAlekha bane. uparokta sevA ane hitakRtya jAte karavA, karanArane banatI dareka sahAya ApavA ane tenuM anumodana karavA kaze pramAda na kare. vizeSamAM pitAnA upadeza prabhAvathI athavA suguNajJa saMta-sAdhujanene samAgama yA paricaya karIne utA maMDaLanA kArya-uddezanI rakSA tathA vRddhi thavA pAme tevA sAdhu sahakArane vadhAre kare. ukata maMDaLanI rUe je je hitakAryo thavA pAme tenI sAmAnya rIte beMdha rAkhI anya jijJAsu tathA hiteSI janenA hitanI khAtara te prasiddha karavA-karAvavA banate prabaMdha yA prayatna kare. Itizama. lera muni mahArAja zrI kapUravijayajI mahArAja. sahRdaya ane sakaNuM sajanone sAgraha sUcanA. hAlA baMdhuo ane hene ! tame tamArA aMgata svArthanI khAtara puSkaLa pisa kharcA che, parizrama u ThA che ane vakhatane vyaya kare che, managamatAM khAnapAna kare che, managamatAM vastrAbhUSaNa saje cho, ane managamatAM vAhano para besI viharo che. vaLI svajana kuTuMbanuM poSaNa paNa karatA rahe che, temane Icchita khAnapAna, vastra AbhUSaNa vi gere a che ane temanI IcchAne anusare che. vizeSamAM nAtavarA kare che, putra putrIone paraNAve che, echava mahecchava kare che, vaibhava karavA cAhe che, ane tamArA Azraye rahelAne sukhI karavA cAhe che. kavacit tIrtha aTana paNa kare che. devapUjA, gurUvaMdana kare che ane duHkhI janene dekhI temanA upara anu kaMpA paNa lAve che. kavacit huMsAtuzIthI vagara jarUranAM bhAre kharca kare che, A badhuM tamane tamArA vaibhavanA pramANamAM karavuM kadAca ucita lAgatuM haze, jaza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sarva sAmAnya hita vane. kIrti meLavavA jarUranuM jaNAtuM haze ane AbarU sAcavavA agatyanuM samajAtuM haze, paraMtu parabhava sudhAravA tamArA AtmAnI unnati thAya tevI zubha kAraNe vivekathI karavA kaMI lakSa sAdhyuM che? je dareka AtmAmAM paramAtmA jeTalI zakti chupI rahelI che te prakaTa karavA pitApitAnI cogyatA mujaba kharo mAge grahaNa kare e ApaNa adanI pharaja taddana visArI devI anucita che. yathArtha jJAna, zraddhA sahita sadacaraNa eka niSThAthI sevyA vagara kadApi Atmonnati thavAnI nathI. tethI ukata ratnatrayInI prApti mATe jarUra purUSArtha sevavo joIe. viSayalAlasA, kaSAyaaMdhatA, svakartavya vimukhatA, vikathA rasikatA, ajJAna, mithyAtva, ane vecchAcAritA to avazya tajavA joIe. yegyatA meLavavAthI Icchita lAbha maLI za. kaze. mATe kSudratA, avinItanA, svArthaaMdhatAdika durgaNe TALavA ane gaMbhIratA, vinItatA tathA pramANikatAdi sadaguNa meLavavA jarUra prayatna kare temaja sarva koInuM pAramArthika hita thAya tevuM ja IcchavuM ane tana mana dhanathI tema karavA satata lakSa rAkhavuM. prama-jaDatA dUra karI sva para hitamAM vRddhi ja karavI. Itizama. lera muni mahArAja zrI kapUravijayajI mahArAja. sarva sAmAnya hita vacane. ( khAsa manana karavA gya.) 1 kharuM tatva-rahasya zodhI kADhavuM e buddhi pAmyAnuM phaLa che. satyAsatya, hitAhita, kRtyakRtya, gaNyAgamya, bhayAbha, piyAreya ane guNadoSane sArI rIte samajI viveka AdaravAthI ja buddhinI sArthakatA lekhI zakAya chanI buddhie kharI beTI vastune pArakhI, beTI vastu tajI, kharI vastune svIkAra na karI zakAya te tenA sArthakatA zI ? 2 jJAna-vidyA, suzraddhA ane sadAcArathI ja ApaNI kharI unnati thavAnI che ema samajI durNa ajJAna, azraddhA ane asadAcArano tyAga karavA ane tarava jJAnAdinI prApti karI levA daDha prayatna karavo joIe. 3 bhabhakAdAra vastra-AbhUSaNAdi pAchaLa kharca karavAnuM tajI daI, kharI keLavaNI prApta karavAmAM ane teno vistAra karavAmAM tevuM kharca karAya teja ApaNI unnati kaMIka aMze thaI zakaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza 4 dareka bhavya AtmAne yogya keLavaNI ApavAmAM Ave che temAM gupta rahelI anaMtI jJAnAdika zakti pragaTa thaI zake eTale dareka AtmA paramAtmA rUpa banI zake. chatAM egya keLavaNInI ja khAmIthI paramAtmA jevuM svarUpa DhaMkAI rahe che. tene prakaTa karavA prayatna karavo jarUrI che. temAM banatI sahAya karavI tenA jevuM pAramArthika kArya bhAgye ja bIjuM hoI zake. 5 Idriya damana, kaSAya niNa, hiMsAdi pApavRttine tyAga tathA mana, vacana ane kAyA upara purata kAbu rAkhavA rUpa saMyama kaho ke Atmanigraha ja sarva prakAranI unnatinuM prabaLa sAdhana samajI para unnatinA athI janee pramAda rahita temAM yathAgya Adara kare ghaTe che. - 6 InidrayAdinI paravazatAthI ajJAna jIva khaza pAramArthika sukhathI binazIba rahe che. paraMtu Indriya damanAdi saMyama mege saheje kharuM pAramArthika sukha prApta karI zakAya che. 7 AtmasaMyama ja kharA sukhanI cAvI che. 8 zarIrAdika mamatAvaDe AtmasaMyama khavAya che ane mamatva tyAgathI saMyama 2kSAya che. 9 Indriya paravazatAdithI svavIryane vinAza-vinipAta thavAthI zarIra kamajera thavA pAme che ane temAMthI thatI prajA paNa namAlI bane che. 10 svaryanuM saMrakSaNa karavA icchanAre vicAra, vANI ane AcAramAM yathArtha pavitratA sAcavavI joIe athavA te sAcavavA mana, vacana, kAyAnI malI. natA TALavA puratI kALajI rAkhavI joie. 11 bIjA badhAMya kuDAM vyasanI tajI satsaMga (sapurUSa athavA sazAstra) nuM vyasana pADavuM joIe. 12 je je vyasanathI ApaNI tathA ApaNI prajAnI pratyakSa pAyamAlI thatI jaNAya tene avazya tyAga karavo ane jethI svapano uddhAra thAya te saMyama mArga pUrNa premathI pramAda rahita sevavo joIe. 13 kRtrima AbhUSaNane moha tajI zIla saMtoSAdi kharAM AbhUSaNo upara prIti jagADavI joIe. 14 sarvanuM bhaluM kaDavuM ane bhaluM joI rAjI thavuM e kalyANano mArga che. Itizama. For Private And Personal Use Only

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rara5 anata jIvana prakaTAvavA paramAtmAne nirdeza. ananta jIvana prakaTAvavA paramAtmAno nirdeza. harigIta. kaSTataNAM nirmANathI abhibhUta thaI gabharAya zuM? zraddhA vaDe saMsAra cale kApatAM karamAya zuM? AvI maLe che je prasaMgo azubha ke zubha ne viSe , karI tulya vRtti zAMtithI kara citta saMyama daza dize. nA tuccha tuM ! nathI dIna tuM! sAmarthya tArUM je rahyuM, saMtapta kAM kara citta tArUM Ayu niSphaLa je vahyuM, nilepa banavA mehajaLa saMparkathI taiyAra thaI, zubha sAdhavA sAkSI banI durvAsanA jItI laI. ekatra karavA te baLe je zuddha IcchAnA hatA, Idriya taNAM cAMcalyathI vaLI chinna bhinna thayA hatA; saMyama karI tuM ja te samyakatva daSTimAM have, roLAya tArA caraNamAM adhyAtmanI siddhi ja. viparIta gatimAM nA vahe tuM Ama vAya thakI jarA, vizvAsathI abhimAna TALI AtmasattAnA kharA; zAstro ane anubhava vaTe teM siddhi sattA saMgrahI, banI dhIra! tuM balavAna! thA tuM-dehabuddhi gaI vahI. 4 je je manuSya saMyamI che vacana mana kAyA thakI, saMprApta te che temane paramAtmapadanI vAnakI; che parama padanI siddhinuM je lakSyabiMdu zAstranuM; adhyAtmalakSmI yukta che ezvarya prANImAtranuM. jIvo anaMtA je kame siddhi gayA te mArga, sAdara karI avasAna karaje aMtarAri vargane; che mUlarUpa svabhAvagata je-pAmavA taiyAra thA, zraddhA lahI pariNAma mATe bhAI ! tuM na adhIra thA. 6. malina mATIthI nIkaLatuM mATI mAMhe laya thatuM, 1 hArI jaI. 2 saMbaMdhathI. 3 jaldIthI. 4 AdarapUrvaka prahaNa karI. 5 vinAza. . 6 atyaMtara zatra samuhane. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 26 www.kobatirth.org zrI AtmAnaH prakAza atima bhAvI vizvanA je jaDa padArthanuM hatu; tArI sakalanA nathI te bhAvI sAthe jo have, ajJAta ! bhAvI vArasAthI jJAta thai jA A bhave. jAgRta karI e supta zakita anadhi sAmarthyathI, 1 utsaMgamAM adhyAtmalakSmI prApta karavA vIryathI; cira kALanAM je anyaneA priyatama ! have tu teADaje, tteDuthI paramAtma padavI prAptimAM mana joDaze. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 19 phatehacaMda jhaverabhAi. vairAgya. leAkA kahe che ke jyAre vizvanA jhoka paDatI dazAnA krama upara hAya che tyAre padArtha mAtra peAtAnA rasakasa cAre che. jananI dharatI peAtAnI mAdhurI peAtAnAja udaramAM gApavI rAkhe che, sagAMonu sagapaNa ane gALanuM gaLapaNu maMda thatu jAya che. A leAkamAnyatA sAcI gaNavAmAM Ave te te sAthe jamAnAnI paDatInuM eka bIjuM vadhArAnuM lakSaNa ame umeravA mAgIe chIe, te e ke jema padArtho peAtA nA rasa cAre che, athavA temAMthI rasa uDI jAya che tema annanatinA kALamAM yuganI saMskRtinA paricAyaka mahAna arthapUrNa jIvata zabdo paNu pAtAnA a cAre che athavA temAMthI arthanA mULa bhAva uDI jAya che. mahAna zabdomAMthI a guma thayA pachI te zabdo mahAna purUSanA mRta dehu jevA mAtra pUjAne ja upayeganA rahe che. kRSNavanAnI dvArakAM jevAM te sukA ane rasaddhina banI jAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only ApaNAM dananI paDatInuM kAraNu mane puchavAmAM Ave te huM eTaleAja uttara ApuM ke te darzananA prANabhUta zabdomAMthI artha uDI gayA che. jaina darzanane anuyAyI samAja te darzananA saMsthApake je ardho, zabdanA vAhana dvArA yeAjyAM che te gumAvI beTho che. e mahAna bhAvanAne temanAM hRdayamAMthI lepa thayA che. tethI zabdo, zAsrA ane siddhAMte tenA te chatAM te samAjanA zreya arthe niSphaLa che. je caitanyamaya zabdomAMthI sAcA artha A jamAnAmAM uDI gaye. te zabdomAM "vairAgya" 7 chello sthiti-vinAza. 8 bhaviSyamAM maLanArI paramAtma pudI. 9 maryAdA vagaranA. 10 khoLAmAM.

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. virAgya. paNa che. Aje A lekha dvArA vANInA ghasArAthI te zabdamAM artha rUpI sajIvatA upajAvavA prayatna karazuM. vairAgya zuM che te vidhirUpe kahevA karatAM te zuM nathI te kahevA de. vairAgya te kaMTALo nathI. saMsAra ane saMsAranA prANI padArtho pratye aNagame te paNa vairAgya nathI. kharUM che ke keTalAka graMthomAM paNa janahRdayamAM saMsAra pratye AvA prakArano tIraskAra upajAvavAno udyoga thaye che. paraMtu tevA prakAranA bhAva pratye DAhyA ane jJAnI janonI saMmati nathI. jagatathI nAzI chuTavuM te vairAgya nathI, paNa bhirUtA che. duniyAnI muzIbatothI DarIne tene tyAga karavo te saddaguNa nathI, paNa kAyaratAne bure doSa che. ApaNane manapasaMda svarUpe saMsAre dekhAva dhAraNa na karyo tethI tenAthI rIsAvuM temAM DahApaNa nathI, paNa bAlIzatA che; ane evA harakeI prakAranA bhAvamAMthI utpanna thato vairAgya te kalyANane arthe nathI, paNa ardhagati, anati ane patanane arthe che. manuSya saMsArathI chuTIne kavAM jAya tema che? saMsAra e kAMI ITa mATInA makAne nathI. te strI, putra, mAtA, pitA, baMdhu ke mitra nathI, te dhana, vibhava, vilAsanA sAdhana ke vyApAra udyoga nathI. saMsAra e kazAmAM nathI ane tenA tyAgathI saMsArano vAstava tyAga thaye samajavAno nathI. manuSyano kharo saMsAra tenA hRdayamAM che. uparanI badhI cI che te kharA saMsAramAMthI uddabhave che. saMsAranuM upAdAna manuSyanA hRdayamAM che. te vasatImAM hoya ke jagalamAM hoya, paNa tyAM tene saMsAra bhegA ja hoya che. saMsArano tyAga karyAnuM kahevAmAM Ave che te vAta amArA gaLe utaratI nathI. manuSya sthaLa padArthone tyAga karI tenAthI bhAgI chuTe, paNa tenAM hRdayathI te kayAM nAzI chuTe tema che ? tyAga, pachI te sthaLa prakAra ke sUkSma prakArane heya, paNa te vairAgya nathI. jayAM sudhI manuSyane aMtaHkaraNa prApta che tyAM sudhI tene saMsAra vaLagelo ja che. kemake saMsAranI sAcI raMgabhUmi te aMtaranA pradeza upara che, bahAra to phakta te aMtaranA bhAvanuM sthaLa prakaTIkaraNa athavA bahibhaMva che, alabata, te saMsAra ghaNe uMcI keTIno hoI zake, paraMtu tema hovuM te vairAgya nathI, paNa saMsAranI bhAvanAne eka ati IcchavA yogya vikAsa che. vairAgya e kaI prakArano tyAgavizeSa nathI, paNa eka draSTivizeSa che. A paNane e daSTi upalabdha thAya te saMsAra ApaNane je AnaMdanI sAmagrI ApI zake che temAM guMcavAI maratA bacI zakIe. rAgamAM baMdhAIne eka ThekANe besI na rahevuM, unnati ane vikAsanA mArgamAM, kudaratanA mahA niyama anusAra AgaLa ne AgaLa na vadhatAM ekaja padArthamAM vyAsehavaza thaI hRdaya ApI na devuM e vairAgya For Private And Personal Use Only

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228 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza. che. A vairAgyanI draSTi athavA bhAvanAnAM baLanI khAmIne lIdhe ApaNe AtmAnI kamika abhivyaktinA pathamAM AgaLa vadhatA aTakI paDIe chIe. kemake AgaLanA pradeza karatAM hAlanA pradezamAM ApaNane vadhAre samayanA bhAse che. vizvamAM pratyeka thaLe rasa che, amRta che. jhera kayAMya nathI. ane tethI te rasamAM ApaNane rAga paNa che. A rasamAM rAga he e prakRtinA niyamathI kaI rIte ulaTuM nathI. athavA kudaratanA kramathI virodhI nathI. ethI ulaTI kharI vAta to e che ke AtmAnI unnatinA pathamAM pratyeka pade AnaMda ane rasanI ja bharapuratA che. ane te kAraNathI ja AtmAvinAme, rasa ane AnaMda anubhava karatA karatA, paramapadanI sthitie pahoMcI zake che. e mArga ghaNuko mAne che te suke, kaThIna ane 2sahina nathI, paNa sanigdha, sukomaLa ane rasamaya che. atyAre tevo nathI bhAsI zakate tenuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNane sAcA vairAgya nathI. ane sAcA vairAgya zuM kahevAya te ApaNe cheka ja bhUlI gayA chIe e ApaNI meTAmAM moTI kamanasIbI che. ApaNe joyuM ke rasamAM rAga have te svAbhAvika che. paraMtu tenA te prakA2nA rasamAM hamezane mATe rAgI banI baMdhAI rahevuM te mukhaI che. kemake je rasamAM atyAre ApaNuM baMdhana che te 2sa karatAM ghaNuM ucca prakAranA use kudarate ApaNA mATe ApaNA vikAsanA mArgamAM AgaLa niyojI rAkhyA che. kudarata ApaNane kahe che ke tamAre AgaLane AgaLa prayANa karavuM paDaze. tame ekaja sthAne ekaja padArthamAM rAgI banI baMdhAI rahe te mane pasaMda nathI. tame AgaLa cAle. tamane AthI paNa ghaNe sAre rasa tyAM meLavI ApavAnuM huM mAthe lauM chuM. ekaja sthaLe baMdhAIne paDayA rahevuM te tamArA AtmAnA svAbhAvika baMdhAraNathI ulaTuM che temaja mArA niyamathI paNa vidhI che. mATe hAla prApta thayelA rasamAM meha pAmI gaLIA baLada peThe paDayA na rahe. kadAca haDathI tema karaze te mAre tamArAM hRdaya upara AghAta karIne tamAre meha choDAvavo paDaze. ane tema thaze tyAre tamane bahu mAThuM lAgaze." nisargane mahA niyama eja bhAvanA ApaNuM aMtaramAM guMjAvI rahyA che. ApaNe tene dhyAna ApI sAMbhaLIe to ApaNI unnatine mArga sarala thAya, eTaluM ja nahI paNa te AghAta vinAne, AnaMdapUrNa ane rasamaya banyA rahe. kudaratano A Adeza te vairAgyanI ja mahA gheSaNa che. eka ThekANe ahIM nAkhI paDayA rahevuM ane AgaLa kuca karavAnI nArAjI batAvavI e rAga dazA che. kudaratane Adeza ane niyama samajIne temaja ApaNA AtmAnA svAbhAvika vega ane dharma temaja AtmAnAM aMtima nirmANanI sthitIne viveka karIne, ApaNe unnatinA mahA pravAhanA vegane Adhina banIe, tenuM nAma vairAgya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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vairAgya. rasa athavA rasa pratyenA rAgamAM vastuta: kazIja burAI nathI. je burAI che te tyAM cUMTI rahevAmAM, tene ati bhaMga karavAmAM che. rasa ane rAga vizvanA me remamAM otaprota che, ane te sarva AmAnA viveka pura:saranA AnaMda ane upabhega arthe ja nimAyela che. prANImAtra A rasane cusIne ja jIve che ane tema thavuM te kudaratanA niyamane anusaratuM che. ApaNA badhA ja Avazyaka karmomAM rasa ane AnaMda che. rasa zemAM nathI ? badhI pharajomAM te che, AhAra grahaNamAM rasa che, kemake te ApaNAM jIvana ane jIvananA udeza svarUpa Amannati mATe AhAra jarUra che. vonA paridhAnamAM rasa ane AnaMda che, kemake te paNa jIvana ane jIvana vaDe sAdhavA gya unnati mATe jarUranuM che. te ja pramANe nidrA, prajotpatti, vyAyAma, jJAne pArjana Adi sarvamAM tenA sthAnamAM rasa ane AnaMda che, kemake te sarva jIvana ane unnati arthe anivArya upayogI che. te kAryonA svAbhAvika kramamAMthI niSpanna thatA AnaMda bhagave temAM kazIja burAI nathI. paraMtu burAI tyAM che ke jyAM te AnaMdane vivekanI hada choDIne, kudaratanI IrachelI hadathI bahAra jaI ati mAtrAmAM bhegavavuM, temaja tenA te bhegane AsaktipUrvaka vaLagI rahevuM. ApaNA mAMhenA ghaNA ja e zAstro vAMcIne temAMthI e artha tAro che ke dareka prakAranA sthaLa sUkSama viSaye, ane temAMthI utpanna thate AnaMda, sarva kALa, sarva deza ane sarva avasthAmAM eka sarakhI rIte aniSTa ane AtmAne adhogatimAM dorI janAra che. A mAnyatA sAthe tatvadaSTine ghaNo mahatvano matabheda che. tatvadaSTie kharI vAta e che ke AmAnA vikAsakramanI je avasthAe je viSayone bhege paga svAbhAvika hoya che te avasthAmAM te viSayone bhegopaga niMdApAtra nathI. eTaluM ja nahI paNa te dvArAja temanA kramavidAsane saMketa nimAM hoya che. pazusRSTimAM dazyamAna thatA temanA vividha prakAranA Indriyajanya bhegepagemAM temanA AtmavikAsane saMketa kayAM rahelo che enuM vivecana karatA eka jude ja lekha thaI paDe tema che. tethI viSayAMtara nahI karatAM siddhAMtarUpe eTa luMja kahevA de ke pazuo temanA Idriyajanya sukha ane dukhanA anubhava ane saMskAro vaDeja manuSyapadane adhikAra dhIre dhIre meLavI zake che. AtmA manuSyatvanI bhUmikAmAM AvyA pachI tenAmAM pazutA ane pazuene sulabha IndriyanI lAlasA kamI thatI jAya che e kudaratano svAbhAvika niyama che. tema chatAM atyAre bhAsyamAna thato "manuSya " e soe piso TakA pazu che. tenAmAM hajI pazutva kALanA saMskAra, bhegAnubha, ane vikAranuM tAratamya ghaNuM vadhAre che. pazuvanI bhUmikAne vaLoTIne ghaNe paMtha kApe na hoya For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAna prakAzA. evI keTInA ja manuSya A kALe bahudhA A dezakALamAM 9 chocara thAya che. ame, tame ane sarva sAmAnya loko hajI moTA bhAge e pazutvanI bhUmikAne zobhAvI. rahyA chIe ema A paNa aMta:karaNanA hAlanA baMdhAraNa uparathI samajI zakAya che. A avasthAmAM ApaNAmAM pazutvane savAbhAvika evA vikAre ane bhegalAlasAnuM prAdhAnya hoya temAM navAI jevuM kAMI nathI, ane ApaNe hAla jeTale aMze pazu chIe teTale aMze tevA vikArI ane bhagavRtivALA havAmAM zaramAvA jevuM paNuM nathI. kemake pazuone potAnI dazAmAM zaramAvA ke nIcuM jovA jevuM kAMI ja bhAsatuM nathI. tema chatAM ApaNe kAMI soe so TakA pazu nathI. jeTale aMze ApaNe manuSya chIe teTale aMze ApaNane pazutvanI dazA bhegAvavAmAM zarama jevuM bhAse che. ane jeTale aMze vadhAre zarama bhareluM bhAse teTale aMze ApaNe vadhAre manuSyatvane pAmelA chIe. je bhegapamAM pravezatA tamane tamAro AtmA DaMkha hoya te bhegapabhegone tamane have adhikAra nathI. e bhUmikAne tame ghaNA vakha tathI vitAvIne AgaLa vadhyA che ema mAnavuM upayukata che. jyAM je kriyA svAbhAvika che tyAM zarama jevuM ke chupAvavAnA prayana jevuM hotuM nathI. ApaNA dudhanA vAsaNamAMthI bIlADI cerIthI dudha pI jAya te vastutaH cerI nathI. kemake tema karavAmAM bIlADI zaramAtI nathI. vastuta: te cerI hota to ApaNe phejadArI kAyade jarUra bIlADIne gunhegAra TharAvI ceirI mATe nakkI karelI sajA tene karata, paNa jyAre kAyadAe joyuM ke cerImAM bIlADI zaramAtI nathI, tethI te "cerI" e ApaNu daSTi e cArI hovA chatAM bIlADI mATe te corI nathI, evI corInuM kArya bIlADInA jIvana nirvAha mATe jarUranuM che ane tethI te bIlADI mATe adharma havAne badale ulaTuM dharyuM che. manuSyanA zarIrasaMrakSaNa, jIvananirvAha, buddhivikAsa, hRdayavistAra ane svarUpa prApti mATe je bAhyAMtara kriyAo kudarate Avazyaka gaNI che temAM ApaNane svabhAvathI ja zarama jevuM kazuM bhAsatuM nathI. ane tethI tevI pravRttinuM sevana e ApaNI sarvadezIya unnati mATe dharyuM che. evI pravRtimAM AhAragRhaNa, zarIra zuddhi, saMtAnotpAdana, Adi je je vyavahArika ghaTanAono samAveza thato hoya tenA vivekapura sara niyamAnusAra sevanamAM kazo ja adharma nathI, eTaluM ja nahI paNa te mAge thaIne ja ApaNuM unnatina vijayaratha cAlavA nirmAe che, temAM zaramAvA jevuM ke chupAvavAnuM mana thAya evuM kAMI ja nathI. ene tyAga e vi. rAga nathI, paNa unnatinA Avazyaka sAdhanane hetupUrvaka sAdhela vinAza che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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vALya. 21 virAga mAtra e padAthA mAM ja hovA ane upajAvavA ghare che ke je padArtha ApaNA vatamAna vikAsanI bhUmikAe ApaNane zAlatA nathI. manuSyane zuM nathI zeAlatu e tenu hRdaya tene pratyeka kSaNe kahyA ja karatu hAya che. tenuM hRdaya tene nira Mtara Da Mkha mArI yAdI ApyA kare che ke " have amuka pravRti tArA mATe zeAbhA bharI nathI. te mATe huve tAre zaramAvu joie. tuM dunIyAmAM uMcu mhAM rAkhI elI zake tevu nathI. " vyabhicArI, vizvAsaghAtI, athavA durA cArI manuSyanAM mukha sAmu jue ane tenI cakSuemAM tenA AtmAnA uma ThaMDaMkha kAtarAele tamane bhAsyamAna thaze. tene peAtAnA AtmA upara tiraskAra Ave che tema sucavanArI avyakata chApa tenAM mukha upara chavAelI pratIta thaze. ema thavAnu kAraNa zuM ? eja ke evI pravRti te manuSyanA vartamAna adhikArane zAbhA bharI nathI. te pravRti tenAM jItrananA kAi dhaNA pAchaLanA-pazuvanA jIvanakALane madha besatI hAi zake, paNa have teNe tenAthI viramavuM joie. AvI pravRtithI vimukha thavu e vairAgyanI mukhya sAdhanA che, ane vairAgyanI bhAvanAnuM parama sAphalya temAM che. AtmAne tenAM pAchalA jIvanamAM bhAgavelA bhegApabhAga phrI phrIne bhAga vavAnuM ghaNuM kheMcANa thAya che. pUrvakALanA bhAgeApaNe gajanya Anada ane sukhanA je sakArA AtmAnA mAnasa-khaMdhAraNa upara paDelA hoya che te smRti vaDe, anu. kULa prasaMga ane dezakALano upalabdhi thatAM jAgRta thAya che ane tevAja sukhAnubhava pharIthI upajAvavA. ceSTAvAna ane che. Ama thAya tyAM sudhI manuSya ane pazumAM taphAvata nathI. pazune tema thAya che temAM te dvArA tenA vikAsanA sa"keta hoya che. ane kudarata tene mATe tema thavuM jarUranuM gaNe che tyAre ja tevI vAsanA tenAmAM udbhave che. paraMtu manuSyamAM tema nathI. tenAM svataMtra kAryane pradeza pazu karatAM ghaNA vistAravALA hAya che. pazunA AtmavikAsa karavAnuM kAma kudarate purepurUM pA tAnI ja pAse rAkhyu heAya che. pazune tenA AtmavikAsamAM kaze! buddhipUrvaka prayatna karavAnA hAtA nathI. paraMtu teja pazunA AtmA jyAre vikAsa pAmatA pAmatA manuSya anI, buddhi ane vivekana' zastra dhAraNa karavAnI hare Ave che tyAre kudarata te AtmAnA vikAsanuM kArya, te buddhi ane vivekanA tAratamyAnusAra tene sAMpe che. kudarate atyAra sudhI je niyame tenA kramavikAsa sAdhyA hatA te niyama buddhipUrvaka samajIne tenA vizeSa vikAsa athe ceAjatA te zIkhe che ane te prakAre te dhAre te kudarate tene mATe icchelA vikAsa te thA yogya sAdhI zake che. paraMtu kudarate, manuSyane je hetunI siddhi arthe buddhi ane kArya-svAta trya ApelAM che te hetune saphaLa karavAnA udyAga na karatAM, kRtajJa ane svecchAcArI manuSya, For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra zrI mAnada prakArA. pAtAnA manuSyatvane prApta adhikAra seAgavavAne badale pazu khanavAnuM pasaMda kare che. te jaNutA hAya che ke te vAta tene cAlatI nathI. chatAM pazutvakALamAM anubhUta sukhanA sarakArInI avyakta smRtithI te aniSTa pravAhamAM kheMcAI jAya che. ane temAM se thI khedakAraka ghaTanA tA e che ke tevA bhAgone utkaTapaNe bhAgavavA mATe te peAtAnI buddhinI madada le che. buddhizakti manuSyanI unnati mATe kuda** raste cAjI che. paraMtu teja sAdhanadvArA manuSya potAne ane teTalA vadhAre pa anAvavA prayatna karI te izvarI zaktinA adhama upayoga kare che. pAtAnA bhaga vilAsanI tRpti mATe Aje manuSyeA peAtAnI buddhinA kevA chuTathI upayAga kare che e kAithI bhAgyeja ajANyu haze. manuSya dravyavAna banavAne mATe, ane te dravyanAM sAdhanavaDe peAtAnI vividha prakAranI bhAgavRti sa`teASavA mATe keTalI jAtanA chaLa kapaTa, pratAraNA, vizvAsaghAta, dezadveSa, ane nivakArya kare che? pazue tema nathI karatA, kemake temanAmAM buddhi nathI. manuSye tema karI zake che, kemake kudarate temane buddhi ApI che. zu buddhizaktinI mannIsa A hetu mATe thai haze ? buddhinI sahAyathI manuSyAe deva athavA paramAtmA banavu joie evA kudaratanA saketa che. paraMtu vastutAe manuSya teja budghinI madadathI pazutvanI gaDhI khAimAM paDe che. Aje manuSyeAnI prakhaLa bhAgavAsanAe buddhinAM sAdhanane peAtAnAja saMhAranAM bhayaMkara zastramAM pariNumAvI nAkhyu che. Ama thatu aTakAvavu e vairAgyanI bhAvanAnuM parama sAdhya che, bhUtakALamAM bheAgavAelA indrIyajanya sukhAnI smRti manuSyane punaH puna: te saMskAro anubhavavA kheMcI jAya che. temAM na kheMcAvA mATe manuSye potAnA vivekanAM zastranA upayega karatAM zIkhavu' joie. arthAt tevA kheMcANu sAme teNe potAnA AtmakhaLanAM prati-khe'cANunA upayoga karatAM zIkhavuM joie. pAdArthika sukhAmAM ApaNane je mugdha bhAva baMdhAi gayeluM che tene vivekanA dIvya agni vaDe gALI nAkhavA joie. jyAM sudhI e mugdha prIti ane vAsanAAnuM prAdhAnya ApaNA aMtaramAM vartatu hoya che tyAM sudhI ApaNAM svarUpanA uccatara pradezAnA ujjavaLa prakAza ApaNA buddhipradeza upara AvI zakatA nathI. atyAre ApaNe padArthomAM baMdhAi gayA chIe. vastuta: je padArthAne ApaNI unnatinAM sAdhanarUpe kudarate nImelA hutA te padArthomAM ja ApaNe gucavAi ane temAM kedI banI gayA chIe. e baMdhanamAMthI chuTavAnA mAtra ekaja mArga che ane te e che ke te baMdhananA svarUpane samajIne temAM baMdhAvAnI sApha nA pADavI joie. ApaNe zemAM khaMdha u' ane zemAM na badhAvu e ApaNI marajInI vAta che. ApaNAM uccatara svarUpanI prAptimAM je ghaTanAe khAdhA karatI hoya tene ApaNAM jIvanamAM dhAraNa karavI ke na karavI enA ApaNe pote ja mukhatyAra chIe. ApaNe maneAmaya For Private And Personal Use Only

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parahita ciMtana ane sAdhana. rIte ja TharAva karI devo joIe ke huM mArA sago ane paripAMzvika ghaTanAche ethI taddana svataMtra chuM. athAt temAM rAga bhAvathI baMdhAvuM ke na baMdhAvuM e mArI svataMtra IcchAnI vAta che." ATaluM AtmavAtaMtrya meLavyA pachI manuSya potAnI vAstavika zaktionA bhAnamAM AvavAnI zarUAta kare che. "huM svataMtra chuM." evA manamaya jAheranAmA upara teNe manemaya rIte sahI karavI joIe, ane te jAheranAmuM teNe pitAnI AMtarasRSTinA saghaLA vibhAgomAM, sarva pradezomAM ane khuNe kheMcare phelAvI devuM joIe. teNe potAnA sarva prakAranA vikAre, vAsanAo, irachAo, Avege, bhagalIsAone spaSTa saMbhaLAvI devuM joIe ke "tame mAre Adhina che, AjathI huM tamAre Adhina nathI." AvI rIte manuSya jyAre tenA vikArone svAmI thAya tyAre te sAce sAdhaka banI zake che. ane vikAra upara svAmitva tyAre ja sthapAya che ke jyAre te pratyene mugdhabhAva vivekanAM baLathI na thAya. vivekanAM zastrathI rAganA baMdhananuM baLa teDI nAkhavuM te pravRtivizeSanuM nAma "vairAgya" che, ane te mokSapadanuM prathama sopAna che. rA. adhyAyI. parahita ciMtana ane sAdhana. viThThaladAsa mULacaMda zAha bI. e. __ete satpuruSAH parArthaghaTakAH svArtha parityajya ye // je manuSe bIjAone sahAdhya karatA nathI teonuM jIvana vAstavika rIte sukhI gaNI zakAtuM nathI. jeo utsunnatA ane prasannatAthI bharapUra nathI hatA, jeo bIjA lekenuM bhaluM kahAtA nathI ane jeo pratyeka manuSyane potAnA badhu samAna nathI samajatA teone janma kadipaNu saphala thaI zakato nathI. ApaNe ApaNuM sarvasva bIjAonI khAtara samarpaNa karI daIe teja ApaNuM jIvana sukhamaya banAvI zakIe. jevI rIte bahumUlyavAna ratnamAMthI pratikSaNe eka prakAranI jAti nIkaLe che, paraMtu tema thavAthI temAM koI paNa jAtanI kSati athavA nyUnatA AvatI nathI tevI rIte ApaNe bIjA mANasene game teTalI sahAyatA, game teTalo utsAha ane game teTaluM uttejana ApIye te paNa ApaNA pitAnA utsAha ane uttejanamAM nyUnatA AvatI nathI, paraMtu ethI urdu ApaNe jema jema bIjAone vadhAre ApIe chIe tema tema ApaNane vadhAre vadhAre maLatuM jAya chebIjA zabdomAM kahIe te ApaNe anya lokone jeTalI sahAyatA ApIe chIe teTalI sahAyatA, uttejanA, ane AzA ApaNI pAse svayaM deDI Ave che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmAnaMda prakAro. je ke upareta vAta sarvathA satya che to paNa mAnavasvabhAvamAM eka evI vicitra dubalatA rahelI che ke jene laine mANase bIjAnA sadaguNe joI zakatA nathI, bIjA mANaseno jIva du:khAve che ane sahAyatA karavAnuM te dura rahyuM paNa udaTI teone hAni pahoMcADe che. ghaNA manuSyo evA hoya che ke jeo hamezAM bIjAonuM ahita karavA tatpara hoya che ane je bAbato sAthe potAne koI saMbaMdha nathI hota athavA jemAM pi. tAnuM hita samAyeluM nathI hotuM te bAbate teo ni:sAra samaje che. AvA manukhe bIjA leka upara hamezAM AkSepa karyA kare che, teono jIva duHkhAvyA kare che, teonA ucAzane tuccha gaNyA kare che, teonAM caritramAM doSa kADhyA kare che ane teonuM bahiraMga juduM che ane aMtaraMga juduM che ema hamezAM batAvyA kare che. je manuSyane AtmA saMkucita hoya che te potAnA pratispadhInI prazaMsA sAM. bhaLIne atyaMta du:khita bane che, temaja te IrSAne laIne potAnA pratipakSIne sa. deSa TharAvIne ane tenA caritrane kalakita batAvIne tenI kIrtimAM baTTo lagADavA Icche che. je manuSya AvuM kare che te potAnI nirmalatA, nIcatA, kSudratA ane pitAnA IrSALu svabhAvane prakaTa kare che ane ema siddha kare che ke tenuM jIvana sukhI athavA zAMtimaya nathI. jeo udAracarita hoya che--jeone AtmA vizAla hoya che teo kadApi bIjAnI kane kalaMkita karavAno yatna karatA nathI. tevA loko te bIjAnA sadaguNanI mukatakaMThe prazaMsA kare che ane teonA durgAne-dene, chupAve che. - udAratA ane dayAlunA eja AmAnI mahAnatAdarzaka guNe che. je manuSya bIjAnI sAthe IrSothI vana che athavA tenI prazaMsA sahana karI zakatuM nathI teno A atyaMta saMkucita hoya che ane tenA vicAro atyaMta saMkIrNa hoya che. je manuSya udAcita ane ritavAna hoya che te dayALu paNa hoya che. je manuSya pitAnA pratipakSI nI kIrti ochI dekhADavA mathe che athavA je vakhate tenI prazaMsA karavI joIe te vakhate mana dhAraNa karI le che te kevaLa potAnA AtmAno saMkIrNatA ane nIcatA prakaTa kare che; paraMtu je manuSya vAstavika rIte udAra svabhAvane hoya che te potAnA kaTTA vaikInI sAthe paNa udAratA ane dayALutAthI ja che. je manuSya bIjAonA maDavare -karIne prakaTa kare che ane potAnA pratispadhI enI kImAM baTTa lagADavA I che te pitAne AtmAnI saMkIrNatAnuM pramANa Ape che ane je manuSpa sAthe potAnA pratispardhI e saMbaMdhI vAta kare che teonI daSTi mAM te halako paDe che. ApaNe ema nathI jANatA ke jyAre ApaNe bIjanAM caritranuM citra ApIe chIe tyAre ApaNe tenI sAthe ApaNuM patAnuM citra paNa raju karIe chIe. zuda ane nIra AtmA bIjAomAM paNa mudra For Private And Personal Use Only

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parahita citana ane sAdhana, 235 ane nIca vAta ja jue che. je AtmA mahAna hoya che tene to bIjAnA sadguNe ja dUcara thAya che. atyaMta khedanI vAta che ke je manuSya potAnI prakhara mAnasika zaktio dvArA athavA asAdhAraNa sAhasa ane du patijJAne laIne prasiddhi pAmyA che teoe bahudhA potAnA vyavasAyavALA manuSyanI sAthenA vyavahAramAM bhAre IrSA batAvI hoya che. ghaNA kheDha sAthe kahevuM paDe che ke aneka kavijana, sAmAjIka netAo ane dharmopadezako evA prakAranI IrSyAnA bhegA thaI paDayA hoya che ke teone potAnA vyavasAyamAM bIjAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne atizaya du:kha thayuM hoya che. teo hamezAM bIjAnA duSaNe nI carcA karyA kare che ane teonI samakSa koI teonA pratispadhInI prazaMsA kare che to teo kahe che ke " hA, e badhuM ThIka che, paraMtu tenAmAM milikatA nathI, te kapaTI paNa che, tenA para vizvAsa mukI zakAya tema nathI" athavA te AvA prakAranI kaI paNa vAta banAvI kADhe che. ' ApaNane ApaNuM jIvanamAM adhika saphalatA nathI maLI zakatI tenuM eka kAraNa e paNa che ke ApaNe anya mANasanI sAthe adhika udAratAthI vyavahAra karatA nathI, teonI tarapha adhika sahAnubhUti batAvatA nathI temaja teone adhika sahAyabhUta thavAne yatna karatA nathI. je ApaNe bIjAone avika sahAyabhUta thaIe chIe te ApaNane paNa te karatAM adhika sahAyatA maLI zake che. je manuSya bIjAnI tarapha sahAnubhUti dekhADAmAM, bIjAne madada karavAmAM temaja bIjAnI prazaMsA karavAmAM potAne hAtha pAcho kheMce che te pote pitAne hAni pahoMcADe che. ApaNe bIjA mANasane jema jema vadhAre sahAyabhUta thaIe chIe tema tema ApaNe ApaNuM vadhAre kalyANa karIe chIe. ghaNA mANaso anya mANaso tarapha sahAnubhUti prakaTa karavAmAM ane teonI prazaMsA karavAmAM eTalA badhA paNa bane che ane pitAne svArtha sAdhavAmAM eTalA badhA magna rahe che ke teonI unnati azakya thaI paDe che. jayAre manuSya pitAnAM jIvanane bIjAnI sevA karavAmAM yathAzakti arpaNa karI de che ane aMta:karaNa pUrvaka bIjAne sahAyatA kare che tyAre keTalI badhI tvarAthI tenI unnati thAya che te joI Azcarya thAya tema che. jIvananA AraMbha kALathI ja bIjA lokonuM hita icchavAnI, te AnA upara dayAbhAva rAkhavAnI ane teonI sAthe miSTa bhASaNa karavAnI Teva pADavAthI manuSyane jeTaluM lAbha thAya che teTale bIjI koI paNa vastuthI thatA nathI. eka vakhata eka dArzanika pitAnA ziSyane pUchayuM ke- saMsAramAM sauthI adhika prajanIya vastu kayI che?" sarva ziSyae potapotAnI buddhi anusAra ukta praznano uttara Ape. te badhAmAM eka ziSpa sAthI chele uttara Ape ke bruhadaya." te sAMbhaLI tenA gurUe kahyuM ke "satya che. badhA ziSyoe je kAMI kahyuM che tene cAra tame mAtra ekaja zabdamAM ApI dIdhuM che. kemake je manuSyanuM hRdaya zuddha For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI Ana mAna prakAza. heya che te saMtuSTa rahI zake che, teja bIjAne zubha cintaka banI zake che ane tene ja sahelAIthI buddhigata thAya che ke tenI khAtara zuM zuM karavuM ucita che." suhadaya, suravabhAva, niSkapaTa, premamayI ane udAra prakRtinI sAthe sarakhAvatAM. azvapatinI saMpatti paNa tuccha che. je manuSyanI pAse A vastuo hoya che tenI pAse dAna karavA mATe bhale eka paise paNa na hoya, paraMtu te eka dAnavIra aja patinI jeTale paropakAra karI zake che e ni:saMdeha vAta che. bIjA manujenI sAthe hamezAM kupAletAthI vyavahAra karavAnI, teonI sarvadA prazaMsA karavAnI ane hamezAM teonA saddaguNepara dhyAna ApavAnI Teva pADavAthI savagIya AnaMdane anubhava thAya che. je manuSya ApaNuM sAthe kRpAlatAthI vyavahAra kare che tenI ApaNe avazya prazaMsA karIe chIe ane tene premamaya daSTithI nIhALIe chIe. A manuSya koI kaI vakhata samasta samAjamAM prasannatAne saMcAra karI zake che. je manuSyanuM cita hamezAM prasanna ane praphulla rahe che tene sukha ane saMteSane anubhava thAya che, te jyAM jyAM jAya che. tyAM tyAM harSano prakAza phelAve che ane zoka saMtasa manuSyane sAMtvana Ape che. ApaNAmAM eka mahAna doSa e rahelo che ke ApaNe bIjAo saMbaMdhI bhrAmaka mata bAMdhI daIe chIe. ApaNe teonI kSudra vA, tenI bhUle, teonA doSa ane teonI vicitratAonA AdhAre ApaNuM maMtavya sthira karIe chIe. je ApaNA samajavAmAM Ave . prasaMga prApta thavAthI nIcamAM nIca manuSya paNa IzvarIya guNa prakaTa karI zake che, atyaMta kRpaNa manuSya paNa mAnavajAtinuM kalyANuM karI zake che ane kAyaramAM kAyara manuSya paNa vIratA dekhADI zake che te A saMsAra svarga samAna banI jAya. ApaNAmAM aneka manu dhananA lebhamAM phasAI jaIne evA aMdha banI jAya che ane vepAranA nirasa niyamomAM jakaDAI jaIne evA savAthI banI jAya che ke teo bIjAonA sadaguNe joI zakatA nathI. ApaNe te bIjAonA avagura nI upekSA karIne teonA saddaguNe zeAdhI kADhavA joIe ane teonI prazaMsA karavI joIe. je ApaNe A pramANe karazuM te ApaNA durguNene ApaNe tajI zakahyuM ane ApaNAmAM saddaguNene vikAsa karI zakazuM. je ApaNe eka bIjAne sahAyatA karIe ane kSamAbhAvanuM yogya pAlana karIe te ApaNe sabhyatAmAM AvanavuM parivartana karI zakIe. eka vakhata eka manuSya eka cItharehAla bhIkhArIne pitAne ghare belA, tene uttama bhejana karAvyuM ane sArAM kapaDAM paNa ApyAM. tene vidAya karatI vakhate utsAha pUrNa zabdomAM teNe kahyuM ke-"ghare ghare bhaTakavA mATe tamAruM jIvana nirmANa thayeluM nathI. tame te A karatAM vadhAre sAruM kArya karI zake tema che. tamArA dekhAva For Private And Personal Use Only

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parahita ciMtana ane sAdhana. ra37 uparathI tame buddhimAna ho tevuM pratIta thAya che, tethI AvI adhama rItithI A jIvIkA meLavatAM tamAre zaramAvuM joIe." A pachI eka varSe jyAre ukata manuSya te bhIkhArIne taddana bhUlI game tyAre tene paisAnI taMgIne laIne keInI pAsethI paisA udhAra levAnI ghaNu ja jarUra paDI. tethI te pitAnA eka ISTa mitra pAse gaye ane tene kahyuM ke tame mane koI e mANasa dekhADaze ke je mane pAMca rUpiyA dharI zake. paraMtu tene mitra tene eTalA rUpiyA ApI zake nahi temaja te paNa koI evA mANune jANatuM nahotuM ke je tene jarUrane vakhate madada karI zake. teNe ghaNA prayatna karyo, paraMtu koI manuSya tene rUpiyA dhIrI zake e maLe nahi. thoDA divasa bAda tene ghare eka manuSya AvyuM, jenI sAthe pite sarvathA aparicita hoya ema tene lAgyuM. te aparicita manuSya kahyuM ke "mArA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvuM che ke tamAre hamaNA paisAnI taMgI che, tethI tamAre jeTalA rUpiyAnI jarUra hoya teTalA rUpiyA tamane ApavA mATe huM AvyuM chuM." A zabda sAMbhaLIne te ghaNe Azcarya cakita thaye ane tene pUchyuM ke "tame eka ajANyA mANasa che ane meM tamane kadI paNa joyA nathI chatAM tame mArA para vizvAsa rAkhavA taiyAra cho e kevI vAta?" teNe atyaMta namratApUrvaka javAba Ape ke "huM teja bhIkhArI chuM ke jene Apa eka varSa pahelAM Apane ghare laI gayA hatA. ane koI mANasa potAnA bhAI sAthe vAte evI rIte Apa jenI sAthe varyA hatA. te samaye Ape je mahera.. bAnI batAvI hatI tenAthI mArA jIvanamAM ekadama parivartana thaI gayuM ane huM mANasa banI gayA. mArAmAM jeTalI yogyatA hatI tenAthI paNa adhika saphalatA mane prApta thaI che. ane jyArathI huM mArA pitAnA hAthathI mahenata karIne mArI AjIvikA pedA karavA lAgyo chuM tyArathI huM ApanI kRpAne badalo vALavAnA suprasaM. ganI rAha joI rahyo chuM. Aje mane te suprasaMga prApta thayela che." eka vidvAnanuM kathana che ke "jyAM sudhI manuSyane A vAtanuM jJAna na thAya ke mArUM jIvana manuSyajAtinAM kalyANane vAstu che ane mane je kAMI prApta thayuM che te mAnavajAtinAM kalyANa artheja maLeluM che tyAM sudhI tene vAstavika rIte maDAnA kahI zakAya nahi." paraMtu khedanI vAta che ke ApaNe unmatta banIne be pArjana karavAmAM eka bIjAne je rItithI padadalita karIe chIe tenAthI ema mAluma paDe che ke manuSyatvanuM kaI evuM baMdhana nathI ke je ApaNane badhAne eka sUtramAM bAMdhI de. sarvatra ApaNe ApaNA bhAIone vipattimAM AvI paDelA dekhIe chIe. ApaNe tene sArI rIte madada karI zakIe ema chIe chatAM A paNe karatAM nathI. ApaNe teone daridratAthI pIDAtA joIe chIe te paNa ApaNe teonI tarapha For Private And Personal Use Only

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38 zro AtmAnaMda prakAza. hAca lakhAvavAnA yatna karatA nathI, kemake ApaNe eTaluM ja vicArIe chIe ke tema karavAmAM ApaNA kaze! svArtha rahelA nathI. je manuSya hamezAM svArthaparatAmAMja magra rahe che, jeNe lAbhava banIne peAtAnI sAtvika vRttiyA gumAvI che, jenA svabhAva evA krUra banI gayeA hAya che ke te peAtAnA maMemAM kazuM sArU joi zakatA nathI tenAthI vizeSa kaDAhRdaya ane nirdaya kone kahI zakAya ? khIjAonI sAthe kharA dilathI haLavA maLavAnI ane udAratAthI vyavahAra karavAnI Teva pADA. bIjAonI prazaMsA karavAmAM ane tene sAhAcya karavAmAM kRpaNa na aneA. dareka vakhate pratyeka manuSyanI sAthe sarvottama anukaraNIya vyavahAra AdarA. bIjA lekeAnI sAthe sadA prasanna karanArI vAta karatAM ane udAratAthI vyavahAra karatAM zIkheA. Ama karavAthI tamArA jIvananI vyApakatA vadhavA lAgaze, tamArA AmA unnata banaze ane tamArUM jIvana ucca ane zreSTa banI jaze. thAsabhava khIjAone sAhAyya karavAnA niraMtara udyoga karavAthI, peAtAnA saMbaMdhI enA sukhamAM vRddhi karavAthI, utsAha, prasannatA, AzA ane zubhecchAnA prakAza sarvatra phelAvavAthI ane ApaNI AsapAsa mAnandanI vRSTi karavAthI mAtra khIjAonAM hRdayamAM utsAha ane AnaMda utpanna thAya che. eTaluMja nahi paNa ApaNA mATe pazu sukha prAptinA mArga pUrNatAthI khullA thAya che. pratyeka samaye anya manuSyenuM kAMIne kAMi hita karavAnI TevathI manuSyane jeTalA satASa thaI zake che tenAthI vadhAre bIjI kAi paNa vastuthI thatA nathI. kadAca tamArI pAse teone ApavA mATe dUnya na heAya teA paNa tame tene utsAhita karIne, teenA du:kha daI vakhate citta prasanna karanArI e nAtA karIne athavA teonI sAthe kRpAlutAthI vyavahAra karIne teone hamezAM sahAyatA karI zake ema che. jeTalA manuSyane dravyanI AvazyakatA che te karatAM paNa vadhAre manuSyone prema ane sahAnubhUtinI AvazyakatA che ane te anne vastuo tame haMmezAM ApI zake tema che. eka vakhata eka nagaramAM eka videzI AvI pahoMccA je te nagaranI bhASA sArI rIte khelI zakatA nahAtA. te nagaranA eka dayAvAna purUSe tene malIna joine evA vicAra karyo ke A manuSyane paisAnI jarUra hoya evu jaNAya che ane tethI tene kAMIka Arthika sahAya ApavI joie, paraMtu te videzIe kahyuM ke " mAre paisAnI jarUra nathI, paraMtu huM tadna ekale hAvAthI koI mArI sAthe e AnaMda prada vAta kare enI huM utka'ThA rAkhu chuM. " ApaNe te manuSyane svAbhAvika rIte cAhIe chIe ke je peAtAnAM hRdayanu dvAra khullu rAkhe che, je bIjAonI sAthe niSkapaTa bhAvathI maLe che ane ghaNIja prasannatApUrvaka ApaNuM svAgata kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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parahita ciMtana ane sAdhana. - saMkIrNa vicAra vALA manuSya ke jeo bIjAne AkarSita karavAne badale teone vimukha kare che tenA karatAM je manuSyo udAracitta, paropakArI ane dayALu hoya che teo vadhAre saphalatA prApta kare che. uDhAracitta banatA zIkhe. aparicita manuSyo sAthe bolatAM, bIjA lokonI sAthe hadaya belI vAta karatAM ane ApaNane je maLe teone yathAzakita sahAyatA karatAM ApaNe kadApi leza paNa bhaya rAkhavo joIe nahi. kadAca ApaNe koI evA manuSyanI pAse javuM paDe ke jenI sAthe ApaNane jarApaNa paricaya na hoya te paNa teonI sAthe vAta karavAmAM biskula saMkeca rAkhavo joIe nahi pA5kAritA, sujanatA, udAratA ityAdi sadaguNane ApaNAM jIvanamAM utAravAthI mAtra cAritrya-saMgaThanamAM ja nahi, paraMtu laikika unnati karavAmAM kiMmatI sahAyatA maLe che. saphalatA meLavavA mATe mahinI zakitanI-bIjAne vazIbhUta karanAra guNanI-eTalI badhI apekSA che ke te guNene jeTaluM mahatva ApavAmAM Ave teTaluM thoDuM che. niSkapaTa vyavahArathI prathama mulAkAtamAM ja ApaNe jeTalI zIdyatAthI bIjAnA upara ApaNe sAre prabhAva pADI zakIe chIe ane tenA premapAtra banI zakIe chIe teTalI zIghratAthI bIjI koI paNa vastuthI te kArya thaI zakatuM nathI. tenAthI viparIta yAne saMdeha utpanna kare tevA vyavahArathI anya manuSya jeTalI tvarAthI vimukha banI jAya che teTalA jaldI bIjI koI paNa vastuthI banatA nathI. je dezanA havA pANu sArA nathI hotA, jyAM jIvananirvAha meLavavAmAM aneka prakAranI kaThinatAonI sAme thavuM paDe che tyAMnA nivAsIonI prakRti tyAMnI pari. sthitine anukuLa banI jAya che. te leke bIjAthI ghaNAja Dare che. teo bIjAnI sAthe hadaya khelI vAta karavAmAM saMkoca rAkhe che ane udAsIna bhAva dhAraNa karI le che. teo ema vicAre che ke ApaNe saMpUrNa sAvacetIthI cAlavuM joIe, pratyeka manuSyanI sAthe ni:saMkoca vAta karatAM pahelAM tenAM caritranI ane tenI sthitinI tapAsa karavI joIe, ane bIjAnI samakSa ApaNu hadika bhAva prakaTa karavAmAM udAratA batAvavI na joIe, kemake ema karavAthI bhaviSyamAM hAni thavAnI saM che. vanA che. AthI ulaTuM je dezamAM paristhiti ATalI badhI kaThina nathI hatI te dezanA nivAsIo videzIonI sAthe evI rIte maLe che ke jANe ke teonI sAthe teone lAMbA vakhatathI paricaya heya. teo pahelI ja mulAkAta vakhate hadaya khelI vAta kare che ane bIjA para vizvAsa muke che. teo koI paNa prakArano saMkeca rAkhatA nathI temaja e paNa vicAra karatA nathI ke bIjAnI sAthe hadaya kholI vAta karatAM pahelAM e nizcaya karavo joIe ke teo vizvAsapAtra banavAne gya For Private And Personal Use Only

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40 zrI AtmAna prakAza. che ke nahi, teo bIjAnuM sanmAna kare che, teonI sAthe udAratAthI vate che ane teonA baMdhu samAna hitaciMtaka banI jAya che. - jevI rIte keTalAka manuSya evA hoya che ke jeo sarvottama vAtramAMthI paNuM AMgaLI barAbara nahi mukavAthI besuro rAga kADhe che tevI rIte keTalAka manuSya sarvatra nirAzAvAdane rAga prasAre che. teo si sarvatra aMdhakAraneja prasAra kare che. teo haMmezAM jamAnAne deSa kAlyA kare che. AthI teo saMkucita banI jAya che ane udAratA temanAthI atyaMta dura rahe che. paraMtu keTalAka manuSya AthI sarvathA pratikULa hoya che. teo aMdhakAra phelAvavAne badale sarvatra prakAzane ja prasAra kare che. teo je puSpakaLIne hAtha lagADe che tenI pAMkhaDIyo khIlI jAya che ane tenI sugaMdha tarapha phelAI rahe che. teo jenI pAse jAya che te sarvane prasanna banAve che. bIjAnI sAthe vAto karavAmAM teone mukhya uddeza teomAM kaI paNa rIte utsAha reDavAno ja hoya che. teo jyAM jyAM jAya che tyAM sarvatra puSpavRSTi kare che. teomAM kaI evA prakAranI jAduI zakti hoya che ke jenAM baLe teo kurUpatAne saMdaryamAM ane azAMtine zAMtimAM parivartita karI muke che. teo bIjAmAM rahelA sarvottama guNe upara ja dhyAna Ape che ane tenA saMbaMdhamAM manaraMjaka ane AzApUrNa vAto ja kare che. ApaNe udAra banavuM joIe ane ApaNAM hRdaya dvAra khullAM rAkhavA joIe jethI karIne tenI aMdara dayAlutA ane vAtsalyanA prakAzamaya kiraNe pravezI zake. ApaNe ApaNI potAnI jAta viSe mata bAMdhavAmAM jeTalI namratA rAkhIe chIe teTalI ja namratA ApaNe bIjA viSe ApaNe mata sthira karavAmAM rAkhavI joIe, jevI rIte ApaNe ApaNA do tarapha kSamAdaSTithI jaIe chIye tevI ja rIte ApaNe bIjAnA dezo tarapha kSamAdaSTi rAkhavI joIe. ApaNe dveSa ane vairabhAvane sarvathA tilAMjalI ApavI joIe ane nIcAmAM nIca manuSyamAM paNa paramAtmAnI mUrtinAM darzana karavA joIe. pratyeka manuSya tarapha bhrAtRbhAva ane kRpAdraSTi rAkhavAnI TevathI caritra upara ati uttama prabhAva paDe che. e Tevane laIne cittamAM koI paNa divasa draSabuddhi ane nIcatAno praveza thaI zakato nathI ane samasta jIvana udAra ane udAsa banI jAya che. ApaNe parahita ciMtana-sAdhananI Teva pADIe te ApaNe je je manuSyone maLazuM teo aparicita haze to paNa ApaNe teone bhrAtRbhAvanI daSTithI ja nihALazuM. ApaNane evo anubhava thaze ke je ApaNane tenI sAthe paricaya thaI jAya to ApaNe tene ApaNe mitra banAvI laIe. bIjA zabdomAM kahIe to parahita ciMtana ane dayabhAvanI TevathI ApaNAM hRdayamAM pratyeka manuSya For Private And Personal Use Only

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parahita citata ane sAdhana, prati adhika sahAnubhUti utpanna thAya che. AthI ulaTuM, ApaNe je saMsAramAM ulAsInatA dhAraNa karI laIe ane svArthaparatAnA dAsa banI jaIe, kevaLa ApaNuM svArthanI ja vAta para dhyAna ApIe ane bIjAnI jarA paNa paravA na karIe te keTaloka samaya vyatIta thayA bAda e vRttithI ApaNuM hRdaya kAra ane zuSka banI jaze, ApaNe nirAzAvAdI banI jazuM ane ApaNane kaI pasaMda karaze nahi. pratyeka manuSya tarapha snehazIlatA ane hitacintanane bhAva rAkhe. tamAre svabhAva kaThAra heya te paNa ukta bhAva dhAraNa karavAthI keTalI tvarAthI tamArA svabhAva namra banI jAya che te joI tamane atyaMta Azcarya thaze. vaLI e bhAva dhAraNa karavAthI tamArAmAM pahelAM karatAM adhika sahAnubhUti utpanna thaze, tame bIjAnA deze ane nyUnatAo tarapha kSamAdaSTithI jovAne pahelAM karatAM adhika tatpara raheze ane adhika udAra temaja sahadaya banI jaze. parahita ciMtananI Tevane laIne tame bIjA lokenI pahelAM karatAM vadhAre prIti saMpAdana karI zakaze ane teone vadhAre sahAyatA ApI zakaze. jevI daSTithI ApaNe bIjAne zuM tevI ja daSTithI teo ApaNane jeze. je manuSya udAsIna, ekAMtavAsI ane svAthaparAyaNa hoya che tenA tarapha anya mANasa paNa tevAja banI jAya che. ApaNe dareka manuSya tarapha dayAbhAva rAkhIe ane parahita sAdhanAmAM ApaNuM jIvana vyatIta karIe te te karatAM vizeSa sAruM bIjuM zuM hoI zake? A jIvana kSaNabhaMgura havAthI ApaNe A jIvanamAM kaMTako vAvavAne badale puSpavRSTi karIe, svAthI ane udAsIna banavAne badale kRpALu banIe ane bIjAne sAhAo karIe te ApaNane keTalo saMtoSa thAya che? jagamAM leko niHsvArtha ane paropakArI manuSyanAM smAraka ubhA kare che, ane kadAca te mAraka pattharanAM athavA pItalanAM nathI karavAmAM AvatA te paNa te te manuSyanAM hRdayamAM hoya che ke jeone teonA taraphathI utsAha athavA sahAyatAnI prApti thayelI hoya che. parahita sAdhanamAM pra. tyeka manuSyane saphaLatA maLI zake che ane te saphalatA atizaya dravyasaMgraha karatAM ghaNe darajaje sArI che. ApaNA vyavasAyamAM niSphaLatA maLe paNa ApaNe bIjAnI sAthe kRpApUrvaka vyavahAra karavAmAM ane teone sahAyatA ApavAmAM leza paNa saMkeca rAkhavo joIe nahi. bIjAnuM bhaluM hovAthI manuSyanuM hRdaya unnata ane nirmala bane che ane tenI pAtratAmAM tathA mAnasika zakitamAM ghaNI ja vRddhi thAya che. svArtha ane lebhathI ApaNe AtmA saMkucita banI jAya che ane ApazumAM zreSThatAnuM ropaNa kudaratathI karavAmAM AvyuM hoya che tene kevaLa AbhAsa rahI jAya che. je ApaNe te zreSThatAne puna: prApta karatA IcchavA hoIe to ApaNe For Private And Personal Use Only

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mI AmAna prakAza, pratyeka manuSyanI taraphe sahAnubhUti rAkhavI joIe, darekanuM hita IcchavuM joIe, dadine yathAzakita koI paNa prakAre sahAyabhUta thavA yatanazIla banavuM joIe ane sarvanI sAthe namratApUrvaka vartavuM joIe. jenenI keLavaNI saMbaMdhI rocanIya paristhiti sudhAravA sArU sarakArI keLavaNI khAtAnA adhikArIo taraphathI sucavavAmAM AvatA upAya. keLavaNI mATe prayAsa karatA jaina AgevAnI pharaja mI. naretamadAsa. bI. zAhane patra. muMbai tA, 1-12-1918 maherabAna jAhera keLavaNI khAtAnA adhikArInI sevAmAM -- sAheba, jena kemamAM keLavaNI" e nAmane mArA lekha A sAthe Apane mokalavA nI rajA lauM chuM. ane sAthe vinaMtI karuM chuM ke jenenI keLavaNI saMbaMdhI pari. sthiti sudhAravA mATe temaja mAdhyamika zALAomAM ane kolejomAM abhyAsa cAlu rAkhavAmAM jaina vidyAthIone paDatI muzkelIo dUra karavA mATe kayA upAye vi. zeSa yogya ane asarakAraka nIvaDI zakaze te sUcavavAnI kRpA karaze. A sAthenA che. AMkaDAo uparathI Apa joI zakazo ke AkhA muMbaI ilAkAmAM mAdhyamika zALAomAM bhaNatA jaina vidyAthIonI saMkhyA mAtra tera TakA ja che, ane muMbaI IlAkAnA keTalAka bhAgamAM te ghaNA kharA jaina vidyAthIe pitAne abhyAsa bhAgyeja prAthamika zALAthI AgaLa cAlu rAkhe che. | muMbaI ilAkAnA judA judA prAMtamAM jenenI keLavaNI saMbaMdhI paristhiti sudhAravAmAM sahAyabhUta thavAnA vicArathI Apane A patramAM vinaMtI karavAnI taka lauM chuM ke dareka sthaLe kharekharA lAyaka vidyAthIone kolejane abhyAsa cAlu rAkhavAmAM uttejana ane madada rUpa thaI paDe tevAM vivAthI vetana (Scholarships) kevA prakAranAM sthApavA joIe te saMbaMdhI Apane abhiprAya jaNAvaze. jethI : - teTa-sarahuM akaDA A mAsikanA phAgaNa mAsanA aMkamAM prakaTa thayela che. te para vaka varganuM dhyAna kheMkhavAmAM Ave che. mAsika-eNDyuiM . For Private And Personal Use Only

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30 khAtAnA insapekaTara mI. epha. bI. sI. lArInA abhiprAya. 243 karIne huM jaina saMsthAone temaja keLavaNInA utkarSa mATe prayAsa karanAra zrImata renAne keLavaNInAM kArya mATe teonI pAse rahelAM dravyanA ApanA abhiprAya mujam sadupayoga karavA mATe AgrahapUrvaka vinaMtI karI zake. jene mATe huM ApanA sadAne mATe atyaMta AbhArI rahIza. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mI. tarAttama. bI. zAha prati. lI. huM chuM. ApanA AjJAMkita sevaka. narAttama bI. zAha majakura patranA muMbai ilAkAnA jAhera keLavaNI khAtAnA adhikArI sAheba taraphathI ApavAmAM AvelA pratyuttara, na--16021 jAhera keLavaNI khAtAnA adhikArInI oNphisa. punA tA- 10-2-1920 sAheba, tamArA tA. 1 lI DIsembara 1918 nA patranA javAJamAM jaNAvavAnu ke A patranI sAthe sI. pI. laoNrI, sI. bI. ena. dezAi, sI. eca. ema. mahetA, tathA sI. esa. ema. dalAlanA patrAnI nakalA mAkalela che, ane temAM mI. lArI tathA sI. dezAInA patrA tarapha tamArUM' khAsa dhyAna kheMcavAmAM Ave che. jemanA mata sAthe maherabAna keLavaNI khAtAnA adhikArI sAhema purepurA saMmata che. ( sI ) bI. ena. dezAI jAhera keLavaNI khAtAnA adhikArI vatI. madhya vibhAganA keLavaNI khAtAnA inspekaTara mI. eNpha. bI. pI. laurInA abhiprAya. na'. 8831 maheya vibhAganA keLavaNI khAtAnA inspekaTaranI oNphIsa. punA tA. 22-12-1919 maherakhAna jAhera keLavaNI khAtAnA adhikArI sAhebanI sevAmAM, sAheba, tamArA tA. 23 DIsembaranA 11853 nakharanA patranA javAmamAM huM A For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza patranI sAthe muMbaInA keLavaNu khAtAnA mAjI InsapekaTa2 mI. bI. ena. dezAInA patranI nakala bIDuM chuM. mI. bhImabhAInI TIkAo mudAsara ane jemAM keLavaNInI mukhya khAmIo darzAvanArI che ema mArI mAnyatA che. keLavaNamAM je ghaNIkharI khAmIo jovAmAM Ave che te sahakArya ane hetusAdhana vaccenI baMdhabesatI buddhipUrvakanI ghaTanAnA abhAvane AbhArI che ema huM dhAruM chuM. mI. narotama bI. zAhane mI. bhImabhAInA patranI eka nakala mokalavA mArI bhalAmaNa che. mArI bIjI bhalAmaNa e che ke jene loko vepArI hovAthI teone mukhyatve karIne mAdhyamika keLavaNInI jarUrIyAta che. A bAbata dhyAnamAM rAkhIne muMbaInI bAbu pannAlAla punamacaMda jaina hAIskulamAM zarUAtamAM anyabhASA temaja bIjA keTalAka agharA ane bInajarUrI viSaye kADhI nAMkhIne sahele abhyAsakrama ThavavAmAM AvyA hatA. ema chatAM teja skUlamAM, mArA mAnavA pramANe, hAlamAM cAlu rUDha thaI gayelA abhyAsa krama mujaba zikSaNa ApavAmAM Ave che. A abhyAsakrama ke jemAM anyabhASA, bIja gaNita ane bhUmitine samAveza karavAmAM Avela che, te ghaNu kharA jaina vidyAthIone mATe tadana pratikuLatA bharelo che. tethI mArI evI sUcanA che ke je je vivAthIe yunivarsiTInI keLavaNI levA mAgatA hoya teone mATe e prakAranA zikSaNanI khAsa goThavaNa karavI ane bIjA vighAthIone mATe Adhunika vyavahAramAM upayegI thaI paDe teTaluM aMgrejI bhASAnuM jJAna temaja bhUgoLanuM ane khAsa karIne vepArI bhUgoLanuM jJAna teone maLI zake tevI jAtane aMgrejI ane mAtRbhASAne sahela abhyAsakrama goThava te vadhAre pasaMda karavA lAyaka che ke nahi te viSe vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. (sahI)-pI. laoNrI. madhya vibhAganA keLavaNI khAtAnA InspekaTara. For Private And Personal Use Only

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tho mAtmAnanda bhaDA.za 90 iha hi rAgadveSamodAya ninUtena saMsArijantunA zArIramAnasAne kAtikaTuka DuHkhopanipAtapImitena tadapanayanAya heyopAdeyapadArthaparijJAne yatnoM vidheyaH // zrI AdIzvara stuti. EXEXEY Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 8 pustaka 17 ] vIra saMvat 2446, vaizAka. Atma saMvat 240 [ aMka 10 mo. EXEEXE6 IYERYE ( sagdharA ) khIlelAM padma jevI samasasaramAM jehanI mukha kAMti, tevA kezaM zirAthI caraNa yugala jevu djAve zivane; phelAye vRSTi jenAM suvacananI madhe meghadhAzanI peThe, tevA Adi prabhune praNamAM praNayathI meAkSa mArga yAcu V. For Private And Personal Use Only EXEXEE XEXEYENE

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 246 zrI AtmAnaDha prakAza ApaNI unnati kema thai zaktI nathI ? tathA ApaNI unnatinA saMbhavata upAya. ApaNAmAM gatAnugatikatA bahu vadhI gai che eTale je je kriyA ( dharma karaNI ) karavAmAM Ave che tenA zAstrokta hetu ke paramArtha samajavAnI bahuja AchI darakAra karavAmAM Ave che, ane ghaNe bhAge vagara samaye dekhAdekhI kaika kriyAe karAya che tethI te te dharmakaraNI joIe evI kalyANu sAdhaka thai zakatI nathI. vAtA (mATI meATI ) karavAmAM ApaNe zurA chIe kharA, pazu ApaNI gaMbhIra ( bhUlA sudhAravAnI kazI darakAra karatA nathI e bhAra khedanI vAta che. jo aMtara dRSTi karI jovAmAM Ave te ApaNe ghAMcInA baLadanI jema aMdha gati karI rahyA chIe. eTale game teTalu cAlI marIe tA paNa ThAmanA ThAma. AvI bhayaMkara du:khadAyI sthitimAMthI ApaNA uddhAra zI rIte thai zake ? joke ApaNu sahune sukha game che,. du:kha nathI gamatuM, paraMtu sukhane kharA rastA AdaryA vagara ane du:khanA mA tayA vagara sAcu sukha maLavAnuM nathI ane du:kha DhaLavAnuM nathI. samartha zAstrakArA kahe che ke yathArtha zraddhA ( samyag darzana ) yathArtha bedha ane yathArtha cAritra ( sadda vana )tu kharAkhara paripAlana karavAthIja sarva du:khanA sathA aMta AvI zake che ane akSaya anata zAzvata meAkSa sukha maLI zake che. te ratnatrayInuM ArAdhana kara vAnI vAta tA dUra raheA paraMtu prathama tenI prApti mATe yeAgya (lAyaka ) banavA mATe vinaya, viveka, nyAya, nIti, kSamA, saralatA, saMtASAdika mArgAnusArIpaNAnA guNunA paNa jyAM sudhI yAgya Adara na karavAmAM Ave ane kSudratA-tuccha doSa draSTi pramukha dughA tajavAmAM na ja Ave tyAM sudhI sAcA sukhanI prApti ane vividhaprakAranAM anubhavavAM paDatAM duHkhanA aMta thavAnI AzA zI rIte rAkhI zakAya ? jema maLa zuddhi karyA vagara levAmAM AvatI game tevI kiMmatI davA guNu kaztI nathI tema maitrI, kA, muditA ane madhyasthatAnA sevana vaDe rAga, dveSa, ahaMtA, mamatArdika jaDa ghAlIne rahelA duSTa vikAre rUpa AMtara maLanI zuddhi karyA vagara game tevI dharma karaNI du:kha haraNI thai zakatI nathI. uttama-hitakArI vaidhanAM vacanAnusAra auSadha upacAra karavAthI jema game tevA haThIlA nyAdhinA paNa aMta Ave che tema rAga, dveSa ane mAhArdika vikAra mAtrathI sarvathA mukta thayelA sarvajJa prabhunI ekAnta hitakArI khAjJAne yathArtha rIte anusaravAthI nice sakaLa du:khane sarvathA ata AvI zake che. pota potAnA adhikAra mujaba zuddha raheNI karaNI karavA purUSArtha. phAravavAthI ja sarvajJa prabhunI ke nispRhInigraMtha-gurU mahArAjanI parama hitakArI d For Private And Personal Use Only

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purUSanI paMkitamAM kone gaNavA. ra47 AjJA zikSAnuM ThIka paripAlana thai zake che, paraMtu ekAnta hitakArI devagurUnI AjJAnA anAdara karI svecchA mujakha cAlanAra game teTale bAhyADaMbara kare che te tene kevaLa kaleza rUpa thAya che, Atma unnati karavA icchanAre svecchAcAra tajavAja joie. mada-ke-rita tajavI joie. viSaya lAlasA, kaSAya-aMdhatA, ALasa ' edIpaNu ane nakAmI kuthalI karavAnI kuTevane tilAMjali ApavI ja joIe. peAtAnAmAM jaDa ghAlIne rahelA aneka dAne TALavA tathA anekAneka sadguNNA prApta karavA ane khIlavavA satata prayatna karavAja joie, tuccha-kSaNika sukhanA mAha tajI, kharA zAzvata mAkSa sukha meLavavAja mathana karavuM joie, gavAnugatikatA tajI paramArtha dRSTi AdaravI joie. maitrI, karUNA, muditA, ane madhyasthatA rUpa sadbhAvanAthI sva hRdaya kamaLane sadAya vAsita karI rAkhavu joIe. kharA hetu samajI eka cittathI dharmakaraNI yathAzakita niyamasara karavI jo ie..ucca Adarza najara AgaLa rAkhI, zAstra AjJAne mAna AthI namrapaNe nija unnati sAdhavA ane anI zake teTalu anya janAnu pazu hita karavA khapI thavu joie. itizamU. le-munimahArAja zrI kapUravijayajI mahArAja. purUSanI paMktimAM kAne gaNavA ? eka praznanuM samAdhAna, (6 kA hi puMgaNanA teSAM ye'nyazikSAvicakSaNAH / " ye svaM zikSayituM dakSA, steSAM puMgaNanA nRNAm // ' bhAvArtha:--jeo anya koine yatheccha zikhAmaNa devAmAM zUza che temane purUSanI gaNatrImAMja 'keNu gaNe che ? zAstrakAra kahe che ke ame evA pApaze pAMDitya ' batAvanArA zuSka hRdaya vALAone purUSanI paMkitamAM lekhatAja nathI. phkata je potAnI jAtaneja keLavavA-sudhAravA cakAra ( sAvadhAna ) rahe che tema neja ame kharA purUSanI gaNatrImAM gaNIe chIe. bIjAone nahIM paramA --A ati upayogI ( mahattva pUrNa) zleAkamAMthI kAi paNa AtmakalyANecchu jana dhAre te bahuja uMDuM ( arthapUrNa` ) rahasya pAmI zake ema che, mAsa game tevA buddhizALI hoya, zarIra hRSTa puSTa ( nIrogI ) hAya, lakSmI pAtra hoya ane vacana zaktivALA paNa hoya, paraMtu e badhI buddhi zaktinA upayoga jyAMsudhI nija Atma kalyANArthe karavAmAM na Ave, kevaLa leAka 2janAthe For Private And Personal Use Only

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248 zrI AtmAnaMda prAya, athavA tuccha ana: kAmanA pUrNa karavA mATeja karavAmAM Ave te te buddhi kSatinI ThIka sAthe katA lekhI zakAya nahIM. rUDI--ninI ddhi pAmIne svapara, jatana, hitAhita, kata vyAka bya bhrakSAlakSya, pecApeya, gamyAgamya tathA guNa doSanI yathArtha vaDe caNu karatAM zikhI kharI vastune AdaravI ane khATI vastune tajI devI joIe. rUDI nIrAgi kAcA pAmIne tuccha viSayAdika lAlasA tajI rUDhAM vrata-niyama AdaranA khapa karavA joie. rUDI lakSmI lIlA pAmIne parApakAzathe tenA sadupayAga karavA joie ane rUDI vacana zakti pAmIne anya prANIone prIti upaje tathA temanuM hita-zreSa-~ kalyANa thAya tevA tenA vivekapUrvaka upacAga karavA joie. jethI svapara hitanI vRddhi thAya tevAM kArya mAM prApta sAdhananA sadupayoga karavA sAvadhAna rahevu joIe. itizam. le-munimahArAja zrI kapUravijayajI mahArAja. mAnasika avasthAo. ghaNA manuSya ema samaje che ke ApaNAM mananI sapATI upara je kAMI vicArA, bhAvanA, kalpanA, ta Adi che te sivAya mananA aMta: bhAgamAM kazuja nathI. ane ApaNAM manamAM je kAMi che te ApaNAthI ajANyuM rahetu nathI. jyAre koI mANusa ApaNune ema kahe che ke " huM amuka vAta bhUlI gayo chuM " tyAre ApaNe ema mAnIe chIe ke have e vAta tenI mAnasasRSTimAMthI vikhuTI paDI gai che, athavA te have tenAM mAnasaba MdhAraNanA vibhAga tarIke rahevA pAmI nathI. ApaNane ema ja mAnavAnI Teva paDI gai che ke ApaNuM mana ane tenA badhA pradeze| ApaNI jANu bahAra nathIja. tenA sarva khuNA khAMcaza huM nA prakAza vaDe prakAzita che ane je kAMi prakAzita nathI te ApaNI maneSTimAMthI chaTakI gayuM che. C. "9 A mAnavuM kharUM nathI. ApaNAM mAnasa khaMdhAraNanA je bhAganuM ApaNane atyAre bhAna che te tenA khila baMdhAraNanA eka alpa vibhAga mAtra che. mananA AMtarapradeze ApaNI vartamAna avasthAmAM ApaNA "u" nA viSaya banI zakatA nathI ane ApaNuM bAhya mana ( outer consciousness ) e tA akhila ananI sAthe sarakhAvatA phakta sekaMDe eka TakA jeTaluM ja che. Tuine nAmanA eka tatvajJa kharU kahe che ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAnasika avasthAo. ra49 Mental events imperceptible to consciousness are far more numerous than the others and of the world that makes op our being, we only perceive the highest points-the lighted up peaks of a continent whose lower levels remain in the shade. arthAt--ApaNA jJaptipradezane viSaya banI zakanAza mAnasa vyatikarA karatAM ajJAta vyatikarAnI saMkhyA ghaNI ja adhika che. ApaNI jIvanasRSTinA uccatama vibhAge ja ApaNI daSTimaryAdAmAM AvI zake che-eka mahAna pradeza jenI taLIAnI sapATI aMdhakAramAM rahe che ane mAtra ucenA prakAzita zikharA ja dekhAya tenA jevI ApaNA mAnasapradezanI paristhiti che. Liebnita nAmane paMDita paNa eja mata darzAvatAM kahe che ke - It does not follow that because we do not perceive thought, that it does not exist. It is a great source of error to believe that there is no perception in the mind but that of which it is conscious, arthAta ApaNe mAnasa vyApArane anubhavI na zakIe eTalA mATe tenuM astitva ja nathI ema kahI zakAya nahIM. ApaNA jJaptipradezanI sapATI upara che tethI adhika ApaNAM mAnasabaMdhAraNamAM nathI ema mAnavuM e jAtinuM moTuM utpattisthAna che. samartha kavio, tatva, pratibhAsaMpanna purUSa ane apUrvakaka mahAjanenI addabhuta kutienAM bIja temanAM bAhya mananI sapATI upara hotA nathI. manuSyanAM manamAM zuM che tenI keIne khabara paDatI nathI. mahAna lekhakanA vicAra kAMi temanAM mananA jJaptikSetra upara samudramAM phiNa tare che tema kAMI taratA hatA nathI. ghaNI vAra temane pitAne paNa temanAmAM zuM che ane kaI bhAvanA akSarAtmaka rUpe bahirbhAva pAmaze tenI khabara hotI nathI. Maudsle nAmane eka saMmarsa mAtavidda kharuM kahe che ke: "The best thoughts of an author are the unwilled thoughts which surprize himself; and the poet under the influence of creative activity, is so far as consciousness is concerned, being dictated to." arthAt -thakartA pitAnA sarasamAM sarasa vicArane kAMI saMka95thI upajAvI zakato nathI. eTale ke e vicAre tenA dhAravAmAM paNa letA nathI. ane lekhakane pitAne ajAyabImAM nAkhI de che. kavi jyAre tenI utpAdaka pratibhAnA Avegane Adhina baneluM hoya che tyAre tene koI itara sattA preryA karatI hoya For Private And Personal Use Only

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mI mahmAnaMda prakAza. che arthAta te pratibhAnAM aMkura kAMI tenAM bAhA mananA upari bhAgamAM khullA paDelAM hotA nathI.' mananA A ajJAta pradeza saMbaMdhI aneka vidvAnee pitAne anubhava othAkAre bahAra Ala che, ane AjakAla aneka pragatizIla maMDaLamAM e viSaya vijJAnanI eka zAkhArUpe gaNAvA mAMDe che, paraMtu A viSaya saMbaMdhe vaijJAnikonA anveSaNamAM eka meTe deSa e rahI jAya che ke teo e sarva mAnasa avasthAnA AdhAra rUpe-e sarva sthitionA dara rUpe-je Atmatatva raheluM che tene AdhyA tmika daSTibiMduthI svIkAra karatA nathI ethI temanuM manovijJAnazAka ApaNa Arya bhAvanAne saMtoSa ApavA samartha banatuM nathI. A sthaLe ame amArI A dhyAtmika bhAvanAne surakSita rAkhIne, sarva anubhavonA sAkSI ane sarva mAnasa pravRtione sAMkaLanAra eka parama tatvanA savIkAra pUrvaka, mananA ajJAta pradezamAM dRSTipAta karavAnI pragabhatA karIe chIe. manuSyano AtmA e jIvananA anaMta mahAsAgaranuM eka biMdumAtra che. pratyeka AtmAnuM je parama lakSya che te lakSya-te parama dhAma-prati ApaNe sarva ke gatimAna chIe. e ayuta dhAmanA paMtha upara ApaNe anaMta keza mAkhyA che ane te dhAmamAM pahoMcatA pahelAM ApaNe eka ekathI caDhI AvI aneka savasthAmAMthI pasAra thavAnuM che. - je je bhUmikAmAM thaIne AmAM pasAra thaele che e sarva bhUmikAonA viziSTa lakSaNe tenAmAM rahelA che. tenA pUrvanA sarva anubhave ane je jana samudAyane te eka vibhAga che tenA anubhavo tenAmAM avyakatapaNe rahelA che. tenI mane sRSTimAM gata avasthAonA cinho rahelA che eTaluM ja nahi paNa mananI je zaktio ane bhUmikAonuM atyAre ApaNA bAhamananI sapATI upara kUraNa sakhuM paNa nathI te zakitao paNa tyAM suptAvasthAmAM rahelI che. atyAre ApaNane tenuM leza paNa bhAna nathI ane ApaNI buddhivRtti tenI sAthe saMbaM. dhamAM nathI. jIvananI je je sthitio ApaNe bhegavI che tenA viziSTa lakSaNe ApaNAmAM rahyA che e vAtathI ApaNe gabharAvAnuM nathI. e badhA mAnasika khajAno ApaNane tene sadupayoga karatA AvaDe te bahu upagI che. "huM nA Adhi. patyataLe ane saMyamamAM rahelI adhamAdhama vRttio paNa sumAge jI zakAya che. mAtra asaMyamI ane nirbaLa manuSyaja "adhama vAsanAothI Dare che, kemake tene zuM upayoga karavo tenI tene gama nathI. ApaNuM zAstrakAroe saMyamanI je tuti ane upayogitA gAI che tenuM kAraNa AthI spaSTa thavA gya che. atyAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAnasika avasthAe. e viSaya sAthe A lekhane ame saMmizrita karavA mAgatA nahi hovAthI mAnasika avasthAe saMbaMdheja amArI carcA AgaLa calAvIzuM. manuSyanAM baMdhAraNamAM sthalatama keza tenuM paMcabhUtAtmaka zarIra che. e zarIrathI mAMDI ApaNe ApaNuM anveSaNa zarU karI che te jovAmAM Ave che ke zarIra e jIvana-kaNa (Protoplasm ) ne samUha che. A kaNe asaMkhya sUma aNu paramANuonA banelA hoya che ane havA, jhADa, khaDake AdipAM je tatva hoya che te ja to A jIvana-kaNamAM hoya che. ApaNA Arya zAstro kahe che ke jaDe bhAsatA A sarva aNuomAM jIvana raheluM che, ane jIvanane aMge Avazyaka raheluM tatva e e aNuone hoya che. jaDa sRSTimAM je gurUtvAkarSaNane niyama pratIta thAya che, ane jenA vaDe eka prakAranA aNuo anya prakAranA aNuo pratye sanehAkarSaNa athavA vidveSa darzAve che te e aNuomAM rahelA te tatvanAM prabhAvane lIdhe ja hoya che. TUMkamAM kahIe te gurUtvAkarSaNano niyama e eka mAnasa pravRtti che, ane tene aMge rahelA rAga, dveSa, IrachA, saMka95, kArya, pratyuttara Adi saMjJAonuM prAthamika puraNa che. AthI manuSyanA dehagata aNuomAM A prakAranuM mAnasa kArya satata cAlyA ja kare che. zarIramAM eka samUharUpe rahelA paramANuTyaghAta e parasparanAM nehabhAvane laIne ja eka bIjAne vaLagI rahyo che. eka prakAranA aNuo bIjA prakAranA aNuo upara vireAdhI asara upajAve che te paNa te ubhayamAM rahelI judI judI sthitione laIne ja che. ApaNuM vaidakazAstra paNa Aja saMbhAvanA upara racAeluM che, arthAta auSadhanA amuka aNuo zarIramAM rahelA amuka aNuo sAthe amuka bhAvathI joDAze e saMbhAvanA upara Ayurveda racAele che. viSayanA aNuo evA zreSayukta hoya che ke bIjA jIvana-ANuo sAthe te saMbaMdhamAM AvatA prabaLa virodha upajAvI temanAmAM vikAra upajAve che ane sarvane zithIla ane vizINuM karI nAkhe che. manuSya samUhamAM jema nIca, kusaMpI ane vinAzaka svabhAvanA manavALA manuSya hoya che ane janasamAjamAM kA kare che te ja mAphaka aNu paramANuomAM paNa temanA svabhAvane laIne jheranuM kAma karanAra rahelA hoya ja che, je aNuo uttama hoya evAja aNuo ApaNA zarIramAM dAkhala karavA ane bIjA adhama ane viparIta asara upajAvanArA azuene bahiSkAra karavAnI zAstrakAra, bhaNyAkya viveka rUpe je amUlya sUcanAo ApaNane ApatA rahyA che tenI kiMmata AthI vAcakavargane samajAyA vinA rahI che nahIM. viSayAMtaranuM jokhama kheDIne paNa ATalI vAta vAcaka samudAya samakSa ekathI yogya gaNuM che. have ApaNA mukhya viSaya upara AvIe, For Private And Personal Use Only

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bo AtmAna prakAza. manuSyanAM baMdhAraNamAM A Agata mana e halakAmAM halakuM ane sethI prathama AviSkAravALuM che. mananI A bhUmikA atyAre ApaNA mAnasa-samudranA cheka taLIe rahelI che, ane tethI te ApaNuM mAnasa baMdhAraNane vibhAga hovAnuM ApaNane kuraNa sarakhuM paNa hetuM nathI. manuSyanuM hAlanuM vikAsa pAmeluM mana eka vakhata AvI aNu-gata mananI sthitimAM hatuM, hajI paNa te avasthAnA anubhave ane viziSTa lakSaNe tenAmAM rahelA che. tenAM bA manane tenA hovAnI kazI khabara nathI, chatAM te sabaMdhI tenA ajJAnane laIne tenAM astitvamAM kaze phera paDato nathI. have AvA manasahita aNuo jyAre gurUtvAkarSaNanA niyamane laIne athavA kaho ke e aNugata mananA eka bIjA pratyenA nehabhAvane laIne-bhegA thAya che tyAre te eka sarakhA manavALA ANuM enI eka saMsRSTi rUpe, eka bIjAne gADha AliMgana ApIne samUhabhAve rahe che. atyAra sudhI te pratyeka ANunuM vyaktigata mana pita potAnI svataMtra dizAmAM kAma karyuM jatuM hoya che ane pitAnA karatAM kaI maLavAnanI sattA taLe AveluM hotuM nathI. mAtra sarakhe sarakhA bhegA thaIne eka svataMtra gaNa ( Commonwealth ) rUpe rahe che. paraMtu ahIthI eka no pheraphAra-addabhuta parivartana-zarU thAya che. sAdhAraNa janadaSTine emAM kazuM addabhUtapaNA jevuM bhAsatu nathI. paraMtu ame te anaMta AzcaryamAM vimugdha banI jaie chIe. kemake jene khulAso manuSyanI buddhinI bahAra che, ane jenI agamyatAne vijJAna hajI bhedI zakAyuM nathI ane kahI bheravAnuM paNa nathI temAM Azcarya pAmyA vinA kema rahI zakAya? A Azcarya ghaTanA te zuM che te hamaNAja ame kahIzuM. te A che. A aNuone samanaska saMghAta eka vanaspatinA baLavattara AnI asara taLe Ave che ane e udvija, e bhinna bhinna aNuomAM pitAnI baLavattara sattA vaDe maha8 parivartana karIne tene potAnA zarIranA baMdhAraNumAM kheMce che. eka khanijanA kaTakAnuM te lIlI vanaspatimAM rUpAMtara karI nAkhe che ane uccatara jIvana kaNurUpe tene svasattAthI palaTAvI nAkhe che. akaraNa (inorganic ) dravyane kheMcIne tene potAnA dehanAM baMdhAraNamAM sthAna levA mATe egya banAvavuM e eka parama Azcarya ghaTanA che te paramANunI anaMta zakti sUcave che. mATI ane chANanA gaNaene badalAvI nAkhI tenI vanaspatinAM deha rUpe ghaTanAkaranAra sattA kharekhara agamya che. vaijJAnike hajAra varSa paryata potAnI prA. zALAmAM chANa ane mATImAMthI vanaspati upajAvavA prayatna kare te paNa te sarvadA niSphaLa ja rahevAnI. je For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAnasika avasthAo. 253 ghaTanA vizvamAM rahelA paramANu karI zake che te amArA vaijJAnikathI kadI banavAnI nathI. eka vijJAnavettA A saMbaMdhI mahata anveSaNa karyA pachI belI uThaze te ke "Oh, mystery of the cell! The intellect of man is unable to duplicate this wonderful process. ( ahA, jIvana-kaNamAM kevuM adbhutapaNuM raheluM che ? manuSyanI buddhi e camatkArika ghaTanAne upajAvavA nitAnta asamartha che). paraMtu je kRti mATe manuSyabuddhi nAlAyaka che te kuti mATe paramAzunI anaMta zakti sarvathA gya che. kayA tane kevI rIte potAnI zarIraghaTanAmAM ekameka karavA te te bahu sArI rIte jANe che. A vAta barAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che ke prathama ekaja cha na kaNane upajAvI kADhI temAMthI anaMta jIvana konI sRSTi ghaDe che. keI adabhuta satA vaDe e jIvana kaNa amuka hade vadhyA pachI tenA be kaTakA thAya che ane e bane judA judA saMvardhana pAme che. cokkasa hade vadhavA pachI puna: te darekanA be be kaTakA thAya che ane punaH te paNa cekasa hade AvyA pachI vibhakata thaI jAya che. e pramANe eka jIvana-kaNamAMthI anekanI utpatti thaI eka repa athavA vRkSa baMdhAya che. ghAsathI mAMDIne vaDanA jhADa sudhI eja pramANe thaIne te te vanasapatine deDa racAya che. vanapatimAM rahelI maithuna saMjJAthI A pramANe ekanA be aNue ane benA cAra ane ema anaMta paraMparA cAlyA kare che. potAnI jAtine upajAvavAmAM je pa manuenI saMbhegazaninI kRtArthatA che tema vanaspatimAM paNa eka aNu phiTIne pUrve jyAM eka hatuM tyAM be aNuone saddabhAva upajAvI tenI maithuna saMjJAnuM ApaNane darzana karAve che. manuSyanuM zarIra paNa AvI ja rIte baMdhAya che. vRkSenAM saMvardhana ane manuSya zarIranAM saMvardhanamAM kazeja bheda nathI, kemake ubhayanAM saMvardhana saba pe ekaja prakAranuM kArya thatuM hoya che. mAtAnA garbhamAM bALakanuM zarIra je prakAre thAya che te ane eka ropAnAM zarIranI racanA barAbara eka sarakhI che. taphAvata eTale ? che mAtanA garbhamAM bALaka je poSaNa meLave che te mAtAnAM 2tamAMthI meLave che ane pAnuM zarIra khanijanA paramANuM ene pitAnAM baMdhAraNamAM eka rasa karI tenA vaDe vRddhi pAme che. kudaratamAM jyAM jyAM saMvardhana, abhivRddhi, ane racanAtmaka kArya jovAmAM Ave che tyAM tyAM avazya AAma hoya che. kemake kudaratanI saMvardhana zakitane bhaMDAra vanaspati tavamAM hoya che. manuSya sIdhI yA ADakatarI rIte vanaspatinA khorAka uparaja jIvI zake che. jo teo sIdhI rIte vanaspatine AhAra le te temanuM jIvana-kArya kudaratanA niyamane anusaratuM ane tarala prakAre cAle che, paraMtu je For Private And Personal Use Only

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54 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza ADakatarI rIte, arthAta pazu-pakSInA AhAra karI ane temanA vanaspati vaDe pASAyelA zarIrane pAtAnAM zarIramAM dAkhala karI te dvArA vanaspatinuM tattva dAkhala kare tA . temane joie teTalu jIvana-maLa maLatu nathI. ane mAtra pazu pakSIne svAbhAvika sAMskAro ane vikArAnuM pramaLapaNuM temanAM manamAM jAme che. vanaspati ahAra mAMsAhAra karatAM zreSTatara che e mAtra dharmadraSTieja che tema nathI. paraMtu kudaratanA mahA niyamanI dRSTie paNa che. te AthI samajAya tema che. mAMsAhAra dvArA je pASaNa maLe che. te paNa vanaspatinuMja pASaNu che. kemake te pazuoe vanaspati khArAka lai peAtAnu zarIra pAkhyu hAya che ane tethI temanAM zarIramAM vanaspatinA kAMi kAMI tavA avaziSTa hoya che. mAMsAhArI pazuonu mAMsa kAMI upayAgamAM nathI enuM kAraNa eja hAya che ke temAM kAMi pASaNa hAtu nathI. ane poSaNa nahI hAvAnuM kAraNa eja ke temaNe vanaspatimAMthI sIdhu poSaka tatva meLavyu hotuM nathI, paraMtu kAI pazunAM zarIra vaDe jIna nabhAvyuM hoya che. rA. adhyAyI. ( apUrNAM. ) du:khada prasagAmAMthI medhagrahaNa, viThThaladAsa mULacaMda zAha, bI. e. du:kha, zAka ane azAMti A jIvananI sAtheja lAgelA che. duniyAmAM evA koi paNa manuSya nathI ke jenAM hRdayamAM dghi paNa du:khanA kAMTA na lAgyA haiAya, je kAI divasa ApattinA uMDA samudramAM paDayA na hoya ane jeNe kardi asahya du:khanA uSNu azru na pADyAM hoya. evuM eka paNa ghara nathI ke jyAM roga ane mRtyu rUpI bhayakara zatruoe praveza na karyo hAya ane eka hRdayane bIjA hRdayathI vikhuTA paDavAnAM du:kha ane zAkanI aMdhakAramaya chAyA phelAi na rahI heAya. saMsAramAM jeTalA prANIo che te badhA thADA ghaNA du:khamAM haMmezAM sita thayelA DAya che. sane kAine koI prakAranuM du:kha hAya che. A du:khada prasa MgeAmAMthI chuTakArA meLavavA mATe athavA tene koi paNa prakAre ochA karavA mATe leAkeA aneka tarehanA upAye cAje che ane sukhaprAptine mATe bhinna bhinna mArgonuM avalambana gRhe che. koI viSayavAsanAmAM sukha mAne che. keTalAka leAkA jIvhAnA svAdamAM AnaMda mAne che. aneka manuSyeA dhana saMpatti ane mAna maryAdAne duniyAnI sarva vastuothI uttama samaje che ane rAtri divasa tenI prAptine mATe udyama karavAmAM pravRtti rahe che. keTalAka leAkeA evA paNa hoya che ke jeo dhArmika kAryAnA anuSThAnamAM ja sukha mAne che. kahevAnI matalaba e che ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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du:khada prasaMgomAMthI bodhagrahaNa 255 pratyeka manuSya potapotAnA vicArAnusAra bhinna bhinna vAtemAM sukha samaje che ane te dvArA sAMsArika dukhethI mukata thavAnI ane sukha prApta karavAnI abhilASA rAkhe che. thoDA samaya mATe ema jaNAya che ke je sukha prApta karavA mATe manuSya A Talo badhe zrama lIdhe hoya che te teNe prApta karyuM hoya che, tene AtmA e sukhamAM nimagna banI gayuM hoya che ane kSaNabhara te te pitAnA saghaLAM kanTene visarI gaye heya che. paraMtu akasanI vAta che ke tarata ja kei rega athavA zokanuM tenA upara AkramaNa thAya che, athavA keI bhAre akasmAta tenA upara AvI paDe che je tenAM kapita sukhane sarvathA nAza karI muke che. e rIte manuSyanAM pratyeka sukhane vizva karavA mATe koI duHkhada prasaMganI tINa talavAra tenAM mastaka upara laTakatI ja rahe che ane je manuSya jJAnazUnya dazA bhegavatA hoya che tenA para te talavAra paDe che ane tenA AtmAne adhogata banAve che. juo, bALaka ema Icche che ke huM ekadama moTo thaI strI vA purUSa banI jauM. strI purUSe potAnAM bacapaNanAM sukhanuM samaraNa kare che. nidhana manuSya hamezAM pitAnI nidhana dazAnAM baMdhanamAM jakaDAya rahe che ane dhanavAna manuSyane hamezAM daridra banI javAno bhaya rahyA kare che, athavA te koI kApanika sukhanI IcchAthI saMsAramAM bhamyA kare che. koI koI vakhata AtmAne e anubhava thavA lAge che ke amuka dharma vA amuka siddhAMtane svIkAra karavAthI athavA amuka Adarzane hRdayamAM sthApita karavAthI akSaya sukha ane zAMtinI prApti thaI gaI che, paraMtu pAchaLathI kaI bhAre lebha vA lAlacane vaza banI gayelA AtmAne eja dharma asatya ane apUrNa pratIta thavA lAge che, e ja siddhAMta nirarthaka jaNAya che ane eja Adarza ke jenI kAunika mUrtinI te varSo thayAM bhakti ane upAsanA karI rahyo hate te kSaNavAramAM chinnabhinna thaI nIce paDI jAya che. have prazna e upasthita thAya che ke e duHkha ane zekathI chuTakAro pAmavAne keI upAya che ke nahi ? zuM evAM kaI sAdhana nathI ke jenAthI ApattinuM baMdhana, teDI zakAya? zuM akSaya sukha ane zAMtinA vicAra karavA e ajJAnatA che? A prAne javAba eja ke svatuta: evuM kAMI nathI. phakata eka ja upAya che ke jenAthI hamezAM duHkha, roga ane zAkanuM kALuM moM karI zakAya che, nirdhanatAnuM umUlana karI zakAya che ane evA akSaya anaMta sukhanI sa prApti thaI zake che ke pachI pharI nirdhana. dazAne bhaya ja rahI zakato nathI. te upAya e che ke pahelAM du:khada prasaMgenuM regya jJAna meLavavuM joIe temaja tenuM mULa kAraNa zodhI kADhavuM joIe. duHkhada prasaMgane bhUlI javA athavA to tenAthI bezuddha banI javuM te ThIka nathI. paraMtu tene sArI rIte samajavA yatna karavo joIe e ja jarUranuM che. prA For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza karIne evuM jovAmAM Ave che ke manuSya ApattinA prasaMge izvarArAdhana karavA lAge che ke jethI karIne kaleza dUra thaI jAya. e ThIka che. paraMtu Avazyaka te e che ke teNe jANavuM joIe ke mArA para kevA prakAranI vipatti AvI paDI che ane mAre temAMthI zu bodha grahaNa karavuM joIe. je baMdhanamAM tame jakaDAI gayA che tenA para ke dhAyamAna thavuM athavA ahIDAI javuM te vyartha che. tamAre mATe eTaluM ja yogya che ke tame zuM kAraNathI ane kevI rIte e vipatti-jALamAM AvI paDyA cho te zodhI kADhavuM joIe. jethI karIne tame tamArI pitAnI sthitine sArI rIte vicAra karI samajavA yatna karI zake. tamAre anubhavanI pAThazALAmAM haThIlA bALakanI mAphaka rahevuM joIe nahi, paraMtu je je bAdhaka pATha tamArA hita mATe ane tamane ucca tathA unnata AvathAe pahoMcADavA mATe ApavAmAM Ave che te saghaLA pADa tamAre saMpUrNa namatA ane dhairya sahita zI karavA joIe, kAraNa ke vicAra karavAthI tamane mAluma paDaze ke du:kha vA Apatti A saMsAramAM anaMta ke aparimita zakita nathI, paraMtu mArSI anubhavanI eka kSaNika avasthA mAtra che ane te kAraNathI je loke zIkhavAnI IcchA rAkhe che teo tene gurU tulya gaNe che. saMsAramAM duHkha thAne Apatti tamArAthI koI pRthak vastu nathI, paraMtu tamArAM hadayano eka anubhava che ane jyAre me pairyapUrvaka tAra hadanI sArI rIte parIkSA karaze ane tene sanmArga para lA-ze tyAre vipatti zA mATe ane kevI rIte AvI paDI che te vAtanuM tamane rahasya samajAze ane tame tene jaDamULathI nAza karI zakaze. pratyeka duHkha ane vipattine dUra karI zakAya che, tethI te kayAMya hamezane mATe rahI zake nahi. duHkhanuM mULa ajJAnatA che, arthAt saMsAranA padArthone ane tenA paraspara saMbaMdhane sArI rIte na samajavA te ja mUrkhatA che. jyAM sudhI ApaNAmAM A prakAranI ajJAnatA rahelI che tyAM sudhI ApaNe vipattinA dAsa banI rahIe chIe saMsAramAM jeTalA duHkhada prasaMge utpanna thAya che te badhAnuM kAraNa ajJAnatA che. je manuSya du:khada prasaMgemAMthI bAdha grahaNa kare te tene kaMIka jJAna prApta thaI zake che ane du:kha paNa svayameva dUra thaI zake che, paraMtu prAya: leke vipattithI dha grahaNa nathI karatA, tene laIne ja vipatti tene pIche cheDatI nathI ane teo vipattimAMja sadAkALa gramita rahe che. eka bALakane jyAre tenI mAnA rAtre suvA mATe laI jatI hatI tyAre te dIpakanI sAthe ramavA mATe ghaNuMja 2Da lAgyuM. pachI tenI mAtA tene ekale mukIne thoDA vakhatane mATe bahAra gaI tyAre te bALake ajJAnatAne laIne dIpakane hAthamAM pakaDI lIdho. pariNAma je banavuM joI e teja banyuM. bALakane hAtha baLI gaye. paraMtu te divasa pachI kadApi bALake dIpakanI sAthe ramavAnI pharI IrachA karI nahi. uta bALaka potAnI ajJAnatAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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duHkhada prasaMgamAMthI bAlagrahaNa 2pa7 laIne AjJApAlanano pATha zIkhI zakyA ane tene e paNa jJAna thayuM ke agnine guNa bALavAne che. A prakAranI eka ghaTanAthI du:khada prasaMgenA guNa, havabhAva, ane aMtima pariNAmanuM jJAna thaI jAya che, jevI rIte uta bALake agninA guNanI anabhijJatAne laIne du:kha herI lIdhuM tevI ja rIte moTAM bALake paNa e kAraNathI ja duHkha harI le che. je vastuo prApta karavA mATe teo athAga parizrama kare che tenA guNa ane svabhAvathI teo aparicita hoya che, jethI karIne te vastu teo meLave che te paNa teone lAbha karatAM hAni vizeSa thAya che. moTAM bALakomAM du:kha ane ajJAnatA sajIDa ane gaDha rahelA hoya che. eTaleja phakata taphAvata che. hamezAM duHkhane aMdhakAranI sAthe ane sukhane prakAzanI sAthe sarakhAvaze ! Ave che ane A sarakhAmaNImAM gupta rahasya raheluM che. mULa vAta e che ke jIvI rIte prakAza AkhA jagatamAM phelAI rahe che ane aMdhakAra eka nAnAM biMdu samAna che athavA koI nAnAM padArthanI chAyA che ke je anaMta prakAzanAM kiraNene rI de che, tevI rIte utkRSTa sukhane prakAza eka nizcita ane jIvanapada zakti che je AkhA saMsAramAM phelAI rahe che ane duHkha e ApaNI potAnI ja tuccha chAyA mAga che je prakAzanAM kiraNene aMdara praveza karavA detI nathI. jyAre rAtri paDe che tyAre saMpUrNa saMsAra aMdhakAramaya banI jAya che. game teTalo aMdhakAra hoya te paNa te pRthvInA eka thoDA bhAgane DhAMkI de che, bAkI sarvatra prakAza ja rahe che ane se keIne e vAta paNa sAta rahe che ke prAMta:kALamAM prakAza prasarI raheze. te mujaba jyAre duHkha, zoka ane vipattinI aMdhakAramaya rAtri tamArA AtmAne Avuta kare che ane tame anizcita mArgamAM Thekara khAtAM ryA karI che tyAre tame tamArI potAnI IcchAone tamArA harSa ane AnaMdanA apariciMta prakAzanI vacamAM nAMkhe che ane je kALI chAyA tamane AvRta kare che te tamArI ja prati chAyA che, bIjA keInI nathI. je pramANe bAhya aMdhakAra ke vAstavika padArtha nathI, temaja te kayAMyathI AvatuM nathI ane kayAMya jatuM nathI ane tenuM kevuM sthAyI sthAna nathI te ja pramANe AMtarika adhikAra kaI vAstavika padArtha nathI. paraMtu svayaM prakAzamAna AtmApara te e pramANe prasarI rahe che. atra koI ema prazna uThAve ke keTalAka manuSyo vipattinA aMdhakAramAM zA mATe paDayA rahe che? Ane uttara e che ke ajJAnatAne laIne teoe ema kara. vAnuM pasaMda karyuM hoya che. Ama karavAthI tene sukha ane du:khanuM yathArtha jJAna thaI jAya che ane pachI du:khamAM paDavAthI sukhane vadhAre pasaMda karavA lAge che. duHkhada prasaMganI utpatti ajJAnatAmAMthI ja thAya che, tethI jyAre tamane duHkhanuM yathArtha jJAna thaze tyAre ajJAnatA svayameva dura thaI jaze ane tenAM sthA For Private And Personal Use Only

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258 zrI AbhAnada prakAza. namAM jJAnane prakAza prasarI raheze. paraMtu jevI rIte eka avajJAkArI vivAthI potAnA pATha yAda karatA nathI tevI rIte e paNa saMbhavita che ke tame anubhavathI dha grahaNa na kare ane sadeva aMdhakAramAM paDayA rahe ane rega, zAka tathA ni rAzAnA rUpamAM zikSA bhego. A uparathI eTaluM spaSTa thAya che ke je leke pitAnI jAtane vipattithI mukata karavA IcchA rAkhe che teoe du:khada prasaMge - mAMthI bedha grahaNa karavAne mATe sadaiva taiyAra rahevuM joIe ane evI rIte vartavuM joIe ke jethI teone jJAna, sukha ane zAMtinI saMprApti thaI jAya. jevI rIte koI mANasa aMdhArI koTaDImAM rahIne ema kahevA lAge ke prakAza che ja nahi tevI rIte tame satyatAnA prakAzane tamArI aMdara na AvavA de te paNa saMvita che. paraMtu ethI ulaTuM, jevI rIte koI mANasa aMdhArI keTaDImAM rahIne paNuM bahAranA prakAzano InakAra karatuM nathI tevI rIte tame tamArI AsapAsa meha, mAyA, svArtha, ajJAna ane pakSapAtanI divAlo banAvI rAkhI che tene tame khaseDavA lAge ane jJAnanA sarvavyApI prakAzane aMdara pravezavA de. te paNa banI zake tevI bAbata che. - tamArA svAnubhavathI eTaluM samajavAnI kozIza karo ke duHkhada prasaMgo mAtra thoDA divasane mATe upasthita thAya che ane tenA upAdaka tame pote ja che, temaja tame je je duHkhada prasaMgamAM AvI paDe che te eka cekasa niyama anusAra bane che. uparokata vAta kAlpanika nathI, paNa vAstavika che ema jarUra mAne duHkhada prasaMgenI tamAre jarUra che ane tame ene gya che; kAraNa ke te sarva sahana karavAthI temaja tene sArI peThe samajavAthI tame adhika baLavAna, vidvAna ane vivekI banI jaze. jyAre tamane tenuM yathArtha jJAna thaze tyAre tame pote tamArI potAnI dazAne sudhArI zakaze, dubene sukhamAM pariNuta karI zakaze ane tamArA jIvanane vAste Avazyaka sAmagrI saMgrahI zakaze. jaina kemamAM keLavaNI. sarakArI keLavaNuM khAtAnA DepyuTI inspekaTara mI. bI. ena. dezAine abhiprAya. naM. 2805 muMbaI tA. 4-3-1919. mayavibhAganA keLavaNu khAtAnA maherabAna InsapekaTara sAheba prati. sAheba, Apana tA. 5 mI phebruvArInA 12567 naMbaranA patranA javAbamAM lakha For Private And Personal Use Only

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jena kesamAM keLavaNI. vAnuM ke A sAthe cAra adhikArIonA abhiprAya mokaluM chuM. mAre pitAne abhiprAya nIce mujaba che. 1 hindustAnamAM kula 1248182 jene che. ane nizALamAM bhaNatA pAMcathI paMdara varSanI umaranA jena bALakonI saMkhyA 40253 che ema te chApelA patramAM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. A AMkaDA saMteSajanaka nathI. tethI prAthamika keLavaNanA prasAra ane vikAsa mATe ghaNuM karavAnI jarUra che. * 2 prAthamika zALAmAM bhaNatA jaina bALakomAMthI bAratera TakA vidyAthIo mAdhyamika zALAmAM bhaNe che. saghaLI jJAtiomAM keLavaNInuM bheguM pramANu kADhI jotAM A TakA kaMIka vadhAre jaNAze. chatAM te pramANu ApaNe dhArIe teTaluM uMcuM na hoya te tenuM mukhya kAraNuM garIbAI athavA te gya sAdhanane abhAva che ema nathI. kemake tene pahoMcI vaLavA mATe jena kema taraphathI judA judA aneka phaMDa ughADavAmAM AvyA che, paraMtu tenuM kharuM kAraNa e che ke jIMdagIne ekataraphI vicAra karavAnAM pariNAme keLavaNInI cagya kadara thatI nathI. 3 judA judA chaThThAnI vastInA AMkaDA ApelA nahi hovAthI trIjA pAnAM upara chApelI hakIkata nirUpayogI che, kemake kayA kayA jIllAnA jene keLavaNImAM pachAta che te tenAthI jANI zakAtuM nathI. 4 muMbaI ilAkAmAM amadAvAda ane muMbaI na kemanA mukhya keMdrasthAna che. traNa varSa karatAM vadhAre meM amadAvAdamAM InsapekaTara tarIke kArya karyuM che. ane lagabhaga traNa varSa thayAM muMbaImAM paNa inspekTara tarIke kArya karuM chuM. te daramyAna meM e eka paNa dAkhala joyA nathI ke jemAM keI kharekharI rIte lAyaka jena vighAthIne nIce jaNAvelA cAramAMthI koI paNa mArgathI jarUrI Arthika madada nahi maLI zakavAthI abhyAsa tajI de paDaye hAya. (1) mAbApa (2) vAlI (3) mitra (4) maMDaLa athavA saMsthA. mArI A mAnyatA kadAca beTI hoya, paraMtu lAMbA vakhatanA anubhavathI ane paricayathI mArI mAnyatA evI baMdhAI gaI che ke jarUra karatAM vadhAre paisA kharcAyA che. temaja (1) ajJAna, (2) bina anubhava (3) sahakAryane abhAva ane (4) saMsthAonA bahatvane laIne paisAne ghaNe durUpayoga thayela che. 5 mArA namra mata pramANe te AkhI ke mane tenI atyAranI jarUrIyAtanuM bhAna karAvavuM joIe. mane lAge che ke teo paNa bIjI kemonI mAphaka jJAtinA du rivAje rUpI sAMkaLethI majabUta jakaDAyelA che, ane mArA ghAravA pramANe A karatAM vadhAre prabaLa julama bIje kaI che ja nahi ane hato paNa nahi. ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza. AnuM pariNAma e AvyuM che ke (1) prajAnAM zarIra durbala banatA jAya che, (2) bALavidhavAonI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro thato jAya che (3) jenA upara Arogya ane jIvanane AdhAra che te hamezanAM jIvananA saMbaMdhamAM paNa sAmAnya buddhine upa ga karavAmAM AvatA nathI (4) dravya saMcaya mATe hada vagaranI lAlasA jovAmAM Ave che. A uparAMta bIjI AgaLa vadhelI kAma karatAM jena kAmamAM maraNa pramANa vadhAre jovAmAM Ave che. 6 huM muMbaImAM raho te daramyAna meM je saMsthAnA saMcAlako sAthe vicAra vinimaya-karyo che temaja jAhera sabhAmAM bhASaNe ApyA che. ahiM meM na leke samakSa lagabhaga daza bhASaNe ApyA che. bhASaNe kevA kevA viSaya upara ApyA hatA te nIcenI cAra noMdha uparathI samajI zakAze. (1) mAbApa athavA vAlIne sucanAo (2) vevizALa ane lagna (3) Adarza sukhI jIvana (4) aMdha anukaraNa. mI. natama bI. zAhanI IcchA haze te huM mAre anubhava ane mArA vicAre temanI pAse ghaNI khuzIthI raju karIza. 7 (a) temane mArI eTalI bhalAmaNa che ke eka evuM maMDaLa sthApavuM ke jethI karIne komanA judA judA phirakAnI saMsthAo (nizALe ane chAtrAlaye) karakasara ane sahakAryanA hetuthI eka sAmAnya maMDaLanI dekharekha nIce lAvI zakAya. ane A hetu dhyAnamAM rAkhIne (ba) eka sArA pagAravALo ejanTa, sekreTarI athavA InsapekaTara nIma (1) je badhI saMsthAonI vartamAna sthitine abhyAsa kare. (2) je te saMsthAonA saMcAlakone maLIne tenI sudhAraNA ane uti mATe ghaTatI sUcanAo kare. (3) je samAjahita, keLavaNuM, ane Arogya saMbaMdhI ane Arthika viSaya upara bhASaNe Ape. (4) ane pite AkhA aThavADIyAmAM je koI kArya karyuM hoya, je kAMi pravRtti karI hoya, tenuM pariNAma e AvyuM hoya, tema karavAmAM je muzkelIo veThavI paDI hoya tathA dura karavI paDI hoya te badhI hakIkata dara aThavADIye raju kare. A prakAranA riporTathI pratyakSa dekharekha jeTaluM upacegI kArya sAdhI zakAya che. pratyeka kArya saMgIna bane te pahelAM AvI dekhadekhanI anivArya agatya che. ( sahI) bI. ena. dezAI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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jena kemamAM keLavaNI. elphInsTana miDala skulanA heDamAstara, mI. bI. ke. agaravALA. bI. e. emane abhiprAya. naM. 559 elITana miDala skula, muMbaI tA. 11-2-1916 keLavaNIkhAtAnA maherabAna DepyuTI inspekaTara sAheba prati, sAheba, ApanA tA. 6 ThI nA 2442 naMbaranA salaranA javAbamAM "jenAmAM keLavaNI" e viSaya saMbaMdhI mArA vicAro A sAthe jaNAvuM chuM. ane tene vizeSa prasAra thaI zake tevAM sAdhane nIce mujaba sUcavuM chu. jenA mATe bhAge vepArI hovAthI teone ucca keLavaNInI prApti mATe athavA sarakArI nokarI mATe icchA hatI nathI. ane pitAnA dhaMdhA mATe jarUranuM heya che teTaluM lakhavA vAMcavAnuM tathA gaNitanuM jJAna meLavI saMtoSa mAne che. keTalAka garIba loko evA che ke jeo khAnagI nokarI karatAM sarakArI nokarI pasaMda kare che ane tethI pitAnA putrone ucca keLavaNI ApavA Iche che. paraMtu AvA loko keTaleka aMze sAdhananA abhAve ane ghaNe bhAge mAbApanI yegya dekharekhanA abhAve pitAne hetu sAdhavA samartha banI zakatA nathI. mArA jANavAmAM che ke keTalAka jene geravyavasthAvALI nizALo khelIne athavA chokarAone paDI tathA paisAnI madada karIne pitAnI komamAM keLavaNIno prasAra karavA yatna kare che. paraMtu te badhAyana amadAvAdanI zeTha cImanalAla nagInadAsa jaina beDIMganA vyavasthApaka zeTha abAlAla sArAbhAInA yane jeTalA phareDamada thaI zakayA nathI. ukta boDIMgamAM zaheranI judI judI zALAomAM bhaNuM ! bairDa rionI hareka prakAranI jarUrIyAta purI pADavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu yogya dekharekha eja vijayanI cAvI che. A uparathI huM evA nirNaya upara Avyo chuM ke AvAM athavA AthI va. dhAre sArAM chAtrAlayeja A atyaMta pravRttiparAyaNa kemamAM keLavaNIno pracAra karavAnAM amegha sAdhana che. nizALe ughADavI athavA garIba vidyArthIone A thIka madada ApavI e phakta paisAne durUpayoga ja che. sahI bI. ke. agaravA. ** ***, * 1 kAna 3 - For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AmAna 1 prakara. elphInsTana miDala skulavALA mI. sI. ke. bhaTTano abhiprAya. elphInsTana miDala skula muMbaI tA. 11-2-1919 keLavaNI khAtAnA maherabAna DepyuTI inspekaTara sAheba prati- sAheba, ApanA tA. 6-2-1919 nA naM-2442 nA sakaryularanA javAbamAM jaina vidyArthIone mAdhyamika zALAo ane kolejomAM abhyAsa cAlu rAkhavAmAM paDatI muzkelIo kema dUra karI zakAya te saMbaMdhI mArA vicAro jaNAvavA rajA lauM chuM. keTalAka jaina vidyArthIo mAtra egya sAdhananA abhAve mAdhyamika zALAo ane kaeNlejomAM abhyAsa cAlu rAkhI zakatA nathI te siddha vAta che. Ano upAya e che ke lAyaka vidyArthIone vidyAthI vetane ApavA joIe ke jethI teone potAnA abhyAsano kharca calAvavAmAM muzkela paDe nahi. bIjI muzkelI evI che ke je vidyArthIonA mAbApa athavA vAlIothI dUra thaI zake tema che. jeno ghaNe bhAge vepArI che ane teo vepAranAM daSTi biMduthI keLavaNI saMbaMdhI vicAra kare che. teo pitAnA putrone ghaNI nAnI ummare vepA2mAM jeDI de che. teo teonA mAnasika temaja naitika vikAsane mATe kadi paNa darakAra karatA nathI, tethI komanA agresaroe potAnA jJAtibaMdhuone samajAvavuM joIe ke teoe tema karavuM joIe nahi ane teonAM bALakonI saghaLI zaktieno yogya vikAsa karavA para vizeSa lakSa ApavuM joIe, sahI. sI, ke. bhaTa. hitavacana mALA bodhadAyaka vacanA. 1 kharI take je kaMI adhika ugI zubha vastu devAya che tethI ja khare lAbha thAya che. dhAnyanA kaNasalAM sUkAI gayA pachI thayela varSAdathI zuM kadApi dhAnya pAke kharuM ke? 2 sura janoe je kaMI kArya karavuM te sarvathA svazakti anusAre ja karavuM joIe. 3 jevuM prANa gayA pachI pANI pIvuM nakAmuM tema taka gayA pachI puSkaLa dIdhuM paNa nakAmuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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hitavacanamALA bedhadAyaka vacane. 4 vidyArUpI dhana mahA mahenate kamAI zakAya che, ALasu te hoya te paNa gumAve che. 5 hitazikSA jene rUcatI nathI tene duHkhadAyaka devarUpI rega dUra thaI zakato nathI. 6 moTA (kulIna) nuM duHkha moTA ( kulIna ) ja TALe. je duHkha TALavA sazakta te kulIna-meTA. cha moTAe mukhaglAni ne karatA karavI nahIM. udAratA-gaMbhIratA vApare teja meTA kulIna. 8 sajajana ne durjanane sarakhA lekhavAM te goLa ne kheLa sarakhA lekhavA barAbara che. 9 ADaMbarathI mahI avaguNImAM raMgAvuM nahIM. gAyanA dUdhathI puSTi maLe, thAranA dUdhathI nahIM. 10 mAyAvI-kapIne zikhAmaNa devI. te nAkakaTAne paNa dekhADavA jevI khoTI che. 11 meTA-udAra dIlavALAnuM abhimAna zItaLa ane miSTa vacanathI gaLI jaze zAMta thaze. 12 samayane vicArI avasara ucita priya ane pathya (hita-mita ) satya vacana vadavuM. 11 kepa ane ahaMkAra upajAve evAM vacana vadavAthI krodhAdikanI zAnti zI rIte thaze? 14 kAMbaLa bIje jema bhAra vadhe tema jethI haTha-kAgraha vadhe tevuM sujJa jane na karavuM. 15 dhAdikanA Aveza vakhate pittajavarIne sAkaranI jevuM sarasa vacana paNa kaDavuM lAge. jyAM jenuM mana raMgAyuM tyAM guNadoSane vicAra karavA avakAza ja rahetuM nathI. 17 nirmaLa bhaktirasa tajI, mUkhaMjana viSayarasanuM AdarathI sevana kare che. 18 jethI ApaNuM kharuM jIvana poSAya te udyama kadApi kALe taja na joIe. 19 ujavaLa caritravALA eka paNa ziSya ke suputrathI gaccha-kuLanI mahattvatA dika vadhe che. 20 guNI jano guNIjanane pichAnI zake che. nirguNa nathI pichANI zakate. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza 21 pite sadaguNa cho je sadaguNIne dekhI dIlamAM rAjI thAya che tevAnI kIti jagatamAM gAjI rahe che ane te jagatamAMnA bIjA guNIjane karatAM AgaLa vadhI jAya che. 22 sajajananuM ahita kaI kare to paNa te te caMdanAdikanI piThe hitaja kare che. 23 durjananuM hita ja karyuM hoya tema chatAM te te sadAya ahita ja karavAne. 24 darpaNamAM pratibiMbanI jema jevI karaNuM tevuM ja phaLa maLI zake che. 25 kAmathI kuLa oLakhAya che. vacana uparathI paNa tenI parIkSA thaI zake che. 26 prema e vazIkaraNa che. jemAM jeTalI udAratA teTaluM ja te ApI zake che. ra7 uttama janenI vibhUti-saMpadA paropakAra nimite ja thavA pAme che. 28 prakRti-svabhAvane oLakhI sAmA sAthe maLavuM eja sAce meLApa lekhI zakAya. 29 dUdha jaLanI piThe sukha duHkhamAM samabhAgI thatA rahe teja khare mitra jANavo. 30 svArthanI jALa sarvatra prasarelI che. zuddha dharmaja eka ni:svArtha mitra che. 31 zuddha dharma-mitrane pAmIne ja paramAnaMda-ekSa sukha pamAya che. Itizama. lera muni mahArAja zrI kapUravijayajI mahArAja. prakIrNa. keLavaNI saMbaMdhI kaMika. jena koma keLavaNI mAM keTalI pachAta che, temaja ArogyatAne mATe keTalI bedarakAra che tene mATe A aMkamAM " jainomAM keLavaNuM" e mathALAvALA lekhamAM keLavaNu khAtAnA adhikArIonA rIpi uparathI dekhAya tema che. jene kemanI keLavaNu saMbaMdhI sthitinuM ghaNuM vakhatathI prayAsa karI le lakhI AMkaDA patro raju karI jena kemanuM baMdhu narottamadAsa bI. zAha dhyAna kheMcI rahyA che. A vakhate uparanA lekhamAM je abhiprAya che te paNa te nAno prayAsa che. e abhiprAya vAMcatA mAlama paDe che ke bAra lAkhanI jaina vastImAM mAtra 40 pa2pa6 manuSya keLavaNI le che. je keLavaNInA vikAsa ane prayAsa mATe saMtoSajanaka nathI. vaLI tene pahoMcI vaLavAnA aneka phaDA chatAM jarUra karatAM vadhAre paisA kharacAya che. ajJAna, bAna anubhava ane komamAM kusaMpa ane khATI mArAmArI ane jhagaDAne laIne For Private And Personal Use Only

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keLavaNI sabaMdhI keka ! 65 phurasada maLatI nahi hAvAthI AvA vicAro kayAMthI Ave ? vaLI sahakA nA abhAva vigerene laine paisAnA durUpayoga thAya che. AnA artha evA thAya che ke jemanA hAthamAM AvA kuMDA ke temanI mAlIkIpaNuM che tee ekahaththu sattA rAkhIne beThela hAvAthI temaja tee keLavaNIthI ajJAta hAvAthI ane bIjAnA anubhavanA ane sahakAryanA abhAva hovAthI tema banavAjoga che. jyAM AvI sthiti hAya tyAM paisA ghaNA kharacAya chatAM lAMbA vakhate paNa pheLavaNInI pragati na jaNAya tA te paisAnA durUpayoga thayeleja gaNAya. vaLI atyAre jaina kAmane zAnI jarUrIyAta che?tenuM paNa bhAna nahIM hAvAthI jyAre bIjA khAtAmAM, game teA sukALa ke duSkALa hAya, meghavArI ke soMghavArI hAya, jainAnA bALaka poSaNa vagara rakhaDatA hoya ke keLavaNIthI enazIba rahetA hAya, tenI zArIrika sthiti niLa thatI jatI hoya chatAM tenI darakAra rAkhyA vagara khIjA aneka khAtAmAM dravyanA vadhArA karye jAya ane puSkaLa kharca karyo jAya, paraMtu samAjanI unnati jenAthI thAya che tevA A jamAnAnI jarUriyAtavALA keLavaNInA kArya mATe yAne kAmanA manuSyanI ArAgyatA mATe je khAsa dhyAna Apavu joie ke jemAM kAmanA bhAvi udaya che tene mATe kANu lakSa Ape che? have te bIjI kAma karatAM uMcAmAM uMcI keLavaNI jaina vidyAthIe vadhAre letA kema thAya te mATe vyavRddhine mATe kruDA karavAnI jarUra che. rainAne uMcI keLavaNI ApavI eTale zrAvakakSetranI unnatinI zarUAta thai samajavI, ane jyAre jenA uMcI keLavaNI leze tyAre ja dharmanuM dareka prakAre rakSaNu ane pragati thaze. atyAre keLavaNIne uttejana ApanArI sasthA ke krUDanA mAlekee eka evuM ma DaLa sthApavAnI jarUra che ke kemanI judI judI sa MsthAone karakasara ane sahakAryanA hetuthI eka sAmAnya maDaLanI sArI dekharekha nIce lAvavI ane temAM eka sArI keLavaNI lIdhela sekreTarI ke inspekaTara nImaveA, je tamAma tevI sa MsthAonI vartamAna sthitinA abhyAsa karI te saMsthAnA vyavasthApake ke cAlakene maLIne tenI sudhAraNA kare ane keLavaNInI pragati mATe ghaTatI sUcanA kare ane sAmAjIka ane dhArmika keLavaNI upara temaja kAmanA ArogyatA sabaMdhI ane Arthika viSayo upara bhASaNA Ape. ane pAte AkhA aThavADIAmAM je kAMi kAma karyuM... haiAya je pravRtti keLavaNI saMbadhI karI hAya. tema karatAM paDelI agavaDA ane je agavaDA dUra karI saraLa mArgo karyA hoya te badhI kIkata pragaTa kare. A prakAranI sthiti keLavaNInu kArya jaina kAmamAM sagIna na bane tyAM sudhI utpanna karavAnI jarUra che. A lekhamAM matAvelI A hakIkata jaina kAmanI unnati mATe hAI keLavaNI jevA kArya mATe je paisA kharacAya che te pramANamAM alpa ane vyavasthA pUrvaka nahIM hovAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza. nirarthaka jema che, tema bIjAM khAtAmAM dara varSe kharacAtuM dravya paNa vya vasthA pUrvaka na kharacAya tyAM sudhI samAjanA dareka khAtAnI unnati dUra samajavI. . . badhu narottamadAsa bI. zAha keLavaNInA saMbaMdhamAM A je stutya prayAsa karI rahyA che te mATe ApaNe tene AbhArI chIe. A sAthe teoe jena kAmamAM AregyatAnA saMbaMdhamAM paNa prathama lekhe ApI dhyAna kheMcyuM hatuM. temAM muMbaImAM jenuM maraNa-pramANa keTaluM vadhAre Ave che te paNa temaNe AMkaDAo ApI batAvela che ane tene laIne ja saratA bhADAnI cAlIe mATe thayela prayAsa paNa tene AbhArI che. - ukta baMdhu narottamadAsa bI. zAhe munirAjazrI mehanalAlajI senTrala lAyabrerImAM che. sekreTarI tarIke paNa sArA prayAsa karyo hato. hAlamAM temaNe A saMsthAmAM te hadda nuM rAjInAmuM ApyuM che. te saMsthAnI kamITIe temaNe karela kAryo mATe upakAra mAnI dIlagIrI sAthe te svIkAryuM che. jaina sAhitya mATe be bela. zrI gujarAta sAhitya pariSadanI chaThThI beThaka rA. rA. haragovIMdadAsa dvArakAdAsa kAMTAvALAnA pramukha paNuM nIce maLI hatI. A vakhate be kAraNethI A pariSada vadhAre mahatvatAvALI thaI che. prathama prakhyAta suprasiddha baMga kavira ne zrImAna raviMdranAtha TAgere A beThakamAM hAjarI ApI hatI. ane bInuM A pariSade A vakhate guja. rAtI bhASAnI koleja sthApana karavAno nizcaya kare che te che. gujarAtI bhASAnI ane bhivRddhi, tene khIlavavI, te dvArA ItihAsa vijJAna vigerene bahAra lAvavuM e uddeza A saMsthAne che. jenuM paNa sAhi5 eTaluM badhuM che ane tene gujarAtI sAhitya sAthe se Tale nikaTa ne gADha samA che ke jene sAhitya gujarAtI sAhityanI vRddhi ane upagInA meTo phALA peva che ane jene etihAsika draSTie te tenA graMtha tapAsatA mAluma paDe che ke gujarAtI sAhityanuM ? kavi ane lekhako tarIkenuM ke prathama paMkitanuM jaina sAhitya mAna dharAve che. A badhuM bahAra mUkavAne jenee atyArasudhI prayAsa karyo nahIM hovAthI gujarAtI bhASAnA sAkSanI draSTi te tarapha vaLI che ane dareka pariSadamAM jene rAhatya mATe kAMI kAMI lakhAya che bolAya che jethI jena sAhityanI jagyA tyAM thaI che. e rIte tene mAna maLyuM che. paraMtu tene badale jena kAme pitAnA vizAla sAhityane prasiddhimAM lAvavA ane tene bahAra mUkI jainetara draSTie tenI viza latA ane prAcInatAnuM bhAna karAvavA prayatna For Private And Personal Use Only

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tkAlarazIpa. karavAnI jarUra che. tene mATe eka jaina sAhitya pariSadano janma ApavAnI jarUra che. ane te dvArA jaina sAhitya judA judA prakAranAM pustaka ane pepara dvArA temaja bhASaNa dvArA bahAra lAvavAnI jarUra che. A dIzAmAM paNa samAje potAnA paisAno vyaya karavAnI jarUra che. dharmane vizeSa ajavALAmAM lAvanAra jaina dharmanI prAcInatA ane pUrvanI jAhojalAlI batAvanAra ane AkhI dunIyAmAM gaNanA karAvanAra jaina sAhitya hevAthI tene vadhAre pramANamAM pragaTa karavAnI jarUra che. hAlamAM virya munirAjazrI jinavijayajI maDArAja ke je jaina sAhityanA ane itihAsanA khAsa abhyAsI che, te prathama lekhe ane purato dvArA ane hAlamAM zahera punAmAM jama pAmela jaina sAhitya saMzodhaka samAja dvArA prayatana zarU karyo che. hAlamAM eka trimANIka che DA vakhatamAM prasiddha thavAnuM che jemAM jaina dharmane lagatI zevALa, itihAsa ane sAhitya prakaTa thaze. jethI AvA prayAsa mATe ukata munirAja ane tenA anya utpAdakone ame dhanyavAda ApIye chIe. jena kome e kAryane vadhAvI levA tathA sahAya ApavAnI jarUra che evI namra sucanA karIye chIe ane A kAryane nibhAvI rAkhavA divasAnadivasa tenI vizALatA vadhAre pramANamAM kema thAya tema karavA tenA kAryavAhakone namra vinaMti karavA rajA laIe chIe. vidyArthIone sahAya ane skolarazIpa, uparokta maMDaLa taraphathI hAiskUla, miDalaskula, temaja gujarAtI vargomAM abhyAsa karatA jenavighAthIone sarva viSayane lagatI sekanDahenDa-TekasTabuko, mAtra nAmanI kiMmata laIne ApavAmAM Ave che, jeone pustakonI jarUra hoya teoe nIcenA siranAme arajIo karavI. presiDanTa, - zrI jena bALamitramaMDaLa, Co, bAbu pI. pI. jenahAIskUla-muMbai -kaeNlarazIpa. jaina vidyArthIo mATe skolarazIpa. cAlu sAlanI metrImyulezananI parIkSAmAM (1) saMskRtamAM sahuthI vadhu mAkarsa meLavanAra jenane tathA (2) suratanA rahevAsI ane kule vadhAre mAkarsa meLa For Private And Personal Use Only

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168 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza nAra jainane darekane rU. 40 nI phakIracaMda premacaMda AAlarazIpa tathA ( 3 ) punA sarakalamAMthI aMgrejImAM pahelA naJara meLavI zake te jaitane rU. 20 nI gulAbacaMda lakhamIcaMda skolarazIpa ApavAnI che. "zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka vIdyAthIoe te mATe vIgata sAthe resIDanTa janarala sekreTarI zrI jainave, keAnpharansane pAyadhunI sukhaI na` 3 nA saranAme arajI tA 30-6-20 sudhImAM mekalavI. zeTha phakIracaMda premacaMda skolarazIpa. zrI jaina ve, kAnpharansa taraphathI mahuma zeTha phakIracaMda premacaM dareka rUA. 40nI dara varSe ApavAmAM Ave che, te pramANe gayA sane sAlanA meTrIkamAM pAsa thayela jaina ve. mUrtipUjaka vidyAthI AmAMnA mAhanalAla kevaLacaMda icchApeArIyA suratanA rahIzane sAMskRta viSayamAM vadhAre mArka meLavyA hAvAthI rU! 40 nI AAlarazIpa ApavAmAM AvI che. ane khIjI skAlazIpa rUA. 40 nI surata jIllAnA vatanI hAvAthI mI. ca'dulAla nAnaca'da zAhu gAma sarabhANa jIllA suratanA rahIza ne uMcA naMbare pAsa thavAthI ApavAmAM AvI che. skAzIpa 1919 nI eka mI. sauthI graMthAvAlAkana. "tattvAmRta" mULa sahIta bhASAMtara. uparanA graMtha zrI ha'savijayanna jaina phrI lAibrerI vaDeAdarA taraphathI amAne bheTa maLyA che, A graMzanA kartA zrI jayAtivijaya mahArAja che ane te zrIe saMvata 1845 mAM e graMthatI racanA karI che, sarala saskRta bhASAmAM mULa padyAtmaka graMtha hovAthI tenA abhyAsIne, temaja te bhASAthI ajANa evA bALavAne upayogI sarala bhASAMtara ApI suuMdara TAipamAM sArA kAgaLamAM chapAyela hAvAthI ane tenuM rahasyabhAvAtmaka svarUpa paNa tattvarUpI amRtamaya hAvAthI khate rIte A graMthanI uttamatA jaNAya che, A samayamAM AvA tattvajJAnanA graMtha AvI rIte prasiddha thAya te icchavA yeAgya che, A saMsthA taraphathI pragaTa thatI graMthamALAnuM A catutha puSpa che. dareka manuSyane avazya vAMcavA yogya che, kiMmata rUA. 7-8-0 prasiddha kartAne tyAMthI maLaze. For Private And Personal Use Only zrI amadAvAda jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka khorDIMganA rIpo uparAMta e ganA sa. 1968nI sAlane rIpeTa amAne abhiprAya mATe maLyA che, je saMsthAne Aje sthApana thayAM zumAre bAra varSa thayA che, A varSamAM A sasthAmAM 85 vidyArthIoe lAbha lIdhA che ke je judA judA gAmonA che. rIpoTa vAMcatAM eka dare vyavathA sArI

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khedajanaka samAcAra. che. A saMsthAne gharanuM makAna zeTha jamanAdAsa jeThAbhAI taraphathI bakSIsa maLeluM che, paraMtu tenI vyavasthA ane kharca mATe nANA saMbadhI taMgI bhegave che ema rIporTamAM tenA sekreTarI jaNAve che. amadAvAda jevA zaheramAM aneka jaina zrImAna vasatA hovAthI jayAM AvI daza saMsthAe cAlI zake tevuM che, chatAM A DAMga hajI sudhI nANAnI taMgI bhegave che e Azcarya che. ame tyAMnA zrImaMta jainabaMdhuone namra sucanA karIye chIe ke A Daga ke je sahAyane pAtra che tene je jAtanI taMgI hoya te kAyamane mATe dUra karI vadhAre jaina vidyAthIo lAbha meLave ma karaze. ame A beDIMgane abyudaya IchIye chIye. zrAvikAsubodha trimAsika, zrI surata jaina vanitA vizrAma ne aMge pragaTa thatuM A trimAsika ane abhiprAyAthe bheTa maLyuM che. temAM A prathama aMkamAM AvelA strI upayogI lekhe judA judA lekhakethI lakhAyelA hoI strIone khAsa vAMcavA lAyaka che. je saMsthA taraphathI AmAsikanA jama ApavAmAM Avyo che temAM jainamahilAone uddhAra karavAno hoI tenA prasaMge prasaMge aneka samAcAra, AvakajAvaka, kArya vyavasthA vagere hakIkata prasiddhi mAM mukavA mATe temaja zrI vAMcana mATe AvA eka peparanI jarUrIyAta hatI te A prasiddha thavAthI purI paDaze. A saMsthA pAMca varSathI hayAtImAM AvelI hovAthI tene janma ApanAra bahena rUkamaNI bahena je eka keLavAyela jene bahena hovAthI A saMsthAnI divAsAdivasa unnati thatI jAya che ema amAruM mAnavuM che. A trimAsikamAM chevaTe A saMsthA saMbaMdhI TuMka hakIkata ApavAmAM AvI che tethI temaja tene prakaTa thayelA rIporTa je vAMcavA amo savene bhalAmaNa karIye chIye te uparathI mAluma paDe che ka jIrA uddhAra karanArI A saMsthA hoI dareka rIte tene renabaMdhuoe sahAya ApavAnI jarUra che, A saMsthAmAM hAla 41 baheno lAbha le che. ane vyavasthA paNa ApanAra ane rUkamaNInA nisvArtha prayatnane ane utsAhane AbhArI hoI tene eka sArA pheDanI jarUra che, to dareka zrImaMta jene temAM pitAne udAra hAtha laMbAvaze evI daDha AzA che. A saMsthA taraphathI prakaTa thayela A trimAsikano kharca kADhatAM je lAbha raheze tene vyaya A saMsthAne aMgeja thaze. A trimAsikanA grAhaka thaI te pramANe paNa kiMcita sahAya A saMsthAne ApavAnI khAsa jarUra che. khedajanaka samAcAra. zrIyuta vArA haThIsaMga jhaveracaMdane svargavAsa. bhAvanagara jaina samudAyamAMnA verA kuTuMbanA eka mukhya nabIrA ane bhAvanagaranI samagra prajAnA eka zrImAna AgevAna gRhastha vorA haThIsaMgabhAI ekasaTha varSanI vaye TuMka bImArI bhegavI vaizAkha sudI 3 budhavAranA roja traNa vidhavA strIo ane eka putrIne mUkI dIvasanA pAMca kalAke paMcatva pAmyA che. teo atrenA jaina samudAyamAM ane vizAzrImALI vaNIka jJAtInA eka agragaNya purUSa hatA. svabhAve saraLa, zAMta ane nirmaLa hRdayanA dharmacusta hatA. dhArmika ke vyava For Private And Personal Use Only

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270 A mAtmAnaMda prakAza. hArIka uMcI keLavaNuM nahi lIdhelI chatAM kuTuMbanA dharmanA uMcA saMskArane laIne teo dharmanA dareka kAryone cAhatA hatA ane dareka vakhate dareka prakAranI sahAya ApatA hatA tethI teo eka nararatana hatA. saMskArI kuLamAM janma thaye hevAthI te saMskAranA baLa prasaMge prasaMge tIrtha yAtrA, udyAna, pratiSThA mahotsava, jIrNoddhAra, gurUbhakti, jJAnabhakti vigere dharma kAryomAM aMtaHkaraNanA dhArmika utsAha sAthe lakSamIne sArI vyaya karI suyaza prApta karyo hato. zrImaMtAImAM ja janmelA chatAM eka sAdAmAM sAdI jIMdagI jogavatA hatA, teTaluM ja nahi paraMtu aneka dhArmika kAryomAM temaNe puSkaLa dravya kharyuM hatuM. chevaTe saM. 1964 nI sAlamAM, jainadharmane utkarSa karanAra ane A zaheramAM jaina samudAyamAM zrAvikA ugAvALa, jene kanyAzALAnA sthApana ane jena DIMganA nibhAva phaMDanI nimittabhUta ApaNI vijayavatI konpharansane tamAma kharca peTe ApI chetAnA AMgaNe keda pavRkSa samAna bhAratavarSanA samagra jaina saMghanI sevA bhakita, vAmI vAtsalya ane zrI sihajanI aneka manuSyane yAtrA nimittavA te uttama kArya pitAnA AtmAne nirmaLa banAvavA karI moTI rakama khaco udAratA batAvI manuSya vajanmanuM sArthaka karyuM hatuM. jethI atrenA temaja samagra hiMdustAnanA jaina samAja ane atrenI vizAzrImALI jJAtine eka zrAvaka varSa nararatananI khoTa paDI che. teozrInI jIdagI vadhAre vakhata laMbANI hota te teonA samudAyane vadhAre lAbha thAta te temaNe karelA uttama kAryono cikA sa purAve che, paraM bhavivyatA maLavAna hoI manuSya mAtranuM tenI pAse cAlatuM nathI. teonI A sabhA upara ghaNA varSathI prIti hatI ane ucca lAgaNIne laIne amAre tera varSa thayA teo A sabhAnA mAnavaMtAna thayA hatA. sabhA upara teone aparimita prema hovAthI varSagAMTha nimitta ane jJAnadhAra mATe teoe eka sArI 2kama arpaNa karI hatI. temanA svargavAsathI A sabhAne eka mukhya nAyaka agresara sabhAsadanI beTa paDI che ke nahIM pura zakAya tevI che jene mATe A sabhA aMta:karaNa pUrvaka potAnI dIlagIrI jAhera kare che. ane temanI supanIo ane putrIne A sabhA dalAso ApavA sAthe sucanA kare che ke, e svargavAsI AtmAnA zubha pagale cAlI, temanA karelAM uttama kAvyo nibhAvI, temAM ja vadhAro karI sAthe samAja hItake prajA hItanAM kei uttama avicaLa kAryane temanA te vargavAsI AdAnA kAyamanA maraNArthe janma ApI marahuma nararatna jIvatAja che te suprayatna karaze. chevaTe te svargavAsI nararatnanA pavitra AtmAne pavitra zAMti pAsa thAoakhaMDa zAMti maLe evI paramAtmA pratye prArthanA karIe chIye. For Private And Personal Use Only

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vivAha saMskAra. bhUmaMDaLanA koI dezamAM, saMsAranI koI jAtimAM, kaI dharmamAM, vivAha re. sarakAranI mahatvatA evI gaMbhIra, apUrva ane pavitra jovAmAM nathI AvatI ke A jevI A prAcIna graMthomAM jovAmAM Ave che. vivAha paddhatinA saMkramaNano Iti hAsa bahu manoraMjaka ane zikSaNa pradA che, te jotAM eja vAtasiddha thAya che ke mAnava jAtinI bAlyAvasthAmAM na te koI prakAranI rAjya vyavasthA hatI ke nato saAja ke kuTuMba vyavasthA hatI, je rIte ke pazuomAM dekhAya che tevI rIte strI purUSane saMbaMdha ane mAtA, pitA, putra Adi sagapaNa mULa sthitimAM rahevA vALA manuSyamAM aniyamita thatA hatA. strI purUSone niyamita saMbaMdha rAjya che vyavasthA ane sabhyatAnI sAthe sAthe sthira thatuM Avyo che, aneka dezanA ItihAsa parathI mAlama paDe che ke samAjanI prAthamika avasthAmAM lokonI pravRtti cuddha tarapha adhika hatI. vijathI jAtinA loka parAjita jAtivALAonI che strIne pakaDI lAvatA ane tene pitAnI mAlIkInI saMpatti tarIke samajatA hatA, temanI sAthe vivAha karatA, temane dAsI banAvatA, vecI nAkhatA ke dAna karI detA. strIne kuTuMbanA pradhAna purUnI AdhInatAmAM rahevuM paDatuM hatuM. samAja ane rAjya vyavasthAmAM jema jema sudhArA thatA gayA tema tema ci paNa dAsatvathI mukata thatI gaI. svAdhInatAnI sAthe sAthe strIyonI yogyatA vadhavA lAgI. temanA tarapha prema, Adara ane abalAbhimAnanA ucca bhAva prakaTa thavA lAgyA, svayaMvaranI prathA nIkaLI, dhIre dhIre vivAhane dhArmika vidhinuM svarUpa prApta thayuM ane vivAha eka parama Avazyaka saMskAra manAvA lAge? samAja zAstravettA saspensara kathana kare che ke vivAhano mukhya uddeza eja che ke ethI samAja ane rASTranI utkarSAvasthA cIrakALa sudhI banI rahe jethI daMpatinuM, te bhAvi santAnanuM ane dezanuM kalyANa thAya. jevivAhamAM A udezanI siddhi nathI te , samAja mATe hitakAraka nahi thaI zake, suprasiddhavidvAna erIsToTele kahyuM che ke, A enI unnati vA avanati upara rASTranI unnati vA avanatino AdhAra che. yUnAnI che grIka pitAnI strIone dAsI samAna rAkhatA hatA, paNa temane rASTronnatinA sahAyaka samajatA hatA. temanI zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika unnati saMbadhI dhyAna ' ApatA hatA, eja kAraNe cUnAnI jaMgalI jAtine potAne AdhIna karI zakyA che deza dana. For Private And Personal Use Only

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sujJa grAhakene namra vinaMti. sakhata malavArI tathA presamAM kAma karanArAonI taMgIne lIdhe mAsika niyamIta presavALA cha pI nahIM ApatA hovAthI be mAsa mAsika sAthe pragaTa karavAmAM Avela che, jethI kSamA cAhIe chIe. munimahArAjAone namra vinaMti. chalA A sabhA taraphathI bheTa ApavAmAM AvelA saMskRta sAta che ke "baMdhahetula saMgI prakaraNa" nuM zuddhi patra ke je hAlamAM chapAIne Ave che ne je je munimahArAjA, sAro mahArAja na vAnabhaMDAro ke jene uparokta jaNAvela graMtha bheTa maLela hoya teozrIe 1 - patra ke 6: eka kApIe aDadhA A nAnI TIkITa mokalI maMgAvI levA kRpA karavI. caitrI jaina paMcAMga. uparokata paMcAMga muzabhAta ArTa pepara upara suMdara TAIpathI e raMgamAM chapAda' amAre - ma aaN AvelA che. joIe temaNe eka nakale eka nAnI TIkITa mekalI maMgAvI levAM, navA dAkhala thayelA sabhAsado. : jhaverI maganalAla kharajamala re. pAlanapura hAla muMbaI. 5. 2. lAIpha membara jaladI maMgAve. chapAI bahAra paDI cukyuM che jIvana-sudhAraNAnA sanmAge. pratyeka kuTuMbamAM avazya rAkhavA ane vAMcavA lAyaka atyuttama lekhene saMgraha. prAjaka-viThThaladAsa mULacaMda zAha bI. e. jIvanamAM navIna utsAha reDanAra, navIna cetanya jagADanAra, apUrva AnaMda ane zAMti preranAra temaja mAnasika zakitaone ajaba vikAsa karanAra ane u. madA saddavicArethI bharapUra A pustaka pratyeka strI purUSane svaparahita sAdhavAmAM amUlya sAhAya ApanAra thai paDe tema che. AmAM nirdiSTa karelA sanmArge vANI jIvanayAtrA saphaLa karavA jarUra maMgAve. kiM. rU. 1. maLavAnAM ThekANAM - (1) zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA. bhAvanagara, (2) jIvanalAla amarazI mahetA paramazAha reDa-amadAvAda, For Private And Personal Use Only