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________________ prAcArya zrI ke sAhitya meM sAdhanA kA svarUpa zrI kezarIkizora nalavAyA sva. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. ke satsAhitya meM aura 'prArthanA pravacana' meM Atma-sAdhanA ke viSaya meM yatra-tatra bahumUlya vicAra-bindu bikhare par3e haiM jo paThanIya to haiM hI AcaraNIya bhI haiM / AcArya zrI ne 'prArthanA pravacana' pRSTha 102 para nimna vicAra vyakta kiye haiM- "AtmA kA sajAtIya dravya paramAtmA hai / ataeva jaba vicArazIla mAnava saMsAra ke suramya padArthoM meM aura sundara evaM mUlyavAna vaibhava meM zAMti khojatekhojate nirAza ho jAtA hai, taba unase vimukha hokara nitarate-nitarate pAnI kI taraha paramAtma svabhAva meM lIna hotA hai| vahIM use zAMti aura vizrAnti milatI hai / " ananta kAla ke jisa kSaNa meM jar3a-cetana kA saMyoga huA hogA taba se aba taka yaha AtmA janma-maraNa karate-karate thaka gayA hai, zrAMta ho gayA hai. vizrAMti cAhatA hai / isI bAta ko prAcArya zrI nimna zabdoM prakaTa karate hue pharamAte haiM ki "jo AtmA ananta kAla se apane svarUpa ko na samajhane ke kAraNa jar3abhAva meM baha rahA hai, usameM jo mukulitA A gaI hai| use jaba paramAtmA ke dhyAna se, cintana se apane vItarAga svarUpa kA khyAla AtA hai taba usakI sArI mukulita dazA samApta ho jAtI hai / " AtmA apUrNa aura paramAtmA pUrNa hai / jahA~ apUrNatA hai vahA~ pyAsa hai, khvAiza hai, prArthanA hai, pUrNako jahA~ pUrNatA dikhatI hai, vahIM vaha jAtA hai / " sAdhanA ke mArga meM jo rukAvaTeM AtI haiM unake nirAkaraNa ke bAre meM prAcArya zrI kahate haiM ki Jain Educationa International "darpaNa sApha hai lekina eka patalA sA bhI kapar3A prAr3A A jAya to usameM vaha camaka paidA nahIM ho skegii| kapar3A bhI haTA diyA jAya aura darpaNa ulaTA rakha diyA jAya taba bhI usameM camaka nahIM AyegI / darpaNa sIdhA hai, phira yadi vaha sthira nahIM hai aura calAyamAna hai to kyA barAbara kiraNoM ko For Personal and Private Use Only
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________________ * prAcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. . 167 phailA sakegA ? nhiiN| jaba taka darpaNa meM sthiratA kA abhAva hai, malinatA hai aura AvaraNa hai, ina tInoM meM se koI bhI doSa vidyamAna hai, taba taka darpaNa sUrya kiraNoM ko ThIka taraha grahaNa nahIM kara sktaa|" (prArthanA-pravacana, pR. 106) darpaNa ko mAMjA nhiiN| binA mAMje darpaNa apanA teja kaise pragaTa kara sakatA hai ? isI bAta ko spaSTa karate hue prAcArya pravara 'prArthana-pravacana' pRSTha 109 para punaH pharamAte haiM-"vItarAga svarUpa ke sAtha ekAkAra hone ke sAdhana haiM-prArthanA, cintana, dhyAna, svAdhyAya, satsaMga, saMyama prAdi / ina sAdhanoM kA Alambana karane se nizcaya hI vaha jyoti prakaTa hogii|" AtmA ko patana ke mArga para dhakelane vAle do pramukha kAraNa haiM--pahalA ahaM (maiM hU~) aura dUsarA mamakAra (merA hai)| isI bAta ko prAcArya zrI ina zabdoM meM vyakta karate haiM-"prAtmA eka bhAva hai / yaha khuda tirane vAlI hai aura dUsaroM ko tArane vAlI hai| lekina AtmA rUpI nAva ke nIce cheda huA cAhanA yA kAmanA kaa| taba karmoM kA pAnI nAva meM Ane lagA / nAva labAlaba pAnI se bhara gaI aura DUba gii|" (gajendra vyAkhyAnamAlA bhAga 6 meM pRSTha 281) __ icchA kI bela ko kATe binA aura samabhAva lAye binA sukha kI prApti ho nahIM sktii| "gajendra vyAkhyAnamAlA" bhAga 6 meM pRSTha 285 para Apa batAte haiM- mana pudgala hai, mana aura jala kA svabhAva eka hai| donoM kA svabhAva nIce jAne kA hai| rAga meM mamatA hai, AkarSaNa hai| dvaSa ke sAtha ahaMkAra jur3A hai|" isIliye AcArya zrI kahate haiN| "mamatA-visarjana se hI duHkha miTatA hai| vastu merI nahIM, merI nizrA meM hai" yahI mAnakara apanA jIvana vyavahAra kara / pR0 288 para prAcArya zrI Age batalAte haiM1. bhautika vastu meM mamatA mata rkho| 2. vicAra-zuddhi sAdhanA ke liye Avazyaka hai| 3. zakti rahate tyAga karane meM prAnanda hai / 4. jJAna bhAva pUrvaka rAga kA tyAga ho / 5. dhana parAyA hai, rakhavAlI kA kAma apanA hai| Jain Educationa International For Personal and Private Use Only
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________________ * vyaktitva evaM kRtitva 6. mana aura indriyoM para niyaMtraNa kro| 7. AgAra dharma ko svIkAra kara aNagAra dharma kI tarapha bar3hane kA prayAsa kro| 8. baMdha kA kAraNa rAga aura baMdha-mocana kA kAraNa virAga hai| pR0 141 para prAcArya pravara pharamAte haiM-sAdhanA tapa pradhAna hai| tapasyA meM cintana ke liye svAdhyAya Avazyaka hai| tapa rAga ghaTAne kI kriyA hai| tapa ke sAtha viveka Avazyaka hai| AdhyAtmika sAdhanA meM dRr3ha saMkalpI honA, matsara bhAvanA kA tyAga karanA aura samyakSTi rakhanA sAdhaka ke liye parama Avazyaka hai| -528/7, neharU nagara, indaura nazvara kAyA thArI phUla sI deha palaka meM, palaTe kyA magarUrI rAkhe re / Atama jJAna amIrasa tajane, jahara jar3I kima cAkhe re / / 1 / / kAla balI thAre lAre par3iyo, jyoM pIse tyoM phAke re / jarA maMjArI chala kara baiThI, jyoM mUsA para tAke re / / 2 / / sira para pAga lagA khuzaboI, tevar3A chogA nAkhe re| . nirakhe nAra pAra kI neNe, vacana viSaya kima bhAkhe re / / 3 // indra dhanuSa jyoM palaka meM palaTe, deha kheha sama dAkhe re| iNa sUM moha kare soI mUrakha, ima kahe aAgama sAkhe re / / 4 / / 'ratanacanda' jaga ive varthA, phAMdie karma vipAke re / ziva sukha jJAna diyo moya sataguru, tiNa sukha rI abhilAkhe re / / 5 // -prAcArya zrI ratanacandajI ma. sA. Jain Educationa International For Personal and Private Use Only